Everything Short of Clarity (CC/UC, MATURE) AN 11/16/06[WIP]
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 2:31 pm

Title: Everything Short of Clarity
Author: StarGazing101
Disclaimer: I own nothing, got it?
Rating: MATURE, but may go into ADULT territory. I haven’t quite decided yet.
Couple: A/I. K/T. CC/UC.
Genre: Alien Abyss due to temporary and permanent UC ‘ships/AU without Aliens
Summary: How can you confess how you feel when not everything’s out on the table?
Author’s Note: It’s been a while, hasn’t it? This idea has been in my head for a while, so I decided to just write it and see what comes of it.
It's hard, I must confess.
I'm banking on the rest to clear away,
'Cause we have spoken everything.
Everything short of I love you.
The Fray - Hundred
<center>Chapter One</center>
Everyday, he watched her.
Not in the creepy, 'I want to know the specific scent of your shampoo stalker kind of way', but in a manner that spoke strictly of polite curiosity.
During the school year, she made the same rounds everyday. In the mornings, she’d head straight to her locker and take out her books for her morning classes and drop off her afternoon texts. She’d check her make-up, slam the metal door shut with a loud clank, and walk to her first hour class. She always made sure to get to school with just enough time to do this short routine each morning, her heels clicking rhythmically behind her.
This year, they happened to share half their schedule, and at all the perfect times: first hour, fourth and fifth hour, and seventh hour. A little more than half, but just one class together would’ve made Alex Whitman deliriously happy. He was able to see her first thing in the morning, before and after lunch, and at the end of the day. It was a plus that she never missed a day of school.
In the afternoons, Alex used to ride his bike home, (though he now had a nifty bug to drive instead), and would sometimes see her running laps around the track in her volleyball uniform sans pads, usually ahead of most of the other girls, or laughing along with them. He had once been so mesmerized that he had bicycled right into a fence, where she had hastily run over and asked if he were okay. He had responded with a hushed ‘Yeah, I’m fine,” (more than likely the tips of his ears were red), and she smiled and rejoined her team on the track, where her teammates stood laughing. One of his more embarrassing moments, but she had seen plenty in their short lifetimes. He could write a novel of all the times he’d made a fool of himself in front of her.
“Alex!” he heard a feminine voice call, “Anybody home in there?” she said, playfully pretending to knock on his head.
“Yes, there is someone home, and he’d like it if you’d so kindly not knock the furniture out of place,” he responded quite seriously, getting a laugh from her. “Since this is our last day of summer, what do you want to do?”
“You know, I think I’d like to swim today,” she glanced over her shoulder at the gleaming water of the pool behind her. She stood up and dusted her skirt off, reaching a hand out to Alex. “Good idea?”
“You know, that does sound like a good idea,” Alex acquiesced, “because it’s really hot today, and not having a dip in the pool would be stupid.” He pushed himself up, with her help.
“That’s what I thought.” She smirked at him. “I’m going to go change. So I’ll see you in five minutes, ten tops.” She crossed over to his back fence and opened the gate, where he heard his gate close and hers open and shut.
There was one thing that held him back from revealing his feelings to her, and that was the fact that Isabel Evans was his best friend.
Isabel lived across the alley, in a spacious, two-story house, with her mother, father, and three brothers. She was the oldest of the children in her family, and the most outgoing. The Evans were a very involved family in Roswell, with her father being a very high profile divorce lawyer, with his own firm, and her mother was an scrub nurse at Roswell Memorial, who spent her free time caring for her children and volunteering. It was obvious to Alex that Isabel would probably follow in similar footsteps to her mother, but it was still a bit too early to call, as she was also quite stubborn and ambitious, like her father. Really though, he could see her following in either of their career paths.
Realizing that he had yet to move from where he stood, Alex went into the house to change into his swimming trunks. Looking at himself in the mirror, he was still shocked at how much different he appeared, after having went to his annual Baseball training camp this summer. At least, that’s what everyone thought. Isabel had come jogging toward him at the airport when he had arrived home a week ago, only to halt in her tracks and stare at him like a slack-jawed yokel.
“Mr. Whitman! What have you done to yourself?” she had exclaimed, her dark eyes sparkling and a few out-of-place strands falling wispily on her face.
In truth, he expected her reaction and couldn’t help but to pretend to see what all the hubbub was about, seeing that his mother was giggling and that his father seemed intrigued. So Alex had checked himself out.
“I don’t really see any difference,” Alex said, feigning innocence and turning around. “I mean, yeah, I lost some weight, but nothing spectacular.” But he knew he was lying. He had dropped almost fifteen pounds of baby fat at camp and had grown another inch or so, making him 6’3” now, but he remembered that his father had mentioned going through the same thing at around his age. “Not that big of a deal,” he concluded.
Isabel scoffed then fiercely wrapped her arms around him. “Whatever you say,” she had whispered in his ear, and had winked at him.
Making his way through the kitchen and to the Arcadia door, he noticed that Isabel had come back and was laying her towel out on one of the deck chairs. After she had set her things down, she squeezed a good amount of sunscreen into her hands and began to apply it in a circular motion on her shoulder and down her arm. He couldn’t help but to admire her physique as she did so, even if it was just her back.
Alex had two favorite bathing suits that he liked seeing Isabel wear. One was the current one she had on, which was a brown bikini that covered her just enough for her mother to let her leave the house. It had a red flower on the left breast of the top and small patch of flowers on the right hip on the bottom. His other choice was a yellow and turquoise polka dot two-piece that she had bought last summer on a dare given by her friends. She had kept the bikini hidden from her mother and had brought it over to his house when he had invited her over for a late night swim. The top had only had enough material to cover her breasts’ nipples and areolas while the bottom was a g-string that had jeweled accessories attaching the front of the swimsuit bottom to the back. Alex had thanked the higher powers that he was already in the water when she had shown off in it.
As long as she wore the brown swimsuit, Alex could keep his bodily functions in control. Otherwise, he would quickly dive into the cool water to hide his tented swimming trunks.
“You comin’ out?” Isabel yelled to him from outside, now lathering a generous amount of sun block to her legs.
He slid open the door and gently slid it closed. “How can I come out with no closets around?” he questioned, once again receiving a giggle and an eye roll from her. “I see you chose the brown swimsuit today.” He came and sat on the deck chair next to hers.
“My mom’s home,” she said, “so there was no way I was going to even get out of my room with my other bikini. Though,” her eyes twinkled mischievously, “I did want to wear it today.” She sucked in her bottom lip and pointedly gazed up at him, stifling a laugh when she noticed how wide his eyes had grown.
“Really? Did we feel the need to give Alex a heart attack today?”
“Of course!” She hit him lightly on the arm. “It’s our last day! I haven’t done anything risqué because you had to go and be off at Baseball camp for two months, again!” She finished rubbing in the sunscreen and stretched, her top lifting slightly.
Alex placed his attention somewhere else momentarily, as his mind had erased itself of any coherent thoughts. Quickly recovering once she stopped stretching, he responded, “So you did miss me?! That’s very sweet of you, because I couldn’t have done anything risqué without you either,” he grinned, amused at the idea of Isabel wanting to do something risqué. Then again, Isabel was much bolder than he was, but not enough to really call her a risk-taker.
“Whatever,” she articulated, traipsing to the pool and dipping her toes into the water. “Oh, it’s nice today.” She placed both her feet in and sat at the large step at the deep end, swinging her feet under water. “So you never did tell me what you got up to at that training thing of yours. Anything that might just interest me?” she raised an eyebrow, hoping that he would not go into detail about the Baseball part of it. She loved some sports; Baseball just wasn’t one of them.
Reading her mind, he replied, “Well, since I know you hate Baseball, there’s not much to say.” He shrugged his shoulders, and proceeded. “I saw most of the same guys I saw last year, even stayed in the same cabin as two of the ones I had in my cabin last year. Kyle Valenti hasn’t changed one bit.”
“That doesn’t surprise me,” she interjected.
“Well, actually, no. There was one thing.” Isabel's eyebrows rose curiously. “He has a steady girlfriend. Been going out with her for the past six months.”
“Who? Anyone from in town?” Isabel had known Kyle for a long time, and had never known him to be quite so committed.
“Er, the girl that was in your French class last year. What was her name?” He briefly contemplated on the girl’s name, and then snapped his fingers. “Tess! Her name’s Tess.”
Isabel actually laughed out loud at this. “You’re kidding me, right?” When he answered with nothing but an entertained glint in his eyes, her mouth fell open. “Wow. That’s an interesting combination, but I can so totally see it.” Alex nodded at this, and she went on. “She’s bubbly, but very cute. She’s also not an airhead, which will be good for him. I used to worry what horrible damage those cheerleaders at his school would wreak on him.” Again, Alex agreed. “Also, their both short,” she bluntly added. “It works.”
Alex snorted at this. “That’s so awful, Is.”
“What! It’s true!” The pitch of her voice rose slightly. “Seriously? Kyle is one of the shortest guys I know, and he dating all those tall cheerleaders just never looked right. A petite, blonde Tess will make a wonderful difference! Add to the fact that she’s not superficial, it’ll be therapeutic for Kyle.”
“You do make a good point.”
“Don’t I always?”
She couldn’t have been cheekier in her reply, but Alex was used to this. He watched her dive into the water from the step, and come up from the middle of the deep water. Her mouth was curved into a stunning smile, and she brought her hands up to wipe the water off her face, her legs kicking furiously under water to keep her afloat.
“Jump in, Alex,” she whined. “The water’s absolutely perfect.”
Feeling that the sun had beaten down on him enough, Alex stood up and shed his white T-shirt and flip-flops, and dove in. He came up out of the water and shook the water off himself, like a dog that had just been hosed off.
“It does feel nice today. Usually it’s too warm at this time of year.”
“Yeah,” Isabel answered softly, hiding beneath the diving board. “So continue.”
Having forgotten that she had asked about camp, he said, “Oh, yeah. Anyway, do you remember that Ramirez kid I bitched about last year?”
“Yeah, how could I forget? You wouldn’t shut up about him for weeks. ‘That effing guy hit every one of my line drives. He just wouldn’t be struck out! He’s an ass.’” She mocked her friend. “Sound familiar?”
“I do not sound like that.”
“Yes, you do. Now finish what you were going to say.”
“Anyway, so we had just finished warm-ups and split up into two teams. As per usual, I’m pitcher, and Ramirez’s team was up to bat. When it’s his turn, he comes up to the plate, smugly taps the bat on the inside of his shoe soles, and smirked at me, like he’s saying that he’s better than me.” Alex paused and dipped under the water to cool off. “Well, that doesn’t sit well with Alex Whitman. I wanted to strike this asshole out, and I mustered all the strength I could into those next three pitches, and to say I did is an understatement.”
“What happened?” Isabel swum out from beneath the diving board toward Alex, and swum past him, deciding to sit, half submerged, on the steps of the shallow end.
“I struck the bastard out.”
“Careful, Alex, you’re beginning to sound like some of your macho jock friends,” she warned.
“Well, I don’t like the guy. I can sound out of character once in a while, can’t I?”
“No, you’re not allowed to.” She was staring curiously at her hand, cleaning her nails with the nails of her other hand.
“And why not, might I ask?” He walked toward her, a devilish sparkle in his blue eyes.
“Well – wait! Why are you looking at me like that?”
Seeing that Alex was advancing on her, she dove into the water and swam toward the deep end, where Alex swum after her. When they both came up for a breath, she splashed water in his face and continued to swim away from him, coming up for breaths and to laugh. Eventually, Alex had caught up with her and had her cornered under her favorite lounging spot, under the diving board.
They were both out of breath, and Alex had his legs on either side of her, keeping her penned in. Her breath was hot on his bare chest, and he had to force himself to keep his vision on her own, as he breasts were bouncing buoyantly in the water from her heavy breathing. Good thing she didn’t wear her other swimsuit[/i], he thought. Her brown eyes were glimmering dangerously, and she struggled against his legs as she attempted to release herself from his hold, not quite yet having recovered her breath to evade him under the water.
“Uh-uh, Miss Evans, you will not escape me!” he smiled, licking his teeth.
“Oh, I will,” she said, proceeding to struggle. “I just need to catch my breath.”
“For a volleyball player, I would think that you would have done so already,” he stated, bringing his legs in closer. He could feel her hips press into his ankles.
“Swimming more vigorous,” she simply replied, wrapping her arms around the diving board to lift her up as best she could.
Unfortunately, for Alex, this gesture lifted her buxom bosom out of the water and into his line of vision, where they continued to lightly bob from her breathing. He could not take his eyes off of them, and before he knew it, not only was his eyes left to stare, but his body left to react. His face paled when he noticed that Isabel’s body had temporarily stiffened, and she stared at him with reddened cheeks and her mouth somewhat agape.
“I hope that’s one of those toy pool sticks poking the inside of my thigh right now.”
Alex was completely mortified.