Endings & Beginnings (M/L AU ADULT) (Complete)
Posted: Thu Apr 26, 2007 7:31 am
Winner Round 11





Title: Endings & Beginnings
Author: Emma
Disclaimer: I don’t own Roswell or any of the characters. I’m just using them for fiction purposes.
Rating: ADULT
Category: AU with aliens M/L
Authors Note: Okay this follows the show to a degree. Liz was saved but her and Max never actually got together.
Summery: Sometimes you just can’t choose who you love.
Prologue
Yesterday a clear horizon.
Now the clouds are rollin' in it's disappeared.
The one thing that I’ve always believed in.
It's strange how right now it all seems so unclear.
I consult my soul,
and it tells me that it knows
There's no doubt one day
I'm gunna fly.
Gotta stand up, dust myself off.
Just for now,
it’s the end of the road
When something ends something begins,
but now it's just the end of the road.
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid
Pride only thinks about the glory
And just the right now
And not the days ahead
I've held my breath
Walked on shells hoped for the best
What the future holds
I don't know
I've gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now
It's the end of the road
When something ends Something begins,
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
I've been travelin'
Get the dust right off the windshield
No one gets the road map to their life
'Cause life is so subjective
I'll take my pain and I wanna protect it
Never blinds me always reminds me
There's so much more to see
At the end of the road
When something ends Something begins.
Is this the end of the road? When someone loses
someone wins
is this the end of the road?
When something ends Something begins,
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
Max sighed as he looked around the living room of the apartment that he had called home for the past three years.
His eyes settled on the framed photo of him and his girlfriend, they were both smiling at the camera dressed in their tuxedo and bridesmaids dress from Isabel and Alex’s wedding only a year earlier.
Everyone had always assumed they would be next to tie the knot. They had been together for five years and for the most part, they were happy.
Max looked over at his packed suitcases that were placed next to the door. It had only taken him a week to decide that this was what he needed to do but deep down he knew this had been coming for six months. He had tried to fight against it but in the end, it had been hopeless. He had always fought against the idea of destiny, or that you couldn’t help who you loved. He thought he had a choice in the matter. It had turned out he had been wrong about so many things.
He took a seat on the lounge and waited then, watching the door which she would walk through any minute from work. He suspected she would see the bags before she saw him; he was counting on it because otherwise he had no idea how he was going to find the courage to hurt the woman who had loved and been faithful to him for five years.
He sat up straighter when he heard the key in the lock and the handle turning.
This was it. The moment of truth.
A second later, it opened and she walked through.
She looked down when her leg pressed against the material of his suitcase and she frowned.
“Again?” She sighed to herself.
She looked up then and started when she saw Max sitting silently on the couch watching her.
“Gee you scared me,” she smiled at him.
“Sorry.”
“You’re going away again?” She asked a sad smile on her face.
Max nodded. “Kind of.”
“What do you mean kind of?” She rolled her eyes as she placed her keys and bag down before turning her attention back to him.
“Come and sit down,” he said then.
She frowned at the serious tone of his voice, and the look on his face but she did what he asked and took the seat across from him.
“Is everything ok?” She asked.
“You know that Transfer to New Haven that we knew has been on the cards?” He asked.
She nodded.
“Last week they asked me,” he admitted.
“Why didn’t you say something?” She asked surprised.
“Because I hadn’t decided whether I was going to take it or not.”
“Isn’t that something we should have talked about together?” She asked upset.
“Only if I intended on taking it,” he replied. “Which I have,” he added.
“Max…”
“I have a flight out tonight,” he continued.
“You accepted?” She asked. The shock evident in her voice. Max had always considered her before making plans that affected both of their lives up until now.
Max nodded.
“Wow, I can’t believe you did that.”
Max remained quiet.
“Why do you have to leave so quickly?” She asked then. “I can’t just leave my job without any notice Max….”
“I know,” Max rushed to tell her. “Its one of the reasons I didn’t tell you,” he added then.
Confusion clouded her beautiful features. Why was Max acting so strange? Once upon a time she would have been able to read what was going on with him by the look on his face, the emotions in his eyes but just like in the recent months Max’s face was blank, or she couldn’t read it anymore.
“I accepted the transfer, I’m going to New Haven…” he whispered.
“I know,” she replied getting annoyed.
“I think it would be best if you stayed here,” he revealed then.
If she was shocked before, it was nothing compared to how she was feeling now.
“What? I don’t understand,” she whispered.
Max took a deep breath then. “I’ve been lying to you,” he admitted then.
Her eyes filled with tears as dread settled in her stomach. Somehow she already knew what was coming, it all made sense now. How distant he had become over the past six months, his eagerness for the fortnightly trips to New Haven which had disrupted their lives.
“What did you do?” She asked.
Max licked his dry lips. Even though he had gone over this in his head, it wasn’t turning out the way he wanted.
“There’s someone else…” he revealed.
Song is End of the Road by Matt Goss
TBC
Hi everyone!
I'm finally back with a new story. I will be posting this once a week until i finish writing it so look out for updates on a Thursday night. I hope you enjoy it
Cheers
Em





Title: Endings & Beginnings
Author: Emma
Disclaimer: I don’t own Roswell or any of the characters. I’m just using them for fiction purposes.
Rating: ADULT
Category: AU with aliens M/L
Authors Note: Okay this follows the show to a degree. Liz was saved but her and Max never actually got together.
Summery: Sometimes you just can’t choose who you love.
Prologue
Yesterday a clear horizon.
Now the clouds are rollin' in it's disappeared.
The one thing that I’ve always believed in.
It's strange how right now it all seems so unclear.
I consult my soul,
and it tells me that it knows
There's no doubt one day
I'm gunna fly.
Gotta stand up, dust myself off.
Just for now,
it’s the end of the road
When something ends something begins,
but now it's just the end of the road.
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
It's the end of the road
One line can change a story
So sometimes let the line just be unsaid
Pride only thinks about the glory
And just the right now
And not the days ahead
I've held my breath
Walked on shells hoped for the best
What the future holds
I don't know
I've gotta stand up, dust myself off
Just for now
It's the end of the road
When something ends Something begins,
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
I've been travelin'
Get the dust right off the windshield
No one gets the road map to their life
'Cause life is so subjective
I'll take my pain and I wanna protect it
Never blinds me always reminds me
There's so much more to see
At the end of the road
When something ends Something begins.
Is this the end of the road? When someone loses
someone wins
is this the end of the road?
When something ends Something begins,
But now it's just the end of the road
When someone loses someone wins
But now it's just the end of the road
Don't get to fix it if it doesn't break
But now it's just the end of the road
When you gotta leave
It makes you wanna stay
I know it's the end of the road
Max sighed as he looked around the living room of the apartment that he had called home for the past three years.
His eyes settled on the framed photo of him and his girlfriend, they were both smiling at the camera dressed in their tuxedo and bridesmaids dress from Isabel and Alex’s wedding only a year earlier.
Everyone had always assumed they would be next to tie the knot. They had been together for five years and for the most part, they were happy.
Max looked over at his packed suitcases that were placed next to the door. It had only taken him a week to decide that this was what he needed to do but deep down he knew this had been coming for six months. He had tried to fight against it but in the end, it had been hopeless. He had always fought against the idea of destiny, or that you couldn’t help who you loved. He thought he had a choice in the matter. It had turned out he had been wrong about so many things.
He took a seat on the lounge and waited then, watching the door which she would walk through any minute from work. He suspected she would see the bags before she saw him; he was counting on it because otherwise he had no idea how he was going to find the courage to hurt the woman who had loved and been faithful to him for five years.
He sat up straighter when he heard the key in the lock and the handle turning.
This was it. The moment of truth.
A second later, it opened and she walked through.
She looked down when her leg pressed against the material of his suitcase and she frowned.
“Again?” She sighed to herself.
She looked up then and started when she saw Max sitting silently on the couch watching her.
“Gee you scared me,” she smiled at him.
“Sorry.”
“You’re going away again?” She asked a sad smile on her face.
Max nodded. “Kind of.”
“What do you mean kind of?” She rolled her eyes as she placed her keys and bag down before turning her attention back to him.
“Come and sit down,” he said then.
She frowned at the serious tone of his voice, and the look on his face but she did what he asked and took the seat across from him.
“Is everything ok?” She asked.
“You know that Transfer to New Haven that we knew has been on the cards?” He asked.
She nodded.
“Last week they asked me,” he admitted.
“Why didn’t you say something?” She asked surprised.
“Because I hadn’t decided whether I was going to take it or not.”
“Isn’t that something we should have talked about together?” She asked upset.
“Only if I intended on taking it,” he replied. “Which I have,” he added.
“Max…”
“I have a flight out tonight,” he continued.
“You accepted?” She asked. The shock evident in her voice. Max had always considered her before making plans that affected both of their lives up until now.
Max nodded.
“Wow, I can’t believe you did that.”
Max remained quiet.
“Why do you have to leave so quickly?” She asked then. “I can’t just leave my job without any notice Max….”
“I know,” Max rushed to tell her. “Its one of the reasons I didn’t tell you,” he added then.
Confusion clouded her beautiful features. Why was Max acting so strange? Once upon a time she would have been able to read what was going on with him by the look on his face, the emotions in his eyes but just like in the recent months Max’s face was blank, or she couldn’t read it anymore.
“I accepted the transfer, I’m going to New Haven…” he whispered.
“I know,” she replied getting annoyed.
“I think it would be best if you stayed here,” he revealed then.
If she was shocked before, it was nothing compared to how she was feeling now.
“What? I don’t understand,” she whispered.
Max took a deep breath then. “I’ve been lying to you,” he admitted then.
Her eyes filled with tears as dread settled in her stomach. Somehow she already knew what was coming, it all made sense now. How distant he had become over the past six months, his eagerness for the fortnightly trips to New Haven which had disrupted their lives.
“What did you do?” She asked.
Max licked his dry lips. Even though he had gone over this in his head, it wasn’t turning out the way he wanted.
“There’s someone else…” he revealed.
Song is End of the Road by Matt Goss
TBC
Hi everyone!
I'm finally back with a new story. I will be posting this once a week until i finish writing it so look out for updates on a Thursday night. I hope you enjoy it

Cheers
Em