Do Over(CC,M/L,Adult) Ch 18 (Part B) 5/26/13 [WIP]
Posted: Sat Dec 17, 2011 2:46 am
Summary: A bizarre request from her soul mate from fourteen years in the future has Liz Parker at the end of her ropes. It's impossible to be with the man she loves but what happens when living without him just isn't an option. Will she have to go on with life without her love...

Chapter 1
Liz Parker woke up on Friday morning with a start. She was drenched, and when she lifted her hand to push her chocolate waves out of her face, she noticed her hands were trembling too. She felt something drip on her hand and realized tears were streaming down her cheeks. She had the most horrible nightmare and she remembered wishing it would end so badly but she couldn't seem to get herself to wake up.
"As if real like doesn't suck enough the dream plane has to find a way to make me miserable too." She mumbled to herself.
She walked over to the radio thinking maybe some tunes could give her some inspiration only to come across Carrie underwood's; Starts with Goodbye.
"Great, rub it in Carrie," even as she said the words she couldn't help feeling like she's said them before.
Not in any hurry to see the pod squad, Liz decided to take her sweet time getting ready for school. 'If I'm lucky, maybe I'll even be late,' she thought to herself.
By free period Liz was convinced she was going crazy. More than once she wondered if she was still dreaming, because her dream became her reality. Just like in her dream the student body for some insane reason thought her sex life was a matter to be discussed amongst them. Apparently someone made it their mission to inform everyone that she cheated on Max with Kyle. Everywhere she went people were whispering about her behind her back. In her dream, Vicky Delaney pulled her aside to let her know that Tess started a rumor about her and just when she thought everything was a coincidence, she heard someone calling out to her. Before she even turned around she knew who it was.
"Hey Vicky."
"Hey. Liz, I just thought that someone should tell you what all the whispering is about."
"Yeah I was wondering about that" she said, a feeling of dread forming in the pit of her stomach.
"I heard Pam Troy talking with one of her lackeys; apparently Tess is going around telling everyone that you slept with Kyle and that you're open for business to all the jocks."
"Oh God" she murmured, running to the nearest toilet to empty the contents of her stomach. Even as she threw up her lunch, Liz already knew that by 6th hour the new rumor would be that she was pregnant because someone heard her throwing up in the bathroom.
And sure enough during 6th hour Pam Troy didn't disappoint.
"So Liz, I hear you're with child, how far along are you?"
"Listen you narcissistic bitch," Liz whispered to her between clenched teeth. "I'm sure you get more action than I do."
Despite all the vicious rumors, Liz could care less what these idiots thought about her. What bothered her most was that if all these insignificant things were coming true, that meant that all the monumental things she saw in her premonition would come true too. Like Alex dyeing, Lonnie and Rath's betrayal, her new gifts, Nasadoe faking his death and that stupid bitch being a traitor and getting pregnant with Max's baby."
Liz didn't know what she should do, when she tried to talk to Isabel about what was happening, Isabel acted like a real cold bitch and told her that she really could care less. She didn't even give her a chance to explain.
So she sought out Michael, excusing Isabel's attitude, figuring she must have heard about what supposedly happened between her and Kyle.
It was only after Michael avoided her in the hall, deliberately walking in the other direction so as not to bump in to her, did she realize that according to her dream they had no intention of speaking to her for a very long time because of the horrible things she said to Max.
'Human friends are out of the question because they don't have the power to stop all this,' she thought to herself, so using her newfound knowledge to track Max down, knowing he avoided going to school today because of her, she decided to go home early to clean up before going over to his house.
Between the way the day started out, and her new gifts, Liz berated herself for not remembering that there was going to be a storm that afternoon.
So it was a very drenched Liz parker who made her way to the Evans home. It rained so hard that Liz could barely see where she was going. She all but gave up hope when she heard someone calling her name. Turning to her left, she saw Mrs. Evans car pull up next to her.
"Liz? Liz honey is that you? What are doing out here in this weather, why aren't you in school? Come here before you get sick" she said, reaching over to open the passenger side door.
Wanting to get out of the rain Liz got in the car. She wasn't in there but five minutes when life caught up with her and she could do nothing to stop the water works. She cried so hard, she barely noticed when Mrs. Evans pulled in the driveway.
"Liz, sweetie what's wrong? I know I'm probably the last person you wanna talk to at a time like this, but I promise whatever you say to me stays between us, and I won't pass any judgments. I'm just lending you a shoulder to cry on."
In a moment of weakness, Liz found herself pouring her heart out to her ex's mother. "It's just, I wish it didn't hurt so much, I don't wanna feel anymore, I don't understand why life has to be so hard. Bad things are always happening" she said, her bottom lip trembling.
"Oh honey, what's wrong?" Diane said her own eyes shining with tears and her heart swelling with love for this young girl.
"It's over, forever this time, he doesn't love me anymore," Liz sobbed.
"Who honey? Max? I'm sure that isn't true."
"It is. He doesn't love me anymore."
"What makes you say that?"
"Because he thinks I slept with my ex-boyfriend, he thinks I'm tainted."
"Why would he think that?"
"Because I made him see us in bed together."
"Oh honey, are you pregnant?"
"No," she whispered, tears continuing to fall from her eyes. "He doesn't want me anymore; He thinks I'm no good."
"Did he say that?"
"No but he looks at me different, like he doesn't trust me. I only wanna be with him but at the time I couldn't. And I thought we could've been friends but he didn't even wanna be around me anymore. I hurt him so bad. He hates me."
"Liz, Max could never hate you; you're caring, beautiful, and compassionate, you're all good sweetie. You're not bad, or tainted. I'm sure Max knows that and if he doesn't than I didn't do a very good job raising him."
"No don't say that, you did a good job. He's sweet, he takes care of me and when were together he makes me feel special. He's all I want. I don't wanna be without him."
"Then tell him that."
"I want to but I'm scared. What if he doesn't want me back? I couldn't take it."
"Sweetie, I don't know all the details. But if you wanna be with Max, than tell him that. Do you love him?"
"So much."
"And he makes you happy"
"Yes."
"And you wanna be with him?"
"More than anything."
"Then sweetie, be with him. Talk to him; tell him what you told me. I've seen the way he looks at you, and as his mother it scares me because I still see him as my little boy but as a woman I'm really happy for you. Because I can tell he loves you very much, and that he wants to be with you too. Whatever is keeping you apart, it doesn't matter if your both miserable."
"Diane?"
"Yes honey?"
"I made him see us in bed together. Do you think he'll forgive me?"
"Did you sleep with him?"
"No, I've never had sex and when I do I want it to be with Max."
"Then I'm sure if you tell him why you did what you did, that he'll forgive you. And Lizzie, love is fragile; you can't play games with his heart."
"I know but I have a good reason for why I did it and we weren't even naked I just made it look like we were. And all we did was talk he never touched me."
"Ok. Are you feeling better?"
"Yes and I'm really glad I talked to you about this. It's hard with my parents you know, because my daddy doesn't want me falling so hard so fast and my mother, she worries so much and she wants me to be her little girl forever. She tries to tell me that I'm too young to feel the way I do. But I'm not. I love Max; he's all I want, all I'll ever want."
"I'm glad I could help you sweetie, and you can always come to me. Just because he's my son doesn't mean anything. Now come inside and dry off so you don't get sick and I'll make us some tea until Max gets here."

Chapter 1
Liz Parker woke up on Friday morning with a start. She was drenched, and when she lifted her hand to push her chocolate waves out of her face, she noticed her hands were trembling too. She felt something drip on her hand and realized tears were streaming down her cheeks. She had the most horrible nightmare and she remembered wishing it would end so badly but she couldn't seem to get herself to wake up.
"As if real like doesn't suck enough the dream plane has to find a way to make me miserable too." She mumbled to herself.
She walked over to the radio thinking maybe some tunes could give her some inspiration only to come across Carrie underwood's; Starts with Goodbye.
"Great, rub it in Carrie," even as she said the words she couldn't help feeling like she's said them before.
Not in any hurry to see the pod squad, Liz decided to take her sweet time getting ready for school. 'If I'm lucky, maybe I'll even be late,' she thought to herself.
By free period Liz was convinced she was going crazy. More than once she wondered if she was still dreaming, because her dream became her reality. Just like in her dream the student body for some insane reason thought her sex life was a matter to be discussed amongst them. Apparently someone made it their mission to inform everyone that she cheated on Max with Kyle. Everywhere she went people were whispering about her behind her back. In her dream, Vicky Delaney pulled her aside to let her know that Tess started a rumor about her and just when she thought everything was a coincidence, she heard someone calling out to her. Before she even turned around she knew who it was.
"Hey Vicky."
"Hey. Liz, I just thought that someone should tell you what all the whispering is about."
"Yeah I was wondering about that" she said, a feeling of dread forming in the pit of her stomach.
"I heard Pam Troy talking with one of her lackeys; apparently Tess is going around telling everyone that you slept with Kyle and that you're open for business to all the jocks."
"Oh God" she murmured, running to the nearest toilet to empty the contents of her stomach. Even as she threw up her lunch, Liz already knew that by 6th hour the new rumor would be that she was pregnant because someone heard her throwing up in the bathroom.
And sure enough during 6th hour Pam Troy didn't disappoint.
"So Liz, I hear you're with child, how far along are you?"
"Listen you narcissistic bitch," Liz whispered to her between clenched teeth. "I'm sure you get more action than I do."
Despite all the vicious rumors, Liz could care less what these idiots thought about her. What bothered her most was that if all these insignificant things were coming true, that meant that all the monumental things she saw in her premonition would come true too. Like Alex dyeing, Lonnie and Rath's betrayal, her new gifts, Nasadoe faking his death and that stupid bitch being a traitor and getting pregnant with Max's baby."
Liz didn't know what she should do, when she tried to talk to Isabel about what was happening, Isabel acted like a real cold bitch and told her that she really could care less. She didn't even give her a chance to explain.
So she sought out Michael, excusing Isabel's attitude, figuring she must have heard about what supposedly happened between her and Kyle.
It was only after Michael avoided her in the hall, deliberately walking in the other direction so as not to bump in to her, did she realize that according to her dream they had no intention of speaking to her for a very long time because of the horrible things she said to Max.
'Human friends are out of the question because they don't have the power to stop all this,' she thought to herself, so using her newfound knowledge to track Max down, knowing he avoided going to school today because of her, she decided to go home early to clean up before going over to his house.
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Chapter 2Between the way the day started out, and her new gifts, Liz berated herself for not remembering that there was going to be a storm that afternoon.
So it was a very drenched Liz parker who made her way to the Evans home. It rained so hard that Liz could barely see where she was going. She all but gave up hope when she heard someone calling her name. Turning to her left, she saw Mrs. Evans car pull up next to her.
"Liz? Liz honey is that you? What are doing out here in this weather, why aren't you in school? Come here before you get sick" she said, reaching over to open the passenger side door.
Wanting to get out of the rain Liz got in the car. She wasn't in there but five minutes when life caught up with her and she could do nothing to stop the water works. She cried so hard, she barely noticed when Mrs. Evans pulled in the driveway.
"Liz, sweetie what's wrong? I know I'm probably the last person you wanna talk to at a time like this, but I promise whatever you say to me stays between us, and I won't pass any judgments. I'm just lending you a shoulder to cry on."
In a moment of weakness, Liz found herself pouring her heart out to her ex's mother. "It's just, I wish it didn't hurt so much, I don't wanna feel anymore, I don't understand why life has to be so hard. Bad things are always happening" she said, her bottom lip trembling.
"Oh honey, what's wrong?" Diane said her own eyes shining with tears and her heart swelling with love for this young girl.
"It's over, forever this time, he doesn't love me anymore," Liz sobbed.
"Who honey? Max? I'm sure that isn't true."
"It is. He doesn't love me anymore."
"What makes you say that?"
"Because he thinks I slept with my ex-boyfriend, he thinks I'm tainted."
"Why would he think that?"
"Because I made him see us in bed together."
"Oh honey, are you pregnant?"
"No," she whispered, tears continuing to fall from her eyes. "He doesn't want me anymore; He thinks I'm no good."
"Did he say that?"
"No but he looks at me different, like he doesn't trust me. I only wanna be with him but at the time I couldn't. And I thought we could've been friends but he didn't even wanna be around me anymore. I hurt him so bad. He hates me."
"Liz, Max could never hate you; you're caring, beautiful, and compassionate, you're all good sweetie. You're not bad, or tainted. I'm sure Max knows that and if he doesn't than I didn't do a very good job raising him."
"No don't say that, you did a good job. He's sweet, he takes care of me and when were together he makes me feel special. He's all I want. I don't wanna be without him."
"Then tell him that."
"I want to but I'm scared. What if he doesn't want me back? I couldn't take it."
"Sweetie, I don't know all the details. But if you wanna be with Max, than tell him that. Do you love him?"
"So much."
"And he makes you happy"
"Yes."
"And you wanna be with him?"
"More than anything."
"Then sweetie, be with him. Talk to him; tell him what you told me. I've seen the way he looks at you, and as his mother it scares me because I still see him as my little boy but as a woman I'm really happy for you. Because I can tell he loves you very much, and that he wants to be with you too. Whatever is keeping you apart, it doesn't matter if your both miserable."
"Diane?"
"Yes honey?"
"I made him see us in bed together. Do you think he'll forgive me?"
"Did you sleep with him?"
"No, I've never had sex and when I do I want it to be with Max."
"Then I'm sure if you tell him why you did what you did, that he'll forgive you. And Lizzie, love is fragile; you can't play games with his heart."
"I know but I have a good reason for why I did it and we weren't even naked I just made it look like we were. And all we did was talk he never touched me."
"Ok. Are you feeling better?"
"Yes and I'm really glad I talked to you about this. It's hard with my parents you know, because my daddy doesn't want me falling so hard so fast and my mother, she worries so much and she wants me to be her little girl forever. She tries to tell me that I'm too young to feel the way I do. But I'm not. I love Max; he's all I want, all I'll ever want."
"I'm glad I could help you sweetie, and you can always come to me. Just because he's my son doesn't mean anything. Now come inside and dry off so you don't get sick and I'll make us some tea until Max gets here."