Roswell Fanatics

Ok I really shouldn't be posting this yet, cause I am swamped with stuff to do, but it just begged me to post it already. Ok I've seen a lot of authors give themselves a day to post so I guess I'll try to ppost every Wednesday. I just tell you this now so I can give you guys a heads up lol. I'm in my second year of College, and there's plenty of reading to do. So I will try to keep my promise and post every Wednesday. I hope you like it.

Title: Little Boy Lost
Author: Me
Category: Alex and Max
Rating: MATURE-ADULT
Summary: Well I don’t want to give away much. Let’s just leave it as Alex and Max with some major angst.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the story.
Author’s Note: Got the idea after a friend of mine sent me a script to this movie called Sugar with Brendan Fehr. Don’t worry, it has nothing to do with the movie.
~*~

Max walked down the rainy street. He’d had the worst night of his life. He had finally come out to his family and it didn’t exactly go well.
His mother was still crying as he left, his father almost had a heart attack, and his sister ran into her room and locked herself in.

Needless to say, he wasn’t very happy about how it all went down.

So now he was just walking down the street. Walking towards the only place he knew he wouldn’t be judged.

“Hey Max, what’s up? Fuck, you’re all wet.” Kyle let him in. “What did you do, walk here or something?”

Max nodded and sat down on a chair Kyle provided him. “Why’d you do that?”
“I finally told the folks.” He said, feeling the chills take over his body.
“Oh.” Kyle said with a wince. “And I take it, it didn’t go well huh?”

“My mom was crying, my dad became the a human torch, and my sister locked herself in her room. No Kyle I don’t think it went well.”

“Come on. Get dressed.” Kyle pulled him up and led him to his room. He pulled out a pair of jeans and a plain black t-shirt and handed them to Max. “Put them on, we’re going out.”
“Kyle, what are you talking about? I’m in no mood to go out. My life is going straight to hell.”

Kyle ignored him and helped him out of his clothes.
“Now be a good boy and put these dry clothes on.” Kyle stepped back.

Max looked at his friend incredulously. There he was standing in his underwear, shivering from the cold, wondering what Kyle had in mind.

Kyle had always been there for him. Through his confusing relationship with Liz, to the realization of his sexuality. Kyle had been the only gay guy he’d known. Though his sexuality had never scared Max away. It was one of the things that made him become Kyle’s close friend.

Kyle was the one who helped him sort out his feelings. Kyle had actually sat him down and wouldn’t let him leave until he’d understood what those feelings meant.

He helped Max discover that he was indeed…gay.
That revelation had come about five months ago. And he hadn’t told a soul expect for Kyle and Liz.

Until that night.

“Where are we going?” Max asked as he got dressed.
“We’re going out. Don’t ask questions. It’s a surprise.” Kyle smiled.

Max watched as Kyle groomed himself then proceeded to groom him.
“Why are you doing this? I already told you I felt like shit.”
“That’s why.” Kyle said. “I don’t want you to feel sorry for yourself. It took you a long time to feel comfortable about being gay. I don’t want this night to ruin it and shove you back into the proverbial closet.”

Within twenty minutes they were out the door and in Kyle’s car.

~*~

Max groaned when they pulled up to their destination.
“A club?” He asked as they pulled into the parking lot of the club with blaring neon signs.
“Not just any club. This, my boy, is a gay club.” Kyle smiled.

Kyle was Max’s elder by two years. He looked up to Kyle very much for his confidence and spirit. There was a time when he thought he loved Kyle, but it was only deep admiration.

“Are you sure I can even go in?” Max asked as they walked up to the line. Kyle smiled and took his hand, leading them to the front of the line.
“You’re 18. Now stop worrying.”

Kyle waved to the bouncer and smiled as they were allowed in. Max blushed as the other patrons waiting in line all complained.

Once inside, Max was entranced. He’d never been in a club, much less a gay club. To their left was the bar, packed with customers waiting for their drinks. The their deep left was the dance floor. Well one of the levels of it anyways. Straight ahead was the main dance floor, one step below.

“Wow.” Max said, though it didn’t carry over the music. Kyle grinned and led him over to the dance floor on the left.
“This is where you start off.” Kyle yelled. He motioned to all the dancers around them. “The bottom floor is for the advanced.” He winked and pointed to himself.

Max looked down to the dance floor below and gasped at what he saw.

Plenty of shirtless men grinding and groping one another. Did Kyle really go down there? Max was sure he wasn’t ready for that kind of action. He looked around him and saw these dancers were far mellower. Just his crowd.
“I’ll be down there if you need me.” Kyle shouted.

Max grabbed Kyle’s arm and shook his head desperately. Kyle couldn’t leave him alone.
“You’ll be fine.” Kyle winked and hugged him. “Just watch me.” He said and pulled away, walking down to the lower floor.

Max went over to the rail and followed Kyle with his eyes. Kyle looked up at him and waved.
A minute later Kyle was dancing wildly with a shirtless man.
Max stared in fascination as that man helped Kyle out of his shirt. Kyle smiled and tucked it into his belt loops.

Max continued to stare when he felt a hand land on his shoulder. He turned to look into the eyes of another man. He looked around his age, and much thinner. He looked at the other and noticed just how young he looked. His clothes seemed old and a bit out of place. But when Max’s eyes reached his smile, he couldn’t help but smile back.

“Hi.” Max said and blushed.
“What are you doing in a club like this if all you’re going to do is watch the dancing?” The boy asked. He grabbed Max’s hands and led him over to the dance floor. “You wanna dance, or just watch me dance?” He teased.

Max smiled and followed the other’s lead. The music pumped through him and his feet began to move. He leaned in so that his mouth was right next to the other man’s ear.
“My name is Max.” He said and pulled back.

The other smiled and leaned in until his lips touched Max’s ear. Max shivered but stood still long enough to hear him.
“I’m Alex. First time?” Max nodded and smiled as Alex pulled him closer.

Max glanced back over his shoulder but found no sign of Kyle. “Who you looking for?” Alex asked.
“No one.” Max smiled and continued dancing.

OK I know I said I'd post every Wednesday but the progression of this fic got me worried. So I'm updating earlier, though other than this I will most likely post on Wednesday.

Warning, this part contains material that deals with prostitution.
Other than that, enjoy...



Part 2

Max had waited until Alex was out of sight before going down to look for Kyle.
Alex said he had to leave because he had to work the next day. Max was disappointed but let him go after giving Alex his number.

He was giddy after that. He’d given a guy his number.

He went down to the ground floor and went in search of Kyle. He was bombarded with a sea of topless men. It was almost too much.
“Max!” He heard his name through the music. He turned round and round until his eyes landed on Kyle over to the side.

Max grinned and rushed over to him.
“You seem happy. Having a good time?” Kyle asked.
“I met someone.” Max smiled broadly. “His name is Alex.”

Kyle grinned and patted him on the back.
“So where is this Alex?”
“He had to leave. Had work. I gave him my number.” Max said cheerily.

Kyle’s eyebrows went up in surprise.
“Wow, I’m impressed. First time in a club and you already hooked up. So, what did he look like? Tell me all about him.” Kyle patted the chair beside him. Kyle was still shirtless.

Max sat down and leaned into him.
“Kyle he was just so…I don’t know…cute.” Max grinned. He ducked his head sheepishly. “He’s my age, he’s a bit shorter than me, but still pretty tall. He’s funny, and nice, and he can dance.”

“So I get that you like this Alex fellow.” Kyle grinned. “Any action?”

Max blushed and shook his head. “Did you want some?” Kyle insisted.
“A little.” Max laughed. “He was just so….”

“Cute?” Kyle finished for him. “You ready to head home?” He asked with a yawn.
“Yeah. I’m tired.” Max shrugged. “So what about you? Did you get any action?”

Kyle shrugged but grinned deviously.
“You know me. A gentlemen never tells.” He winked. “Let’s get home.”

~*~

Alex turned the last corner until he reached the large building. He kept his collar up keeping the wind from his face. The night was cold, too cold for anything else but sleep.

He stepped into the dark building and climbed the steps up to his apartment.

He sneezed as he opened his door. His room was eternally dirty. No amount of cleaning could get rid of that. He took off his jacket and threw it on his small sofa.
“Any luck?” Alex jumped as the voice broke the silence. He turned to see his roommate there.

“No. Too damn cold. All the Johns are home with their families tonight.” Alex said. He yawned and walked toward his room but was stopped.
“So you didn’t find anyone? No a single guy in that club wanted to at least get his cock sucked?” Michael asked incredulously.

“I said no. I went in, made my rounds, and no one wanted shit.” Alex lied. He tried to get past Michael but he wouldn’t budge.
“Now how come I don’t believe you?” Michael said. “I’m sure you could have found someone with that pretty little hot mouth of yours.” Michael grinned and took hold of Alex’s face with one hand.

Alex pulled away and made it into his room. Michael followed him in. “You didn’t even look did you?”

Alex ignored him and took off his clothes down to his boxers. He could hear Michael unzipping his own jeans. “Cowboy Jim’s not gonna be happy ‘bout that. You know he’s coming tomorrow.”

Alex climbed into bed and felt it sink as Michael sat on the edge.
“I don’t give a fuck about Cowboy Jim.” Alex said, hoping Michael would leave but knew he wouldn’t.

“You should. He’s gonna want money or…” Michael left the statement hanging, not even liking it said from his mouth. He was afraid of Cowboy Jim as much as Alex was. “You know what he did to Mark.”

Alex shuddered. Yes, he knew what happened to Mark. He still had nightmares about it.
“No…Nobody wanted me ok. I couldn’t get anyone.” Alex mumbled as he tensed all over.
“Now, you know that ain’t true Little Boy.” Michael whispered as he settled behind Alex.

Alex took in a weak breath as he felt Michael’s arms snake around his waist. He could feel Michael’s erection press against his rear. He knew Michael was naked.

“I can spot you. I have a few extra bucks. How ‘bout you let me…you know, and I’ll pay ya.”

Alex shook all over. He felt Michael’s lips kiss the back of his neck. He didn’t want to. Just the thought of it made him sick. But he needed the money. He didn’t want to face Cowboy Jim’s anger. Couldn’t face it.

So he faced Michael instead.

~*~

Max plopped down on Kyle’s bed and sighed. Kyle chuckled and removed his clothes.
“Can I ask you something?” Max asked, propping himself up on his elbows.
“No, I won’t stand in for Alex.” Kyle teased. “What?”
“Can I live here, with you?”

Kyle looked down at him.
“You want to live with me?”
“Well not like you say it. I mean, just live here. I don’t want to go back home. I can’t”

Kyle sat on the bed and thought. He turned to Max and smiled.
“Sure. You can help me pay the rent.” He laughed and shut off the light.
“Thanks.” Max smiled in the dark.

“You’re still in my bed aren’t you?” Kyle asked.
“Yeah. It’s comfy.” Max laughed. “Night.”
“Good night.” Kyle sighed.

~*~

Max reluctantly got out of Kyle’s car and walked up to his house. He glanced back over his shoulder to look at Kyle. He only waved Max on.

Max took a deep breath and walked into his home.

He immediately locked eyes with Isabel, his sister. She looked away and went to her room.
“Mom, dad.” He called out. He heard his mother in the kitchen. “Mom?”

He walked in and found his mother in there with another person. Dr. Marlone. “Oh god, mom.” He sighed.
“Max I’m so glad you’re home.” His mother smiled. “You remember Dr. Marlone, right Max?”

Max nodded and looked at the doctor. He simply looked back and shook his head sadly.
“He’s here to help you Max.”
“Help me what mom?”

She looked back at the psychologist for help, but found none.
“With…your problem Max.”
“What problem mom? Me being gay?” Max said angrily.

His mother looked away sadly.
“Max, if you only talk to Dr. Marlone, he can talk to you and you can be normal again.” She said hopefully.

“Diane, I can’t do what you want me to do.” Dr. Marlone finally spoke. “Max doesn’t have a mental problem, he’s just what he is.”
“No.” Diane said forcefully. “No. You can help him. You can make him good again.”

“I’m not bad mom. I’m still me. I’m still your son.” Max said. He was getting really angry now. He felt his blood turning hot. His fists were clenched at his sides.
“That’s right Diane. He’s still your son. He’s always been gay; it just took him a while to come to terms with it. He probably didn’t want to disappoint you.” He looked at Max. “Am I right in this Max?”

Max nodded. It was all true.

“No, he’s not gay. He’s just confused. His hormones are making him think things that aren’t true. And he has a friend, what’s his name, yes, Kyle. He’s gay. He convinced my son that he’s gay too. Max is just a confused boy.” Diane said, trying to convince them.

“No Diane.” The doctor shook his head. “You’re wrong all around. Max is not confused. In fact, he looks very determined to me. This has nothing to do with his friend being gay. It’s not about peer pressure Diane, that’s not how it works. Homosexuality is not about choosing or being convinced. It’s about him knowing who he is. And he is not a boy. He’s a man Diane, no matter how hard you try not to notice.”

“Ah what do you know?” Max turned to find his father coming into the house. “You damned psyches try to make everything into justification. My son is sick.” Philip walked past Max and over to his distraught wife. “He is sick in the mind. How can a man possibly want another man? It’s TV and society that glamorize being gay. My son saw all the pretty pictures and decided to try it. But it stops now. Either he straightens up or he leaves my house.”

Max was fuming again. He looked at the doctor for support.
“Philip, just calm down. You’re making irrational decisions…”
“Shut up Marlone. I don’t want to hear you psychobabble. My son knows his choices. Change or leave.”

Max looked at his parents. He had already made his choice hadn’t he?
“I came to get my things. I’m leaving.”

TBC...

Well it's Wednesday, so I'm sticking good to my promise so far lol
Here's part 3....
Angst




Part 3

Max had packed his things in less than an hour and was now riding back to Kyle’s house in silence. Kyle glanced over at him, worrying about Max’s silence.
“So, you start college in a month or so. I can help you get a job. For now you live with me, rent free.” Kyle smiled, but got no reaction from Max.

Kyle’s cell started ringing and he answered.
“Kyle here. Yeah, he’s here. They did? Ok, hang on.” Kyle held the phone out for Max. “It’s Liz.”

Max took the phone but continued to stare out the car window.
“Liz.”
“Max, are you ok? I called your house and your parents told me what happened. And I don’t think they’re too happy with me.” She said.
“What happened?”

“Well your mom answered, she was crying. She asked me if I knew you were gay. I said I did, and well…there was nothing but yelling after that. Did I do the right thing?”
“Yeah. It’s ok. Don’t worry.” Max responded dryly.
“Max, what are you going to do now?” Liz asked.

Max sighed and looked over at Kyle.
“I’ll be alright.”

~*~

Alex rolled out of bed, out of Michael’s embrace. He stepped into the shower and turned on the water, letting it wash away the night.

He closed his eyes and willed the image of the club into his mind. He saw the man again, Max. The shy smile and blush on his face. Alex could tell that he was new to the whole experience.

He could have asked him if he wanted some fun, for a price, but he didn’t. Couldn’t. Something about Max made him feel different. Made him forget about his “job” and life style. Max made him forget about his dirty and cold home. Made him forget Michael loomed there, and Cowboy Jim.

He turned the shower off and stepped out. Pulling on his clothes and stepped out into his room. He was thankful that Michael had gone.

He grabbed a bowl from the shelf and pours his breakfast. The breakfast of champions.

He sits down then quickly stands up again. Michael can be a prick sometimes. He groans and settles on leaning on the counter.
He looks at his watch, almost time for class.

He pulls on his jacket and heads to the community college. He was taking a few college courses in computer science. Yeah, he was a bit of a nerd, and couldn’t afford to be one in his apartment. He would venture into a few cyber bars, messing with the computers there and offering to fix some there. He earned a few bucks that way.

He had learned a lot in his 18 years. He learned family wasn’t what it was cracked up to be. Learned the true meaning of “fatherly love.” He learned just how compassionate and understanding a mother could really be.

He learned the real meaning of “having a good time.” He’d said it enough.

So he earned enough to get his own little place. He earned the money right. He worked in cafes, took jobs in small stores. He had a good job once in a movie store, but got fired when it got a new owner. Didn’t like queers he said.

So he ended up taking in a roommate. More like was stuck with him. And that’s where it all went bad.

Michael would bring Johns home. Alex was witness to a few of the encounters. And down the line, became more than just a quiet spectator.

He’d needed the money. Michael led him into the world of horny old men. He was the host to the world of selling yourself to anyone who would want him.
Alex hated it, but it was good money.

Little Boy. That’s what most of them called him. Some even requested him. They wanted the lithe boy with the nice face. They wanted the one who looked younger than his years. Pedophiles’ dream.

Then came Cowboy Jim.

That’s when he was officially initiated. The money he made was “shared” with Cowboy Jim. The older man with the cowboy hat. No one really knew where he was from. He had a southern drawl.
Cowboy Jim didn’t like Alex making money from his line of business.

The night he paid them a visit Alex knew it was bad. He’d never met Cowboy Jim, just heard of him. The nice pimp. The one who always wore a smile. He knew all of their birthdays.
Cowboy Jim came in and hugged Alex, placing a kiss on his cheek.
“Welcome to the family.” He’d said.

Then he laid down the rules.

A third of your money goes to him.
Whenever he calls, you go.
Whatever he asks, you do.
If he wants more money, you give, or pay it off other ways.

And the kicker.
He’s your father. Daddy knows best.

Alex walked up the steps of the college and shivered as the cold bit at him. It would snow for sure.

Alex had never done drugs until Cowboy Jim.
Cowboy told him to take some, he did.
He was so out of it, he didn’t notice the two other men that entered the room that night.

Alex shook his head and walked into the building. He made two rights and a left before reaching his class. Everyone liked him there. No one knew what he did.
He was happy here.

~*~

“Don’t worry, in a week I’ll have that room cleaned out and you’ll have your own room.” Kyle said.

Max sighed as he set his things down.
“So I’ll be sleeping with you again?” He grumbled.
“Hey, you say that like it’s a bad thing.” Kyle grinned and laughed.
“You kicked me, in a very sensitive area.” Max said.

“Oh sorry about that. I guess I should have warned you. I’m an animal in bed.”
“Yeah, one that goes straight for the crotch.” Max mumbled.
“Don’t I always?”

Liz stopped by later. She helped them make Max’s things look at home.
“So you’re living here huh?” Liz asked as she hung up Max’s clothes. “At least I don’t have to hear “so when are you two getting back together?”” Liz said imitating Diane’s voice.

“Yeah sorry about that. I tried to explain to them that we were better off as friends, but they just didn’t get it.” Max sighed.
“Yeah, how do you explain to your parents that your girlfriend turned you gay?” Liz laughed, then stopped. “Uh, sorry.”

“You didn’t turn me gay Liz. I’ve told you that already.”
“I know, I know. It was just a joke. You know I love you.” Liz smiled sweetly. “Not ‘love you’ love you, but in a…well you know what I mean.” Liz blushed.

Max smiled and kissed her cheek.
“It’s just such a shame.” She sighed sadly.
“What is?”
“Such gorgeous hunk of man flesh, and women kind can’t enjoy it.” Liz laughed. “Guess the saying is true. All the good men are either taken or gay.”

After a few hours of putting things away the three plopped down on the couch.
“I am exhausted.” Liz sighed.
“Let’s go clubbing tonight.” Kyle suggested.
“Ooh, yeah let’s.” Liz cheered.

“I thought you were tired.” Max teased.
“I was, but I can handle going to a club.” Liz grinned.
“How about the club we went to Max?” Kyle asked.
“Ooh a gay club? Even better.” Liz laughed. “Lot’s of men and I don’t have to worry about some sleazy guy trying to pick me up.”
“Ok.” Max said.
“Hey and you never know. Maybe Alex will he there.”

Liz perked up and looked at Max.
“Alex? How come I’ve not heard of Alex?”
“I just met him. He hasn’t even called me.” Max sighed.
“Well it’s always better in person. Let’s go.”

tbc...

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Part 4

Alex walked into the club, bent on finding someone who’d pay him for his time. He put on his best clothes, hoping it would change his luck.
He checked himself in the window’s reflection of him. His green button up shirt had the first three buttons undone. His black pants were ok.
He spiked up his hair and walked within the crowd.

~*~

Liz jumped excitedly in front of Max and Kyle as they walked up to the club.
“Ooh this is so cool.” She said with a big smile. Max and Kyle only smiled back.

They entered the club and the music pulsed through Max as it had the first time. Max looked to the dance floor where he had dance first then looked down at the ground floor. He looked at Kyle and grinned.

“Don’t tell me you’re ready for that floor.” Kyle smirked.
“I want to try it. It looks better than that one.” Max grinned.
“Yes, I want to be amongst the half naked men too. Let’s go.” Liz cheered.

Max took Liz’s hand and followed Kyle down to the dance floor. His grin grew wider as they made it down. He was going to like it here. He spun Liz and started dancing with her.

He laughed as Liz grinned wickedly and began to grind with him. Kyle laughed, shaking his head at them before pulling a man in to dance.

Liz looked around as men continued to shed their shirts and got an idea. She reached to Max’s waistband and untucked Max’s shirt. He looked down at her then smiled when he noticed what she was doing. He lifted his arms and allowed her to remove his shirt.
“Someone’s been working out.” Liz yelled close to his ear. He shrugged and took his shirt, tucking it into his pockets.

~*~

Alex scanned the crowd and worked his way down to the ground floor. He knew he’d have better luck with the experienced patrons of the club. He made eyes at a few before moving along. He recognized a few, but knew they wouldn’t be up for a repeat performance. Some of them already had partners.

He spotted a fellow hustler, Peter, among the crowd, but pretended no to see him. He couldn’t have competition. He knew he was better than Peter anyways. Yeah, keep that cocky attitude.

He continued to work the crowd until he spotted a woman. She was laughing and dancing along with another man. Alex drew in curious as to see who it was.

He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw who it was.

A shirtless, extremely hot, Max.
Alex was nearly knocked over as he continued to stare.
The man was a god.

Alex found himself moving towards him.

~*~

“You have an admirer.” Liz said and cocked her head to the left. Max looked over and stopped dancing.

There was Alex. Looking back at him with a look of pure unadulterated lust etched on his face. Max was nearly knocked off by the intensity of it. “Do you know him?” He heard Liz ask. He could only nod.

“Ooh, is that Alex?” She squealed. “He’s cute. Go get him.” She pushed him and he nearly stumbled.

Max looked back at her, but she only shooed him away. He smiled at her then looked back at Alex.
Max smiled back at him and saw that Alex was approaching him. Max pushed the men away from him until he was now inches from Alex.

“Hi.” Max said shyly. He noticed Alex was staring at his bare chest. He waved his hand in front of his face as Alex snapped out of it and looked up.
“Um, hi. You look good.” Alex said.
“Thanks. You look good too.”

Alex reached out his hand and let it trail from Max’s shoulder down to his chest. Max could see Alex mouth “wow.”
“You wanna…dance?” Alex asked as he looked up into Max’s eyes. Max nodded and pulled him closer

Alex let his right hand run along Max’s spine, feeling the muscles flex under his touch. He let his things touch Max’s and knew Max could feel how hard he was. He could see the surprise in his face.

Max placed his hands on Alex’s hips, keeping him close. So close that they gasped with each movement. Max started playing with the bottom button of Alex’s shirt and saw him nod.
With deft fingers, Max began to undo Alex’s shirt.

Alex stepped back far enough to let the shirt slip off his shoulder. Alex smiled and slipped the shirt into the back of his pants, letting it hang out like a tail.

Max noticed how thin Alex was, but didn’t fail to notice the definition he had. He let his hand follow the same trail Alex had led with him. Only one word crossed Max’s mind. Pretty. It made him laugh inside to describe a man as pretty.

Max gasped as the lights suddenly turn off, and almost screamed when he felt his head being pulled down and two lips attaching themselves to his.

He felt a tongue run along his bottom lip and he opened to it. Fingers brushed through his hair as the kiss continued, growing deeper with each passing second.

Then the colored lights came back on. Multi-colored lasers shone over them. Max looked into Alex’s eyes, noting the puffiness of his lips.
“Whoa.” Max said with a smile.
“Same to you.” Alex winked.

“Why haven’t you called?” Max found himself asking. Alex’s eyebrows shot up.
“I’m sorry. I’ve been busy with work and school.” He leaned in closer, so close his lips brushed Max’s neck, “But I’ll call you. I promise.” He reached behind him and took his shirt. He pulled a pen out of his pocket and started writing on his shirt. “Here.” He gave his shirt to Max. “If you get worried, call me.” He said and placed another kiss on Max’s lips. “I have to go now.” He said and walked back into the crowd.

Max looked down at the shirt in his hands and saw the number written on it. It took him a while to figure out Alex just left him his shirt and was going home shirtless.

“Hey.” He heard Liz. She beamed up at him. “Whose shirt?” She asked and held part of the shirt.
“Alex’s.” Max replied.
“He gave you his shirt?”
“Yeah.” He said and showed her the number. Liz gasped and smiled.
“Wow. Way to go Max.”

~*~

Alex summoned an image of Max in his mind as he got down on his knees. He pictured it was Max he was about to suck off instead of this blonde stranger before him. He imagined it were Max’s hands that were now tangled in his hair and urging him on.

He’d left the club without his shirt, and was about to just head home when someone approached him. He knew what Alex was. Alex had serviced him once before. So Alex led the guy behind the club, where they now were.

The man had his back to the wall, pants down around his ankles. Alex gripped the man’s calves as he took him into his mouth.
Alex continued to imagine it was Max. He moaned sending the vibrations right through the John, and then felt the sticky warmth fill his mouth.

Alex wiped his mouth and got to his feet.
“Thanks man.” The guy said and handed Alex the fifty dollars.
“Yeah.” Alex took the money and walked away.

He hurried down to his apartment, feeling the cold eating at him. He should have thought before handing Max his shirt. He ran up the steps to his apartment. He felt the familiar dread before entering.
“Alex, dear boy. How ya been?” Cowboy Jim stood up to greet him. “My, my what happened to your shirt? Or did ya go out like that?”

“I lost it.” Alex said. He looked up to see Michael sitting on the couch.
“An eager companion?” Cowboy Jim asked with a wink. He held Alex’s arm and led him over to the couch.
“Yeah.”

Alex sat down beside Michael and waited for Cowboy Jim to speak. The older man sat in a chair before them and crossed his legs.
“Ok, boys. I’m here for my money. Show me what you got.”

Alex and Michael took out their money and set it on the table. Cowboy Jim took it and counted it, setting aside a portion for himself. “Thank you kindly. That was sufficient enough.” He smiled. “Though still, it is a small amount. I’m going to need something else.” He looked at the two expectedly.

Alex cringed internally as he knew what Cowboy Jim would ask.

Michael’s hand came up and caressed Alex’s face. ‘Just think of Max’ Alex said to himself before turning to Michael and falling into his arms.

Cowboy Jim simply sat there, watching the two young men having sex on the couch. Neither his face nor body language expressed any pleasure. He looked at them as though he were studying them. When he heard Alex cry out in completion he sighed, tipped his hat to them and left.

Alex tried to push Michael off of him when Cowboy Jim left, but Michael wasn’t moving.
“Get off.” Alex groaned.
“I already did.” Michael grinned and kissed Alex’s chest, concentrating on his flat nipples.
“I mean it, get off of me.” Alex pushed, but Michael was too heavy.

“Come on Little Boy, let me just hold you.” Michael sighed.
“Don’t call me that.” Alex sighed and resigned himself to just laying there under Michael’s heavy form. ‘Just picture Max’ he thought again.

TBC...

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Part 5

Max poured himself a cup of coffee, tapping his foot to the rhythm of the song in the radio. He grabbed the pieces of toast from the toaster and walked cheerfully back to the table.

“You seem happy this morning.” Kyle mumbled as he stepped out of his room.
“I am.” Max grinned. “Here, I made breakfast.” Max set a plate down for Kyle.
“Thanks. What’s in this?” Kyle said as he sat down.

“It’s an omelet with cheddar, ham, and some diced onions. All pretty simple.”
Kyle took a bite of the omelet and moaned.
“Oh god, I’ve died and gone to heaven. Where have you been all my life?” Kyle said and took another generous bite.

“You really like it?” Max asked.
“Hell yes.” Kyle mumbled between bites.
“I just picked it up from my mom.”
“But your mom can’t cook.” Kyle laughed
“I know, that’s how I learned to cook.”

~

Kyle pushed the cart down the aisle as Max tossed things into it.
“I was thinking. I could attend the community college and take a job for now. It’s cheaper, and seeing that my parents have disowned me, that’s a good thing.” Max said as he tossed a bag of chips into the cart.

“You really want to go to community college? You were really set on going to college up north.” Kyle said as he removed the chips.
“Yeah, I did want to go but that’s not a choice right now. I can attend community college for now then transfer in two years. I can do that. No problem.”

“Well if you really want to do that, then go for it. I’ll be here if you need any help.”
“Thanks Kyle.” Max smiled and tossed another bag of chips in, which Kyle quickly took out.

~*~

“Hey Alex.” Alex was greeted as he walked into his class.
“Hey Clark. What’s up?” Alex smiled and settled into his seat.
“Man, I told my boss about you. He wants to meet the computer genius I always go on and on about. So what do you say? When should I tell him you’ll meet?”

Alex stared at his classmate for a long time before moving. Was he being offered a job? Was he being offered a chance at a decent way of life?
“So? Come on man, don’t leave me hanging.”

“What does this mean? Is there a chance I could get a job at your place?” Alex asked. He was always jealous of Clark’s job at the computer service building uptown.
“Well if the boss likes you in person, yup, you got a job.” Clark smiled. “So, when are you free?”
“Are you kidding me? Fuck, I’ll go right now.” He laughed.
“How about tomorrow? I can drive you there.”
“Sure, thanks man.”

~*~

Max waited at the admissions office of the community college, his hands grasping the manila folder on his lap. He had all his transcripts set and ready.
“Mr. Evans.” The secretary waved him over and he stood up and entered the office.

He sat and waited patiently as the admissions director looked over his papers and asked him several questions.
“Mr. Evans, you have outstanding grades and achievements, why would you want to attend this school when you have your choice of Ivy League academies?”
“Thank you sir, but my reason for coming here is financial.”

The admissions director looked through his papers again.
“But it says you have many scholarship opportunities.”
“Yes, but I’m no longer living at home or have the support of my parents. And the scholarships I have only cover some costs, not all.” Max explained. “I’d really like to attend this Fall.” Max smiled.

The older man smiled and closed the folder.
“Well, Mr. Evans, I see no reason why you can’t attend. Welcome.” He shook Max’s hand.
“Thank you sir.”

~

Max stared at the phone as if it were a bomb about to explode. He paced in front of it and berated himself.
“Fuck Evans, get yourself together. They can’t hurt you anymore than they have already.” He sighed and picked up the phone.

“Hello?” His mother’s voice called over the phone. Max felt his breath hitch but continued.
“Mom.” He waited till his voice registered to her. She hadn’t hung up yet so he went on. “Mom, I’m just calling to say that I’m starting college in a week. It’s just the community college, but it’s still college. I just wanted to let you know. I’m going to go to college, with or without your money. I’m going to be a good person, even if you don’t agree. I’ll transfer in two years to up North. So, I just wanted you to know. I love you.”

Max took a deep breath, having said all that in practically one mouthful of air. He waited, hoping for any word from his mother, but all he got was the click of the phone hanging up. He nodded to himself and hung up his own phone.

He knew he shouldn’t have expected anymore than that. He shook away the sadness and dialed another number.

“Yeah?” He smiled when he heard the voice.
“Hey.”
“Uh…Max?”

Max beamed that Alex had known it was him.
“Yeah. Hey Alex.”
“Hi Max, wow you called. Uh, what can I do for you?” Alex replied anxiously.
“I was kinda hoping we could meet. You know, outside the club.” Max laughed.

“Um, like where?”
“Anywhere, what’s best for you?”
“Well, there’s this nice coffee house on 1st and Maple.” Alex replied.
“Great. How about we meet in an hour?”
“Great. I’ll be there.”

~*~

Alex walked into the coffee shop ten minutes early. His palms were sweaty, his mouth felt dry, and his underwear were cutting off his circulation. He was nervous.

‘I’m like some stupid Middle School kid on his first day.’ He scolded himself. He found an empty table near the window and took a seat. He kept sight of the door, looking at his wristwatch every minute. He was still five minutes early.

He closed his eyes and took deep steady breaths. He wiped his palms on his jeans and put his head down on the table.
“You awake?” He looked up suddenly and gasped when he saw Max. “Sorry, did I scare you?”

“No, I’m ok. Just clearing my head.” Alex stood up and shook Max’s hand. He felt the tingle go up his arm and down to his groin. “What’s up?”

“Well, I actually just wanted to see you out in the sunlight.” Max smiled shyly. “And well I guess I do have good news to share. I’m starting college in a week. I’m attending the community college a couple blocks away.”

Alex’s jaw dropped. He couldn’t believe it. “Alex? Hello?” Alex looked up and saw Max’s concern.
“Oh, yeah sorry. It’s just…I go there.” He said and smiled.
“You do?” Max smiled brightly. “Wow, then we can see each other there. That’s great.” Max said hopefully.

Alex grinned and pictured he and Max walking to campus together. “Yeah, that would be great.”
“You don’t have anything to do today do you?” Max asked.
“No, why?”

Max stood up and took Alex’s hand, pulling him up to him.
“Let’s go. I want to show you where I live.” Max beamed.

~

“Kyle, I’m home, and I have company.” Max called out as they entered the small home. “Guess he’s not here.” Max shrugged.
“Who’s Kyle?” Alex asked as he followed him in.
“Oh, he’s my best friend. Well on of the two. I live here with him.”

Alex looked around the small area and walked over to the sofa.
“This is a nice place.” Alex said.
“Would you like to see my room?” Max asked before he could think.

“Uh, sure.” Alex smiled and followed him.
“This is it. It’s not much, but I don’t care.” Max smiled and let Alex in.
“It’s cozy.” Alex smiled and sat on the bed, lightly bouncing on it. “This is definitely better than my bed.” He said and laid back.

Max walked over and sat beside him, also laying back.
“So tell me about yourself Alex. I don’t know a thing about you other than you like going to clubs and you go to community college.” Max smiled, placing his hands behind his head.

Alex looked over at Max and couldn’t stop himself from rolling over and kissing him. He needed to feel those full lips again since the club. This kiss was better. They had more time, and Max could actually respond. It didn’t hurt that it could distract Max.

Max tensed at first, not expecting the kiss. But he soon found himself kissing back. He pulled Alex closer, letting the smaller man’s body rest on his. This was a new step for him. This was his first real kiss with a man. His first kiss with a man was with Kyle, but it wasn’t a romantic kiss. His second kiss was in the club with Alex, but that one was over all too soon.

This was a real kiss. Alex’s hands reached for the back of Max’s neck, one drifting down to his chest. Max could feel himself getting hard as Alex’s leg brushed over the front of his jeans. Max wrapped his arms around Alex’s waist, raising his shirt. Max’s pressed his hands on Alex’s back and moaned.

“Max? Hey, I rented some movies. How does, Quarterback Heaven sound? Max? Hey there you…oh shit!” Kyle jumped when he walked in on Alex and Max.

Alex jumped off of Max and nearly fell off the bed.
“Kyle. Hey, uh this…this is…” Max stuttered and reached out to steady Alex.
“Alex right? Hi, I’m Kyle. Nice to meet you.” Kyle reached out and shook his hand. He smiled and tried to keep his laughter from coming out. “Sorry I interrupted.” He winked at Max. “Hey, Alex, how about you stay for dinner? I have some pizza’s on the way, and porn.”

Alex looked at Max and back at Kyle.
“Uh, sure. I never turn down pizza.” He laughed.
“Or porn.” Max laughed too.

tbc....?
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Part 6

The three of them fell asleep; the TV screen had been turned off a while ago. The pizza boxes lay open on the coffee table and on the floor. Kyle was asleep on his recliner, slouching with his jeans undone.
Max and Alex were asleep on the sofa. Max was upright while Alex leaned against his chest. Alex’s head rested below Max’s chin.

They had fallen asleep after the second movie. They had spent most of the time laughing at the ridiculous plots, and equally ridiculous dialogue. Kyle was the last to fall asleep. He turned off the TV when he heard Max begin to snore lightly.

Max shifted as his pants began to vibrate. His cell phone was ringing, but he was still in his dream to realize it. He smiled as it continued to vibrate.
Alex’s hand moved in his sleep and it fell on the Max’s vibrating pocket. Alex giggled in his dream, but began to wake.

He opened his eyes and shifted his neck up. His head bumped into Max’s chin, nudging him awake.
“Hey.” Max said groggily.
“Your crotch is vibrating.” Alex smiled and patted Max’s leg.
“Oh.” Max reached into his pocket and pulled out his cell. “Hello?”

It was Liz. Apparently it was eleven in the morning and she was wondering if she could stop over.
“Sure. See ya then.” Max said and hung up. “You hungry?” He asked Alex.
“I could eat.” He smiled.
“A friend of mine is coming over. Liz, I think you saw her at the club.”

“Oh, the brunette?” Alex said and yawned as he stretched.
“Yeah.” Max smiled. “Kyle. Hey Kyle it’s time to get up. Liz is coming over.” Max laughed as Kyle mumbled something but remained with his eyes shut. “And I’m cooking breakfast.”
“Why didn’t you say that in the first place?” Kyle shot up with a grin.

~*~

After breakfast Alex took off to the college. He would be meeting Clark there and then they’d go on ahead to meet his boss. He made sure he had his glasses. Looking smart helped.
“Hey buddy.” Clark grinned when he saw Alex approach.
“Hey Clark. I’m ready to go.”

They drove in Clark’s car over to the large business building uptown.
“Come on, he’s waiting.” Clark and Alex jumped out of the car and rushed into the building.

Alex stood by nervously as Clark chatted with the receptionist. He smiled at the failed attempts to seduce the woman.
Ok babe. I give, but there’s always next time right?” Clark winked and flashed her a smile.
“Why don’t I just buzz you in so you can go.” She smiled back and shook her head.

They walked into a larger office space and settled down on the chairs.
“So you must be the Alex Clark here won’t stop talking about, no matter how many times I beg him to.” The older man across the desk joked. “I’m George.” He extended his hand and shook Alex’s.
“Nice to meet you Clark told me you were interested in me, well in my work.” He quickly corrected himself, but even still he saw another blunder.

“Yes, Clark has told me about your experience with computers. We are looking for and IT man here. I’d like to offer you that position Alex.” He smiled. “Of course we’ll have to see you in action, but that can be arranged soon enough. Why don’t we walk over to my workers, I’m sure you can find something to fix.”

They walked over to the many rows of cubicles and at once Alex was called on for assistance.
“Ok, dude this screen just keeps jumping around. The files close for no reason, and I’m this close to grabbing this piece of shit and hauling it out the window.” An irate worker said as he was introduces to Alex.
“Ok, I’ll see what I can do.”

Everyone moved aside and let Alex have room. He typed in a few commands then reached back behind the computer.
“There.” He said and gave the computer a light tap.
“You are my new hero man.” The worker grinned and settled back in his seat.

“I’m impressed.” George said and patted Alex on the back. “When can you start?”

~*~

Max had registered for all his classes and made sure he had all the books he needed. He was nervous as well as excited.

“Max you got a call today from the office of Johnson and Smith.” Kyle said as Max came in.
“Yeah? What did they say?” Max said as he set his books down on the table.
“Well they said they read your resume and that they interested in meeting you. Uh, Wednesday at 2.”
“Great. I’m gonna need a suit can I borrow one?”

Kyle raised his eyebrow at him.
“Why don’t you use one of yours?”
“Yours are better. I need to impress these people.” Max said and went into his room. Kyle followed him.

“They’re already impressed Mr. Class President.” Kyle grinned.
“This is a law firm Kyle, They expect everyone to look professional. My suits have only been used for my dad’s business parties.”
“So you’re thinking of becoming a lawyer like your dad.”
“Not like my dad.” Max stiffened. “I do want to be a lawyer though. And this is a great opportunity. It’ll be a small position, but it’s a foot in the door.”

“Fine I’ll lend you one of my suits. You need this job anyways. You eat like you were five burly men.” Kyle laughed.
“Hey, I like to eat. And good stuff, unlike you. Look at what you eat, tofu, celery sticks. That’s nasty.”
“Buddha preaches to have a clean soul one must have a clean body.” Kyle said and bowed slightly.
“You and your fat man. I don’t get it.” Max laughed.

tbc...

Sorry I hadn't updated yet. This quarter is nearly done so that means studying for finals and finishing up papers. Also, I don't know, this fic has me really discouraged. It isn't getting as much feedback as I've hoped it would. I don't know if people are just reading and not leaving feedback but I'd really appreciate it if you did, please
OK this next part finally has some good NC-17 lol....here we go!




Part 7

Alex was beaming when he stepped into his place. That was first time he’d ever done that. He had a job now, a real job. One that paid good money without leaving him empty afterwards. He had a chance at a good life now. He’d have enough money to leave this little good for nothing apartment. He’d get a place close to work.

“Where you been man?” Michael asked as he stepped out of the bathroom. “I’m having a John over. He’s real sick too. You should have heard what he asked for. It’s a hit. So I was thinking, you could help me out. He’ll pay more too.”
“No.” Alex said and walked into his room.

“No? What do you mean no?” Michael scowled. “Hey this could be good cash.”
“I don’t care. I’m going out.”
“Oh, hitting the club? You don’t need to. This guy looks loaded.”
“I don’t care. I’m not going to the club. I’m going out. Bye.” He slipped on his jacket and left Michael standing in the middle of the apartment.

~*~

Max wrapped the towel securely around his waist. He’d just stepped out of the shower when he heard someone knocking on the door. He figured it was Liz. They were going to meet later for coffee.
“I’m coming.” Max called out before he reached the door.

He held the towel with his left hand and opened the door with his right. “Alex?”
“Uh, hey, did I come at a bad time?” Alex asked as he took in the sight of Max in a towel.
“No, uh come on in. I was just about to get dressed.” Max smiled.
“You always come to the door in a towel? If so I should stop by more often.” Alex grinned.

He moved over to the couch and sat down.
“Just make yourself at home. I’ll be out in a few.” Max said and stepped into his room, leaving the door slightly ajar. “What brings you by?”

Alex moved over to the far end of the couch and leaned trying to get a view of Max.
“Well, I actually got a job.” He said.
“Got a job? I thought you already had one.” Max called back.
“Uh, yeah…I got a new one working in this computer company. I’m going to be they guy they call when they mess something up.” He laughed.

“Oh you into computers?” Max asked. Alex caught a glimpse of Max’s backside.
“Mmm, yeah, I like them.” He replied absently. He found himself getting up and gravitating towards Max’s door. “I’m taking computer classes at the community college. I’ve always been into computers and software. I’m a sort of nerd I guess.”

“But you’re a cute nerd.” Max laughed. He was slipping on his boxers when he looked up and saw Alex leaning against the door jam.
“You think I’m cute?” Alex asked as he walked closer.
“Uh huh.” Max nodded. He let the boxers drop.

“I happen to think you’re gorgeous.” Alex said. He threw his jacket to the side and started to unbutton his shirt.
“Uh…” Max just stared. He could feel his lower half start to respond, and without any restrictions it would be pretty obvious how he felt.

“So how was your day?’ Alex asked as he began to remove his pants.
“I uh…I registered for my classes and got my books. And I…I got an interview for this great job at a law firm.”
“Looks like we both got news to celebrate. How do you suppose we do that?” Alex asked as his pants dropped.

Max reached out and pulled Alex to him in one quick fluent motion. Their lips latched together in a desperate kiss. Alex reached down and cupped Max’s ass in his hands, pulling at him.
“Damn you’re hot.” Alex mumbled against Max’s lips. Alex arched his hips up at Max’s letting his arousal rub against his.

Max threw his head back at the sensation. He’d never been like this with another man. He’d fantasized about it enough, but this was real. He shoved Alex’s boxers down all the way and pushed him down on the bed.

Max climbed on top of Alex and nipped at his neck.
“Agh…oh yeah…ah god Max.” Alex moaned beneath him. Max’s teeth playful bit into his neck and kissed down to his chest.

Alex had never been with a man like this without it being a job or being forced on him, and this was by far better. He felt Max’s tongue snake out over his nipple until it was a hardened peak. Alex grabbed handfuls of Max’s hair and urged him on.
Max laved the other nipple as he had the first and lowered down to Alex’s navel.

“Max.” Alex gasped as Max’s tongue dipped into his navel. Then all his air left his lungs as Max’s lips descended on his aching cock. “Ah god.” Alex moaned and sat up. He’d never had that before. He was always the one to suck people off, not the other way around.

Don’t think about that now, he scolded himself, think of this incredible man. Think of how good he’s making you feel. Think of how good his moist hair feels against your things. Think of how good it feels to have his hot mouth surround you like that, and his tongue caressing you.

Alex released his grasp on Max’s hair and ran his hands along Max’s shoulders and back.
“That feels so good, so good.” Alex said. He felt the tightening in his balls and pulled Max off just in time to spray his chest with the pearly substance.
“Wow.” Max sighed as he felt his chest. “I’m covered in you.” He smiled impishly.
“Sorry, I couldn’t stop myself.” Alex said and lay back down.

“Don’t be sorry.” Max said. “That’s actually, uh, that’s my first time doing anything like that.” He confessed.
“It was?” Alex questioned. “Well let me tell you, you’re a natural, babe.” He laughed.
“I like that.” Max sighed as he settled down next to him.
“What?”
“Hearing you call me babe. I like it.”

Alex smiled.
“Wait a minute. You’re saying you’ve never been with a man like this?” Alex asked suddenly understanding.
“No. I’ve only been out for 5 months now. I’ve never been with a guy.” Max confessed shyly.
“Wow. So I’m the first?” Alex propped himself up on his elbows and looked down at Max.
“Yep.” He grinned.

Alex blushed and began to shift onto his side. “What?” Max asked.
“I didn’t think it would be such a turn on.” Alex grinned and rolled on top of Max.
“It is?” Max asked as he felt his cock twitch against Alex.
“Yes.” Alex answered by rocking his pelvis against Max’s. “A big turn on.” He leaned down to kiss Max again, a hot passionate kiss.

Alex felt himself stir back to life as he rocked against Max. Max’s tongue stroked the inside of Alex’s mouth and caressed Alex’s back.
“Oh…baby.” Max moaned as his hips thrust up to meet Alex’s

They both sped their movements trying to reach completion. Their bodies slid together from the sweat and the pre cum already leaking from the hard members.

Max clung to Alex’s hips as he thrust upward three more times quickly then froze. The look on his face had Alex spellbound. It was a combination of relief and pure pleasure. Max let out a long howl as he spilled himself all over Alex’s lower half, which Alex repeated a few seconds later.

“Oh…god that was amazing.” Max said as he came back into himself.
“You can say that again.” Alex sighed and placed a kiss on Max’s shoulder before rolling off. “How about we make a deal. I’ll call you babe, if you call me baby.” He grinned.
“Deal. So does this mean that…” Max paused. He didn’t want to ruin the moment with such a question but he had to. “Does this mean that well, that you and I are…a we?”

Alex turned his head so that he could look at Max.
“If you’d let me be part of you, I’d love to be a we.” He smiled back.
“I’d like that. Very much too.”

~*~

After they took a shower, separately, Alex and Max got dressed and awaited Liz’s arrival.
“She works down at that café next to the school. She’s been one of my best friends for years now. We were at one point a couple. That was before I knew I was gay. We remained great friends after that.” Max told Alex.

“She seems nice.” Alex said nervously. “Do you think she likes me?”
“She said you were cute.” Max grinned. “She’ll love you.”

“If you see me reaching for a gun, don’t stop me.” Liz announced dramatically as she arrived.
“Rough day?” Max asked as he pulled her into a hug.
“I swear, the day they were passing out brains and manners in this city, half the population was out.” She sighed. “Oh, hi Alex.”

“Hi.” Alex smiled. “I hope you don’t mind, but I’m kinda going to be tagging along with you two.”
“Hey, no problem.” She stopped and looked at them both suspiciously. “Is there…something you two should be telling me?” She crossed her arms across her chest.
“Uh, what do you mean?” Max asked, as he got closer to Alex.

“Well you’re both here, unsupervised, you both look like if you’ve just taken a shower, and, I can see something different about my little Max here. He looks…happier.” She finished with a big smile.

“I am happy.” Max says and takes Alex’s hand in his.
“I knew it. You were sprung the very first time you saw him. I’m so happy for you two.” She rushed at them and placed a kiss on their cheeks.

TBC...

Ooops sorry guys about not updating. I've been stressed over my finals, which I still haven't had yet, that I've neglected this fic. So sorry.
Well enough excuses, here's a new part.



Part 8

Liz walked between them, looping her arms with theirs, as they walked down to the coffee/book shop. She talked animatedly about her job and her family.
“OK, so I’m supposed to be this big scientist just because I got first place in my eighth grade science fair. Can you believe that? Anyways, what I really want to do is teach. I love working with little kids. So, what do you plan on being Alex?”

“Well I love working with computers, so I’m thinking of going into that. I already got a job at working as an IT.” Alex said. He really liked Liz. She seemed like a nice enough person. And if she was so quick to accept him without knowing much about him, then he liked her even more.

“Oooh computers. I’m practically glued to mine. Maybe you can come over sometime, my computer can be such a bitch when she wants to be.”
“I will. I have tons of software at home. I’ll bring them over sometime and update your whole system.” Alex said. He was getting hard just thinking about computers.

“Ok, don’t Bogart half of my we.” Max said with a smile.
“Half of your what?” Liz asked. “Ok is that some kind of gay code?” She laughed.
“We’re a we now.” Alex grinned in response.
“Oh, how sweet. You guys are such a great couple already. Now come on, I need my caffeine fix.”

~*~

Max and Alex were making out on the couch when Kyle came in.
“Is this how I’m going to walk into my home everyday? Seeing you guys at it?” He teased as the two younger men pulled apart. “Hey, no go back at it. I was just messing around. Now keep with the tonsil hockey, come on, it’s the only action I’m getting.”

“I didn’t know Buddha endorsed voyeurism.” Max said as he wiped his chin.
“Ah, there’s lots you don’t know about Buddha young grasshopper.” Kyle laughed. “So, how are you two love birds getting along?”

“Just great.” Alex sighed and rested his head on Max’s shoulder. “You don’t mind if I stick around do you Kyle? I’ve had a great day, and I really don’t want to go home.”
“Hey no problem. You’re welcome to stay man. In fact, I’m going out tonight. Some buddies at work invited me to a bar. And get this…it’s not a gay bar.” He laughed.
“Wow, Kyle is branching out. Do they know you’re gay?” Max asked.
“Yeah. They don’t care.” Kyle shrugged. “So I’m just going to get a shower, change, and I’m gone.”

“Where does Kyle work?” Alex asked Max.
“Oh he works down at the big gym across town. He’s a personal trainer.”
“He’s a personal trainer and a Buddhist?” Alex asked.
“Yeah. He was head quarterback in high school. He found Buddha Senior year, and he teaches Yoga once in a while. He’s tried to teach me but I just don’t bend that way.” Max laughed.

~*~

Kyle pulled into the parking space behind the bar and stepped out of his car. He pulled his jacket tighter around his body. It was cold tonight.
“Hey man, can you spare some bucks for a poor unfortunate soul?” The younger man stepped toward him.

Kyle looked at him at determined he didn’t really need to beg for cash. “Come on man, I can make it worth your while. It won’t cost you much. You’re a good looking guy, I’ll only charge twenty bucks.”
“No thanks.” Kyle walked past him and into the bar.

“Prick!” Michael cursed as the doors closed. He was low on cash and extremely horny. Alex hadn’t come home last night and he was just home long enough today to get a change of clothes. He didn’t know what Alex was up to, but he didn’t like it. He had to handle the sick old man on his own.

He rubbed his hands together, half to keep warm and half because his was late on scoring a fix. He reached into his pocket and looked through his money. He’d gotten fifty dollars from the man, and he’d have to give some of that to Cowboy Jim. He’d end up with only enough to get something to eat. But he wasn’t hungry right now. He was crashing.

The bar was getting him nowhere; he’d have to move to another location. He figured since Alex said he wasn’t working the club tonight, he could go. Sure he wasn’t “Little Boy” but he had his talents.
He stuffed the cash back into his jean pockets and walked toward the club.

~*~

Alex was soothed by the sound of Max’s heartbeat. They were still on the couch just watching TV.
“They should just fuck each other and get it over with.” Alex laughed.
“Well, see there’s a problem with that Alex; they’re not gay.”

“Oh but they are. Come on their on screen time screams gay love. Look how close Seth leans in to Ryan. And just look at the way Ryan looks at Seth.”
“Ryan like Marissa and Seth likes Summer. They’re not gay.” Max laughed
“No, those are just acts. They’re both secretly hot for each other. And that Luke, don’t even get me started on how much he wants Ryan on his knees. I mean look, that Ryan is hot.”

“I happen to like Seth.” Max commented as he stroked Alex’s hair. “He has that adorable geeky quality to him. He’s just too cute when he rambles.
“You and your geeks.” Alex laughed. “I happen to like Ryan. He’s got that wounded puppy thing going for him. He’s always brooding and dark, and mysterious.” Alex looked up at Max and smiled.

Max yawned and stretched out like a cat. “You tired?” Alex asked him.
“Yeah. You?” Max yawned again and saw Alex nod. “Want to go to bed?”
“Only with you.” Alex said and kissed Max’s cheek.

Max stood up and brought Alex up with him. They walked together into Max’s room.
“I’ll just warn you, I sleep in the nude.” Alex winked and made Max laughed.
“What a coincidence, so do I.”

~*~

Michael came back into the small apartment and sighed. He’d gotten another hundred bucks at the club. That was two fifties for sucking off two guys.
He went into Alex’s room hoping he’d find him there, but again the bed was empty.
That was two nights in a row that Alex didn’t sleep there.

He hated not knowing what was going on. He hated having to do what he did and come back to an empty place. At least before he had Alex to find comfort in after those empty encounters. But now he only had himself to talk to.

He washed himself free of the night’s dirt and climbed, naked, into Alex’s bed. Alex was the better of the two. Hell, Alex was the best of them all. And he didn’t just mean talent. Alex was a good kid. Michael was three years older than Alex, yet Michael knew Alex was wiser and more mature than he.

So he closed his eyes and willed Alex’s image into his dreams. Alex was all around him here. He inhaled deeply against Alex’s pillow and sighed. He’d dream of Alex tonight, like he did every night. Only now, Alex wasn’t here to complete the dream with when he woke up.

TBC...

YAY FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANd to celebrate I bring another part.
I have to add this note, I will be going home for Winter break and I won't be able to post anything for 3 weeks
I just wanted everyone to know. Sorry for that, but I no longer have an account at home. No internet for 3 weeks! EEK lol
Thank you all for the great feedback. I was actually surprised to find the amount I did lol. Thanks. Now, on with the story







Part 9

Max woke up to the sounds coming out of Alex. The noises and the movement. Alex was currently rocking in his sleep. Max had his arm draped across Alex’s hip and his hand kept brushing Alex’s flaccid penis.

But the sounds coming from Alex weren’t those of pleasure. It sounded more like he was hurt, like if he were crying. Max could feel Alex’s legs twitch. He was definitely having a bad dream.

“Now you just be a good little boy.” His father whispered. Ah not again, he thought. How much could he take? “It’s just our little game. It’s fun right? Now you just hold this in your mouth ok. Cause we know you make quite a bit of noise at first. We wouldn’t want to wake mommy right? Cause then mommy would get mad for not inviting her. So you just bite down hard on this for daddy ok. That’s a good little boy. That’s it…you just…ah…you jus relax ok…just…relax.”

Young Alex bit down on the sock his father had placed in his mouth. It was nightly ritual now. He’d be in bed, clutching to his pillow, when he’d hear his door slowly creak open. He’d hear his father’s clothes rustle and hear the plop of his slippers.

Then he’d feel his father turn him onto his stomach and feel the weight of his father on the bed.
“There you go, that’s daddy’s little boy. It still hurts huh? It’ll be ok soon. Soon it won’t hurt. Soon we’ll be able to play and it will feel real good ok. Well that’s it, you were so good tonight. I didn’t hear a sound. Now good night Alex. Remember our deal. Not a word.” Then his father would place a kiss on his cheek and place the blanket back over his body. “Good night, sleep tight. Don’t let the bed bugs bite.” But they always did.

Max was now leaning over Alex, watching the tears stream down his face.
“Alex, wake up. Wake up Alex, you’re having a bad dream.” Max shook him slightly, but that only made Alex whimper even more.
“No, please, no more daddy.” Alex whimpered and clutched at the pillow even more.

That shocked Max. What was Alex dreaming about? What did his dad do to him? Alex sounded so small. His whimpers were that of a little boy.
“Alex, wake up.” Max said louder and turned Alex around.
“No!” Alex shouted and swung at the arms that held him.

Slowly the room came into focus. He wasn’t in that long ago bed. The room was dark, his body was soaked in a cold sweat, and the arms that had him were pulling him back.
“Alex, Alex are you ok?” He heard the voice behind him.
“Max?” He turned to look into the worried eyes of Max. He let the rest of the torrent out and buried his face against Max’s neck.

“Alex, what happened to you?” Max asked as he held Alex. He could feel Alex’s body shake with the sobs and the tears trailing down his chest. He knew something horrible had happened to Alex.
“No…nothing. Just, just a bad dream. I’m ok, I’m ok.” Alex said though he still continued to cry.
“No you’re not. What’s wrong Alex? You can tell me.” Max clung to him and could feel his own tears forming.

“No, I can’t. I…I can’t.” Alex pulled away and angrily wiped his eyes and face. “I’m sorry. I…I have to go. I have to go.” He jumped out of the bed and horridly pulled his clothes on.
“Alex stop. You can’t leave, it’s late. Just come back to bed.” Max got up and went over to him.
“No, I’m sorry. I have to go.” Alex said.
“But why? Why can’t you stay? Why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?” Max pleaded.

“Because I can’t ok.” Alex shouted. His chest hurt. Every muscle in his body hurt.
“What did he do to you?” Max was crying now. He took Alex’s hand and held it up to his chest. “What do you mean?” Alex froze.
“You were talking in your sleep. What did you father do to you?”

“Nothing. He didn’t do anything to me. You hear me? Nothing!” Alex shouted. He ripped his hand back away from Max and pulled on his jacket. “It was just a nightmare. Just a nightmare!” Alex said and ran out.

Max fell back onto the bed after he heard the front door slam shut. He didn’t know what just happened. He and Alex had gone to bed together. They had slipped into bed, both nude, but they simple cuddled. Then Max waked up to have Alex having a very bad dream. Now he sat in bed, naked and crying.
What was he going to do?

~*~

Alex bounded into his apartment. He ran the whole way there, which wasn’t easy. He wasn’t exactly close to Max’s place. But he ran all the way, switching from cry, to screaming in rage. He slumped back against the door and slid all the way down. He brought his knees up to his chest and began to cry anew.

“Alex?” Michael came out of the room to find Alex on the floor. As he got closer he could hear that Alex was crying. “Hey, you ok?” He whispered as he kneeled in front of him. Michael went back into his memories and remembered those times when he’d hear Alex crying in his sleep. Maybe it had to do with that. Those were the only times he’d witness Alex crying.

“Did someone hurt you? Did a John get rough with you?” Michael asked him.
“No, no I’m fine.” Alex mumbled and got to his feet. “Dude, you’re naked, put something on.”

Michael followed him into his room. “Get out. I need to be alone.” Alex shouted and collapsed on the bed, sobbing like a child. Michael walked in and sat down on the bed.
“Alex?” Michael held out his hand and touched Alex’s shoulder.
Alex twisted away.

Michael lay down beside Alex and wrapped his arms around him. Alex continued to cry, more silently now, against his pillow. Michael kissed his hair and stroked his arms. “It’s ok.” Michael whispered.

Alex turned around in his grasp and faced him. He could believe Michael for now. He could let Michael take away the hurt, for a little while. He closed his eyes and let Michael kiss him. Michael took off all of Alex’s clothes and covered him with his body.
Alex arched up as Michael stroked him. Alex held on to Michael’s arms as Michael pushed his way in.

“Ah, Alex!” Michael gasped as he came a few moments later. He reached down and stroked Alex until he cried out in completion.
“Ma…ax.” Alex groaned as he emptied himself against Michael’s stomach. Michael didn’t hear though. Michael had already rolled over and fallen asleep, leaving Alex alone to stare up into the ceiling.
“That was good Little Boy. So good.” He heard Michael mumble in his sleep.

Alex ran to the bathroom and threw up.


TBC...

I'm back!!!! ANd so is this story!
Well new year, new classes, and new drama lol. Again i will try to post every Wednesday. Hope ypu all had a great holiday!







Part 10

Max hadn’t seen or spoken to Alex in three days now. He stood in front of the mirror in one of Kyle’s suits and sighed.
“I can’t believe my little man is all grown up and going off to his first job interview.” Kyle pretended to wipe a tear from his eye. “Here let me help you with that.” Kyle took the tie and placed it around Max’s collar. “There.” Kyle stood back and appraised his work. “You look good in my suit.”

“I’m wearing one of your silk boxers too.” Max said. Kyle cocked his eyebrow and crossed his arms. “What? I needed that extra bit of confidence. And I like the way the silk feels.” He grinned.
“Ok, you can keep those boxers from now on.” Kyle grimaced.

The phone rang and Max practically launched himself toward it.
“Hello? Oh, yeah he’s here.” He frowned and passed the phone to Kyle.
“Yeah, ok, I’ll call you back.” Kyle switched it off. “Haven’t heard from Alex yet?”
“No. He hasn’t called since that night. I try calling him but I get no answer.” Max sighed. “I don’t know what’s wrong.”

“Don’t worry about that right now. You have an interview to go to. Just be your charming self and blow them away. Well not literally, cause you know, I wouldn’t want you to get a reputation of the office slut or anything. When Alex is ready he’ll call. Now get going.” Kyle smiled and fixed Max’s hair.
“You know, you’d be a great mom.” Max teased.
“You wish.” Kyle slugged Max’s arm. “Now leave before a get violent.”

~*~

Alex slipped into his black slacks, one of the few pieces of nice clothing he owned, and pulled on the gray polo shirt. He didn’t really look like he was going to work at a big shot computer company, but it had to do. Maybe when he had enough money he’d go out and but better clothes. But he needed to save up first for a new place. That was his top priority.

His phone rang again, but he refused to answer. He felt horrible for the other night after leaving Max, but he just wasn’t ready to face him yet
He looked at his watch, he had an hour before he had to be at work but he decided to go anyway.

“Hey.” Michael rubbed his still sleep-ridden eyes. “Where are you going all decked out?”
“Work.” Alex stated and grabbed his jacket.
“Work? This early?” Michael shrugged.
“Not that. I got a real job. Bye.”

~*~

Max kept fidgeting in the uncomfortable plastic chair. He held the manila folder on his lap and kept looking over at the somber-looking receptionist.
“You can walk right now Mr. Evans.” She finally says.
“Thank you.” He stood up and walked into the office.

Max stepped into the dark office and walked over to the desk.
“Hello Mr. Evans.” One of the older men stood up. “We’ve been eager to meet you.”
“I appreciate this interview sir. I’d really love to get this position.” Max shook his hand. He looked over at the other older man who had yet to speak and frowned. The man just stared back at him and remained silent.

“I’ll just take your papers now.” The first man said and reached out for the folder in Max’s hand.
“Oh, of course.” Max handed him the folder.
“Please take a seat.” The man smiled. “By the way, this is Mr. Johnson, I’m Mark Davis, Mr. Smith is out for the week on a case.”

Max nodded and took a seat. This chair was far more comfortable than the ones outside. Mr. Johnson’s constant stare was unnerving him. It was like the older man was looking right into him and digging through all his life, looking for any reason not to hire him. Max tried to look away, tried to look at anything but Mr. Johnson’s piercing green eyes.
“Well this is very impressive, though we knew that already.” Mr. Davis commented. “I see no reason why we shouldn’t hire you. Congratulations Mr. Evans, you’ve got the job.”

It took a moment for Max to break his eye contact with Mr. Johnson and focus on what the younger lawyer had said.
“I got the job?”
“Yes. You start Monday. I understand you will be attending college soon. Just leave your schedule at the front desk. You should be getting a phone call Friday with your hours.”
“Thank you very much.” Max stood and shook his hand; all the while looking at the older man remained seated without saying a word.

~*~

“Alex, my man, great to see ya.” Clark greeted Alex.
“Hey so where do I go?” Alex smiled.

Clark led him down many corridors until they reached a back office.
“This is your new office. Why don’t you do the honors?” Clark handed him the keys. Alex took them and opened the door. “Ta da.” Clark announced as they stepped into the office.

Alex walked into the room in awe. Sure it was just a small room with only a desk and two chairs, a potted plant in the corner, and a computer, but it was his very own office.
“Wow, hey thanks a lot man.” Alex hugged Clark.
“Hey, no problem. You can let go now.” Clark laughed. “But wait, that’s not it.” Clark walked out and called over another man. “We have to let people know where you are.”

The other man took out a nameplate and slid it into the slot on the door.
“Alexander Whitman, IT” Alex read aloud.
“Congrats man. Now get to work.”

tbc...