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The Truth about Lizzie (UC,MATURE) a/n 8-23-05 [WIP]

Posted: Tue Dec 02, 2003 11:41 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Title: The Truth about Lizzie
Author: beeeyaaatch
Rating: MATURE
Pairings:
Disclaimer: I don't own nuthin', duh!
Summary: A mysterious girl wanders into Roswell w/ info. on the alien's past. No one wants to trust her, but Michael has a gut feeling to the contrary. Maybe this girl can help them get home...

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Ch. 1

A girl walked into the Crashdown, she was wearing thick black heavy-looking boots, worn ragged thin cheap-looking jeans, a couple layers of sweaters, a spiked collar that matched her studded belt, and long hair that was different colors tied lazily into a knot at the base of her head with strands hanging loose, and her overall appearance was that of a girl who had not seen a shower in days. Let alone a bath. Apart from her tough girl ensemble, she looked quite small and fragile. Maybe, it was because she seemed to disappear into her clothes, or because her eyes were searching. Searching for what? Even she wasn't quite sure, until.

Max's POV

Max Evans was aware of someone staring at him; he ignored it until the eyes in question seemed to burn through him. At that point, he stopped his conversation with his sister, and his on-again-off-again girlfriend Tess. His best friend, Michael was in the bathroom. Max looked towards the direction of the gaze, and saw a girl, though he couldn't tell much about her because of her baggy clothes, the dirt smudges on her face, and her unruly hair; though she did attract attention, due to her uncommon clothing style and her strangeness in relation to the citizens of the town. Max didn't know why she was staring at him, and was just about to turn around when he realized the girl was coming toward him. He had no idea what to do, what to say to her. *maybe she was walking in his general direction, not necessarily towards him.* Luckily Max was spared the confusion of the situation because Maria Deluca, a waitress at the Crashdown, stopped the girl in mid-step and said

"Can I take your order?"

At the girl's silence Maria repeated

"Can I take your order, please?"

The girl still said nothing, and Maria was getting frustrated. '

"Look, if you're not going to order anything maybe you should leave."

Just then, Michael stepped out of the bathroom, heard what was going on, and cut Maria off by saying

"lay off Maria, leave her alone. Can't you see you've scared her half to death!?!"

Maria looked flabbergasted, made a squeak noise, then turned on her heel and went into the kitchen. Michael didn't even look at the girl, and sat down next to Isabel in our booth.

Michael told a story about an elephant, a jungle, and mouse and soon the whole table was laughing so hard they all forgot about the stranger. Until, she came over to the booth and pulled up a seat. She didn't say anything, or even ask to sit down she just made herself comfortable. When the joke was finished, she started laughing harder than all of us, and kept on laughing even after we all quieted down. She had a nice laugh, with occasional snorts and chuckles. We all started staring at her, until she notice we were looking at her; then she calmed down and simply sit there. Isabel was the first to break the silence

"What are you doing? Did we invite you to sit with us? No, get lost punk!"

"Isabel!!!!!"

I couldn't let her be rude.

"What, she thinks she can sit with us because Michael stuck up for her?!? Michael saw a chance to fight with Deluca and couldn't resist; nothing else to it."

I couldn't believe she just said that, even Michael, who was used to her ice queen antics, looked shocked. Tess didn't really react much at all, she was rather indifferent.

"Geez Izz, cawm duh fuck down, ya gonna giv yuhself a stroke er sumtin'."

We were all shocked, this quiet girl just started speaking with a heavy New York accent, and she was loud too. At first she seemed fragile, and meek; but now she seemed confident and self-assured. She also, had a sarcastic sense of humor.

"Tanx Max, fer standin' up fer me agains the queen beeyatch o'er dere."

*Isabel looked like she was ready to explode and. wait a minute. How did she know my name, no one mentioned it!* Michael must have had the same thought because he said

"Hey, how did you know his name?"

"I know all youse names: Max, Isabel, Michael and Tess."

"How?"

She just smirked in answer, not in an evil way, but in a secretive way.

"Do we know you?"

I asked.

"No, but I know youse."

"Huh?"

"Youse not askin the right questions."

"For example."

"What duh you want from us? What ah youse doin' heah?"

"Okay, What do you want form us? What are you doing here?"

"Well, as it so 'appens I'm heah tuh help ya."

"Help us how?"

"I gots info you might find useful."

"What kind of info.?"

"Wouldn' you like tuh know."

Michael got an angry look in his eye.

"Yes, actually I would."

"Arright, its about extruh terestral stuff."

"O, you're one of those psycho tourists."

"Nah, I happen tuh know about youse. A lot mow than youse know about yoselves."

"What do you mean?"

She slowly looked around the restaurant which was now deserted except for the four of us.

"I know youse aliens, you don't gotta pretend."

Quick as lightening Michael's hand shot up, and a blast of power shot out from his hand before I could stop him. I wanted to yell out, but I knew it wouldn't do any good. I turned away waiting to hear the blast hit. but it never came. There was no smell of scorched flesh either. I turned slowly to Michael, expecting to see remorse or anger, but instead he looked surprised. I forced myself to look at her body. What I saw amazed me, she had put up a bright green shield to protect herself, and her hand was out to keep the barrier in place. She was perfectly fine, but she seemed rather amused. I asked

"What are you?"

"Ya haven't even asked who I am yet, that ain't very polite."

I opened my mouth to speak, but before I could make any noise she said

"the name's Liz."


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Ch. 2


Michael's POV

"Would ya mind puttin' ya hand away, you could poke someone's eye out wid dat thing!"

Liz said with a hint of amusement.

"I will, if you will."

"That's a deal Mike."

We both lowered our hands, but I still didn't trust her. *I mean, geez, who the hell does she think she is? She just waltzes in here with her accent, and her weird clothes and starts talking to us about alien stuff! In a public place no less, though we were the only ones there. But still.*

"Dere, dats betta."

"What are you?"

Max asked. For the first time I was actually glad Max took charge and spoke for the rest of us. I had no idea what to say.

"Ya mean am I an alien? Nah, Ise human."

"Then how did you do that? Humans don't have powers like that."

"Normally they don't, but I'm a special case."

"Care to elaborate?"

"Not really. I jus had a long trip. I'd really like tuh get some sleep, if ya don't mind. We can finish this conversation tamarraw."

"Actually, we do mind. How do we know you won't leave town during the night?"

"Maxwell, she came all the way here from New York just to see us, I don't think she'll leave just yet. Besides, where is she gonna go?"

She smiled at me then, not a smirk, but a smile. As if, she really didn't expect someone to speak in her defense. Least of all me.

"Nah, I ain't goin' nowheres. But I 'spect you got homes to go to, families that are wonderin' where you are."

"Well."

"Max, Mom and Dad will be really upset if we're home late tonight, it's family togetherness night, remember? We promised them we'd be home early, and help Mom make her frittata."

"Yeah, I guess so."

"I have to get home too, Kyle wanted me to play a round of basketball with him. And, I have tons of homework."

Everyone left, and I trudged out the door slowly. I didn't really have any place to be, or anything better to do. I had no family waiting up for me, just an empty apartment. Besides, this girl named Liz was far too interesting. *Maybe I could watch her, just to see what she does. There's no harm in making sure she won't kill us in our sleep.* I went across the street on the opposite side of the Crashdown, and hid myself in the shadows waiting for her to come out of the restaurant. She never did. I waited for thirty minutes, waiting for her to emerge so that I could follow her and see what she's really up to. *Where is she? This is the only way out of the Crashdown isn't it? Maybe she knew one of us would follow her so she snuck out the back way. That sneaky little bitch! Who knows how far she's gotten now. Damnit Michael, how could you be so stupid!?!* I ran around back, hoping to find a clue as to where she went. I went through the alley behind the Crashdown amidst all the garbage. I didn't expect to find anything, but I wasn't about to leave without trying. I took another step forward, and my foot collided with something. I heard a moan which made me think it wasn't a stray cat. I looked down, and Liz was there.

"Leave me alone! Can't ya see I'm tryin' tuh sleep?"

She obviously didn't recognize me, either that or she didn't care who I was.

"Liz, it's me Michael."

"I know who ya are. Don't worry, I ain't doin' nothin', 'cept tryin' tuh sleep."

Well, apparently she did know it was me.

"You're going to sleep out here? It's smelly, cold, and probably uncomfortable."

"Yeah well, I'd take a cab to the Ritz, but I lost the key to my room."

She said this sarcastically, which didn't surprise me given her stoic attitude towards most things. Maybe I should have just left her there, it wasn't my business what happened to her. But, she seemed so small, and she reminded me of me. She probably didn't have anywhere to go, and no one really wanted her. That sounded awfully similar to my lot in life. *Yeah, but Michael, she could be dangerous. You don't even know her.* Well, if she wanted to kill us she could have done it by now. Her powers are more controlled than ours, and she had the element of surprise that she could have used against us, but she didn't. In fact, she didn't even hurt us, she just protected herself. For all these reasons, the following words popped out of my mouth:

"Would you like to stay at my place?"

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Ch. 3

Liz's POV

Right after I said it, I realized how it must sound. She must think I was trying to take advantage of her situation. Tit for tat, literally.

"No, no what I meant was."

"Ya got Cinnamon Toast Crunch?"

"Huh?"

"Ya got any Cinnamon Toast Crunch, ya know the cereal. I'm starved."

"Uh, no, I don't have any Cinnamon Toast Crunch, but I have Cocoa Puffs."

She cut me off by saying

"Ok, thanx Michael."
Well, that was easy. She picked up her bag of stuff and dusted herself off. She didn't move, but she raised her eyebrows and looked at me funny. I didn't realize I was staring at her, but I really wanted to know what she looked like.

"Hey Michael, you just gonna stare at me all night, or are ya gonna show me the way tuh your place? Youse gonna have tuh lead the way 'cuz I ain't no mind reader."

I shook myself out of my daze and led the way, keeping my eyes forward, never looking back. She walked only a few steps behind me, I could tell because of the odor coming off of her in waves.

"When we get to my place, take a shower."

I waited for her to get offended, but she never did. But, out of no where she started laughing, hysterically. She couldn't stop. I couldn't help it, I smiled. My normally lonely night was about to get very abnormally unlonely.




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Ch. 4
Liz's POV

We walked into his apartment, and the first thing that struck me was how warm it was. There was a comfy looking couch, and a tv. There was a cozy kitchen with a refrigerator and a microwave, and there were a couple rooms farther down that I couldn't see inside of.

"I'm sorry for the mess, I don't usually have company."

"Don't worry about it Mikey, it looks real nice tuh me."

He seemed slightly taken aback by that statement; I guess because in normal people's standards this place was a dump. But I grew up without a home so.

"Did you want some Cocoa Puffs? Or I could make you a sandwich, maybe some soup. I've got Top Ramon."

"Yeah, ok."

"Which?"

"What, ya mean I gots tuh choose one?"

"Uh no, I guess not. Why don't you go take a shower while I make everything."

"Ok, that sounds good."

The shower was like Heaven, I can't remember the last time I felt this good. After I came out, I took an experimental sniff of my armpits. Not too bad. I actually smell clean. Still, just to be on the safe side I sprayed on some stuff, I think it was cologne but I don't care. I went into Michael's room, and went through his drawers. There I found a worn-in old shirt and a big comfy pair of boxers. I figure he wouldn't mind me making myself comfortable. As I got dressed I smelled the delicious aroma of food. I then wondered how long I had been in the shower if my food was done already. Not only that, but the shower had made me forget all about the hollowness in my stomach. I decided to remedy that by walking towards the kitchen.

"I didn't know what kind of sandwich you liked so I made ham and..."

"What?"

"That's my shirt!!!"

I was about to say duh, but I saw the look in his eyes, and besides he was being really nice and hospitable towards me so I said

"ok, ya want me tuh take it off?"

At his nod, I put my hands under the hem and with an upward motion was about to take off the offending top when he said

"never mind, you can wear it."

His face was bright red, and I had to try hard to keep from giggling. Not so much in consideration of his feelings, but because where I'm from you just don't giggle.

"Ya sure?"

I still had my hand gripped on the shirt.

"Yeah, yeah, I never liked that shirt anyway."

I snorted at that, and his face became pinker rather than red, which prompted me to say

"these boxers are yours to you know."

He just ignored me this time and said

"I made you a ham and cheese sandwich, I hope that's alright." '

"Ham and cheese is my favorite."

In actuality I hate ham and cheese, it is the vilest combination ever devised, but I wasn't going to tell him that. I gobbled up the Cocoa Puffs and soup as fast as I could, and took a small bite of the disgusting creature marauding as a sandwich. Afterwards I cleaned the plates and put my dirty clothes along with the used towels in the wash. Feeling confident that I did my part I slumped onto the couch beside Michael who was flipping through channels. He wordlessly handed me the remote when he noticed me next to him, and I flipped the channel to cartoons. He had a look of approval on his face towards my program of choice or me I wasn't sure. I found myself hoping it was the latter, because I got the feeling that making an impression good or bad was something to strive for.

Unconsciously I had spooned myself next to Michael while we were watching tv and made myself comfortable. Michael didn't seem to notice or else he ignored it. Either way I was glad he didn't confront me about it. I looked at the clock, it was few minutes till midnight and I yawned accidentally. At that he got up and went over to a cupboard. He picked up some sheets and handed them to me, he then said goodnight and went in the direction of his bedroom. I yawned again, but I didn't feel tired. I had an idea. I got up slowly and wandered into Michael's room, he was laying in bed facing away from me. I didn't know if he was asleep, and I didn't care since I knew he wouldn't mind being woken up for what I had in mind. I walked softly, careful not to make too much noise. I then shook his shoulder lightly and said

"Michael, wake up."

He turned to me and gave me a weird look.

"What is it?"

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Ch. 5
Michael's POV

I wasn't really asleep yet, because the memories of Liz were still on the surface of my mind. When I woke up this morning, I did not think I would meet a kindred spirit. Ok, that sounded a little too Lifetime channel. But, I mean Max and Isabel were brother and sister, and they had parents who loved them. Even Tess had Kyle and Valenti, but I had no one. Well, that was depressing. Hail Michael, king of the self-pitying aliens.

"Michael, get up!"

"Liz, what, why?"

"Get dressed, wese goin' fer a ride."
[A/N Ok, that sounded dirty, but it wasn't.]

"Where to?"

"Where youse came outta yer pods, I wanna show ya sometin'."

"What, are you insane?!? I can't take you there. I don't even know you, let alone."

She cut me off by saying

"Michael, I know ya don't trust me, hell I wouldn' trust me. But, this is important."

She was asking me to take her to the Pod Chamber. How did she know it existed? Maybe she already knew and was tricking me. But one look in her eyes made me eliminate the possibility. There was something about her that made me want to take her. But I couldn't; it was reckless, stupid.but she said she had info. that could help us. If she wanted to help us, why did she wait till now? Why not show everyone at once? Even as I said the words I knew there was a possibility that she was mind-warping me or something,

"ok."

I don't think she mind- warped me, because something inside me wanted to take her there, show her who I was, maybe get a few questions answered. *Oh shit!* Max and the others would kill me if they found out I took a complete stranger, a complete stranger with power no less to the Pod Chamber. Well, she wasn't a complete stranger, she was Liz; I almost felt like I knew her. Besides, I don't have to tell the others everything. She seemed to read my mind because she said

"Don't worry Mike, I won't tell."

I looked at her with newfound-respect. She said

"What dey don' know won' kill 'em!"

She left the room, and I put on my crumpled clothes I wore that day, then discarded for bed. She came back in without even knocking when I was only half dressed.

"Geez Liz, don't you knock?!?"

She unapologetically answered no, then preceeded to take off her own clothes. Being the gentleman I am, I turned around to give her privacy. Though I must confess, I snuck peeks of her changing into her newly cleaned clothes from the mirror. Fortunately, she didn't notice. Now that I got a close enough look at her, I could see she was a knockout; she had a good figure, if not a little slim, and a medium sorta muscley frame. I could tell when she came out of the shower, and had washed off the couple pounds of dark make-up she was wearing, that she had a beautiful face. She had dark brown hair, and bright brown eyes, lovely cheekbones, and the most beautiful skin tone I have ever seen in my life. In fact, she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen in my life. Don't get me wrong, Isabel was gorgeous, and Maria was cute; but Liz was more than that. Maybe it was the depth of emotion and empathy I saw in her brown orbs, but there was definitely something special about Liz.

We got in the car, and made are way to the Pod Chamber. I didn't know what to expect, but I hoped I wouldn't regret taking her. I expected there to be an awkward silence, but instead she turned on the radio. Imagine my surprise when instead of hearing Backstreet Boys or N'Sync, she put on heavy metal, and actually made guitar-like sound effects with her mouth. I couldn't help it, I laughed. I had never seen anyone get that involved in music, let alone heavy metal. She noticed me laughing and she quickly turned off the radio.

"There aren't any good stations 'round heah."

I also noticed she had a little pink on her cheeks. *O my god, I made her blush.* For some reason, the worst possible thing I could imagine was making her upset or embarrassing her, so I turned the radio back on and started banging my head in time with the music, my hair flying every which way. Her blush left her cheeks, and she started laughing. Normally, when a pretty girl is laughing at my antics I feel self conscious, but I didn't. We were just joking around, I've never had that before with a girl; not even Max. When we pulled up at our destination, I wasn't nervous anymore, just anxious to do what we came for; whatever that was.

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[hi. I couldn't find the missing chapter, but it's ok 'cause I wanted to rewrite this one anyway. we'll see what I can do about the other missing chapter. :wink: ]

Liz's POV

As I walked into the pod chamber, I felt a certain sense of deja vu. I had no reason to come here. I didn't even know this place existed until earlier. But for some reason I felt the need to come here. My eyes looked around me, searching for the source of my eerie feeling. I saw a faint light coming from the ripped coating on one of the alien pods. I crouched down low, and got closer to the light.

"Liz? What are you doing?" Michael asked.

I ignored him, and continued on. I got down on my hands and knees and crawled through the opening. Past the sticky skin on the entrance, there was a large room with a cone in the center. I could only stare at the many incriptions and detailed patterns etched on the surface. I could never hope to understand the intracacies of such a device. What could it do. It was obviously an alien technology, and very powerful. This thing was important. More important than Michael and the others realize. The power laying dormant in front of me is capable of infinite possibilities.

"Ehem. Liz, do you think you're ready to go now?"

"One sec."

The sleek surface called out to me, begging me to touch it. It whispered of energy and life. I put my palm up to touch it, and found it cold beneath my touch. I focused on the sensation, then moved my hand.

"Aiight Michael, wese done heah."

Hello Elizabeth

I looked to my left, and saw some woman standing there.

"What are ya doin' in heah? Where's Michael?"

Don't worry about that. It is not important

The woman had long, flowing, silvery-white hair. Her skin glowed, and her eyes shined. Her dress was long and white and old fashioned.

"Who are ya?"

I am the voice and spirit of this place which you enter

"My bad. I didn' know this place was off-limits."

I bade you come. I'm the reason you felt drawn to me.

"Well I'm heah, what do ya want with me?"

I know why you are here.

"I, I...I"

The blame is not your own. I have watched you child, as you grew. I cringed at the injustices you have suffered. Your life until now has been out of your hands. You have been guided by something untangible, to get to this point. You have a decision to make. There will be war, and death. Your past will be pitted against your future. You must choose a side.

"But why me? I'm not a part a all dis. I'm just a nobody. I don't gotta side. I don't believe in destiny, fate, or luck. See that way there's no one tuh blam when yer life begins tuh suck. (aside) hey that rhymed."

That could not be farther from the truth. Your presence here will effect the outcome one way or another. It is all up to you which way to go from here

I had to think about this. I knew what my choices were. I knew what the right thing to do was. And I had a pretty good idea what Granny over there wanted me to choose. That's easy for her to say. But I was the one who had to deal with the consequences. I was never very good with decisiveness, that's a flaw of mine. Of course, I was never really allowed to make my own decisions anyways. But that's not the point.

On the one hand I have everything I've ever known. Not much granted, but it's all I've ever known. Maybe that makes me a coward, but a person can get used to anything.

On the other hand, there's peace, love, and the American way. I could go the noble route. I could choose to help Granny from my disfunctional 'family', and attempt to save the world from evil aliens. I know, it sounds ridiculous to me too. I don't believe what she said, what can I do. Except get killed. I was never the heroic type, at least I don't think so. But, Michael. I know which category he fits under. Michael's a good guy, and I feel good when I'm with him. I don't think about the other shit that's going on in my life. Or what I am. I'm different. I'm not just sewer trash. And Michael... He doesn't deserve their wrath. He's such a good person. I couldn't live with myself if he got hurt because of me. If there was something I could do, some way to take back what I'd done. I couldn't let him be punished for trusting me, for knowing me. And the others. Sure I didn't know them well and I wasn't their favorite person right now, but they weren't bad people. They have nothing to do with this. They were sucked into it, just like I was.

I looked over at Granny and saw the understanding in her eyes. She smiled when she aknowledged the resignation on my face. She had taken a gamble with me, and I guess she'd been right.

"What's gonna happen now? How long we been heah?"

Not too long. No time has passed here. To the outside world only an instant has ellapsed. He doesn't need to know, if you do not want to tell him, yet

I guess she really was an all-knowing entity.

"Look, i'll do what I can, but I can't promise nothin'. I ain't nothin' special, and I'm not who you think I am. But, I will try."

Thank you. That is all I asked. I hoped you would agree, and you have exceeded my expectations. Good luck, and decide your own future. Put your hand where it was to go back

I found myself back in the pod chamber, with Michael nearby.

"Liz, hello. Is anyone in there?"

"Yeah, sorry. I jus spaced out fer a sec. Let's go, I wanna get outta heah."

"Okay, sure."

On my way out I looked back at the cone and was surprised to find it still. O well, it would be still no longer.


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Ch. 6

Liz's POV

"You want some coffee or something; it's five in the morning, and we won't get much sleep."

"Ya got any hot choclet?"

"Yeah, in fact I think I'll have some too."

I smiled at him. *He really was sweet. I've never known a guy who was sweet before. It's nice, refreshing. I've only ever read about sensitive guys in stories; I thought they were a myth, that they didn't exist. And I actually like being around him, it's nice. O shit! No, stop right now. You can't like him. It would ruin everything. If you start to like him, then maybe you'll start to., no. I can't. Get a grip, Liz.*

We drank our hot chocolate, and sat in silence. Not awkward silence, just comfortable silence. I feel like I've known him all my life, which in a way I sort of have. O well, (Yawn) I always have trouble sleeping, insomnia or something like that. Insomnia sucks, you can never get comfortable or feel relaxed. It feels really warm this close to Michael. And, quieter; like Michael can quiet my thoughts. In fact I feel really good, too bad I can't sleep.

Max's POV

I got to the Crashdown early, to wait for 'Liz' if that is her real name. I waited for an hour, but she never showed up. That little skank, she lied to us! And where's Michael? He never showed up. The last time I saw him was last night, after the incident with Liz. Damn!!!!! Maybe Liz did something to Michael.

"Guys, I'm worried about Michael, maybe something happened to him."

"Maybe we should check on him."

"Good idea Isabel, let's go."

We got to Michael's place, and expected to find the place a shambles. Instead we found.

"Michael!"

I shouted. I walked through the apartment, and stopped when I reached the couch. There on the couch was...

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Ch. 7


Michael's POV

I woke up so comfortable. I have never felt this at ease before. My whole body feels tingly. But I heard the door open, I have to get up. I can't move; there is something on top of me. I look over. *WTF* Liz is still asleep on top of me. Well, half on me, and half in an awkward position both hanging off the side of the couch, and cramped into the corner. I move positions, so she can be more comfortable. As our bodies detach, she lets out a whimper because of the lost contact. I find myself stifling a moan. When I lay back down, she settles herself against me. I am in the perfect position to simply shove her off; or if I'm feeling kind I'll wake her gently and ask her to move the hell off me. But I do neither, I relax despite myself.

"My God!!!!!!!!" Max screamed.

O that's right, we have visitors. I don't want to get up, but Liz is already starting to stir. Too bad, she looked so peaceful, and she really did need the rest. But, one look at Max's red face makes me get up quickly.

"Hello Max, Isabel, Tess. What brings you here?" I say calmly.

"What brings... We waited at the Crashdown for hours, you were supposed to meet us there so we could interrogate that girl." Max said.

"Her name's Liz and we accidentally slept in, sorry."

"We? What are you doing with her, she could be dangerous. You don't even know her. I don't trust her, she's creepy and she smells funny."

I was worried Liz would wake up. I hope she didn't hear that.

"I don't think she's dangerous. I don't know her, but I feel like I should. And she's not creepy, she's unique. Plus, she took a shower, so she doesn't stink."

"Michael, stop thinking with your hormones, and use your brain cells for once."

Well, I was about ready to rip his head off, but Liz silently came behind me and touched my shoulder. This calmed me immediately. I was about to defend myself, when I realized I didn't have a good reason to trust her. Just a gut reaction, but that wasn't enough. Liz saved me by cutting me off.

"Youse guys don't trust me, why should ya? Ya don't hardly know me, and I haven't been all that friendly. Given yar situation, you're wise to be cautious. But, I honestly think I can help ya, if ya let me."

"Why should we trust you?"

"I can't force ya tuh trust me."

"Well, maybe I could connect with you, and see if our really trustworthy."

"No! I don't want yuh tuh peek around in my head!"

"You don't trust us? Why should we trust you?"

"No, it ain't that. Michael could you do it?"

"What!?! I can't connect."

"You'se an alien ain't ya? Well then you can do it. I'll even help ya."

I nodded, and she turned towards me. She put her hands on either side of my face, pulled my face down to look her in the eyes; and I was entranced. Her eyes were dark brown, as if they could swallow a person whole, despite them. But, no one would want to fight against her pull. Our breathing became synchronized. And I was lost.

Max's POV

This is ridiculous! Why didn't she want me to connect with her? What's so special about Michael? And, I didn't know he could do that. Maybe she'll mind warp him, I mean no human can do what she did yesterday. She must be an alien.

After what seemed like an eternity they separated. I looked into his eyes to make sure he was still in there. He seemed like his old self, but more loose.

"Well Michael, what did you see?" It was Isabelle speaking.

"I didn't see anything, I mostly just felt her emotions. She doesn't want to hurt us, and she truly does have important information we could use. And she cares about me."

And then he smiled at her. God, puke much. She looked sheepish at that, but then she genuinely smiled back at him. She hasn't smiled once since we've met her. I can't help but notice her radiance when she smiles. And she doesn't smell at all. All clean like that, she's very pretty. *Fuck!!! Follow your own advice, think with your brain.* But looking at her, I can't help it. I have to get out of here. I walk out the door. Out of the corner of my eye I notice Tess and Isabelle following me. And, Michael and Liz are staring at each other, they don't even care that I'm leaving.

Liz's POV

Thank God they're gone, they were making me nervous. I'd rather be alone with Michael.

"Liz we need to talk."

Ohoh, that's never good. Hey wait, we're not even dating.

"About wha?"

"I lied Liz, I did see something."

O shit, this is even worse than I thought. "Yeah? What?"

"Me, or sorta me. I looked different. I had a Mohawk and was pierced everywhere. Tell me who that was."

"Ummmmm." Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
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Ch. 8

Liz's POV

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"What did youse say?" I asked, though I already knew the answer.

"I said I saw something strange; in your head... who was that? And why did he look like me?"

"Well, ya see, that's an interestin' question, er questions. And the answer is no less interestin'..."

"Liz..."

"Okay, okay. That was you. Well, sort a you. More like who ya used to be, or who ya will become... Does that make any sense?"

"No, not really. I covered for you Liz, now spill."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why did ya lie fer me? tuh Max."

"Well I, I don't know. I knew he would jump to conclusions, and I really want to hear it first. Since it does involve me and all... I trust you, don't you think I deserve the same courtesy?"

"Ya right Michael. That guy's name's Rath, he's the second in command on Antar. A member of the royal foh' and yoah duplicate."

"What? I'm so confused."

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Michael's POV

"What do you know about your past? Your heritage?" Liz asked.

"Just that I'm an alien, like Max, Isabel and Tess..."

"Nah, youse not JUST aliens. Youse the aliens. Zan, or Max as he goes by heah, is the King. His wife was Ava, the queen. Zan's sister, Vilandra was a princess who was betrothed tuh the General of the Antarian army. You."

"Me?"

"Not you, you. But yer past self you."

"Alright, so I was someone important on my planet. What else?"

"Well, see there was this huge battle going on between Antar, the head planet, and Kivar's planet. Tons of your people were dyin' and there was nuthin' you could do about it. The four of youse died, but were reincarnated heah on Earth, wit some human and alien DNA, wit the hopes of savin' yer people."

"Damn, that sucks."

"Yeah."

"So how do you know about all this?"

"Well, that's kinda hard tuh explain..."

"You've been doing a good job so far, and this story is difficult to tell."

"Well, when you were sent down to Earth, another batch of youse guys was made. This royal foah' was 75% alien, whereas youse guys are about 50/50. The other group was thought too alien tuh survive on Earth, and they was abandoned in a sewer in NYC. They survived."

"That's awful. I mean I grew up in foster homes, but at least I had a place to stay."

"Yeah. So anyways theyse pods was dropped in the sewers, and they came out like six year olds. They grew up in the sewuhs, and learned how tuh take cayre of themselves."

Liz paused, and it was obvious that the next part of the story was difficult, and personal. I knew not to push so that she would share when she was ready.

"When I was 5 my muthah abandoned me by the subway. I don't remembuh huh or what she looked like 'cause I was so young and all. I wanduhd by the sewuhs and met your duplicates. They took me in, and I've been livin' wit them evah since."

She looked so sad and lost... I really wished I could cheer her up. And it was all my fault for asking so many questions *Stupid Michael!*

"I'm sorry I brought up such painful memories. It's none of my business. I keep pushing, and pushing till I find out what I want to know. I can be a real insensitive jerk sometimes." I muttered.

"No, no Michael. Yuh not. Youse a really nice guy. Ya let me stay wit you, and trusted me when ya had no reason tuh. That's the nicest thing anyone's evah done fuh me."

Woah! She was so grateful. I felt even worse for even entertaining the idea she had ulterior motives or that she was keeping things from me. She grew up in the worst circumstances, even worse than me... but she was a kind, funny, considerate, and thoughtful person. Compared to her I was a complete and total loser. Well that was true when I was compared to just about anybody. But, with her especially. Someone as special as her did not deserve to have all that shit happen to her. I wish I could have taken some of that fear and doubt away. In a little over 24 hours I had learned to care deeply for this girl. I felt a connection, a bond with her I had never shared with anyone. Whether she meant to or not, she became an important part of my life. Normally a thought like that would have scared the hell out of me; but it was nice. Around her I felt peaceful, calm; and the truth is, the thought of her not beinging here was terrifying. I tried picturing the next few moments without her there and... I couldn't. I wanted to give her the same feeling she gave me. I want her to feel safe, protected, maybe even cared for. Only problem is, Michael 'Stonewall' Guerin is not good at showing emotions or expressing feelings.

"Liz, let's have fun today. We can spend all day doing things you've never done before. Your choice, whatever you want." Lame I know. But it was the only thing I could think of at the time. I hoped she understood that I was trying to cheer her up, take her mind off painful memories, and show her that none of the stuff she told me changed one thing in my mind.

"Ok." A small answer, but I could tell by the way she said it that she knew what I meant. And that she appreciated it. She even gave me a tiny smile.

Imagine that. Michael Guerin making someone else feel better, helping someone. I wasn't even thinking about myself, just her. It feels nice to help someone else for a change. And it was nice to make her smile. She was very pretty when she smiled, and it was directed towards me. If I had known being nice to other people was this rewarding I would have done it years ago. As it is, I never want her to stop smiling... She's sooo gorgeous.

[There that was much longer and sweet. In my opinion. Ok guys, I've got a problem. I'm sorta stuck. I mean I know the basic direction I want this story to go in, but that's it. Constructive criticism and beta would be great. ]

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Ch. 9

Isabel's POV

After we left Michael's apartment I got to thinking. Michael seemed to think she was not a threat. And Michael is the least trusting of all of us. I know what Max would say, "She's mind warping him." But I don't think so. Michael seemed... happy. He's never happy. He's broody, sarcastic, and withdrawn, but never happy. He seemed comfortable with her. Maybe she's just what he needs to not feel lonely anymore. If she's the reason for the change in him then I'm in her debt. Sure I'm a little jealous that he picked a complete stranger over his own sister, but I'm willing to put Michael's best interests first. Hey, I'm not selfish, I love my brother Michael, what'd you think I was gonna react like Max? Please...

Anyways, I want to talk to Michael, just to see what's going on with him. Plus, no matter what we need to find out more about Liz. I mean she seems nice enough, and once she took a shower she didn't have that offending odor. But... she has information, and I want it.

Tess' POV

Hmmmmm, Michael and Liz seemed pretty cozy. It's not fair, how come Michael is getting some and I'm not. I mean I'm not unattractive, I've been leaving 'subtle' hints, and we are destined for eachother... But no, Max has his head so far up his ass he doesn't even realize I'm throwing myself at him, on a silver platter. Maybe he's... No, he can't be. Back on Antar he was really into me, just changing planets shouldn't alter his sexual preferences. Well if he's not gay then he's just stupid, and I'm going to have to use my feminine whiles to seduce him. We'll see which team he plays for, and soon because I'm horny.

Liz is from New York, huh. You don't think? Nah... That's too much of a coincidence.

Hmmmmmmm, that dress is just slutty enough for my purposes. Max won't know what hit him. Now the question is white or black, those colors go best with 'natural' blonde hair afterall. I'll probably go with the white, since saint Max would find the virginal look so appealing. Virgin, hah! That's a laugh. On the other hand, I saw how much attention he was paying to Liz, and she definitely has the whole bad girl look going on, but she also exudes an air of vulnerability. She's your typical damsel in distress, with dark eyeshadow. O well, Tess, you'll have to improvise. Take the best of both worlds (hehe), if he got that jealous over Liz and Michael sharing the couch then... Wait, I thought he was looking at Liz but maybe... Impossible! Or is it? He does seem to focus on him a lot. And he barely bat an eye when I deep throated that lollipop... Dammit!!!!!!!!!

Max's POV


I can't believe it, Michael is sleeping with the enemy, or potential enemy. And, he doesn't even ask me if I'll allow it. He can be so reckless, that's why I always have to clean up after his mistakes. I try so hard to help him and lead him in the right direction but what happens? He disobeys me. The nerve!If I didn't care about him so much I'd just give up on him. I need to get this sorted out, and quickly. I have to find out what's going on with Liz, why she has powers, and what's going on between her and Michael. Also, why wouldn't she let me connect with her?


[A/N: Hey, I know this chap. was kinda boring but it was neccessary in order to get a feel for the characters. Also, this is a Liz/Michael-centric fic, so we needed the other view points. Please stay tuned. Also, is Max gay? You decide. Is Tess evil? Again, up to you. Any ideas, comments, criticisms? You know what to do.]

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Ok, here are my thank you’s to all my awesome feedbackers:

Flyingbouffant: Thanx for the wonderful suggestions, they really helped me to get on the right track.

Kaleidi: Thanx for supporting me the entire time, it meant a lot that you believed in my little fic.

Lizack: Thank you for your fb on Tess, I was really insecure about her portrayal.

Elizabeth aka Lizzie: The banner is gorgeous, isn’t it? Thanx for your praise of my New York accent. I love accents, and it means a lot that you liked it.

Ezriboots: You certainly know how to keep a girl motivated. Hehe.

Muse: You can bet her past with the dupes is very interesting and has a lot to do with the person she is today. Very astute.

Ladeia3: I’m glad you decided to give my fic. A try, thank you for at least having an open mind.

Wifey: Thanx, I will post way more from now on.

a/n: I am soooooo sorry for not updating more, but I had tons of hw, and my computer broke. Luckily it works again, so I can get my fanfic. Fix and not go back into withdrawal. Read on…

Ch. 10

Michael’s POV

“So, what do you want to do?”

I asked.
I was actually looking forward to hanging out with her. She’s completely different than Maria; there’s no question about that. Maria and I only dated for about a week, but it felt like 10 years. She’s nice and everything, but she’s annoying as hell.

“Well…”

she looked unsure, as if she had no idea how to have fun.
~phone ringing~

“Damnit! I’m not picking it up. It’s either Max or Izzy and I don’t want to talk to either of them.”

She giggled at that. Unfortunately, the damn phone would not quit ringing. So, I picked it up.

“What!?!”

“That’s a nice way to say hello, Spaceboy.”

“Maria. What do you want?”

I heard a sigh, and out of the corner of my eye I could tell Liz was not pleased. Well neither am I.

“Jose called in sick, we need you to cover for him.”

“What! No way! This is my day off Maria.”

“Duh, I know that. And I wouldn’t call you if it wasn’t important, but we’re short-handed.”

“Arrrrrggghhhh!”

“I love it when you speak in mono-syllabic grunts, Spaceboy. Makes you sound all manly.”

“Shut up Maria. When do I have to be there?”

“Uh, now. Mr. Parker’s frantic.”

“Fine, give me a half hour.”

“But Spaceboy…”

“K, see you then.”

With that I hung up.
Damn, Liz will not be happy.

“Um, Liz…”

“It’s ok Mike, I hoid it.”

“I’m really sorry, but I need this job.”

“Don’t worry ‘bout it. Ise’ll find sumtin’ tah do taday.”

“Why don’t you come with me? Food’ll be on the house, and maybe we can do something after.”

“Suwah.”

“Ok, let’s go.”

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Liz’s POV

O well, I guess our day is ruined.
We pulled up to the Crashdown, and the place was half full. I took a seat in a corner booth, and waited for my extra large order of space fries, and my double Will Smith burger to get there. All the while, sipping my blood of alien smoothie. Once I got done eating I just sat there, watching Michael work. He really cares about his work, and doing a good job. Back in New York, if you wanted something, you stole it. It’s weird to see honest people with good work ethics.

“Hey Agnes, I’m taking my break!”

I heard Maria shout from the back room. As she was walking through the doors her eyes landed on me. She paused, then changed her path directly to me. I admit it, I was scared. I mean I’d faced scarier, more evil beings in my life, but Maria was loud and obnoxious. Plus, I couldn’t kill her.

“Hi I’m Maria, have we met before?”

she asked, then she sat down across from me and stole one of my French fries. Bitch!

“Yeah, yestahday. ‘Member?”

“O yeah, that’s right. You look different.”

“Yup.”

“Look, I’m sorry about yesterday. I was totally pmsing.”

Wow, I certainly wasn’t expecting that. I’ve never really been apologized to before. Now that I think about it she’s not really annoying, just bubbly.

“Uh, no prob.”

“So you’re from New York huh?”

“How could ya tell?”

“Haha. Well I just love New York. I’ve never actually been there, but it’s my dream to become a singer and move to Manhattan.”

“Why, what’s wrong wit heah?”

“Nothing, it’s just I’ve lived here all my life. The farthest I’ve ever been away from home is Las Cruces and Santa Fe. I want change, excitement.”

“Well New York is diff’rent than heah, but it can be real scary.”

“I don’t care. It sound like an adventure to me. Enough about me, what brings you to Roswell, New Mexico. You’re not a crazed tourist are you. How long are you going to be here?”

“Hahdly. I’m visitin’ some friends. And, I don’ know how long I’ll be heah foh.”

“Really, who? I know everyone in this town.”

“Well actually, a friend of a friend.”

“Who?”

“Uhhhhh…”

Just then Michael came over.

“Maria, your break’s been over for 10 minutes, didn’t you hear me calling your name?”

“Sorry, I was busy talking to my new friend here, uh…”

“Liz”

I supplied.

“Right, Liz. Chill Spaceboy. I’ll be there in a sec.”

I think he muttered something like incompetent ditz, but it could have been a grunt. Anyway, he left Maria and I alone.

“Look, this is going to sound kind of forward but, see I don’t have many girlfriends or girls that are friends. Whatever. And I’d really like you to come to my house later, my best friend Alex will be there. You’ll really like him, he’s great.”

“Huh?”

“Like a sleepover, just us girls.”

“And Alex…”

“O well he’s an honorary girl.”

“Umm, I don’ know. I’d ‘ave to ask Michael.”

“Why would you have to ask him?”

“Well he’s lettin’ me stay wit him, and we sort a had plans.”

“O come on, you don’t have to ask his permission. Please, you’re way easier to talk to than the girls around here. And anyone that can survive living with Spaceboy is heroic in my book. Please!!!!!”

“Alright, sure.”

“Yeah! Thank you, thank you, thank you. It will be fun I promise. We’ll rent movies, eat ice cream, and gossip. We can get to know each other’s deepest secrets.”

Our secrets? Shit!

“Sounds like fun. Where do ya live?”

“O, Michael knows. Toodles, Michael looks like he’s gonna kill me if I don’t get back there soon. Later.”

“Bye.”

Wow, that was weird. She actually was nice to me. I’ve never had a real female friend before, or any friend. Except Michael, but… Nevermind, don’t go there. Wait, did she call him Spaceboy? Does she know? This town is weird.

[Tune in next time for slumber party fun. Here’s a little teaser below.]

hi

Posted: Thu Jan 01, 2004 2:00 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Ch. 11

Michael's POV

The Crashdown was almost empty, and Michael was never more glad to leave the place. It had been a long day, and he'd barely gotten the chance to talk to Liz.

"So Michael, what's up with Liz. Is she really staying with you?"

"Yes, not that it's any of your business, Maria."

"I was just wondering if she knew about the whole 'alien thing'."

"Yes, why?"

"Well, I want to get to know her better, and since she's coming over to my house tonight..."

"What!!!!!!??????"

"Chill, Spaceboy."

"I will not chill, and when did this happen?"

"Just a little while ago, we got to talking and I invited her over for some girl time. You know there is a serious lack of gals in Roswell Michael."

"But..."

"Listen. Isabel doesn't like me 'cause I'm not an alien, Tess is a vapid whore who can't take her mind off of Maxie-poo long enough to aknowledge the world around her, Pam Troy is a total slut, and Alex has a Y chromosome. So you see the dilemma."

"Maria, she's not used to stuff like that, she can't handle your mood swings yet. She hasn't learned how to block out your incessant rambling yet like the rest of us."

"First of all, Liz is a tough girl. She's from NY for goodness sakes. She can take care of herself. Secondly, it's only a sleepover. And, hey!!!!! How dare you tune out my rambling!"

With that she slapped me on the back of the head.

"Maria..."

I said in a defeated tone.

"You're really worried about her aren't you? You care about her."

She said this in an assured manner.

"I..."

"Don't worry Spaceboy, I'll return her to you better than new."

I groaned as she walked out the swinging doors, worried about the effect of a Deluca on the Liz I've come to know.

Liz's POV

Maria came rushing from the back and grabbed my forearm, hurriedly rushing me out the door.

"Maria, I gots to tell Michael I'm leavin'."

"Don't worry chica, I just told him."

"But I shood say guhby."

"Whatever, he won't even notice we're gone."

And with that I was swept up in her rush, and found myself at the Deluca residence.

Michael's POV

Great, Liz has been kidnapped by the Maria bandit. I hope she's not too badly scarred by the horrors that are found within. Why did she ask me if Liz knew our secret? I have know problem with Liz knowing about us, me, but Maria shouldn't be the one to tell her. I should. She should hear it from me. It was awful the way Maria found out. She walked in on me practicing my powers, and screamed bloody murder. It took hours to calm her down enough to explain, the another few hour to get her to promise to keep our secret. Not good, a headache and a half. I have a bad feeling about this sleepover...

[Hey guys, I know I promised the Truth or Dare portion, but I'm kinda racked for time. Plus, this leads up to it. I had to make it explanatory to make Maria's involvement is clear. Basically, she is not involved with Michael!!!! Nor has she ever been!!!!!!!!!! Also, I wanted to torture you with anticipation. Hehehehehehe. .:evil laugh:. muahahaha! Gee, I'm full of myself. New part will be out todayor tomorrow.]

hi

Posted: Sat Jan 03, 2004 7:28 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Well, I promised so...

Ch. 12

Liz's POV

Maria dragged me up to her room, and I was immediately overcome with various overpowering scents attacking my nostrils. Geez, it's like a Bath & Body Works in here!!!!!!

"So Liz, this is going to be so much fun. We'll chat, and divulge our innermost secrets."

"Yeah... fun."

"Hey Maria, ready for some ice creamy goodness? I brought..."

"O hey Alex, this is Liz. She's Michael's friend, possibly an alien."

I looked at her as though she had lost her mind. Unless she never had one to begin with. Did she know?

"Ok. Hi, I'm Alex. It's nice to meet you. Don't mind Maria's bluntness, she has loose flappy lips."

"Hey, Alex."

I greeted casually, only slightly more relaxed.

"What kind of ice cream did you bring, Alex?"

"I brought Rocky Road, to symbolize the past year's journey wrought with pain and self doubt."

"Ooooohhhh, my favorite, symbolic flavored."

These people were insane, And also kinda nice.

"So Liz, what brings you to this tiny towny?"

Alex asked.

I was unsure how to answer, luckily Maria cut in

"o, she's a part of the alien abyss. She's in the know, so clue us in and get us into the loop."

Ok, so maybe it was unluckily.

"Ummmmmm"

"I talked to Isabel, apparently she's from New York, duh, and she has info that the Pod Squad need desperately."

"Good, I wonder how they like being ignorant of the goings-on around here."

"Well, I grew up wid' the dup'l'cate set in New York."

"Huh?"

"Huh?"

"Ya know, dere was one set heah, and a moah alien set dropped off in NY."

"O, so they're like Michael, Isabel, Max, and Tess?"

"Well, sorta."

"What do you mean sorta?"

"K. Zan, that's Max's dupe, he's real controllin' and he thinks he's da shit."

"Haha, sounds like Max alright."

"And, he's real strong wit his powers."

"What about Isabel?"

"Isabel, she's called Vilondra. She's tuff, and you don't wanna mess wit her. She's scary, and kinda tricky."

"That's not like Isabel at all. She's sweet, and kind, beautiful, compassionate, loyal..."

"Shut up Alex! The only reason you think that is because you're in love with her."

"So!?!"

"Whatever, Alex."

"Rath, that's Michael's dupe, was made fer the streets. He knows his way 'round, and inspires fear everywheah he goes. And Ava, that's Tess, she's real meek. She does whateva' Zan tells ha to, and neva' has her own opinions."

"That sounds like Tess, but nothing like Michael."

"Nah, he's nuthin' like Michael.Except, if he's on yo side, you's lucky."

"Enough alien talk, let's get back to us humans. You are human right?"

"Mostly."

"Good, let's play Truth or Dare."

"But Maria, we know all eachother's secrets."

"Right but Liz doesn't, and the point of this game is to get to know eachother."

"Fine. But let me get this over with now. Yes I am in love with Isabel Evans. Yes I am a geeky computer nerd that she uses as her lacky."

"Now you can't play Alex, since you've said all the good stuff."

"Bitch!!!"

Then they got into a pillow fight and I couldn't help but notice how different from fights in the sewer it was. It was good natured, and playful. Then they included me and IO felt good. Like I belonged there. We fought till we were to exausted, then we collapsed.

"Okay Liz, Truth or dare?"

"Uh..."

"Truth it is. Are you a virgin?"

"A course not. Are youse?"

I was met with a chorus of yes's.

"O, well. It ain't that great anyway."

"What, you can't just stop there. Who with? Tell us all the juicy details."

"Uh... Zan, then later Rath, and..."

"Wait a second. You've done the nasty with both Max and Michael's dupes? Do they look like Max and Michael?"

"Duh Maria, they are their duplicates."

"Right sorry. So who's bigger? Zan or Rath?"

"Maria, don't ask that!?!"

"Why not, I'm curious."

"Don't mind her, she doesn't believe in the tact fairy. You don't have to say anything you don't want to."

"Of course she does. I need to know."

"The only reason you want to know is because you want in Michael's pants."

"Yeah, so?"

"Well, if ya must know, Rath."

"I knew it!!!!!!"

"Way bigger."

"Wow. Who was better?"

"O god, I so don't want to hear this."

"Well, it's hard tuh say. Zan never really cared if I liked it or not. And after a while he told me ta shout 'you da man!.' And Rath, well I was reeeeaaaallllyyy drunk. I can't 'member much, 'cept when I woke up I was sore all ova. I had scratches, bites, bruises, and mahks all ova me. It took me a week to be able to walk widout pain again. Loni got Zan tuh heal huh, but I wasn't so lucky."

"What!?! Loni?"

"Yeah, Loni's short fer Vilondra."

"What does she have to do with anything?"

"Well, I'm not suah, 'cause I was way past wasted. But there were two sets a prints all ovah my body in the mornin'. Believe me, Zan was pissed."

"O my god!!!!! You and Isabel. O no, not the fantasies again..."

"Woah girl, you have been around. How old are you?"

"16"

"How old were you?"

"Well, I was about 12 when Zan ferst wanted tah do the deed."

"12, isn't that a little young?"

"Ya gots tah undastand. We grew up widout any parents, and all we had was eachother. 'Sides, I told ya sex idn't really my thing."

"Then why did you, you know...?"

"Fuck em'?"

"Yeah"

"Well, I didn't have much of a choice really."

"You mean he raped you?"

"Nah. Not exactly. It's just, he's da king. What he says goes. He wanted me, and it's a BIG mistake ta say no to him. After dat I was his thing. His propaty. I did once tho, say no I mean, he wanted me to fuck some otha alien mofo to get info, and I refused. He beat da shit outta me, then healed me like it nevah happened. He said it was my fault. I got pissed and let Rath get me drunk, one thing led to anotha... That was a long time ago. Last yeah."

Maria came out of nowhere and started hugging me, then Alex did too.

"Chica, I'm so sorry. That must have been awful. I'm sorry I asked."

"It's aiight, I'm here now."

"That's right, and we're not going to let anything happen to you. They're gonna have to go through us."

I snorted at the idea of scrawny little Alex and Maria defending me. But at the same time I was glad they were there, hugging me, it was nice. They were my first real friends. Michael was my friend too, but it was different. We had sort of a connection. This was just simple. I liked it. I started to feel a pain in the back of my neck and I knew. Damnit.

"Hey guys, I gots ta go ta the bathroom. I'll be right back."

"Take all the time you need chica, we'll have ice cream ready for you."

I hoped this wouldn't take long, I really did not want to deal with this right now, or ever.

next chappy

Posted: Sat Jan 24, 2004 11:55 am
by beeeyaaatch
[Hey all!!!!!! Well, this story will be posted solely on this board from now on so don't look on the PA board for updates. So enjoy. Also, this stoy is PG-13 ----> R]

Ch. 13

Liz POV

As I walked into the modest bathroom, I locked the door behind me. For what was about to happen next, I needed absolute privacy. It would not be good if Maria or Alex were to walk in.
*Aaahhh, there it is again.*
I felt the throbbing pain in my neck intensify then stop abruptly.

"Lizzie..."

*Fuck!*

"Lizzie..."

I turned my head trying to find the source of the voice, which was ridiculous since it was inside my head. But when my eyes came in contact with the mirror, I cursed.

"Fuck Zan, what'd ya do that for?"

"Well, 'ello ta you too Liz. Ain't ya happy to see me."

"Afta ya nearly made my 'ead explode, I don't think so."

"Sorry babe, it was neccessary."

"Neccesary, my ass! What do ya want?"

"I been hearin' things Liz, disturbin' things."

"Yeah?"

I was suddenly very nervous, when Zan starts hearing things, it's never good.

"Yeah. I heard youse been shackin' up wit Rath's dupe."

"Where'd ya hear dat?"

"Does it matta?"

"Just wonderin'"

"Who do ya think?"

"Tess..."

"Ya got it. so what's up wid dat? Youse supposed ta be findin' the Granolith, not makin' friends. Or did ya just get horny?"

"I'm 'sposed ta be infiltratin' the group, right? I had ta get them ta trust me first."

"Aiight. So, did ya find out where da Granolith is?"

"Not yet."

"Well hurry up. Da summit is next week."

"I know. They don't trust me yet."

~Knock. Knock.~

"What da fuck. What's dat?"

"One sec."

I opened the door a crack and was met with the faces of Maria and Alex.

"Hey Liz, we didn't mean to bother you, but you've been in there a long time, and your ice cream melted, and we were just wondering if you were alright."

"Yeah I'm fine, I jus' got fem'nine problems."

"O, okay."

Alex walked away and I breathed a sigh of relief. However, Maria was still hovering.

"O, poor chica. Do you have cramps? There are some tampons under the sink and midol in the cabinet."

"Thanx Maria."

I closed the door and nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard the voice of that bastard, Zan.

"Yo, who was dat?"

"Nobody. They's just friends."

"Friends. Since when 'a you got friends? Look a' this place, it's practically posh! Ya don't belong heah, wit them. Youse special, mine. When dis is all ovah, youse goin' back to da sewers. Youse filth, yo own mama didn't want ya. And I know ya. Y aprolly think they like ya. That yer friends. But ya nothin'. When dey find out who ya really are, why yer heah, they'll hate ya."

I tried not to listen to his words, but they sunk in. I felt the truth of my existence, I was worthless. I have nothing.

"Aaaahhh, don't think like dat, Liz. Ya gots me. 'Memba, youse balong ta me."

As if to prove his point, he made the mark on my neck burn. So much so I fell to my knees. I was made incapable of rational thought, and could only concentrate on the stinging, blinding pain.I got up to check the mirror, to see if the mark was actually on fire like it felt.

"Ya see, Liz. I own ya. If I can do dat from across da country, imagine what I can do once ya get back."

"I know what ya can do. I've seen it. Ya did this ta me. You branded me, I gotta do what ya say, my King."

I spit out venomously. I then felt a caress on my neck, as if he were stoking me.

"Tha's right, and don't ya ferget it. Find da Granolith."

With that, he dissapeared as did the feeling on my neck. I still involuntarily shivered at the disgusting contact. I sat on the toilet, pondering the situation. I hate Zan, with a burning passion. But he's all I've got. I have no one else. He wants the Granolith, and I know where it is. I can't let him know where it is. I don't even have to tell him, he could mind rape me. I can't let that happen. If he finds the location of the granolith then the others will be obselete. Michael... I can't let that happen. I've got to get out of here. If aliens in Roswell are the only ones who know the location of the Granolith, then they're safe. I have to get out of here. I can't let them hurt Michael.

I rushed out of the bathroom, and ran for the door. Maria saw my mad dash for the door and asked where I was going. I had no time to answer. Zan knew exactly where I was. If he knew about maria and Alex, he'd kill them too. I have to keep them safe. I have to get out of Roswell. As I flew down the porch steps I called out

"bye guys, thanx for everythin'."

next chappie

Posted: Mon Apr 19, 2004 5:43 pm
by beeeyaaatch
[Hey all!!!!!!! I'm back. I pretty much figured out the rest of the story, but not completely. If you have any ideas or suggestions it might help and I'll give you credit. Thanx a bunch for the wonderful support.]

Chapter... Who da fuck knows?!? [14]

Liz's POV

I ran down the street, past houses and cars. I ran until I was out of breath, then slowed down to calm my muscles. I didn't stop though. I couldn't stop. No one was chasing me, not yet anyways. I was glad I had brought a change of clothes with me to Maria's, I couldn't go back to Michael's to get the rest of my stuff. Michael... God, I miss him already. It had only been a couple hours since I last saw him. I only met him a little over 24 hours ago. Would he be worried about me? Nah. He knows I can take care of myself. Sorta. Maybe he thinks I don't care, and that's why I didn't say goodbye. Damn I hope not. He's the nicest person I've ever met. Maybe I'll call him once I get to where ever it is I'm going. Just to tell him I'm alright. What would I say? Shit!!!! I don't have any money. O well. I've run away with less before. But they always found me, always. Why would this time be any different? Because I'm not running away for me anymore, I'm running away for them. If... No when he finds me he'll kill me. That is not an exaggeration.

*Beep* *Beep*

Fuck a car. I move to the side of the road so the car can pass by. But the car, or truck rather, slows down and drives parallel to me. i get scared now and begin to walk faster with my head down. Not making eye contact. I know it's silly to be afraid, I've got alien powers. But I can't risk exposing my powers to a human. But if you kill him he can't talk. No! I'm not like Zan and Lonnie and...

"'Scuse me miss, you need a ride?"

"No thanx, I'd ratha walk."

"Where ya headed?"

"Da bus station."

"That's a long way off from here, 3 miles or so."

"It's a nice night, and I'm not up fer company right now eitha'."

No sooner had the words left my mouth, than the sky opened up and rained. In the span of a minute I was soaked to the bone, and shivering so bad each step took forever.

"Come on now. You can't walk in this weather. I'm not gonna hurt ya or nothin'. I'm the sheriff."

I looked at him for the first time and realized he was telling the truth. He had a badge, and a siren on top of the car. He was even wearing a cowboy hat. I hate authority of any kind, I guess from growing up without any parents. I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself then blast his ass. But I didn't want to act suspicious. He seemed like a nice enough guy, and it didn't look like he knew who or what I was. I most certainly didn't want to walk in ankle deep water and freeze my ass off.

"Aiight."

"Great, hop on in."

"Thanx."

"No problem. I'm sheriff Valenti by the way."

"I'm Liz."

"Strange isn't it. Rain in Roswell? This is the desert afterall."

"Wouldn' know."

"Bus station, huh? Where do you think you're goin' at 12 am? What are you runnin' away from?"

"I ain't runnin'. I need a change in scenery, tha's all."

"Funny, 'cuz Maria said you ran out of her place like a bat out of hell, and didbn't look back. She said you looked scared shitless."

"Ya know Maria?"

"Yup, sure do. She's real worried about you."

"Pffft. Yeah right."

"When she called she was crying. She didn't think you'd be coming back."

"Well, she's right. I ain't."

"What about Michael? And Alex? and..."

"You don't know nothin' 'bout me and Michael. stay out 'a it. Pull ovah', I'll walk tha rest a the way."

"I'll take ya. I'm just wondering what would scare you so bad you would take off in the middle of the night."

"Technically, i's mornin' ain't it?"

"Something has got you running. Or someone..."

"Shut da fuck up!" pause, and deep breath. "Look, I'm sorry I yelled at ya Sheriff"

"Please call me Jim, Liz."

"Ise sorry I yelled at ya like dat Jim. But ya gotta undastand. This has nothin' ta do wit ya. I can handle it on my own."

"Running away won't solve anything."

"Youse right."

"I am? I mean, of course I am."

"Not abou' the runnin' away. I'm dealin' wit somethin' big. You'd be betta off stayin outta it."

"If this involves Max and Michael and Isabel and Tess, then it does concern me."

"Ya know 'bout dem?"

"Yes I do. We're friends. We help eachother out of jams. Watch eachother's backs."

"God! Does ev'ry freakin' puhson in Roswell know they'se aliens?"

"No just Maria, Alex, me, and my son Kyle."

"Do you regret it? Knowin' I mean."

"No, I can honestly say I don't regret anything I've done. I'm glad to help if I can. That means you too Liz."

"Thanx. But ya can't help me, no one can. They is some peoples afta' me. But theyse powahful. Too powahful."

"I'm the sheriff, Liz. I have resources."

"So do they. Betta and stronga ones."

"What about Max and Michael, they'll help if they can."

"Look. If, no when dese 'people' find me, I'm dead. And ev'ryone else I care about. I can't let dat happen. Now please, take me tuh the bus station."

"The buses don't run after 10 pm in Roswell. It opens again at 8 am."

"Why didn' ya tell me? Now what am I gonna do?"

"you can stay at my house overnight. I have a spare bedroom. We can even find some old clothes of Kyle's for you to wear. I'll drive you to the station in the morning. Besides, you look like you could use a good night's rest."

"Aiight. But ya can't tell no ones I'm heah."

"Deal."

[Hey guys. This chapter was kinda boring, and the next chapter Li meets Kyle. But after that it will get exciting I promise. Could the truth of her appearance in Roswell be revealed? Find out in the next installment.]

hi

Posted: Mon Apr 19, 2004 10:44 pm
by beeeyaaatch
[Hello all. I'm so glad I got fb so quickly. Because you've been good I'll give you a small chapter. It's not that good, but hopefully it will suffice. Don't get your hopes up, I hope I'm not spoiling you. Two posts in one day? Geeezzz...]

Ch. 15

Kyle's POV

I was awakened by the sound of dad's truck pulling into the driveway. He wasn't supposed to be home since he had a date with Amy. I immediately got up to see if anything was wrong.

"Dad, what are you doing home now?"

I froze when I saw my dad wasn't alone. A girl about my age with dark hair and baggy clothes was with him. She was soaked through from the rain I heard pattering on my window. She looked worn out and incredibly exhausted.

"Kyle, this is Liz. She's gonna be stayin' the night. She's a friend of Michael's."

"It's nice to meet you Liz. I think I have some old clothes that don't fit me anymore that you could borrow."

She stared at me shocked. I guess she wasn't used to strangers being nice to her. I felt an urge to protect her, but that could be a residual trait from having a sheriff for a father.

"Thanx Kyle. I tink I'll jus' get sum sleep if ya don't mind."

"Sure, you can take my bed."

"Nah, I couldn' do dat."

"I insist."

"Believe me, I've slept worse places. 'Sides, I don't wanna get yo bed all icky. I needs ta crash on da closest piece a furniture."

"Liz, I'll just get you the guest blankets and extra pillows from the cabinet."

"Thanx sheriff. I mean Jim."

And she smiled at him. I couldn't help but think she looked pretty, and younger when she smiled. Much more innocent than her eyes would suggest. After my dad left the room, I decided to talk to her.

"You ok? You look as though you've been to and back."

"I'm fine Kyle. Thanx fer askin'. Jus' tired."

After that she yawned, then rubbed the back of her head in a sleepy gesture. When I saw her palm, I noticed it looked different. Instead of the perfect pink skin, it had ruby blood on it.

"God Liz, you're bleeding!!!! Let me see."

When she heard that she looked at her hand and decided I was telling the truth. She didn't look freaked out, or in pain. She had a stoic expression on her face. As though it was something she was expecting yet hoped would never have to remember. I pulled her hair away from her neck and saw blood in a strange pattern. Before I could get a good look she placed her hair back over her shoulders and turned away.

"Thanx fer yer concern, Kyle. But I' quite capable of takin' care of muhself. A little blood won' kill me."

"At least let me get you a towel or something."

"Thanx."

I went to get the towel and when I returned she was passed out on the couch. I thought of waking her up and asking to check the alleged wound that evidently was the source of the blood. But she looked as though she hadn't had a good night's rest her whole life. And I'd be damned if I ruined that for her. I took the blankets dad had retrieved and layed them on top of her. I watched her for a moment feeling sad that no one else had ever cared about her before. Then I remembered Michael's call earlier about a missing girl. He sounded unnerved. Michael was not easily rattled. Dad said she was a friend of his. Michael probably doesn't know where she is. I better call him, just to tell him she's okay and that we're taking care of her. I think she needs someone that cares about her right now.

[Dun.dun.dun... Looks like Liz won't make a clean getaway. Don't worry, this isn't a loyalist fic, it's polar all the way. I just like Kyle, and a Liz/Kyle friendship. Isabel, Tess, and Max will reenter the fic. Maria and Alex will have a bigger part. Be ready for some major Mi/Liz bonding. And how about some dupe interaction and confrontation. Let me know what you think. Toodles.]

Ch. 16

Posted: Tue Jun 01, 2004 10:25 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Ch. 16

Liz's POV

Good, he's gone. I don't know how much longer I could feign sleep. I am an insomniac. The best I've slept in years is this morning with Michael. Michael... No, I can't think about him. You're doin what's best, Liz. You can't let him get hurt. Any of them. Why does it have to hurt so much. Geez, I need a drink. I quietly get up, and check to make sure Kyle and Jim aren't looking. Years of sneaking past Zan have taught me to be quiet. I make my way to the kitchen.

In the kitchen I search leisurely through the fridge. Afterall, I was told to make myself at home, right? Don't answer that. Besides, this may be the last time I'm in a homey place for a long while. Let's see... orange juice, coca cola, dill pickles, mustard... Geez, they're such men. Aha!!!!!!! Beer. I may be underage age, but I certainly deserve a drink. I slowly twist the cap off and take a cool, refreshing drink. It's pretty good, but not what I needed. I frantically search through the drawers and cabinets, looking for my prize. Yes, found it. I'll just stash these in my pocket. They shouldn't smoke anyway, it's bad for them. I reach for my beer to take another swig when I hear a violent door slam, and the unmistakable sound of heavy boots thumping. Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Liz's POV

Fuck! What's Michael doing here. And Maria, and Alex, and Isabel. Aw hell. Cheer, cheer, the gang's all here. Notice the sarcasm? Yeah, I'm subtle. I'm frozen in place, not liking the way this scene will most likely play out.

"Damnit, Jim." I mutter under my breath.'

"Actually Liz, I called Michael. Sorry." Kyle states. I really need to work on the whole talking under my breath thing. I am pulled from my reverie by Maria shrieking and hugging me.

"Why'd you leave chica? You had us worried sick! Don't ever do that again." Maria whispered. I can almost guarantee it won't, since I'll never see her again. Any of them really.

I look at the eyes of everyone in the room. I know how Maria feels, she's just happy to see me. Strange. Alex is looking at me with pity in his eyes. Kyle is still looking sheepish for letting the cat out of the bag. Jim is angrily eyeing the beer in my hand. Isabel is watching the entire scene and everyone's reactions with a look of curiosity on her face. Tess seems bored. Max is looking smug, giving off 'I told you so' vibes. And Michael. Well he just looks hurt. I lower my gaze to the ground, not wanting to be confronted with their emotions on top of my own insecurity and self-doubt.

"Liz..."

I realize it is Michael that's spoken. Silently asking for an explanation. Some reason for leaving suddenly and not saying goodbye.

"Wuz there sum pahty I wasn't invited to?"

I try to lighten the mood, but it comes out desperate like I feel.

"Liz, we were worried about you." Alex calmly explains.

"Why?" I wonder out loud. They've known me for only a few hours and already show more interest in me than my supposed 'family ever did.'

"Why? Why? Because you left without an explanation Liz. Without saying goodbye." I guess Michael has moved on past hurt to anger. Good, that I can deal with.

"I told you, Michael. She'd just leave. You can't trust her. We can't trust anyone." Max replies with a shit-eating grin.

"O shut up Max. Can't you see she's barely here. She's tired, and in an awful lot of pain. Lay off!" Kyle defends me.

"Thanx Kyle. But I can take care a myself. I don't need ya pity." I snapped.

"Well, you sure looked like you needed it to me." Kyle explained.

The awkward silence was broken by Maria's eardrum peircing scream. She looked down on her hands, and it was obviouswhat got her so upset. There was blood on her hands. Or more accurately, my blood.

"God Maria, what happened?" Alex asked in his caring attentive way.

"It's Liz's blood. I don't know how it got there, but it's encrusted on the back of her neck." Kyle explained.

Everyone looked at me. Damn. Michael's facial expression changed to to something unreadable. He leaned over to Max's ear and whispered something I couldn't hear. Out of nowhere Max started walking toward me, and I figured it out. I immediately put my hand out to stop him. Halting him in his tracks with fear of my powers.

"Nah ah Kingy. You ain't comin' anywhey neah me."

"Liz, he just wants to help heal you." Michael explained to me rationally.

"It ain't nuthin' personal Max. I jus' don' trust Zan, tha's all."

"I'm not Zan. And I'm not going to hurt you."

"Hah, like ya could. If his royal highness tries tuh touch me I'll rip every last deceptively inncent curl off that bitch's head. Cleah?"

"Hey!!!!" Tess whined and looked to Max for protection. Maria unsuccessfully tried to hold in her laughter. I used my alien magic to clean my neck, and Maria's hand.

"Don't go pretendin' youse all scayed. I know what ya done. I just hope ya ain't fucked things up. If your big, fat, ugly mouth ruined evrythin', you'll wish you'd been born mute."

She looked at me shocked. Either at my threat, or my apparent insight I didn't know. I didn't really care as long as she shut the fuck up.

"What are you talking about?" Isabel inquired of me.

"Go ask her yuhself. Ya all seem real chummy."

"I, I... I" Tess stuttered.

"You what?!?" Isabel questioned.

"She been shootin' her mouth off tuh St. Nick. Second tuh the main man Khivar."

"You, what?!?" Isabel repeated.

I sat back and enjoyed the reprieve. Everyone else was dividing their stare between Isabel and Tess, and me. Eventually Isabel glared at Tess, and almost growled causing Tess to shrink away and sit on the floore while everyone made themselves comfortable in a semicircle around me. O well, there goes my luck. At least they knew about Tess now, and could prepare.

"So Liz, you want to tell us why you were leaving?"

"Not really. Tess, get the fuck outta my head 'fore I turn ya brains tuh mush!!!!!!"

After that she sunk even further into the ground. However, everyone's eyes stayed glued on me. Great, I guess I was gonna have yo rehash the worst moments of my life. Basically all of it. That doesn't mean I had to make it easy for the. I searched through my bag looking for my earlier yet not forgotten findings. I took out a cigerette and put it between my lips. Jim patte his pockets for a lighter, but I just snapped my fingers and lit my ciggy with the resulting flame. I took a long slow drag, and blew it out in relief.

"I was leavin' cuz I have ta, not cause I wanna.Believe me."

"Why should we believe that. You haven't made any indication that you're planning to stick around."

"Cause I'm not. I can't stay."

"Damnit Liz! You can't just leave now. It's not fair!"

"Life ain't fair Michael. You know dat."

"Where will you go? What will you do?"

"Don' know."

"Then stay. You have a place here Liz."

"I ain't got no place nowhere. I don't belong."

"Are you goin' back to them?"

"Nah, not as long as I cen help it."

"Who's them?"

I sighed, really not looking forward to retelling the depressing saga of my miserable existence. I inhaled more smoke, and asked Maria to tell the rest of the group what I'd told her and Alex since I needed to use the restroom. Michael looked skeptical, but I promised I wasn't going anywhere. Maria even backed me up and said I was on my period. Jim and Kyle blushed, but I sabel just laughed. I closed the door behind me, finally breaking eye contact with Michael. I breathed out, and stayed calm.

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I did my best to block out the sounds of Maria and the others outside the door. Hearing the pitiful tale was not my idea of fun. I turned on the faucet in the sink and examined the window for the best possible means of escape. Unfortunately, the window was too small and I was completely drained from earlier. I turned off the water and sat on the toilet seat. I hesitantly smoked about half of the cigarette then dropped it in the toilet. I rested my head in my hands and thought how pathetic my predicament really was. I came to this stupid alien hell-hole in search of the royal four, looking for the granolith. I knew what would happen to Michael and the others but I didn't care. Completing my mission meant the others would get off this planet, and leave me alone. All I ever wanted. Then I come here and meet Michael. Damn him! It's his fault I couldn't go through with it. It's his fault I didn't surrender the info to Zan like the good little puppy I am. Instead I'm foolishly being noble, and in turn sacrificing my own life. Who would have thought I'd ever willingly be selfless for another alien. I sure as hell didn't. I've been running from them all my life. I can still remember what happened when they caught me the second time. They always caught me. This was my second escape attempt. I got up to look at my reflection in the mirror. I pulled my hair back and stared at the inhuman mark glaring out at me from the mirror. I was sucked into a trance remembering how that particular symbol got there. It was three year ago.

*Cue flashback*

[a/n: I'm tired now, and have put off my hw enough. I promise to update soon. Toodles.]

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Ch. 17 is supposed to be here.

hi

Posted: Wed Oct 13, 2004 11:11 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Repost of Chapter 17

*Flashback*

Liz's POV

I walked with purpose through the side streets. I stayed out of the crowds, but close enough to duck into plain sight if need be. I felt an acute sense of paranoia. Though my concern was hardly irrational. There are dangerous 'people' looking for me. As I thought of the possibility of them following me, I shivered unintentionally and sped my walk to a jog. I heard steps somewhere behind me, synchronizing to my pace. I gave no hint that I noticed the foot steps behind me, yet listened closely to the street around me. As I focused on the other person I recognized the unique foot falls as Rath's. My panic manifested itself in my feet by switching from jog to run in 1.5 seconds. I didn'r hear Rath's steps immitate my hurried ones, but I knew better than to underestimate aliens. I made my way towards the street filled with people, hoping to blend in with the humans. As I ran towards salvation, I looked back to assess Rath's proximity and saw nothing chasing me. I didn't even slow my steps before I found myelf against something solid. O no. O god no. I find myself trapped by Rath pressing painfully against me. They found me, o god they found me. Think Liz. Rath's not the sharpest tool in the shed, maybe you could use that.

"Hey Rath, how ya doin'?"

"Not too good Liz. Evah since you skipped out on his highness, he's been shittin' all ovah us. He been mad crazy, and fer some reason he wants ya back. Ya useless tuh us. I don't give a shit about ya; but what da man wants, da man gets."

"Yo Rath, you don't nevah gotta see me again if ya just lemme go."

"Why Lizzie, is youse suggestin' I go against Duke's ordahs? You gots tuh be trippin'."

"Ain't theah somethin' you want? Someone?"

"You offerin' me da forbidden fruit? A crack at his Lordship's concubine? Yo, this shit is too good tuh be true. What's the catch."

"No catch. I know ya always wanted me Rath. And even though it would sure piss off Zan somethin' awful, he don't gotta know nothin'. Whadda ya say?"

"I can't help mahself. Zan had ya all this time, and he never shared once. How whack is that? He owes me fer all the shit I take from him. C'mere."

With that he started kissing my neck in a slobbery manner, leaving the rest of him vulnerable. I didn't hesitate before I kicked him brutally between the legs.

"O fuck!" he shouted as he collapsed from the pain. He lay clamped in a fetal position cupping his bruised balls.

I had successfully debilitated Rath, but the others would find me soon. I had to move on, to the West coast maybe. Carelessly stepping over Rath's immobile body I made my way past the alley and back towards the street. I didn't make it very far.

"Theah ya are Liz, I was worried 'bout ya." Zan said in a mocking tone.

"'Bout me? Whatevah for?" I said in my most sarcastic voice.

"I missed ya baby." was his simple reply, and then he sent a paralyzing blast my way. i was still conscious, but i couldn't move. I was defenseless. I was about to die.

"Bitch" rath rasped.

"Ya done good Rath. Ya found our little runaway. Been keepin' her fresh fer me?"

"What, nah man. i'd neva do that. yo..."

"Cut the bullshit. What you think I should do wit her?"

"Kill her. Kill the bitch."

"Ya hoid him Sweets. He wants ya dead. It's a good thing I'm da king, and he don't make da decisions. I'm da one dat gives ordahs, not de other way 'round."

I didn't know whether to be relieved or disturbed by the revelation that Zan was not going to kill me.

"I got somethin' much betta fer ya Sweets. Somethin' much betta."

Fuck. I wish he had listened to Rath and just killed me. Whatever he planned to do would be much worse than death. Zan would show no mercy.

"Gonna let rath finish what he stahted? get on wid it."

"Hahdly. From now on no one touches ya but me. No one looks at you, talks ta you, or even fantasizes about fuckin you. Yer mine. Ya belong tuh me now."

He beat me till I lay in a heap on the now-bloodied pavement. I looked up at him with disgust and defiance. He smirked evilly at that. He leaned down to kiss me full on the lips. In retaliation I spit a mixture of blood and saliva on his face. He just kept on smiling as he wiped away my venomous residue.

Without warning he grabbed the back of my neck in a choke hold, and I felt the loss of breath. He eased his fingers, but the suffocating squeeze had only been replaced with excruciating burning. He was burning me, and I was in agony. I sensed more than felt the moment his hand left my throat. When the horrible burning stopped, I felt nothingness. My whole body was numb. Nothing could penetrate the confused foggy haze of my brain. The calm-after-the-storm was broken when Zan kneeled beside me and whispered in my ear You're mine. Always mine. Forever.

Only then did I fell the nausea in my throat and taste the foul blood and bile on my tongue. As I retched violently Zan simply turned his back on me, no longer concerned with an escape attempt. I found that strange, not understanding his words of warning. My neck began to pulse. The sore burns on my neck making me feel dizzy along with the blood loss. I shakily raised a hand to the back of my neck to feel my damaged skin and...

*End Flashback*

As I looked into the mirror with my hand hovering over the mark, I reached out the fingers of my other hand to feel the glass image of the ugly scar. Before my hand could come in contact with the smooth surface my vision became blurry. No, I was crying. Fuck! I hate crying. God, it's so girly. Sometimes, at night in the sewers, I would concentrate on holding in my tears. Zan always said crying was a weakness, and I wasn't allowed to be weak. Emotions were weak. I wasn't allowed to have those either. Zan might have taken my free will and dignity when he branded me with this mark, but I still feel. I feel things.
I feel things. I feel things. I feel things.

#BREAK#

[End Chapter]

[Also, go back and read chapter 5. Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

hi

Posted: Mon Oct 18, 2004 5:36 pm
by beeeyaaatch
Ch. 18?

Michael's POV

#CRASH#

"What the fuck was that?"

Shit! It came from the bathroom. Liz! I ran to the bathroom, making it there before everyone else. I didn't waste time on knocking. Instead I used my powers to bang the door open. My eyes focus on Liz, seemingly in one piece.

"What the fuck happened?"

"I got pissed at da mirror. Don't worry, I'll fix it."

Only after she mentioned the mirror did I see the broken glass hanging from the frame in jagged pieces. Liz waved her hand over the surface, and it was as good as new. But her hand wasn't. It was pretty obvious how the mirror broke and what happened to her hand were one in the same. I wanted to ask her if she was ok, but she obviously wasn't. I grabbed her hand and started cleaning out the cuts on her knucles. She didn't even flinch when the cold water hit her wounds. But then, I didn't expect her to. Her and me, we've both had experience with licking our wounds. This kind of pain we can handle. As if sensing my thoughts Liz looked up from the ground, and met my stare. After what Maria said, I knew why I had felt a connection to Liz when I first saw her. She was like me. Not like Max, or Isabel, or even Tess. Liz was like me. She was alone, scared, and hurting like me. Whatever else we find out, whatever consequences these last few days will have, I can't regret having her here.

"ehem"

At the sound of Alex's throat being cleared, Liz and I broke out of our daze.

"I guess y'all got some questions. Let's hear 'em."

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Ch.19

Liz's POV

I was uncomfortable as hell. All these people now knew the sordid tale of my life. None of them would ever look at me the same again. Maria and Alex still looked the same. But Jim looked flustered, Kyle couldn't look me in the eye, Isabel sat calmly looking unfazed, Max looked confused (or maybe constipated, I couldn't tell which), Tess had a look of disbelief, and Michael... I couldn't look at Michael's face, but if I had to guess I'd say disgust.

"So, why are you here?" Max was the first to speak.

"Ahh, da million dolla question. I was lookin' fer you."

"Why?"

"Zan and the others want the granolith."

"What's that?" Max asked, trying to play dumb.

"Zan knows ya got it, and he wants it. There ain't know use playin' dumb, Dumbo." Damn! That felt so ridiculously good. I been wantin' tuh tease Zan about his ears forever.

"Yes we know where it is, but we're not telling you."

At that I coughed a bit. What? It was funny, and ironic, that he said that.

"Actually Maxwell, I kind of took her to the pod chamber last night. She found the Granolith."

It was so funny watching Max's eyes bug out of his head like that. I thought his head was gonna explode.

"You what!?!" Max asked astoundedly.

"Listen Max, I agree Michael should not have brought her to the pod chamber without consulting us first. But Max, he already did it. We want information from Liz, and this is our best chance to find out about ourselves and where we came from. You can yell at Michael later, I'll even help." Isabel said.

"Ok."

"Now, please continue."

Well that was easy. Thanx Isabel.

"Yeah sure."

"If Zan wants the granolith so badly, why not come himself?"

"Not that we're not glad it's you." Michael added quickly.

"He had shit ta do. So he sent me instead. Actually, he just lazy. He didn' wanna search da world fer youse."

"You mean they don't know where we are? Then how did you find us?"

"I looked. Aliens hidin' out in Roswell? It's da first place I looked."

"You don't actually believe any of this shit do you? She's obviously full of shit." Tess snarled. That litlle bitch. I have had just about enough of her.

"Shut up Tess!" I warned.

"Please, she made up some little sob story to get us to feel sorry for her, and you all bought into it."

"Alright Tess. You don't believe me? Want proof?"

"Yes. Is that so unreasonable?"

"I'll give you proof. And I'll give ya something you've wanted all day."

"And what's that?"

"An all access pass to mind."

"What, I"

I didn't give her time to answer as I put my hand on her forhead and forcing a connection. I heard a scream come from her mind but not quite reaching her lips as she feels the first of an onslaught of my memories invading her senses and conciousness.

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hi

Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2004 12:25 am
by beeeyaaatch
Ch. 20

Liz's POV

I felt her pain. It was acute. And I knew I was the cause. But I felt no remorse. i felt no guilt as I continued to feed her my memories. I made her relive every terrible moment with them, and see it with my eyes. Feel the pain as if it had happened to her. A sob story? She thought what I told Maria and Alex was depressing, she had no idea what was to come. I gave her my proof. When I felt she had seen enough, I released her.

"Tess are you ok? What happened?" Max asked sympathetically.

"I,I...I"

"Spit it out Tess, what did you see?" Isabel asked irratibly.

"Her life."

"Well, was it legit? Did ya have fun, now ya got yer proof."

"I didn't want it to be that way. I didn't want to believe..."

"But you believe now? That she's telling the truth?"

"Yeah. It's true."

"You're sure she wasn't messing with your head?"

"I'd know Max, believe me I'd know. Liz just gave me a peek inside her head."

"So, what was your plan? Trick us into showing you the Granolith?"

"Why would I do that. There ain't no trickery involved."

"Then you'd run off to Zan, and tell him everything you know?"

"I wouldn' do dat."

"Then why were you off in such a hurry if not to report back to Zan?"

"I ain't nevah goin' back theah. Besides. If I wanted tuh tell Zan, all I have tuh do is think it."

"Huh?"

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Ch. 21

Liz's POV

I let out a yawn.

"I don't understand. How do you have powers?"

"Tha's a good question Alex. I wondahed that mahself. I figger Zan did somethin' tuh me."

"What did he do?" Michael asked with concern.

"I don' fuckin' know. Maybe it's got somethin' tuh do with alien mating rituals or some shit?"

"You mean sex?"

"If tha's what you kids are callin' it these days..."

"Can we get back on topic please. You mean you can communicate with Zan telepathically?"

"Yeah I guess so."

"So he already knows then?"

"Nah, I can block him out most a da time. But sometimes he can break through. I won't let dat happen tho."

"How can you stop it if he has that much power?" Isabel asked hesitantly.

"Tha's why I'm leavin'. He can only mind rape me thru direct physical contact. If he can't find me, then he's powahless. I gots tuh disappear."

"If he doesn't know where we are, then he can't find you. We'll protect you. In Roswell." Michael suggested.

"Thanx Michael. But I gotta keep movin'. The longer I stay in one place, the easier it gets tuh track me."

"Track you? I take it you've done this before?"

"The first time I ran away I was gone fer about three weeks, and then they found me. The second time, I was gone almost two months."

"How did they catch you?"

"I wasn' careful enough. I didn't stay hidden. Anyways, dey found me, and dey made sure I'd never disobey dem again."

"What do you mean?"

I decided they might as well know the whole truth. They deserve to know the whole story, and all the risks involved. Slowly I pushe my hair off my shoulder to reveal...