*Liz*DaisyMae24 wrote:*Isabel*
I push my way back into the dining area after cleaning up a mess in back and notice Liz standing by the counter looking kinda glum. I release a small tired sigh and walk over to join her. "Liz. You okay?" I ask softly.
I stood there behind the counter, feeling a little sad. I know Max saw Jose asking me out and I know pretty upsetting to see. But can't he see the reason were not together is because I didn't want him to be screw up in this alien bullshit. I did it for him; he may not see it that way. But deep in my heart knows I did the right thing. I know I did, didn't I?
Let's think the facts, just in three days I screw up his life. 1. I told him about my freakiness. 2. Michael wanted to meet with him. 3. I lost my memory and completely forgetting about him and our love. 4. I was too screwed up to be with him. Come on I did drugs, I tried killing myself numerous times that I didn't think Max deserves have a girlfriend like myself.
“Liz. Are you okay?” I looked up hearing Isabel voice. She had this worried look in her voice. But not sure if ready to open people yet. I had to give up the only person that truly saw me from the inside and out. And here I am alone because I screwed up his life.
“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just thinking that all” I said. I see the last customer that just left; I guess it is closing time. Good I’m so exhausted, beside; I have to return some of Max’s money. I don’t deserve his money and plus he needs it more. I just hope he not home when I give it to him, knowing Max and his stubbornness. He won’t accept the money back. He will actually argue about me crushing his prude but all I’ll be doing his doing him a favorite. He lives on his own and need to feet the monkey, whatever that means. He always says that. There no monkey, I been in his apartment many of times. I think it one of those jokes I never will understand.
