Rating-Adult
Disclaimer-I don't own Roswell or any of the characters so please don't sue me.The songs are "Afterglow" by INXS and "Far Away" by Nickelback,no infringement is intended.
Summary-Set after the prom
A/N-I want to thank my amazing beta,Trude aka Sternbetrachter,for her support and valuable inputs.Also,she wrote out a large chunk of the love scene since I hadn't attempted one before
I'm Home
12.00 a.m.
“Did you see Michael doing the jive with Maria?” laughed Isabel as she looked across at Alex who was driving “I never thought I’d live to see the day when Michael would start pulling Maria around the floor.”
“Yeah…who would have thought the giant alien had those moves in him. Just goes to show that love will make you do crazy things.” Alex replied taking his eyes off the road for a second to glance at Isabel
The Prom was over, Alex and Isabel were one of the last couples to leave, having spent the entire evening in each others arms on the dance floor. Unfortunately not every member of the Pod Squad had had such a fantastic evening. Kyle was bummed and Liz was heart broken, their respective dates Tess and Max had taken off together.
~Half an hour earlier~
“Do you want me to drop you home or do you want to come somewhere special with me?” Alex asked Isabel shyly as they walked towards his car
He hadn’t known quite what to expect from her after she had asked him to be her date but the kisses they had shared on the dance floor had raised his hopes.
In preparation for the night he had taken in to consideration every possibility, which were a) she’d want to go straight home; b) she’d want to go to the Crashdown and: c) she’d want to spend the night with him
“Somewhere special with you would be nice.” Alex thought he was hearing things. He was still on cloud nine, Isabel Evans, had been his date for Junior Prom, he’d been the envy of every jock in West Roswell High.
Unknown to him, a number of the girls had taken notice, really taken notice of Alex that night as well. They’d seen how gentle and loving he’d been with Isabel and secretly hoped that their hormonal boyfriends had an ounce of Alex’s qualities.
“Special it is then, my lady.”
12.05 a.m.
Alex pulled up at the Lakeview Inn and got out of the car and raced around to Isabel’s door, opening it for her and offering her his hand.
Isabel never ceased to be amazed by Alex’s manners, “What’re we doing here Alex? This place is a little on the expensive side.”
“Don’t you worry about that, I want you to enjoy yourself tonight.” Alex took her hand and walked in to the main building where the receptionist gave him a room key “Thank you ma’am.”
“I got us a room with a view of the lake, it’s supposed be extra beautiful on nights when the moon is out, like tonight.” He informed her calmly but on the inside he was trembling like a leaf
What if Isabel didn’t like this idea? What if she thought that he had brought her here just for a good old romp in the hay? What if she thought he was the cheesiest guy she’d ever been out with?
Turning the key in the lock he opened the door and waited for her to enter first. Isabel’s heart was pounding. She’d already had an incredible night and she hadn’t thought it could get any better but trust Alex to think of something special.
Taking in her surroundings she felt her eyes fill with tears. The room had candles lit every corner, sheer white curtains billowed slightly in the cool gentle breeze coming from across the lake through the French doors which had been left open.
“You think of everything Alex.” She said turning around to face him “Thank you.”
Slowly she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her lips to his for a kiss, lightly brushing her lips across his. She’d only intended it to be a brief peck on the lips but couldn’t resist deepening it. Pulling his bottom lip between her own, she sucked on it, at the same time running her fingers though his hair.
Alex was drowning in the kiss, he knew that Isabel was a passionate young woman but he’d never quite seen her like this before, even when they had briefly dated the year before. He rested his hands on her waist, all the while pulling her closer inch by inch as she wrecked havoc on his senses.
Finally she pulled away to get some much needed air, both of them panting slightly and both blushing.
“You have to see the view from the balcony” Alex said quickly to push aside the momentary awkwardness that they both were suddenly experiencing
Pulling her across the room they stepped on to the balcony and were greeted with a view of the lake bathed in silver moonlight.
They could hear the soothing sound of the waves as they washed up on the shore.
In that very instant Isabel Evans knew that she wanted Alex. Not just that night but for forever more. She looked at him, leaning on the railing with an expression, she couldn’t quite read, gracing his features and placed her right hand over his left one, “Alex, I” she didn’t know how to put her thoughts in to words without sounding stupid
So she did the next best thing…she kissed him, passionately, opening her mind up so that he could see her.
~Flash~
Alex playing hide-and-seek with Liz and Maria in elementary school.
He hadn’t a clue that she had noticed him back then and that flash surprised him.
~Flash~
First day of junior high, a ninth grader purposely ran past Isabel making her drop her books, Alex immediately dropped to his knees to pick them up, handing them to her with a smile.
Isabel smiled against his lips, happy and free that she was finally letting him see how she’d seen him all along.
~Flash~
The Crash Festival, a year ago before Alex had been let in on their secret. He walked past Isabel and said “Nice cones.” After he’d walked away she hadn’t been able to wipe the stupid but happy grin off her face
At that point Alex pulled away, “You know something, if at that point I had known of your…other worldly status, I would have refrained from saying that.” He said with a twinkle in his eyes but in a tone of mock seriousness
“Why’s that?” she asked with a grin
“Because, I would have though that you’d blast me with an alien death ray.”
“Oh shut up, smart Alec.” She replied before nuzzling his neck, he was scarcely able to hold back a moan
Slowly, she took hold of both his hands with hers and pulled him towards the bed, kicking off her high heels in the process.
“Isabel?” Alex was a little confused, he wasn’t quite sure what Isabel wanted and he didn’t want to assume anything
Her heart melted with the look on his face, taking his face between her palms she placed gentles kisses on his cheeks and lips before telling him what she wanted looking him straight in the eyes “Make love to me Alex.”
Alex was suddenly nervous and scared. What if he was horrid at making love? What if he hurt her? What if she hated the sight of his naked body?
He’d die if she left him again!
Sensing his confusion from the range of emotions displaying themselves across his face Isabel reassured him softly “If it makes you feel any better, I am just as scared and nervous. I’ve never done this before either. So we’re in the same boat.”
With that the last of his inhibitions faded away but he had to ask one last time “Are you sure?”
Her smile and look of utter trust and love was all he needed and he kissed her. His hands moved to the back of her dress, pulling the zipper down slowly, till it was undone. Her dress pooled around her feet, leaving her in her lacy undergarments.
Isabel pulled away for him to take off his coat, then his tie and finally began unbuttoning his shirt with trembling hands. Both of them were breathing rapidly. Alex was drinking in the sight before him, she was all and more than he had ever imagined.
Here I am, lost in the light of the moon that comes through my window
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you and the roses
At last she shoved the shirt off his shoulders, and pulled him down on to the bed along with her. Hands roamed in exploration, slow at first but becoming more urgent as they grew in confidence. Quickly they discarded the remaining pieces of fabric. They touched, running their hands up and down each other’s bodies, delighting in the feel of skin against skin.
Alex started kissing down her throat and neck while Isabel's hands roamed over his back, trying to be everywhere at once. Gradually, Isabel's hands stopped their journey of discovery when Alex reached the area of her breasts, where he began to nibble, suck and gently bite. Panting, Isabel held Alex's head in place, afraid that he'd stop his ministrations if she let go for one second.
Enjoying the sounds Isabel was making, Alex smiled against her skin, satisfied that he obviously managed to do things right. When Isabel started to grind herself against him, he almost groaned himself. He put his weight on his right arm and let his other hand run down the length of Isabel's body, wanting to touch her everywhere and if it added to her pleasure, all the better.
Enjoying herself immensely, Isabel decided that it wasn't fair that she was the only one on the receiving end. Somehow, she managed to get one hand between their bodies and sensuously ran it down Alex's chest and abs before she reached her desired destination. Isabel smirked viciously when she felt Alex's whole body tense and he let out a deep groan. Slowly, she began to caress 'Alex junior’ eliciting a moan from Alex.
Isabel let out a gasp of surprise when Alex suddenly got bolder and his hand, which had previously stroked along her body found its way between her legs, bringing her pleasure to new heights. Not being able to take anymore, Isabel pushed Alex's head away from her body, immediately missing his caresses.
Alex looked at her confused, his hand stopping in mid-motion; wondering if he'd done something wrong or if had gone too far.
"Please Alex, I can't wait anymore.” She whispered in a husky voice, which sent shivers down Alex's spine. He was mindful that he was going to hurt her but she encouraged him with a whisper “I want, need and love you Alex…just be careful." Isabel whispered shyly, feeling stupid for the sudden rush of fear even though she knew that she didn't have to be afraid with Alex.
Being as gentle as he could he filled her. Surrendering their virginity to each other both groaning with the sensations coursing through their bodies, which soon took over their senses and they rode out the wave of bliss together.
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow
Alex awoke later that night and looked down at Isabel asleep in his arms. He knew that she was the only one he would ever love, his fate had been sealed, especially after what they had just shared.
~Four Weeks later~
“They’re leaving.” Liz mumbled as she wiped the counter
“Excuse me…who’s leaving?” Alex asked confused
It was after closing time and Alex had come to talk to Liz, to spend some quality time with his best friend. To say that she looked pale and sad was an understatement.
“Max just told me. They’ve found a way home and they’re taking it. Max and Tess’ baby can’t survive in Earth’s atmosphere. They’re leaving tomorrow morning.”
Without waiting to hear another word, Alex took off at a dead run, a million thought swirling through his head.
How could she be leaving? She hadn’t said a word to him.
He stopped when he reached the Evans’ and knocked on Isabel’s window. She let him in without a question, “You’re leaving?” he asked with a hurt look in his eyes
Isabel had herself only found out a few hours ago after she’d said goodnight to Alex and was in the process of digesting the news herself.
“Alex…I…Max told me a few hours ago.” She tried explaining
“A few hours ago…why didn’t you tell me yourself? Instead I had to hear it from Liz. I deserved better Isabel.” He in a quiet but angry tone
She cringed at his tone, unhappy that once again their alien problems were hurting him.
“I’m sorry Alex…I’m so sorry. This isn’t what I wanted.” She sat down on her bed crying
Instantly he regretted his words and was at her side holding her to him “Shhh…I’m sorry babe, I never meant to be harsh but the thought of losing you is almost too much to bear.”
“Max needs me…as much as I don’t want to go he’s going to need me.” She tried explaining in spite of the lump forming in her throat “But I swear, if there is any way I can come back I will.”
Here I am, lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?
In between the longing to hold you again
I'm caught in your shadow, I'm losing control
My mind drifts away, we only have today
Alex kissed her then, not knowing how much longer he could hold back his own tears if she kept talking.
“Stay with me tonight.” She whispered against his lips and he didn’t need to be asked twice
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way
I will sacrifice 'til the blinding day when I see your eyes
Now I'm living in your afterglow
By the time he awoke in the morning he found her bed empty, with a sealed letter on her pillow next to him. Stepping out of her window quietly, in order to avoid being caught by her parents, he tread lightly across the backyard and made his way to the street. Briefly he thought of going to the Crashdown but the thought of seeing Kyle, Maria and Liz’s sad faces made him change his mind.
Getting in to his room from his bedroom window he ripped open the enveloped. There was a picture of Isabel, that Max had taken the day after the prom in their garden. Along with it was a note-
"I said I’d come back but if you can’t wait then I’ll understand. I’ll love you forever. Yours, Isabel."
The picture was framed and stood on his study table and the note tucked away in a safe place.
~One Year Later~
Alex Whitman walked down the street, on his way home from school. Vicky Delaney had just asked him out on a date and much to his surprise he’d said yes. A part of him felt guilty but another part knew that he had to at least make a pretence of living. Vicky was fun to be with and it was only a movie. Still…she hadn’t left his mind. He carried her with him everywhere.
When the faith has gone as I let you go, as I let you go
Touch me and I will follow in your afterglow
Heal me from all this sorrow
As I let you go I will find my way, I will sacrifice
Now I'm living in your afterglow
Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses
It's you who is closest
Arriving home he noticed a note in his mother’s neat script informing him that his father and she would be back only later that night. Sighing he dragged his feet to the kitchen to make himself a sandwich.
Suddenly he heard a bump from upstairs and instantly he was on alert. Moving swiftly to the hall closet he took out a baseball bat and slowly mounted the stairs on tiptoes.
It was probably nothing but his imagination, but just in case…popping his head in to his parents room he was satisfied that it was empty, that left just his room.
Kicking the door open he charged in, bat raised and stopped in surprise…there sitting on his bed, looking very tired but more beautiful was Isabel Evans herself.
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
A minute passed and he still hadn’t moved, Isabel was beginning to get worried.
May be he wasn’t happy to see her. What if he had moved on? Her making a sudden appearance would only complicate things for him.
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
But she reminded herself not to think like that. She fought not only Max but also Michael as well to be here. They’d wanted her to stay on Antar until they were also ready to return to Earth, not wanting her to make the journey alone but she'd been adamant and stuck to her guns. She couldn’t be in a place where her heart didn’t belong.
“Alex…Alex say something please?” she pleaded and walked towards him
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
In a flash he closed the distance between them and lifted her in his arms “I can hardly believe it’s you.” He said before kissing her
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
The whole years pent up emotions came flooding through in that kiss-need, desire, lust and love- nearly overwhelming them both.
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
"Did the others come back with you?" Alex asked after breaking the kiss so that they both could take in some much required air
“No,I came by myself. I said I’d come back. Nothing could keep me away.” Isabel replied, cupping his face with her hands and smiling up at him
Alex's heart soared,and it felt like it would burst with happiness. She had undertaken the long journey alone just to be with him, “I know…I love you Isabel.”
He enveloped her in his arms, silently making a promise to himself, never to let her go again.
The End