Author: Kitten
Rating: Teen
Summary: Ooww... Really don't want to give everything away... Just read it, it's just a one parter.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. All the rights belong to Jason Katims and all of the wonderful people of WB and UPN.
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Story of my life,
searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul, 'cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
"I won't be long babe... I'm meeting up with some friends", I say.
He looks at me with those big emotional amber eyes... He knows. And I know he does, but yet I can't seem to get myself to stop.
"I'll wait up", he says, while caressing my wedding ring. It's like he wants to remind me of what we have. Of what we had.
He's more than a man, and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in,
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
But then, there's HIM. He just seems to know, to feel what I need and what I want. He's like an addiction, a drug I can't keep my hands off. And as soon as his lips find mine... I forget all about the guilt towards my husband and the love we share.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
But then I need to go back... To my life, out of my fantasy, to reality...
I know that he knows I'm unfaithfull... And I know that it's killing him. But why can't I stop?
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be,
a murderer
I do love him you know... My husband. I love him. But He, he's so... I don't know... Different. Adventurous. Passionate. Not so careful. Not treating me like I'm about to break anytime soon. And I need that now.
I feel it in the air, as I'm doin' my hair,
preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
He knows…
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know, where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
This is killing me. This is killing him. How can I be so selfish?
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I remember how it started. I had a fight with my husband because he was working late… Again. Working late so we could afford the house I so desperately wanted to live in, the house where we started the rest of our lives together. And I needed to get away…
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
a murderer,
And I invited HIM into our house, our bed. How could I do this?!
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with, I don't want to do this
anymore --whoa-oooh-- anymore
I have to put an end to this.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
a murderer -- ooh
I walk up to him, my husband.
“It’s over. I’m sorry”
“I love you Liz”, he says.
“I love you too Max.”
A murderer
No, No, No, Yeah, Yeah.
Song: Unfaithful by Rihanna
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It's only my second fic, so please let me know how I can improve my stories... Thank you.