Full Moon Fever (AU, M/L, M/M, Mature) A/N 12/8/06[WIP]

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Full Moon Fever (AU, M/L, M/M, Mature) A/N 12/8/06[WIP]

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Title: Full Moon Fever
Author: PunkRock_Dreamer/Dee
Disclaimer: I don't own Roswell, or Varek from Skinwalkers who helped inspire this idea. Really bummed about that latter one.
Pairings: AU. Max/Liz are definitely the main focus, but I intend on having plenty of Michael/Maria and a little from other conventional couples.
Rating: Mature. May go higher, but that just depends on where the characters want to go.
Summary: Liz Parker is about to find out what really lies just beneath the surface of her bad boy crush.
Author's Note: Okay. This is my first real attempt at Roswell fanfiction, so please be gentle. Constructive criticism is always welcome, though. Anyway, this came from three things - my love for werewolves, Jason Behr playing a hot werewolf, and my love for Roswell. Also, I have no clue how often I'll be able to update. My grandpa is really sick, so life is hectic right now. But hopefully I'll be able to keep updates coming fairly regularly. :)

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Prologue


When Agnes and Maria both called in sick with severe colds, I just knew it wouldn't be my day. And you know what? It wasn't. First, there were the three and a half long hours of waitressing by myself. Then there came the four even longer hours of working with only Courtney to help me, and she wasn't much help. She - as usual - tried to make it as hard for me as possible.

It's not my fault I get bigger tips. Maybe if she actually tried to be polite to the customers...Only reason Dad keeps her around is, well, because of emergencies like this. We kind of need her.

And then, in that last half hour, we get my dad's favorite customers. The sarcasm is suffocating me. In strolled the four people that love the Crashdown cafe solely because my dad hates them and hates having to let them be served here. And he especially hates when I'm the one serving them.

I've gotten the same talk twenty times - do not let them touch me or talk rudely, lewdly, or crudely to me. And if they ever look at me, talk to me, touch me, anything to me in the wrong way, I am to tell him immediately. I've got the talk memorized.

Where was I? Oh, right. My wonderful day. So these four stride into the cafe, and when I look over at them, the smile that their leader gives me - the one he always gives me - sends a shiver up my spine as usual. And then it leaves a cold feeling in the pit of my stomach. That isn't usual. But something tells me at that moment, today's different. That smile is, dissimilar. That's the word that comes to mind. His smile seemed dissimilar.

Boy was I right.


***

Skillfully heading over to the table where the biker gang was sitting before her father could lead her to the back to give her another talk, Liz braced herself. There was something nagging at her. The way Max had smiled at her, the feelings it gave her - old and new - and the way Tess had narrowed her eyes moments afterwards. As dutiful a waitress as ever, she pulled out her pad and pencil and prepared to take down the gang's orders.

The moment she was over there, Max flashed his smile at her again. The one that made her shiver, and told her he saw through everything. As if he were mentally undressing her even while he looked straight into her soul. The one that made her underwear just the tiniest bit damp.

Liz again found herself mentally mocking her stupidity for thinking she'd never fall for the bad boy like so many other girls did. Oh, how naive she'd been, thinking she could resist the bad boys and their smiles. Well, she'd done a good job all through high school. And then the biker gang had shown up, about two months before graduation. She'd finally been undone.

Max Evans was the leader of a biker gang that always caused trouble, yet somehow always got away with it. Her father and her ex-boyfriend's father, Sheriff Valenti, hated them. Her mother and Amy Deluca, her best friend's mother, were scared and suspicious in different ways. Maria liked to talk about them, complain about them, bicker with them, and ultimately feared them too. Liz just wanted to jump their leader.

"So, what'll you be having today?"

"The usual."

Liz blinked, shook her head when all four answered at once, and jotted their "usuals" down. Since they'd been coming for lunch and sometimes breakfast and supper almost every day for nearly a year, always getting the same thing, she knew exactly what their usuals were.

Even Tess'.

Though sometimes Liz would play dumb just to annoy the cliché blonde that liked to throw herself all over Max only for him to glare - and growl, Liz swore that one time she heard him literally growl - at Tess until she backed down with her head bowed. Liz sometimes imagined Tess had a tail, and that it was tucked safely between her legs.

"Oh, and, I'd be really interested in getting dessert this time around."

The smooth, low tone that could make her legs turn to jell-o did not need to be the one he used when saying that, but when Liz looked up briefly - a mistake on her part - she realized it was intentional. He knew the effect he had on her, and he was toying with her. The grin that curved his delicious looking lips matched the tone perfectly. And the look in his eyes was feral. His eyes were an unnerving mixture of green and amber, and reminded her of a wolf's.

Funny, he was looking at her like a wolf looked at prey, too. Feral and primal and with that predatory gleam that said, "I'm gonna get you."

Maybe Liz was reading too many cheap romance novels and watching too many horror movies.

"Um, what kind of dessert would you like?"

"Well, it doesn't list waitresses on the menu."

Did he just say that out loud?

"Yes, I do believe I did."

Did she just say that out loud?

"I'm pretty sure you did."

Okay. This was really not something she was prepared to handle. "If you want one of the desserts we actually serve here, please say so. If not, I'll be on my way." There, she'd finally answered the right way. Now if only she'd sounded like she could actually be serious, and not just reciting one of the many lines her father had made her and Maria memorize.

Max's eyes seemed to almost glow briefly, but he grinned wider. "I'll have the Hot Fudge Blast Off," he finally told her. And he somehow made it sound completely wrong without making it sound porno.

Liz had to give him props for being able to say cheesy things and making them so sexy she could melt right there.

"If you're going to keep staring at each other like you're getting visions of doing the nasty, please get a room. If not, Miss Parker, could you please go place our orders?"

Now that snapped Liz out of her trance. She blushed a bright red but nodded to Michael, the other male in the gang. She noticed Tess was glaring at her, but that just made her feel more than a little satisfied and special. With Michael's glower, though, she felt embarrassed. Liz noted the look Max was giving him though, and felt a little better as she turned and walked towards the kitchen.

This last half hour of her shift was going to be the longest yet.

***

"Why do you insist on flirting with that human girl?"

Max rolled his eyes for what had to be the hundredth time in the past hour. "Shut up, Tess."

"But-"

"I said shut. up." Max glanced at her, the golden-furred female who'd sat beside him before either of the others could. His tone was firm and barely human. There would be no argument today. He was top dog, he didn't have to take her shit. "I'll flirt with who I want to. And it's too much fun not to flirt with her."

His sister was the one who responded - Tess wisely had her head bowed again, and kept it down this time. "And nobody else is fun to flirt with?"

Max smirked. "Nope."

"I think it's sickening."

"You would, Michael," Isabel and Max both stated in response.

Isabel continued though. "Now we don't complain when you verbally make violent, passionate love to a Miss Deluca, so refrain from complaining about my brother's flirting habits. Nobody likes a hypocrite." The smirk on Isabel's face made Michael's glare even more priceless.

"We do not 'verbally make violent, passionate love', okay? We bicker because we annoy the hell out of each other. She thinks I'm pigheaded, and I can't stand how loud and stubborn she is. That's hardly a recipe for verbal sex."

"Uh-huh. So when you're panting and shouting at each other until you're breathless and you can barely keep your eyes from glowing, that's not verbal sex, it's just a heated debate. Right."

"Shut up, Isabel."

"Males."

***

I know what you're thinking. Okay, maybe I don't. But you're probably thinking, "What's so wrong? You've got a hot, badass biker flirting with you and ignoring the big-breasted, blonde chick sitting next to him." And you'd be absolutely correct. I loved it. But bad boys are bad news...always. At least, that's what I thought, and Maria said, and my dad obviously believed.

The thing was, I had no clue how to react. The guy looks like he's somewhere between mid twenties and early thirties and I'm barely out of high school. I've always been a nerd, and even though Kyle was popular but still dated about me and cared about me, it's because he's not a typical jock. He's a real sweetheart - just not for me.

Maybe it's because I'm a closet bad boy lover.

So I was inwardly melting, my panties were damp, and I was exhausted, on my own practically, and then Courtney was glaring at me for being the one to serve them. How would you react to a badass, drop dead gorgeous biker guy flirted overtly with you when you were already over stressed and easily got hot and bothered by him?

That's right. You'd be all hot and bothered and unable to think clearly, too.

Of course, that was the highlight of my day. But it quickly switched into the low, low, lowlight of my day. My day was about to end with a very big bang.


***

Liz was heading back over to the table where Max and his gang were sitting. Their orders were ready, including Max's dessert, and she had only five minutes left in her shift. Her feet were a little lighter, and she was so giddy at the prospect of a few hours of freedom that she didn't feel nervous about being flirted with and glared at.

She was vaguely aware of arguing going on at one of Courtney's tables, but she ignored it. She was almost to Max's table when she heard a deafening sound. Like a bang, or an explosion. Not a firecracker, fireworks explosion or a big bomb-like one, but a small one, concentrated.

That was when she felt the searing pain in her lower abdomen. Everything got fuzzy then, and she faded in and out. A moment later, she was wondering why she was laying on the floor with food splattered all around her. Liz was confused. Why did she hurt so much near her side? Why did her dress feel wet? Why was there something trickling down her stomach?

Max was suddenly hovering over her, his eyes glowing with concern. Or were they just glowing? Liz couldn't tell, but Max was gently cradling her and putting pressure where it hurt. He was shouting something. She couldn't make out the words - maybe that bang really had caused her to go deaf.

"M-max?"

"Shh, Liz. You'll be alright. Just hold on, okay? You'll be alright." His words were soothing, even if she couldn't make them out. He continued to press on the pain and whisper to her. Max looked up, shouting again, and then he started to look really worried. His words became less soothing. Abruptly his mouth was against hers, and Liz felt a tiny prick, a sting, and then metallic liquid hit her tongue.

"...Max..."

"Shhh. Just an extra precaution," he whispered, and she almost could understand him. "Here's your dad." Then he was gone, letting her gently fall into her father's arms.

Liz's eyes fluttered, and she heard her dad crying out her name, putting pressure where Max had. She tried to focus, but her eyes closed. Blackness finally settled in.
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Full Moon Fever (AU, M/L, M/M, Mature) Chapter 1 10/8/06

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A/N: Okay, the next part. I really, really hate the doctor's dialogue in this. My Beta ok'ed it, so hopefully it'll do. Eh, I'm just nervous about this in general, it's been too long since I publically posted anything I wrote, lol.

Disclaimer: I don't own Bad Moon Rising, I think it belongs to CCR, or their record label, whichever one it is. I'm just borrowing a line from a verse.

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Chapter One: I See a Bad Moon Rising...


The sound of sirens was almost painfully loud in Max's ears. The roar of his motorcycle's engine did nothing to drown the high-pitched noises out. It wasn't until they had been out of the town and in the desert a good bit before Max's ears finally stopped ringing. It was like a damn doggie whistle was being blown whenever sirens went off around him.

Good thing those same heightened senses kept him from getting headaches.

"I cannot fucking believe you!"

Correction: his heightened senses kept him from getting headaches due to sirens. Michael Guerin on the other hand...

Max growled in irritation as he hopped off his bike. He'd led the pack out
to the desert near a set of caves where they stayed during full moon cycles. There'd be little chance of Sheriff Valenti coming all the way out here to look for them, at least for a while. By the time he did, they'd be back in the town and should have everything taken care of. Well, what they could take care of anyway.

"Michael, don't start with me," he told his Beta with barely restrained
anger. "You're the one who should be getting yelled at - you kept me from getting her out of harm's way!"

The two males were the first off the bikes, but the females weren't far
behind. Tess was coming over with an annoyed expression, while Isabel lagged behind, strangely upset. Both of them were completely ignored as the males glowered and got in each other's face.

"Yeah, because you were moving before the gun was even pulled! I didn't know she'd get shot, but I couldn't let you display inhuman abilities right there for her dad - the bastard that would love any excuse to get rid of us, in case you didn't remember - to see plain as day!" Michael snarled back, his few inches over Max not doing a thing to intimidate the darker male.

"Because of you, I was forced to turn her, Michael! How do you think her
dad's going to react to that?!"

"You didn't have to turn her! You had no way of knowing she'd die!"

"It was a fatal wound, Michael! If I hadn't have turned her, she might have died on the ride to the fucking hospital!"

Michael's jaw clenched. He knew Max was right, but that wasn't the issue.
"And you just couldn't stop yourself, could you? Damn it, Max, Courtney was there! She's going to tell him as soon as she can, and he'll do everything he can to get to her before you. And if he does, you'll regret not letting her die, and you know it."

Max's eyes flashed, and abruptly he had Michael on the ground. He gripped the Beta male's throat with clawed fingertips, digging them in slightly.

"Enough!"

Max was so focused on Michael, that he didn't even notice his sister coming over and prying him off, until she had sent him flying back several feet. Isabel glared at the both of them, her short, reddish hair messier than usual as she fought to control her own temper.

"Could the both of you just shut up! Calm down and get a grip. You're both out of line, so just. Shut. Up!" She took a deep breath, but when Michael started to open his mouth, she let out a warning growl. "Don't even try to pull rank, either of you. Right now you don't have any rank except that of five year old brats."

Max grunted, and then just sighed. "Fine." He brushed himself off as he rose to his feet. Glowing eyes narrowed when they glanced at Michael's, but immediately dimmed when his sister growled again. Normally Max would growl back, and he knew if he did right now, Isabel would back down.

She would have no choice.

He didn't want that at the moment though. He knew his sister was right.
After what had happened, he was too emotional to act like an Alpha. A
painful reminder that despite being much older than he looked, he was still too young and too immature to be leading the four of them.

But he also knew he was a better choice than Michael. He did love Michael, and normally, the younger male was a good Beta. He just wasn't meant to be a leader. And despite the way he acted sometimes, Michael didn't want to be, either.

"Max, I want to talk with you," Isabel stated softly, interrupting Max's
thoughts. She walked over to her brother with her head lowered slightly. She was done being the boss and was back to acknowledging Max as leader. Distancing herself due to the emotions. Back to acting like a normal pack member again, and Max hated it. Isabel said it made things easier for her though, so he never pressed the issue.

"Yeah. Let's go inside." Max glanced back at Michael who was being checked over by Tess, then sighed as he led Isabel to one of the caves. He'd have to apologize to Michael later. After kicking his Beta's ass until Michael apologized too. That was for later though.

Once they were inside the nearest cave, Isabel's shoulders slumped, eyes
closing wearily. She hadn't looked that upset for a long time, almost two
years. It was painfully obvious to both of them why her mellow attitude
she'd had at the cafe was gone completely.

"He's right, you know. About how you'll feel if, if she lands in the wrong
hands."

"Yeah. I know." Max paused, swallowing as he stared at the ground. "But I won't let him get to her first."

Isabel sighed and wiped her eyes. "Max, I nearly died when I lost Jesse. I
thought I could protect him too. I thought we would live happily ever after, and happily ever after would last for eternity like in a fairy tale." Isabel took a few steps closer, laying her hand on Max's shoulder. "There's a reason Michael denies his attraction for Maria, and it isn't just because he's as stubborn as she is."

"I know that!" Max pulled away, eyes flashing more out of the fear she was causing to grow and gnaw at his stomach than actual anger.

"Max, Tess might be blind, and Michael might ignore it, but I know you, and I know what you feel about her." Isabel approached again, and this time she met his eyes without bowing her head. "You feel the calling. You feel attraction. Out of all of us, Max, you are the most in tune with both
natures inside us. All that affection you openly display is real. You
wouldn't flirt casually, Max. You wouldn't flirt unless both of the gut instincts you have in there wanted the object of your attention." Isabel tapped Max's temple for emphasis.

There was a tense silence for a moment, and then Isabel continued before Max could speak up again. "Max, if he does get his claws on her," she paused, then just closed her mouth. They knew what she was about to say.

Max tensed briefly, but after a moment he hugged back and swallowed tightly. "So what, I'm supposed to be like Michael? Love Liz as much as our kind can love, but pretend it's nothing?" he questioned, but his tone sounded meek and lost.

Isabel closed her eyes in pain at her brother's tone. It hurt her that Max
was forced into this position. That he was forced to be Alpha, that they
were in such a dangerous position that finding a mate was turned into a bad thing. She pulled Max close and hugged him tight, offering an affectionate nuzzle.

"I can't make that decision for you, Max. But I am saying that if you do get to Liz before he does, don't just jump head first into something the moment you can."

Max nodded, still hugging his sister tightly. "I won't."

***

Liz was positive of only one thing. That she was dreaming. Male voices
floated in and out.

They were talking about her. She could have sworn one of them was her
father. The words confused her though, and didn't go with her surroundings. They didn't go with her actions. How could she be running through the woods and still hear her dad's voice and the voice of another, as if they were speaking above her?

"How is she?"

"Liz is an extremely lucky young woman, Mr. Parker. The surgery was a
success, and she should make a full recovery."

Surgery? Recovery? Lucky? What were they talking about? She was just fine - she was better than fine. As she ran through the woods, she felt more alive than ever before, her body pulsing with energy and humming with adrenaline. She felt...liberated.


"There are a few questions I need to ask you, Mr. Parker. Has your daughter had a history of fast healing, or are you aware of anything to cause slow blood flow?"

"Um, not that I can recall, but, what exactly is it you want to know?
I mean, is there something wrong with her blood?"

"No, no, I didn't mean to alarm you. It's just that while not impossible for
someone to survive as long as she did with that severe a wound, it's
extremely rare..."

Wound? What wound? The voices were confusing her more and more. She tried to ignore them and enjoy her run. Liz had never been a huge fan of running, but now she found herself questioning that distaste for something so exhilarating.

"Sheriff Valenti is waiting outside to talk with you, Mr. Parker."

"Yeah. Yeah, um, could you just tell him I'll be there in a minute? I want
to stay here until Liz's mother gets here. I don't want Liz to be alone."

Liz didn't understand what her father was talking about, but she was finding it easier and easier to ignore the strange conversation that didn't belong in her wilderness. As the voices faded, her mind drifted, and soon she forgot about them. She just ran.

Not from something, though, but for the sheer joy of it. She ran and laughed and rolled in the grass. Crouched down and drank from a stream, then splashed right through and ran through the trees again. She savored the feel of the cool, dew-dampened ground beneath her bare feet, and the crisp, fresh night air against her face.

Then she heard it.

"I don't want Liz to be alone."

But Liz wasn't alone.

Loud, long. A beautiful, melancholic song in a feral tongue that sent
shudders down her back. That was what she heard. The almost mournful quality of the cry was deceptive.

She didn’t know how she knew this. Liz didn't have the foggiest idea how she knew it was a howl warning of the hunt. She didn't question it either. The fun forgotten, Liz went from running for the joy of it to running from the fear of something. Her legs moved faster, and at a more frantic pace. The freedom and lighthearted mood of her excursion was gone completely.

Liz was being hunted.

The howling picked up again, growing louder and louder. She ran faster and faster, but it wouldn't stop growing louder in her ears. Closing in.

A shadow loomed over her, lunging towards her.

Liz opened her mouth to scream.


***

Courtney made sure she kept her talk with the sheriff brief, and quickly
made up an excuse to get out of there once she'd answered the questions he'd had to ask. He’d only beean trying to ask her pointless variations to see if she'd give any more info. She rolled her eyes at how predictable cops were. She reached her home from the Crashdown in record time, and the moment she was inside, locked the door and grabbed the phone.

Her finger pressed the redial button, and she waited two rings before
getting an answer.

"Hello, Courtney."

Courtney smirked snidely, even if the creep couldn't see it. "Hi, Danny Boy. I'm amazed, you're not fucking Nessy?"

"I do hope you have a good reason for calling." The tightness in his voice
was the only thing that kept Courtney from snapping at him again. Not much satisfaction, but she rarely ever got more than that out of him, and she wasn't going to waste time fishing for insults. Goading him usually gave him more gratification than it did her.

"Yes, actually, I do. Max turned the girl, Liz."

There was a pause on the other end, and Courtney could swear she heard him sneering over the phone line. "Excellent. Get back here before they can get to you." And without a goodbye, he hung up.

Rolling her eyes, Courtney hung up too. "Yeah, screw you, too."

***

"So, how much longer do you think they'll be?"

Michael shrugged and let out a grunt. He wasn't in a talkative mood anymore, which could have partly been due to the fact that his throat was still healing from the claw marks Max had left.

Tess sighed and sat down on her bike beside him. She idly kicked at the
dirt, and tried to hide the hurt in her eyes. It was plain to see, even for
Michael, that she was upset deeply by this. Up until the point of Max
turning Liz, Tess could pretend that she still had a chance at achieving
Alpha female status and more importantly, Max's affections.

Michael sighed. "You knew you didn't have a shot." He tried to say it in a
comforting tone. When he got a glare for his effort, he figured he'd failed.

"Gee, thanks, Michael." Tess’ shoulders sagged though, and she wiped her eyes almost absently as she stared out at the desert. "I know, I just, was it because he doesn't trust me? Does he still think I'm a spy?"

"If he still thought you were a spy, you'd be dead." That was definitely
true. Even if Max wouldn't kill her, Isabel or Michael would. After all
they'd been through, they wouldn't let a spy live amongst them for so long.

Tess nodded, but still looked crushed.

"Look, it's nothing against you. It's not that he doesn't trust you or that
he thinks you're just after the position." Michael scratched the back of his
head, trying to figure out the right thing to say. But, this was a little
personal and it was definitely unfamiliar territory for him. "Maybe you
should just, rethink things. Like, the fact that you haven't even considered
that Max might not be the one since the day you found us."

Tess glanced up, about to open her mouth, but then she looked over Michael. She stood as he turned, and both walked over to Max and Isabel as they headed back over.

"So, where do we go from here?"

"The hospital." Max's answer was final.

***

Liz whimpered softly as she curled up inside a small cave. She could hear
the howling, the loud echoes of feet hitting the ground. She flinched every
time a branch snapped, each one closer than the other.

It wouldn't give up. It wouldn't let her go. It wouldn't stop until the hunt
was over, and successful.

She wanted to bolt, but knew she had even less chance of surviving if she
did. She just had to lie there and remain silent. Play dead if it found her,
and pray that it'd be convinced and move on. She knew it didn't want dead prey; she didn't know how, but she knew. That was her only chance. She had no hope of outrunning it.

Another howl pierced the otherwise silent night. It was almost right next to her, and when it moved again, it was slow and approaching her cave.

Liz clenched her eyes and forced herself to relax. She lay there, as still
as she could manage, breathing tiny breaths only when she had to. Then she heard it. Liz could hear it breathing, could feel its presence. She
stiffened, but was refusing to move. Liz bit her lip and tried not to make a
sound, tried not to move at all.

Several minutes passed. Not another noise, save for the soft sound of their breathing. It was getting harder not to move, and her chest burned from her few short breaths.

She couldn't take it anymore. Liz swallowed and looked up to meet it's
glowing eyes. She swallowed loudly, her eyes wide and unable to look away.

Its eyes were amber and green and luminescent. They were strikingly familiar, and Liz found herself breathless by the way they looked at her. Its fur was pitch black, save for the silvery streaks of moonlight shining on it through the leaves. The wolf was barely more than two feet from her, but he stood completely still, watching her.

Liz remained still herself, just watching him watch her. She was shocked
when the wolf suddenly lied down, resting his head between his paws. She timidly moved into a sitting position, but the wolf remained still. She
noticed that it never once blinked or took its eyes off her.

"Good wolf."

His ears perked up slightly, and his head lifted.

"No, no, stay, please stay," Liz whispered, trying not to panic. She
remembered that animals could smell fear, and she did not want this wolf
smelling hers.

The wolf, however, wasn't listening now. He rose again, slowly trotting
towards her. He didn't move like a predator anymore, and Liz was frozen in place. The wolf walked right up to her, and sniffed her face. While Liz
stiffened, the wolf licked her cheek. Then it nipped her lower lip roughly,
and Liz let out a yelp. The wolf growled in response.

Liz gasped. Pain flared inside her body abruptly, and she swore she could
feel her very bones beginning to tremble. She clutched her stomach,
whimpering, but the wolf just watched her. She cried out, doubling over as her body began convulsing uncontrollably, and the wolf nuzzled her, as if encouraging her, or the pain. Liz looked down at her now bloody stomach, and then fur sprouted out from the wound and covered her body.

Liz screamed.
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Full Moon Fever (AU, M/L, M/M, Mature) Chapter 2 10/17/06

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Author's Note: I really, really didn't want to do this, but my beta hasn't gotten back to me in several days. Normally I would just wait, but my kitty is really, really sick. It's been a rocky road with him, and only a year. So right now, I am a nervous wreck, and have to do all I can to get my mind off it. So I'm going ahead and posting chapter two, un-beta'ed. Please forgive all the errors and if the police dialogue sucks. You'd think after watching so many law shows I'd have a good idea of cop dialogue. Sadly, I don't think I do. Same for the medical stuff. Once I get this beta'ed I'll make the necessary changes. Though if anyone is willing to beta, I'd be eternally grateful and willing to do anything in return. Because I'm pretty sure that this is a crap chapter.

(I'm expecting everything in my life to be crap right now. Forgive a nervous wreck pet mommy. :oops: )

Okay! Thank you, everyone. The feedback has brightened my days, and means the world to me. Seriously, I love you guys. I'm a feedback addict, so I really appreciate it. I'll respond to all of you later, I just do not have the brainpower to do so now.

Disclaimer: I don't own the title of this chapter, that belongs to Audioslave. The title is from The Curse, a lovely song, that I don't own the rights to. I just like listening to it and wanted to use a lyric for this chapter.

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Chapter Two: Help Me, I Don't Know What I'm Doing...


"So, that whole gang has been practically missing since the day you got, um, since that day. And the sheriff is going so crazy, he hovers around the Crashdown and Kyle is unwittingly being used as his scout here, because Kyle hasn't left the hospital except to go have occasional showers and sleep a couple of hours when the nurses finally kicked him out. But then I'm on my way up today, and guess who I run right into when rounding a corner? Yep, that's who. Michael 'I'm right, you're wrong, end of story' Guerin. Ugh! So we argue, of course, and then I come up here, and it finally hits me - why is he here?! Where are the others, why was it him, not Max, and how has he not been caught?"

Liz's eyes fluttered slightly. She tried to force herself to wake up fully, but she seemed stuck in that state of limbo, where you're partly asleep and partly awake, yet you can't move or speak. She really wanted to wake up...to tell Maria to shut up, because her head was pounding already.

No, pounding wasn't the correct term. Liz actually didn't know what the correct term would be, really. It was almost like she could hear loud sounds inside her head, as if a sound memory kept replaying over and over. Like a song getting stuck, except worse because it almost hurt.

Maria's endless chatter that didn't make much sense to Liz right now wasn't helping matters. Maria was wonderful, but sometimes Liz just wished her best friend understood the beauty of silence. Especially during rest.

"And then I figured, maybe Max was with Valenti already, but since he so obviously digs you in that creepy but kinda sexy way, he sent Butthead over to, you know, make sure you're okay. Only, well, I'd think he would send Isabel over then, because she's way better for that job than Michael." Maria sighed, and gave Liz a brief, flickering hope of quiet. "Maybe," she started up again, and Liz groaned.

Now that finally got Maria to shut up for a minute, and then a tentative, "Liz?"

"Uhh..."

"Oh my God, Liz!"

"Mmph..." Crap. Why was "Maria, inside voice," so hard to pronounce?

"Hold on, let me go get your mom and dad and the doctor and the nurses, okay, just, don't go back to silent, 'kay?!"

Liz could hear Maria running out of the room. She was disturbed when she heard Maria run to whatever room her parents were in, the conversations at the nurse desk, the people walking outside her room, and still could make out Maria's loud announcement of Liz's impending consciousness.

Slipping back into darkness was tempting right now...maybe then she wouldn't hear Maria and could get rid of this strange pounding.

The loud thuds of people rushing to her room made Liz grimace. Her mom, dad, Kyle, and Maria would practically running into the room, and then Maria shouted for a nurse, and Liz whimpered.

Couldn't everyone just shut up? She hurt, she couldn't move, and she felt the strangest soreness and tingling somewhere in her abdomen. The strange pounding in her head wouldn't go away, and sounded like an animal's cry. It was making her antsy, and she just wanted peace and quiet and to get out of the hospital and away from its wretched smells!

Liz tried to block all the smells and sounds out as they began to grow stronger and overwhelm her. She was so confused. Why was she in the hospital again? What were the dreams plaguing the edges of her mind, lingering with the almost drug-like grogginess? What on earth had Maria been talking about?

Maybe being in a coma or unconscious or whatever was wrong with her wasn't so bad. Least then she wasn't confused and being suffocated by smells she shouldn't be able to smell and sounds she shouldn't be able to hear at all, much less make out perfectly.

"Liz! Liz, are you still awake?!" Maria asked in a hissed whisper that was more like a shriek. Well, this at least proved how much of a friend Maria was, even if it was a painful way for her ears.

Weakly, Liz stirred and tried nod. "Mmaria?" Liz instantly regretted that when her friend practically squealed - but in a way that Liz knew Maria was trying not to squeal or be loud. "Sshh..."

Everyone seemed to laugh softly at that, and when Maria huffed slightly at being told to shut up by her best friend even when her best friend was still half unconscious. That broke the tension Liz could feel in the room though, and the nurses and a doctor were entering. The others backed off, but not too far.

Her dad and Maria stayed the closest, while her mother told Kyle to call his father and let him know. Liz didn't realize she'd been able to judge how close her father and Maria were by the strength of their scents.

"Elizabeth? Liz? Can you hear me?"

That voice was strange and foreign. Had to be a doctor. Which would explain why he'd used her whole name, which she hated. The only time anyone used her full name was when something bad had happened or there was trouble. It didn't make her feel any better about what was going on now.

"Mm...Da..dad?"

"I'm here, Lizzie, I'm here," was her father's immediate response. He was hovering as close as he could, reaching over to squeeze her hand before the nurses got in the way. "I'm still here, Lizzie, everything's going to be okay."

Liz whimpered, and she struggled to reach for her dad. She wanted her daddy. Maybe that reduced her to an eleven year old, but she wanted her daddy. She could feel a hand near hers the body heat strong, and she reached out. She heard a sound of surprise, felt something in the hand, and realized it wasn't her dad's.

"Liz, Elizabeth? You need to let go. Elizabeth, you need to let go!" The strain in the doctor's voice was confusing, but then Liz's eyes finally opened for her.

She abruptly realized why the doctor had sounded like he was having a hard time speaking. Her nails were digging into his skin and blood was trailing over her fingers and his hand. Her grip looked like it was denting him.

"I...I'm so-sorry..." Liz stuttered after a moment of staring at the damage in a daze. Her hand dropped to the bed. She winced and closed her eyes, the pounding worse at the scent and sight of blood. She felt nauseated and hungry at the same time, and guilty for freaking out so badly.

The doctor shook his hand, wincing. "It's all right, Miss Parker. You've been through a terrible trauma, and waking up here most likely confused you. It isn't uncommon for patients to react badly upon regaining consciousness," he explained. He was also stepping away and letting the two nurses see about her.

"Daddy?" Liz asked in a meek voice, feeling guilty and scared. Her eyes quickly went to her dad, and he was by her side in an instant. She immediately relaxed a great deal once he was there and stroking her hair reassuringly.

"It's okay, Lizzie, it'll be okay," he promised her. Her mother came over and nodded, repeating his words.

Something inside Liz told her they couldn't promise anything anymore.

***

Kyle rushed to the nearest payphone while fumbling in his pockets for enough change. Relief was flooding him, and he had to take several deep breaths and repeat several calming mantras over and over again in his head. Too bad Buddhism For Dummies didn't have a chapter on 'How to keep from breaking down with utter relief and gratitude that your first crush who you still care for wakes up from being unconscious due to a bullet in the gut'.

Because right now, that was what Kyle needed. He didn't need a call to his dad right now although he knew he had to. Apart from conducting the investigation, his dad was also a friend of the Parkers', and concerned about Liz's wellbeing.

Letting out a heavy sigh, Kyle dialed the station's number with shaky fingers. It wasn't the call that had him on edge so much as the relief. He and Liz were no longer an item, but he still really cared about her. He knew she'd always be a good friend to him - even if she hadn't been the best girlfriend. That was actually how Kyle knew - he knew Liz was never dating him because of his position on the football or basketball teams. He knew she wasn't out to be popular, and wasn't using him.

Unlike his current girl, but hey, he was a guy, and guys have guy needs.

Still, he did miss the days of when they were a 'casual' couple. Yes, it had kind of bugged him how her mind would wander so often, or how she'd babble on and on about science and never realize he was completely lost through the entire ramble. It was also kind of cute. However, he respected her decision, and they probably were better off as friends.

Thank Buddha she survived.

Kyle went through the routine of being put through to the sheriff's office by memory. He was fidgeting where he stood as he waited. When he finally heard his dad's voice though, he realized this call actually would do him some good.

"Hello, Sheriff Valenti."

"Hey, Dad. Look, um, Liz, she just woke up. Mrs. Parker thought, well, I mean we all thought, that you'd like to know immediately. So, um, yeah. She's awake." It was so good to say that.

On the other end there was a sigh, then, "That's great news, Son. Tell Jeff and Nancy I'll be there as soon as possible." There was a pause, and Kyle almost hung up, since that was usually how their conversations went. For some reason this time neither of them did. "I love you, Kyle."

"Yeah, um...I love you too. Dad."

Kyle hung up the phone and swallowed the lump in his throat. He was not going to get emotional in front of those hot nurses only five feet away from him. He had a reputation to uphold, an image to protect. When he got home later that night, then he could let his emotions out by crying like a baby.

"Kyle! What are you still doing here? Never mind, get away from the phone, okay? I gotta call my mom and Alex and let them know that Liz is awake, and I don't want to be gone from the room any longer than I have to be!"

Blinking a couple of times, Kyle just stared at Maria. "One day you must help me master the art of speaking for five minutes straight without breathing."

Maria narrowed her eyes at Kyle and pointed a threatening finger at him. "Look, Valenti, just because you're all that in school and have chicks hanging all over you, does not mean you have the right to insult me when my best friend in the world who almost died just woke up from what could have been a lifelong coma, and would have left me all alone with Agnes and Courtney at work and possibly around Michael Guerin!"

"You are such a drama queen, Deluca," Kyle responded sweetly, a grin on his face. Frankly, though, he was glad for it. Obviously it was her way of dealing with the huge incident that had just happened in their lives, and it helped him deal too. He handed her the phone. "By the way, Michael Guerin is standing about seven or eight feet away and is staring at your ass."

Kyle almost laughed as he walked off, hearing Maria whirl around with a shocked and alarmed gasp. He could almost imagine the glares she and that biker guy were giving each other.

Giving Michael the glare Kyle was almost imagining, Maria put the phone up and stalked over, her finger raising again and poking him with every word she spoke.

"Look. You need to get out of here. I know Max probably sent you here to make sure Liz survived or whatever, which she has, and she's awake, so now that you have your info, go away."

Michael just stared down at her blankly - which drove her mad. Then he smiled - which was arrogant and smug and sarcastic and drove Maria even more up the wall - and nodded. "Sure thing. Once Max himself shows up."

"And when is that?"

"Whenever he shows up."

"And when is he showing up?"

"Whenever he shows up."

"You, you...I...UGH!"

Maria stormed off and searched for another phone. There was no way in hell she was going to call her mother and her other best friend with that creep watching her. She had a feeling he would, no, that he was even now watching her every move. She just had that sensation on the back of her neck that most people would call paranoia. Maria, however, preferred the term 'being aware.' She was quite aware of her surroundings, most especially creepy guys who lived to annoy her.

As she kept on walking, she remembered what Kyle had said before leaving, and tried to subtly glance over her shoulder. Her eyes widened and then she glowered.

He was looking at her ass!

***

While Michael was occupying himself with the great view, the other three pack mates were occupied with their special 'guest'. Well, if someone they grabbed off the street, knocked out, brought back to a cave, tied up, and threatened them with the dreaded poison to their kind could be considered a guest.

Max and Isabel were the ones currently trying to get information out of Courtney, while Tess remained outside the cave to make sure nobody interrupted. Their chances that it had only recently been discovered that Courtney was missing - at least by anyone in Roswell - were good, but they had to take extra precaution. After all, they had no clue how far away her pack was, nor could they chance Sheriff Valenti stumbling onto something he shouldn't be aware of.

Courtney looked horrible. She was newly turned, her demeanor around them before the shooting gave that away. She was frustrated and trapped - hardly strong enough to fight them should she attempt to break free, and not old enough to change whenever she wanted to. There were a few cuts and bruises here and there - they'd looked much worse three days ago, when they'd grabbed her. Courtney had put up a nice struggle, but three against one had been too much for her.

Especially when those three were Max, Michael, and Isabel, who had no qualms causing her pain now.

It had been discussed since Courtney's first day at the Crashdown, and the four of them had caught her scent what they should do about her. None of them were crazy about letting a rogue werewolf who just happened to work where they always went for meals keep on working there. They knew that there was almost no chance that she was just a rogue, not a spy.

But the four of them were hesitant to get rid of her. They had to be careful not to get themselves into deep shit with Valenti for one thing, and they all could tell she had just recently been turned. It wasn't something they were jumping to do, kill a newly turned girl who might not even be a spy - no matter how slim those chances were. Then there were their own personal reasons that they never confessed to the others in the group.

Now however they didn't have any other options as they'd heard her side of a phone conversation, which proved that she was indeed a spy. It was much easier for them to take care of the threat she posed with anger and hatred fueling them and not just fear that could be considered paranoia.

"All right, Courtney. It's been three long days, and every one of us is tired. So do us all, especially yourself, a favor, and tell us what we want to know." Max crouched down holding a knife in front of the female as she glowered at the both of them. The discomfort the knife brought him was given away by the manner in which he held it; away from his body.

The scent of fear coming from Courtney made it clear she was far more uncomfortable having it held so close to her. Her chin rose slightly in defiance though. She was fighting hard to be loyal and not submit.

Max sighed. "This is for your own good, Courtney, because the longer you take, the more I get pissed, and I swear I will just jam this into your skull if you don't give me the information I want," he growled, eyes seeming to almost shift for a moment. He held the blade to her temple, letting her skin sizzle.

Courtney whimpered through clenched teeth. Her eyes were squeezed shut as she tried to ignore the searing pain the blade was causing her. She was tense and almost completely still except for the slight shaking and her deep breaths.

A loud snarl of annoyance came out of Max's mouth and he moved the blade away. He grabbed Courtney's throat. "Give me the fucking information, Courtney. You have ten seconds to start talking, and if it's bullshit, I'll kill you the moment I smell it!"

"You're bluffing! You always bluff!" Courtney spat back at him, her own eyes shifting. "You know what they call you? A pacifist Alpha. You're pathetic to them, and you're still-" Courtney's shouting turned into a scream as Max embedded the silver blade into her right shoulder. She yelped when he twisted it, and again when he yanked it out.

Eyes glowing with anger and the inner beast, all human quality to them lost, Max stood and kicked the ground with a loud growl. He closed his eyes and took deep breaths. Calm, he had to remain calm. He couldn't let his anger and fear get the better of him. He was Alpha, he had to prove he wasn't the pathetic leader they thought he was. Max tensed when Isabel touched his shoulder lightly, but after a moment welcomed to contact.

Isabel remained close to him until her brother had calmed, then stepped back to let him continue. Her eyes were dark and cold when she focused them back on Courtney.

The turned female was in pain and panting, obviously trying not to whimper. She swallowed and then flinched when Max started to near her again. "I'll talk. I...I don't know where they are. We have locations to meet up at, but they're random and always far away from their latest hiding place. I never know where that is. Look, they know about Liz, and they'll show up soon. But I don't know when exactly, and I don't know where they are. They don't tell me. Please, you have to understand, that's all I know, I swear." Courtney didn't try to hide her fear anymore.

Max stared at the girl long and hard, but finally nodded. He handed the blade over to Isabel. "All right. One more question, Courtney." He crouched back down and ignored her flinch. "Why did they wait until now to make their move?"

"They wanted you or one of your pack to be the ones to turn those close to you. He wanted you to feel them after he got them." Courtney watched Max fearfully, all attitude and bravado gone. "He's extremely patient. He told me I wasn't to get involved. He wanted one of you to be the one to turn his next victim."

Behind him Max heard Isabel let out a low growl, but he gave her a warning glance. It made him physically ill to hear Courtney say that, no matter how strongly Max suspected that to be the truth. He knew it had to be worse for Isabel, but they couldn't let the past cloud their minds. Not when they had so much at stake. They'd lost enough already.

The soft sound of his cell vibrating in his jacket interrupted Max's train of thought. He stood and answered. "Hello?"

"Hi, Maxwell."

"Has something happened?"

Isabel glanced over in concern at the tightness in Max's voice. She calmed when she heard Michael's reply.

"Yeah, she woke up. Before you ask, no, I haven't been to see her. As far as I'm aware she hasn't shown any signs yet, nor should she be doing so this early. I also don't know how much she remembers, or if she's said anything about what happened yet."

"I'll be there in ten minutes, stay near her until then. And Michael?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks."

There was a pause on the other end, and Max heard his Beta let out a longsuffering sigh. "Welcome, Maxwell. But I still say this could bite us in the ass. And I mean that in a really bad way."

Max smirked. "I know, Michael. But we've gotten all the information out of Courtney that's of any use. Not much, but it's better than nothing."

"So does that mean we kill her now?"

"Michael," Max growled softly. He didn't like the casual tone Michael had when talking about that subject. He heard his friend sigh again. "If she gives us a reason to, we kill her. But if she continues to cooperate, she gets to stay alive."

"And if they come for her?"

"We kill her." Max didn't like it, but he wouldn't hesitate...none of them should. While the thought of killing one of their kind even if she wasn't giving them a struggle made him physically ill, they didn't have much choice if the others showed up for her.

"Got it. You better hurry up and get down here, though, Maxwell. But watch out, cause Deluca's going to interrogate you if she sees you."

"I'll remember that. Thanks. See you in ten," Max replied and ended the call. He put the cell back in his pocket and met Isabel's gaze. "Keep an eye on her. I'll send Michael back here the moment I reach the hospital. Call if something happens, and don't be afraid to use that damn thing," he gestured to the silver knife, "if she tries anything, okay?"

Isabel nodded with a faint smile. "I'm a big girl, Max, I can take care of myself. Get out of here." She waved him on and looked back to Courtney. "She'll behave if she has any brains inside that thick skull of hers, because I'm less of a pacifist than you are."

Max's lips formed a slight smirk as he walked out of the cave. He had a feeling Isabel would indeed terrify Courtney into behaving. The truth was, he was the one who often became more violent. However, after Courtney's explanation of the lack of action from her pack, Isabel was definitely the one more likely to snap and make Courtney regret setting foot in Roswell.

"I'm heading to the hospital, Tess," Max stated as he stepped out of the cave. "Be on the lookout for Michael, okay?"

Tess nodded. She looked like she was going to say something, but then merely offered a smile. "See ya later, Max."

Max hesitated. He knew Tess was upset, but he honestly didn't know what to do about the situation. He had never given her any hope, never led her on at all. He had made it clear that despite the times she would sit next to him at the Crashdown, and all the times she'd tried to hunt with him, he wasn't interested. Max had tried to do so politely, though sometimes he had gotten to the point where he would snap at her.

She still wouldn't give up.

The moment passed, and Max walked on to his motorcycle. He was afraid that if he stopped and tried to make her feel better, it'd just make things worse; confuse her even more. Max settled on the bike's seat. He revved the engine to life and within minutes was speeding back towards town and the hospital.

Don't be afraid, Liz. I'll be there soon and make sure you're safe.

***

"There's no sign of Courtney anywhere in the town. We tried to follow her scent, but it only went a block away from her place before we caught traces of their scents, then nothing. They must have taken her out into the desert somewhere."

Silence lingered for about five minutes after that statement. Then a loud sigh finally broke it.

"Send a team of four out after her. Make it clear not to kill any of them, I want them alive a little longer." He paused, black eyes glancing over at his Beta. "Her life, however, isn't as valuable. Now get out, and find her before they learn too much." He turned away from the Beta male and walked towards his car.

He had a trip to the hospital to make.

***

Jim Valenti sat in one of the lounge rooms where a few family members and friends of other patients were sitting, reading or watching the news. He held his hat in his hand, just waiting for Jeff or Nancy to come out and tell him how Liz was. He'd seen Kyle briefly and given his son a hug, then told his boy to go let the Parkers know he was around whenever they could come out. Part of him wanted to go see Liz personally, but he got the feeling the last thing she wanted to see was the sheriff.

Hell, he didn't even know if she was aware that she'd been shot. He liked to think he was a friend of the family, but Liz usually saw him as the sheriff. Jim didn't want to give the poor girl a fright and make things worse.

"Hey, Jim," he heard Jeff greet him wearily. The man looked tired but relieved.

Jim stood up and walked over to Jeff, giving him a firm handshake. "Jeff. How's Liz?"

The grateful look on Jeff's face made Jim want to find those bastards from the Crashdown even more. It was also comforting to know that things were looking good.

"She's, she's really confused and tired, but she's awake and mostly aware. She doesn't remember what happened, but it seems like that's the only thing she doesn't remember." Jeff ran a hand through his hair and sighed. He then gestured to a couple of chairs. "Let's just sit down. Um, the doctor said that she's doing remarkably well," Jeff continued as they sat. "In fact, the doctor said that it was really amazing that despite remaining unconscious for three days, she's doing, her condition, it's improving quickly. Really quickly."

Jim nodded, but there was a slight change in his demeanor. While he was friends with the Parkers, and he certainly was glad that one of his son's few real friends was okay. However, Jim was first and foremost a cop, and the sheriff at that. When Jeff said something as peculiar as that, with all the weird stuff that had been happening as of late, his interest was piqued.

"What exactly did the doctor mean?"

Jeff shrugged. "He's asked a few questions that struck me as strange, but, he's saying that it's probably just one of those miracle cases where Liz is extremely lucky and has all the right factors in her favor." He paused then, swallowing and rubbed a hand over his face. "Sorry, Jim. It's just-"

"Trust me, Jeff, I understand. I would be even more of a wreck if it had been Kyle," Jim stated, giving his friend a pat on the shoulder. He decided to wait until later to delve into these odd questions, maybe even talk to the doctor about it. Now though, it just wasn't the time, especially with Liz's parents. "How about I come by tomorrow and see how she is? Maybe she'll even remember something by then."

Jeff nodded. "Did the doctor give you the bullet? Have you been able to get any leads? Were any of the witnesses able to give you any information?"

Jim sighed, and hated to ruin Jeff's hopes. "We've got a few leads, Jeff, but nothing conclusive yet."

"Jim, have you questioned Max Evans yet?"

Jim paused, then nodded. Yes, he had indeed.

***

Two days earlier...

James Valenti Jr., usually just referred to as Sheriff or Jim - or Dad - was a real hardass. He'd been a cop since he was old enough, and he was a damn good one. Jim had been sheriff for the past fifteen years, and was planning on remaining sheriff until he retired. Or died. His son often liked to point out that dying was also an option. Kyle had been pointing it out a lot since the Crashdown shooting the day before.

Across from him sat what had been the latest bane of his existence. Every so often someone would come into town, stir up trouble, and just be a menace. Recently, it had become Max Evans and his small but still rowdy and troublesome biker gang. Max was an intelligent man who looked to be in his late twenties, early thirties. Max had light brown eyes that always seemed to be hiding something - like the surprising intellect the biker concealed behind a badass attitude - and a habit of riding the fine line between trouble and crime. His dark brown hair - which looked more black at the moment due to dim lighting - was fairly long, nearly reaching his shoulders. His clothes matched his persona, all denim and dark colors with a bit of leather. It showed off muscle, skin, and tattoos. Completing his look was the barely more than stubble beard.

Jim knew the man was smart and cunning. Too many incidents had happened since they had arrived in town for it not to be the fault of Max and his gang. He just could never get the evidence to nail them. While part of him wished he could somehow pin the Crashdown shooting on Max, he just didn't think it would happen. He didn't think it was possible now, for several reasons.

First, the two men involved had apparently never been seen before in town, and they definitely had never gone to the Crashdown Cafe prior to the shooting. Plus, the shooter hadn't even been aiming at Liz directly; she'd just stepped into the crossfire of some argument. Perhaps it was a perfectly timed shooting, but the other waitress at the Crashdown had said that both men reeked of alcohol. At least one of them had been pouring the contents of a flask into their coffee. It could be a decoy, but there wasn’t any evidence of that. Yet anyway.

Second, while Max's efforts at keeping Liz Parker alive until her dad was near her could be a tiny, possible attempt at heroics and getting the police off his scent, running the moment her dad came over only made him look guilty...which meant that though there was possibly something Max had to hide, it most likely was not being behind the shooting somehow.

Third, Jim's gut instinct was telling him that though Max Evans had plenty of secrets, wanting Liz Parker dead or injured wasn't one of them. Sure, it wasn't proof, but Jim relied on his instinct. Maybe more than he should, but his gut was telling him Max didn't want Liz hurt. Jim was even getting the impression there was more than simple concern for Liz coming from Max. There was a distinct lack of attitude when they were on the actual subject of Liz and the shooting. Jim's instinct told him Max cared about Liz. While Jim didn't really like that idea, he had no real proof to accuse Max of anything.

There was also that part of him that wasn't sure he should accuse Max anyway, because Max was one of the reasons Liz wasn't already dead.

This wasn't to say Jim didn't still have plenty more questions to ask. He did. Not only to try and understand what made Max Evans waste his life and mind in holding up this bad boy lifestyle, but to also try to catch the sons of bitches responsible for Liz's injury. Hopefully before anyone else got hurt.

"I'd like to go over your account of events again real quick, Mr. Evans. Just to make sure we've gotten everything covered." Jim watched as Max nodded with a distant expression. "Now, you said that Miss Parker was walking over with your orders, and Miss Banks was the one serving the shooter and his companion, correct?"

"Yes, Sheriff. Miss Parker was about five feet from our table, I think. I've done a lot of measuring, for construction work and other things, and I've got a real eye for distances," Max responded. His tone was uncharacteristically blank. He then went on to add, "After she was shot, I could only focus on her. There was blood flowing everywhere almost instantly, and I just had this horrible feeling that if it wasn't seen to immediately it could cost her everything. She's a sweet girl, Sheriff. I just, I couldn't not do anything."

Jim nodded slowly in understanding. He truly believed Max. He just wished there was more he could get out of him, just, something to go on. Max had given their sketch artist good descriptions of the two men however...the best that anyone had been able to give so far.

"Well, Max," Jim started with a heavy sigh, "I guess there's nothing else I need from you at the moment. However, I would like to talk to your friends today or tomorrow, as soon as possible. I might also need to ask you a few things again, depending on what evidence turns up."

"Of course. I'll let them know you'd like them to come in, soon as possible. I'm sure Isabel and Tess will be able to by tomorrow. I can't speak for Michael." Max rose from his seat, as did Jim. The two shook hands. Max smirked slightly, and it annoyed Jim to no end. "Again, sorry for running off. As I said, you and I aren't on the best of terms, and I really didn't want to be questioned by you when you were all fired up. I did what I could do." Max paused then and sobered. "I just hope it'll be enough."

Jim watched Max leave the office, for some reason finding himself on edge more after those last few words. He didn’t like the way Max said them.


***

Jeff nodded after Jim recounted everything of value from the conversation with Max. He was silent for several minutes. His eyes were distant for a moment, then he sighed. "Thanks, Jim. I'm going to go back and see how Lizzie's doing," he stated and stood up again. "Um, Jim, if you see Max again..." There was a long pause where it looked like Jeff was struggling hard not to lose it. "Could you just tell him thank you?"

"I'll make sure I do. You get back to your girl, Jeff. I'll be back around tomorrow," Jim assured Jeff. He stood up and placed his hat back on. The two men shook hands again and said goodbye. Jim strode towards the elevator, nodding to a few familiar people as he passed them. However, it was while he stood waiting at the elevator that it happened. The hair on the back of his neck stood on end, and there was a tingling in his back...a shudder racing down his spine.

The sheriff looked around, eyes searching for a reason for the reason for such a sudden sensation of paranoia. His gaze swept over everyone, but he couldn't pinpoint the source. The ding of the elevator doors opening jerked Jim back to reality. He stepped inside, albeit reluctantly, and pressed the ground floor button.

***

"Jeff Parker, is it?"

As Jeff headed back towards his daughter's room, he felt someone lightly grab his arm. He stopped and turned around, nodding. "That's me." He glanced at the young man - well, early thirties at least - who'd stopped him.

The man was dressed sharply and neatly. Frankly, he looked like a lawyer and probably was one. Lawyers and insurances agents seemed to hover around waiting areas and hallways in hospitals like flies at a picnic. He had short, dirty blond hair that was brushed back and sharp, green eyes. There was something about him, though, that made his suit look odd on him. It was almost as if he didn't belong in it.

"I'm sorry if this seems very forward, Mr. Parker. My name is Denny Ridgley. Um, hold on a sec." He fumbled with the pockets on his suit jacket, and pulled out a business card. "I'm an attorney. Um, I'm actually a lawyer for victims injured during criminal activities. Look, I'm sure you're thinking I'm some creep, I would think I was a creep too," the young man said, and he chuckled almost nervously. "I usually work out of my car, this is the nicest suit I have. Look, Mr. Parker, I'm not here because I want the money. I'm here because you guys need the money. I heard some of the conversation back there, with the sheriff, and I read about it in the paper. If that son of a bitch that shot your daughter is found, I want to help you ring him out to dry."

Well, this explains why he looks like he should be in normal clothes and not dressed for the part, I suppose. Jeff hesitated, unsure if he really wanted to trust a lawyer. After a moment of thinking it over, he took the business card. "Look, I don't know if I'll be calling or anything, but, um, I'll keep it in mind. Thank you."

Denny nodded, smiling almost sadly. "I understand. I really hope she improves quickly, Mr. Parker. I know what it's like to lose someone special." The young lawyer turned and walked away, leaving Jeff with the business card.

The realization that this was far from over financially hit Jeff as he walked back to Liz's room. He found himself muttering about how unfair it was that she nearly died, and they, the family, had to pay out the ass for the services used to keep his baby girl alive. Maybe he really would give that guy a call.

***

Liz wanted to scream. Ever since she'd woken up, she'd been poked and prodded and asked strange questions and told she was shot and that everything would be explained once she was feeling better. Then she was hovered over, asked even more questions, had her answers always questioned, and nobody would shut up and let her alone!

The pounding in her head still hadn't gone away, and everything smelled so funny. Her body was aching, and that morphine wasn't working at all.

Her mother, Maria, and Kyle were all in the room, asking her if she needed anything, if she was okay, what channel she wanted to TV on, if she wanted to talk or anything to eat or drink. The fact that soon Amy Deluca would be there too wasn't comforting either. Alex wasn't a problem.

Alex and her dad were actually the only people she wanted around, if anyone had to be around. Alex and her dad would just stay near her, but not smother her. They'd probably ask her one or two things, but her first answer would be enough. If she told them she was fine and didn't need anything, they'd believe her and let her be. It was probably because they were guys.

Well, Kyle was a guy too. But he let Maria and her mother influence him way too much. Maybe it wasn't a good thing Amy and Jim were dating off and on.

"Mom?" Liz asked, her voice still a little hoarse. She could hear her mother hurrying to be right next to her, and Liz wanted to cry. "Mom, could I, um, could you guys just let me have a few minutes to myself, to try and let everything sink in?" Liz looked up at her mother pleadingly. "I could just really use a little bit to myself. To just deal and get all this processed." She prayed all three of them would do what she asked.

Nancy hesitated, but it was obvious her baby needed the time alone. She knew she was a nervous wreck and was probably driving Liz up the wall. She was Liz's mother though, that was her right. However at this particular moment it wasn't something her baby girl needed. "Okay, Sweetie. I'll come check on you in ten minutes, okay?" Nancy gingerly kissed Liz's forehead and brushed her hair back. "If you still want some time alone then, just tell me."

Liz smiled wanly. "Thanks, Mom."

"Of course, Sweetie." Nancy reluctantly stood up and shooed an even more unwilling Kyle out, while having to almost resort to dragging Maria out.

Liz smiled slightly, genuinely glad to have such a wonderful friend. Right now, however, she needed a little bit of time without Maria. She hoped her dad wouldn't be upset whenever he got back, and she didn't want anyone around for a while. Liz just needed to savor the time without the others. She had to figure out what on earth was causing this pounding.

It wasn't even really pounding! Pounding was just the best word she could think of, besides howling. And howling just made her sound insane or something. That was the word that best fit though. It was like there was a loud howling inside her head that almost made her skull rattle. It was driving Liz as insane as her description made it seem.

After a couple of minutes passed, with Liz still not any closer to figuring out what was going on inside her head, her nostrils picked up a strange scent. It was familiar, even if she didn't know why. Liz looked over at the door and blinked. She blinked a few more times. She lifted a hand to her eyes and wiped them, but that didn't change what she saw.

Standing right outside her doorway was Michael Guerin.

Liz grabbed the remote and turned off the muted television - though she still could hear it - and watched as Michael came in. She was really confused as she had always gotten the impression Michael didn't like her.

"Um, hi."

Michael nodded. He ran a hand through his hair before shoving both hands into the pockets on the front of his jeans. He was giving her the impression he had even less idea than she did on why he was here. After a few more moments of awkward silence, he just sighed. "Look, I'm just going to say this. You aren't going to understand this until you and Maxwell talk, but I just, I'm going to say it." He paused, and Liz just stared in confusion. "I'm sorry. I'm sure that confuses you even more, but, well, I'm sorry. It was nothing personal. You're a nice girl, I'm sorry it happened, and I'm going to do everything I can to help Maxwell keep you and your family safe."

Liz could only stare at Michael as if he'd come in wearing the full waitress ensemble from the Crashdown. Yeah, he'd been right, that only confused her more. She didn't understand what he'd done or why he and Maxwell had to keep her safe. She thought her parents said the shooting, whatever had happened, was all a mix-up, and that she wasn't even the intended target. So why would she and her family need to be kept safe? She couldn't identify the shooter or anything like that. She was confused. However, she also felt a little better with him around.

Why had the howling faded slightly right when Michael showed up?

"Try not to freak out, okay? Max will be here soon. I'm gonna just hover around until he's here, and then he'll keep you safe." Michael paused, then walked over and did something really weird. He stroked her hair, his entire hand rubbing over her hair, then he ran his hand over her face and neck and shoulders. He smiled tightly. "Extra precaution until Maxwell shows up." He then turned and simply walked out of the room.

Liz could only stare at the door as if Michael, still dressed in the entire Crashdown waitress ensemble, had flirted with her and then walked out like a rejected drama queen. She got the feeling she'd be less weirded out if that had been what actually happened instead. There was something really strange going on, and Liz wanted to know what it was, and why the howling was starting back up again.

The need to sleep and go back to her bizarre dreams that only seemed so unusual once she woke up was overwhelming now. Liz frantically hit that little button thingy that the doctor said would give her a nice dose of morphine - or was it codeine? She couldn't remember anymore. It was if nothing was coming up. The stupid thing hadn't worked once since she'd regained consciousness. Her thumb was beating on the button, and Liz was close to tears.

"Don't be afraid, Liz."

Liz's head shot up, and she looked around her room. There was nobody around, but she could have sworn she heard someone telling her not to be afraid. She could have sworn it was Max's voice. Liz looked around, but suddenly her eyes were heavy again. Sighing in relief, Liz silently thanked the button for working. A calming, soothing grogginess fell over her, and she finally was able to fall back to sleep.
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Author's Note: Well, chapter three is finally ready. Mainly due to my new beta, Skittles1983. Thanks to Amy for taking over. My previous beta was great, but just had too much on her plate. Thank you everyone for the great feedback and the support. It's been rough, but I'm dealing. My family and I are hoping that within a month we can give another poor cat a home. Starbuck was our first, but we can't imagine continuing without a little kitty roaming around the house, not for much longer. You just get so attached and used to their companionship. Anyhoo, I have no idea when I'll be able to get back to writing, but I'm trying to get back to this. I don't like not working on this story, so I'm hoping I can get chapter four written soon. :)

Warnings: This chapter earns its mature rating in things besides language. Finally. Blood, guts, and a brief, semi-graphic sex scene ahead.

Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell or its characters, and I don't own the song that the chapter title comes from, "Symbiont". That belongs to Celldweller and their record company. (I highly recommend that band, though.) I'm making no money off this.

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Chapter Three: We're Dancing On a Thin Line...

A panicked Max raced along the highway on his motorcycle. He felt wretched inside for leaving Liz, but he felt even more terrified for his family. He prayed Liz would understand that something had gone terribly wrong, and wouldn't recoil from him even more the next time he saw her. The Alpha male also prayed that this wasn't a sick way of making sure Liz was vulnerable and without protection.

It scared Max more than he cared to admit, but he knew that his fears were likely the exact thing that was going on.

The scents that greeted Max as he parked the bike and ran towards the cave he'd left his sister and Tess, along with their captive, in weren't comforting. A gun had been fired, and there was blood in the air. Some of it was Isabel's, some Tess'. He could only pick up faint traces of Michael's scent now.

"Tess?! Isabel?!" he shouted as he raced towards the cave's entrance. "Tess?! ISABEL?!"

"M-max?"

Hope flickered in Max's heart as he ran inside. His sister's voice was weak, tired, but alive. That was what mattered. He ran until he was deep inside the cave and had reached his sister and Tess. He stumbled when he saw them. His eyes searched around the room, finding two corpses.

Courtney was lying where she'd been bound. The singed flesh of a bullet hole between her eyes confirmed Max's fear of a gun having been fired. A few feet away the body of an older male was face down and the back of his head was torn open. There was blood pooled around his upper body. He must have been wounded on his torso; the stench of stomach acid was tainting the air.

Isabel and Tess weren't in good condition, but it was better than the other two. The two females were crumpled on the ground, leaning against the wall. Isabel had a few gashes on her side, bite marks on the other shoulder. She was holding a shaking Tess and stroking her hair. Tess was better off physically, but much worse mentally. She was trembling and her hands shook violently. The elderly male's blood covered her hands. Her clothes were in shreds around the cave.

Max watched dumbly for a few moments. Speech was impossible for him at the moment, he was too busy swallowing the lump that kept forming in his throat. He met Isabel's eyes as she looked up at him.

"What happened?"

Tess was the one who answered. She was barely coherent though, and couldn't seem to stop rambling once she started. "They were going to kill her...I didn't want to kill him...I didn't mean to kill him...I couldn't let him kill her, Isabel told me to keep her alive when we realized they wanted her dead, and he was going to kill her, and then he tried to make me do it and told me she was trying to be my replacement in the pack and he told me Daddy had forgotten about me..." Tess sniffled and looked up at Max. There was a strange fear in her eyes that made Max want to tear that entire pack to shreds more than ever. "I didn't mean to kill him, I just...I lost control...oh, God, I lost control."

***

Approximately two hours earlier...

Max parked his motorcycle away from the hospital to avoid having to pay the fine for parking in their parking lot. It was a mile long walk, but he didn't mind. It wasn't as if that would actually effect him. He removed his jacket and biker gloves, as well as the hidden weapons on his person.

The last thing he needed was to scare Liz and her family. He hoped he had earned at least a visit with Liz without getting interrogated by everyone - especially Jeff Parker - and he did not want to lose that. Things were going to be hard enough without getting trouble from Liz's family over wanting to see her and speak with her. Privately.

It took only a couple of minutes to reach the hospital. That gave Max enough time to figure out how to approach Liz's family. He brushed his hair as best he could with his fingers before entering the building. All he had to do was speak with Jeff directly and explain that he wished to see how Liz was doing, and wanted to talk about what had happened, privately. Just to let her know how glad he was she'd pulled through.

And since he did help her out when she'd been shot, he had a right to speak with her, didn't he?

Well, Max thought he did. He just hoped Jeff Parker thought he did.

Max stepped into the elevator and hit the button for Liz's floor. There were traces of a scent in there that was familiar, but with all the other scents filling his nostrils, Max couldn't tell who or what it was exactly. He figured it was Michael's, since his Beta male hadn't called him to report any, unwelcome, visitors for Liz.

When the doors of the elevator finally opened on Liz's floor, Max reminded himself for the tenth time in the past five minutes to always take the stairs.

"Maxwell."

Rolling his eyes, Max glanced to his right as Michael approached. While nobody else would have noticed without studying Michael closely, Max caught the slight bow of his Beta's head. Max shrugged off the show of respect. "Not here. And don't protest. If you can ignore a direct order to call me 'Max' and not 'Maxwell', you can refrain from one meager show of respect while we're in a public building," Max remarked quietly.

Now it was Michael's turn to roll his eyes. He nodded though. "You've got perfect timing, Max. Liz just sent everyone out, I think she knows something's off. Not sure if she's suffering any symptoms yet. Still, if you want to talk to her alone, now is your best shot, definitely," Michael informed his friend. He pretended to be oblivious to the brief look of annoyance from his Alpha at how he'd dramatically drawn out "Max."

"Good. All right, go on. We can catch up later, but I don't want Isabel and Tess alone out there any longer than necessary. Call me-"

Michael waved him off. "Go. Check on Liz, keep her safe, be the broody Alpha while acting like the badass Alpha. I'll make sure the girls are fine." He walked into the elevator at that, just smiling dryly as he stood waiting for the doors to close. He really liked annoying Max way too much.

"You're paying for that little barb later, Michael," Max muttered under his breath. He easily found his way to Liz's family, sniffing his way to the lounge area they were in. When he got there though, he paused. His carefully memorized lines came back to him. He mulled over them, repeated them over and over in his head. He couldn't screw this up. He couldn't offend the Parkers in any way, and he couldn't arouse their suspicion either. He also didn't want Maria questioning him for who knew how long and ruining his "perfect" shot at talking to Liz alone.

A few minutes passed by, then five. Then ten. He'd wasted enough time pacing and leaving sole marks on the ground. Max took a deep breath and stepped in.

Nancy was the first one to notice him. She heard the soft squeak of his boot's sole on the floor get nearer, and looked up to see her baby girl's savior. Wordlessly she stood up and walked over. Then she blindsided Max. Nancy walked right up to him and embraced him tightly. She managed to get out a strained whisper after a few moments. "Thank you so much for saving my baby."

Max blinked, not expecting that much of a warm welcome. He wasn't very familiar with Nancy, and his time around Jeff let him know that Mr. Parker at least was not one of Max's biggest fans and more like the biggest supporter of running Max's gang out of town.

Max remembered how tightly knit his family was though. Even if someone he didn't know or didn't like had saved one of his pack, he might react the same way as Nancy Parker. He understood how grateful he would be to someone saving one of them. No matter who.

"You're welcome, Mrs. Parker," he replied softly and awkwardly returned the embrace for a moment. He noticed Jeff watching, and let go of Liz's mother so he could step back. "Mr. Parker." He nodded in greeting.

Jeff nodded back and walked over. He didn't look at Max quite the same way this time. Max could see the unease was still there, the caution and concern that Max was trouble, bad news. Jeff surprised him though and shook his hand firmly, choking out his own thank you.

Max simply nodded. He looked around, noting that Maria was passed out across two chairs. Kyle was off dozing in a corner. Max had to smile faintly. He was glad to know Liz was far from alone. Logically, he shouldn't be too happy about all these people so close to Liz actually being so close to her right now, but Max wasn't going to let logic override emotions and caring right now.

There was a knot in his stomach that warned him though. It warned him that soon enough, he'd be forced to do that very duty he was ignoring at the moment. That only made Max stand more firm with his decision.

Enjoy it while it lasts.

"I was wondering," Max started, but ended up having to clear his throat. He hadn't noticed he was getting choked up himself after all this raw emotion and gratitude. Sometimes he wished he was more lupine nature inclined. "I was wondering if I could see Liz. I won't be in there long, but I'd just..." he trailed off. He'd memorized his lines in the elevator, but how could he just recite something like this as if it were a script?

Nancy and Jeff glanced at each other, but it was Nancy that nodded. "Go on. She might be asleep, but, you can at least go see her for a minute or two. We'll wait out here until you're done."

"Thank you." Max nodded to them both before he finally went to Liz's room. His stomach clenched at the sight of her asleep in her hospital bed. A low growl started to rumble from his throat. Max shook himself, forcing instinct to calm down. He silently walked into her room. The ache in his head got worse, the closer he got to her. Instinct told him to grab her and run, take her far away from all these people who could turn on her at any second.

He wasn't calmed until he was by her bed and touching her hand. The feel of her skin instantly soothed him, and Max smiled down at the turning girl. The changes in her scent were easily picked up by his senses. Max found himself even more drawn to her now that she was becoming one of his own kind.

Max had always been drawn to her innocence. There was a great need inside him telling him to protect Liz. At first it hadn't come as a surprise - anyone he was close to, attached to, or even just held a soft spot for, he felt the urgent need to protect them. He had once been a carefree child, but he'd changed drastically over the years. After all he and the remains of his family had lost, with the responsibility of being Alpha on his shoulders, Max sometimes was hell-bent on controlling things to keep his loved ones safe.

The bad thing about being Alpha though, was that by their kind's laws, he had every right to be that way. So while Michael and Isabel subtly tried to help him keep those instincts in check, there was only so much they could do before they were going against their own nature.

With Liz though, there was something different. It hadn't taken him too long to figure that out. Max found himself wanting to do more than protect the girl. He was more than simply fond of her vibrancy and innocence. Within weeks of returning to Roswell, New Mexico, Max had come to the realization that Liz was her. The her. The her that Tess had wanted to be so badly for all the wrong reasons. And while he'd been terrified, Max had continued to brazenly flirt with the danger she posed, the danger he posed to her.

"I never wanted it to happen this way," Max whispered as he sat down beside the bed. His thumb rubbed the back of Liz's hand as she slept. "I wanted to take care of everything first. I wanted it to be when we were safe. A choice you could make yourself, something you wanted. I wanted to wait until it was safe, and I wanted to explain everything first." Leaning in close, Max gingerly brushed some of Liz's hair from her face. "I know that somewhere, a part of you can hear me. Don't hate me, Liz. Please don't hate me."

Liz stirred in her bed slightly. A low groan emerged from her throat, but was muffled due to her lips reaming closed. Then she stilled again. Her breathing seemed calmer though. There was a slight shift in her posture, a part of her acknowledging and welcoming his presence now. It was likely that due to being asleep, the part of her senses still picking things up from the conscious world hadn't been sure who or what he was at first.

Max knew it would be a long time before she was comfortable in her new skin. Let alone her developing pelt when it finally came. He was just thankful the full moon wasn't for another week.

"You'll have so many questions, I'm sure. I know how much you love science. You probably won't even believe this is possible until you turn yourself. It will hurt, Liz, I'm so sorry, but it will hurt." Max lightly stroked her forehead with his thumb, his hand placed on her head soothingly. "I don't know if you've gotten the howling yet, I really don't know how this will develop. To be honest, I only knew a few turned ones, and never asked them what it was like. I wish so badly I knew what to tell you and what to expect." Max wanted to smack himself for not trying to find out. He'd never even been curious before coming back to Roswell.

"One day, Maxwell, you're going to regret turning out like Dad."

Max shut his eyes and tried to block out those words. He did not need to be berated, especially by his wayward brother. And even more especially when he wasn't even there! Off on his own, leaving his own damn family to fend for themselves just so he could escape the strictness of their upbringing.

"One day, Maxwell, you're going to regret turning out like Dad. And then, if you have her, you'll lose your mate. Just like Dad lost Mom."

Stop it.

"Just like Dad lost Mom."

Stop it.


Max sat there, dwelling in his thoughts. He was unaware how his agitation was effecting Liz's sleep. He was unaware that after several minutes, he was beginning to squeeze Liz's hand. His other hand was clutching a few strands of her hair, but still he remained oblivious.

"...you'll lose your mate. Just like Dad lost Mom. Then you won't only regret it, Maxwell. You'll hate yourself for it."

Stop it!


"Ow!"

The soft yelp from the now waking Liz snapped Max out of his funk. He instantly let go and withdrew from her. He didn't want her knowing he'd been so close. He didn't like the guilty feeling of letting himself cause her any more pain, either. He muttered a sheepish apology, and that was all Liz needed to become awake and alert again. Max offered her a half-smirk.

"M-max!" she squeaked out. Her voice was painfully hoarse, and he winced. "I, um, Michael said you were coming. I wasn't too sure if he was telling the truth, though. He acted really weird." She wanted to add that she didn't think he could act any weirder if he came in wearing Maria's waitress uniform and acting like a drag queen prima donna, but opted to leave that little part of her opinion out.

Now this was surprising. Michael had spoken with Liz? And hadn't terrified her? Max wasn't sure what his Beta had talked over with her, but obviously he hadn't really told her anything. Max was certain she'd be trying to have all four of them locked up, considering how talented Michael was with, explaining, things.

"Well, the thing is, Michael almost always is weird. He's the most sane around Maria, but then he just becomes incredibly dense," Max commented with a shrug. He smiled when Liz relaxed a bit at the humor. There was a moment of awkward silence, then, "I’m glad to see you pulled through." Do you have any idea how incredibly relieved and grateful I am that you took to the change, that your body didn't falter, fail, fade? Do you have any idea how much I want to cling to you and take you away from guns and bullets and knives and blades of any kind, weapons of any kind, and just run with you amidst the trees?

Liz tentatively smiled at that. "Thank you. I, I don't remember much of what happened there, but thank you." Thank you for calming this pounding in my head even more than Michael had. Thank you for showing up, and for making me feel like maybe things won't shatter to pieces.

There seemed to be an air of pause between them, and Liz finally broke it when she saw Max was about speak up. She had so many questions, and they were finally coming back to her. "What's going on, Max?"

He knew that question was coming. He had just been hoping that it'd come later. When they had more time, when they had more privacy. Here it would have to be rushed and he couldn't get into details. He would have to be so careful that nobody overheard or came in during the wrong sentence.

Then there was the fact that she might handle the news in a, less than panicking, manner.

"It's kind of, complicated."

Max knew he had two options. He could just skirt the issue, give her some gigantic whopper of a lie, bullshit his way through her questions, and be on his merry way until it was closer to the full moon. Or, he could tell her the truth. The second one was the one he wanted to go with. It was what all of him wanted to go with. He knew she could panic, but he also knew that there were, methods, of keeping her calm.

True, he'd never actually used them before on such a large scale. Also true that he didn't really know how exactly to use them either. However, his little efforts had seemed to work. His instinct told him he could do it. He wanted to do it, to see how strong his connection to her was.

Here goes nothing.

"Do you remember if you dreamed while you were here, Liz?" Max leaned forward in his chair as he questioned her. His hand moved to hold hers again. He could almost hear her own howling inside his head, and his howling picked up again. Joining in with the wordless song. Max's gaze held Liz's, and she trembled.

Running through the words. Carefree, vibrant, alive. Running from something, hiding from something. A black furred wolf, amber and green eyes glowing. Blood. Fur. There was fur everywhere, coming out of her.

"No."

The way Liz practically choked on the word when she finally whispered it gave her away. It was already obvious to him even before her reply.

"You're lying, Liz. I have every intention of being honest. I need you the same of you though, or I will get up and walk out."

It was a complete bluff, but Liz didn't need to know that.

"I...yes. Yes, I, I did dream after what happened at the Crashdown. And yes, I...I do remember them, Max," Liz quietly admitted. "Only bits and pieces. But I remember."

Max nodded and let his thumb trace small, soothing circles on the back of Liz's palm. He felt their connection strengthen, and he let the much more confident instinct take over, seep into her, soothe her mind like his thumb soothed her hand. The human nature inside him wasn't too certain about this. However Isabel's words about Max and being in tune with both of his natures were true. He used that to his advantage, letting the more primal side come to the forefront. He kept it reigned in enough so he didn't lose control.

"Liz, there is...so much to explain. I'm not even sure how to begin or where to begin. I'll try and explain this as best as possible with the basics. The more detailed answers you want will have to wait. Just until you're home, and then everything can be explained, Liz. I promise," Max assured her in a soft voice. He didn't lower his gaze, simply waited for her to give him some sign of acknowledgement, of understanding.

When she finally nodded ever so slightly, relief flooded him. So far, he hadn't scared her.

"The most important thing to tell you is...I am, and, well, you are too. Um," he paused. Max let instinct take over more - he hated feeling like he was a human teenager trying to tell his longtime crush his true feelings. "Liz, the fact of the matter is, we're werewolves."

That was when a nurse stuck her head in and said someone was calling for him.

***

The attack had happened so fast, it was a miracle the three of them had any chance to react to the approaching intruders. No more than thirty seconds after Michael had picked up familiar and unwelcome scents, the three females hearing the sounds of running, two fully transformed lycanthropes burst into the cave. They'd gone for Michael and Isabel first, and then two more had entered, these two retaining their human forms.

Michael recognized the scent of the leader, the bulkier one of the lycanthropes in wolf form. The leader of this team was Doug something, Michael didn't bother remembering the guy's last name. He'd been turned several years ago, and his smugness, while annoying, was also a pain. Doug wasn't just smug, he was determined, and the wolf loved determination. Instinct didn't care if you were smug or conceited, bestial nature didn't give a shit if you were a jerk or not. Doug was determined, and it gave him an edge. He could slip into wolf without needing the moon.

Isabel had made the remark that Doug and Michael rivaled the most because they were so much alike. Too stubborn for their own good, too cocky for their own good, and too much wolf for their own good. She had been nice enough to apologize to Michael and say he wasn't as much of a sexist, haughty jerk as Doug, at least.

He secretly knew she was right though. He and Doug had clashed in several instances when the four of them had been found. Whether it was their human side, or their lupine nature, they clashed.

Michael snarled in disgust at Doug even as his shed his clothes. Within seconds his own bones grew and reshaped. Fur sprouted all over his shifting form. His build was similar to Doug's - he was in fact the bulkiest of the pack. In this form, it was obvious that his wolf side was the stronger nature. He looked more lupine than human.

All werewolves were a unique mixture of man and animal, and whichever side was stronger, the closer to the pure form their lycanthropic form took. The stronger the wolf nature, the more wolf-like you were when transformed.

The transformation completed and Michael snarled again. This time the sound was even deeper. His fur a was deeper brown than his hair. His eyes were gray tinted and gleaming with a bloodlust he often had trouble reigning in. Michael would never admit it, but he had been itching for the team to find them. His lupine nature was - obviously - the stronger. Michael thrived on brutal instinct, and it had been too long since he had been given the chance to let that part of him out.

Doug snarled back, his muzzle pulling back in a lupine sneer to reveal yellowed fangs. He had waited for Michael to finish changing, confident enough he could handle the older werewolf in full wolf form. The moment his enemy had finished shifting, he attacked. To his great annoyance, Michael was ready for the snap at his neck, and Doug was nearly nipped in that vulnerable area himself.

The two werewolves backed off for a moment, circling each other. While they did, the other transformed lycanthrope headed towards the females. Isabel and Tess both had guns out and stood in front of Courtney. Courtney was still tied up and unsure if she wanted to break free or just stay behind the other two.

Courtney knew what the team's mission was if Doug was sent.

The two werewolves near the entrance had yet to transform. They just watched, waiting for when they were needed. Tess recognized one of them - Everett Hubble. She remembered he had always given her the creeps, always looking at every one of them as if he wanted to rip them to pieces but knew he couldn't. The other one with him she didn't know.

"Isabel?" Tess asked in an uncertain whisper. Her eyes briefly spared at glance at the older female, but only briefly. She didn't want to admit it, but she was scared. She had never been in a fight without it being the four of them, and Max's absence left her worried. Tess could handle herself all right, she had been trained. She was pureborn. However, she was also young and she looked to Max for guidance whenever they had to fight. She wasn't prepared mentally or emotionally for this.

When Max was there, she could forget these werewolves were once her own packmates. Without him there as her anchor to this pack, her certainty in what they were doing faltered. Some of her conversation with Michael from the day of the shooting came back to her, and Tess was hit with a disconcerting realization.

Not only had she never given much thought to anything other than being mates with Max, she had never really opened herself to any of the pack. Max was the only one she felt any form of attachment too, and even that wasn't the right kind. It was why she never had reported glimpsing an enemy, or catching a familiar scent on the wind. It was why despite being so adamant that they kill Courtney when Courtney had first arrived, she couldn't do it when put on the spot.

She'd tried so hard to prove she wasn't a spy, but maybe she was something even worse.

What am I to do?

The transformed werewolf was slowly stalking forward. Every step it took was like a second ticking by for Tess. While she wasn't bloodthirsty or thrived on the kill like Michael and Doug, she was still closer to her animal nature than her human nature. While humanity had its perks, or at least what humanity she possessed, she much preferred her lupine ways. And right now, that nature was torn between packs.

Tess wanted to be with her father again. She didn't want to fight the very people she had been raised around or grown up with. Trained with. Learned much of her skills and instincts with. Tess didn't want to be on the opposing side from her father, and she didn't want to kill his friends.

But she hadn't been the one to decide she didn't belong in that pack. Until now, that had made things muddy for her if she thought too much about it. Now though, faced with fighting without Max's presence and guidance, her loyalties openly divided, Tess realized something else.

This pack was more family, despite her lack of opening up and attaching to them, than the pack she had been born into. She had been cast aside solely because she was born into it.

"I'm ready, Isabel," Tess stated clearly. Her eyes narrowed on the approaching werewolf, her finger pressed to the trigger and ready to pull it. She was aware of Isabel glancing at her, and she felt comforted when she sensed Isabel's trust. In those few moments, Tess had made some important and vital decisions. As she fired her gun, she knew they were the right ones.

***

The frantic, fast-paced movements were causing damage against the wall, the wood no match for lycanthropic strength and the frenzied passion of mating. The loud sound of damp skin slapping against damp skin was drowned out by the human grunts and wolf-like whines the two were making. They were mating in human bodies, but their features had subtly shifted slightly during the course of it. The more he thrust, and the more she tightened, the more their control slipped.

The more their control slipped, the more evident their animal nature became.

"Harder," Vanessa snarled demandingly. Her normally calm, beautiful and matured features were now a mix between bitch in heat and desperate woman. Her claws were digging into her mate's back, her heels pressed against his lower cheeks, and her head was back against the wall.

"I go harder, we break another wall," Daniel whispered in her ear. His voice was a delightful mix of animal and man, and both were obviously enjoying themselves but just as desperate for release as she was. He acquiesced to her demand though, slamming her against the wood harder than before. They both let out husky laughs when they heard it crack, but Daniel silenced them both when he kissed Vanessa roughly.

Moments later their mouths disconnected again, only so they could howl with release. The wall shuddered with them, cracking and splintering more. Neither mate seemed to care, neither seemed to even notice. They slid to the ground after several minutes, both of them panting as they leaned into each other.

"Turn around," Daniel murmured after he gave Vanessa a brief nuzzle. "I want to make sure I didn't cause you to get too many splinters," he explained when she quirked an eyebrow. His expression was cocky but concerned. It became a half-smile that gave no room for debate when Vanessa looked like she would just tell him she was fine and was a big girl. "Trust me, I know you can handle yourself."

Vanessa rolled her eyes. "You know me too well, I think." She turned around for him though. Her movements were languid, which made Daniel grin smugly too himself.

"The same could be said for you and how well you know me," he replied against her ear. He gave it a light kiss, then pulled away to examine her back.

They had a tendency to get rough, no matter how they mated, where they mated, or what form they mated in. After it was over though, they always checked the other over. They liked it rough, but they didn't like leaving each other in discomfort - well, most of the time, anyway.

"True," she murmured. The way she shivered at his light touches made them both wonder if they would wind up right back against the wall again at any moment. "Just like I know you're going to tell me not to bother looking at the claw marks on your back, that they're already healing."

Daniel pulled her flush against him, her smooth back pressed tight to his chest. "See? You do know me too well." He grinned and kissed the crook of her neck. "As much as I love the chase and the hunt, I think I'll be thankful when this pursuit is over with. I'll get so much more time to spend with you," he confessed. Now he was nuzzling the crook of her neck, a rare sign of genuine affection. He could feel Vanessa tense briefly in surprise. "What? Is it such a shock that I want more time where it can be just my mate and myself, doing whatever we please?"

At first Vanessa had been, well, as close to shocked as she could get these days. But then her mate when and said something like that with the lewdest tone. Rolling her eyes heavenward, she sighed. "You know, you're going to wind up making us mate until we're raw for days eventually."

"And what would be so wrong in that?" he murmured huskily.

Vanessa was about to answer him with a whimper when she picked up the sound of approaching footsteps. She sighed and slumped against Daniel. "Ed's coming."

Daniel sighed as well. "I'll deal with it," he muttered and reluctantly - very, extremely reluctantly - removed himself from the tangled mess he and his mate had made on the floor. He strode to the door and opened it abruptly before Ed even raised a hand to knock. "What is it?" The curt tone of his voice and his nudity made it clear that Ed had interrupted something, and was walking on thin ice by doing so.

Harding wasn't phased.

"You sent Doug out with the team."

Having to resist the urge to roll his eyes and say something along the lines of "Duh," Daniel nodded. "Yes, I know that, Ed."

"But you know how Doug is toward Tess," Ed replied sharply, clearly indifferent to whether or not he pissed the other male off.

"Look, the orders were to make sure none of them were killed. I doubt he'll be able to bring Tess back as his without killing the others, and I'm pretty sure he won't have enough time to stake his claim and leave her there either," Daniel snapped.

Ed's eyes narrowed. "You mean rape her."

Daniel's eyes narrowed and challenged Ed's. He didn't let up the glare until Ed finally backed down and lowered his gaze. "Doug will not rape Tess. He's already received that order. He knows it's still in place, and he won't do it. He knows he'll be in too much shit if he tries anything. Now go do whatever it is you do to occupy yourself. I'm busy." With that, Daniel shut the door.

Vanessa started to say something, but was cut off when Daniel strode over, picked her up and carried her to the bed. "I'm guessing you don't want me to say anything," she commented with a taunting smirk.

Eyes glowing dangerously, Daniel nodded and roughly nipped her lower lip. "Damn straight."

***

Michael yelped slightly in pain when Doug finally got in a successful bite, right near his left hind leg. It stung, but he really didn't care. He was just thankful it wasn’t too deep. So far his blood wasn't coming out enough to do anything besides dampen and darken his fur. With a growl, he retaliated, snapping his jaws at Doug's front right leg. He missed, but just barely.

Doug snarled and snapped at him. They circled each other again, on all fours now. Doug had been the first to slip into the wolf's frame of mind completely, but Michael had followed shortly. They were so focused on victory and the kill, they didn't pay much attention to Isabel's shouts back in the cave.

The two lunged at the same time, one diving for the throat, the other clawing at the back. Michael dodged Doug's fangs and tore a gash along Doug's back. Then he grunted when he felt Doug's fangs at his right, front leg. He pulled away, limping a moment before the sting faded. Doug made a gruff sound in his throat that was almost like a scoff.

The two of them had been duking it out for a while now. They'd been all over the cave and then finally chased each other out, nipping at the other's heels all the way.

There was a deep gash on Doug's left shoulder, and claw marks on his muzzle. Michael had bruised ribs, and a bite in his ear. His tail had also been gnawed up a bit. Battle scars they could boast about later on, at least until they healed. Rarely did scars ever remain. Silver would leave a mark and it'd last a lycanthrope their entire life, no matter how long. Anything else, it just depended on the severity and the age, pureborn or turned, a few different factors. Michael's scars would undoubtedly heal over a few months, Doug's might last him a few years.

A growl emerged from Michael's throat. He was sick of circling his enemy. He lunged and swiped his paw at Doug's face. He snarled in as smug a manner as a transformed werewolf could when Doug yelped. Michael's swipe had connected with Doug's eye. He didn't waste a second. Michael pounced and pinned Doug to the ground. He was snarling and growling, snapping his muzzle.

Doug tried to fight back. He was whining and snarling, bucking as best he could. This was a game of submission now. However, they both knew it'd end with either Doug getting away, or his throat crushed in Michael's mouth. Just because Doug was wounded badly didn't mean he'd get mercy. Submitting would simply mean Michael would make it quick. He continued to struggle. He refused to accept quick, he refused to accept death at all.

Michael caught on and went in for the kill. If he wasn't going to get a surrender, there was no reason to wait. He didn't realized that was what Doug wanted though. As Michael's head lunged at Doug's throat, Doug twisted and bit Michael's muzzle. Michael let out a yelp now, jumping away the moment his muzzle was freed from the bite.

Doug didn't take any chances. Some of his human reasoning had come back. He remembered his orders, and knew he couldn't disobey them.

The team leader let out a howl as he ran off. Two werewolves - one transformed but limping, one in human form and bloodied up - came running out of the cave. The three of them followed, snarling and howling at each other. They were sharing the details of the attack to each other, filling each other in.

Michael shook his head. The pain wasn't too bad, but it still hurt like hell for several minutes. He was vaguely aware of Isabel shouting for him, maybe sobbing, but he didn't listen. The Beta male ran off after Doug and his surviving team members. He might could at least get something of a trail for them to follow later on.

"Michael, no! MICHAEL!"

Michael kept on running, leaving Isabel there alone; wounded and with little she could do to comfort Tess.

"Is-Isabel?"

She turned, seeing that Tess was starting to walk over on shaky legs. Isabel rushed over to Tess. "No, no, Tess. We shouldn't go out of the cave right now. Max will be here soon, I'll call him at the hospital, okay?" she whispered to the other female. It was almost impossible to keep her own voice from shaking, but she forced herself to keep her control. She had to be strong for Tess right now. She understood all too well what Tess was going through.

The smaller of the two was shaking and clinging to Isabel now that she was near. Her nude form was dirty and bloody, but she only had a couple of bruises. The blood wasn't hers, and that was what was bothering Tess the most. She clung to Isabel like a frightened child and allowed herself to be led back inside. She was so dirty, and she was so scared.

Was she a monster?

Was she forgotten?

Tess looked up at Isabel, lost. "Please don't tell Max what I've done, please don't tell."

Isabel glanced down at Tess. It was hard not to show anything other than calm confidence. "Tess, it's going to be okay. Here, let's sit down, and I'll call the hospital. They'll get Max, and he'll come back here. You'll be safe, and Max won't be mad or disappointed. He'll understand, Tess." He'll understand the most out of all of us. "Tess, I know right now you're scared. You have to let it out, okay? It'll be better if you let it out. And then, then you'll heal. You'll be stronger. This is something all of us have to go through. Just let it out."

Those words were all it took for Tess to start sobbing into Isabel's shirt. The two females sat down against one of the cave's walls. Tess just clung to Isabel and cried, cried the entire time Isabel was on the phone. She cried through Isabel talking to the nurse and asking for Max Evans who was visiting Liz Parker. Cried all through Isabel's hurried demand that he get back out there. Cried when Isabel hung up and told her everything would be okay.

***

Max wanted to tear the hospital apart. He couldn't leave Liz now! But he couldn't stay either. He couldn't stay there and abandon his pack. Max wanted to rip something open and feed just for the satisfaction of hearing flesh tear. He felt his eyes shift, claws and fangs trying to elongate. He stopped that and forced the wolf back.

Not yet. Not here.

Swallowing, Max resigned himself to what he had to do.

With more confidence than he felt, he strode back to Liz's room. He walked in, finding her staring at him like she would someone she thought was insane and a danger to her. He almost visibly winced, cut deep by that look in her eyes.

"I have to go. God, I am sorry, Liz." Max closed his eyes. With clenched fists, he went on to say, "I will be back as soon as I can. You have to listen to me when I come back, Liz. If you don't, things will get worse than you can imagine. That's not a threat, Liz." He opened his eyes and met hers again. "It's not a threat, because it won't get worse only for you. It will get worse for all of us. Something is going on, Liz, and the next chance I get, I'll be back, and I'll tell you what it is. But right now I'm needed somewhere else."

Not waiting for her response, Max turned. He got away from Liz's room and the lounge where her family was. Then he ran. He ran to the stairwell and checked it. He leapt down several flights, then ran down the rest. Max ran out of the hospital, ran to his bike. Sped down the road and into the desert.

That was when he found them.

Tess was still crying, still scared. Isabel was still struggling to keep herself calm. Michael was still missing and chasing after the enemy.

Liz was still trapped in the hospital and in the dark.
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Author's Note: I have to thank my beta, Amy, before I ramble about anything else. She's been so awesome and really helped me out. Plus she's great about getting back to me quickly, which is why this update is so soon. So she's to blame! ;) Thanks for the awesome feedback. Someday when I update I'll actually respond to each person, but I always wind up being in too much of a hurry to get the next part posted. But thank you guys so much for the feedback. It definitely cheers me up. :)

Disclaimer: "Forget to Remember" belongs to Mudvayne. I'm just using a line from the chorus because it fits the chapter. I don't own Roswell or its characters, or a Jason Behr werewolf, no matter how badly I want to. I'm making no mola for this whatsoever.

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Chapter Four: "I Feel It On the Inside, Twisting and Contorting..."

Max Evans had a sadistic sense of humor. A sick, sadistic sense of humor. Right? That's all it was...right?

How did that explain her dreams and the howling and how did those things make what Max had told her even a possibility? How did they not?

"What am I supposed to think?" Liz bemoaned to herself, lifting a hand to rub the bridge of her nose. She had been going over everything she knew and thought she knew for the last ten minutes. She'd been running in circles since Max had left. Liz tried to think like a scientist, but ultimately failed. "Science. Yeah. Science can explain why there's a howling pounding in my head that fades a little when Michael Guerin of all people shows up, and almost goes away completely when Max is sitting beside me. Then gets even worse than ever when he comes back, distressed."

Liz was well aware that she was talking to herself. It helped, though. It naturally made her feel crazier than she already thought she might be, but it helped to hear these things being voiced. Right now, she needed them to be more real. Yes, it was still just her acknowledging them, and not someone else confirming them. It was better than nothing.

There was always a chance she'd say this stuff out loud, and realize how insane they were and that the entire time the logical explanation had been staring her in the face.

"He knew about the dreams. But, he could have been around sometime while I was out of it. I could have been obviously dreaming, and maybe even said something, showed distress, anything. Something to help him know the right thing to say. But then there's Michael. Those things he said." Liz worried her lower lip, completely lost in thought now. She forced herself to remember what all Michael had said to her. "There's still the pounding to consider."

But, really, "Werewolves?"

Liz slumped backwards. The lumpy hospital pillows did little to support her. Not that she could prop up much anyway - couldn't compromise her healing, after all. That's what the doctor had said.

His hand had been bandaged up, too. It hadn't been bandaged when she'd woken up. When she'd gripped it.

"When I practically crushed it. No, no," Liz began to correct her delusional ramblings. "It just looked that way. But, my nails are long enough to break skin. That's all it is. He's a doctor, he probably has to bandage even the smaller cut. Especially on his hands." Liz nodded, smiling to herself. "Yes, that's it."

Except for the pounding. That was more like howling. And the scents, the strong scents. The way she could almost distinguish all those scents that nobody should be able to distinguish. Then there was the incredible hearing that added to her headache.

Then the dreams. The strange, frightening dreams that went so well with the things Max had said.

"Maybe his words influenced my memories of the dreams. They were fuzzy until he started talking about the dreams. So all of a sudden he says something crazy about werewolves, plants the seed of insanity in my head, and viola. My dreams come back to me enough to make his words seem credible."

No.

Liz sighed again. "Except I know I had a couple of memories of a lot of red, and howling. Not exactly blood and werewolves, not definitely." But it was still a little too close for comfort.

She'd gone over all of this before, but nothing would make sense. Not like she wanted it too. Liz didn't believe lycanthropy was anything more than a psychological disease. A mental illness that made one think they were a werewolf, not something that actually did make one a werewolf! Maybe that's what she had. Maybe Max hadn't even said what she thought he said. Maybe she was delusional, maybe she did have some kind of lycanthropy, the mental kind, mixed with other mental illnesses.

Doubts flooded her mind. She closed her eyes, and just like before when she thought she was losing her mind, a foreign memory came back to her. A black wolf, familiar eyes. Too human for a wolf. Too wolf for a man.

Liz opened her eyes.

"Heya, Parker."

A small smile formed on Liz's face, and she looked over to the doorway. "Alex! Hey, how long have you been standing there, you creep?" she teased lightly. She didn't bother to worry about whether or not he'd heard any of her rambling. Liz knew for a fact that he'd just stepped into the room.

The vision of the wolf behind her eyes seemed to almost smile at that. She managed not to shiver slightly at the thought of bared fangs. Liz instead let Alex's presence calm her down a little.

Alex rolled his eyes and came over, leaning down to gently hug his friend. "Man, it's good to have you awake again. You do know you scared us with that whole coma business, right?" he lightly teased. Even poked her shoulder.

Liz wanted to cry and tell him how grateful she was to have someone not talking crazy or fussing all over her.

"Yeah, I know. Trust me, it wasn't all that fun for me either," Liz responded. She playfully gave Alex's shoulder a weak punch. "Now sit down. I haven't seen you since before this mess happened, and I really could use someone less spastic than Maria." Liz gave Alex a mock scowl and pointed at the chair closest to her bed.

Max sat there. It still has his scent on it.

Liz could almost growl.

Alex raised his hands in a placating gesture. "I surrender, I surrender!" he laughed. Grabbing the chair, he pulled it a bit closer and plopped down. His sent did little to cover Max's, especially since Max's was now closer. "So, Maria been smothering you with her frantic questions that have been building up over the past few days?" he asked with a knowing grin. He and Liz had known Maria for about the same length of time, and while they both loved her, they sometimes weren't up for how emotional she could get.

Maria was wonderful, she just...could be a little overwhelming.

"Yeah, a little. Mom and Kyle have been trying to keep her from staying at my side always asking me if I'm okay in however many ways she can think to phrase the question, but they've been kind of smothering me too. Dad's been great. He seems to get that I need my space, but it took some extra convincing for Mom, who had to drag Maria and Kyle out."

"I can picture that perfectly," Alex commented. The look on his face said he was picturing it then and trying not to snicker. He snapped out of it a moment later. "Sorry you were smothered, but hey, least it means you're loved."

Liz smiled. "I know. I'm really grateful to everyone, but I just need space right now. Everything's so confusing, and my head's been killing me."

Alex patted her hand. "Well, least it's just a headache, instead of this wound actually killing you. Not to be morbid, or anything," he quickly added. He glanced briefly at Liz's abdomen, then shook his head. "Sorry. It's just been really, really rough. We thought we'd lose you. Just cause I can hide it better than Maria doesn't mean I wasn't freaked out of my mind," Alex told her, his voice a little softer now. His expression was, too.

There was a brief moment of hesitation on Liz's part, then she took Alex's hand and gave it a squeeze. She wanted to tell him everything that was going on, everything that was happening to her. All she could say to him though was, "I'm right here, Alex. I'm right here, and I'm going to be all right." Liz even managed to small smile to try and convince him her words were true even when she didn't believe them herself. She didn't wait long to change the subject.

"So, tell me - did Amy freak out when she heard the news?"

***

Daniel rubbed his temples as Vanessa tore Doug a new asshole. Daniel would have done it himself, like usual, except he wanted to prepare himself for the new asshole he was going to get very soon.

"You took inexperienced, young and then you took that old geezer that's been aching for a chance to get himself killed - and maybe take as many of us down with him as possible too - and you got yourself bloodied up, so don't you dare look at me with your head high," Vanessa snarled. Her eyes glowed yellow. Right now, Vanessa's eyes and the hard stare they were giving Doug reminded Daniel of a black cat - creepy and unnerving, and far more knowledge than any lowly thing that dared to look back at them.

They had that effect on Doug, apparently, because his head bowed not five seconds into meeting her gaze. The entire pack could almost see his tail being tucked between his legs.

Daniel smirked. He loved that about his mate - she could instill as much or more fear into the lower pack members as he ever could.

"Now," Vanessa growled softly, almost like a hiss, "care to explain to me what possessed you to make up your pathetic, little team as if you were completely incompetent?" she questioned and stepped in close to the young male. Her eyes narrowed as she waited for him to answer her.

All of the pack waited.

Doug swallowed. It was audible, almost a gulp. He lifted his eyes briefly to meet Vanessa's hard gaze, but almost instantly they lowered again. "I figured Burns and Stevens could handle themselves. They acted like it, usually were able to carry out hunts successfully. I didn't see why there would be any problems."

"Bullshit."

Daniel groaned and Vanessa's eyes snapped over to Ed Harding as the male approached. The two mates growled in warning when he got too close. It was not time for the lower pack members to voice their opinions, but it was no surprise that Harding just couldn't contain himself.

Doug didn't take too kindly to the early interruption. "This doesn't concern you yet," he snapped, and was immediately smacked upside the head by Daniel. His eyes narrowed, but his glare died when Vanessa snarled, backing up her mate.

Normally, Daniel would be annoyed by this. However, he found it too amusing that Doug was more intimidated by his mate, a female, when Doug had a very low regard for females of any species. He had nothing to worry about anyway. He knew the rest of the pack feared him enough to obey and respect him without Vanessa needing to back him up.

Harding, however, didn't really fear either of them when it came to Doug and Harding's daughter. His eyes were completely black and glaring hard at Doug. "You took a crap team in the hopes that you could get to my daughter, admit it! With as much time as you've been among us, you knew that Hubble was ready and willing to die and the other two were far too inexperienced with actual combat with other werewolves!"

"Ed, that's enough!" Vanessa shouted. She was ignored.

"Well I for one am glad you ended up getting your ass kicked. You've been a snot-nosed brat with too much ego for your own good for too long, and I would rather see you dead at the hands of our enemies than knowing you raped my daughter!"

"Would you shut the fuck up!?" Doug bellowed. He ignored the way Vanessa and Daniel were backing away from him. "You're nothing but a sentimental old bastard, you have no place in this pack! You should be with your precious daughter if you love her so damn much. You're obviously more loyal to her than us, than your Alpha," he continued to snarl at Harding. "Maybe I did hope that there'd be a chance, and maybe I did assemble a crap team, but Burns and Stevens now have experience they needed, and we needed to get rid of Hubble! I did this pack a fa-ungh!"

The sticky, thick sound of flesh being torn and the rest of Doug's shout turning into a gurgling cry of pain cut the male off. He had only moments left, but they were enough time for him to look down, blood spilling out of his mouth, to see a hand sticking out of his chest. His heart stopped beating in it.

"The only one who does any kind of 'favors' for this pack by cleaning it out, is me, Shellow," came a low snarl. The Alpha male yanked his arm out of the now dead werewolf's body, carelessly discarding the heart. He gave the body a brief, disgusted glance, then stepped over it. His expression made it clear that to him, the pack had just been thoroughly cleaned out, and the two losses suffered were as easily forgotten as dirt.

Khivar glanced around at the rest of the pack, their heads bowed in respect. He nodded in approval, then looked to his Betas. "I want you to keep a close eye on Liz Parker. She'll be heading home soon. The moment she leaves the hospital, I want the plan set in motion." He paused, closing his eyes and giving his head a slight shake. It was a brief lapse in concentration, but it made the others edgy.

The Betas ignored it though, well aware that he hated it when those moments were acknowledged. Daniel and Vanessa merely gave him an obedient nod. When the two glanced at each other, bloodlust was in their lupine eyes.

Besides being edgy about their Alpha's behavior, each of the pack was suffering from it. The bloodlust, the hunger. Part of them repulsed by the scent of their own kind dead, part of them hungering for the meat.

Khivar noticed. His gaze went to Harding. "He's yours to do with as you please, Edward. Eat him, discard him, or toss him to the others." He walked over to the turned human. "I promised you. No harm would come to your daughter by our hands. When all of this is finished, she can be with you again."

Ed nodded. It was tentative, as if he couldn't quite believe the Alpha's promised. After a moment, though, his nod became more confident. "Thank you, Alpha."

With a shrug, Khivar moved past, stalking out of the room. Nicholas followed him. The young male not having said a word or moved an inch form the doorway since entering.

There was silence in the room, all eyes on Ed after their Alpha's departure. They were waiting, wanting to know if they would get a meal, or if he'd keep the carcass to himself. He made them wait several moments for his answer. Ed sighed and finally answered by kicking the heart away and walking out. The Betas dug in, the rest waiting for any leftovers.

***

It wasn't until Michael had finally strode back into the cave - still in wolf form - that Tess' crying finally died down. Max had stood guard and looked for any sign of Michael's return while Isabel tried to get Tess dressed again.

She felt completely drained. Lethargic. She just sat there in her new clothes that stuck to her dirty skin while Michael got an emotional lecture from Isabel, and Max dragged out the bodies. She stared at her hands. They had been cleaned by Isabel using bottled water. Tess could still see blood on them.

That wasn't unusual in and of itself. There had been countless times she had hunted and killed. Hell, she'd killed one of her own kind before.

But never like this. She didn't understand what was going on. She had always been more lupine in nature, she'd always known what the bestial side of her was going to do. Never had she changed like that. Without the aid of the full moon, without any warning howls. It had never happened like that, the abrupt, swift change, one she couldn't control.

What scared Tess the most, she didn't even realize what she'd done until after it was all over.

Tess clenched her eyes shut, swallowing another sob. She didn't want to cry anymore. Her eyes burned and her throat still felt tight and raw, her head even aching a little. Tess had cried long and hard enough for it to actually hurt. The knowledge it would fade within minutes really wasn't much of a comfort. Right now, nothing could comfort her. She was certain of that. Tess didn't know how anything could make her feel better, and she wasn't sure she even wanted to.

Not after what had happened. What she'd done.

She had mutilated him. She had ripped him open and shredded his insides, and she'd loved every second of it. She had wanted him dead and in pieces at her feet, wanted to howl over his shredded remains like a triumphant bitch. She had wanted to do more than what she'd done, but things had gotten crazy after that. Tess was grateful - she was terrified to think of what he might have looked like if she'd been given time to do all she'd wanted to do.

Tess heard Max come back into the cave. She could still smell the stench of dead werewolf and silver-burned flesh lingering around him. She almost gagged when she remembered his expression as he took out Hubble's remains. Tess had hated the grim expression on his face, the way his jaw ticked.

How he wouldn't even look at her.

She felt a few more tears slide down her cheeks. She'd messed up, she'd messed up so badly. She had failed the pack. She knew it.

"Tess?"

A few moments of silence. Tess couldn't say anything. She couldn't look at him.

"Tess, it's okay." Max's voice was soft, soothing. When he saw Tess wasn't going to respond - or just couldn't respond - he crouched down beside her. "Tess, we're all going to go back home, and get you cleaned up. Then you'll get some rest, and some decent food. When you're ready, we can talk. Or you can talk with Isabel or Michael. Or all of us." Max kept his voice steady and calm. Sympathetic.

"I know you think something's wrong with you. But nothing's wrong with you, Tess. This doesn't make you a monster. You haven't suddenly become the prime example of what human society portrays us as," Max whispered. "But it's not true. Every single one of us goes through this."

That finally got a reaction. Tess' head lifted, confusion all over her face as she met Max's eyes, tentatively. "Wh-" she stopped, coughed and cleared her throat. "What do you mean?"

Max reached over. He gently laid his hand on Tess' shoulder. "We all go through this, Tess. It's something all werewolves experience." He waited to see if Tess would understand what he was trying to tell her. He gave her an almost proud smile when he saw the realization in her eyes.

"You mean, control over the change? I'm finally going to have it?"

"Yeah, change at will, whenever you feel like it, etc., etc., come on. Let's go," Michael stated, interrupting the conversation. He got a sharp glare from Max, a punch to the shoulder from Isabel, and an almost hurt look from Tess. Michael defended himself though. "Look, I hate to break it to you guys, but we have to get out of here as soon as possible. We have no clue where the others are, if they're going to come back, anything. Not to mention Liz," he reminded.

Max closed his eyes. He almost didn't want to be reminded of that. He felt guilty for leaving his family, and he felt guilty for leaving Liz, and he wished he had only one to focus on. Instead, he had to not only protect his pack, Liz, and her family, he had to get Liz and now Tess through difficult times with their lycanthropy.

"Michael's right," Max reluctantly confirmed. He helped Tess stand. "We do need to get out of here. After we get back to the house, we'll decide on a plan."

The others nodded. Isabel walked over to stay near Tess, while Max walked out ahead of the others. Michael wasn't far behind, wounds healing already. Tess looked up at Isabel and tentatively smiled.

"Thanks."

Isabel gave Tess an encouraging smile. "Don't mention it. We've all suffered this, it'll be okay."

"No, I mean..." Tess trailed off, and tried to figure out what exactly she did mean. After a moment, she started over. "Thank you for accepting me. I've never really given any of you a reason. I'm not even family - I'm from the pack that murdered yours. And maybe you guys gave me a rough time at first, you've accepted me. Thank you."

Isabel didn't respond through words. She simply nodded and, almost maternally, nuzzled the top of Tess' head.

Michael glanced back at the two females, briefly. He looked to Max. "I have to say it, Maxwell."

"Not now, not here. They can hear you, Michael," Max replied curtly. The tightness in his voice gave away the fact that he had considered what Michael was going to say. He didn't want to acknowledge it. Max was afraid of causing a worse kind of damage if it wasn't true. He was even more afraid of the possibility it was true.

"Look, I don't want to think about it either." Michael took a few long strides to catch up with Max. Now walking beside him, Michael leaned in to whisper, "Listen, Maxwell. My heart isn't in this. My instinct isn't backing this up. But we both know it's possible, and my damn duty to point this out, so let me point it out and feel like I've done my job as Beta, however despicable it is." He was almost snapping. His wounds had him on edge.

The attack had him on edge.

Max sighed and nodded in defeat. He didn't look back at the females as they lagged behind. "Say it, Michael, and get it over with."

"It's awfully convenient for Tess to suddenly, at the worst time imaginable, be going through this stage. In fact, she's reached it later than the rest of us did. We have to start thinking about the possibility that Tess is in fact a spy, like we thought. Or worse, a traitor. She joined us, and then decided to turn on us. Right now, we can't afford to ignore the chance that she's a danger."

The two males were silent for a moment. Subtly, Max glanced back at Tess and Isabel, then met Michael's eyes. "We'll talk about this more when she's cleaning up." They reached their motorcycles, and Max stared at Michael for a moment. The silent gaze was making Michael want to snap, but Max spoke up before he could. "I could tell."

"Tell what?"

"That you didn't want to say it. That you didn't want to believe it."

Michael shrugged and hopped on his bike.

Max sighed and straddled his own. He watched Isabel lead Tess over to hers. He watched Tess, trying to find a sign. Something to give him more hope, or confirm his fears. Max sincerely hoped she gave him something for the former. But there was nothing, just a seemingly shaken and scared female werewolf, going through a rough stage in her life and growth.

Weary and aching to be with his chosen mate, Max revved the engine of his motorcycle.

***

"So, Amy's practically in hysterics by this point, and then finally Sean says, 'So Vicky Delani is pregnant with some college stud's baby and he dropped her off at the abortion clinic right after she told him.' And Amy just suddenly slumps and glares at Sean, and I swear, I thought she'd kill him right then and there," Alex finished, laughing so hard he was almost falling out of his chair.

Liz was laughing too, even though it hurt her abdomen, and Maria and Kyle were in hysterics themselves. She'd asked Alex to have them come in not long after she had gotten a few minutes alone with Alex to prep herself for more company. Now she was being filled in on everything that had happened while she was unconscious, including Maria gossiping to her cousin over the phone the day before, and Sean making it sound like Maria had gotten herself knocked up.

Each of them could imagine the look on Amy's face at that thought.

"Oh, man, your cousin is an asshole," Kyle commented with a snort. He was still grinning widely though, arms folded over his chest. He looked like he was trying to contain more laughter.

Maria punched his shoulder lightly. "Yeah, he is, but I'm the only one besides Mom allowed to call him that. You thought it was funny anyway," she pointed out.

Kyle just laughed more. "Yeah, I did!"

Alex was laughing again as well, which sent Liz into more giggles. She was amazed her wound wasn't covered in crimson, she'd been laughing pretty hard for a while now.

Werewolves heal faster than mere humans though.

Liz's laughter died down instantly at her own sarcastic thought. She fought to keep a smile up. It was difficult, but the fear of her friends realizing something was wrong was enough to help her pretend to still be amused. She hadn't really thought about it since Maria and Kyle had joined her and Alex, but it was bound to come up in her thoughts sooner or later. Liz had been hoping for much, much later.

"So, Liz, how does it feel to be a celebrity?" Kyle asked. He moved so he was sitting closer to her bed. "I mean, you've been headline news for the local paper, and I think you even made it to some of the nearby towns' and their papers."

Liz groaned in reply, head falling back as her eyes closed. "Great. As if it wasn't hard enough being known by everyone for the Crashdown. Now I'll be known by everyone for the Crashdown shooting. I'm officially the Crashdown girl for life!" She waved her hands dramatically in the air, ala Maria.

Better than being known for being a werewolf.

Liz shut that thought out, and continued to lament to her friends about her small town fate.

At least they could offer some comfort for her for that. If she suddenly told them the truth - what truth? - of the situation she was in, they would merely think she was going mad. Unless...

Why wasn't her wound hurting more? Why could she grip a doctor's hand hard enough to almost crush it? How could she have dreams that Max Evans somehow understood and knew about, or what about the howling that died down when Michael and Max being around her? How was any of this possible? But even more importantly, how could these things be happening if it wasn't the truth?

The clincher was her wound. She really should be hurting more from her laughing.

Liz continued to talk with her friends, but she was no longer really in the conversation. She let them take over and slipped a hand under her hospital gown. Her fingers grazed over her bandages, the fresh ones she'd gotten after coming to. Liz searched for the top of the bandages, wincing when she tried to pry them off enough to slide her hand under them. They were tight, of course, but she fumbled a bit and managed well enough.

Around her, Maria, Alex, and Kyle were laughing over something else, relaxed and relieved. In their minds, the danger was over. They'd worried and cried, and hope had drained them for a few hours, and now they thought it was all over. They could move on, heal up from the terror of it all.

Liz almost pulled her hand out. Maybe it was better not to know yet. But she couldn't, she had to know.

Gingerly, she felt over her abdomen. Her fingers searched for her wound. Her brow creased, it was so hard to find it. She kept feeling around, and finally, her thumb brushed over a small scab. She felt it a bit more, pressed against it. She winced and almost whined softly.

Then Liz almost panicked. She felt around more and tried not to look as frantic as she felt. But there was nothing else, no other wound or scar or anything.

No. I can't be that healed up yet. What about stitches from surgery? What about more soreness, tenderness? Dampness? I should have gotten it close to reopening, there should be blood, there should be something.

No. It's not true.


Liz let out a low moan. This couldn't be happening. She fell back against her lumpy pillow. Her eyes closed as she moaned again. Liz could hear her friends coming over, worried again, but she waved them off. "Get out, guys. I, I just feel sick. I need some air. Can I have a few minutes?" she pleaded. Her voice came out in a tight whisper.

Maria almost protested, but then silenced herself. She nodded and Alex and Kyle followed her lead. The three of them walked out in a somber silence, and Liz would have sighed in relief if she wasn't panicking.

Something inside her started to clench. Everything inside her clenched, actually. She felt her bones tremble. The howling wasn't just in her head anymore, it sounded like it was right in her ears, filling up her room. Liz's eyes shot open, and though she couldn't see the way the pupils dilated and her irises lost their deep brown to become almost a steel color, she did see her vision lose all color.

Everything was gray. She was seeing in black and white.

Like a wolf.

There was a searing pain that shot through her. Liz's eyes fluttered closed as she passed out.

***

It was sudden. So sudden that it almost made Max lose control over his motorcycle. He hunched over and groaned loudly. The sound became a growl. His eyes shot open moments later as it passed.

Michael was near him. He'd guided his bike closer to Max when he saw something was up, and Max was grateful. Their eyes met, and Michael understood immediately - something was up with Liz. He gave a nod. "We'll wait for you at the house," he shouted over the roar of the motorcycles' engines.

Max smiled tightly. He sped ahead and swerved on an early turn. The others drove on by, heading deeper into town, while Max raced towards the hospital again. He was worried, he didn't think Liz would experience her first near change this early. Max really wasn't sure what could have caused it.

It had been brief. It had come early. And Liz had been without the protection of the pack. Those three things were enough to send Max into a frenzy.

That was nothing to how Max felt when he finally approached the hospital entrance, and he saw who was standing there, seemingly waiting for him.
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Author's note: And chapter five is finally done! Took my longer than I wanted, but family issues held me back. Again, I have to praise my beta - without Amy, I'd be giving you a bunch of "Nows" instead of "Nos" and worse. She's also awesome about getting back to me quickly. And even right off the bat. And now, I'm actually going to respond to everyone!

aussietrueblue - I came back as soon as I could! And you'll find out the answers to both questions in this chapter, promise.

Crusty Nut - Don't worry, you find out who. ^^

candycane14 - Yeah, that's a very good way to describe it. That comparison made me giggle for some reason, but it's fairly accurate, lol. Now, as for Max being up to protecting her, well, we'll find out soon.

tequathisy - Thank you so much! I feel honored. ^^

RhondaAnn - Thanks! And ahh, that's the million dollar question it seems.

BehrObsession - Thank you so much. ^^ Will Liz handle the changes? Will Tess prove to be a loyal member of Max's pack? Well, I can't answer that here, that'd be spoiling. ;)

clueless - Thanks! Is this soon enough? Lol.

behrlyliz - Thank you! Guess I'm doing something right, if everyone is interested enough to keep asking who the heck is waiting for Max! ^^

mrsjbehr - Lol! Very little? ;)

confusedfool - Thank you! ^^

Michelle in Yonkers - Thank you! You get some M/L interaction in this, but next chapter is the major M/L chapter. You cracked me up with the Mini-Me comment, that made my day! Lol.

roswells_angel285 - Lol, thank you very much! ^^

If I missed anyone, so sorry! Thank you everyone for the great feedback! Now for the disclaimer and then I'll shut up.

Disclaimer: I do not own In the Year of the Wolf by Motorhead, from which I get my chapter title, nor do I own any wrestling brands, such as WWE and ECW, which are now one and the same anyway. I don't own them. (Hey, I'd be willing to take Kane off your hands if you continue to mistreat him and decide to drop him. Seriously, Vince, call me about it.) Not making any money, please don't sue.

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Chapter Five: "See Me Now, This Is Not Me, Not Like the One I Used to Be..."

The three of them entered the small, sparsely furnished yet incredibly messy house they usually stayed at. They each knew where their Alpha was headed, even if he hadn't officially told them. They understood; they didn't like it, but they understood. The life of a wolf was rarely ever easy. Werewolves weren't any different.

Tess was the first one to speak up. "I should get a shower. Get clean," she whispered. She looked like she would pass out right there, but she would be fine. All she needed was a nice, hot shower, clean clothes, and a comfy bed for a couple of hours. "I'll see you guys in a bit. Want to be ready for whenever Max gets back."

Isabel nodded, giving Tess' shoulder a briefly squeeze before letting the younger female head into one of the bathrooms. Once Tess was gone, Isabel collapsed into the nearest chair. She'd barely been holding herself together, much less up. However, she knew she had to put up a front for Tess, or else Tess could have very likely freaked out again. Isabel understood where Tess was right now - she had been excited too, but no matter how badly you wanted this change, it was still a frightening and tough stage to go through.

"I don't know how much more of this I can take, Michael. It's been decades. Almost all our lives, I can't face immortality if this will always be happening."

The soft noise of Michael's boots quietly crossing the floor to the couch was the only reply he offered. He grabbed the remote, turned the television on. The Beta turned the volume up to painful levels, and Isabel grimaced.

"Michael, please, turn that down."

Michael didn't answer her. He sat there a minute, and then he got back up. He sat down across from Isabel a couple of seconds later, and she realized he was barely acknowledging her. Yet it was obvious he wanted to talk.

No. He thinks we need to talk. He doesn't want to talk, that's obvious.

Isabel rubbed her temples. She already didn't want to talk about whatever it was Michael thought they needed to talk about. It didn't look like they would though. She wasn't hearing any attempts from Michael at starting the dreaded conversation. Which didn't put her in a better mood, it made things worse.

Especially with the television turned up so damn loud.

And he won't turn it down. Or feels that he can't.

Suspicion grew strong in Isabel's mind. The weary female didn't lift her head for several moments though. Calmly, controlled, she finally started the conversation herself.

"You think Tess could still be a traitor."

Across from her, Michael was still quiet. It was almost heartbreaking. The longer he kept his mouth shut, the more Isabel understood how deeply this was affecting him. It was suffocating them both, though, and while Tess would most likely take her time in the shower, they didn't have forever.

"Michael, she hasn't had a chance to betray us. She's been nothing but loyal, she hasn't even been given a chance to be anything else. It's not like the other pack has shown any actual signs of caring about her. Doug even tried to attack her once, remember?"

"And none of the others tried to break it up when Tess' father attacked him in retaliation."

He had a point. It was hardly concrete, but it was enough to cause some doubts. The possibility that Tess would turn on them, or already had, it hung in the air like a bad omen. Their family was already so small, just straggling remains of the once close, tightly knit pack they used to be.

When they had taken Tess in, a loner, a rejected member from the very pack that they both hid from and sought to destroy, Isabel had been inwardly joyful. She'd longed for more companionship. And after losing Jesse, she had been so grateful it wasn't just her brother and Michael around. By no means were the two of them close, but like natural wolves, Isabel felt the instinctive need for others of her kind with her. Especially during times of loss.

Now she had to face these horrible thoughts of possible treachery.

"When did our lives become a soap opera?"

"When your father made a stupid decision." The almost biting tone in Michael's voice cut at Isabel like a knife. He wouldn't look at her when she glared at him with glassy eyes. "I never agreed with Zan's decision to leave. But I understood it. I can never forgive Khivar for killing the others, I'm not saying I can, or we should. I am saying that it was Philip that started this, and unfortunately, well, you know that sins of the father crap."

"I don't want to talk about it."

The hard stare Michael was giving her unnerved Isabel. She didn't like it one bit. What was so wrong about not wanting to talk about a painful past? In her opinion, she had every right to become closed off towards that particular subject. She didn't like talking about the origins of this lifelong feud, and she didn't want to talk about her brother right now.

"Because you know he's right."

"He was wrong, Michael. He left us, he just left us! He turned his back on his family, and he left this burden on Max's shoulders."

"Don't start giving me that bullshit about Max not wanting to be Alpha. Maybe there's a part of him that doesn't, but he's got too much of his father in him. If Zan had stayed, they would have fought for control, and things would be even worse."

Isabel scoffed. "I thought you didn't agree with Zan's decision to leave."

"I don't. Because I know exactly how you feel." Michael met Isabel's surprised glance. "Don't think because I rarely ever talk about my feelings that I don't have them. The only reason I can say the possibility that Tess might be a traitor is because I have to. It makes me want to whine almost to think that she could turn on us. But I have to think that because I'm Beta. There's a part of me that knows what Zan did was right. The part of me that isn't the loyal, dutiful Beta wins out on that one though."

"I'm sorry. I didn't even think-"

Michael cut her off with a shrug. "Don't worry about it. I'd prefer if you never mentioned this again." He paused, and she nodded. They settled into silence again, but it only lasted a few minutes before, "By the way. Another reason why there's a part of Max that would fight for the position - he's a better man than his father."

A small smile made its way onto Isabel's face. She didn't look at Michael. It was obvious that, from the calm and collected way he had spoken, these things had been on his mind a lot, perhaps off and on since all this had started. Isabel knew the last thing he'd want was her acknowledging what he had just said. It was too close to him, and he didn't like opening up more than absolutely necessary.

"Why don't you grab one of your stupid wrestling tapes and put it on? I'm sick of this news crap."

"Yes, ma'am," Michael replied eagerly and hopped up from his seat.

***

Someday, I'll make a nice, comfy material that's waterproof but doesn't feel like a waterproof material, and then there can be comfy tubs to sit in. Only then more people would die when taking baths, most likely, unless I kept it to myself. I'll keep it to myself then. And enjoy a comfy tub and hot water. Nice, long shower and hot water and comfy tub, and I could sleep in it for a little while and relax. Instead of wanting to stay in here forever, but being too uncomfortable to do so. Damn it.

Tess whined to herself as she stretched her stiff legs. Wobbly on her feet after a few moments of struggling to stand at all, the weary female lycanthrope reluctantly turned off the shower. She'd stayed in there for what had to be a full hour. Her skin was all prune-like and red from the extended period of time she'd been exposed to the scalding hot water. However, she finally felt clean again. Another blessing was that her wolf had calmed considerably.

She felt much better, but ready for bed.

Then the cheering of a rabid crowd blared in her ears.

Well. I'm wide awake now.

Tess sighed and shook her head. She'd been able to hear the television almost the entire time in the shower. Michael had it at maximum volume, and it was enough to give her a headache. She'd heard them talking, but hadn't made out the words - TV was turned up way too high.

At first it had worried her. What if they suspected her all over again? It wasn't too far-fetched to think they might. This change with her had come at one of the worst times possible. Coincidences were something the pack couldn't afford to not investigate and suspect. So why wouldn't the others suspect her?

Ultimately though, Tess had shrugged it off. While it did hurt her to think they still doubted her, she knew that she had done nothing wrong. This wasn't her fault, what she was going through, and she had nothing to hide. Therefore, she had nothing to worry about. She would just continue to prove herself to them, until finally they fully accepted her. Tess understood their suspicions, but she was determined to prove them wrong, prove she was loyal.

That they were her family.

"I'm sorry, Daddy," Tess murmured while drying her hair off with a towel. She watched herself in the mirror, taking a good, long look at herself, trying to see if her looks and her outward appearance reflected who she really was on the inside, who she had become.

Tess loved her father, missed him terribly. But she was no longer Daddy's little girl. She had been forced to leave the pack and her father had not followed. It was painful to admit, but her father's loyalty was with his pack. And now, the same could be said for her. She didn't love him any less - Tess knew, deep down, her father loved her too. But she couldn't be with his pack, and he wouldn't join hers.

Now she was changing. She was becoming a more powerful wolf, but had to accept the lack of control and the pain as if she was just reaching puberty and her first transformation. Tess remembered Max once describing it, several years ago, as 'learning humility to appreciate the strength and power.' Tess found that looking at it in that light was comforting, helped her cope with what she'd done.

Though her once again pale skin had not been comforted earlier, under the scalding hot water after being scrubbed down almost painfully.

Rather thoroughly dried off now, Tess walked up to the mirror. She poked at her own face, pulled at her skin. Opened her eyes as widely as she could. Inspecting herself. It wasn't as if she even had any idea what she was looking for. Maybe she wasn't looking for anything. It was probably nothing more than Tess wanting to get to know herself again, because she wasn't who she used to be and until now thought she still was.

She was somebody completely different and new.

The more she thought about it, the more she liked that thought.

"You need to do something with yourself, Girl. You're a changing lycanthrope, you need to celebrate, experiment. Get a new look, maybe," she quietly rambled to herself. She lifted some of her hair, looking at it. She could go with straight - no, almost all the girls around had straight hair. Perhaps curlier? Nah. "Hhhm. Maybe I could dye it pink and black and get bangs even." A pause, then, "Nah."

After several minutes of debating over what changes she could make to herself, Tess finally got dressed and headed out where Isabel and Michael were. She was nearly blown away by the loud sound of crowds booing some wrestler as the two watched one of Michael's tapes of WWE.

Isabel was the first to acknowledge her, and thankfully it was with a tired but genuine smile. "Feel better now?"

"Yeah, except for the headache that I'm almost developing from the TV," Tess replied and gestured to the screen. She laughed when Isabel gave Michael a pointed glare until he finally turned it down.

"I told you it was still too loud," the older female muttered. She then gave Tess another smile and waved her hand towards the large recliner near the couch. "Come on and sit with us. Don't make me watch this crap with him all by myself," she requested. Though the expression in her eyes was a bit more pleading, and the longer she smiled, the tighter it looked.

Tess almost giggled. "Sure. Let me get a drink real quick."

Isabel nodded and mouthed "Thank you."

"I heard that."

This time Tess did giggle, while Isabel merely stuck her tongue out at Michael.

It was strange that they were acting so, laid back, after all that had happened. However, it was comforting. Tess was grateful that Isabel and Michael were trying to just move on from what had happened earlier. Michael and Isabel were grateful that she had come out to join them, instead of holing away in her room. The atmosphere in their house was soothing to all three. It was a much needed moment of rest and recuperation, where the pack could feel unified, even without their Alpha.

What was wrong with them relaxing when that was exactly what they needed? They had to be at the top of their game, after all. And acting paranoid or worried or stressed out, that wouldn't help them at all.

"So, what matches are on this tape?" Tess asked as she settled down in the comfy recliner, a glass of chocolate milk in her hands. She didn't take her eyes off the screen as she asked. Despite being irritated at the high volume, the show wasn't something she minded. Tess actually watched it with Michael. Though she didn't make it seem as if she was interested, for girl reputation reasons.

Right now, the two wrestlers duking it out on the screen were two of Tess and Michael's least favorites - Shelton Benjamin and Johnny Nitro. Benjamin wasn't so bad, but both of them hated Nitro. Not that Michael was aware of Tess' hatred. Or her thoughts on pretty much any wrestlers, for that matter.

"Let's see, we've got this one, and then one between Edge and Cena, and then the next night's episode of ECW and whatever matches are on it, and then SmackDown, and whatever matches are on it." Michael paused, then glanced at Tess. "Including one with Batista. And I know you like him, you keep glancing at the TV and then looking away whenever his matches are on. You only do that with three other wrestlers."

Tess blushed. She blushed even more when Isabel looked at her with a bemused expression. "Well, okay, yeah. But he's not my favorite," she replied sheepishly.

Isabel finally let out a short laugh. "It's okay, Tess. They've got some good looking guys on these shows. Why do you think I put up with it?" she commented with a wink.

Michael rolled his eyes. "You know, it's not as bad as you guys make it sound. Sure, it's staged, but there's a lot of effort put in to make it look real. These guys deserve the same respect movie stuntmen get, honestly." Shaking his head, Michael fast-forwarded through the rest of the match, which only made Tess and Isabel giggle.

"You were saying?"

"Okay, some of them suck, or are incredibly annoying. Or both."

The girls shook their heads this time, still chuckling softly.

"So, Tess, if Batista isn't your favorite, who is?" Michael abruptly asked, catching Tess off guard again. The fact that he was looking at her, amused and waiting for an answer wasn't helping matters, and then Isabel joined him.

"Um, well, it's, well..." Tess trailed off. She chewed her lip and was positive her cheeks were a bright red. She didn't really want to admit it, because, well, for one thing, besides Max, that particular wrestler had been one of her first and few crushes. He was her second in general, and first celebrity crush. That was something private to a girl.

Then there was the fact that, well, compared to most girls, he was kind of an odd guy to have as your second crush, especially since she didn't even see his face for several years. Several years after her crush was well developed, actually.

"Come on, Tess. It's okay," Isabel coaxed.

The younger female sheepishly muttered a name, but she managed to mumble it softly and muffled enough so the other two werewolves couldn't make it out. When she saw their arched eyebrows, Tess loudly blurted out, "Kane! Okay? Kane. He's always been my favorite." Tess then proceeded to try to shrink back into the chair and duck her head, feeling even more sheepish after her loud confession.

Over on the couch, Michael and Isabel blinked before the latter started laughing and the former just shrugged. To Michael, it wasn't a bad choice. Kane was a pretty badass wrestler, despite getting stuck jobbing to crappy ones and stuck in crappy storylines. To Isabel, it was hysterical because she understood Kane wasn't just Tess' favorite wrestler as far as talent and gimmick. Kane obviously was more than that, and Isabel didn't mean to make Tess feel bad. It was just so funny how flustered Tess was over this.

Michael wasn't in on the joke however. He gave Isabel an annoyed look after a couple of minutes. "What is it? Kane's a good wrestler! Sure he's stuck with some crap and has to do some pretty cheesy lines and skits-"

"It's not that!" Isabel choked out between dying giggles. She forced herself to calm down so she could explain.

Tess just pulled her shirt over her head.

Michael finally got it. "No freaking way. You have a crush on Kane?!" Then Michael was the one having trouble with not laughing. It was quite obvious that he found that fact even more hysterical than Isabel. After a few moments he even punched his knee to try to stop himself from continuing to laugh.

Tess just told herself it was from all the adrenaline and stress dying down, the nerves and everything. Being tired and drained from life or death situations could make someone easily hysterical.

A loud snort came from Michael.

Extremely hysterical.

"Well, we all know your favorite is Maria!" Tess finally shouted. Was it wrong that she felt smugly satisfied when he choked briefly and stared at her in confusion for a minute. "The interviewer girl, not the waitress," she added sweetly. Her grin widened when Isabel started laughing again.

***

A knot formed in Max's stomach, and it tightened almost painfully with fear and hatred as he stalked towards the hospital. Narrowed eyes stayed on the other werewolf who stood just inside the entrance. Max almost growled; he was right near the elevators. The Alpha werewolf strode into the hospital and came to stand in front of the elevators as well.

"Pierce," he snarled through clenched fangs.

"Aw, come on now, Max. I thought we were past this whole 'last name basis' deal," the other replied with his fake Texas twang. His blue eyes were shimmering with slight shifts every few seconds, goading Max more.

The pureborn just softened his glare into a sneer that matched the turned lycanthrope’s. "You're right, Daniel. We're well past that now. So, what brings you here? Please, do tell me you went too far with your mate and put her in here under critical condition." The mock concern in Max's voice was thick.

The remark got the desired reaction though, as Pierce's eyes fully shifted and glowed briefly. Then he just smiled, as if it had never happened. "No. I'm here to see how that poor young girl is doing, the one who was shot in that alien diner. You know, I heard the funniest thing - someone tells me that you've got a potential mate in this town. Congratulations, Max. 'Bout time you settled down. Got laid."

Max's eyes shimmered this time. His jaw clenched. "Stay the fuck away from her, Pierce." He was on edge, and it was visibly affecting him. That wasn't good, but Max couldn't help it. Something was wrong with Liz, and he could barely comfort himself that Pierce was likely the only one around, so it wasn't an attack triggering the early episode.

Pierce met Max's gaze dead on. "You're not my Alpha, Max," he stated softly, calmly. Then he smiled again. "Besides. Not like I can do anything to her here, in the hospital, right? Neither of us really can," he commented and even gave Max's shoulder a pat. He smirked when Max growled. "You know, Evans, it's a good thing you're not gay. You're ass is far too tight."

"You would know, since it's common knowledge Vanessa wears the pants in the relationship," Max retorted right as the elevator doors made their telltale ding and opened. The Alpha stepped inside and faced Pierce again. The look on his face dared the other werewolf to enter as well.

"I'll catch the stairs," he replied darkly. The doors slid closed as Pierce turned away to find the stairwell.

Max's jaw clenched again, as did his fists. He glanced at the floor number as it changed to two, and realized Pierce would most likely reach Liz's floor first. "Shit!" Max ran a hand through his hair and started pacing the elevator floor. He had gotten sloppy. His anger and worry had overridden everything, and it could cost Liz instead of help her.

The Alpha glanced up at the elevator ceiling.

***

Khivar would probably have his balls for dinner if his Alpha found out about this, but Pierce wanted to know how far Max would go. The pack was ready for this to end, and Khivar still wanted to take things slow. For years Khivar had been leading them on this mission that was going a little beyond vengeance and bordered on psychotic obsession.

Of course, Daniel couldn't deny that he would most likely be the same, had he suffered what Khivar had suffered.

However, he hadn't. And he wanted to keep it that way. So he had decided that as Beta male and a mate, he had the right to not only obey orders, but go a little further. He didn't want to just watch Max's interaction with Liz and see how often someone was around to guard her. He wanted to know how far Max was willing to go to protect her. Daniel wanted to be fully prepared. Their war was reaching its climax at long last. He knew it, Vanessa knew it, Nicholas knew it, Khivar himself knew it. Daniel for one wasn't going to enter the battle without arming himself properly.

As he approached the Parker girl's room, Daniel was very glad he had goaded Max. His lips curved into a smirk as he stood outside the doorway and watched Max come out to meet him. I'd beat myself if my mate was in danger from someone like me, too. This was good though. Daniel most likely had a very accurate idea of how far Max Evans would go to protect his mate. The only way Max could have beaten him was by taking a big risk in being caught.

Exposing their kind was the last thing Max wanted to do, the last thing any of them wanted to do.

It wasn't that they couldn't handle humans. It was that humans would make their lives even more stressful by becoming bigger irritations than they already were. And it wasn't that Daniel was a hypocrite. He'd found human beings to be major annoyances on the whole when he'd been human himself.

Max came out to stand between Pierce and the doorway. He folded his arms over his chest, his sleeveless shirt exposing his biceps, which he visibly flexed. But the real intimidation trick was in his eyes. Subtly shifted enough to let Pierce see the wolf. To any passerby, it was a display of macho manliness. To the two lycanthropes, it was a blatant, "Get away from my territory, now," warning.

Pierce sneered.

"Get out of here. You're not welcome, you're not even known by her family. I saved her life, and they know it," Max declared softly. "So just get out of here."

"Sure thing, Max," Pierce easily agreed. He gave a nod and started to turn. "Oh, by the way," he added. The Beta male glanced over his shoulder, sneer still in place. "Khivar wishes her the best."

There was a tick in the Alpha's jaw as he watched Pierce walk away. He stood tensed until he saw the bastard slip into the stairwell, and only then did he allow himself to relax somewhat.

Max walked back into Liz's room. Immediately he was at her side again, hands gently cradling her head. "Liz, Liz? Liz, wake up, come on, you need to wake up."

There were annoying beeps and erratic sounds, and Max noticed that she was damp with sweat. Her eyes were rolling back and forth. The sheets were gripped so tightly in her hands that her knuckles were turning white. Something had made her panic. It - thankfully - wasn't another werewolf's presence, but Max was still concerned about this. There was nothing around to indicate what had caused her to freak out.

"Liz, wake up for me, please," Max whispered. He lowered his head towards hers. His forehead rested against hers. He hated how warm and damp it felt. It pained him to see her face crease with fear or confusion from her dreams. To soothe her, he gingerly stroked her hair.

"Please, Liz, I need you to wake up. I know you're scared. I wish I knew what you were going through, but I don't. It's painful for pureborns, but it's not the same. It's not so foreign or strange or, impossible seeming. Liz, I know this has to be driving you insane, and I know this new side of you wants to take over, but you can't let it. You'll lose yourself, and I can't lose you, I can't. Baby, please. Just wake up. Don't stay in those dreams, I've seen it happen before, and I can't let that happen to you. Please, just...just wake up."

Turning a human usually wasn't such a complicated experience. Max himself hadn't turned anyone before, but he had been around others turned. He had watched it happen. He had also seen a few cases that hadn't gone so well. The turning was unwanted, the person unstable. It wasn't even an intentional turning. There were so many reasons and causes. Too much stress and paranoia were causes for complications. And complications led to mental instability. When the human side became too frail, the lycanthropic nature building to be equal just completely took over.

Max had seen a few werewolves just lose themselves. They became completely wolf almost always. If there was any humanity left in them, it led to insanity. A rabid lycanthrope. Unable to take human form, unable to take a pure wolf's form. There was nowhere that they fit in, and it was almost impossible to help them out of that state.

He couldn't see that happen to Liz.

Max hadn't thought it would, she had been doing fine. Had the dreams, but they had never caused her any real harm. Michael had never mentioned any signs of her suffering. That had been before Max had come and told her the truth though. Then he'd left her there, all alone, and she had probably panicked after a while. The thought too much to handle.

"I'm sorry, Liz. I am so sorry." Max cupped her face, shook her gently. "I'll make it up to you, I swear. This isn't a curse, Liz. This isn't a nightmare, something to shun. Not if you embrace it. I can teach you everything. I can show you things no human could ever imagine. Just wake up for me, please, Liz. I'll take care of you, I promise."

Liz showed no signs of waking. Her face grimaced now and then, her hands were still clenching the sheets. There were still beads of sweat forming on her brow, dampening his forehead.

"I swear, if I have to wake you up with a fucking kiss, I will," Max threatened. He paused, and then pressed his mouth to Liz's ear. The Alpha let out a soft whine. He whined a few times in her ear, then raised his head again. Max breathed a sigh of relief when Liz's features relaxed.

It might not wake her up, but it should help things calm inside her mind for a little while.

There was a tentative pause. Well, it couldn't hurt, right? No, no, this is wrong. She's unconscious, and you want to sate some of your curiosity and hormones. Then, as if that wasn't enough, you're perverse enough to try and justify it by thinking of a stupid fairy tale. But she is beautiful and asleep. Max groaned at his own pathetic self. And then pressed his mouth against hers. He only meant for it to be a brief peck, but it ended up lasting several seconds for him to savor the taste of her.

Just like in the fairy tale, Sleeping Beauty woke up. Unlike in the fairy tale, she sort of got a little scared.

"Sorry!" Max whispered quickly. He jumped back as if burned. The guilty expression on his face was akin to a little boy being caught with his hand in the cookie jar. He felt sorry for doing something that upset Liz, but he didn't feel sorry for kissing her.

Liz just stared at him wide-eyed for several minutes. She was breathing hard from her dreams and the scare of waking up with someone's mouth on hers. In her mind she could hear Max's voice, saying words that sounded far away. She remembered him speaking, but she couldn't make out what he had said. That wasn't helping matters either.

So, calmly, Liz opened her mouth to ask Max what was going on. She ended up all but shouting, "What the hell is going on?!"

Max winced. He hadn't expected less, though. "A lot," he answered lamely, then sat down in the chair he'd sat in the first time he'd been there. He held up a hand before Liz could snap at him again. "Liz, I need to know something first. What happened, what triggered the attempted change?" he prodded, but did so gently and quietly. He didn't want to upset her more.

"Wha?"

He sighed. He was worried she wouldn't understand what he was talking about. "Liz, something happened earlier. You panicked over something. And then, it started to hurt, didn't it? The howling, that howling noise in your head, it got worse as well, right?"

Liz looked down then. She didn't want to think about that. She didn't want to acknowledge all this werewolf bullshit. She was in the hospital with a bullet wound - no.

"Oh my God. It's real. What you told me, that's true."

Max had never once felt guilty for being a werewolf, for enjoying it. He'd never felt like there was something wrong with him, with his kind. So the foreign sting of guilt and distaste for his own lycanthropy filled him from the fear in her voice, it made him almost physically ill. "Yes. It's all true. But Liz, there's nothing wrong with it. It's nothing to be ashamed of, I swear."

"Get out, okay, just, get out," Liz whispered. She wouldn't even look at him. "I can't deal with this."

"Well, Liz, you have to!" Max snapped. He regretted it instantly. Her flinch didn't help, but he had to get this through to her before she made things worse on herself. "I'm sorry. But you have no choice except to deal with this, and deal with it soon. There's so much I have to explain, and I don't have forever. We're immortal, but there's a fight going on now, and the enemy wants nothing more than to cause me and my family as much pain as possible before killing us, and they will do so through you if you don't let me in." Max leaned forward, his hand reaching for hers. "Please, Liz."

"What the hell is going on?"

Max and Liz looked up in panic when they heard Maria's voice. Both werewolves had been so focused on each other that they hadn't heard her approach or even smelled her scent getting stronger. They didn't even know how long she'd been in the room. Judging from the way she was looking at Max, it was likely she'd heard most of what he had said.

"Maria, um, I have to talk with Max right now-"

"Oh, no, no, we have to call security! He's talking crazy, and about you being in danger!" Maria exclaimed in a whispered shriek. She was flustered and freaking.

Great. I hope Liz will understand. Max moved over to Maria faster than she could run out. He grabbed her and wrapped his hand around the back of her neck. His fingers found the right spot and then, presto. Maria fell limp in his arms. Max glanced over at Liz apologetically. "Please, don't panic. I just couldn't let her do the same." Max gently set Maria down in a chair. "I'll be right back." He ran out of the room and quickly found a payphone.

After dealing with getting out the necessary change and dialing the number, Max waited for someone to answer. He didn't have to wait long. "Yeah, hey, Michael. Listen, I need you to come down here. Maria found out."
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I'm really sorry for the delay. I feel so crappy, I'm giving author's notes as much as updates. :oops: :( Another family emergency came up (the later year holidays is when all the bad things happen in my family), and my dad wound up having to go into the hospital for almost two days. Now he's back at home and I have to take of him. With everything going on with him, my mom's dad, and Christmas, writing time is severely limited.

I hope I can get up two chapters before Christmas Eve. Right now, that's the goal - two chapters before Christmas Eve, and then there will be a couple of weeks where I will be insanely busy and unable to update. After that, it should be smooth sailings from me. Serves me right for starting a fic during the late part of the year. :|

Thanks for all the feedback though, it really helps to keep me determined to get the writing done. Again, sorry about the delays.
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