by PML » Tue Oct 23, 2007 4:20 pm
Thanks as always to everyone reading this story. And as always thanks to those leaving feedback.
xmag- Well hopefully I can keep Pam interesting. She does have a part to play. And yes, Jeff's first true love was Nadine Troy. Liz never asked her father or mother about any of this, and had at this point completely forgotten about it.
As for Courtney, not much here, but she does have a bit to say in part eight.
chanks_girl- Thanks. Isabel is not happy with Liz for what she believes Liz has done. Hopefully you do it interesting.
RhondaAnn- Yes Pam, Liz, and Maria were friends in the early part of elementary. But that scene formed a permanent rift between them. Pam used to be a stickler for paying attention to authority. She will play a small role in this story, but much more in Shadows.
Kyle and Courtney, well who knows. Just remember that Kyle is a little xenophobic, that's the reason he did not take Courtney up on her offer earlier.
emmanu- Thanks
kemkay- thanks
Disclaimer- I do not own Roswell, and no infringement is intended. Also a couple of nods to the writers of the episodes Surprise and End of the World.
Eidolon part 7
Tess
Tess stood next to her battered SUV, still trying to get over the shock. She had to start being more aware of her surroundings. She was being too careless, too confident her power would save her.
But she had been lucky, and as Nasedo had been want to point out, at some point luck wore out. She would have to start practicing more. It would be hard, particularly with Kyle and the Sheriff around all the time. But that in and of itself would constitute practice.
Her ‘friends’ had no clue how powerful her abilities could be.
Flash-
Ava Mitharos watched as the mansion that had housed her for all twelve of her years was pillaged. She watched as the Conservatory went up in flames. She had loved that room. Not for the instruments over which her parents made her toil, but rather the sheer beauty. The very walls seemed full of the very essence of music, and while music was not her Gift, from time to time while she was playing she could feel that essence call to her.
She would miss it, would miss all of it. All of it destroyed by the stupid Taries and their idiotic war to avenge a few Rajies. Like they mattered, and even if they did her family had opposed the annexation. So why did they come to burn her house?
“Ava Belana Mitharos get over her right this minute,” her mother called out to her. “If one of them sees you…”
Most of the Household staff had been away on various affairs, some involving politics, others the war. Only a few guards and the minimum staff to keep up the place had been in residence. They themselves had only been passing through on their way to safety in the Capital.
The guards had died to give them some time to escape. Now it was only herself, her mother, and one of her tutors. The tutor was quietly crying and moaning about her fate. Her mother was in deep silence, hopefully planning and not just praying.
And Ava was trying to desperately not think of what was happening to the few survivors left in her home. She had heard pleas and screams as they had fled, and she had seen pretty Sira, one of the housemaids being driven half naked away from the mansion. She had looked so shocked and scared.
Ava feared for her, for while her parents had tried to shield her from the darker realities, the war had been going on for several years. She knew what happened when one of the less disciplined Taran Legions took an area. She just wished there had been away to save her. But she would be hard pressed to save herself. Neither her mother nor her tutor had strong powers; it would be up to her to save them all.
If she could. For they had only been able to go less than a mile before the war caught up to them and they had to seek shelter. She was not sure who was fighting who, and she really did not care. She just wanted it to be over.
So she had kept a partial watch, and saw a group of soldiers slink up from their positions at the mansion towards their hiding spot. “Mother they are coming!”
“Come here, child. You will need to protect us; you will need to call upon the Eidolon, the waking dream to save us. Do you understand?”
“Y-yes, mother,” Ava looked up at her mother, lips slightly trembling. It would be hard, and the thought of touching those dark Taran minds made her feel slightly ill. But it would have to be done. She would have to hide them.
Her mother’s dark grey eyes looked at her with pride and love, “Don’t worry my sweet Ava, you will not have to hold them for long, Father is sending some help. There is another Taran unit nearby, friends. You just need to make sure you keep the enemy at bay, just hold them off. They can not know we are here.”
The tutor looked stunned, “You are going to trust other Tarans? After what they have done?” The tutor waved her arm back at the burning mansion and the ravaged countryside.
“We must. This whole war has been a terrible mistake, one our House fought adamantly against. Better to let the Inquisitors take those guilty for Drimordjian, even against all custom. What use is pride against such an immense sin, how could the Council think the Gods would smile upon us after what we had done?”
Ava looked stunned. How could her mother think they deserved this? She kept quiet, but luckily the tutor voiced the very denial she wished she had the courage to voice.
“But they were only Rajies! Why would the Powers on high care one whit for them?”
Lady Thirva Mitharos only smiled, “The Rhyjhaelians may be inferior to us, and they may be infidels. But they are still people, their souls still matter. Irregardless, the sin was ours, how many have to die for Tritoranan greed?” She shook her head, “Enough, now is not time for this. Ava, grab my hand. You too,” she directed at the tutor.
“Yes, mother.”
“Yes, Lady.”
“Now, Ava, link with us and use our strength to bolster yours. Remember that I love you and trust in you.”
Ava connected to the two women, their strength hers to use, their thoughts and emotions carefully blocked off. She blocked herself as well. She closed her eyes and began the warp, one that would have to hold until help arrived. Help from the enemy. She felt her mother kiss her lightly on the temple.
Lady Thirva said softly for Ava’s ears only, “Worry not sweet, for I have seen the future. One day I shall see you crowned Queen of all Antar.”
If her eyes had not been closed, Ava surely would have rolled them. But somehow, in this time and place, she felt oddly comforted by her mother’s strange superstitions. She began the warp.
End Flash-
Tess opened her eyes. To have a mother, to have someone who cared so much for her, who dreamed such grandiose dreams for her. She looked again at the Deluca household, at the woman who had made such dire choices who slept therein. Would Lady Thirva have done the same for Ava?
Yes, she would have done anything to protect her, to protect me.
For the first time, Tess felt envy, not just for Liz, who still held Max’s heart, but for Isabel and Maria as well. For in this life they had had mothers, they had been loved, loved and cherished like Ava had been. Until now she had never truly known what that had felt like, had not known the huge hole in her life…
She stoically got into her battered SUV and proceeded to drive home. She was able to drive but a single block before she had to pull over.
And she cried.
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Maria-
Maria’s investigation was going nowhere. None of her friends was really willing to talk about the rumor with her. They knew how she would react, and Maria got the distinct impression that this rumor had been floating about for a little while. There just was no way that Liz would sleep with Kyle. I mean she has this whole soul mate thing going on with Max. She just couldn’t, wouldn’t do that to him.
Would she…
I mean the whole vibe between them has been soooo awkward. And Max said that Liz had hurt him, hurt him to almost breaking.
And she’s been keeping secrets…
No it is not possible. Liz and Kyle. No. I will not believe it. It’s like impossible. She would never do that, not in a million billion years would she do something like that.
Do something like that and not tell me…
Maria stood there her thoughts getting more and more agitated as she watched the party. Her breath began to speed up as she began to hyperventilate.
“Hey, Maria I thought you had left,” Kyle said. He had obviously had a few more drinks, his old Kyle patented smirk on his lips. “Do you need some seed oil or something?”
Maria had forgotten what a jerk Kyle could sometimes be. Usually when drunk, which used to be often. She preferred the new Kyle, misquoting Buddha any day. Her mind switched from possible panic attack to just plan attack. “Kyle. You and me, outside.” When she noticed him just blinking at her she added, “NOW!” And she walked outside, daring him to not follow.
She heard him make a comment with his friends who then burst out laughing. But she knew that he was following her. She noticed Courtney, who had been casually mingling around the room, talking with Pam. The look of intentness on Pam’s face worried Maria, as did the cool glance Pam sent her as she left the room. Pam was interested in something, some story was unfolding that she wanted to chronicle.
Not what they needed right now.
She was still lost in thought when she heard Kyle’s abrupt statement.
“No.”
Maria whirled to face him, “What do you mean by no. You can’t just expect me to like read your mind or something. I have serious questions and you will answer them.”
“And the answer is no. I did not sleep with Liz. Max did catch us in bed together though.”
“Excuse me? You were in bed together with Liz. I mean what were you hoping to accomplish? Were you like naked or something, was this you trying to get back at Max.” Maria looked at Kyle with complete scorn. “The man saved your life.”
“And was the cause of all the danger. I mean none of that would have happened if he were just some self absorbed rich preppy kid now would it? But no he is some alien hiding out in Roswell, for heaven’s sake. Couldn’t they have picked a less clichéd town? I mean our lives are totally changed, totally.”
Maria looked at Kyle, the old Kyle, the jock was gone, and the new Kyle was back. She was not sure, not really sure what to make of him, “And Liz would be dead.”
Kyle sighed and looked down at the ground, “Yeah. And Liz would be dead.” Both of them were silent for a moment before Kyle resumed. “You know the thing is, it’s not just the changes in our lives. Or the knowledge that aliens not only exist; but are walking and talking among us. Even that we may have to fight off them at a moments notice, Courtney and I killed one not more than a quarter mile from this spot tonight. Not it’s that, well that, I…” He paused and scuffled the dirt a bit. “I feel, well, I feel…”
“Different.”
“Yeah, um I never got to ask you. You know after he healed you do you feel, you know?”
“Different?” Maria paused, opened her mouth to say that no, nothing was different. But Kyle was a friend, she had not always liked him, had not always trusted him. But lately, the new Kyle… And maybe a bit of the old, there had to be something that Liz had seen in him… She felt she could trust him, if only a little. She herself looked down before looking back at Kyle, who was looking expectantly at her. “Yes, a little. It, it is like, like I can hear things I can’t really hear and see things I can’t really see. I, I don’t really know. And then there is Michael. I can feel him, even all the way out here.”
“Okay, well, I think we are done here for now.”
“You don’t feel drawn to anyone.”
“No more than usual.”
“Oh. Does it help that it makes the kisses feel magical.”
“Now that is too much information. And considering all the strings that all the Martian stuff brings, I think I will stick with normal human kisses. Which if we are done here, I am going to try to get some of.” Kyle turned around and headed back towards the party.
“Kyle? You never did answer me. Why did you do it?”
Kyle stopped and sighed. He turned around and said, “Liz asked me to. If you want to know why she asked me, ask her.” With that he continued on back into the party.
Maria just stood there watching as he left. Damn, Isabel would get the answers before I will. Those makeovers better be worth it. She watched as Courtney talked briefly with Kyle and then headed straight for her.
Courtney had a slight smile on her face as she walked up. “So how did your questioning go?”
“Alright I guess. I did not find out who started the rumor, but I did get to talk with Kyle. With no help from you I might add.”
“It was Julia. She overheard a conversation between Tess and Max. She then observed the tension in your group, put two and two together and…”
“But Julia is our friend, why would she do that.?”
“Not sure. If I had a bit more time and a free run of the campus during school, I could probably find out though.” Courtney looked deeply at Maria, “Maybe I should have added some spy craft to the memories I gave you.”
“What?”
“It’s going to be a long conversation, and I doubt something you really want your friends to see. Particularly Pam, she may be a problem.” Courtney shook her head, “Why don’t you drive me home, and I will tell you all about it.”
“No, what did you mean.”
“Look Maria, this touches on Czech issues, it’s not really safe out here.”
Maria just looked at the older girl, “Okay, but I expect a full explanation.”
Both of them walked towards the car.
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Liz-
Liz fought to keep her emotions under control. For it seemed that whenever she let them loose, she would get a flash. In the brief five minutes they had been driving so far she had already seen three flashes. One of them had been of Max, Michael, and Isabel fighting over Max’s telling Liz. Liz had never realized how much Isabel had considered that a betrayal. The second was just Eww. She tried to scrub her mind of a younger Amy Deluca’s giddy thoughts as she kissed a handsome blonde stranger. Somehow Liz knew that it would have been a worse sight if she had been sitting in the back seat. Just something she so did not want to see…
The third…
Flash-
Sergeant Romero Ibanez tried to contain his irritation as he drove out into the middle of nowhere on a hot New Mexico afternoon. The brass had wanted hard working men who could keep their mouths shut, and so he and some of his men were ‘volunteered’ to a detail on some ranch north of Roswell.
It was times like these when he really questioned his decision to stay in the service after the War. Sure he really had not had much to go back to in New York, and sure it let him play with the newest shiny toys the Army Air force had to offer. But still, those over paid flyboys would be sorry if he and his men were not there to service those birds. Engine three on the plane he had been working on worried him, it sounded okay and it worked, but something about it. Well he would worry about it when he got home.
All such thoughts faded in importance as the Jeep rounded the hill. And he saw it. It was like no aircraft he had ever seen. “My God.”
“What do you think it is Sarge?” one of his men asked.
“Not our place to say. Let the eggheads do the guessing, we’ll find out ourselves. Let’s move out.”
It was days like this he was happy he had stayed in the Army.
Endflash-
When Liz regained her senses she realized the Jeep had stopped. Isabel would be badgering her soon for answers. She tried to calm her nerves, to sooth her emotions, she had to stop these flashes. There had to be a way.
Liz felt prickles of energy flow up and down her arms and her hands tingled. She was careful not to touch anything. She closed her eyes and tried to desperately to calm down, but the anger, resentment, and fear wouldn’t stop.
She heard as Isabel softly said, “Liz, are you alright?” And then she felt as Isabel’s hand gently touched her arm.
Flash-
Liz watched as Isabel clambered from her pod and stared at the other. She knew him, they had been… friends. She looked back and saw another boy fighting his way out of the pod. And knew him. Her brother. He was her brother.
Flash-
Liz felt the curiosity and aggravation that Isabel felt as she watched Liz, trying desperately to understand how Liz affected her brother so much…
Flash-
Isabel walked away in wonder from Alex’s house after rousing him to get a kiss to find Max and Liz. Michael had been right, the feelings and the flashes had poured into her. It had been intoxicating, for Alex loved her. He really loved her, and that feeling filled her with wonder and happiness and ambivalence…
Flash-
Isabel felt all the emotions build within her as she grabbed a rock and smashed it through her own pod. Why wasn’t her mother here? Why were they so alone? And God, the look on Alex’s face when he saw Grant, saw that they were going on a date. That all the embarrassment he had gone through to make her smile was wasted. The pain in his eyes…
And Tess. And Whitaker. Those lies Whitaker had told her. They had to be lies, her mind shrieked. But she knew, not the details, but there was truth there. Some kernel of truth to all that Whitaker had said and it made her mind burn. The idea that she could betray her family, betray her brother…
She looked again at her now damaged pod, the place that had sheltered her until she, Michael, and Max had left Tess alone… There was a hole in the back of the pod. There was something behind it. She got down on hands and knees and looked closer, crawling through the hole.
And saw as metal door slid open. She saw it open up a round chamber that was full of barely concealed power and might. All housed in a large inverted black cone.
Isabel stood up and looked in wonder. She knew what it was, it called to her. “The Granolith”
End Flash-
Liz ripped her arm away angrily and opened the Jeep door. She gave a withering look to a surprised Isabel as she got out of the Jeep and started walking home. It couldn’t be more than six or seven miles back to the Crashdown.
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Ava-
Ava kept driving trying to ignore the moaning and groaning coming from the back seat. Lonnie and Rath were enjoying the extra space the more sensible choice Ava’s vehicle had given them.
They were so disgusting, more like animals than people. She thought of Zan, and what they had done to him, of how they had denied her the pleasure they were so adamant about having right here, right now, while she was driving. They had killed her mate, had murdered Zan, and expected her to take care of them.
They were fools. But they were dangerous fools, so very dangerous.
She felt the last strands of love she had for them fray. The bonds that had been forged in love, that had made them the Four Square, the Hope of Antar. They were almost gone now, and she was almost free.
She wondered what she would do when she felt the last bond break. Would Rath or Lonnie even notice? Would she be able to just slink away, escape from her now psychopathic former friends?
She would stay for now, she decided. For even if she hated them, she wondered about the Others. Those who had been made in their image, but made more human… What would they be like?
Would the Darkness have claimed them too? Would they be like Lonnie and Rath had been or like they were now? She missed her friends. Or would they be completely different?
She wanted to know. And so for now would play nice. They could not get to Roswell fast enough.
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Isabel-
Isabel stared in shock as Liz angrily stalked away from the Jeep towards Roswell. What was up with the small brunette anyway? She got out of the Jeep and called out to her, “Liz, where do you think you are going. You owe me answers.”
Liz just kept walking.
Isabel ran after her, and grabbed her shoulder, “Liz, I am not going to let you go until you answer some questions.”
Liz stiffened and gasped. She desperately tried to shake Isabel’s grip. “Please, I will tell you anything. Just please… please don’t touch me.”
Isabel let Liz go, and Liz dropped to her knees and started crying.
“Liz, what is wrong with you?”
“Ana did something to me, and now I see flashes.” Liz tears were flowing down her cheeks as she began to laugh bitterly. “I know too much. I know the future; oh I am such a fool to have wanted to know. And now the flashes…”
“Liz, do I need to call Max?” Isabel said fishing her phone out of one of her purse. She checked it for a signal and got ready to call Max.
“No, no don’t call Max. It’s bad enough, I have failed badly enough. I don’t think I could stand Max right now.”
Isabel kept the phone in her hand and watched the hysterical girl. Something was wrong with her, and Max, well Max should be able to help her. She wanted to reach out, to comfort her. And hit her for hurting Max like she had, but she could do that after Liz was cognizant of her displeasure. Isabel did not like to see people in so much pain.
“I know you want to know, Iz. I know so much, too much now. But you have to promise me, you have to promise me you will not tell Max. I want to tell him, he should hear it from me.”
“Liz, you know that…”
“Promise Isabel or I will tell you nothing.” Liz stared up at her with an incredible intensity.
For the first time Liz made her nervous. Not nervous in the sense of what she could do to affect Max, but rather to affect her. Something was different with Liz, there was a power there, and her words would bind her. Bind her as much as a promise to Max or Michael. But she had to know, “I promise I won’t tell Max, or anyone else for that matter. Not unless you release me.”
Liz visibly calmed down. “And I promise I will tell him. That I will tell him soon, I just don’t know how to start.”
“How about at the beginning?”
“Not you too. Max said the same thing to me earlier. He knows you see that I did not sleep with Kyle. That he had been set up.”
Isabel shook her head. “It was something Dad said when we would stall trying to tell him whatever stupid thing we had done while growing up. And just like us, you are stalling.”
Liz sighed. “At least you know about the Granolith, although I am a little angry that none of you shared that knowledge with me. Then I could be sure it wasn’t just some evil hallucination or something.”
“Liz,” Isabel said impatiently.
“Look, there is a lot to tell. I will tell you the basics, things I haven’t even told Maria about. And I promise I will tell you everything when we do those makeovers you promised Maria, say on Wednesday. We’ll be out of school, so we can make a sleepover of it.”
“Fine Liz, that is fine now get on with the story.”
“It began with me, Maria, and Alex going to a fortune teller on Halloween. Hey, Isabel, don’t get that look, this really is part of the story. You know, I consider myself a budding scientist, and well even knowing some of the stuff you guys can do, well fortune telling is pretty far fetched. But she was right. She told Maria that her relationship with Michael would never prosper, that Alex never had a chance with you, and that I, that I would have Max.” Liz’s voice took on a dreamy quality, “That despite his destiny, despite his duty, that he would give it all up. Give it all up for me.” Liz blushed a little, “That I would not be found wanting for intimacy with him.”
“Liz is this really relevant?” Surely she would not have always been so cold to Alex, surely at some point she would have opened, even if just a little to him. And if how Michael and Maria had been carrying on today, surely there was some hope for them.
“Yes, and when I got home, I knew how silly I was being. I mean, come on, fortune telling shill here. But I bought it, she seemed so intense, so surprised by the reading. And I thought I… felt something. Anyway, I actually went home and dressed up in front of the mirror with some bed linens, pretending to be a bride. Max’s bride.” Liz stopped, and the dreamy quality left a harsh sadness replacing it. “That was all truly what was to be. Really and truly, until today I was not sure, but now…”
“Liz I don’t understand how this would lead you in a million years to hurt Max, if anything… I mean if you thought he loved you, and he does, the poor fool still does.”
“Did you see something today, when the time storm broke, did you see anything?”
Isabel said quietly, “I saw a little of my past.”
“Your past?”
“On Antar.”
“Oh, well I just had to see, had to see if he had been telling the truth. I had to know. You see, I saw the future, what our future could have been if I had not taken steps. It was not all unpleasant, not until near the end. Until a very bitter end indeed. You wonder how I could do what I did to Max. I had to, he told me I had to, and what is worse.” Liz’s voice hitched a little, “He was right.”
“Who, you keep mentioning a him? Who are you talking about?”
Liz burst out with bitter laughter and as she stared into Isabel’s eyes, a ocean of unwept tears lurked, “Oh, Izzie, how I wish we were truly friends. If we were you would know, you would know the only person in the world that could persuade me to hurt Max so much. You see, I had a visitor that night. I had a visitor from the future, one who told me what would happen if I let events carry on unchanged.” The tears began to flow. “It was Max, and he told me that we could never be. That we were happy, married and happy, but that the price was too high.”
“No, there is no way Max would do that. It must have been a Skin or a shapeshifter or maybe, maybe Tess was getting desperate…”
“It was Max, Isabel believe it. Trust me, I tried to deny it, oh how I tried… When Nasedo captured me, when he tried to use me as bait to draw the Special Unit from all the rest of you, it took one kiss and I knew. We have this, I don’t know connection. And for a brief while, there were two of him. He told me we could never, never be together, that it would cause the end of the world. And from what I saw today, from my little glance into the future, he was right.”