
Title: Alone
Author: EmmyAwards
Disclaimer: The usual, ya know? I don?t own these characters yadda yadda. I wish I owned Jason Behr though!
Summary: After Alex?s death Liz is captured by the FBI and taken to Manticore where she meets a friend and must find her way back to Roswell in order to help save the people who left her alone.
Timeline: Roswell - After Its Too Late And Its Too Bad
Dark Angel - Beginning of Season Two.
Author?s Note: Crossover with James Cameron?s Dark Angel. Very sorry about the copious amount of song lyrics I have? but I am obsessed with music? addicted to Roswell yes, but obsessed with music and I just feel that my story NEEDS a soundtrack *laughs*
Theme Song: Alone by Emily Chai Kym (that's moi if you can't guess) Download a rough version of the song from http://emmy.will.id.au
I feel so alone
Have to make this journey
Don't know where to turn
What direction to head in
My heart feels so numb
Am I really living
Being sucked in a hole
Just barely existing
And I just feel so alone tonight
Can you hold me near
Can you hold me tight
And I just want to find someone
Who will be there
Who'll be around
So I don't feel so alone tonight
I remember your smile
How it lit up your face
It calmed all my fears
Helped me face the day
When I needed a friend
You were always there
Never failing to show
Just how much you care
And I just feel so alone tonight
Can you hold me near
Can you hold me tight
And I just want to find someone
Who will be there
Who'll be around
So I don't feel so alone tonight
I know that things haven't been easy anymore
Destiny just keeps on interrupting
But I don't regret a minute of loving you
Its better to have had then have nothing at all
And I just feel so alone tonight
Can you hold me near
Can you hold me tight
And I just want to find someone
Who will be there
Who'll be around
So I don't feel so alone tonight
Feedback: First story ever written and I suck at writing, but some feedback would be appreciated.
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Song For Part One: Broken by Angela Ammons
You, you?re everything I know
I?m happy when I?m sad
Through all the times we shared
Never felt alone
Now, I still can smell your skin
I still can taste your kiss
And that I?ll always miss
And everything you?ve ever been
Now I?m broken without you
I?m broken
Broken without you
I?m broken
Broken without you
I cannot fall asleep
Lying in my bed
Spinning in my head
Thinking how you used to be
Now I?m broken without you
I?m broken
Broken without you
I?m broken
Broken without you
I?m sick of crying it?s all I do
Been counting days to just get through
I?m trying to be strong but it?s just no use
I?m broken over you
Broken without you
I?m broken
Broken without you
You, you?re everything I know
I still can taste your kiss
And that I?ll always miss
Everything you?ve ever been
And I?m broken
Without you
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Part One
Liz climbed up the ladder to her balcony and opened her window. The familiar smell of scented candles wafted through the air and she climbed inside. Unpacking the belongings she had packed earlier to go to Sweden she reached for the loose brick in the wall and retrieved her journal. She knew that before she told anyone else what she had discovered, she needed to straighten out her thoughts which were swirling through her head like a giant whirlpool, threatening to pull her under.
May 2nd,
I?m Liz Parker, and I always knew deep down inside that I was right about Alex. Alex didn?t die in an accident, and he didn?t commit suicide, I mean the thought of him doing that is just ridiculous, Alex is just not that sort of person. He was murdered. I knew it, and no one else believed me. No one does believe me, but now, now I may have proof. This picture here was taken on his trip, except that this building was torn down in 1994. 1994? Alex would have been ten. This means that Alex didn?t go to Sweden. The only problem is, if Alex never went to Sweden then where did he go?
I can?t help feel that this is all my fault. All of it. Because Alex was supposed to be there in Phoenix at my wedding, and now he?s not. And? I saw Max kiss Tess at the prom. I know I told him that it was ok, but deep down my heart was breaking? I mean I know it?s meant to be, she?s his destiny after all, but it hit home to me. I?m going to be alone. And I don?t mean just alone in that I?ll never get married, and that I?ll never love another person in my life, but I mean that I?m really, truly alone. Because I believed that Alex was killed by an alien, there is this huge rift between us humans, and the aliens, so Michael, Tess, Isabel and Max aren?t speaking to me, and now Maria isn?t speaking to me either. I?ve lost everyone just because I?m doing what I believe is right. It hurts, and I want so badly to just go back to the way it used to be, but it can?t. Alex is dead, and I owe it to him to find out what really happened.
Anyway I?m going to go to Maria?s house now, maybe if I show her this proof, she?ll finally believe me, and maybe I won?t be so alone anymore.
Liz put a copy of the photo in her journal and put another into her purse, leaving her journal on her bed she climbed out of her window and stepped out into the night. Walking towards Maria?s she passed the Evans? house and glanced at it. The lights were all off and she guessed that Max was happily dreaming in his sleep. Was he dreaming about her? she wondered before shaking the thought out of her head. No, he hates you now remember? she corrected herself. She sighed and tore her eyes from the house only to see a dark shadow on the pavement as it grabbed her from behind. Liz felt a sharp pinprick on the back of her neck, the last thing she saw was her mobile phone falling out of her purse as the darkness enveloped her.
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