
Winner - Round 4


Best Lead Portrayal of Alex Whitman
Most Improved Writer
Author: StargazerUK.
Email: david.meade@virgin.net
Category: A/I, with M/L, M/M & K/T.
Rating: Teen
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of these Roswell characters, I have borrowed them.( If I did Alex & Isabel would be living happily ever after. )
Author's Note: This is another idea from Stacey so as before if you like the story it is down to Stacey and if you don’t like the story it is down to me.
This is my first attempt at a future fiction so please forgive any glaring mistakes. Be kind.
This story is set five years after the Prom in Heart of Mine. The big change is Tess wasn’t evil and she only ever had eyes for Kyle. As Tess didn’t have any ulterior motive all the couples were able to live and evolve without too many problems. That is except Alex and Isabel. Inexplicably Isabel left Roswell the morning after the Prom and despite Max and Michael catching up with her they returned home empty handed. As Isabel graduated early she was able to enrol in college in New York and she only ever kept in touch with her family.
Chapter 1
Isabel tightened her grip on the handle of her bag that was sitting on her lap as the car sped along the highway. She was feeling nervous, which under the circumstances was understandable, but she didn’t ever imagine she would feel this nervous. A glance across at Max who had just picked her up at the airport calmed her fraught nerves but she still felt the need to cling to her bag for some sort of support.
“So how are Mom & Dad?” Isabel asked.
“Fine.” Max smiled softly at his sister.
“And Liz and Maria?”
“There are fine as well.”
“What about Jim and Amy Valenti?”
“Isabel!” Max glanced at his sister. “Everyone’s fine. If they weren’t fine I would have told you over the phone or just now when I picked you up at the airport.”
Isabel squinted her eyes in annoyance. “There’s no need to bite my head off Max.”
Max could see a picnic area coming up on the right so at the earliest opportunity he pulled the car in and came to a halt, switching off the engine.
Isabel was confused by her brother’s actions. “What are you doing? Why have we stopped?”
Max ignored Isabel’s questions for a moment while he thought about what he was going to say. Finally he was ready to speak. “Iz, I know you are scared but you made your bed and now you have to lie in it.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” For all her time away Max could see his sister still retained the ability to slip into her Ice Princess act in a split second.
Max opened the door and stepped out of the car. Isabel watched as he slowly walked over and sat at an empty picnic table, looking off into the distance. The last thing she wanted was to be arguing with Max and she could tell by his reaction it was the last thing he wanted as well.
Isabel pushed open the door and slowly rose to her feet. Leaving her bag on the seat she moved over to the table and sat down beside her brother. “Sorry Max.”
Max looked to his sister and he could see she didn’t want to be arguing with him. “Sorry Iz. I had it all planned out in my head what I wanted to say but when I saw you walking through the arrivals hall my mind just went blank. I know this must be really difficult for you and I just wanted to make sure you were fully prepared.”
“Prepared?” Isabel arched her eyebrows.
Max smiled at her reaction. “I mean in a nice way. Not much has changed so not only will Mom and Dad be glad to have you home but so will Liz, Maria and Tess. It’s all the three of them have talked about since you called to say you were coming home. In fact I think they have a girls night out planned for Saturday night.”
Isabel forgot her nerves and allowed a broad smile to adorn her face. The prospect of being on a girl’s night out with Liz, Maria & Tess gave her nothing but happy thoughts.
“You know you will get lots of questions.” Max said, interrupting her contemplation. “They’ll be curious about what you did and why.”
Isabel nodded. “I know.”
The siblings fell silent. Little did they know they were both pondering the same subject from two different sides. Finally Isabel decided to broach the matter that was on both of their minds. “How’s Alex?”
Max took a huge intake of breath, which filled Isabel with dread. “He’s good.”
“Oh! Great.” Isabel said, relieved Max hadn’t said anything more.
Isabel thought of no one more than she did about Alex during her time away. Leaving as she did she knew it would have been devastating but she did what she thought was best for everyone. She had discovered over the years while dating that she had subconsciously compared every man to Alex and it came as somewhat of a surprise when she found that none could compare. Sure some of them were taller or better built. While others were smart and witty in that certain way that she found very attractive but none were the complete package in the way that Alex was.
It may have been five years since she left but a day had not gone by when she hadn’t found time to sit and think of Alex and what might have been. When she had decided to return her mind wandered to what still might be but she shutdown those thought processes before they could take hold. She had taken the decision to leave Alex all that time ago and she had no right to waltz back into his life expecting for him to drop everything and be there for her. But she couldn’t stop her hopes or her dreams and they were always about Alex Charles Whitman.
“You know what you did to him.” Max interrupted her thoughts. It wasn’t a question as much as a statement
“What?” Isabel said barely above a whisper, tears already forming in her eyes. She knew what Max was about to say. She had dreaded this moment many times over the last few years.
“He was a broken man Isabel.” Max couldn’t look at his sister. “And I don’t mean in the sense of how you hurt him before I mean you broke him in ever sense of the word. You broke his mind, his spirit and his soul. The phrase ‘You broke his heart’ just doesn’t do it justice.” Max finally glanced at his sister and could see the tears streaming down her face.
Max reached an arm around his sister and pulled her close. “I don’t say these things to hurt you Iz but you need to know what went on. You know we haven’t spoken of this over the years but if you are going to see everyone again you need to know these things.”
“How is he now?” Isabel whispered. She was relieved to see a smile break out on her brother’s face.
“He’s good. In fact he is better than good he is great.” The smile soon disappeared from Max’s face. “It took him a couple of years to get back to something near his old self but he’s there now, which is all important. In fact it was down to him that the girls also managed to get past what happened and carry on.”
Isabel shook her head. “I don’t understand.”
Max sighed. “As Tess has the alien connection with you she will always fight your corner so she wasn’t too judgemental but Liz and especially Maria were a different story. You remember how much they both love Alex so when you hurt him it was only the fact that Maria couldn’t find you that you didn’t wake up one night with her standing over you holding a sharp knife. She didn’t even talk to Michael for two weeks after we returned from when we first found you. She couldn’t forgive him for taking your side as she saw it.”
“But Alex intervened.” Isabel suddenly understood.
Max nodded. “Alex took both girls aside and told them he didn’t want to lose them as well so he told them they couldn’t be anywhere but at his side. Being the girls that we know and love that is exactly what they did. After many months Alex told them that if you needed to leave when you did that you had to have a good reason for doing it and that none of us should judge you, not even him. So, slowly, the girls harden hearts began to soften and the occasional question about how you were doing was asked until it was no longer an issue. All that said I would stay away from anything sharp when you see Maria.”
Isabel let out a snort at Max’s joke. It was very unbecoming for a young lady but her brother caught her off guard.
“Isabel, it is going to be difficult but not as bad as you might have imagined. There’ll be the occasional uncomfortable pause in conversation when we run out of things to say but it will soon pass.” Max offered.
“Should we get going?” Isabel nodded towards the car.
Max smiled and headed back. “Michael was sorry he couldn’t be with me to pick you up but he is working. The girls didn’t want to crowd you so they are all hoping you will come out for a get together at the Crash later. I told them you might not be up to it but just give it a thought.”
The remainder of the journey was spent in near silence other than the occasional question from Isabel about various people from the town. Who was doing what, with whom. One of Isabel’s many regrets about leaving Roswell was when she discovered that the rest of the gang had decided to stay together and they all went to colleges within easy travelling distance from Home. In the end the boys had rented a house near college so they could be together and still travel home at weekends. Max, Kyle and Alex had all gone to the University of New Mexico while Michael had gone to a local community college nearby but had ended up taking several classes within the University, as part of his course. He still worked every available hour at the Crashdown to fund his efforts and the fact that the three other boys paid for their digs near college meant he was able to keep his own place in Roswell.
Finally Isabel saw the sign denoting the start of the city limits. Her heart began to beat faster as she began to recognise her familiar surroundings and with each passing street she was nearer to home. When Max finally pulled the car up onto the drive Isabel could see the door to the house open and her parents hurriedly appear. After her initial disappearance it was a long while before Isabel allowed her parents to come and visit her in New York. She had promised to keep in touch after Max and Michael had caught up with her and she did. She got herself an email account so she could email her parents at work and she also made a point of calling every couple of weeks just so her mother could hear her voice and reassure herself that her baby girl was doing OK.
“It’s wonderful to have you home dear.” Diane Evans cried enveloping her daughter in a tearful hug.
Philip Evans couldn’t wait for his wife to release their daughter so he wrapped his long arms around both women.
“I’ll take your bags in.” Max said to the currently hidden Isabel.
Finally Isabel’s parents released their grip on their daughter and she was able to come up for air. “It’s good to be home. Thanks Mom, thanks Dad.”
“Isabel are you nearly ready?” Max called up the stairs. Before he got an answer Isabel slowly descended the stairs. “Wow! You look great.”
“Thank you dear brother.” Isabel smiled. “I thought I’d make the effort.”
At Isabel’s comment Max’s smiled faded on his lips and his gaze dropped to the floor. “Come on or we will be late.”
“Max’s what’s wrong?” Isabel enquired.
“Nothing Iz.” Max opened the front door. “We just need to get going.”
Within a few minutes Max pulled the car up outside the Crashdown. Isabel was relieved to see very little if anything had changed. By the time she had stepped out onto the sidewalk the doors to the café burst open and an enthusiastic Michael came barrelling at Isabel.
“Hi Michael.” Isabel barely managed to utter in mid bear hug.
“I’m glad you’re home.” Michael said lowering her back to the ground from her hug. “The others are inside.”
Isabel stopped for a moment to catch her breath as Max and Michael made their way inside. As Isabel looked through the window she could just about see her friends getting up from the booth they had been sitting at. She felt very alone as she watched her closest friends and family chatting, as she was sure they had done on almost every day for the least five years. She could see how close the three girls that she left behind had become. She was now the outsider and not Tess although she had no doubt the girls would welcome her back to the fold with open arms. There would be a time and place when she would have to answer her friends questions but she just hoped it wouldn’t be here and now.
Finally Isabel followed and she was barely inside when she was met by a horde of female friends who enveloped her in a group hug.
For several long minutes there were copious amounts of tears, tissues and nose blowing. As things began to return to normal Isabel glanced around at her friends and, as glad as she was to see them her heart sank, where was Alex?
“We have seats reserved at the back for our returning wanderer.” Liz announced. “Isabel you had better make the most of Michael’s company as my Dad says he has to be back in the kitchen in five minutes.”
“Oh, poor Michael.” Isabel placed a hand on the side of his face.
“Poor Michael!” Maria exclaimed. “You do know that we are still going out together. Don’t you think I deserve a medal for putting up with him so long?”
“Only if it is posthumous.” Michael quipped.
Maria slapped Michael’s arm. “Don’t think I don’t know what that means Spaceboy.”
“I’m glad to see some things haven’t changed.” Isabel laughed.
The friends all took their seats and the conversations began. It didn’t take Isabel long to notice that her friends were steering clear of all awkward subjects and there was no mention of Alex. Her friends were sticking to light hearted topics and nothing was too intrusive. A quick glance at Liz told Isabel that they were all giving her time to settle back in before the real questions started.
After several minutes it became apparent that the subject of Alex was not going to be brought up so she decided to grasp the nettle. “Where’s Alex?”
The sudden silence was deafening. Isabel couldn’t imagine a bigger contrast then between the table which they were sat around ten seconds ago and now. “You know we were going to have to talk about it some time.” Isabel told her friends.
“We know.” Liz said quickly. “We were just allowing you to get your feet back under the table. We weren’t avoiding the subject, Alex is looking forward to seeing you.”
“Good.” Isabel smiled. “I’m looking forward to see him.”
Isabel took a sip from her drink. “Actually I have just realised I am starving. I told my parents I wasn’t hungry so I didn’t eat any dinner but now that I am back here my taste buds are running riot.”
“What do you want?” Liz questioned. “I’ll go and ask Michael to make it for you.”
“Don’t be silly Liz.” Isabel said getting up from the table. “You’re stuck in the back there with Max. It’s easier for me to just ask him myself.”
Isabel moved over by the kitchen hatch but could see the kitchen was empty. She took a seat at the counter waiting for Michael to return.
Isabel was pleased to see all her friends again but she was taken aback by how Alex’s absence was affecting her. She had been making polite conversation but she couldn’t get Alex out of her mind. She would have understood if he was still upset with her and didn’t want to have anything to do with her but both Max and Liz said he was over what had happened and that he was actually looking forward to seeing her so why wasn’t he here?
“Hi Isabel.”
Isabel spun round to see the origin of the voice, although she knew who would be standing before her. She knew his voice better than any other. “Hi Alex.”
Isabel lifted herself up from her sitting position and stood in front of Alex. She had forgotten hold tall he was, in fact she was pretty sure he was slightly taller than when she last saw him. More than that she was positive he had filled out a great deal. She was always happy with the way Alex looked but she would fantasize about how he would look with a broader figure and now she didn’t have to fantasize. Here he was standing in front of her. His next action made her heart soar.
Alex stepped forward, pulling Isabel into a hug. For a split second Isabel allowed herself to be fully immersed in all that was Alex. She had thought of this moment countless times but she had never really let herself believe that she would once again be in his arms. She knew he was only being a good friend, as he always was to her, but it didn’t take away any of the delight which she was getting from her close encounter with her tall friend.
As soon as she had allowed herself to relax she felt Alex release his grip on her and he stepped back. She fought the urge to step forward, back into his strong arms. She felt the cold on her body where a second ago Alex once stood. Isabel’s heart had been pounding at the mere sight of Alex let alone the feeling of his body next to hers. For all that she had done to him he was still the only man who could affect her this way.
“Isabel I’d like you to meet someone.” Alex said turning to his side and slightly behind where he was standing.
Suddenly a tall, brown haired girl came into view as Alex guided her towards Isabel. “Laura this is Isabel the friend I told you about. Isabel this is Laura…my fiancée.”
To be continued…