Snow Angels (M/L) - 12/25 - Ch. 3 - complete

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Snow Angels (M/L) - 12/25 - Ch. 3 - complete

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<center>Snow Angels</center>

Summary: inspired by “On Christmas Day” by Dido. Liz has a young daughter that has some problems. An unexpected visitor decides to come by once more, and the little pension that Liz and Alex take care of, is turned upside down by his homecoming. It will consist out of three (short) chapters, in the theme of the (upcoming) holidays.
Disclaimer: Not too long ago, I signed a contract in which I stated to my friend that Jason was all hers. So… I don’t own anything. If you want to sue, Laurie is the one you should talk to… Oh, and the name Ana belongs to... well, to Ana. :D
Author’s Note: I don’t got much to say, actually. The story basically sucks, but when one gets in the Christmas mood, one can’t help herself. I'm sorry for bothering you with this nonsense. :roll:

Part 1

Small, wintry white snowflakes whirled down, the clouds they fell from just as creamy and white as the soft flakes themselves. Liz smiled, regarding her daughter through the window as the frail thing made snow angels, vigorously moving her arms up and down to create a magical set of wings.

“Isn’t it too cold for her?” Alex, her brother, asked worriedly as he moved to stand next to her and looked over her shoulder. “She’s been outside for hours.”

“Dinner’s almost ready,” she said, and smiled when Ana stood up to admire the imprint of her own, fragile figure in the snow. Liz tiredly ran a hand through her already tousled hair and leaned back into her brother’s chest. “I was about to call her inside, but she’s enjoying herself so much.”

“Do you want me to go get her?” Alex asked, smilingly looking down on his sister.

She nodded slowly, pensively, took a step back and wiped off her hands on her apron. “Be gentle with her, okay?”

Alex gave her a look that told more than words ever could.

“Of course,” he said, slightly offended by her question. “Do you still need to ask?”

She heard the door closing, and, seconds later, she noticed her brother trudging through the snow, spreading his arms widely in order to pick up his niece and carry her back home.

Ana was a shy, quiet wisp of a girl. She hated talking, especially to strangers and other children, afraid to be misunderstood. Ever since she’d dropped through the thin ice that had covered the valley’s river two winters ago, she’d had troubles speaking. It kept Liz up late at night, made her worry about living so isolated, and the effect it could have on Ana.

Smiling lightly, Liz took the turkey out of the oven. She caught a whiff of the way it smelled, and felt pride welling up inside of her. It was just right; nice and crispy brown.

Alex was her only brother, and together, they owned an inn at the foot of the mountain. Once, it had been her father’s dream to live in the mountains, to be elevated above the rest of the world. He had deserted society and had bought the small house decades ago. She had been three years old back then, too young to remember anything about it.

Too young to remember her mother.

Even after her father’s passing, she and Alex hadn't left the pension. It was a cozy place to be, and many memories – both happy and sad – were imbedded in its warm rooms.

She could hear Ana’s giggle before she saw her in the doorway, her uncle several steps behind her. Alex was about the only person who managed to get through to her, his cheerfulness and smile contagious to everyone around him.

“Hey sweetie,” Liz whispered, and bent down to kiss her daughter’s forehead. “Let’s get you warmed up, all right?”

Ana nodded and hugged her back, a small smile giving her a wonderful, almost angelic appearance. “W-warm,” she echoed quietly. Liz knew how she cursed her spasmodic tongue as it squirmed powerlessly, desperately trying to string the letters, the syllables to each other, to form coherent words and sentences.

Nodding thoughtfully, she placed her hand on the back of her daughter’s head and gently guided her towards the dinner room. Sitting Ana down close to the hearth fire, to the flames that avidly licked at the almost charred logs of wood, she waited for Alex to call their guests.

Soon, the two men that stayed with them stumbled down the flight of stairs to join them for dinner. One of them was of average age, with a large, thick moustache that curled upwards at its ends, the tips graying. His name was Kristofferson, and he was doing research in the mountains. All Liz knew, was that it had something to do with frogs and the climate, but he had never bothered to tell her more about it.

The other man, Mr. Hoffman, was older - he had curiously meandering wrinkles around his eyes - and had been staying with them for quite a while. He was rather podgy, but friendly-faced, his lips always drawn into an engaging smile.

Some weeks ago, Ana had faced her fears. She had waged an internal war against them, had turned out victorious and had gathered up the courage to speak to Mr. Hoffman. Not long, not much, but it was a start. Liz had felt immense proud and joyful afterwards, and a feeling of happiness had claimed her for the rest of the week.

“Afternoon Miss Parker, Ana,” Mr. Hoffman - he insisted they'd call him Robin - greeted them, and took off his hat. Ana bolted upright from her place by the fire, and her face lit up as she stammered out a greeting.

Exchanging a proud grin with Alex, Liz walked back to the kitchen and garnished the stuffed turkey with some herbs, some lettuce and a strange-looking but delicious orange sauce Alex had made the day before.

Her gaze swept across the room, over the cards, the decorations and the tree.

It was that time of year again.

Christmas.

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“What a weather,” her father complained, wrapping his arms around his waist, hugging his jacket closer to himself. “I wouldn't be surprised if it would storm tonight,” he confided them, and she and Alex nodded dutifully. If father told them it would storm tonight, then it would storm tonight.

The sky held a shade of deceivingly innocent blue, clear of any clouds and birds. Yesterday’s night had covered the world carefully, had hidden it beneath a thick blanket of white, soft snow. She loved this time of year, when snow would fall instead of rain, when their little family would cuddle around the fire. Her mother had loved the winter as well, her father had confided her once, on one of his rare, talkative days.

Alex held his hand above his eyes and squinted against the light of the setting sun; it had arbitrarily decided to abandon them early, long before the end of the afternoon. “Looks like we’ll have another guest tonight,” he commented, studying the traveler.

Liz followed his gaze, her vision hindered by the bright rays of the sun. A silhouette of a horseman was outlined against the horizon, though she couldn’t make out his face.

Her father expelled a deep breath and rubbed his hands in order to warm them up. “He’ll be more than welcome,” he said, and picked up his axe again. “Lord knows we need more guests.”

Half expecting the horseman to gallop their way, Liz stared at his lonely figure. He seemed to be looking for something, but, instead of riding towards them, he turned and disappeared behind the sloop.


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Just two more parts to this. I intend on posting the final part on Christmas day. :D

Stefanie xxx
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<center>Part 2</center>

Later that night, after the wind had dropped and thousands and thousands of snowflakes had been scattered across the country, the traveler had found their pension. She had opened the door, and – when he had asked for a place to spend the night – she had let him in, taken his wet, cold coat and placed him in front of the fire. His eyes had sparkled and his lips had been drawn into a generous, grateful smile. Her father had welcomed him kindly, and when he had told them he didn't have any money to pay for their food or for shelter, her father had given him a gentle, friendly smile.

She shook her head. Thinking of the past wouldn’t bring back what once had been. Forcing a smile upon her face, she opened the door with her foot and was welcomed with awed looks and comments.

“What a beauty!” Mr. Hoffman whistled appreciatively, and made Ana giggle. “I’d love a piece of that,” he said. He turned to Alex, and – with a mischievous, youthful grin that belied his age and an almost indiscernible wink – he added, “And I’m not talking about the turkey here.”

Liz felt her cheeks redden with a burning blush when she got the meaning of his words, but smiled, nonetheless feeling flattered. Robin Hoffman was an awfully charming man, quick of wit, and though he was a bit plump now, in his old days, he must have been quite attractive. If he had been younger, she pondered, and smiled at the absurdity of her thoughts.

“Are you hitting on my little sister?” Alex asked Hoffman quasi-threateningly; there was a playful twinkle in his eyes. “Please, do tell me you aren't.”

Ana was the only one who didn’t understand what was going on. She let out an indignant huff and eyed her uncle, confusion in her gaze. “R-Ro-Robin is…isn’t hit-hitting mama,” she stammered and defended her newfound friend, her cheeks rosy from stammering out an entire sentence.

While Liz and Alex couldn’t suppress their smiles, Hoffman reached for Ana’s hand. “That’s right, Ana,” he said, his expression completely serious, though Liz thought she saw the corners of his mouth twitching upwards. “I’m not hitting your mother at all. Well said, girl.”

Smiling proudly, a look of understanding passed between Ana and Hoffman. Kristofferson regarded the orange sauce with growing distrust, and carefully avoided eating it until Alex convinced him to give it a taste. Dinner was quite uneventful actually, until Alex spurred Ana on to sing for them.

She shook her head vigorously – startled that her uncle had dared to ask her that – and instead concentrated on her desert.

“She really has the voice of an angel,” Alex confided the guests and Robin gave the ball of Ana’s thumb a light squeeze.

“I’m sure she has,” he told them, favoring Ana with an encouraging smile. “A girl who looks like an angel is bound to sing like one, right?”

Ana tried to escape their stares by ducking her head, creeping into her mother’s lap and hiding her face in her shoulder. Liz soothingly stroked her hair, lightly caressing her back.

“Just a short song,” she whispered, and kissed her daughter’s cheek. Ana shook her head determinedly, wrapping her arms tightly around her mother's neck. “For Santa Claus, Ana,” Liz continued, “to thank him for all those presents you’ve had.”

Ana stiffened momentarily, then looked back at her mother, wonder in her eyes. “He c-can hear me?”

“Of course he can,” Hoffman said. “Santa hears every song sung for him. Isn’t that so, Alex?”

Confirming this to his niece, Alex nodded as if it were a widely known fact.

Ana visibly hesitated, then turned in her mother’s lap to face her. “J-just o-one,” she whispered, and - from across the table - Robin nodded.

“Just one,” he repeated, “and I’ll sing with you, all right? What do you want to sing?”

Ana shrugged unknowingly, and questioningly looked up at her mother.

“Over the river and through the woods?” Alex suggested, and Ana nodded, unsure.

Robin started singing, and, carefully dodging everyone's gaze, Ana joined him. Her words were uncertain, hesitant in the beginning, the first syllables of every word uncontrollably quivering. After a while though, her voice became steadier, and no longer did she stutter. Robin sang along with her, quietly, and watched – with growing amazement – how she gained more self-confidence and finished the song.

“You weren’t lying about her voice,” he then told Alex, more than awed. “She really has the voice of an angel.”

Over the hours they spend around the table the fire’s glow lost its strength and warmth, and when Alex stood up to bring Ana to bed, Liz stood up as well. She gave Ana - who had fallen asleep in her lap almost immediately after dinner - a goodnight kiss, promised to come tuck her in later and went outside to get some logs of fire-wood.

Night had fallen early, countless stars adorning the heavens. She tried to distinguish several constellations, but the cold air and darkness made her quicken her pace in order to be back inside as soon as she could. She thought she spotted a tiny, moving light in the distance, far below her, but decided it was a swarm of fireflies. No person right in his mind would dare to climb the mountain at night.

He had, though, a little voice in the back of her head protested. He had.

Her numb fingers reached for the dark wood as she told herself to forget about him. Six years ago, he had promised to return. Six years ago.

And had he?

She sighed and kicked the door of their shed shut. Stumbling through the darkness, she reached the pension again, where Alex took the wood out of her arms. She dared to look down again, to where she had seen the little light, but it had disappeared and became a blurred figment of her imagination and deepest desires.

He hadn’t returned and yet, yet, she couldn’t restrain her thoughts from straying to the deepest, most hidden corners in her mind, covered with dust and cobwebs. Yet, she couldn’t stop thinking of him.

Not when she was faced with his exact likeness, his very picture, every day.

Not when it was Christmas.

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I'll post the final part on... well, you guessed it, Christmas. :D

By the way, we don't really celebrate Christmas here, but I got a Christmas present from work nonetheless (it's more like an end-of-the-year/beginning-of-a-new-one kind of present, but what gives?). It contained all these kinds of Orient food, so... that was a bit of a Christmas surprise. :roll:

Anyhow… Thank you all for your feedback...

Michelle: Thanks! :D I hope you liked this part!

EVE: I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm really, really hopeless when it comes to that. :D Thank you so much for your reply!

roswellluver: Thanks!

Crashdown2006:
Hmm... You might be able to guess who he was. :mrgreen: And yeah, it's pretty sad for Ana. I actually read about this. Children who experience something traumatizing (like falling through the ice and almost drowning) can develop problems with speaking. I was intrigued by this and wanted to write about it. Glad you liked it! :D

And Elizabeth: I’m so glad you got in!!! Yay!! :D :D :D :D Why did you look :shock:? It's not a surprise you got in! Of course you did!!! *hugs tightly* Those people would have had to be insane to not let you in. I'll probably hear around the beginning of January when I have the interview. At least, I hope I will. :?

And no, I don't intend for this to be a sad story, though it might look like that in the beginning. :? So... don't worry - be happy...

Love,

Stefanie xxx
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Part 3

She carefully handed him the bowl of soup, her eyes briefly meeting his as he took it.

He nodded his head gratefully and smiled. “Thank you.”

“Where’re you from?” she asked as she smiled and sat down beside him, on the Persian carpet, in front of the fire.

“New Mexico,” he told her, and took a sip from his soup, painfully discovering it was still too hot.

“The desert?” she excitedly asked him. She looked at him in awe. “That’s pretty far away from here! What is it like?”

“The desert?” He frowned and looked down in his bowl of soup, as if the answer could be read in the vermicelli. “It’s… hot,” he said, and she grinned.

“I knew that. I mean, have you ever seen, like, snakes, or scorpions?” Her eyes widened slightly when she thought of the variety of animals the desert should know, and she looked at him with growing interest.

“Well, I’ve seen some snakes, yes,” he said, making a simple hand gesture, as if it were nothing. He didn’t show how much it pleased him when her eyes widened even further.

She clung to his every word as he told her of his encounters with snakes, of the desert and of its heat.


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Slowly dismounting his horse, he regarded the little pension. It had been six years since he had last been there. Six long years, full of heartache and worries. First his father, then his sister.

He blew out a soft sigh – it drifted away as vapor in the coldness of the night.

Would she still live there?

Would she forgive him for his long absence?

The snow deadened his footsteps as he walked closer to the house’s window. Flames burnt brightly in the hearth’s opening; a fire like the one that had called him to this place so many, many nights ago. In the dinner room, three men were seated, chatting animatedly. He recognized one of them: the man that poured red, glistening wine in four crystal glasses.

Alex, he thought.

Her brother.

He didn’t recognize the two other men, however. Trying to sooth the gnawing feeling of jealousy and agony, he convinced himself the men were far too old for her. She would never be with someone who was in his forties, and definitely not with someone close to his seventies.

Taking a deep breath, he rapped his hand on the door – the knocking painful to his numb, nearly frozen knuckles. He briefly wondered who would open the door, who would look him in the eye. He wondered whether they would let him in.

Worries like the ones he had had all those years ago passed his mind, and he anxiously waited for the door to be opened.

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A light knock on his door startled him, and – continuing with taking off his tie – he walked towards the door. He sighed when he managed to peel the tight tie a bit looser, and then opened the door.

“Hey,” she smiled at him and slipped into his room.

Happily surprised, he closed the door behind him. “Hey.”

She surveyed the room briefly, her eyes straying from his face to the wall, the painting, the bed and the closet. Finally, her gaze found its way back to his face, and rested upon his eyes. “Tell me more about the desert,” she beseeched him, eager to hear more about the life she was missing out on. “Tell me more about college, about your family, your friends.”

He nodded, but was unable to hide his bewilderment. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, he thought of an interesting anecdote to tell.


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The door swung open, and he held his breath, his stomach clenching in anxiety.

A distrusting Alex – just as lanky and tall as Max remembered – appeared in the doorway.

“Can I help you?”

“Hi,” he started, not quite knowing what to say. He hadn’t thought this far ahead. All he had ever worried about was getting to Liz again. “Could I… possibly see Liz Parker?”

Alex frowned, obviously wondering who would want to see his sister this close to midnight. He took a step back, walked towards the stairs and called her name.

Max fumbled with the button of his cufflink.

She was upstairs.

She could be coming down the stairs any second.

He would be able to see her in a few seconds.

Almost nothing stood between them now, nothing but a mere layer of time that soon would be gone as well.

Max’s nervous cough earned another distrusting glare from Alex, and he swallowed uncomfortably.

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He swallowed as she came closer, her lips just inches away from his. To keep his hands from trembling and to satisfy the desire to touch her, he reached for her face, his fingers brushing over the flustered skin. He saw her close her eyes in pleasure – her lips slightly parted – and closed his own eyes as he bent forward.

Their lips met in a light kiss, a mere brush of his lips over hers, but when he tried to lift his head again, her hands fisted in his hair and pulled him back.


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“Liz!” Alex called her again while shooting a suspicious glance at the stranger. He was too well-dressed to be a vagabond, clad in a black tuxedo and a red bow tie. His face beheld strange, rather familiar features, his eyes light and apprehensive. He was nervous – his flustered stance gave him away – and seemed unsure if he should be happy or afraid.

Stumbling on the stairs kept him from studying the stranger any further, and his gaze drifted upwards, to Liz as she descended the stairs.

“Ana threw up,” she started, her face drawn into an expression bordering between worry and disgust as she held her hands in front of her. “I think she ate…”

Her voice faltered when she caught sight of the man in the doorway. Alex followed her gaze, looked back at his sister’s face and then searched the man’s face again.

There was a tangible tension in the room, and again, he wondered who the man could be. His mind tried to grasp at the hidden memory, but it carefully dodged him, avoiding any confrontation as it stayed out of his reach.

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He softly whispered in her ear, telling her how beautiful she was, how lovely. It moved her to tears to think that someone could feel that way about her, and she kissed him wherever she could, her hands restlessly raking over the skin of his back.

When she felt his hand between their bodies, she could vaguely feel her worries, her fear welling up, and she stopped him.

“I don’t… usually do this,” she whispered, her voice raspy and strange to her own ears.

“Me neither,” he confided her hoarsely, looking down at her face in awe.

He moved closer again, and lovingly dragged his lips over the tender skin of her neck, suckling softly.

“No,” she tried again, “I mean… I’ve never been with a man before.”

Slowly, he lifted his head and met her ashamed gaze. “Me neither,” he said. Then, realizing what he had just said, he hastily corrected himself. “With a woman, I mean,” he laughed, a bit awkward.

She smiled and allowed him to kiss her again, placing her hands against the back of his head to urge him to come closer.


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The first question that invaded her mind upon seeing him was one that doubted his existence. Could it be him? Was she imagining things?

The second question was one that desperately wanted to know why he had decided to return that day, why he had decided to knock on the door that late, when her hands were covered in her daughter’s vomit.

When he took a step towards her, the questions and doubts lost their importance. He was back, and that was all that should matter.

He seemed to hesitate – did he really want to touch her face, that undoubtedly was disgraced with bits of thrown up food and gastric acids? – but finally, his fingers touched her cheek. His eyes were lighter then she remembered, filled with something she couldn’t quite distinguish, something that made her heart leap in her chest.

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“I love you,” he whispered, her frail body flush against his.

She smiled sadly and kissed his shoulder. “You don’t even know me,” she countered quietly.

Shaking his head, he touched her chin and made her look up at him. “I know you, Liz Parker. I know you better than anyone.”

Feeling strangely embarrassed, she ducked her head and laid it upon his chest. While he had been the one that had done all the talking, she still felt as if she knew nothing of him. While she knew that he had a sister, what the names of his friends were, what his house looked like, why he was on holiday, she felt as if there was still so much to find out, so much to be told.


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‘And I love you,’ she had said, her emotions and desires painfully mixed. The morning afterwards, he had left her with nothing but a mere promise, a vow to return on Christmas day.

A promise that had made every Christmas unbearable; a promise he had kept.

She dredged up a weak smile, one that couldn’t begin to describe how joyous she felt.

Brushing a strand of her wet, smelly hair behind her ear, he smiled down at her. “You haven’t changed a bit,” he whispered, the familiarity of his voice bringing tears to her eyes.

“Neither have you,” she managed to stammer, her mind still unwilling to believe her eyes and ears, her heart achingly affected by his presence.

He bent forward, kissed her cheek lightly and pulled her closer. He didn’t smell the vomit in her hair, didn’t feel the slick fluid under his fingers. It were just him and her - together again.

“Merry Christmas, Liz,” he whispered tightly, his voice pierced with tears.

Smiling and crying at the same time, she embraced him. “Merry Christmas, Max,” she said. “Merry Christmas.”

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:oops: The horrible cliché ending… :oops:

Thank you all so very much! I wish I could thank you all personally, but my parents are downstairs, waiting for me to join them for dinner. :?

Anyway, a Merry Christmas to all of you!!! :D

Take care,

Stefanie xxx
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