
hugs, Tas
Chapter 6
Liz turned as the bell above the door tinkled, announcing the arrival of new customers. She hoped that it wasn't another big group; her shift was almost over and she didn't feel much like running around as she had with the last group. Her pasted-on smile became genuine, however, when she spied Max and Michael entering the café.
"What can I get for you guys?" she asked once they were seated. "I think Max has already paid for lunch! Possibly in more ways than one," Liz added, plucking a tiny twig from Max's hair. She handed it to him with a knowing look, smiling at the flush that appeared on his face.
"Liz, I—," Max started to say when she shook her head. He fell silent, confused.
"You two and that table over there are it for me. So, why don't you eat something and then we can all go somewhere and talk after, hmm?" she suggested. At their nods of agreement Liz pulled out her order pad, holding her pen expectantly.
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An hour and a half later the three of them were sprawled on Liz's balcony, faces tipped to the warm sun.
"So how was it?" Liz asked mischievously. The two men exchanged baffled looks.
"What?" Michael replied bluntly.
Liz turned on her side in the lounge chair to regard them with sparkling eyes. "The angry sex."
"Excuse me?" Max exclaimed. "We didn't—we didn't have sex." The words sounded bizarre spoken aloud, like having sex was something that he and Michael did regularly; that they were expected to do. Which he supposed it was in a sense, though it had only been a few times. Something about saying the words made it seem more…real.
Liz looked back and forth disbelievingly then a slow smile appeared on her features. She threw a small object at Max. "Forget something?"
He caught it and flushed upon realizing that it was, indeed, what they had both forgotten. Liz grinned at his embarrassment.
"Uh, why me?" Max inquired quickly, making Michael smirk.
"Because Michael's not the type to carry around toothpaste," was Liz's logical answer. "If you change the label, then no one who might see it would think twice about you being concerned with dental hygiene."
"Good idea," Michael approved as Max altered the label and stuck the tube in his pocket.
"Seriously, though, what happened? And I don't really mean your make-out session or whatever," Liz smiled.
"Why are you so sure that we did something?" Max asked.
"You don't get twigs and stuff in your hair unless you're flat on your back on the ground, Max. Or don't you remember trying to pick all the grass out of my hair last spring?"
"Right, down in the park. We didn't know they'd cut the grass during the day," Max smiled. "Yeah, I remember. It took me like an hour!"
"Exactly," Liz bobbed her head. "Anyway, did you two talk?" Her eyes met Max's and he felt warmed by her visible concern.
"Liz, I'm sorry," he apologized. "I shouldn't have left this morning. I just had to get out of there. You were all glowing, and I got insanely jealous, because you've never…never looked like that for something that had nothing to do with me." One corner of his mouth lifted at Michael's pleased expression.
Max watched Liz smile shyly at Michael in acknowledgement and he tensed, readying himself for a stab of resentment that never came. He groaned inwardly at himself. Michael's harsh accusations didn't seem so far off the mark anymore. Michael and Liz together didn't seem to bother Max at all, unless he wasn't there.
Liz caught the flash of guilt in Max's face and stood up, moving to his lounge chair. She motioned for him to move forward, surprised when he hesitated.
"Can I sit behind you?" Max offered as an alternative and Liz shrugged, settling between his legs and leaning back. Michael looked amused now and she asked, "What?"
"Nothing," Michael avoided the question, shooting a look at Max. Liz felt the rumble of Max's laughter in his chest, pressed against her.
"Michael was holding me like this when he, uh, he—well," Max coughed. "When he essentially yelled at me until I cried."
"You yelled at him, Michael? What were you thinking?" she exclaimed.
"Hey, it worked! Besides, I was not yelling. You were yelling," he told Max. "Up until you turned into a waterfall anyway."
"Right, you weren't yelling but it felt like you were," Max retorted with a smile. "You just kept pushing, Michael."
"Yep," he agreed smugly. Liz was only half listening now, her attention caught by the waterfall comment. She turned in Max's arms, raising a hand to trace his jaw line.
"He—you—you cried, Max? Like, really cried?" she asked wonderingly, not quite able to believe it. But when she looked at his eyes closely, she could see where they were a little bloodshot and irritated. Dejection washed over her at his bashful nod and her hand dropped to his chest. How could he let his guard down so completely with Michael, when he hadn't been able to with Liz? Shouldn't it have been easier for him to let go like that with her?
Liz knew that she had not kept her feelings from showing when Max's gaze darkened with comprehension of her pain. He raised gentle fingers to brush her cheek then gathered her close, stroking her hair.
"Liz," he breathed, his voice rough. She didn't reply, snuggling closer and burying her face in his neck. Nothing made her feel as safe as being in Max's arms, not even Michael. He was too impulsive to inspire a feeling of safety.
Michael sighed. He was equally irritated and amused that fate had dealt him the role of the stable element in this unusual relationship. Not in a million years would he have guessed that he'd be in that position, or that he'd be a natural at it. He had always been too busy running to find out.
"Let me see if I have this straight," Michael declared. "Max is upset because I had phone sex with Liz, and Liz is upset because Max cried with me. But nobody's upset that I sleep with both of you. What's wrong with this picture?"
A surprised giggle emerged from Liz's hidden face. "It does seem a bit silly when you put it like that," she agreed.
"It's not the activities, Michael, it's," Max groped for what he wanted to say. Michael beat him to it.
"It's because you hadn't done those things together first. I know that, Maxwell. But it isn't going to be the last time that happens, that I do something with one of you first. And a lot of times, this relationship is going to be a two and one deal. Two of us will be doing something while the third does something else. Anything else; I'm not talking about just sex. I mean like when Max and I went to see a movie that Liz didn't want to go to. Or you guys could go—I don't know, shopping or something and I'd stay home. Or like the fact that Liz and I work at the same place and Max doesn't. All of that kind of stuff will happen. So, what're we going to do about it?"
Liz sat up and looked at him, a smile playing around her lips. "Well, for starters you could get your butt over here so this isn't a two and one moment," she teased. Michael rolled his eyes as he stood and moved over to their chair, choosing to straddle the end of the lounge, facing them. Liz twisted so that she could see them both, while Max met Michael's eyes.
"It doesn't seem fair to not be completely honest, now that I've realized it myself, so…I'm just not ready for the two of you to be—intimate, without me there," Max said hesitantly. Michael knew he himself had already accepted that, but how would it make Liz feel? He saw the flash of surprise and regret in her face as she looked at Max.
"You know, I knew that, actually. I knew it would be hard for you to begin with. When I was first trying to figure out a way to, um, to be with both of you I enlisted Alex, and we talked about you being possessive, of me. And we thought that it would take time, you know, for you to—for you to let go enough, not just of me but of Michael, too. And well, we haven't really given you that time, Michael and I haven't, even though we both know you need it. So," she turned to look at Michael, silently asking if what she was saying was all right. He was shocked to find that he knew exactly what her eyes were pleading with him for and he gave her a little nod of approval. Liz smiled luminously and turned back to Max, continuing her train of thought.
"So anyway, Max, for now, we'll take things slow, and Michael and I won't do anything major without you. I'm not giving up my stolen kisses at work, though," she teased.
"Definitely not, that's one of the only things to look forward to about my crappy job!" Michael added, relieved to see that Max was smiling.
"Thank you, both of you. I feel kind of bad, you know, that I'm not OK with it just yet, but I can't," Max was silenced by a quick kiss from Liz.
"No guilt, Max. So we take it slow and give everyone a little time to adjust. It's a good thing for our relationship to do that," she said firmly.
Michael watched them and it struck him that Max wasn't the only one who should need time to adjust. He slanted a curious look at Liz. "Not to be rude or anything, but Liz, why doesn't it bother you about Max and I? You seemed to think it was a given that we would fool around when you're not there."
"Oh," Liz responded, ducking her head a little in embarrassment. "I've thought about that a lot and I think it's because you're a guy."
"What?" Max and Michael said in unison.
Liz pushed her hair behind her ears and tried to explain. "Um, it's kind of that I don't feel threatened by you, Michael. Which doesn't mean that I think Max loves me more or that he wants me more or anything like that. It's just different, him being with you than with another woman. Actually, I told Maria that I wouldn't share him with her at Tommy's party, that's when I found out she was interested in Isabel," Liz smiled at the recollection.
"Let's leave Maria and everyone else out of this, all right? It gets confusing enough with us three!" Michael exclaimed.
"Yeah. How is it different, Liz?" Max asked attentively.
"OK. I'm going to go into stereotypes here so bear with me," Liz told them. She used her hands to gesture in explication as she continued, "You're both guys. Which as a general rule means that—well, that if you can get it you're going to take it. So if you're together, and either of you is in the mood, I just sort of expect that you'd, you know, do something."
"That explains why you think we spend all our time together in the sack, but not why it doesn't bother you," Michael pressed her with a grin. Max's eyebrows were drawn together in an expression of mild shock.
"Well, kind of, it does," Liz disagreed. "But I guess—the thing is, that I don't see you, Michael, as a rival, you know? I mean I'm the only woman you guys have got! And yeah, sometimes I get like, nervous that you'll stop swinging my way, but I know you both love me, and that's, well, it's more important. Plus, I don't have any of the sexuality issues, because you are both male. Like I said, it's just different," she shrugged, not at all sure that she was being clear. She sighed inwardly in relief as Max nodded slowly.
"That makes sense. I guess that part of me still sees Michael as a rival, instead of as a partner. At least I now what to work on," he said wryly.
"Yeah, me too," Michael admitted. Liz smiled as he and Max locked gazes in perfect understanding. She reached out and tugged on Michael's shirt, urging him to come closer. He did, moving forward until his thighs overlapped Max's, trapping Liz in the middle. Michael tilted her face up towards him and Liz closed her eyes as his mouth descended to hers.
His tongue teased her lips apart and crept inside to brush gently against hers. Liz slid her arm around Michael's neck as he kissed her, keeping her other hand braced on Max's upper thigh. At length they drew back simultaneously and smiled at Max.
"Come here," Michael invited him, and Liz felt the familiar fluttering in her stomach as she watched them kiss over her, Max opening to Michael as eagerly as she had. She had a sultry little smile on her face as they broke apart.
"What?" Michael asked.
"Oh, nothing. I don't think I'll ever get tired of seeing that," Liz commented.
"Seeing what?" Max inquired.
"Seeing Michael slip you the tongue," she answered impudently, grinning when Max blushed. Liz leaned over and kissed him, tasting Michael on his lips.
"It's too bad that kissing is definitely a two and one activity," she said breathlessly when she sat back up. "Though the uh, the turn-taking is nice."
Liz shivered as her men looked at each other and Michael gathered her hair in one hand, pulling it on top of her head.
"Well, that may be true of mouth to mouth kissing but that's not the only kind," Max's mischievous comment was her only warning before his lips began to trail fire down the side of her neck. Liz moaned as Michael echoed his action, kissing the other side and licking her ear lobe.
"You two are going to be the death of me," she gasped as Max bent her over his arm, thrusting her breasts into the air. Michael obligingly held one side of her uniform while Max pulled it open, the snaps releasing with a swift tug.
"Have I mentioned that I love this uniform?" Max asked rhetorically before sucking one hardening nipple into his mouth.
"N—no," Liz managed to answer, arching into his wet caress. "Wh—why?"
"Because it's short, it's low-cut, your legs are always bare and it opens so damn easily," Michael whispered against her lips, plunging his tongue into her mouth when he finished speaking. He pulled back almost immediately, and Liz's eyes drifted open to find him gazing hungrily at her.
"You won't need to pretend this time," Michael murmured as his hand slid down her body until it eased under the waistband of her panties. He paused there, his fingers resting lightly on her curls, waiting for her comprehension and acquiescence.
Liz felt a flood of moisture as she realized he was referring to their conversation and involuntarily her thighs spread farther apart, her body aching with the need for his touch. She saw the flaring satisfaction in Michael's eyes before he kissed her again, his tongue working her open mouth as his hand slipped deeper, his fingers entering her slick warmth and stroking her.
Helplessly Liz thrust against Michael's hand while Max's hands and mouth paid loving attention to her sensitive breasts, tugging at her firm nipples and gently biting her creamy skin. Michael's insistent kisses smothered her moans when he pushed into her hard, and when he withdrew his fingers from her body to delicately stroke her clitoris. The errant thought crossed her mind that if anyone were to see her now, bent backwards over the arms of two men with her Crashdown waitress uniform gaping and her legs wide open so they could pleasure her, they would be shocked at her utterly wanton behavior. Liz moaned at the picture that created in her mind and defiantly spread her legs as far apart as she could, exposing herself fully to the sunshine.
She heard Michael groan as she opened herself even more. He began to stroke her a little harder, following the rhythm of her circling hips as she instinctively tried to get closer. Liz responded by speeding up and he kept pace with her. His fingers rubbed in smaller and smaller circles until he was working the tiny bundle of nerves and pressing harder and harder as she pushed against his hand. There came a moment of sudden, surprising stillness and then Liz cried out into Michael's mouth as she shook in the grip of her orgasm.
Max and Michael touched her gently now, waiting for her to stop shaking before they stopped. When at last Liz was quiescent, Max sat up and Michael withdrew his hand, then they lifted Liz into an upright position. Dazedly she refastened the front clasp of her bra and began to snap her uniform closed, grimacing a little at her soaked underwear.
"Nice listening," Max complimented Michael, a twinkle in his eyes. Michael's eyes widened in awareness and he grinned, but Liz was confused.
"Listening to what? No one was saying anything," she commented as she smoothed out her redone uniform.
"Your body is as smart as your mind, Liz," Max told her, kissing her forehead. "It tells us exactly what you need, if we're paying attention. As long as we listen to what your body's saying, we can always make you feel good."
"You think I'm feeling good?" Liz asked, her lips twitching with a repressed smile. She restrained her laughter as the two men exchanged perplexed, disappointed looks.
"Aren't you?" Michael inquired. Liz couldn't hold in her smile any longer at the tone of his voice; he sounded like a little boy who had lost his puppy.
"No. Actually, I feel fantastic," she said flippantly, grinning at their obvious relief. "Boy, are you two sensitive! I would never, ever fake it, with either of you. I don't see the point; it just hurts everyone, and besides I don't need to," she winked. "But Max, you at least ought to have known better."
Max looked puzzled for a moment and then laughed. "You mean the spider?" He laughed again when she nodded.
"What are you talking about?" Michael wanted to know.
"Liz and I were—well, I was, you know, going down on her and she saw a spider on the ceiling," Max relayed. "Instead of like, making me think things were finished she shrieked and insisted on its immediate death. I spent the next ten minutes standing on my chair, trying to kill the damn thing! By that time, she didn't feel like doing anything so we just went back to our homework," he shrugged.
"All right, that's a totally honest reaction!" Michael laughed. "I can dig that."
"You know, it kind of sucks that there isn't a good word to describe that," Liz complained whimsically. "Fellatio sounds like some kind of opera and blowjob sounds crude but OK. But cunnilingus is just gross-sounding, and there isn't any other specific word."
"Cunnilingus?" Michael raised his eyebrows at her language and Liz giggled.
"Well, yeah. Sure it's accurate: -lingus refers to tongue, and cunni- refers to…well, you know, but it doesn't sound like something pleasant."
"And you think it's something pleasant?" Michael teased.
"Completely," Liz deadpanned, unable to prevent the slight hitch in her breath.
Max leaned close and murmured in her ear, loud enough that Michael could hear too, "I suppose I could have said that I was licking your clitoris. Would that have been more to your, hmm, taste?"
"Max!" Liz whipped her head around to look at him in shock. She couldn't believe that he had actually said that! Or that your body's clamoring for his tongue now, when you just came a few minutes ago, her mind whispered. In verbal protest against her traitorous self, she grumbled, "Don't you two ever stop?"
"I think it was you who made all the generalizations about us being your average, horny guys, Liz," Michael chided with a smile. She shrugged and his smile broadened.
"Fine, fine. Well, you can go be horny teenagers without me because I have a lot of homework to do," Liz pointed at the balcony railing.
"Yeah, so do we," Michael sighed. He bristled at their expressions. "What? Yes, I do homework. I would like to graduate before I have gray hair, you know."
"So, I'll see you guys out and then I'm going to change into my p.j.'s and curl up with my textbooks. And no, I'm a big girl and I don't need any help changing!" Liz forestalled any offers of assistance. Michael moved back on the lounge chair then stood up, Liz and Max following him to their feet. The three of them climbed into Liz's window and walked to her front door, where they had originally entered the apartment. She kissed them goodbye and closed the door behind them.
Max and Michael went outside, blinking in the bright sunlight as they started to walk.
"You know, Maxwell, I had some reservations about that idea you were talking about earlier," Michael said noncommittally.
Max slanted a glance at him. "You did, huh? And you're bringing it up now, why?"
"Because after what just happened, I don't have them anymore," Michael grinned. "In fact, I'm thinking that you may have had a flash of pure genius!"
"It was hardly a flash, Michael, considering how long I've been fantasizing about it!" Max laughed. "So, I don't have to work Wednesday or Thursday night. You?"
"I'm free on Wednesday," Michael nodded. "Wanna go get everything then?"
"Sounds like a plan," Max agreed. "Listen, Michael, about what happened…"
"I got it, Max. You stepped aside and played second fiddle, and believe me I appreciated it," Michael chuckled.
Max's mouth lifted in a lopsided smile. "Yeah. It won't be like that on Sunday, Michael; you know that," he warned. Michael stopped walking and turned to face Max, looking down into his eyes.
"I'm well aware that you'll be calling all the shots, Maxwell, and I can't wait," his voice was low and intense, matching the fire in his gaze. Max shivered at his naked desire.
"As long as we're clear," he said huskily. Max stuffed his hands into his pockets so that he would not reach out and touch Michael, and stepped around him to continue walking. Michael turned and fell into step with him easily, his hands reflexively seeking his own pockets. Silently the two men walked through the downtown area of Roswell, each lost in his own thoughts, each comfortable with the other and with the restrictions they had chosen, even as they yearned to be free to hold each other's hand. Both thinking of the dark glory of Liz Parker's eyes and the radiance of her smile; both feeling the warmth of her love, and of the love they had for each other. One woman and two men: in each other's arms and in each other's hearts, they would all find themselves.