Beth
Against My Programming

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A/N: Hey, everyone, I just wanted to give you guys the reminder that we are skipping ahead on the Roswell timeline. Everything that happened on the episodes from “Crazy” up to “Meet the Dupes” has happened for this story. Also, Zan has been killed and the Dupes have left for Roswell to look for the podsquad and convinced Max to go with them. He and Tess have left for NY with them and Ava has stayed behind but the summit meeting hasn’t happened yet. I may use some of the lines from “Max in the City”. That’s where we’re picking up now. From this time on, anything that happens is of my own imagination. But, as always, I don’t own it. Leslie, Lucas, and Megan are mine, however.
Part 20 – “Going Back to Roswell”
Leslie stopped the car down the street from the house she and Lauren had moved into from Atlanta. It was really late, either Tuesday night or Wednesday morning, and she was studying the house for signs of life. Lauren’s car sat out front but the house was completely dark. Leslie would have even said it looked a little eerie.
“Lucas,” she whispered, gently shaking her sleeping brother’s arm. He stirred in the passenger seat and yawned as he opened his eyes and looked around. “We’re here. Megan’s asleep and I need you to watch her while I go inside and try to explain to Lauren what happened,” she told him, reaching for the door handle.
“Wait!” Lucas said, stopping her. “What are you going to tell her? You can’t just show up after being gone for so many months without a good explanation.”
“Lucas, you and I both know that they’ve already had the police looking for you, and it’s safe to assume they added me to the search not long after I left. Now not only do I show back up here, but you’re with me as well as a four-year-old. I only see one option; we’ve got to tell Lauren and Kevin the truth,” she answered.
Lucas thought about what she had said and nodded slowly. “Ok, but don’t tell them we’re out here. If anything goes wrong, I’ll be sitting here with the motor running; just run out and jump in and we’ll go.”
Leslie nodded in agreement and opened the door. As she approached the house, she automatically looked next door to the Whitman home and looked up at Alex’s window. It was dark, as was the rest of the house, and the blinds and curtains were closed tight. She sighed and shook her head, trying to clear out the empty, longing feeling in her heart.
She unlocked the door and went in. It was pitch black and she automatically reached for the switch on the wall that would turn on the lamp to illuminate the entryway. Once her eyes adjusted and she looked around, she gasped. All the furniture in the living room to the left was covered with drop cloths and there were a few spider webs here and there, but what made her gasp was the fact that there were boxes everywhere and all the pictures had been removed from the walls.
Lauren’s bedroom door was wide open, she noticed as she looked to the right, and the bed had been stripped. Rushing to the kitchen, Leslie quickly opened the refrigerator and gasped again at what she saw. There wasn’t much food inside and what was there was covered in mold. It was obvious that no one had lived in the house for months, and Leslie got a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach. She ran back to the front door and waved at Lucas for him to come inside. He pulled the car into the driveway and opened the back door for Megan, who hopped out.
“What’s going on, Les?” he asked.
“Lucas, I don’t think Lauren’s been here for a long time. We need to call New York and see if she’s up there with Kevin,” Leslie explained quickly, leading him into the house and closing the door.
Lucas looked around the living room and then entered Lauren’s bedroom. He opened the closet and the drawers on the dresser. “Can you tell if anything is missing, Leslie?” he asked.
Leslie opened the jewelry box sitting on the dresser. “A couple of things that I can name right off hand. I couldn’t tell you much specifically but it looks like things that she might take with her if she left,” she answered.
“Mommy, why are we here? Who lives here?” Megan asked from the doorway.
Lucas and Leslie exchanged a look. “I lived here for a while and we might be staying here,” Leslie answered vaguely. “Lucas, try calling the apartment in New York. If she thinks I went to look for you, she might have gone up to stay to look for us.”
Her brother nodded and went over to the phone on the night stand. Picking up the receiver, he got a strange look on his face and set it back on the cradle. “It’s dead,” he stated.
Leslie tossed him her cell phone and he caught it. “Call from my cell. We’ll have to find out why the phone’s dead later.” Just as she was saying this and Lucas had started dialing, they both heard sirens…and they were getting closer. Leslie and Lucas’s eyes met in panic and they moved quickly, trying to put things back the way they found them. Lucas snatched Megan up and ran out of the bedroom with Leslie on his heels.
They had made it to the front door when they heard, “Freeze!” behind them and they did as they were told. “Now slowly turn around,” came a male’s voice. “Don’t make any sudden movements.”
They turned around and came face to face with Sheriff Valenti who recognized the girl immediately. He did not lower his gun, however. “Leslie? You’re Leslie Terrell right?” he asked.
Leslie stepped forward a step and nodded. “Yes, sir. You’re Sheriff Valenti right? Kyle’s dad?” she asked.
“Yeah,” Jim answered, lowering his gun just a little but not putting it away. “So what are you doing here? Where have you been? And who are these two?” he questioned the young woman.
“This is my brother Lucas, and this is Megan,” Leslie told him, pointing to the two people with her. “We just got back from New York and were looking for Lauren. Do you know where she is?”
Jim looked from one teen to the other and then at the four-year-old. He wasn’t oblivious to the fact that Leslie had not defined her relationship to young Megan. He put his gun in its holster and walked over to the young people. “Can I see some kind of ID please, son?” he asked Lucas.
“Certainly, officer,” Lucas answered, lowering Megan to the ground and pulling his wallet out of his back pocket. He handed his driver’s license to Jim, who scanned it quickly and handed it back.
“I think you three had better come with me to my office and we can talk,” Jim said, opening the front door.
“Sheriff, my sister and I have been driving all night and we are beat. Can’t this wait until tomorrow morning?” Lucas asked.
“I’m afraid not. You see, people have been looking for you two and now you show up together with a little girl who I admit looks an awful lot like Leslie. We have some serious things to discuss, son, and it should be done right away,” Jim explained, escorting the three young people to the patrol car.
Lucas and Leslie exchanged a look, and Leslie brought up the only other thing she could think of that might allow she and Lucas some time to get their story straight. “Sheriff, would you mind if we drove our car over? We have the booster seat for Megan in there and we don’t want her to get hurt if something happens.”
Jim opened the door for them to get into the vehicle. “I’m sure she’ll be fine for the few minutes we’ll be on the road. Your car will be safe enough sitting in the driveway.”
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“Mr. Terrell, I’ve spoken at length to your sister about your whereabouts and hers and how Megan came into the picture. Maybe I could hear your side of things,” Jim Valenti said as he entered the office where Lucas had been sitting and waiting for the past hour and a half.
Lucas met the Sheriff’s eyes and didn’t flinch but instead tried to scan the lawman’s memory for what his sister might have told him. “Alright, sir. First, Megan is Leslie’s daughter. I know that might seem hard to accept but she is. My sister got involved with the wrong crowd and was seeing this guy that was the leader of a gang. He’s the father and he’s why I was missing. He wasn’t happy when Leslie broke it off and stashed Megan with some friends in Atlanta. He and his gang kidnapped me and they beat me pretty good. They sent a message to Leslie telling them where to meet them and to bring Megan or they’d kill me. Leslie went to get Megan in Atlanta and then came to New York. They held us for a while and then they left for a fight with another gang. Leslie, Megan and I got away while they were gone. We heard later that the leader, the guy who was Megan’s father, was killed in that fight. We knew it was safe to come back here so we did. We were looking for Lauren when you found us in the house,” Lucas told him.
Jim had sat on the other side of the desk and had been taking notes during Lucas’s entire story. It seemed to match everything that he had heard from Leslie and it was pretty believable but something didn’t match up. He wished he knew exactly what it was. Maybe it was just the fact that after everything he had seen with the alien teens, normal trouble didn’t seem to exist. “I’m sorry to have to tell you, son, but I think that that gang might have killed your parents. Lauren and Kevin were found underneath a subway platform over a week ago. They had both been bound and strangled to death. I’m sorry,” Jim told him.
Lucas’s shock was genuine and Jim could tell that. Was it possible that Lauren and Kevin were just another two victims of New York violence? Yes, it was possible but Lucas was more convinced that it was probably Lonnie and Rath. That would explain the confidence that they had displayed in the last two weeks that he would never be out of their control. “How long had they been dead?” Lucas asked hoarsely.
“It was hard to tell but it was at least two weeks ago. It looks like you and your sister are orphans again,” Jim told him, sympathetically placing a hand on the young man’s arm. “I’ll place a call to your father’s lawyer as soon as their office opens. He told me to contact him as soon as we heard from you or Leslie. In the meantime, I’ll take the three of you home. You could really use some sleep.”
Lucas rose automatically and walked towards the door. “Thank you, Sheriff. I’m sure this has come as quite a shock to Leslie too. I know it’s a shock to me.”
* * * * * * * * * * *
The front door hadn’t even closed good before Leslie burst into tears and fell against her brother. “I can’t believe they’re dead! Lucas, I know they didn’t do everything right but they were the only parents we’ve ever had,” she sobbed.
Lucas rubbed her back and hugged her tight. “I know, Les. I can’t believe that Lonnie and Rath would go this far. They really are worse than ever.”
The Sheriff had brought a sleeping Megan into the home and placed her on the living room couch before he had left the three young people alone. The sun was just beginning to come up and neither of the siblings had had much sleep. “Leslie, I’m going to carry Megan into that room across the entryway and I want you to crawl into bed with her. You need to rest and we can really grieve later. If that lawyer wants to meet with us, we’re going to need our wits to be functioning at 100%. We have to think about what we’re going to do now,” Lucas told his sister.
He carefully disengaged himself from her and went over to pick Megan up from the sofa. Leslie followed him obediently into the room and waited until he had placed the small four year old onto the bed before climbing into the bed beside her. Lucas started to leave the room when he looked back at the two most important women in his life. “Leslie, you know I love you two more than anything else right?” he asked.
Leslie smiled and nodded through her tears. “More than all the sands of Arrakis,” she repeated in the same tone of voice that her daughter used.
* * * * * * * * * * *
“I am terribly sorry that I have to discuss business now when you’ve just found out about your parents’ deaths, but it is always better to get this over with as soon as possible,” the lawyer said as he sat at the kitchen table, spreading papers out in front of him. He had called and made the appointment for two o’clock and had shown up at 1:55, introducing himself as Mr. Jenkins.
“Mr. Jenkins, we know that we’re only 17 years old but…” Lucas began but the lawyer interrupted him quickly.
“There’s no cause for alarm, son. As bad as the circumstances are under which I’ve been brought here, I have wonderfully good news. Dr. Kevin Terrell was one of my favorite clients and he left very strict instructions about what was to be done in the event that something might happen to him. You and your sister have been declared emancipated minors by the state of New York. The apartment in New York has been taken care of and all bills that you have had up to this point, have been paid. Your parents had substantial insurance policies and I went ahead and sold your father’s car. You and your sister will do just fine all the way through college if you choose,” Mr. Jenkins explained.
“What about this house?” Leslie asked. “And Megan? Mom and Dad really didn’t know about her and I won’t give her up to anyone else.”
The lawyer passed a stack of papers over to her and Lucas on the other side of the table and pointed to a figure at the bottom of the top page. “You see that figure, Miss Terrell?” he asked. Leslie nodded and looked up into his face. “That is how much is in a savings account with your name on it. There is a second savings account with the same amount in it for your brother as well as a bigger third with money with which I am to pay your bills for whatever home you dwell in until such a time as you graduate college or until the money is gone. There are also two checking accounts, one in each of your names, with about half of this amount in each of them. As long as the two of you don’t plan on buying any luxury cars or a mansion, you should do just fine for quite a while, even with little Megan.”
Leslie and Lucas’s eyes widened and they looked at each other. They listened closely to the rest of what Mr. Jenkins had to say, which included a list of things he had sold, things he had put into storage for them, and also suggestions for them. It took most of the rest of the afternoon. Then they watched TV while eating a pizza and playing with Megan. They planned to take the next day to sort through things around the house and maybe look for any signs in town that Lonnie and Rath were around. Things were definitely up in the air for them and they really didn’t like it that way.