
Round 2 Winner


Round 1 Winner




Author: Debbi aka Breathless
Category: Max and Liz
Rating: Adult
Summary: Post Max in the City
Author note: The link to this story no longer works, and after procratinating for quite some time, I'm finally getting around to reposting it. I'm planning on reposting 2 to 3 parts a week until it's done.
A Special Kind of Love
Part 1
Liz laid on her bed looking up at the ceiling with her thoughts a swirl of confusion. So much had happened in the last few days, she was having a hard time sorting things out. Was this how her life was going to be now? A little over a year ago she’d been a normal teenage girl living in a little town out in the southwest with nothing more adventurous to deal with than the annual Father’s camping trip to Frazier Woods sponsored by the school. Now . . . now her life had been turned upside down, all because of Max Evans.
What had he done to her last fall? Well first of all, she reminded herself, he had saved her life. Incredibly, with just the touch of his hands. Those warm, sensual, magnificent hands. Those hands had torn open her dress and sought out the bullet’s point of impact. His palm had lain across the open wound and she had felt the electricity pass from him into her. Electricity, what a poor description for the sensation she had felt. Her nerve endings had come alive and every cell in her body had quivered as his healing powers penetrated her skin, seeking to make her whole again. His essence had flowed into her, blending with hers, touching her to the depths of her soul, and then it was gone as his hand lifted from her flesh.
But in that moment he had done much more than just save her life. He had changed her profoundly. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally.
Very little had been apparent at the time, except the obvious. Her body only moments before ravaged and dying, was suddenly healthy and whole again. But in those brief moments that it had taken to heal her, a bond had formed between them, a connection so strong that to be apart from him even for only a short time was not only physically stressful but caused her emotional anguish as well. She needed him. She felt incomplete without him. But then she’d found out he wasn’t meant to be with her. That to be with her meant death for everyone.
Why? Why had she been given this gift, this bond, only to have it become an impossibility?
With the help of Isabel she had reached out and saved his life. She had connected to him in a way that she never thought possible. Her mind had touched his, warning him of the danger. What was her role to be now? Was she just an instrument to be used when needed? Was she meant to stand in the shadows living a false life while she watched Max create a new one? How long was she supposed to live this lie?
Liz turned on her side and closed her eyes. His image sprang to life in her mind and the sadness that she saw in his eyes tore at her heart. When he had left earlier, after he had asked her once more about Kyle, she had felt his dejection. She could sense that he had moved beyond the hurt and the anger into acceptance, but the pain of her betrayal was still strong. He had said he would like to be friends again, but she wondered if that would be possible. Too much had happened between them to ever go back to the way it was.
Liz opened her eyes and reached into her nightstand drawer to get a tissue to wipe the tears from her eyes. Her fingers closed over the strip of photographs they had taken at the county fair last spring. She pulled it out of her drawer and her eyes softened as she looked at how happy they had been then, before everything had become so complicated. He was smiling at her in the photos, a smile that lit up his face. Would he ever smile at her that way again? Would he ever stroke his fingers across her cheek or bury his hand in her hair again? She held the strip of photos close to her heart and felt herself drifting, no longer awake nor yet asleep, but somewhere in between.
* * * * *
Max turned restlessly is his sleep, his dreams refusing to give him any peace. Images haunted him. He once again stood outside her bedroom window, frozen in place as he saw her lying beside Kyle, laughing, talking, the rumpled sheets barely covering their naked flesh.
“Max.”
He heard his name float to him and the dream shifted, changing to the familiar surroundings of his own room. He was standing near the side of his bed as if he had just stood up. His head turned, searching for the source of the voice. She stood just inside his window and when his eyes met hers she spoke again.
“Max, we need to talk.” She stepped closer to the bed and then continued. “There are things you need to know, things I can’t tell you.”
“Liz . . .” he said gently, taking a step toward her.
“No,” she spoke quickly cutting his words off. “I need to say this now, while I still can. Because when I see you tomorrow I won’t be able to tell you.”
Max sat on the edge of his bed and watched her pacing back and forth, dressed in a pink tank top and pink and blue flannel boxer shorts. His eyes were drawn to her shapely legs and then he noticed she was barefoot, her cute little feet making a rut in his carpet as she continued to pace.
“You asked me once to have faith in you, when things were happening that you didn’t understand.” She stopped and turned to look at him. Her eyes pleaded with him to understand her. “My eyes saw one thing, but my heart felt something else. Do you remember?”
“Yes,” he answered, nodding his head slightly. Her long hair hid her face from him as he watched her begin to pace again.
“You told me I had to do something,” she muttered and he had to strain to hear what she was saying. “I didn’t know what to do, Max. I didn’t want to hurt you but I couldn’t let everyone die. You understand that don’t you?” She looked at him again and he saw tears in her eyes. “No, of course you don’t understand. How can I expect you to understand when you’ve lost your faith in me?”
“Liz, I’m . . . I’m not following you,” Max said in confusion.
She leaned forward suddenly and her hands cupped his face. “Your eyes saw something that wasn’t true, but you lost your faith in me and now your heart believes what your eyes are telling you.”
Her eyes dropped to his chest and her hand moved from his cheek to rest gently over his heart. He glanced down to where she was touching him and for the first time noticed that he was sitting on the edge of his bed wearing only a pair of blue plaid boxer shorts.
“Your heart feels cold to me now Max,” she continued, locking her eyes onto his again. “I love you so much, but I couldn’t put what we had above the lives of everyone else. Someday, I hope you understand. Someday, I hope you forgive me for the secrets and the lies.” She leaned closer filling the air all around him with her unique scent. Her lips closed over his gently and as the shock of it passed he realized she was already moving away from him toward the window.
“Liz, wait . . .” Max said as she pulled away from him.
“I have to go now,” she said looking down at him. “I shouldn’t be here. I’ve told you too much already.” When she reached the window she turned to look at him once more.
Max stood up slowly, watching her as she drew the curtain aside. The look on her face reminded him of another day in another place when she had walked away from him and he had let her go. He couldn’t let that happen again. She had been confused that day, by all that she had seen and heard. Just the way he was confused now, by all the strange things she had said. He strode across the room and grabbed her by the arms, turning her around to face him.
“I can’t let you go, not again, not like this.”
Did she really think he could ever stop loving her? His pent-up emotions, the emotions he had tried to bury deep inside him, came rushing to the surface, overflowing with a primal need to crush her to his chest. His lips sought out hers hungrily. He felt her resist at first and then her arms went around him and she kissed him back with equal intensity. She moaned softly against his lips, the sound of it inflaming him even more. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his hips. He carried her over to the bed and they fell onto the mattress together, his muscular body pinning her delicate frame beneath him. His tongue drove into her mouth savoring the taste of her and his hips pressed hard against her heat. He rubbed his body against hers and her moans became louder in his ears.
“Max . . .Max,” he heard his name being called out and felt the hand shaking his shoulder. “Max . . . Max, wake up, man. Max!”
Max bolted out of the dream suddenly, opening his eyes to see Michael staring down at him.
“Are you okay man? You were making enough noise to wake the dead.”
“Jesus Christ, Michael, what hell are you doing here?” Max hissed at him. He ran a shaky hand through his hair and tried to control his breathing. He carefully sat up in bed keeping his covers loose to hide the erection that was still straining against his shorts. He looked over at his clock on the nightstand beside his bed, and then back at Michael. “Do you realize that it’s 1:30 in the morning?”
“Look I couldn’t sleep. I need to talk to you,” Michael said quietly.
“About what?” Max said in exasperation. He couldn’t get the image of Liz out of his mind. He’d had dreams about her before, but nothing as intense as the one Michael had just interrupted. It was so vivid he could still smell her scent in the air.
“Maria,” Michael mumbled under his breath.
* * * * *
Liz opened her eyes and it took her a moment to realize where she was. Her skin felt like it was on fire and she felt an ache deep in the center of her body. Her pulse was racing through her veins and her hands were visibly shaking. She could still feel the way his body had pressed against hers.
“Oh my God,” she whispered. “What was that?”
* * * * *
“Maria? You woke me up at 1:30 in the morning to talk about Maria?”
“Yeah,” Michael paced the room, making Max dizzy. “Look, you two got close over the summer and I know she confides in you.”
“Will you just sit down Michael?” Max grumbled.
“What?” Michael responded and then saw Max pointing at a chair over by his desk. Michael shrugged his shoulders and pulled it out. He sat on it backwards and stared hard at Max. “Well?”
“Well? Well what?” Max shook his head in confusion.
“Maria! Maria confides in you, right?” Michael said hastily.
“Yeah, I guess so,” Max answered, wondering where Michael was going with this.
“Has she talked to you about that Brody guy?”
“Brody?” Max asked. “What about Brody?”
“I saw them eating dinner together tonight.” When Max didn’t say anything Michael continued. “You know, like on a date? She was all dressed up and he had on a tie and he held the chair out for her in the restaurant and then after dinner they went to that new movie that’s playing.”
“What were you doing?” Max asked with concern. “Spying on her?”
“No, I mean, no,” Michael stammered. “Well I wasn’t spying on her, not exactly.” Max rolled his eyes and Michael tried to explain. “I saw them go into Senor Chow’s so I just thought I’d see what they were doing.”
“And you stayed long enough to watch them order dinner, eat their dinner, pay for their dinner and then go to the movies.” Max watched Michael nod his head. “So tell me, Michael, how is that NOT spying?”
“Come on Max –” Michael started to say.
“No, YOU come on,” Max raised his voice in exasperation. “What did you think she was going to do? Did you really think she was going to sit around waiting for you to wise up? You ignored her all summer long, and then you and Courtney had God knows what going on. And now that she has someone paying attention to her and actually being NICE to her, you’re all jealous? You’ve got a lot of nerve, Michael!”
“But –” Michael began.
“No ‘buts’ about it. You blew it, Michael. Face it, and figure out where you’re going from here.”
TBC....