
*Isabel*
I smile wistfully as Max and Liz go out onto the dance floor. Grace is already out there, too, with Aurora and Ashley. The all look like they're having such a great time. If only Jesse were here! We've only been apart for a few days, but already my heart aches from missing him so badly. Deciding to stop feeling sorry for myself, I give Maria a smile and ask, "Let's go show these people some moves, shall we?" I pull her out with me onto the dance floor, where we both have an awesome time showing off our best dance moves for the crowd. "I *so* needed this, Maria. Thank you! I can't tell you how long it's been since Ijust let loose and danced and had fun like this. Jesse's been working overtime on this huge case lately, so we haven't had the time."
"You seriously need a gal pal to go out with," Maria suggested sagely, giving great advice as usual.
"Yeah, I know," I sighed. "But it wouldn't be the same. I miss you and Liz terribly!" I kept active in the PTA and charity organizations, as well as many social clubs, but it was very much as before. I kept busy socially on a superficial level to keep up appearances, and occasionally would entertain friends, but never let anyone close. Aside from Jesse and my children, I was very much alone and isolated even in a crowd. Just as my life had always been. It was familiar and comfortable...not to mention necessary. Still, I missed my family terribly. I was very happy....more than I'd ever dreamed possible...with Jesse and our children. Sometimes, though, I just wished that we could move closer to Maxand Liz and Maria and Michael. It would make my already great life perfect. But really, it was Jesse's salary that kept us in Boston. He did make a terrific income. Maybe one day we 'd succeed in convincing the others to move to the city and live near us.
I smile over at Grace and catch her eye. She smiles back, and it's obvious that she's thoroughly enjoying the party. Some guys have even come over to dance with her group. How cute....but scary, of course, for a parent of a young adolescent girl. Very soon, she'd be wanting to go out on dates and bringing boys home to meet us....probably sooner than Jesse and I would be ready to deal with this phase of our Grace's life. How did Max and Liz do it? I'll definitely have to ask them about that one...