Howdy all,
I finally have a new part to this story. I know, it's only taken me more than a year to update. For that, I am really, really sorry. I do hope that you all will give me another shot with this.
This part is dedicated to
Ellie because she has kept faith that I will update despite how much time it had taken. Thank you, Ellie!!!!
Well, here ya all go.... part Ten. I hope that you enjoy.
Annie:)
PS... I will be having an Author's Chat at DAS on Tuesday, February 28th. Just click on the banner in my sig for a link. I might give away some spoilers for this...
Part Ten:
~*~ March 11, 1992 ~*~
“Maria, that’s not nice.”
Rolling her eyes, Maria let out a sigh. “But Lizzie, it’s not like I’m fibbing. He is weird.”
Liz glanced over at the person in question. He was taller then almost anyone in their class, and a bit gangly, but he had a crooked, goofy smile that made her want to laugh. She watched as he twisted his arms and linked them behind his neck. Was he supposed to be able to do that? For a moment, she considered the possibility that Maria was right. That this new kid just might be weird, then she changed her mind. “He’s new, Maria. It’s gotta be scary to be the new kid. I bet he just wants to make a friend.”
Maria shook her head. “No. No way,” Maria shot the idea down. “I’m the only friend you can have that’s weird. No more weird friends…”
“Lizzie,” a voice called out.
The scene around Liz faded away. She was no longer standing in the playground at her old school, Maria by her side, the two of them watching the new kid. No, now she in her aunt’s backyard with Foo, the truly pitiful tabby cat, standing at her feet, butt wiggling in the air as he prepared to attack the vicious butterfly a few feet away.
“I’m right here, Grandma.”
A pair of arms wrapped around her shoulders, giving her a little hug from behind. “Who were you talking to, Honeybear?”
Struggling to hide the need to wince, Liz’s mind raced to come up with a lie. She knew it was wrong to do so, but she didn’t want to go back to the health center. She didn’t want to have another round of appointments with Dr. Turner. And most especially, she didn’t want to see that look, the one her grandma and aunt got every time she did something they thought was strange. It made her feel like a freak.
If she could, she would stop the pictures in her head. She would ignore the voices too. But they were just so strong sometimes… and so tempting. Most the time, it was just Maria that she saw, and they would be in Roswell, playing like normal little girls. Other times, the times it broke her heart to break free, she saw her parents. They would be alive and laughing, whole and happy. It made her heart ache with longing, and she was happy that she wasn’t normal.
However, at times like this, Liz wondered if she ever would be?
“I was just talking to Foo,” she lied smoothly, pointing at the cat, who’s prey was getting away. “He’s been chasing that silly butterfly all around the yard. He even climbed up on the swing, but the swing moved and he fell off.”
She felt a nodding motion against the top of her head. Liz wanted to do a little victory dance because she pulled it off, but she held back. Suddenly, her grandma’s warmth was gone, and Liz turned to see her straightening up. “You’ve got a phone call, Lizzie. It’s Maria.”
“Maria!” Eagerly, she head out a hand for the phone. Her grandma handed over the cordless, and Liz took off for the hours. “I’ve missed you so much, Maria,” she cried into the phone. “You’re kidding. There’s a new boy at school…”
She never saw the expression on her grandma’s face when she walked away.
~~~~
~*~ June 8, 2001 ~*~
“So what is it that we are looking for?”
Liz jolted at the sound of Maria’s voice coming from behind her. “Hey,” she said, plastering an innocent look on her face. “Did I wake you up?”
Struggling to a sitting position, Maria looked at her, eyes focusing on Liz’s face, as if searching for signs of… something. Tuffs of hair tangled from a sleeping stuck up in a strange arrangement, but Maria’s eyes were clear and alert. Liz had always hated the fact that Maria had no trouble waking up in the morning. “No,” she said finally, then shook her head. “No, you didn’t.” Her eyes narrowed. “Are you avoiding my question?”
A tiny hint of guilt welled up inside of Liz. She tried to cover it by looking affronted. “Why would I be avoiding your question?”
“Because you are answering all of my questions with questions of your own.” A hand came up, tried to work its way though the mess of her hair, then gave up. “Is something wrong?”
“No,” Liz said, keeping her voice firm. “Nothing is wrong.” Or everything was, but that was beside the point. “I had to get up, go to the bathroom. Then, I was just awake, so I thought I would take a gander at your yearbooks. I wanted to see if Pam Troy ever got really fat.”
Maria blinked. Blinked again. “Gander?”
“Yup. It’s from the word gandra, meaning goose. You know, a goose has to crane its neck to look around at things, so the word really…” She paused and her cheeks reddened in embarrassment. “That was geek mode, wasn’t it?”
To her surprise, Maria let out a whooping laugh. In an instant, she was bellying off the bed and crawling towards Liz. “I just love ya, Lizzie,” she exclaimed as she threw her arms around Liz in a big bear hug. “I am so glad that you came.”
Emotion threatened to storm inside her, but Liz managed to hold it back and take a moment, just a moment, of comfort. “Me too,” she whispered fiercely. “Me too.”
Rearing back with one of her patent bright smiles on her face, Maria sighed. “Well, since we’re up, I vote for breakfast.” She leapt to her feet, grabbed Liz’s hand and pulled her to hers. “I say a couple Crater Cakes platters topped with all the whipped cream and strawberries we can eat.”
Because Maria’s enthusiasm was just to contagious, Liz started to laugh. “Sounds like a plan to me.”
“Good.” Maria danced off towards her closet. “Then get dressed, because Crashdown, here we come.”
~~~~
The Crashdown was practically packed when they entered it a half an hour later. Used to maneuvering thought crowds, Maria took Liz’s hand and led her to an empty booth. Even as they started to sit down, they both saw Jim standing at the serving window, waving frantically.
“Oh man,” Maria sighed.
Liz glanced over at her, confused. “What’s the matter?”
“Jim’s got that look on his face.”
Obviously not as good as deciphering Jim’s facial expressions as his stepdaughter was, Liz’s confusion deepened. “What look?”
Instead of answering, Maria started gesturing towards a booth. They moved to it quickly, but as Liz started to sit down, she noticed that her best friend remained standing. “She’s not going to get away with it,” Maria murmured darkly under her breath.
Liz blinked at the tone. “Okay,” she started, “you’re going to have to give me a clue here, because I am twelve shades of confused right now. What are you talking about?”
“She didn’t show up for work today. Then again, I don’t know why I should be a surprise. Schedule her for a morning shift and she never shows up. Jim so ought to know better by now. But this time, she will go down. Yes, I will have my revenge against the hell-beast otherwise known as Courtney.”
Either to afraid to speak, or simply to smart to, Liz just sat there as Maria continued to rant. “Payback will come, and it will be horribly terrifying,” Maria muttered. “This, I swear.” Then, as if she just realized that Liz was still there, Maria glanced down at her, than shook her head to clear it. “Sorry about that. It’s just that the girl annoys me to no end. And now, because of her, I am going to have to abandon you for a bit. By the expression on Jim’s face, he is a little desperate for a waitress right about this point.”
Shrugging, Liz eased more into the chair, relaxing a bit now that she knew what was going on. “It’s alright. I can just hangout here and wait for you, or - if it’s easier - I can find a way back your house.”
“Stay. I’m hoping, against all logic, that this won’t take very long. Plus, I promised you crater cakes, and I never back down on a promise. Just sit tight, and I’ll be back as soon as I can with them.”
“Okay,” Liz murmured as Maria made her way to the kitchen. When her friend was completely out of sight, she let out a sigh of her own and glanced around the room. It was the first time she’d been left along in the restaurant, and to be completely honest with herself, it unnerved her just a little bit. This place had been such an intricate part of her childhood, and, up until a couple of days ago, it had been almost a decade since Liz had set a foot thought its doors.
How would my parents feel about that? Liz couldn’t help but wondering. So many of her memories of them revolved around the Crashdown. Sometimes they would flirt in the kitchen, or mock argue over some of the inventory. Hell, one of Liz’s first memories was of sitting on the counter, pounding her chubby toddler fist against the order bell gleefully all while her father looked on, laughing.
She still dreamed of them. Haunting dreams that were full of what should have been if they lived. In them, her parents aged over the years, talked her about her day or of the memories they never got to make. When Liz woke from one of those dreams, she always felt empty.
Sort of like how she felt now, sitting in the restaurant her parents once owned and missing them terribly.
That was what Nicolette saw when she entered the restaurant a few moments later. A very pretty, very sad girl who looked so alone sitting in a room full of people, and she knew that was what had brought her to the Crashdown.
Now how do I approach her without her bolting again? That was the first question that ran through Nicolette’s mind. She’d felt the girl’s fear the night before, had formed just enough of a connection with her that she had some idea as to why. Still, the girl… Liz was her name, Nicolette recalled, was special. It was something else she’d been able to sense. Not a kindred like her or the boy, but something more than human.
One thing that she didn’t believe in was coincidence. It wasn’t just a random set of circumstances that brought both of these kids to her booth. As much as she hated to give it any credit, Nicolette had to chalk it up to fate.
“Stupid fate,” she muttered under her breath.
Even as the words left her mouth, Liz’s head shot up from book she was scanning and focused directly on Nicolette. The look on her face had Nicolette nearly sprinting forward, crossing the restaurant as fast as she could to get to the booth where Liz was sitting. However, the moment she started to move, so did Liz. Gaining her feet, she made a beeline for the breakroom. She was only inches from the swinging door when Nicolette caught up to her.
“Please,” she said softly. “I need a chance to explain.”
Liz felt her whole body stiffen, but she didn’t turn. “There is nothing to explain.”
“The fact that you ran out before I could finish the reading, that you are running now, says that there is,” Nicolette shot back. Then, suddenly weary, she sighed. “It’s not what you think, Liz. Nothing is.”
“What the hell are you doing?”
Nicolette turned at the sound of the sharply demanding voice. Behind her, the petite blond who had accompanied Liz the night before stood scowling, arms folded across her chest. Around them, people were starting to stare.
Shit, was the first word that came to Nicolette’s mind. This is the last thing I need right now.
Still, she had to admire the blond for looking out for her friend. Therefore, she gave the girl a faint smile instead of letting out a string of curses welling up out of frustration. “You’re a good friend,” she murmured before turning back to Liz.
She’d as shifted the moment the blond spoke, her eyes now wide with both wonder and embarrassment. Nicolette understood exactly how she was feeling. She hated being the focus of attention, and with a restaurant nearly full of people looking at them, that was a lot of attention. But she couldn’t leave, not until she had at least given Liz some way to get in contact with her.
Reaching into the huge bag slung over her shoulder, she pulled out a small notebook and pen. Scribbling down her name and number, she ripped the sheet from the book, held it out to Liz. “Take it,” she whispered so only Liz could hear. “Answers to your questions or help, someday you might need one or both. If that becomes the case, use this.”
A hand came down on Nicolette’s shoulder, not rough, but firm enough she knew what she had good hint at what she was going to face when she turned around. With one last look, she implored Liz to take the piece of paper from her hand.
Liz swallowed hard against the lump in her throat. Was this day going to get any weirder? With a sober, nearly begging look, there she was, the fortune teller who’d scared the crap out of her the night before, handing her a piece of paper that might hold all the answers to questions she wasn’t even sure of. And part of her, though leery of what those answers might be, wanted that piece of paper desperately.
So she listen to it and snatched the paper from the woman’s hand just as Jim was pulling her around to face him.
“I think it’s would be best if you leave,” he said tersely.
Madam Nicolette’s spine stiffened at his order, and very nearly regally, she gave a toss of her hair and shifted away from him, moving her arm out of his grasp. “I’m going,” she said, and moved past him. With the eyes off all the restaurant patrons watching her, she walked directly to the door and out, moving gracefully down the sidewalk until she was out of sight.
A second later, Jim had Liz by the shoulder, much gentler than he’d held Nicolette’s. “Are you alright, Liz?”
I have no idea, she thought even as she nodded. “I’m fine. She just startled me, that’s all.”
“If she bugs you again, let me know. I’ll take it up with Hanson.”
Liz gave him a little smile, hoping to put Jim at ease. “Thanks, but I’m okay. I promise.”
Nodding, he gave her one last look, than made his way back toward the counter. Behind him, Maria stood, studying Liz closely. The intensity of the gaze had Liz shifting a bit. Then, with a sigh, she walked into the breakroom to get away from it and the glances of the other customers. She heard the door swing again as Maria walked through it just seconds behind her.
It was stupid to think she was going to get away that easy.
“Lizzie, you know that I am your best friend.”
Liz moved the little sofa, took a seat on it. “I know.”
“Then you know that you can tell me anything. Anything at all.”
Now, it was Liz’s turn to study her friend. “Of course I know that. I do tell you everything.”
Maria winced a little at the words. “Then tell me what is going on with you and the fortune teller. Hell, give me a clue about what happened last night. I know that you are not telling me everything.”
Shrugging one shoulder, Liz looked away because she just could tell a blatant lie to Maria and look her in the eyes at the same time. “She just wigged me out last night. I think she was actually trying to apologize just now, or something like that, but seeing her startled me. That’s all, Maria. I swear.”
A loud sigh of defeat escaped from her best friend, but Maria nodded her aquiensence just same. “Just remember, Liz. You can’t lie to save your life.”
As Maria turned back to go to work, Liz brushed away the tears that few tears that started to well in her eyes. She hadn’t been lying to save her life, but the life of someone else. Someone who’d already saved hers. Twice.
~~~~~~
Dreams consumed him. Like memories that could no longer go unremembered, the rushed thought his mind like a blur. Max would catch vague images of people, slight impressions on his feelings for them. Over all, there was the light scent of jasmine permeated his senses.
One hazy image was just a bit clearer than the others, invoked the strongest emotions, yet her name was just beyond his recognition. He wanted to know it, know her, like he apparently did at one time. So, when even those vague images began to fade away, Max delved deeper into him mind, chasing the dreams. Only, it was no use. consciousness began to filter in, drawing him back to reality.
The last thing that went though Max’s mind before his eyes began to flutter open was a name. “Liz…”
“Max.”
The sound of his name, which nearly choked out on a sob, washed away the last visages of his dreams. He blinked his eyes, saw the outline of Isabel’s head illuminated harshly by the light coming thought the window. Quickly, he closed them again. “What’s…”
That was all he managed to get out before he found himself crush in his sister’s arms. A second later, there was another pair of arms, another body crushed against his. Deciding he had no choice, Max opened his eyes again, saw a blond head on each side of him, faces buried into his shoulders. Isabel and Tess, he though, and was lost as to why they were crying.
Then, he heard a laugh, as tense as a laugh could be, but a laugh nonetheless. Slowly, Max turned his head, spotting Michael standing on the other side of the room.
“I love ya, man, but not enough to jump onto that bed.” Still, he walked over to the foot of the bed. “Welcome back, Max.”
“Back?” In his shock at the statement, Max tried to sit up, only to find he couldn’t move under Isabel and Tess’s weight.
“Don’t move,” Isabel ordered, moving to sit up now. For the first time, Max got a good look at his sister. There were dark bruises of fatigue underneath eyes that were rimmed in red and shiny with fresh tears just waiting to be spilled. On top of that, her face was pale and… completely without makeup, he realized. That hadn’t happened since birth… okay, hatching, but that wasn’t the point. The point was that something was going on, and Max wanted to know what.
“Okay,” he conceded slightly. “I won’t move, but will somebody please tell me what the hell is going on? You all are acting like I almost died or something.”
“We didn’t know if you were going to.” This came from Tess. She’d sat up too, but unlike Isabel, she wasn’t trying to keep her tears at bay. They were freely flowing down her cheeks. “You wouldn’t wake up, at all.”
Michael moved around the bed and laid a hand on Tess shoulder to offer comfort. Yet, his gaze remained focused on Max. “What’s the last thing you remember about last night?”
Max searched his brain, trying to remember what happened the night before. “We went to the fair. Saw that kooky fortune teller, then met up with you. Ate, than decided it was time to go. Isabel,” he turned to look at her. “You wanted to drive.”
Now the tears his sister had been holding back began to fall. And the rest came crashing down on him. This time, Max did manage to sit up, surprised a bit by how lightheaded the movement made him. “Is everyone okay?” he still managed to ask.
Michael and Tess nodded, but Isabel started to cry harder. “I didn’t see her, Max, not until that last second. Then it was too late. I thought she was going to die. She would have, if you hadn’t helped her, I know she would have. It would have been all my fault…”
“No.” Max leaned forward, wrapped his arms around his nearly hysterical sister. “No, Isabel. It was an accident. She was running.” He could remember the way the girl with long dark hair shot out from in-between to cars, running as if the Devil himself was chasing her. “There was nothing else you could’ve done.”
“But…”
Max shook his head. “Nothing,” he repeated, cutting her off. “Just tell me what happened next.”
Overwrought, Isabel only leaned more into his embrace, and Michael picked up where she left off. “You healed her, Maxwell. But then something happened. Something… freaky. You’re hands began to glow, then where your hands were,” he gestured at his stomach, “well, that began to glow too. Next thing I knew, you were groaning, and I think you were trying to let go, but you couldn’t.”
“We had to pull you away,” Tess continued. “You were out before we even got you into the Jeep. You’ve been out ever since.”
“Out?” Okay, maybe that was a stupid question, but Max wanted a little more clarification.
“Yeah.” Michael finally sat down on the edge of the bed. “You know, out like a light, snoozing, off in la-la land, in a trance. Take your pick.”
“And you were talking,” Isabel added as she shifted away from Max.
“Talking about what?”
Isabel reached up, brushed away the tears remaining on her cheeks as she pulled herself together. “I don’t know. Strange stuff like names. You repeated the word ‘Antar’ a few times.”
“What is Antar?” Tess asked, looking at him with questing eyes. Max thought for a moment he saw a brief flicker of recognition, but it was gone so fast that he could have been wrong.
Searching his own mind, Max tried the place the word with its meaning, only to come up blank. “I have no idea what it is?”
“Do you think it could be from our home?” Michael wondered aloud. “I mean, it’s not in the dictionary.” When Max just stared at him, Michael shrugged. “Tess looked it up. Still, what if it is from our home? What if it is our home?”
“This is our home,” Isabel corrected.
“Sure,” Michael scoffed, “to you three. You all have comfy homes and nice families. I’ve got one lonely apartment that sits above a restaurant.”
Max could see fresh tears beginning to brew in Isabel eyes, only these weren’t driven as much by sadness as by frustration… maybe a bit of anger. “You have us, Michael.” She shifted off the bed, and squared her shoulders in such a typical Isabel stance. Oh yeah, her heals were dug in now. “Or don’t we factor into your equation? Aren’t we enough for you? Our ‘nice families,’ as you put it, have always and will always welcome you. Doesn’t that even warrant a mention?”
Obviously aware of the fact that he’d stuck in foot in it, Michael stood up and started towards Isabel, reaching. “Iz…”
She threw up her hands to ward him off. “No. Don’t even think about it. No coddling, or hugs, or any of the other things you do when you’re trying to placate me.”
His hands dropped to his side. “Fine. I’ve gotta get to work anyway.” He crossed the room, threw a leg over the window sill, than glanced back at Max. “Let me know if you need anything, Maxwell. I’m glad you’re up.”
With that, he was gone, and Isabel was pacing. “He just frustrates me to no end. He would leave if somebody gave him the choice. Just pack up and take off. I can’t…” She trailed off, looked back, her eyes meeting Max, than Tess. “We can’t. This is all we’ve ever known. But he would leave us…”
The last few words were tight on emotion. Max tried to sit up more so he’d be able to swing his legs off the bed, but another wave of dizziness hit him when he moved. In that instant, Isabel let out a swallowed sob and ran from the room. “Isabel,” he called after her.
Shaking her head, Tess shifted a bit closer, laid a hand on his arm. “We should let her be for a bit. It’s been a really stressful night, especially for Isabel. She just needs a bit to pull herself together. We all know that Michael would never actually take off…” Her voice stopped short as she considered. “Would he?”
Max met her gaze, tried to manage a weak smile that failed completely. For a moment the memories of the things Michael had been through in his short life flooded Max’s mind, leaving doubt in their wake. “I’m not sure.”