
Round 8

Runner Up

Round 7 - Best Lead Portrayal of Tess Harding
Round 9 - Favorite Unconventional/Unique Friendship - Michael & Liz
Round 10 - Favorite Unconventional/Unique Friendship - Michael & Liz
Title: The Pathway is Broken
Author: cardinalgirl
Rating: Teen
Disclaimer: Roswell does not belong to me, and neither does Ginny Owens.
Summary: AU. There is no one else in the world like Michael Guerin. You see, Michael Guerin is an alien. His best friend Liz Parker has spent the last three years guarding his secret, but when a gun goes off in her father’s café and she almost dies, Liz is suddenly brought face to face with the possibility that maybe Michael isn’t so alone after all. As one event leads to another, three groups of close friends are forced to learn to depend on each other. Can eight people searching for the truth learn to trust each other?
Author’s Note: This is my own reimagining of the story we know and love, starting with things (people) a little mixed around. The twist? All of the main characters know that aliens exist before the shooting in the Crashdown Café, but none of them know that there are actually four aliens in Roswell, as Tess was never with Nesado, but was adopted by guess who

Basically this is my shot at really playing with things. I'll be picking and choosing from canon, might dip into the books a little... Things may or may not mean what they did on the show, etc.
Category: AU. CC, and that's all the reassurance you're gonna get.

There WILL be UC relationships at least tentatively explored. Concerning ALL the couples, at one point, or another.
I don't think this is going to be a particularly controversial story, but I thought I'd put it here in the Alien Abyss just in case.
Thanks to Anniepoo98 for the beautiful banner, and Quint for letting me (or making me, you know, whichever...) bounce ideas off of him and screening me.
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The pathway is broken,
the signs are unclear
and I don't know the reason
why you brought me here
but just because you love me
the way that you do
I will go through the valley
if you want me to
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Prologue
September 20, 1999
Third period was when Michael Guerin started to breathe. It wasn’t until third period that he ever truly woke up, that he ever even started living.
Because since school had started again, third period was usually his first chance to see Liz Parker.
Liz had been Michael’s salvation, his lifeline, since he was about eight years old. While he’d seen her at school before that, they’d never had any of the same teachers, and he thanked his lucky stars every day that he’d met her then. It was the one thing fate had ever done right for him, giving him Liz Parker.
He still remembered everything about the day they met. He’d tried using food stamps at the cafeteria, because Hank had taken all of his designated lunch money and spent it on treating a “lady friend” to a drink or two. Mr. Trevors had thrown Michael out of the cafeteria, muttering about “welfare punks”… right in front of little Lizzie Parker.
He remembered how his cheeks had burned when he’d met Lizzie’s big brown eyes, wide with shock and sorrow. He’d tried walking past her, forgetting it had ever happened, but she’d run after him, grabbed his hand and pulled him to the lunch tables with her. “Mom always makes me two sandwiches, even though I can’t eat them. Two sandwiches? I mean, that’s way too much food for me, I’m so little and all…”
Liz talked his head off all the rest of lunch, which would have annoyed him in most cases, but he knew she was doing it to keep the focus off of him, so that he wouldn’t have to be embarrassed. She gave him a turkey sandwich and a huge chocolate muffin, which she said she definitely couldn’t eat. “Mom knows these things are too sweet for me, they almost make me sick sometimes…”
When the lunch bell rang, she smiled at him. “See you tomorrow?”
Michael had been dumbfounded. “Um… sure.” She’d been walking away when he’d grabbed onto her arm, pulling her around. “Sorry… what was your name?”
It was her turn to blush beet red. “Liz. Liz Parker. My daddy calls me Lizzie, but most everybody just calls me Liz.”
He smiled at her. “Okay, Lizzie. I’m Michael.”
He didn’t really expect to see her the next day. After all, he’d been a trouble kid, and he didn’t have friends. Especially not friends like Liz Parker. He could tell just by looking at her. She was one of those smart ones, one of the good kids that never did anything wrong. She’d been too good for him then, and she was too good for him now.
But sure enough, she had found him the next day, and spent the entire lunch period with him. He hadn’t been smart enough to know a good thing when he saw it, though, and he wasn’t ready to trust anybody who might feel sorry for him, so he ended up pushing her away. “Get lost, I don’t need you. I don’t need anybody.”
He’d told himself he was doing it for her own good. She didn’t really want to be friends with him, anyway. He was giving her a way out.
But he’d known he’d hurt her, and it was the first time he’d cared more about somebody else’s hurting than his own. He’d expected to see her get back to her friends, but for the next week and a half he watched her eat lunch alone, and he finally realized that she didn’t have any friends, either. She was just as lonely as he was.
It took him another week to finally get up the courage to go sit down next to her, apologize for being such a jerk. He was amazed when she didn’t even hold it against him, she was just glad to be friends with him.
It wasn’t long before he knew everything there was to know about Liz Parker. She was definitely a daddy’s girl, and while she was treated like a princess at home, at school she was scorned by nearly everybody. No one liked her. She was the class brain, and she was teased mercilessly about it.
Michael stepped into the role of protector, which became easier the next year, when they were put into the same fourth grade class. By then, their biggest opposition was from the teachers, who didn’t want a screwball troublemaker like Michael Guerin around their star pupil. Luckily for him, Liz would have none of it, and every time they tried to persuade Liz to keep away from him, she was only more determined to stick by him.
It took more than a year for Michael to get over the feeling of amazement when he’d see her coming at him in the morning with this smile on her face like he was the only person she wanted to see. She really was the only person he wanted to see most of the time.
He thought it had something to do with the way she glowed an amber energy. He couldn’t really explain it… He guessed that’s what people meant by an aura. It wasn’t that he literally saw the color amber when he saw her, it was more like he knew somehow that if her energy—her soul, her laugh—did have a color, it would be a warm, comforting amber color.
By the time they entered junior high they were virtually inseparable, but that didn’t mean that they had no secrets between them. There’d been things about Michael that he was sure no one could understand, not even his own Lizzie Parker.
Because Michael Guerin was an alien. Actually, he didn’t really know what he was, but when you grow up in Roswell, New Mexico, and you have powers that no one else has, alien seems to be a reasonable guess. All he really knew about himself was that he was found wandering the highway when he was about six years old. He didn’t remember anything before that. He sometimes wondered what Liz would think if she knew about his powers, but telling her wasn‘t even a consideration. He couldn’t tell anyone. He was different. And different was dangerous.
His mysterious powers—which generally had to do with things exploding—weren’t the only things he was hiding from Liz, and when she finally did learn all his secrets, it wasn’t the fact that he had secret powers that upset her. Hank Whitmore was Michael’s foster father. While Liz had always known that, it wasn’t until one day in the summer after seventh grade, when she had shown up unexpectedly at the Chisholm Trail Trailer Park, that she knew exactly what having Hank Whitmore as a foster father truly entailed.
Michael remembered being so mad when he opened the door of his trailer home to see Liz there. There she was, perfect Liz Parker standing on the doorstep of what was probably the most indecent living abode in all of Roswell. That hadn’t been what had made him mad, though. What made him mad was the fact that she looked absolutely terrified to be there.
It didn’t help that he’d had a bruise the size of New Mexico on his arm. Before he let her in, he ran back into his room to grab a long sleeved button-up shirt to pull on as a jacket, and by the time he’d gotten back to the front door, Hank had found Liz, and was breathing whiskey onto her.
“Didn’t know Mickey knew such pretty little girls,” he was saying, and with each word Michael could see Liz shrinking a little more.
“Hank, get the hell away from her,” Michael yelled, pushing past the older man and stepping in front of Liz.
“Oh, you’re a tough guy now, eh?” Hank had asked, sarcastically. “Weren’t quite so tough last night, though, were you?” To emphasize his point, he grabbed Michael by the arm where the bruise was, and Michael couldn’t stop himself from shouting out. Big mistake.
Liz had suddenly stepped in front of him. “Stop, it you’re hurting him!” she’d screamed, pulling at Hank’s arm. Hank had shrugged her off as if Liz was no more than a fly and Liz fell hard, hitting her face. When she stood up she’d had a cut on her cheek.
Things got fuzzy after that, but somehow the two of them got past Hank and outside, and they ran all the way to a park a few blocks down. Hank hadn’t bothered running after them, luckily, but they would have run anyhow. When they got to the park, Michael pulled Liz into a little group of trees.
“Is he… is he always like that?” Liz had asked, gasping for breath. He knew that she wasn’t worried for herself—had even forgotten the cut on her cheek—she was worried about him.
He really wasn’t in the mood to talk about Hank, though. “Are you okay?” he’d asked, wiping some of the blood off of her cheek. “I’m so sorry about that. I can’t believe I let that happen to you.”
She wouldn’t listen to him, though, and pulled his hands away from her face, holding onto them. “Michael, does he hurt you? Does he do that all the time?”
“Liz, he doesn’t hurt me, okay? I can take care of myself.”
She shook her head, furious for him now. “Don’t lie to me, Michael.”
Knowing she wouldn’t stop until he convinced her, he’d taken her face in his hands and stared into her eyes until she calmed down. “I’m okay, Liz. He was just drunk. It doesn’t happen a lot.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah. Now, just let me…” He’d closed his eyes, concentrated, and when he pulled his hand away, her cheek was once again flawless.
Liz had jumped back about a foot when she touched her healed cheek. “What… Michael… what just happened?” she’d asked, face white.
He hadn’t been able to look her in the face, though. How could he have done that? She was going to think he was a freak. She was going to turn away from him. He knew it.
“Michael?” When she said his name again, though, small and curious instead of the reproachful voice he’d been expecting, he knew he was wrong.
He’d sighed. “It was nothing. I just… I just fixed it is all.”
“You fixed it?” Still her voice was simply curious. Well, more like fascinated. All in the name of science, that was his Lizzie.
Of course that was half the reason he hadn’t told her before. Scientists were the ones who dissected aliens.
There was no turning back, though. He cleared his throat. “I… healed you. It’s really not a big deal,” he’d mumbled, knowing she was staring at him.
“Not a big deal? Michael!” She was touching her cheek where the cut had been.
“Just… forget about it, could you, Liz?”
She shook her head. “Michael, you’re my best friend, and you know everything there is to know about me. Don’t you trust me?”
He sighed. “Liz, of course I trust you. You’re the only person in the world that I trust.”
She nodded, and sat down on the grass, pulling at his hand so he’d sit down next to her. “So tell me.”
And so he had. He’d told her about how he’d been found in the desert when he was six years old, and he didn’t remember anything before that. He told her about the time he’d found out about his powers—ruining the dinner he’d been making for Hank in the process, and how Hank had thought he was worthless ever since.
Liz had listened to him, crying for him as he told his story. “I just… I guess I didn’t want you to think I was worthless, too.”
At his words, she had thrown herself at him, hugging him tightly for several moments. It had been the first time he’d realized how soft her hair was, how great it smelled. It was the first time he’d really realized that he was in love with her.
Since that day he had spent more and more time with her, was at the Crashdown Café, the restaurant her father owned, almost every day. He knew the Parkers well, and had been working there as a short-order cook for almost a year. He was the only guy Jeff Parker even trusted around his daughter, one thing Michael was eternally grateful for.
Michael snapped back to reality when Liz finally made it into their class. She looked shaken, almost scared. Michael was instantly concerned. She walked quickly to sit down next to him, not taking her eyes away from him for an instant.
“Michael… I’ve been trying to call you… Did you hear about what happened at the Crashdown yesterday?”
Yesterday had been his day off, but Michael had heard one or two people saying something had happened. It was probably in the papers, but Hank wasn’t exactly an up-on-your-community kind of guy, and Michael hadn’t had time to buy one this morning. “I heard there was some kind of scene with an angry customer…”
Liz shook her head and leaned into him, close enough for him to smell the vanilla lotion she used. “Michael, it was much more than that… You can‘t tell anyone about it, and I promise I’ll explain later, but…” She leaned in even closer to whisper in his ear. “Michael… I was shot yesterday.”