
Absolutely fantabulous story banner by mrsjbehr!
Author: femmenerd aka Lucia
Title: “Smoldering”
Pairing: Max/Liz
Rating: Adult
Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell and I bet that the networks wouldn’t want to own this!
Summary: This fic is not a traditional serial narrative although its timeline does move in chronological order. Although it was originally intended to be a one part smut bit, due to the egging on of the best of readers, it has grown into something else. This is a love story told in sex scenes. What I am trying to do here is explore the progression and depth of the relationship through the different ways they make love throughout their life together. Since sex can permuate so many aspects of our lives/relationships and because Max/Liz were such a charged couple, I am using this format to explore the multiple aspects of a connection between two people. So although it is not just about sex, there will be some kind of sexual intimacy in every chapter and it will be explicit. The format is a series of vignettes - peeks into the passionate world of Liz and Max over the years. Each part will be separated temporally by months or even years in the fictional timeline.
Part 1 "He's Always Watching"
Liz shut the door to her bedroom with a flourish. Thank god this day was over! It was so hot that she could hardly think straight. Her Crashdown uniform felt like it had managed to shrink somehow; the heat was causing it to cling to her body even more than usual. The teal material of the dress felt oppressive in the way that it stuck to her skin, working as a barrier between Liz and the slightly cooler night air.
It had been an unusually long and exhausting shift today. Between the way that her legs were working overtime running from table to table and the effort that her confused brain had had to put in trying to ignore the way that Max was pretending not to look at her from his usual booth, Liz felt like her whole self was buzzing with frantic energy. She was relieved when he finally took off and made his way to the UFO center but also at the same time sad to see him go. She could have sworn that he was about to talk to her before he left but instead he had simply given her one of those intense yet unreadable looks of his, his dark eyes smoldering as he gazed in her direction.
She groaned inwardly as she considered the biology homework that she really ought to get a start on. It was due the day after tomorrow but she generally liked to get her work done ahead of time. But tonight she felt as though her mind was slightly cooked, fricasseed by the New Mexico sun and all the emotional overload.
As she walked towards her open window, Liz once again found her thoughts drifting in the dangerous direction of Max Evans. They had only shared one kiss before he broke things off so abruptly, but it had changed everything for her. It was as if before that night on her balcony, her vision had been slightly fuzzy and the touch of his lips had brought everything into sharp focus. How could she have thought that she had ever really been kissed before? Standing looking up at the full moon, she absentmindedly touched her fingers to her lips, still feeling the sensual pressure of his mouth on hers. She could almost feel the intoxicating sensation of his strong hands moving across her skin, moving through her hair, igniting every follicle.
She sighed and lifted her arms to remove the ridiculous alien-themed headband from her head, tossing it on the dresser and then coming back up again to take the hair elastic out of her ponytail. She tossed her head, allowing her beautiful brown hair to explore its new found freedom. Dreamily she began to undo the buttons of her uniform, sighing as she felt a slight breeze move across her burning hot skin.
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Max closed the doors of the UFO center and searched for his keys in his jeans pocket before locking up for the night. As he walked the distance from the Center to his Jeep, he gazed up at the moon, basking in the silvery light raining down on the main street of Roswell. Didn’t they always say that the full moon made people restless? It definitely felt like it tonight. His blood was pulsing in his veins; he wasn’t sure how he would get to sleep tonight. And he really had to get working on that Bio assignment. He’d been a little confused by some of the stuff the teacher had been talking about in class today so he thought it would be a good idea to get a head start on the homework. But then, it was so hard for him to keep his mind on the lectures with Liz sitting there beside him every day in class, so close that he could reach out with his hand and touch her leg…..but he didn’t. He couldn’t, right?
He felt so confused. His heart had been regretting it ever since he told her that they needed to take a step back. Being close to her felt like sensory overdrive, making it hard for him to breathe properly. This was why they couldn’t be together. She was too distracting. But not being with her yet seeing her all the time was almost worse. All he could think about was touching her, feeling her body close to his, the taste of her lips…
He shook his head trying to clear his thoughts. Ummm, the biology homework, yeah. He really needed some help with that. And Liz was so smart, and so patient. Maybe he should see if she wanted to study, if she could help him? They were friends after all.
He felt a magnetic pull draw his steps towards her balcony, causing his feet to climb up the ladder that led to her little patio.
He tilted his head up and found himself looking directly at her bedroom window. He let out a slight gasp as he took in the sight before him. She was standing at the window, looking up at the moon. Her hair was splayed out wild around her shoulders and she was unbuttoning her dress. A low groan escaped his lips.
Not knowing what to do, he quickly retreated into the shadows where she couldn’t see him. Thankfully, she sauntered away from the window and plopped herself unceremoniously on the bed. From his vantage point, he could see her but she couldn’t see him. But if he moved at all, he would run the risk of being in her view. Embarrassed at his predicament, he waited for a moment when he could escape. Not that he wanted to…
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Liz relaxed as she settled into the softness of her bed. She could do that assignment tomorrow. It would be okay. And besides she just needed some time to unwind.
As she closed her eyes, images flooded through her mind. The expression on Max’s face when he had looked at her this afternoon. She sometimes felt as though she could just get swallowed up in those eyes. It was infuriating. Even though he had said that he wanted things to slow down, the way that he looked at her seemed to contradict that statement. And she knew that he had felt it too, that night when they had kissed. The sweet wildness bubbling up from depths that she hadn’t even known existed within her. She shifted her body over the bedspread.
Eyes still closed, she began to remember the feel of her hands on his chest, the way his smooth muscled torso felt underneath his T-shirt. What did he look like underneath the shirt? She squirmed on the bed at the thought.
She could feel her thighs beginning to heat up and her face felt flushed. Unconsciously, she placed her small hand on the soft skin of her inner thigh, feeling an electric jolt as she fingers brushed the suddenly sensitive area.
In her mind’s eye, she could see his face inches from hers, breathless from a soul-shaking kiss. She could remember how he had stroked her jaw tenderly before kissing her again, deeper this time, his tongue exploring hers as the sensual contact made her whole body throb. She could feel herself getting wet now, dampening her white cotton panties. She whimpered just a tiny bit before tentatively stroking the outside of her underwear with a shaking finger.
She arched her back against the pillows as her imagination continued to run amok. If she concentrated hard enough, she could almost feel his lips grazing the skin of her neck, moving down lower with every kiss. With her free hand she began to lightly caress her left nipple through the flimsy material of her bra until it stood at attention. If only it were his lips, his tongue stimulating her like this. She emitted a soft moan as she envisioned him taking his kisses further south, down her belly until he reached the soft skin of her upper thighs. In her mind his tongue was teasing her as he lapped closer to her core and in response she thrust her hand underneath her now soaking panties, sighing as her fingers came into contact with the soft skin beneath, exploring herself slowly until she came to rest on her clit. Beneath her eyelids, her eyes were moving wildly as she envisioned Max’s head between her legs. She saw his lips form a slow sensual smile as he looked up at her with love in his eyes. They kept eye contact until he lowered his mouth to her most sensitive part, his tongue lapping at her nub as his slipped two fingers inside her slick opening.
Her finger was picking up the pace now, trilling a melody on her aching clit. Her whole body was on fire, her skin glowing in the moonlight. Liz could feel herself coming closer to the edge. Her breath was shallow and her heart was racing. As she came, she imagined his dark eyes looking up at her, watching her face as his tongue brought her to ecstasy. At the highest note of the scale of her orgasm, she gasped involuntarily and breathily called out his name. “Max!” she cried, her body raising up as she reached climax and then falling back down onto the bed with her release.
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Max was stunned. Standing outside the window, he knew that he shouldn’t be watching her at this private moment. He had tried to look away repeatedly but he was transfixed by the way she was touching herself so intimately. He could feel his blood boil at the sight of her beautiful body splayed out on the bed, writhing with abandon. His cock was harder than it had ever been in his entire life and it was all that he could do not to touch himself right then and there. When she cried out his name at the end that was almost the last straw; he just about lost it. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest. He could hardly believe that he could elicit that kind of passion in her and he wished that he could have been on the bed with her, stroking her amazing body, being able to give pleasure to the girl that he loved. Instead he slipped away into the shadows when he was sure that she wasn’t looking. He climbed down the ladder with lightning speed and raced to his jeep. He couldn’t wait to get home to the privacy of his own room…