
Shattered like a falling glass
Author: _liz
email: liz_17@interia.pl
Translation: _liz
Category: crossover with Dark Angel, x-tremer
Rating: Mature; some parts will be Adult
Disclaimer: I don't own it.
AN: Please forgive me all mistakes in language, gramma etc.

Hotaru - thanks for everything, especially for your character
Onarek - thanks for your banner and motivating me
1
Night. Darkness and silence were pefect for actions like this. Her reasons pushed her this way – to run. That's why she wasn't sleeping.
Liz Parker spend another night without sleep. But this time she had a cure for it. A medicine for all problems. Vermont. Remedy for her strongest trouble – for Max Evans.
Green spraks crossed her delicate skin, making her gasp.
She used to think that she'll always be with Max, nothing could tear them apart. And now she was running away from him and her own body reminded her someone, who changed her life into hell. Someone, who one day in Spetember played God and draw her into kettle of 'alien things'. The one, who had saved her, now was killing her. Ironic...
She packed her clothes, not even thinking if they were creased. All she wanted was to dissappear on the station, in the fusty bus, which would take her far away.
Away from Roswell, from Max and from this poisoning thought, which was hounting her mind. Memory of petite blonde and her child. Max's child. She still couldn't believe that it really had happened. He wanted her sacriface, risking her life, to give away all she ever wanted. Now he demanded her to help him.
No. That was enough. She tried, really tried. And she would do anything for Max. For that old Max, her Max. Now he was completly strange. Sometimes she didn't recognise him. Determinated and blinded by his maniacal aims. Once she didn't even thought that her happiness could fall down so fast.
There won't be 'and they lived happily ever after'.
She closed door to her room and went downstairs. Parents were waiting. She didn't even know who was more satisfied by her leaving, her or maybe worried parents. The truth was that she wanted run from them and their questions too. It was the most bitter – she had to get rid of everything connected with her previous life.
On the station she was thinking just about the bus and leaving it all behind. She needed to be strong and independent, so she could build herself once again.
Dark eyes were searching timetable. Vermont 0:40. But her gaze moved further, through names of cities written in yellow paint.
Behind her there was exit, which lead to her life, to hell. Now she was staning on the crossroad. She could choose safe Vermont, where was waiting her 'goody perfect miss science and nice doughter' part. On the other hand she could do now something new, find new place where she could breathe.
If she was running, whe shouldn't she cut this umbilical cord?
She closed her eyes, counting silently. 10...9...8... she needed bravery for this... 3...2...1. She opened her eyes and her gaze felt on some yellow letters
S e a t t l e
* * *
- You want something? - barmaid voice broked the noise
Guy eyed her carefuly. Left corner of his mouth rised slightly. He was waiting for eye contact. One moment and... he got her. Her lips parted and then she smiled.
It was so easy.
- Please, mercy – some girl sitting next to him groaned – I'm sick of it.
The boy shooked his head and reached for peanuts. Barmaid was still looking at him. Sweet pride and amazing taste of another victory were running through his mind. Now he only needed to wait for a phone number or adress.
Brunette, who was observing him, jumped, feeling vibrations. Paiger. She didn't even looked at it, she knew who was it.
He didn't know when she dissappeard. Now he was more interested in barmaid, sending him purposeful looks. Max was trying to find a reason for his passes, but she always arrived with one thing - man and their ego... Maybe it was his ego, who made him looking for new girls, but he was the only one who knew that something different was stopping him before relationship.
- We're going – brunette said and turned around
Weariness filled his eyes. He was counting on a interesting evening and now she wanted to ruin it. He looked at the barmaid, waiting for her move. But someone else moved first. Max grabbed his ear and pulled it.
- Alec, move - she was impatient
He capitulated.
* * *
The seat was uncomfortable and after few hours her back were aching. Head resting on a dirty glass was pulsing with memories.
All memories rolled through her mind. From the sweetest, like from fairy tale, when she was feeling like a queen, to those bitter and leaden, when everything was falling apart.
Piece after piece. During few months she has been loosing pieces of idyllic life and hope that some day she will be really happy. First there were clouds of destiny, which extinguished the fire between them. Then some force extorted her soul – Alex died. And since then it was getting worse with each day.
She raised her hand, looking at her olive skin. No green sparks or alien exanthema.
Maybe it wasn't caused just by the healing two years ago? When she was thinking about it, she started to realise that her consciousness was reacting to instantly.
Profesional psychologist would say that it's some kind of defense. And Max was her danger.
Something tugged the bus. Her stomach cramped. They sped up. But she saw the old board informing that they were now in Seattle.
* * *
Alec watched with average concern the figure standing on the shelf. He knocked on it several times. Pretty thing. Pretty and useful. There was no sense in having such things, especialy cause it was expensive.
- Alec – voice of brunette sliped by his ear
He raised his hand, letting her know that they can talk and not care about him.
Max sighed and rolled her eyes. Why she took him with her, if he wasn't even interested in the case? Logan's case.
- Ok. What is it about? - she asked, not taking her eyes from Alec
She had to watch him, so he couldn't steal anything. It was their way to get money, but she didn't like stealing something what belonged to Logan.
It was some kind of respect. Or maybe not just respect. But the truth was that she couldn't say it loud.
- It's important – when it was about saving the world he always was serious This time his voice made them listen. Well... one of them. Max. Alec was busy with scraping paint from the statuette, so he didn't listen.
- Last case. Bystander. He comes tonight. But I know they want to kill him. – Max was listening blankly – Someone have to deliver him to the court.
Max looked at him carefuly. She didn't know if it was his tone or this case, but she was hesistating. Maybe her sense of generalship was whispering in a low voice that they won't succeed.
- When? - she asked
- Tonight.
Alec snorted turning back. He looked first at one of the paintings and then at Logan. Sometimes he didn't understand him. Worse... He never understand him. Save the world – noble and stupid.
- Where? - Max asked, turning to leave
- Bus station.
* * *
Cold wind blew away frowst. One step, another...
Air in Seattle was different than in Roswell. Not so dry and wild. Here it was damp, cold and full of strange melancholy. She liked it.
New place. New Liz Parker.
She took her bag and went straight to the bus station. She wanted to start a new life, but she was scared of it. Who knows what this city will bring?
c.d.n.