Author: Lelea email lhopcroft@sbcglobal.net
Category: CC
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Suing would be pointless
Rating: Mature Content
Summery: This is the sequel to Leftovers. You can find that story on this board in the Fanfic Award Winners forum, thank you all for that by the way! We’re picking up a couple months after Leftovers ended. That’s all I’m gonna say.

Prologue
Liz hated this part the most.
Even after four times the long walk down the institutions stark hallway, hearing the cries of the other patients, made her feel like turning around and running back the way she’d come. She continued in brisk measured steps, not allowing herself to even slow down, keeping her eyes on her destination ignoring the looks of the staff.
Room 1412.
Slipping inside she stood just inside the door, letting it close behind her while her eyes adjusted to the dimness. The steady beeping of the monitors, the hiss of the ventilator, and the smell of sickness that seemed to permeate the very walls were something she had to brace herself against each time.
She should be used to it, but she wasn’t. She didn’t think she’d ever get used to the idea that she was responsible for this. For him.
Walking over to the only chair in the room she dragged it slowly up next to bed and perched on the edge, completely ill at ease but not willing to relieve any of her discomfort even slightly.
She looked at the bare walls, the floor by her feet, anywhere but at him. Still she could hear the increase in his heart rate. He knew she was there. She didn’t need the monitor to tell her that.
“So, they tell me that you might never get any better,” Liz paused, forcing herself to look directly at him, face what she’d done.
“I don’t believe that. I know differently don’t I?”
Stopping again she sighed quietly, unclenching her fingers slowly a finger at a time, feeling sick inside. Swallowing past the sick sensation she shifted in the chair soundlessly, not saying anything for long minutes, feeling him waiting for her to continue. To give him a reason to wake up, a purpose.
Cal had explained that he was hers now. Her very own killer, just what she always wanted.
Andres could never be the person he’d been before Nesado had destroyed his mind, creating the perfect predator, a hunter that would never stop, could never rest until he found the one thing he believed would give him peace.
Only she didn’t know how to quiet the storm inside his mind. She couldn’t make him into the person he was supposed to become, no one could. He’d lost that person the moment his path had crossed Nesado’s.
Andres may have found her but she was no goddess. She wasn’t able to perform miracles, fix what had been so thoroughly destroyed. He may be her creature but she had no idea what to do with him.
“I know you can hear me.” Leaning closer just in case anyone else was listening she continued in low soothing tones. “I know that you can feel when I’m near you. You want me to touch you, don’t you? Quiet the thoughts that rage and won’t let you rest? You want to serve me don’t you, Andres?”
Listening to the monitor beeping faster and faster still as his heart raced she had to stop and collect herself, fight down the impulse to flee. “It’s time to wake up. You have a lot to answer for. I’m very displeased with you, Andres. As long as you lie here like this you dishonor the agreement between us. You will wake up. You will tell the FBI everything they want to know, everything you did, in that you will be serving me as I’ve asked. Don’t continue to fail me, Andres. I will be very displeased and I don’t think that’s what you want, is it?”
Stopping as the twisting crawling sensation in her stomach increased she took a calming breath, knowing that it wasn’t her stomach that was the cause but his. Blinking rapidly she tried to block that feeling, knowing she was the cause of it, holding back the tears welling in her eyes she knew.
She couldn’t do this, not this way.
Reaching out she laid her hand against his face. Closing her eyes she went for the place inside that was full of stillness, peace. The place that was so easy to find with Max.
“I’ll make it stop, okay?” Liz whispered. “Just follow me. It’s quiet here, safe. All the loud thoughts are still, do you see it?”
Andres’s eyes moved behind closed lids, seeing what she wanted him to see. It was nice. So much nicer then the other things filling his head and crowding him out until he wasn’t him any longer. Green, it was everywhere pulsing and glowing, warm. He was warm like the sun was shining on his face but it was her, just her.
“Remember this place. When things start to crowd in just remember this place, this feeling. It will be okay, Andres. Just tell them about the things in your head and they’ll help you.” Liz bit her lip, wondering if anyone could make this right. How could they when so many people had been either hurt or killed? For what?
“I have to go now,” Liz said quietly, feeling him flinching at her words she searched for something to say, to give him the hope that he needed. No matter what he’d done she could feel the person locked inside him and for that person, as much as anyone, she wished things had been different. He too was a victim, living in a nightmare crafted by Nesado, lost and unable to escape. “I will come back. Until I do-“ Liz closed her eyes and forced out the truth. “Until I do there’s always what I’ve left behind inside you. You feel it don’t you?”
Yes, he could feel it.
“I thought you could. Wake up, Andres.”
Liz got up and left. She didn’t look back.
There was no need to. She carried a part of him with her.
Waiting, muscles drawn tight with tension, tighter with every minute that passed his eyes never leaving the door Liz had entered over forty-five minutes ago.
He hated these trips. Liz was always too quiet after, not wanting to talk about what went on during her visit. In fact, getting her to talk about any facet of what had happened still, months later, was extremely difficult. She refused to hear anything Cal had to say. It had taken everything he had to get her to agree to sit down with Cal tonight, before he had to head back to California.
As soon as Liz strode out of the building Max sat up straighter as if he’d been jerked upright by a set of strings. Levering himself out of the vehicle he just barely managed to reach her door and open it in time to bundle her inside.
Climbing back into the driver’s seat he quickly closed his door and turned to find her facing the window, staring blankly out over the parking lot. “You want to talk about it?”
Liz silently shook her head no but slipped her fingers through his when he took her hand.
“Okay, well, we better get back.”
“Yeah, before your dad finds out.” Liz offered quietly.
Max’s jaw tightened in a reflexive show of anger. Far from getting better, things with his father had only grown worse in the ensuing months. “I’m sorry about Northwestern.”
“Don’t be. I understand, Max.” Turning in her seat she brought her legs up resting their joined hands on her thigh.
“Well I don’t.”
“There’s no point in making things worse. Maria and I can handle it. It’ll be like a…girls weekend. We’re just going to check out the campus, look into what they have to offer.” Liz voiced the correct words trying to smooth over a situation that just kept getting worse. She pretended that it didn’t bother her. That the fact that Max’s father hated her wasn’t an issue.
“I just don’t understand what his problem is.”
Liz watched him silently as he turned on the ignition and put the Jeep in gear. To say the last several months had been difficult would be an understatement. The escalating Phillip situation, repeated interviews after the Andres incident, and the gawking stares of almost everyone in town: they had all had a lot to deal with. Max had been so great. Coming here with her every single time, just because he knew how hard it was for her to do this. That’s why she’d agreed to finally sit down with Cal.
She knew the others were pressuring Max, wanting answers and that she was the only hold out. Cal wouldn’t discuss it until she agreed to listen, to let him explain what he’d started to say right after that night.
That night. So much had changed since that night.
“It doesn’t matter.” Liz reached for her seatbelt, carefully avoiding his swift glance in her direction, sighing when he had to click the buckle into place for her.
“It does, it matters.” Caressing her fingers feeling them tremble slightly with her effort to repress her emotions. “I love you, no matter what, you come first.”
Liz ducked her head quickly, hating the position Max was being put in on her account. “I know. I love you too.”
“I want you to think about what we talked about.”
“Max, no, moving out now isn’t going to solve anything. He’s your father, Max, that isn’t going to change no matter where you’re living.”
“No, he isn’t if he were he wouldn’t do the things he’s doing. He wouldn’t talk to you like he does or try to get Zan to….He’s not my father. There’s no reason to put up with this, not when we don’t have to. We have the money. I could get an apartment….”
“In a couple of months we’ll be graduating, leaving Roswell entirely. We should try to wait until then.” Liz watched the muscles jumping in his rock hard jaw and sighed. “It’s really okay. We can handle this.”
“We shouldn’t have to.” Max responded eyes fixed on the road ahead.
“They’re late.” Michael declared clearly frustrated. He was tired of waiting. He wanted answers. Cal had them. So what was so hard? Why did they have to continue to wait? He’d been waiting. All of his life he’d been waiting for answers.
“They’ll be here,” Isabel responded for like the tenth time. Rolling her eyes she went back to organizing Michael’s cabinets. Cereal, grouped by color or alphabetically by name? Or she could group them by type? No, they were all 100% pure junk so that method wouldn’t work. Trying first one way then the other she decided that neither worked and arranged them by size before moving on to the canned items.
Zan shook his head but didn’t adjust his sprawl by so much as an inch. Ava was pressed up against him nice and tight for the first time in ages and he wasn’t moving for anything short of a direct attack. Of course if Ava were actually awake he probably wouldn’t be getting away with holding her like this but until she was he’d enjoy it.
“Michael, sit down please. You’re making me dizzy,” Maria complained sick of watching him pace.
“That isn’t because of me. That’s your natural state of being,” Michael shot back without even pausing then almost tripped when Kyle stuck his foot out.
“Oops,” Kyle said with a grin when Michael stopped and glowered at him.
Hearing a car pull in Michael strode to his window and looked out. “They’re here.” Watching for a couple minutes he groaned when they didn’t emerge from the Jeep. “Christ! Can’t he keep it in his pants for a couple hours?”
“You should be asking yourself that question,” Maria mumbled slipping up behind him to peek out.
Shooting her a satisfied smirk he patted her ass lightly, barely wincing when she slapped him upside the head. “I take care of business on my own time. I don’t keep everyone waiting.”
“That’s cause we jus let ‘selves in and listen to the freaky shit happen’ in down the hall,” Zan offered smirking at Michael then giving Maria a knowing wink, his smirk widening when she started to sputter. “Jus giv’em a sec. She jus needs ta be eased into it. Unlike you’s girl there.”
Kyle laughed out loud as Maria screeched in outrage.
“Wha? Wha’s it?” Ava asked blearily trying to sit up but found she was trapped, plastered to Zan’s body, which succeeded in waking her up quicker then a splash of cold water.
“Don’t move or you’s might damage something you’ll need lata,” Zan smirked when her eyes narrowed.
“I ain’t the one wit the problem,” Ava said shoving some distance between them. “Keep your parts to yourself and you won’t have no problem eitha.”
“Baby Girl, there’s no need ta be mad hostile,” Zan soothed completely unruffled. “You can git all up on me anytime.”
“Keep holding your breath,” Ava suggested standing up, shooting him a look over her shoulder as she walked away.
“It ain’t my breath I’s be hold’in.” Zan grumbled without heat, feeling almost content with his progress. It was only a matter of time. She knew it and he knew it. He could wait.
After parking the Jeep and turning off the ignition Max turned to look at Liz, wishing she didn’t look so tense. “Ready?”
“He’s not here yet,” Liz pointed out not seeing any vehicle that was expensive enough to be Cal’s parked anywhere around Michael’s place.
“Okay, we’ll wait a few minutes,” Max agreed turning to more fully face her. Seeing her anxiety in the rigid way she held herself he leaned forward and lifted a hand to her cheek, tugging her mouth to his when she turned to him, giving her a long lingering kiss that drained the tension right out of her.
Opening her eyes when he eased back she could clearly read his concern for her. “Max…”
He kissed her into silence, teasing at her with his teeth until she sighed into his mouth and pulled him closer. Ignoring the gearshift stabbing into him, his fingertips traced lightly over her face coaxing any remaining tension away. He lingered there, the scrape of teeth, the sultry mating of mouths draining the outside world away, sinking her deep into the peace and pleasure he offered her.
He was subtly slowly nudging her emotions to the surface, causing her pulse to race bringing her blood to the surface of her skin in a light flush of heat. Long stirring kisses, lazy languid caresses caused her muscles to go limp melting her against him.
With unsteady hands she pulled at his shirt, letting her fingers glide over his abdomen, feeling the warm glow of triumph when his muscles bunched, jumping under her hands. He needed this as much as she did.
The sharp rapping of knuckles on the widow by her head had them breaking quickly apart.
“Cal,” Max almost groaned at the interruption, now more tense then she appeared to be.
“Come on,” Liz said opening her door. “The sooner we get this over with the sooner you can get me back in the Jeep.”
Max smiled and quickly followed her inside, trailed by Langley, he ignored Michael’s pointed glare and settled on the floor making room for Liz to sit between his legs and lean back against his chest.
“Can we finally get started?” Michael asked sarcastically.
Cal ignored him, focusing on Liz as he went over what he wanted to say and how to broach the subject. Michael’s questions would have to wait.
Coming to the decision to just jump in preventing Liz from following a lead in to where he was going and bolt, Cal shot Michael a look that silenced him and plowed forward. “After the crash I came back to Roswell several times. One of those times I had chased Nesado from New York and almost caught him here, back in Roswell where his treachery first became clear to me. Outside of town, at a little place called Peppers, I almost had him.” Cal saw the startled look Max shared with Michael and continued.
“I was just minutes behind him at most. Minutes too late as it turned out. He had stolen a car and left behind a dead women.” Cal stopped, careful to not look at Liz directly as he gauged her response, checking for any hint that she knew where he was headed with this. She didn’t seem to, she rested securely against Max’s chest just listening. “Impulse had me stopping when I really should have continued. The women was pregnant at the time of her death and when I touched her I could feel that child weakening, dying.”
“Sheila Hubble right?” Kyle blurted out, having heard this story from his grandfather, but fell silent when Cal shot him a look. Everyone else remained silent caught up the odd story the shapeshifter was telling.
“I was seconds too late for the women but maybe not too late for that child. I laid my hand over the print Nesado left behind and bought that child some time, just enough until I could take it from it’s dead mother’s womb. I altered my form to accommodate the child, altering the fetus just enough to give it a chance at survival.”
“So wait, you’re saying you were once pregnant with a human?” Michael asked incredulous and not even the look on Cal’s face could shut him up. “That’s what I’m hearing.”
“Shut up, Michael,” Maria said sharply jabbing him in the side.
“What?” Michael asked looking around at the others.
Isabel abandoned her post by the kitchen doorway, pulled into the room, utterly fascinated. “So what happened? To the child?”
“I needed a way to allow the fetus to grow. I had only bought some time. I’m not human, nor am I female, so I couldn’t support that life for any extended amount of time. I took it to where I had hidden your pods,” Looking at Max he made no effort to explain his actions. He just flatly related them, his tone as stiff as his posture. “I secured the fetus inside one of the pods before continuing on to hunt Nesado.”
“You put a human baby in a pod?” Maria asked. “An occupied pod?”
“Yes, the pods had already been damaged in the crash. I couldn’t create a new pod. I didn’t have the materials and in any case I wasn’t sure the fetus would survive. I did what I could.” Shrugging he offered no apologies.
“But it did survive,” Ava said as more of a statement then a question.
“Oh yes, she did,” Cal nodded in agreement seeing Liz’s uneasy shift of position from the corner of his eye.
“Which pod did you use?” Isabel asked already guessing it wasn’t hers. She didn’t share well.
“I used Max’s pod. It had separated from the others in the crash but was not structurally damaged. The pods were designed to be interconnected to promote recognition and communication once you were out of them, to allow for sharing of resources between pods. “
“So what happened to the baby?” Maria asked.
“Eventually I had to remove her. She was too small, underdeveloped. Humans were simply not designed to be birthed from a pod. I found her new parents, parents that desperately wanted a child and couldn’t have one. I had met them through a women that had become a valued friend. She told me about her son and his wife….”
Liz abruptly stood, breaking out of Max’s hold and without a word bolted from the room slamming the door on her way out. With only the briefest of hesitations Max followed her.
“Are you saying that….” Isabel’s half formed question died unanswered as Cal’s form blurred and a blink of an eye later he was gone, the soft click of the door the only sign of his exit.