Christina
"Yes...Christina, I do...like you," Erik replies, his hand on my cheek, and relief washes over me like a wave. At least this isn't one sided. But I'm still afraid; afraid that I'll do something to hurt him. I don't want to, but I never seem to have control over the stupid things I do, and I do a lot of stupid things.
Pushing these thoughts out of my mind, I return my focus to the present. "Well, I definitely like you too," I said, letting out a nervous breath at the same time. My hand is tapping nervously on the seat, so I place it on his knee in an attempt to still it, and well, just because I wanted to put it on his knee. Looking up once more, I give Erik another smile.
It's weird, how much I wanted this to happen, because I've never felt this way before. With past boyfriends, there was never this nervousness, or the fluttering in my stomach...all this is new to me.
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<center> Oliver </center>
"Actually I’m not, but since that's clearly what you want me to do..."
My eyes widened at her angry tone, and it took me a second to realize she was leaving. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back around, planting a quick kiss on her lips. I couldn't think of any other way to convince her I was interested in her. Words didn't seem to work too well.
"No, that's not what I meant at all," I assured her after we broke apart. I took her hand. "I do want to spend tonight with you, but I know this is sort of fast for you." I thought for a second. "Not that I'd move fast, or ask you to do anything you weren't ready for, but... you've never really been in this kind of relationship, right?" I asked, hoping she wouldn't take the comment negatively. I just wanted to explain my reasoning to her. "So I just want to make sure you don't feel pressured, or nervous or anything."
"Actually I’m not, but since that's clearly what you want me to do..."
My eyes widened at her angry tone, and it took me a second to realize she was leaving. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back around, planting a quick kiss on her lips. I couldn't think of any other way to convince her I was interested in her. Words didn't seem to work too well.
"No, that's not what I meant at all," I assured her after we broke apart. I took her hand. "I do want to spend tonight with you, but I know this is sort of fast for you." I thought for a second. "Not that I'd move fast, or ask you to do anything you weren't ready for, but... you've never really been in this kind of relationship, right?" I asked, hoping she wouldn't take the comment negatively. I just wanted to explain my reasoning to her. "So I just want to make sure you don't feel pressured, or nervous or anything."
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I take a few steps before I feel a strong hand on my arm. He twirls me around to face him and kisses me.
Before I can react he pulls away.
"No, that's not what I meant at all,"
It's not?
He takes my hand.
"I do want to spend tonight with you, but I know this is sort of fast for you....Not that I'd move fast, or ask you to do anything you weren't ready for, but... you've never really been in this kind of relationship, right?"
I look at him startled...relationship.
He had said relationship.
"So I just want to make sure you don't feel pressured, or nervous or anything."
I stand in stunned silence.
He definitely said relationship....as in he thinks were more than friends...as in this...actually means something to him.
"Relationship" I repeat quietly. I look at the ground...wow....
I take a few steps before I feel a strong hand on my arm. He twirls me around to face him and kisses me.
Before I can react he pulls away.
"No, that's not what I meant at all,"
It's not?
He takes my hand.
"I do want to spend tonight with you, but I know this is sort of fast for you....Not that I'd move fast, or ask you to do anything you weren't ready for, but... you've never really been in this kind of relationship, right?"
I look at him startled...relationship.
He had said relationship.
"So I just want to make sure you don't feel pressured, or nervous or anything."
I stand in stunned silence.
He definitely said relationship....as in he thinks were more than friends...as in this...actually means something to him.
"Relationship" I repeat quietly. I look at the ground...wow....
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<center> Oliver </center>
"Relationship..." she repeated dazedly, looking away from me. A small alarm bell sounded in my head. It seemed that the thought of a relationship scared her.... had I just run her off without even realizing it?
"No, I didn't mean we had to be in a relationship," I added a little too quickly. Feeling the need to explain, I said, "I just meant that, if that's what you want, I'm in, but if it's not, it's ok. Don't feel intimidated into it or anything..." I drifted off, wondering why the hell I couldn't just speak properly. I ran my hand through my hair and smiled a little at how big of a mess I was actually making. "Can I just kiss you again? It seems like the only thing I can do right."
"Relationship..." she repeated dazedly, looking away from me. A small alarm bell sounded in my head. It seemed that the thought of a relationship scared her.... had I just run her off without even realizing it?
"No, I didn't mean we had to be in a relationship," I added a little too quickly. Feeling the need to explain, I said, "I just meant that, if that's what you want, I'm in, but if it's not, it's ok. Don't feel intimidated into it or anything..." I drifted off, wondering why the hell I couldn't just speak properly. I ran my hand through my hair and smiled a little at how big of a mess I was actually making. "Can I just kiss you again? It seems like the only thing I can do right."
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"No, I didn't mean we had to be in a relationship,"
What?
Now Im realllllly confused! What does he want? To just sleep with me and he is trying to make me feel comfortable?
"I just meant that, if that's what you want, I'm in, but if it's not, it's ok. Don't feel intimidated into it or anything..."
I can feel my eyes widening.
Ok...either this guy is one hugeeee gignormaus jerk....or...well I don't know what the other option is as Im too confused.
I feel his hand through my hair. I shut my eyes loving the feel of it.
"Can I just kiss you again? It seems like the only thing I can do right."
I look at him. I really REALLY want to say "Yes, kiss me now!" but instead I find myself saying.
"Oliver...what...are you saying? What do you want from me? Just...." I raise my eyebrows so he gets what Im saying.
"that"
I cant believe I said that...but it really had to be said.
But from the look on his face I just want to take it all back.
Oh God Im the most stupid girl on the planet.
"No, I didn't mean we had to be in a relationship,"
What?
Now Im realllllly confused! What does he want? To just sleep with me and he is trying to make me feel comfortable?
"I just meant that, if that's what you want, I'm in, but if it's not, it's ok. Don't feel intimidated into it or anything..."
I can feel my eyes widening.
Ok...either this guy is one hugeeee gignormaus jerk....or...well I don't know what the other option is as Im too confused.
I feel his hand through my hair. I shut my eyes loving the feel of it.
"Can I just kiss you again? It seems like the only thing I can do right."
I look at him. I really REALLY want to say "Yes, kiss me now!" but instead I find myself saying.
"Oliver...what...are you saying? What do you want from me? Just...." I raise my eyebrows so he gets what Im saying.
"that"
I cant believe I said that...but it really had to be said.
But from the look on his face I just want to take it all back.
Oh God Im the most stupid girl on the planet.
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<center> Oliver </center>
"Oliver what are you saying? What do you want from me? Just... that?" She asked, raising her eyebrows.
It took me a minute to understand what sweet little Amy was implying. When I did, I stiffened and took a step away from her. "Oh," I bit out. "You mean sex? You think I'm just being nice to get some ass, and then after that I'm out of here?" I saw her wince slightly at my bluntness, but I was too angry to care.
"I want to know why everyone in this damn town assumes I'm like that." I spat, and I was more angry at the people around me than I was the girl in front of me. "My own sister is worried that I'll break her best friend's heart, and my mother actually agrees." I took a deep breath. "I guess I just look the part, don't I? A bad boy who has tons of girls throwing themselves at him, he must be one of those guys."
I shook my head. "I'm going inside."
"Oliver what are you saying? What do you want from me? Just... that?" She asked, raising her eyebrows.
It took me a minute to understand what sweet little Amy was implying. When I did, I stiffened and took a step away from her. "Oh," I bit out. "You mean sex? You think I'm just being nice to get some ass, and then after that I'm out of here?" I saw her wince slightly at my bluntness, but I was too angry to care.
"I want to know why everyone in this damn town assumes I'm like that." I spat, and I was more angry at the people around me than I was the girl in front of me. "My own sister is worried that I'll break her best friend's heart, and my mother actually agrees." I took a deep breath. "I guess I just look the part, don't I? A bad boy who has tons of girls throwing themselves at him, he must be one of those guys."
I shook my head. "I'm going inside."
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He takes a step away from me.
"Oh,"
Oh God...
"You mean sex? You think I'm just being nice just to get some ass, and then after that I'm out of here?"
I wince. Oh god please...what have I done...
"I want to know why everyone in this damn town assumes I'm like that."
I look at him desperately. I open my mouth to interrupt him...
"My own sister is worried that I'll break her best friend's heart, and my mother actually agrees."
Oh God..please please....is he saying he does actually like me?
"I guess I just look the part, don't I? A bad boy who has tons of girls throwing themselves at him, he must be one of those guys."
I open my mouth again, I try to speak but I cant make a sound. He's sooo angry...oh God...
"I'm going inside."
I look at him horrified.
I grab his arm.
"No" I say quickly. "Oliver I don't see you like that...please you have to believe that..." I say knowing that he never ever would.
"Oliver its not that...its just I cant possibly imagine how a guy as amazing as you could ever like me, Amy Parker...the girl who like you said is innocent. And your right I am. I have no life, I work all day. I just cant understand how the most popular guy, the guy who every girl wants...used the word relationship in a conversation with Amy Evans"
I look down at the floor embarressed that I said that...but its true. How could he ever like me?
He takes a step away from me.
"Oh,"
Oh God...
"You mean sex? You think I'm just being nice just to get some ass, and then after that I'm out of here?"
I wince. Oh god please...what have I done...
"I want to know why everyone in this damn town assumes I'm like that."
I look at him desperately. I open my mouth to interrupt him...
"My own sister is worried that I'll break her best friend's heart, and my mother actually agrees."
Oh God..please please....is he saying he does actually like me?
"I guess I just look the part, don't I? A bad boy who has tons of girls throwing themselves at him, he must be one of those guys."
I open my mouth again, I try to speak but I cant make a sound. He's sooo angry...oh God...
"I'm going inside."
I look at him horrified.
I grab his arm.
"No" I say quickly. "Oliver I don't see you like that...please you have to believe that..." I say knowing that he never ever would.
"Oliver its not that...its just I cant possibly imagine how a guy as amazing as you could ever like me, Amy Parker...the girl who like you said is innocent. And your right I am. I have no life, I work all day. I just cant understand how the most popular guy, the guy who every girl wants...used the word relationship in a conversation with Amy Evans"
I look down at the floor embarressed that I said that...but its true. How could he ever like me?
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<center> Oliver </center>
I was about to walk away when she stopped me.
"No! Oliver I don't see you like that, please you have to believe that..." she told me, sounding upset. I felt myself soften a little towards her. When she realized she had my attention she continued.
"Oliver it's not that... it's just I can't possibly imagine how a guy as amazing as you could ever like me, Amy Parker. The girl who, like you said, is innocent. And you're right I am. I have no life; I work all day. I just can't understand how the most popular guy, the guy every girl wants... used the word relationship in a conversation with Amy Parker."
She looked down after that statement, which was good. If she hadn't she would have seen the fire in my eyes.
"Evans, that's a load of bull," I said, using my hand to force her chin up. I waited until she looked me in the eye before continuing. "For one, I like that you're innocent. It means that I get to show you everything," I said, grinning at her. The comment was probably a little out of place, but I couldn't help it. "It also makes me feel an overwhelming urge to protect you. Second, I'm not as great as you build me up to be, which I'm sure Laura will be happy to tell you," I laughed and then continued. "And third, I've never really noticed those girls, the ones you say want me." I brushed her cheek tenderly. "And the reason is, I've been looking at you too long to see anyone else."
I was about to walk away when she stopped me.
"No! Oliver I don't see you like that, please you have to believe that..." she told me, sounding upset. I felt myself soften a little towards her. When she realized she had my attention she continued.
"Oliver it's not that... it's just I can't possibly imagine how a guy as amazing as you could ever like me, Amy Parker. The girl who, like you said, is innocent. And you're right I am. I have no life; I work all day. I just can't understand how the most popular guy, the guy every girl wants... used the word relationship in a conversation with Amy Parker."
She looked down after that statement, which was good. If she hadn't she would have seen the fire in my eyes.
"Evans, that's a load of bull," I said, using my hand to force her chin up. I waited until she looked me in the eye before continuing. "For one, I like that you're innocent. It means that I get to show you everything," I said, grinning at her. The comment was probably a little out of place, but I couldn't help it. "It also makes me feel an overwhelming urge to protect you. Second, I'm not as great as you build me up to be, which I'm sure Laura will be happy to tell you," I laughed and then continued. "And third, I've never really noticed those girls, the ones you say want me." I brushed her cheek tenderly. "And the reason is, I've been looking at you too long to see anyone else."
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"Parker, that's a load of bull,"
He uses his hand to force my chin up.
I really, really don't want to look at him...but eventually my eyes slide to his.
"For one, I like that you're innocent. It means that I get to show you everything,"
I blink....everything. He wants to show me...everything.
"It also makes me feel an overwhelming urge to protect you. Second, I'm not as great as you build me up to be, which I'm sure Laura will be happy to tell you,"
That much I know...she tells me all the time...but that doesn't mean that I still don't think he's great.
"And third, I've never really noticed those girls, the ones you say want me."
I look at him curiously. He hasn't seen the way all the other girls moon over him?
He brushes my cheek gently.
"And the reason is, I've been looking at you too long to see anyone else."
I look at him shocked. He's been....he's been looking at me for a while?
I feel like Im melting under his gaze.
"Really?" I say quietly, a smile forming on my lips. "Why?" I ask softly. "You could have any girl you want. Amy Evans isn't anything special."
"Parker, that's a load of bull,"
He uses his hand to force my chin up.
I really, really don't want to look at him...but eventually my eyes slide to his.
"For one, I like that you're innocent. It means that I get to show you everything,"
I blink....everything. He wants to show me...everything.
"It also makes me feel an overwhelming urge to protect you. Second, I'm not as great as you build me up to be, which I'm sure Laura will be happy to tell you,"
That much I know...she tells me all the time...but that doesn't mean that I still don't think he's great.
"And third, I've never really noticed those girls, the ones you say want me."
I look at him curiously. He hasn't seen the way all the other girls moon over him?
He brushes my cheek gently.
"And the reason is, I've been looking at you too long to see anyone else."
I look at him shocked. He's been....he's been looking at me for a while?
I feel like Im melting under his gaze.
"Really?" I say quietly, a smile forming on my lips. "Why?" I ask softly. "You could have any girl you want. Amy Evans isn't anything special."
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ooc: I just realized, shouldn't it be Evans? And I have to go, going to see GoF! *squeals*
<center> Oliver </center>
Really? You could have any girl you want. Amy Evans isn't anything special."
I shook my head and flicked her on the nose. "Of course you are. Half those girls are just pretty faces attached to hot bodies. They have no intelligence, no common sense, no piece of mind." I told her, and then added, "but you... You have all of it. You're beautiful and you can think for yourself."
She didn't seem to be convinced, so I tried another, possibly more dangerous avenue. "You think Lily is beautiful don't you? And I know what you're thinking; this isn't about me liking Lily. But if you find your sister pretty... well, darlin', I don't know how to break this to you, but you're twins."
<center> Oliver </center>
Really? You could have any girl you want. Amy Evans isn't anything special."
I shook my head and flicked her on the nose. "Of course you are. Half those girls are just pretty faces attached to hot bodies. They have no intelligence, no common sense, no piece of mind." I told her, and then added, "but you... You have all of it. You're beautiful and you can think for yourself."
She didn't seem to be convinced, so I tried another, possibly more dangerous avenue. "You think Lily is beautiful don't you? And I know what you're thinking; this isn't about me liking Lily. But if you find your sister pretty... well, darlin', I don't know how to break this to you, but you're twins."
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