A Lesson You'll Never Forget (AU, M/L, ADULT) [COMPLETE]

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Sternbetrachter: well since it's a dreamer fic there won't be much of them... so I guess you'll only get little snips and bits. here are the next two parts (I'm pretty sure that I missed posting yesterday I'm sorry!! )




Lesson 13: whenever you think you know it all, something new comes up

I smiled at Max as he recalled us getting “hot and heavy” as some might say. Heavy being the two of us on that dinky table. It actually had stood it’s ground, I was surprised to say the least.
“So...we never got around to your fantasy..” Max drawled out as we parked the car in front of our garage and he opened his door. I watched him run around the front and open mine with a chivalrous smile on his face. My seatbelt flung back and I accepted his hand with a polite thank you.
“Oh you know what it is, I want the romance, not the lust and nookie. When there’s seduction it’s a true woman’s desire,” I whispered.
“Why Mrs. Evans we have a wonderful night in store for you. There will be dancing,” he spoke with an English accent as he escorted me up the walk and I couldn’t help but giggle when he suddenly picked me up and twirled me around on the grass. “There will be drinking, dining, the three d’s are my delight of course ,and we mustn’t forget all of the beautiful romance that seems to be in the air.” His head lifted and his finger lightly touched my chin as I looked up too. The night was magnificent. The house was truly located at the best spot in the town where you were within walking distance to stores but could still see the moon and stars on a clear night without the glitter of the city lights and buildings. Our view was destroyed however when a large van came rolling down the street with the music turned all the way up. It honked once and then parallel parked across the street from where we stood.
“ELIZABETH AND MAXWELL EVANS!” someone screamed in a masculine voice that I would recognize anywhere. My body turned and I twisted from Max and ran to Alex and gave him the tightest hug I could muster up.
“Now girlfriend, don’t kill me just cause I haven’t rang you up in a while.” After he mentioned it I hit his arm with my purse. Max came over and slapped his back with that guy hug the men always give, a couple pats and they’re not being mushy? I may never understand it. A tall blonde came out of the van. And I winked at Alex.
“We’re not a love shack man,” Max whispered often mistaking our friend’s true intentions. I smacked him too before mustering a comment in, “not everyone thinks about sex all the time Max.” the blonde came over and introduced herself.
That night wasn’t spent in our romantic way that Max had promised me but it didn’t matter. We had all of the time in the world and I enjoyed listening to Alex’s rambling about the band and the tour. They had another record contract coming up, a demo going out and maybe even a deal in the works with Jive. It sounded like he had everything in control, I was proud. At about eleven his lady friend announced that she was getting tired and we absolutely insisted on them staying the night. I had things to discuss with Alex. Max was in the kitchen washing the dishes, which I’m sure were being put in all the wrong places, and Isabel was asleep in the guest room when I asked him how he was really holding up.
“Well no one’s perfect, my power’s have been getting stronger,” his voice was low and his eye contact poor. Alex was always one to focus on some other object in the room. “ have you noticed it too? Like our bodies are preparing us for something?”
“I have felt a little different,” I didn’t mention that that could be what pregnancy felt like, “but preparing us for what?”
“Maybe it’s time Liz. Maybe we’re going to go home.”
“What?” I asked, he couldn’t be serious. This was unlike Alex. He was always the one that said if we couldn’t remember home then why should we go back?
“Are you saying you want to return? See what it’s like? I thought everything was working out for you. This Isabel girl even looks like she likes you, you have the band Alex.”
“I’m just saying that I feel like it’s time. There’s no other explanation for it. Plus,” he looked around and finally gazed directly at me, “I had this vision. Well it’s a reoccurring one.”
“Of what?” I asked. Now he was peaking my curiosity. A pan rattled from nearby and I heard Max curse. He must have found a full drawer.
“Of us, the V shaped constellation, a ball of white hot fire which makes no sense and some people,” he rubbed his eyes and cracked a knuckle on his left hand, “not really people, more like shapes and floating images. It wasn’t clear but they felt like family. I know we can trust them. It can’t be another attack.”
“Have you talked with Maria about this theory?” She was Max’s sister and married with Michael. Of course she was meant with Alex but we all laughed that possibility off. They couldn’t be more than just friends. Michael meant the world to her. I wasn’t sure if the feisty friend of our’s would be up for this move.
“She can feel it too, don’t know if it’s all the oil to her head , Michael’s finally driven her crazy or maybe she really does sense it.” I laughed at him making fun of Maria and her crazy self. She was fun though, and a really great friend, and sister in law.
“So you being the second in command in all,” I rubbed his position in, he never wants to feel powerful. “How come you haven’t told Max?”
“Haven’t told Max what?” My husband asked and dried his hands with the dish towel. We looked up at where he was standing in the doorway. I knew this wouldn’t be good. By the time I told him of the pregnancy he would think that everyone had been holding secrets from him. Plus he won’t want to go back. This is his life here, he’s passed the chance away time and time again. But then again so have I, right along with him.





















Never let the questions and uncertainty cloud your mind
Later that night Max and I lay in bed discussing the problems with our situation. It was an hour past the time that Alex had retired to bed and my husband and I settled down. His fingers were gently smoothing down my hair on the pillow with his arm wrapped around my head. His other hand was rested on my waist and my arms were both laid on his chest. He was my Mr. Right and it felt wonderful to just cuddle with him with no expectations. I could not believe what we had done earlier today and was thinking about it just as he started talking about Michael. All of a sudden I burst out laughing, ‘my giggle fit won’t amuse him,’ I thought.
“What’s so funny? All I said was that Michael isn’t going to like this, especially since Maria is more curious than ever about her past,” Max was staring at me with a weird glint in his eyes. He must be wondering why I’m practically peeing my pants with laughter here.
“Hehehe, was just thinking about earlier, that guy in the gym probably thinks he’s getting delusional or paranoid...” I drifted off and started laughing again, this time I was shaking so hard I had to hold my hand over my mouth to calm myself down. Alex wouldn’t enjoy getting waken up by my little fit.
“Yeah,” he looked away and shifted his weight around so that he was laying flat instead of facing me as he had been before.
“Something wrong?” I questioned him and leaned in closer so that my head lay on his chest and I could feel his heart beating underneath the white cotton shirt.
“Well, something has been bothering me for a while,” he started out and needed me to press him for more until he finally blurted it out. “Remember when I was in the kitchen earlier and you were talking with Alex before I came out?”
“Yeah, you were doing the dishes,” I replied, confused as to where this was headed.
“Yeah, right after I found something,” he stretched out and then pulled his body up, I slid off him as he reached into his pants’ pocket that was laying on the ground. “I found this,” he showed me my pregnancy test box that I had bought before deciding to go to Max’s school. ‘Dammit,’ I thought as I remembered leaving it on top of the table in the bag.
“Liz, is there something you’re not telling me?” he was sitting straight up in bed and I was still laying next to him, taking the covers with my right hand I pulled them over my face. ‘maybe if I hide it will all go away,’ I thought. He pulled the covers down and lifted my chin with his hand, I was staring at his face. He wasn’t smiling.
“I love you Liz, do you think you’re pregnant?”
“Wow, what a choice of words,” I responded and hopped out of the bed and began pacing the floor nearest the bathroom door that was adjoined to our room.
“Liz, is something the matter? Why would you buy this? We’ve always had protected sex. You’re on the pill!” he exclaimed like it was our best defense.
“I missed it one day.” That was my only answer as I averted my gaze.
“You missed it..” he repeated and looked down at the box, I was watching him out of the corner of my eyes and he looked shocked. “Do you mean that you could be. . .”
“Pregnant,” I filled in for him, “saying the word is the first step Max,” I joked with him.
“But you’re not sure,” he added.
“I haven’t taken the test yet,” I answered.
“Well what are you waiting for?” That was a good question. What was I waiting for? Maybe the chance to still be this loving and devoting wife, the woman who didn’t have to worry about anything because she had the best husband ever. The most romantic lover and best friend. Maybe I wasn’t sure of the safety hazards of giving birth to a half alien baby. Me and Max were aliens but were made up like humans, will our baby be a hybrid? And what about destiny? This wasn’t in the alien book that Tess found was it? There were so many questions I needed answered before I had the results.
“I want to know if you want a baby Max,” I said. It was true, it was one of the reasons I had waited. Could Max be ready for this? He stood up and strode over to me before placing his arms around my back and holding me tight against him, “of course I want a bay. Who would not want something as wonderful as a baby? Especially one that’s coming from this gorgeous wife that I have. You mean the world to me Liz, and this baby, if it’s in there, will too. It’s part of us.” Tears slid down my cheeks as I laid my head on his shoulder and the scent of his cologne drifted through my nose.
“Come on hon, stop that crying, we need to be sure don’t we?” he asked and I nodded slowly with a sniffle. Then he led me to the bathroom. It was time for the truth. I would know whether or not I was to be a mother in a matter of minutes. I studied the box as I waited. This was too much for me. Max was standing right out side that door. I knew he would never lie to me, and he had always loved children but what if this baby would affect different pregnancy symptoms to appear with my body? What would happen during birth? Would he or she posses powers? Pregnancy is complicated enough without having the alien factors. And then before I knew it Max was knocking lightly on the door. ‘Time’s up,’ I thought and swung it open so he could check the news for me. I couldn’t bear myself to look.



TOMORROW'S PART TITLED: All work and no play makes for a dull life and just to let you all (or just you ) know there is only 2 more parts left until we get all caught up. they're over at the dreamer board right now. I'll start a poll here too after you read this part, there's one going over on my other thread. :D thanx for reading! enjoy!
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THANK YOU! Lol... and here's the "new" part... umm... just a little surprise... you get some alex in here... but it's small... :D




All work and no play makes for a dull life
“I just can’t believe it,” I said after he’d given me the news. “All of the symptoms are there, the swollen ankles, mood swings, nausea, my growing stomach.” Max held me in his arms and I felt my body tremble softly as I cried onto his shoulder.
“Honey, I know this doesn’t make any sense. Especially why you are experiencing this but I promise we’ll come up with an explanation.” His voice was soothing and calm as I sniffled my pride away.
“I just have one question for you Liz, if you don’t mind,” he said in a kind tone.
“No, go ahead,” I assured him.
“Did you want to be pregnant? Because before we found out this news you seemed nervous, worried and um... not overjoyed.” I straightened in his arms but refused to look him in the eye. It did seem as if I was suddenly disappointed bu the news that I wasn’t ‘expecting.’
“But that’s the thing. I don’t know,” I whined. He accepted that as an answer and after we walked back into the bedroom we laid together on the bed, just wrapped in each other’s arms for the rest of the night. I fell asleep shortly after, must have been my emotions suddenly calming my body down. I was worn out and totally confused. Did I want to have a baby even with all of the complications? I knew deep down that it would be worth it, the miracle of birth was one of Earth’s greatest treasures. But what would happen once it was born? Would my baby be all human or a hybrid basically like me and Max and Alex and Maria? Was I ready to be a mother? These questions haunted my dreams. I saw me and a spaceship with my baby inside walking down the street almost like it had taken the place of a stroller. People looked at us weird and I was left looking for rather large diapers, my baby was deformed. I woke up screaming when the baby started screeching, it was my alarm clock.
“Ughamm,” Max grunted and rolled over to face me, his hair was messed up and he had red marks all over the right side of his face from the pillow.
“Good morning,” I mumbled and got up to fix us breakfast. ‘This is going to be a long time,’ I thought as I mixed the eggs together in a bowl.
“Hi!” Alex shouted from behind me and without looking at him I knew he had a big grin on his face. ‘There is something weird about morning people,’ I thought as he sat down at the table and I placed some toast on his plate. Isabel followed him shortly after and then Max came. Breakfast was fine, we had the change to play the nice normal friend routine in front of Isabel. We joked about how long it had been since we’d done that fake conversation about school and work and clothes when she went to get dressed. Alex looked a little love-bug and I had to wonder if she had really been asleep when he’d gone back in his room last night. They left about an hour later, we’d watched the news and he’d rearranged everything in the van so that she could fit some things inside we had let her have, some of my old clothes and a toothbrush, shampoo. They had decided that she would be something like a groupie, Max had nearly spit out his coffee when he heard that, I had to chuckle and kick him softly underneath the table so they wouldn’t notice. Isabel said something about needing to get away and my best friend (always the gentleman) offered her a thing to do for a couple weeks, follow him and his freaked up band around while they toured. Don’t get me wrong I have nothing against the band members. They just tend to be a little wild and obnoxious most of the time, I have no clue how Alex puts up with them.
“Aha, we’re all alone,” Max said with his head pressed against mine in a hug after they had left.
“Not quite,” I replied and wiped my hands on the dishtowel, the dishes had been washed and were set to dry. “I have to go to work remember?” I laughed at his groan and escaped his embrace only to be chased into the bedroom. Somehow it was like our whole night before had escaped his mind, we were fine, back to the same loving couple we’d been before. I giggled as he cornered me by the bed and I was forced down and kissed repeatedly on the lips by the man I loved.
“I have to go to work,” I mumbled through his lips on mine and struggled to break free. “You don’t want me to get in trouble with my boss, now do you?” He moaned loudly and rolled over to let me free. It took me about ten minutes to get dressed into my ‘professional’ clothes. The whole time I was changing he was singing along to the radio and I had half the mind to just run out there and dance with him and blow off work. But this might be my big break, my boss, Mrs. Fermat, had asked me to come in today even though I had off because she has an assignment especially for me. It could be my big break.
I said goodbye to Max and made my way to work. It was about ten minutes from our home and there wasn’t much traffic. ‘All the normal people have off today,’ I thought to myself as I applied my light shade of lipstick at a red light.
Things weren’t particularly interesting that morning, I was just waiting around in my office until Mrs. Fermat would exit her meeting.
“ Liz, someone’s here for you, should I send him in?” my secretary buzzed on the intercom. ‘A man?’ I wondered but agreed to let him in.
“Max? What are you doing here?” I asked as the door shut behind him. He didn’t answer me yet kissed my lips gently and then with more hunger. I was yearning for him, my body stimulated to the point of arousal and I kissed him back with greater passion, we made our way to my desk and I felt his hands rub down my body as I moaned his name. He was tingling my skin with his touch and I couldn’t get it to stop, I didn’t want it to stop. I felt like he was touching me for the first time and I was suddenly brought back to that 17 year old inner child. We might get caught in my office, I cared but not enough to lock the door or stifle the moans that escaped from my mouth as his mouth ran down to my skirt, he brought it up to my hips and I felt him start to lick my thighs. It could be a problem if the meeting ended early, but I doubted that would happen. Mrs. Fermat was far too busy to come soon enough.
“I love you Liz, your skin, so smooth, you smell, so good,” his voice was muffled as he pushed my panties aside and I gasped at the feel of his wet tongue moistening my lower lips. My cunt was pushed with his tongue and the roughness of his mouth as he licked every spot he could, my legs widened to a degree where it hurt and my chair on wheels might just fly out from under me. Then suddenly as if from a nightmare I had never dared to imagine, I was on the brink and the door swung open. My eyes widened and I straightened up and raised my arms and made a yawning sound like she had caught me in mid-stretch. I was so scared as Max stiffened and stopped his course of discovery on my pussy.
“Mrs. Evans, good news, you are getting the chance to cover a land mine that may have a lost treasure inside on the coast of Mexico. The tickets are booked, but of course if this isn’t the area you are interested in,” she started off as I stared at her with shock in my eyes. A land mine? For me? It was a dream come true for a rookie, I had been busy with minuscule stories during the course of my term here. I was practically knocked off my feet. Max pulled my skirt down immediately as I started to stand and interrupted her, “no, no of course I would love to cover this story,” and as I was about to reach out from behind the desk and shake her hand or thank her I felt my knee kick Max in the head. I was positioned so wrongly I realized as he muttered an “ow” and I stiffened in horror. Then before I noticed what went wrong, my chair was swinging backwards and I nearly fell back but Max grabbed my legs and my torso swung forward. The chair hit the filing cabinet behind me and I watched in dismay as the plant that was on top fell down, I extended my arms and caught it suddenly as I heard her start to laugh, with a glance down I saw Max nearly choking of laughter with his hand covering his mouth.
“Are you alright, Liz?” she asked and I nodded with my widened eyes and a guilty somewhat reddened look on my face. I was beyond mortified, this was humiliating.
“Well the plane will be leaving at 7:00 tomorrow morning,” she proceeded to give me a paper with my full assignment and itinerary, hotel reservations and the plane tickets before leaving my office with an amused and somewhat baffled expression on her face. I sat down and moaned softly as I ran through my mind what had just happened. Max was cracking up beneath my desk and he just didn’t seem to be able to control it anymore. I started giggling too and then before I could protest with some other dumb excuse his lips were back on mine and we went at it like in the old days. His hands roaming my butt, every curve of my hips as I laid on top of him on the carpeted floor. His pants were rolled down beneath his knees and his member was sticking straight up into me. I struggled to contain myself as together we reached the point of orgasmic satisfaction and I felt relieved to know that I could always count on him to understand my wants and needs.
“Max,” I began as I straightened up my ruffled outfit and he zipped his pants back up. “Do you think we’d make good parents?”
“Honey,” he said as he ran his hand down my cheek and stared me in the eyes. “We’d be the best parents ever regardless of our origins.”
“Would you love me as much?” I asked with a choked cry.
“How could I ever love you less than how much I’ve always loved you?” he asked and kissed me softly on the cheek. “You’re my everything Liz Evans and don’t you forget it.”
“I want to have a baby Max,” I told him and he smiled widely and grabbed me in a full twirl in the middle of my office. He was right, we’d be great parents. And I wanted to have a beautiful daughter or son and show them just what love is, just what life is all about.

TOMORROW'S PART :in Liz POV
My stories in Progress:
Mr. Kiss
Coming Soon:
Rotten Lemons-~-Don't Miss You Yet-~-The Unstoppable
To be reposted this Summer: Finding Friends, Finding love and Finding Yourself-~-The Lost Day
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LIZ
Seven O’clock tomorrow morning came sooner than expected and my alarm clock was the first to assure me of that. Man how I hated that thing. It frustrates me to think that the only purpose of this piece of technology is to make sure that a) I don’t get enough sleep and b) I wake up totally crabby. Actually the alarm woke us up at 5:30, but you know Max; always pushing that snooze button. We had to rush out the door and save all of our moments of kissing together (hey we do it every morning) until the plane ride. We had decided the night before that he would come with me. How am I to spend days without my loving husband? It’s not even plausible.
So there we were on the airplane with nothing better to do but contemplate whether the whole airplane-bathroom sex is even worth it.
“..and what happens if you’re a screamer? Will they come in and tell you to quiet down?” Max inquired and I had to admit I was curious as to how the system worked too. Only me and Max, well we never do that kind of stuff. Having sex everywhere and anywhere are two whole different scenarios.
“You look so beautiful today,”Max whispered in my ear as I checked my seatbelt for the third time in the past ten minutes. “Did I not tell you that today?”
I smiled softly, “that’s alright, it’s early.” He grinned and made a trail of kisses down my jaw line, “I wish all these people weren’t here,” he told me.
“Really, why’s that hun? What’s your dirty mind up to now?” I joked with him.
“Nothing, nothing at all. Just wondering what these seats would feel like under my bare skin as I make love to your silky body,” he replied with one eyebrow raised and a smirk on his face. I had to giggle, it was priceless, he was always trying to seduce me.
“We’ll have plenty of time when we get to the hotel, geeze Max you’re acting like a horny teenager.” The stewardess walked up the aisle handing out pillows and I graciously took one, this would be a long flight if Max continued his little seduction game.
“We could, you know, pleasure each other until the plane lands in this sunny place we love to call Mexico.” He pressed his forehead against mine and I opened my eyes the tiniest bit to see him staring straight out the oval window located on his right.
“We don’t love to call it Mexico..” I groaned and shifted my weight to get comfortable.
“Baby, you know what I mean, and you know I love you, and you know how sexy you are. That’s why you’re teasing me this way. You gotta stop playing these games with me. I can’t survive without a little of you now, and a lot of you later,” his husky voice was tingling my earlobe and he was desperately trying to be discreet about everything but I noticed the way his bag was on his lap; like he was trying to hide something.
“What’s the matter baby, need some help?” I giggled and pressed my lips against his cheek, smacking him small kisses.
“No, I don’t need some help,” he mocked me. “But I so cannot wait for this plane ride to be over, then we got a whole hotel room to party in,” his hand rubbed my thigh and he leaned back in his seat. I enjoyed teasing him, it was much more fun than just getting right to it all of the time. We need some kind of adventure in our lives.
“So... what was your fantasy?” he asked like it had just occurred to him that I’d never shared.
“But I told you, the romance; that’s the key.” The seatbelt sign flicked off and like clockwork I heard a dozen little clocks from all around us.
“Yeah, that’s true. But that can’t be all. You have to have something else. I mean some high-risk, high-excitement and low on money thing going on,” I laughed at his explanation.
“What’s high risk to you?” I asked, “going in that restroom right now and fucking out lights out for a total of two minutes until a 5 year old almost pees her pants waiting for us? Or that one time when we were at the movie theater?” I smiled at the memory....



I don't have the next part written yet... sorry, I'm trying my best!
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Lesson 16: Privacy when in a crowd is still as erotic as when alone

“This movie is so boring,” Liz whispered in my ear. We were sitting in the movie theater, the back where it was practically empty and the movie was lame. There was no plot and c-list actors that could not hold my attention if I picked it up and put it in their hands.

“You want to try and get our money back?” I asked her.

“It’s pointless, the show’s already half over, they won’t give us a refund,” she glanced around us. Almost everyone was captivated by the lovers on the screen. “Maybe we should try and sneak in to another show.” Her suggestion threw me off a bit. Although we were highly active sex partners she was still a straight arrow. Liz Parker-Evans was not one to go around breaking rules just for the fun of it.

“Or we could make a show of our own,” I wiggled my eyebrows at her in the dark back row.

She laughed, “Are you always horny?”

“Only when I’m around you,” I answered with a grin and a wink.

“Oh, hun. But we’re in the cinema!” she protested.

“Sooo?” I asked but didn’t wait for an answer. My lips pressed against her’s a in a passionate kiss. I ran my fingers through her brown locks of hair. She was beautiful in every way. I almost couldn’t believe that she was mine. Her hands ran down my arms, I could feel the tingles she gave me flying around in my stomach. It was like I was high, she was my drug. My addiction.

“I need you, oh liz...” I moaned in her ear as she kissed and sucked at my neck.

“Max, quiet down,” she scolded me as I rubbed her chest over the silky blouse she had on. Then I ran one hand up her chest underneath it. Her bra unfastened easily and soon I had her smooth, naked skin in my palm. I grabbed her right breast and squeezed it softly. Then harder as I gave her neck a new hickey. She was humming and bitting her lip to keep from squealing out, I wasn’t sure if it was from pleasure or pain.

I gasped as I felt her small, moist from sweat hand reach inside my pants and fondle my cock. It was as if she was an expert, my boxers were being pushed down quickly and her fingers ran up my length, stroking me fast. I was so hard, rock hard, and wanted her bad.

“Liz...” I whispered and moaned as quietly as I could but it seemed that no one was paying attention to us, there was a crash from on the screen and Liz quickly moved onto my lap, her skirt pushed up as she sat down. I was afraid that we were going to draw attention to ourselves if we sat like this.

“Let’s.... go.... on...” she nibbled at my ear and rubbed her breasts against my chest. “The floor...,” I finished. She got up off my lap and I groaned at the miss of her body. The absence would destroy me if I didn’t get down soon. So I did. Right on her body I laid and she didn’t object at all, just rolled me over on the carpeted floor and I laughed as someone’s piece of popcorn got caught in her hair.

“Attractive,” I teased as I pulled it out.

“Shut up,” she told me before placing her mouth over mine. Her tongue slipped through my lips and played with mine. I enjoyed the sensation, my fingers prying at her panties. The straps pushed down her thighs and I felt around her legs, they were smooth. She felt so good, so warm under my touch. I wanted to kiss her entire body, make love to her from now until eternity.

My index finger slipped into her cunt and a large intake of breath came from my lover’s mouth. She was so gorgeous, her long hair cascading down her back, her chest rising and falling as I pushed in and out. Another finger I thrusted in and she moaned back but then grabbed my hand away and rubbed my cock softly. She raised her butt and then lowered her pussy right on top of me. I felt myself enter her and it was like being free of everything all at once. Like the entire earth was connected to my body as she pushed herself down on me. I was completely inside of her and she started humping me. Her breaths were coming at short paces and I smiled as I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling. I didn’t have to work at it but found myself raising her hips with my hands. But when she started moving faster I rubbed her breasts silently. Her nipples hardening in my grasp, my knuckles kneading her skin.

“Ugh,” she grunted as she pushed her body onto me once more before tightening up and then losing control. She came all over me, and it felt so good. I felt my seed flow out and into her. It would be stopped shortly by her anti sex pill that she took. Well not anti-sex, they could never get us to stop doing that. But anti-pregnancy, that sounds about right.

“Oh my..” she gasped in my ear. Suddenly she looked very embarrassed as she pulled her blouse back over her head and kind of hid behind me as I zipped up my pants on the ground. No one was looking, I couldn’t believe they were still engrossed in the movie. Maybe we should check to see if they were still breathing.

“I think we should get out of here,” she said with a flushed face. I smirked as she tried to comb back her hair with her free hand. The other was tightly in my grasp as we walked out of the door like nothing had just happened. But indeed it had. Liz had opened herself up to me, we’d had sex in there with other people around. She’d taken a risk, and I wasn’t going to forget it.

TBC soon
My stories in Progress:
Mr. Kiss
Coming Soon:
Rotten Lemons-~-Don't Miss You Yet-~-The Unstoppable
To be reposted this Summer: Finding Friends, Finding love and Finding Yourself-~-The Lost Day
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Lesson 17: Learning = communication
Liz

With everything out of my mind for a while and no alien troubles to deal with, I felt free. Walking through the crisp air, if only from the airport to the rental car, made me soak in the sun, and how much I’d missed this. Everything about vacations and escapes. There’s a whole new chance to be free. To enjoy every last second. And certainly having a guy like Max to carry my bags and massage my feet while I lay in bed isn’t so bad either.
“No, let me,” Max stepped out from behind me and opened the door. My duffle bag was in one of his hands. Our suitcase on the ground next to the passenger door. I watched with a smile as he threw the bag in the back and then opened the truck to place the suitcase inside.
“Let’s get this air conditioning going,” he said when he got in the car. I just smirked and watched him fan himself before turning it to high. The radio blared out music as I let the cool air hit my face. It was so hot, possibly upper 90's. I was used to heat but it was dry, and the long desert strips did not give me much hope for a cooler evening.
“Ooh, I love this song!” I exclaimed and turned the volume up. The rest of the ride was spent like that. Not much for conversations when we’re exhausted and over-heated, we just listened to the radio. One song after another until we reached the hotel.
“No, let me,” Max insisted and pulled the bag away from me. We walked through the lobby where we received our keys and to our hotel room. Number 113. I hope that’s for good luck.
“You’ve been awfully quiet ever since the plane ride,” Max said and looked over at me from where he sat on the bed. We’d gotten a room with one bed, one small bed. There was a painting on the back wall, a tv on top of the main dresser and a small closet near the kitchen and bath area. I’d almost forgotten how small hotel rooms were. It had been a while since our last get-away. “Is something wrong?” he asked.
“No, nothing,” I sighed and pulled a beer can out of the small fridge. I wondered how much they could charge you for this without getting storms of people enraged in the lobby. The vision didn’t make me laugh although it should have. I scanned the price and then set it back down. I frowned and sat on the bed next to him.
“Sweety? You alright?” Max asked and brushed my hair off my neck with his smooth fingers. I shivered at his touch, his hands were sweaty and so was my neck. I was hot everywhere. It would be damn near impossible for me to get my assignment done in this kind of weather.
“Want me to go and turn up the air conditioning?” he asked quietly. It was as if he sensed my bad mood and didn’t want to set me off. I felt like a time bomb, clicking silently just waiting. Waiting to explode? I had no idea why I was suddenly feeling so awful. I just wanted to be left alone.
“Yes,” I whispered before laying down, my head hitting the bottom of the pillow. My eyes closed but I sensed Max walking around the room cautiously. I didn’t want to hurt him but sure that he’d understand I tried to relax and fall asleep. My mind kept replaying over everything that had happened within the past few days. How many memories had been drifting into my mind, how intimate me and Max had been. He was my hero, him and his strong arms. His smooth skin, those lips. That touch of his that sent goose bumps down my skin. I was sure that if he wasn’t my husband, the man I trusted more than life itself, that he would be my enemy. Someone sent to destroy me with one look, one kiss. It had been years since our wedding day but still my breath caught in my chest, my knees weakened and I fall in love with every gaze, every look.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper into the darkness. The darkness? My eyes open suddenly and I pop up in a sitting position. I was alone in the room.
“Max?” I called out but saw no one. Where had he gone? The door was locked and his key was gone from the dresser top. I gazed worriedly out the window. It was getting pretty late. Maybe a quick walk around wouldn’t hurt any. With that thought I grabbed my own key and left the room. Empty and dark as it had been when I’d awoke.
The hotel was not that large. It could be a motel, I wasn’t sure how the terms applied though. There was an ice machine on the wall to my left and some stairs just past it. At the bottom I walked past a game room and then out to the parking lot. Max wasn’t at the car. The pool was around here somewhere. I kept my eyes open in search of it. He could have just gotten sick of the heat and went for a swim. I tried not to vision different scenarios of him and long legged blonde haired women skinny dipping. It wasn’t easy though. It took so much of my energy that I had passed the pool and had to double back. But when I got there my eyes deceived me. There was Max and, well a woman. She wasn’t a blonde. They weren’t skinny dipping. But it was somehow that much worse inside my mind. A conversation. You learn about people in conversations. Get to know them on an intimate level. After all, how many times had Max and I had sex? He could be looking for something more enticing now.
I tried to tell myself that it wasn’t so. That I was getting everything all wrong but my heart wasn’t buying it. My feet apparently hadn’t either. I was running back in the direction I had came from. Back to the dark hotel room. Alone.



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Lesson 18: Romance can always change someone’s mood. Everyone loves to feel loved.

As I turned the corner I saw a couple of men standing around in front of a hotel room. They had a lot of beer cans on the ground near them and I opted to turn around and head back the other way but it was too late. They’d already seen me.

“Hey pretty mama, come on over and dance with me,” one of them called. He had a scrawny build and a loud Hawaiian shirt on. His hair was streaked blonde and spiked in a Mohawk, a reddish brown beard fell down past his chin. Something just made me think that he wasn’t my type.

“Um, no thanks,” I called back and turned slowly so they wouldn’t think I was like insulting them. For a grown woman I sure was a little wimpy. But something about 4 or 5 drunken men did not make me feel safe. A large part of me wished that Max had never left the room.

‘He’s allowed to talk to other women Liz. You’re not his guardian,’ came into my head.

“Come on, we were about to have some fun,” Another yelled and I quickened my pace into a sprint and got out of there. Glancing behind me after I made it back around the corner, I saw that none had followed. Obviously they were too wasted to realize I was dissing them.

‘Liz, calm down. It’s alright. They were just some guys having fun.’ But I was freaking out inside. All I wanted was to have Max hold me, or defend me. But all I had was that empty room that I just could not deal with right now. It would be a huge slap in the face if I went back there and laid down and cried myself to sleep. I just had to keep telling myself that there was nothing to worry about. I should trust Max. After all he’s my husband and I love him.

I walked away, this wasn’t the direction of my room. I just kept my steady strides with my eyes toward the ground wondering what had gone wrong. So I was in a bad mood before. So what? It happens to the best of us. I kept imagining what it would be like to go back in my room and hear Max calling out my name. To feel him caress my face and massage my feet. All of those little romantic things that every girl wishes their man would do. I can’t help it, I’m a romantic.

“Liz!” And he was kissing my neck.

“Wait up,” he would nibble sweetly on my earlobe. Wait up? I turned my head so fast I caught some hair in my eyes. Pushing it out of the way I saw my husband running towards me. Apparently I had been walking faster than I’d thought, he was at least a couple feet behind me. His grin was making me suspicious. Just how far had things gone with the bimbo at the pool?

‘Now that’s not fair Liz. He was only talking, as far as you know.’ Besides she wasn’t really a bimbo. She looked about his age, which I was not. And kind of professional. Like she could be a lawyer. But she was still pretty from where I had stood.

“When did you wake up?” he asked as he fell in step with me when I started my pace again.

“A while ago. I went looking for you,” I hinted. Somehow I was hoping he’d like blurt out that what I had just seen was another alien version of him. That it was a duplicate or a clone or even a shape shifter. We’d been through a lot together and I couldn’t imagine him actually just hanging out with an attractive older woman because he wanted to. Although it would fit the profile of any other American male, Max was just different. And I even recall him asking me once, “What’s so great about normal?” the night I’d decided to share my secret with him. How I was so different but just longed to be one like everyone else.

It was weird how he happened to be so much older than the rest of us. Alex and Maria and I hatched later on. Max’s was like demented. Because he’s the king he had to come out first and ensure the protection of the rest of us. I suppose he knew I was his queen even before I knew who he was. That’s kind of creepy. I can’t picture him standing in the middle of the pod chambers watching us form for about 11 years. Makes your hairs stand on an end.

“Yeah, I saw you.” That was all that he said. I was surprised, usually he was more sensitive. “Liz? What’s going on?” I stopped in my tracks and turned to face him.

“What do you mean?” I asked him.

“I thought this was meant to be a vacation. Or at least one for me. And even if you have to work,” his eyes gazed into mine, “we’ll be able to spend time together. Down here, sunny Mexico. Don’t you remember?” I rolled my eyes as he pretended to dance the salsa and spoke of warm beaches and tequila and late nights out on the sandy desert.

“Do you love me Max?” I interrupted him.

“Yes, of course. What kind of..” he started but I cut him off again.

“Do you like talking to me? About politics and the news and music and movies and any other thing?”

“Yes, yes. Liz where is this going?” He seemed a little worried.

“And Max?”

“Yeah Liz?” His eyebrows shot up and his hand reached for mine.

“Who was that woman?” I barely muttered out. His eyes widened when he realized whom I was talking about and then he chuckled slowly. I glared at him. How dare he laugh at my question. It’s not funny at all. I watched him silently as he laughed some more and then he stopped and grew a little quiet. We were just standing there, outside on the walkway between doors number 127 and 128. I wondered if anyone was in there listening. This wasn’t better than any of those HBO movies they always overcharged you for in hotels. And why did they always start of hotel room numbers at one hundred? What happened to 1 or 45?

“Look at this,” he instructed me and I followed his gaze to my ring finger. There was the diamond he had given me on our wedding day. “And now this one,” he showed me the engagement ring that I wore on my middle finger of the other hand. “These are symbols of our love. That baby that we want to have? He or she is going to be a little bit of you, and a little bit of me. The perfect pair. The dynamic duo. We’re made for each other. We’re better than Romeo and Juliet because we’re not going to die. We’re live on forever. You and me in the stars Liz, we’ll be epic. A classic. And do you want to know why?” I nodded as my eyes formed tears. It was stunning how he could believe in it all so badly.

“Because I only have eyes for you Liz Evans.” And then he kissed me. And the song filled my head.

I didn't know just what to do
So I whispered I love youAnd he said that he loved me too
And then he kissed me.
He kissed me in a way that I've never been kissed before,
He kissed me in a way that I wanna be kissed forever more.
I knew that he was mine so I gave him all the love that I had
And one day he took me home to meet his mon and his dad.
Then he asked me to be his bride
And always be right by his side.
I felt so happy I almost cried
And then he kissed me.


Max’s lips on mine. They felt so good. Like I had never been kissed before. I was ashamed to admit that my knees felt weak and I forgave him right there. Even if he had cheated on me, which now I knew he hadn’t, I still would have forgiven him. Why? Well because he’s Max Evans and I’m Liz Parker-Evans. And we’re made for each other. Half and half. Like peanut butter and jelly.

“Let’s go somewhere else and be alone,” I hissed in his ear. He gave me a weird look.

“That was my line!” And then grabbing my hand we tore off running in the direction of the pool. I didn’t want to go back and meet his ‘friend.’ But he was already so excited I couldn’t tell him to stop. When we got there it was gorgeous. There were candles on the tables and a bottle of champagne on a table near the gate. My eyes took in the whole view. The way the pool sparkled with little white dots from the reflection of the candles. And most importantly the sheepish grin on my husband’s face. He had obviously planned this. To make me in a better mood?

‘It’s working,’ I thought to myself as a smile came over my face.

“You are so... so sweet,” I told him before capturing his lips with my own. I was ravishing him. Tasting his mouth. My tongue was moving along his gums and teeth and then playing a war with his own tongue. His hands crept along my lower back and my butt. Then he pulled one hand up and raised the finger to my lips.

“We have to be very quiet,” he whispered to me and then grabbed the bag off of the table that I hadn’t noticed earlier.

“What’s in there?” I asked. He answered with a shhing sound. Then he pulled out what looked like a vibrator. I wondered what he was planning on doing with that.

“You need this vacation as much as I do,” he stated and then told me to strip down. I am a very self-conscious person so I had trouble doing that. Basically I was hiding behind the lawn chairs while he assured me that no one was in a room close enough to see. The hotel had helped him plan it. The lady was the manager and he had seen me and run off, leaving her several minutes just to set it up from where it was waiting nearby. I could see the roses lying on the ground as if someone had tossed them there when they’d seen us coming.

The next several minutes were spent with us making out in the water. Our hands groping everywhere like we were horny teenagers in the back of a car on the local make out point. I felt so alive. The warm water was hitting every inch of my body just right and I loved the way his long fingers kneaded my breasts. And then he pulled out the vibrator and set it to the on/low button.

It hit me like a wave of shocks as he pushed it up deeply. I was worried because I felt his large cock also hardening and pushing against my waist. I couldn’t handle it if that “thing” of his took a wrong turn and I would have a vibrator stuck inside me. Not nearly as scary as a tampon on the verge of exploding though.

And then he pushed me around. His hand covered mine and positioned it on the vibrator and set me in motion. I was practically masturbating in front of him. I pushed the button to high in a moment of horniness and felt the consequences. The thing was going crazy inside of me. And to set it all off Max was pressing his dick against my ass, his hands groping my breasts from the back. I wondered if this was supposed to hold me if I came. Then his moist lips were on my neck, gently kissing my back. My smooth skin underneath his warm mouth, it was so enticing.

Minutes of pushing and stroking. My hands around him before we took the machine out of me. He stuck himself in me hard and I leaned my head back so my forehead was touching the top of the water. There was only his rock hard muscled body to hold onto.

I was reminded of our pool adventure just two days ago. It was even better this time. There was a glow to the air and a feeling of just wanting Max. And loving him, knowing he had done this for me.

‘Go on little sperm,’ I chanted in my head as I prayed for a beautiful baby girl to hold in my arms. She’d be daddy’s little girl. I smiled as I came, remembering how foolish I had been earlier.

And as we stepped out of the pool and dried off I thanked him with a hug.

“What for?” he asked.

“For being there for me. And for everything else. I can’t imagine life without you.”

And I couldn’t.




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Please turn off all appliances, buckle your seatbelts and get ready for the ride
The next week I spent my time going from cave to cave, mine to mine, in the middle of the desert. It was a hot long process but I had Max by my side and made it through unscathed. Of course we were waiting anxiously for that week to end to find out the results of our little love making session. Or should I say sessions?

~*~the cave~Tuesday~*~
“Liz... Oh god Liz!” Max called out my name as I sucked on his member by the wall of the cave. Truth be told that for once it was me who was freaking horny and not him. I just didn’t want to end up with a succession of babies instead of one. One was all I needed. I wasn’t even sure what kind of parents we were going to be. Better off to start with a low number.
“That feels amazing,” he said as I ran my tongue all over him. His voice sounded so calm but he exploded all inside my mouth in a matter of seconds.

~*~the hotel bed~Thursday~*~
“Yes, yes, lower...” I moaned as Max licked my clit furiously. The motions felt unbelievable. I was in pure bliss and he couldn’t even know how I felt. So hard to describe, even to put down in words with my journal, which I still keep. Somehow we had gone from proofreading my article to ...well, this.
“You are so beautiful,” Max whispered as he drove his tongue against me harder. It wasn’t long before I broke out, orgasm shivering all over my body.

~*~My fantasy~Today~*~
Romance everywhere like in the novels I read.
Max as my Fabio and life cannot get any better.
He’ll take my hand and kiss it gently.
We’ll dance around the living room to soft music.
Candle flames flickering gentle as we breeze by.
Then he’ll touch my cheek, his lips caressing mine.
We’ll become one in our movement.
My knees falling into jell-o as he runs his fingers throughout my hair.
I’ll never let him go, he’ll pick me up in his arms and lay me on the floor.
Next to him we’ll just lie, looking up at the ceiling.
He will whisper the most beautiful things in my ears.
Telling me he loves me again and again.
I won’t have to say it back, but I will.
I will a dozen times or more.
And then we’ll kiss.
We’ll slowly begin to peel off clothes until we were hot and sweaty.
Our naked bodies melting together.
Nothing shameful to it.
Just love, the most wonderful, breathtaking love ever.
I won’t feel insecure or like we do it too much.
I won’t even feel like Liz Parker Evans anymore.
I’ve never went skydiving, or bungee jumping.
I imagine this is what it feels like.
This higher than earth, lighter than air sensation that’s overcoming my body.
It’s got to be a new experience.
I’m the only one to take full advantage of it.
And Max knows it too.
We celebrate in the fact together.
We’re home, in our living room of course.
The fire lit in the mantle place.
The warm heat blazing gently beside us.
No worries, no thoughts, just me and him.
Two lovers, one couple, one soul, one future.


Then my cell phone rings.
“You’re PREGNANT!” I hear the shriek and can tell immediately that it’s Maria. My so called best friend. Max’s sister. She has emotional instabilities. But she’s still the closest person to me, besides Max.
“Wait Maria, lower your voice, I have no idea what you’re saying.” Max groans beside me and I shrug an apology. It’s not my fault she doesn’t give up after 8 rings.
“I said, You’re pregnant Liz, what don’t you get?”
My jaw drops, Max gazes at me in worry.
‘What is it?’ he mouths. I ignore him for a minute. Me, pregnant? How does Maria know.
“Why would you think that?” I ask her as I pull my bathrobe up from off the couch and slip it on. Running to the bathroom I struggle to remember how many pregnancy tests i had boughten. I think two. A quick check ensures this. Max arrives at the door as I bring it out of the medicine chest. His eyes widen and he asks if I’m sure. I raise my hands up ‘like how should I know?’ as Maria continues to babble on. She’s saying something about Alex when I stop her.
“Maria, let me see something real fast. Can you talk to Max and I’ll chat with you later?” I don’t wait for her reply and hand her off to Max who gives me a mixture of ‘Help!’ and ‘what did I do to you?’ I try not to laugh as I take the second pregnancy test in one month. This one better have different results.

And it does. I’m having a baby. Me and Max? We’re going to be parents. I cannot wait to share the news with him. But when the door opens his face shocks me. It’s like he’s prepared for the worst. Which he should not be when I’m grinning like crazy.
“Alex talked with Maria,” he begins as he rests the cell phone on the edge of the sink. We had turned off the house phone before we left and hadn’t had time to hook it back up yet.
“He knows you’re pregnant,” his eyes meet mine and I nod, it can’t be this bad.
“You know the incubation pods?” he asks.
“Yes, of course. God Max, where are you going with this?”
“Well, on Antar we didn’t have babies with our bodies like the human side of us does over here. The baby can’t survive on Earth’s atmosphere once you’ve gone into labor Liz. It needs a pod, or we have to go home.”



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No one ever really knows what’s going on, the world is full of pretenders
Alex

Life has a funny way of working out. It’s either all good or all bad with most people. Optimistic or pessimistic. But no one can help what happens to them. Well, if you’re going out for a huge, new job and you show up giving them the evil eye and the freeze-out while wearing your cleaning the house gear...I think that’s your fault. But the simpler things, predetermination, fated, destiny. You have no control. Birth. Isn’t that one of the weirdest of them all?

I have to laugh right now. Here’s Alex Whitman, pondering the meaning of life. But seriously, who chooses what family you’ll be born into? What personality you’ll have?

Oh there are theories. Ideas upon discoveries of genetics, mutations. We’re playing with the rules of Biology, x and y chromosomes. That’s actually about all I know. Biology can be uber boring.

But Liz, my best friend, fellow extraterrestrial girl is about to meet one of these questions dead on. They’ll be eyeball to eyeball and she’s going to blink. It’ll always happen that way. Liz Parker Evans, the strong girl. She’s determined but she can’t face this alone.

I, however, have got my band. This hot girl Isabel who is proving to be somewhat of a whiz at Scrabble, and the Californian beaches. Do I really want to give all of this up to go back to Antar? To a home that I never knew? Man I wish there was some sort of space travel program like an interstate. You could just zip back and forth whenever you needed to. But of course if that was there then I doubt we’d still be stranded here, all alone. Someone would have had to have taken the wrong turn or wanted to see the sights on this stellar planet that we call Earth. We can’t be the only tourists.

Yet we might be. And then we have to ask ourselves if we want to go back and risk losing this perfect existence.

I for one, do not want to lose this life. I don’t want to stop being Alex and learn how to be someone new.

Wow, I need to stop before I start scaring myself. My head is starting to hurt from all of that thinking. Now I know why Max always has this look on his face like he’s about to throw up or punch someone. It’s probably this killer headache from all of that thinking. Then again, Liz is always chipper and she thinks a lot too. Oh my, that’s just me thinking about what happens when other people are thinking and I’m thinking that it’s freaking me out.

System Overdrive, overdrive. Meltdown.


Alright, I’m better now. I’m getting very, very bored though. Really, really have nothing to do. Me and Maria are sitting here in her place. Just sitting here looking at the phone and waiting for it to ring again. The band is at a hotel, Isabel is shopping and Michael is taking a nap. He had a hard day on the job. Poor guy. Yeah, that was sarcastic.

“Maria!” I screech as I notice that her eyes are drooping down. She is not allowed to fall asleep. It just doesn’t work that way! I can’t do everything.

“Oh my gawd!” she shouted back at me before hitting me lightly with a sofa cushion. I observed the frown lines on the curves of her mouth. The way her long blonde hair was held up in a messy bun and the bags under her eyes. Who was this girl and what had she done with the Maria DeLuca I knew?

“Brrrrrrrr....” the phone started to ring. Halfway through the first ring Maria had already answered it. That must be some kind of Guinness record.

“You do?” she asked, and I strained to hear the conversation.

“Why?” she asked, and I tried shooting her questioning looks but she raised one finger and turned so she wasn’t facing me.

“Yes, we can,”she said, into the phone, and then hung it up on the receiver.

“Well? Well? What did they say?” I asked her loudly, my sentences formulating together.

“Stop acting like a little kid on Christmas morning and help me pack,” she replied.

“We’re going home?” I asked her. She looked at me weirdly.

“Home? No, we’re going to Liz’s house. Hello, Alex!” she said in a condescending tone. “They don’t wear clothes on Antar!”

“They don’t?” I asked again. How did she expect me to know any of this stuff?

“Of course not!” she exclaimed, walking to her closet. I followed her like a little puppy.

“Well how would you know?” I asked, only to receive another weird look.

“Duh, the visions, where have you been?” she asked, flicking my forehead with two of her fingers. I smiled faintly, struggling to remember when she had said any of this. That’s Maria for you, always right but never able to prove it.

“So what’s their decision?” I asked her, hoping that they had decided to do the arts and crafts pod project.

“They’re going back. “ And it was as simple as that with her. They’re going back meant that Maria wasn’t going with them and she was unsure about me. I thought about it, very briefly actually.

“They’re going back..” I repeated. She seemed to get my idea and turned around quickly, wrapping me in a huge hug.

“I knew it! I knew it, I knew it!!” she cheered and kissed my forehead with a berry scented lip gloss. It smelled good, although not right for a guy’s lips.

“I can’t just leave Michael with you. What will happen to guy’s night?” I laughed. She looked over at me before chuckling too.

“Oh puh-lease,” she mustered out. And I couldn’t help but cackle with her. Me and Michael had never had a guy’s night. He wasn’t typically an Alex type of person, seeming weird since we’re sort of connected through Maria. But I never brought that up with him. He’s a nice guy, brought up by a nice family and is completely head over heels in love with Maria. Or should I say WHIPPED? I laughed again and helped Maria throw shirts and random pants in her suitcase. I was sure that she wouldn’t be ready for a while. After all she had to say goodbye to Michael, so I threw in one last shirt and arranged to meet up with her later. I had some packing of my own to do, but first I wanted to talk with Isabel. Knowing it would be pretty difficult to find her in any of these malls down here, I jogged over to my hotel. Everything seemed a little more in perspective today.

Now that Max and Liz were leaving it made Earth look a little different. I started thinking about pollution and crimes and the ozone layer and world wars. Who even knew which planet was safer? We were doing all of this for the fate of one baby and we weren’t even sure of much. But my visions were getting stronger. Something was brewing, something powerful. I’d just have to wait and see what it was. Or I could go back and work on the translation some more. I’m decoding the book that was transported with us in the pods. It has all of the secrets and even some instructions. A nagging thought creeps into the back of my mind. What if Antar is like Heaven and God is like Max and he creates all of our destinies. And what if there are instructions in here on how to view his interpretations. Would I still be able to look at him the same? Then I shunned myself. It was sad how some things could just control my brain until I went paranoid.

So instead I concentrated on decoding the book and finding a way to make sense of the strange, cryptic language that we had all once knew. I couldn’t even conceive the vast things that we were missing out on. The world didn’t stop spinning just because us four were gone. Even if we did remember everything would be different anyway. What’s the point in this?


You were sent here with programs. Each installed in you. Things will change. Your bodies will become different and you will look human. But everything is planned out. What is mean to happen will happen. We won’t make the same mistake two times. There will be times that you are meant to meet someone. Possibly one of your relatives. And then you will conceive a chosen one. The king and queen will bring their baby back with them. We are waiting for the child. The Granolithe can control all. You will know when it is time. You will all know.


I shook my head to push the pain away that was forming from my build up of concentration. I needed to talk to Max right away. But checking my watch I noticed Maria was waiting. Scribbling a note for Isabel and grabbing my bags I shoved the book in my pocket and headed uptown. We had to begin this mission.





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Maria

“I don’t think that I can handle this,” I told him. His eyes were downcast, reflecting the sadness of my own blue eyes.

“Yes, you can, you’re strong Maria,” Michael told me. I rolled my eyes at his obvious attempt to comfort me. “Hey, I saw that!” he joked. With a smirk and a sweet, short kiss, my mind was made up.

“I’m not going,” I stated, throwing my bag to the ground. His look was one of confusion.

“What do you mean you’re not going?” he asked, full of concern and puzzlement.

“Just how it sounds. I’m staying here,” I told him.

“Why? Because of me? I’m sure there are plenty of hot guys over on Antar.” He smiled at me but I could see the worry creeping into his features.

“I’m sure there are too. But maybe I don’t want a hot guy, I’m pretty happy with you,” I teased. He chuckled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

“I love you Maria. But as much as I want you to stay here, I can’t make you just skip out on what might have been.” His words went in one ear and out the other. He knows that my “other life” is one of little importance to me.

“I don’t care,” I replied, slowly. He shook his head and stood from the couch.

“Then I’m going with you,” he answered. I must have been staring at him like he had three eyes because he started laughing. “Stop looking so shocked.”

“W-why?” I stuttered out.

“Didn’t you hear me before?” he asked, and then clarified, “I love you.”

“W-why?” I repeated myself.

“Because you’re my dream woman Maria. Even pure angels couldn’t have created anyone as remarkable as you.”

“You’re so cheesy!” I exclaimed, and stood before him. My heart was beating so hard that I was sure everyone within a five mile radius could hear. I loved to tease him though, Michael’s just that way with me.

“Yeah, I know, but I had to get your attention that this was serious!” he told me.

“You really want to go?” I asked him. It was serious, I was getting that. His laugh lines were crinkling away and I watched as he frowned deeply. It wasn’t a good look for him. He almost shared the disturbed gene that I had come to think of as my own.

“I would go anywhere if it meant being with you,” he said, after a minute or two.

“Alright,” I added, my heart melting. “So where’s the magazine?”

“What magazine?” he asked, picking up my bag. We started towards the door and I answered when we reached it, full smile.

“Best pick-up lines?” I suggested.

“Nope, didn’t buy that one,” he played along, “it’s called the ten best things to say when you wanna get invited back to the bedroom with your girl.” I laughed along with him. We were on our way to meet Alex and I was dead scared. Petrified really. This could not be actually happening. I had never dreamt in a million years that we would ever actually go home. It was a way out there notion and things seemed so bizarre. One minute we were discovering our true selves and the next? We’d be going back? Going to be who, what? Would I still be Maria over there? Could I let Michael go through with this? I wanted to be so selfish, I wanted to hold onto him forever and just stay there, in his arms. Things didn’t have to change between us. It was Liz’s problem right? But I knew that it wasn’t. Deep down, I, Maria DeLuca, knew that whenever one of my friends was in trouble I had to be there. That was what friends were for.

So we met Alex, who seemed to have the strangest look on his face. One that suggested that he was having as many doubts as me. And it was silly. Every thing in my mind was so crazy, the thoughts were overlapping each other. Yet I had nothing to say. pretty unusual for me, yes I know. But it was strangely peaceful not to have to say anything. Not an awkward silence, just one of great magnitude. One of great respect, we all knew that there was nothing we could say to get any of our minds off of this journey.

But Alex spoke first. He ruined the moment!

“I can’t go. I can’t do this,” he started shaking his head. “This is insane. Go to our planet? We’re crazy. I don’t know about you but I can’t.” His words were rushed and we stared at him in shock. Alex not going? How could this happen? We had only just arrived at the airport.

“Everything we’ve ever been through and I’ve never felt so confused. You can’t really expect me to just throw everything I have worked so hard for away? I don’t know how you can Maria.”

“Alex, just listen to me,” I said, and led them both over to a bench, and began speaking to him in hushed whispers. “I know what you’re feeling. But think about it Alex, this is everything we’ve ever wanted to know. There are going to be answers! Every question you ever had... there will be an answer for.” I told him.

“What are the chances of actually making a pod and having it work?” Michael asked him.

“Oh, about a zillion to one,” Alex answered. “The problem is locating the materials for the pod. We have no idea what kind of sources these things came from. Manmade, natural sources from the environment on Antar...entire possibilities here.”

“And the only other choice is an abortion,” I filled in. “We can’t ask Liz to do that. Ever since playing dress up back when we were five... she wanted to be a mom. She’s dreamed of this day. Alex, we can’t take it away from her.”

“I don’t want to take this day away from Liz. You know me Maria, I never just jump into things like you. I have to think about them and every strand of DNA in my body is telling me not to go. Extraterrestrial,” he glanced around hurriedly, “or not. I can’t leave Earth. This is my home now. I don’t remember that life and I’m happy here Maria. Things are finally going my way. I don’t want any regrets. I can’t just leave and wonder “what if?” for the rest of my existence.”

“I understand Alex,” I replied. And really I did. But flying light-years away from my best friend and quite possibly never speaking to him again? That was something I never thought that I would have to do.

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time


“I love you Alex. Dork or not,” I smirked. We all stood, Alex stepping towards me and Michael stepping back slowly, giving us space.

“And I love you Maria. You’re my best friend. We’re like gal pal soul mates,” he laughed.

“Alex...you’re not a girl,” I reminded him.

“Well you always made me feel like I was the same as you and Liz. And I appreciated it. God, Maria..,” he sighed, slowly. “I never in a million years thought that I would be this sad to see you go.”

“Yeah well, that’s what they all say,” I joked.

“I’ll miss you girl. Stop making me cry,” he ordered, wiping his eyes. I let my own tears stream freely down my cheeks.

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life


“Alright,” I answered, hearing our flight being announced.

“Here,” Alex said, handing Michael his ticket. “I won’t be needing it.”

“I miss you already,” I said to him. “You got a ride back?”

“Yeah, don’t you worry about me. Just take care of Liz. Apologize to her for me, tell her I love her,” he sniffed. I smiled softly. Then we hugged, I squeezed him extra hard, never wanting to let go, or have this moment end.

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf
Of good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while


“Now I want you to call, and write, send me a postcard!” Alex whispered, in my ear. He was always one to try and make the situations light and cheery. It was difficult to smile though. Sobs making their way up my throat and I tried to contain myself. It was so hard, I couldn’t imagine the rest of my life without Alex. I mean he was Alex. The guitar player, the goofball..the computer nerd. He had so many layers and the biggest, the deepest, was being my best guy friend. I couldn’t deal with a problem if he wasn’t on the other end of the phone to try and protect me from heartaches. He was just Alex.

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life



TBC one part left!
My stories in Progress:
Mr. Kiss
Coming Soon:
Rotten Lemons-~-Don't Miss You Yet-~-The Unstoppable
To be reposted this Summer: Finding Friends, Finding love and Finding Yourself-~-The Lost Day
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Thank you Lana for your continual support!

AN the first song is "Don't Panic" by ColdPlay
the second song is "Jack and Diane" by John Cougar Mellencamp
the third song is "Home" by little dawnee frinta
the fourth song is "Pocket of Love" by Dave McCann
the fifth song is "Cruisin'" by Gwenyth Paltrow and Huey Lewis
(sorry if that was a lot of songs but I just wanted to include them all!)
I don't own anything. Except a love for Roswell... :)


The Conclusion Dedicated to Lana, for just being there
Liz

I’m moving slowly. My eyes struggling to see everything around me. To catch every movement, every detail. Why does life have to go by entirely too fast? Why do our choices end up smacking us in the face?

(1)Bones sinking like stones,
All that we fought for,
Homes, places we've gone,
All of us are done for


The gentle breeze of the wind on a cool day. The tulips that spring up after the abandonment of winter and all cool things. Only lemonade and tanning now. Beach parties and gardening. Swimming, relaxing, laying on a hammock.

We live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do,
We live in a beautiful world


My breath catches in my throat as I envision each season in turn. Each one affecting my consciousness. How I love this planet. This planet with homeless people on the streets and conflicts in the Middle East. And democracy, dictatorships and wars. But there are so many goods. So many reasons to keep on living. So many ways to unite together. Buddhists, Muslims, Jews, Christians, Hindus. Blacks, whites, Asians, Indians. I never realized it.

Oh, all that I know
There's nothing here to run from,
'Cos yeah, everybody here's got somebody to lean on.


This whole time I have been living among them. I’ve been so naive, so gullible. I had accepted my human form for what it appears to be but not what it truly is.

(2)Gonna let it rock
Let it roll
Let the Bible Belt come down
And Save My soul
Hold on to 16 as long as you can
Changes come around real soon
Make us women and men


My body is merely there, in 3-D existence. And I feel it all. My soul, my essence, dying to escape. To fly freely into a different atmosphere. One with no boundaries, no limits, no restrictions. Where I can be Liz Parker. Where I can breathe for the first time... in safety.

Oh yeah life goes on
Long after the thrill of livin is gone
Oh yeay say life goes on
Long after the thrill of livin is gone,
they walk on


It’s a strange thing, leaving someplace you’ve always been. And not knowing if you will come back is scary. Terrifying really. It’s crushing ever gram of your heart. Compacting it slowly until it’s a one cubic inch of nothing. Until it suffocates you. The cries dying from your lips. A picture of painted horror left glowing on your face.

(3)Fall-out faces
Standing hard,
relentless Blind,
unyielding I’ll find places
where the air can’t hurt my ears
Years away from here
I’m leaving
Leaving
Home
I won’t be found


Yet every moment, every flashback runs through your mind. And some make you smile. And some make me laugh. Others bring tears streaming down my cheeks, asking for forgiveness. Endless repeating of questions until I want to shut it all up. Until I want to walk away and bask in Remembrance.

But I stand here, on my porch, waiting for Max to come out. This is the last time I’ll be on this porch, just watching the street, the neighborhood. And I want to cry. I want to cry so bad. I can feel it pushing inside me. Yet I can’t let go. I can’t let it escape. Just one more time. One more sob, or sigh, or even a happy moment. A giggle, a chuckle, an excited squeal. But I can’t bring myself to it.

(4)As we go further, the song just gets louder,
We're a long ways off from a smile on the sun,
Those troubles & tears the come on like lightning,
But we'll hang em, for now to dry on that line.


I can’t let my eyes close, even for a split second. I don’t want to miss anything. I don’t want to let anything pass me by. And Max steps out. The keys jingling from his hand. His voice, that sweet gentle voice, asking me if I’m ready. Will I ever be ready? Can anyone ever be ready to just let everything go?

I feel like I’m dying inside. A list of things I’ve never done. I’ve never climbed Mt. Everest. I’ve never gone bungee jumping. I’ve never been to Paris, London, Australia. But I can’t plead with him. I can’t beg for another chance. And I know it’s not Max’s fault. I know what he is to me. I know what he’ll always be.

And I can’t let my mind focus on anything. I can’t let on single doubt bring me down. The one that says it could be faulty. The one that says we don’t know for sure. And I shut it up....for good.

“Let’s go,” I say. his hand tentatively reaches for mine, clasping together. And as we walk over to our car I can feel it all just slipping away. The memories, the wishes, hopes, the dreams. So many years, so many fantasies. Unfulfilled wants, yet a satisfying experience.

And that’s what it feels like. One big learning experience. And now, I’m ready for the test.

(5)Baby let's cruise
Away from here
Don’t be confused
The way is clear
And if you want it,
you got it forever ...








QUESTION : I know it seems like I just ended it in the middle there but I didn't know if I should put more. So here's a choice for you readers (I can never get the polls to work so if you're a lurker and want to vote, just umm...feedback? you don't have to say anything else if you don't want to!)
Would anyone like a maybe two page epilogue of them on the ship going home? (it won't be smut, that'd be too weird..) I can write a two page Epilogue if like two people want it. But if not then here it was... MY STORY! it's been a long hard road.... thank you all! :D
~Michaela~
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