Choices (Thread#2) Mature, CC, spots open

[maougha]

~Kyle~

There’s a ringing noise coming from somewhere but by the time I finally get up and find the phone it’s stopped. Looking down at the number I wonder if it’s important since I can’t remember much I don’t know who it is.

Taking a chance I hit the redial cause it might be one of Max’s and I guess my friends too right?

[madroswellfan]

~~~~MAX~~~~
"Alright then, let's go." I shut the door behind me and follow her downstairs and into the restauraunt. We don't speak, so I look down at my feet akwardly. I follow oher over to a small table by the window.

"It's raining outside. I thought it was suppose to be sunny today...I mean, it was sunny when I woke up. There wasn't a cloud in sight..."
I look outside. Hm.....strange....

She shrugs and I sit opposite her.

"So.."
I swallow hard and following her lead take a menu and start to read it.

"Guess we're heading back to Roswell, huh?"
"Guess so...."
I sigh. "I don't know what to tell my parents. Part of me wants them to stay away...but I don't if thats the best way to protect them...I couldn't live with myself if Kivar hurts them....if they end up hurt because of me...."

I look at the menu and mutter "Like I everyone I know ends up getting hurt because of me..."

[Buffsteraddict]

~Liz~

"I don't know what to tell my parents. Part of me wants them to stay away...but I don't if thats the best way to protect them...I couldn't live with myself if Kivar hurts them....if they end up hurt because of me....Like I everyone I know ends up getting hurt because of me..."


"Hey, that's not true." I say, reaching out and taking his hand from across the table. "Max, what's happening and what happened in the past, it's not your fault. None of it is so you gotta stop blaming yourself for it. Nobody's getting hurt because of you."

[madroswellfan]

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Hey, that's not true."
She reaches over and takes my hand. And all I can think about is how much I missed her.

"Max, what's happening and what happened in the past, it's not your fault. None of it is so you gotta stop blaming yourself for it."

"I can't" I say quietly. "Because it was and is my fault. Its my fault about Tess. Its my fault you left, and therefore by fault that you and your guy broke up"

I look down at the menu, and try to change the subject "I think Ill have pancakes"

[Buffsteraddict]

~Liz~

"Because it was and is my fault. Its my fault about Tess. Its my fault you left, and therefore by fault that you and your guy broke up"

He looks down at the menu, trying to change the subject. "I think Ill have pancakes"

"What Tess did isn't yor fault." I say, "It's her fault. She killed Alex, not you. And my leaving isn't your fault either, it was my decision to leave." I pause. "And me and Nathan breaking up...it's not your fault either....well not completely anyway's, I mean, I think one of the reasons I broke up with him, other than the fact that I caught him in bed with my best friend, is that...I still have feelings for you."

[madroswellfan]

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"What Tess did isn't yor fault. It's her fault. She killed Alex, not you. And my leaving isn't your fault either, it was my decision to leave."
because of what I did with Tess. Because I had a son. She keeps seeming to leave that out.

"And me and Nathan breaking up...it's not your fault either....well not completely anyway's, I mean, I think one of the reasons I broke up with him, other than the fact that I caught him in bed with my best friend, is that...I still have feelings for you."

I blink. Feelings? She still has feeling for me? I swallow and look up at her. God I missed her so much.
But I keep screwing up her life. I keep screwing her up. I cant tell her that I always have and will love her. Cos then Ill screw her up more.
"You shouldn't" I say quietly. "I'll only screw you up like everything else" I say quietly.

I look around "Where is that damn waiter...."

[Buffsteraddict]

~Liz~

"You shouldn't. I'll only screw you up like everything else" He looks around. "Where is that damn waiter...."

God that guy is stubborn. Unbeleivebly stubborn. What the hell do I have to say to make him understand that he hasn't screwed up anything???

"Ughh, Max." I say, starting to get annoyed. "You haven't screwed up anything but you keep telling yourself that you have. But it's not true!"

[madroswellfan]

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"Ughh, Max. You haven't screwed up anything but you keep telling yourself that you have. But it's not true!"

I look at her. "Liz look me in the eyes and tell me if I hadn't of slept with Tess that you would still have left" I state evenly.

I've got her now.

[Buffsteraddict]

~Liz~

"Liz look me in the eyes and tell me if I hadn't of slept with Tess that you would still have left"

Oh crap.

I can't do that and he know's it.

"I..." I don't even know what the hell to answer him.

[madroswellfan]

~~~~~MAX~~~~~
"I..."

I nodd. "See" I state. "My fault. Don't tell me its not Liz, because we both know it is."
I swallow. "Everything that happened....its all on my shoulders. And theres nothing you can say that will make me think differently"