Here's a short story from me i translated in english. My english is not the best and i havent got the courage to translate a longer story.
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Here is the first part of a story which has three. I hope you like it.
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Titel: Sometimes it's too late
Author: Guelbebek aka Liz Evans
Rating: Adult
Couple: M/L, M/S
Summary: Max and Liz are married but they have problems within their marriage. Max does something worse, he breaks Liz' heart...
Sometimes it's too late
Part 1
Max POV
I’m standing in front of the door and I can’t get myself to go in. Finally, I’ve decided that Liz and I should divorce.
The last couple of months we’ve spent crying and arguing. It used to be different. When we first married everything was quite different.
We were in love and we never saw anything but us. We were only 21, free and careless. Liz and I finished college together. Liz became a doctor and I became an attorney.
We live in a big house and we were always satisfied with our life, until the house got too big. Eventually the desire for a baby came.
When the time came we practised every day to get Liz pregnant. Nothing happened but at the beginning we thought nothing of it. But after a year and Liz was still not pregnant, we went to a doctor. He said that Liz probably would never be able to get pregnant.
I never gave up hope but Liz did. She shut me out and we were becoming distant with each other. She felt guilty because we couldn’t have a family.
“Liz, you and me, we are a family”, I whisper and caress her cheek. She’s lying on our bed and crying her eyes out, which is becoming a common thing.
“Without a baby, Max? Without a baby, we aren’t a family”, she whispers and sobs. “What kind of woman am I? I can’t even have a baby”, she says angry. Everyday her hate for herself grows but she can’t see that everyday my love for her is growing.
“You are my wife, Liz. My woman, and that’s the only thing that is important”, I answer and try to kiss her, but she turns away. She always turns away. We rarely sleep together or kiss anymore.
Liz doesn’t want to go out anymore, she doesn’t want to be with friends, the only thing she wants is to lie in bed and pity herself.
“I can’t give you what you want, Max.” With this sentence she rolls on the other side and I know the discussion is over. I’m falling deep and Liz doesn’t recognize this.
“I only ever wanted you, baby, only you”, I whisper and leave our bedroom.
I’ve fallen deep, when I got drunk at work. I was so desperate that I didn’t know what to do. I thought I would be alone in the office and I only wanted to forget my problems for a few hours.
I can remember my secretary Serena waking me up. She took me to her home. Serena. When I think of her, I know what I have to do. I can’t lie to Liz anymore.
I turn the key and walk into our house. First I recognize that it isn’t dark. Usually Liz would already be in bed, because than we don’t have to talk.
The lights are out, but there are candles everywhere. The next thing I feel are Liz’ lips on mine. I would be lying if I say that I’m not surprised. She’s kissing me softly and as always I can’t resist. Carefully I’m kissing her back and it feels like coming home.
My bag falls to the ground and I take Liz in my arms. Two months ago was the last time I felt Liz’ body and now I’m feeling her again. Is it right? I want a divorce and I’m standing here and kissing her.
We have to breathe and so we stop kissing. Liz is looking straight into my eyes and I see the sparkle there. The last time I saw her eyes light up was long ago and I have to admit that Liz looks beautiful.
“Liz…” I say and want to ask her what happened. I surely won’t complain, but I didn’t expect such a kiss.
“I made dinner” she says, “Come, I thought you would be late again.” She’s right. The last two months I came home late and drunk. She hasn’t noticed that I’ve started drinking because she is always in bed when I get home. She thinks that I have a difficult case, and that I’m working until late hours.
Liz takes my hand and guides me to the dining room. I notice how beautiful she looks tonight. She is wearing a knee length black dress and her hair is up. I’ve forgotten how good she can look.
I see the beautifully made table and stop. “Liz? Did you do all of this?” I ask surprised.
Liz turns around and comes to me for the second time today. She’s kissing me and I’m melting. For a long time she ignored me, for too long of a time, and I’m still feeling these things for her. I thought the feelings for her had disappeared, but here they are.
“For you, Max. I made your favourite dinner.” She’s smiling at me with the sweetest smile and it’s real. Where is my wife from the past year?
Liz is filling our plates and is sitting on the opposite side. Silently we eat our meal, because I don’t know what to say to her. I came home with the decision to tell her that I want a divorce. But I can’t do this anymore. First I have to know, why Liz changed so abruptly.
I help her clean the table and she’s telling me about her work. It’s something she hasn’t done in a long time and I’m feeling good. It feels good when Liz makes me a part of her life.
Surprisingly she comes to me and takes the plate from me. She kisses me softly before she says the words I never thought I’d hear again. “I love you, Max.”
I can’t remember the last time she said those words to me. I kiss her because I can’t say them back.
I ask myself the painful question. Am I in love with Liz?
It feels like our former times. I caress Liz’ neck and she leans against my hand and the gesture is familiar.
I can feel her tongue at my neck and my body shivers. “Love me, Max, like you used to do”, she whispers in my ear and I can’t take it much longer. I take her in my arms and it’s difficult to walk with her because she doesn’t stop her actions on my neck.
I suppress everything but the feeling of Liz’ body in my arms.
In the bedroom I lay Liz on the bed, and she begins to undress. I take her hand in mine. “No, Liz”, I say and smile. “I want to do it. I want to enjoy it, because the last time was so long ago.”
After years of marriage I can still make Liz blush. She lies on the bed and I take off my shirt. Afterwards I’m getting on the bed with Liz and I’m observing her eyes.
Liz sizes me up, with a passion in her eyes, which makes me go crazy. Tenderly I slip the straps of her dress along her arms. My heart begins to race, when I see her naked skin.
I can see the top of her breast and I can’t wait to touch her. I press my lips to her body and I don’t stop when my cell rings.
“Max…” Liz whispers, I don’t know if the reason is the phone or my tongue which is making magic to her nipples.
“Let it ring, it’s unimportant”, I answer with a rough voice. I know who the caller is and I know that the call is important but I can’t destroy this moment. Liz has always had the ability to enchant me.
The ringing stops and Liz moans my name. With her small hands she presses my body to hers and rubs her hips against mine. “Max, do something…” she sighs. She wants me to undress her, but I want to do it slow.
She has other ways to get me do everything she wants. With her naked foot she caresses my manhood through my pants. I know what we are doing is wrong but I can’t stop. I undress Liz and my eyes go wide when I see that Liz isn’t wear underwear. I have to keep calm, if not, the night will be over very fast.
Liz is in hurry and takes my clothes off. She presses me on the bed and goes down on me. I moan her name out loud, when I feel her tight walls around me. I’ve missed this. And here she is…riding me like there is no tomorrow.
Feeling Liz is the most beautiful thing in the world. No other woman can give me this feeling. Other woman…I banish the idea immediately.
I’m watching Liz. She leans on my chest with her hands and I’m reaching out for every trust of her. Her mouth is half open and she moans my name. I’m playing with her nipples and Liz bites on her lip. “Don’t hold it back”, I moan and Liz goes faster.
This is what I dreamt of for the last two months. I don’t want to destroy the moment because my end is nearing. “Liz, baby, this will be over soon, if you…”
”I’m coming with you, Max”, she cries and I can feel her walls tightening around me. With a last groan I come.
I’m not satisfied, when Liz falls against my chest and breathes hard. After a few minutes I’m hard again.
“Liz…” I whisper and kiss every inch of her.
“Take me, Max. Do what you want”, she whispers and I have my way with her.
Between my hard and deep thrust Liz cries my name and moans without stop. I adore this woman.
“Max…” she moans and I know she wants to come, but every time I feel her walls tighten I slow down and wait till she has calmed.
“Baby, please…” I can’t deny her plea and when her hand goes between our bodies to rub her clit my resistance is broken.
With a hard and deep thrust I spread my seed into Liz. “Yes, Max!” she cries when she reaches her climax. She frees my neck from her arms and spreads them on the bed. I see the sweat on her bronze body and the satisfied look in her eyes.
I have to smile when I discover the marks on her body. Liz is mine and everybody should know that she is mine.
I’m in love with this woman. I know that I love her but I think it’s too late.
