Chasing the Son (CC-ALL,Mature) AN,pg 24 5/15/07 [WIP]

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Semi-transitional chapter this time. There is a cameo by a certain character that some of you will recognize - I couldn't help myself :lol:


Part Eleven

His body was bruised and blissfully aching everywhere. Given the events of the previous night, he was more than thankful that they were both physically fit – if they hadn’t been, he wasn’t sure they’d have lived to see daylight.

But they had, the evidence of that morning sun just starting to shine through the slit where the curtains almost met at the center of the window. A small beam of golden light lay across the bed, over his shoulder, across her beautiful face. A smile curved his lips as he watched her sleep, dark eyelashes gently brushing her lightly-flushed cheeks. She’d never been more beautiful to him.

Of course, he’d made love to her before, when they’d been able to find a few moments to be by themselves. However, there had always been the threat of being interrupted – if they were to indulge themselves at Michael’s apartment, there was always the chance that he or Maria would barge in on them; if they were to try to be together at his parents’ house, there were more people to interrupt them – Isabel or either of his parents; and the Parkers’ apartment was simply out of the question – Jeff Parker would have dropped him on his ass so fast he wouldn’t have known what had happened.

But last night…

The evidence of last night lay strewn on the floor – a puff of satin, taffeta and tulle, a dress she would only wear once but had had her heart set on, and a crumpled tuxedo, rented in haste. A bouquet of white roses lay on the nightstand, still fresh due to a little alien influence. With a smile, he remembered carrying her into this large, elegant hotel room, slowly disrobing her while totally ignoring the distractions of Vegas all around them, then making love to her for what seemed to be an eternity.

The first time had been slow and gentle, like he’d been unwrapping a present he’d never seen before. Even though their bodies were familiar to one another, it was as though something had changed now that they were officially bound together. Everything was new. Everything was beautiful. They were life and breath to one another.

The times they made love after that were uninhibited, unleashed, unabashed, unrelenting. Hence the bruises and sore muscles. He wouldn’t trade them for the world.

Just as the sun shifted enough that it was shining in her eyes, he raised his hand toward the window and used his powers to force the drapes together. The light whooshing of the fabric roused her; she blinked once, twice, then smiled sleepily at him, causing his heart to jump inside of his chest.

“Good morning,” he said softly, his eyes creased at the corners with his smile. “Wife.”

Her grin widened as she reached down to take his hand, brought it to her lips and kissed the gold band wrapped around his finger.

“Good morning,” she replied. “Husband.”


Lost in the memories of his wedding night, Max’s eyes settled on the white band of skin around his ring finger. This morning, he had awakened much in the same position as he had in Vegas – on his side, with Liz sleeping peacefully, facing him. He’d had half a mind to let her sleep, but that hadn’t seemed fair to her, to have her wake up alone. With a heavy heart, he’d realized that she was going to be waking up alone for a while and promised that he would never, ever disappear without telling her goodbye.

Their parting had been gut-wrenching, but no more so than when she’d tried to slide his wedding band back onto his finger. The ring was a symbol of his devotion to her, to only her, and he knew that anyone who spied it would know where his weakness lay. It was bad enough that he’d already broken one of Darmon’s rules by telling her where he was going. In order to protect himself – and more importantly, to protect her – he’d refused to take the band, instead sliding it onto her finger to join with her rings. The devastation he’d seen on her face had been practically palpable.

In fact, he could still feel it, many hours later, in the center of his chest. Subconsciously, he put his hand there, where he could feel her pain, then his eyes drifted back to his finger. A white band of skin was as telling as a band of gold; enclosing his fingers into his right hand, he sent a small blast of energy into his palm, and when he separated his hands all evidence that he’d ever worn a ring was gone. Even though it was necessary, he still felt like he’d somehow betrayed her.

In the seat beside Max, Agent Darmon said stoically, his hands placed on his knees like some alien version of the Lincoln Memorial statue. Max eyed him silently, was grateful that they had first class seats on the plane – there was no way it would have been a comfortable ride sitting next to the immense Darmon in coach.

“That was a good idea, sir,” he alien said without ever looking at Max.

Max gulped, wondering how the protector knew that he’d just done, self-consciously tucked his hand into his jacket pocket. His memory betrayed him again and gave him the image of Liz standing on the porch of the cottage as he’d driven away. He’d only seen her look so destroyed once before – when she’d learned of his destiny and had run away from him at the pod chamber.

Now she was probably with Kyle. And he was probably looking at her underwear.

“Will she be safe?” Max asked Darmon, kicking thoughts of the younger Valenti and his peeping-Tom ways from his head.

Darmon turned his head slightly, have a short nod.

Agent Aubrey had not accompanied Liz back to Boston, but Darmon had assured Max that she would still be protected. There were beings everywhere, he’d explained, that the human eye could not see. These creatures would watch out for her, and for Isabel, and would call for help if the situation deteriorated. It was hard for Max, this leap of faith to believe in something he could not see. Perhaps this was the same reason he couldn’t believe in God.

Aubrey, as it turned out, was off to protect Max’s heir, even though Max had still claimed not to have one. She had strict orders to leave the baby and his new family alone – they were not to be alerted to her presence. When Max had given those orders, she’d looked at him like he was an idiot, as though she’d been doing this for years without them knowing.

Max didn’t want to think about that. He wanted to live in a world where Zan wasn’t Zan at all, where he was just a human baby with a caring family. It was a fantasy he prayed for every day, even though he was pretty sure there wasn’t a God to answer him.

Across the aisle from Max and Darmon, a pretty Chinese woman was giving Max the eye, smiling at him in a totally flirtatious kind of way. He smiled back politely and turned to look out of his window at nothing but ocean. At this point, everyone was a suspect, even beautiful Asian women; even making friendly conversation could put him at risk.

A flight attendant stopped in the aisle, offering her guests champagne or some other beverage of their preference. Max declined, but Darmon accepted a soft drink and a packet of peanuts. Max watched in confusion and fascination as the attendant poured the alien his drink, then moved on to the next row. Max eyed the glass and the foil bag of nuts, then his protector.

“You have a question, sir?” Darmon asked.

“I thought you said you didn’t have to eat.”

Darmon gave a small shrug. “That is true. But that doesn’t mean I can’t.” The large man popped a peanut into his mouth, chewed, swallowed. “Besides, I enjoy these crunchy things.”

Max blinked in surprise that Darmon, who had been thus far pretty non-opinionated about anything, would show his first judgment on peanuts, of all things. It was so ludicrous that he almost laughed…until he remembered the pain in his heart.

The flight continued for hours, a journey to the other side of the world. At some point, Max got up to use the cramped bathroom, only to return and find that Darmon had claimed the window seat. The alien started to relinquish the seat, but Max held up a hand to tell him it was okay and took the aisle seat instead. Within a few minutes, he realized that his admirer from across the aisle was smiling at him again. With reluctance, he turned slowly to meet her eyes.

Almost as if on she was spring-loaded, she hurriedly held out her hand in greeting. “Hi, I’m Mae-Ling,” she said in perfect, flawless English.

Max’s eyebrows shot up in surprise as he absently shook her hand. “You’re American,” he observed.

“As are you,” she laughed in response.

Max’s ears reddened. “I mean - I thought - since you look - um…sorry.”

Mae laughed again and slapped him lightly on the arm. “I get it and I’m not offended. My grandparents still live in China, I’m going to visit them. But I was born in the US.” She studied him for a minute, her eyes creased at the corners with amusement. “You haven’t told me your name. Is that on purpose?”

“Huh? Um, no. I’m Max.” No last name. Maybe that much was okay.

Mae gestured toward Darmon with her chin. “And who’s that? Body guard?”

Max blanched. Was Darmon’s role really that transparent? “No. He’s um, a friend from college.”

Mae tilted her head, obviously not buying that story. “Yeah. A college guy in a limited edition Hugo Boss suit.”

Max swallowed hard, not sure what to say.

But it seemed that Mae didn’t really care about the lie. “I’m a clothing buyer for a firm in Chicago,” she explained. “That’s how I can tell about the suit.”

“Oh.” He couldn’t think of anything else to say and now wished he’d taken Darmon up on his offer to reclaim the window seat.

Mae’s eyes drifted down to his hands. “I don’t see a ring on that finger.”

Max looked down at his left hand, all physical reminders of Liz removed from his body. He couldn’t tell this stranger that he had a wife, or a girlfriend, or anything and he had the sinking feeling he knew where the conversation was heading.

“It’s a really long flight,” she said, leaning across the aisle toward him. “I could use some – entertainment.”

Max swallowed again. He’d never really had anyone come onto him, let alone a complete stranger and he wasn’t sure what to do about it.

“You’re very attractive,” Mae continued. “And for some reason I feel like we’ve met before.”

“I’ve – I’ve never been to Chicago,” Max stammered.

Mae smiled. “Maybe not in this lifetime then. Maybe a different life.”

Inside, Max’s heart started to race – was that to mean she’d known him when he’d been Zan? Was she really a Skin? Had she been watching him during this whole flight? Knowing that Darmon was supposed to protect him from threats, Max looked quickly to the alien, who was looking at him blankly. Max pleaded with his eyes, and finally Darmon glanced at their friendly neighbor across the aisle, then back to his majesty. No threat there.

“Oh,” Mae said in realization as she sat back in her seat.

Max looked at her in question.

“He’s that kind of friend from college,” she said with a laugh. “I should have guessed. You were too pretty to be true.”

She picked up a magazine and started rifling through it, obviously giving up the pursuit. Max’s brow furrowed in confusion, he watched her for a few moments, then looked back to Darmon, who had resumed staring straight forward.

In a rush of semi-humiliation, Max realized that Mae thought he was traveling with Darmon as a companion. As in life partner. She thought they were gay. He turned back to straighten up the matter, but she only winked at him.

“It’s okay, buddy,” she said. “I play in that field myself, sometimes.”

With that, she returned to her magazine, leaving Max to stare, stunned, until he finally snorted a laugh. Liz was going to love this story…whenever he got the chance to speak to her again.

He’d made her a promise – he’d go to China, he’d put an end to whatever was going on, and then he’d be done with it. He would come home, he would go back to work at the marine museum, and they would have children together – a whole houseful if that’s what she wanted. With any luck, this mess would be straightened out by the end of the week.

After many hours in the air, the plane landed in Beijing and Max immediately felt exposed – he and Darmon stuck out like sunflowers in a field of daisies. But the protector seemed unconcerned as he waited at the baggage claim, his arms crossed before him, looking every bit the body guard. Max watched the bags rotating on the carousel, saw Mae-Ling stoop to pick up her suitcase; she was a tall woman, taller than he would have guessed seated on the plane. As she walked past him, she gave him a wink and headed for the taxi pickup area.

“You boys have fun now,” she teased over her shoulder.

Max’s ears turned red with embarrassment. Darmon seemed not to notice as he hefted a blue suitcase in Max’s direction, then grabbed a black one for himself. Max had no idea what his baggage even looked like or what it contained – it had all been packed before he’d even been told he was leaving Boston. The alien conspiracy was frighteningly organized.

When they hailed a cab, Max was startled to hear Darmon speak to the driver in Chinese. The man nodded and put the car into drive.

“What did you tell him?” Max asked.

“I told him where to take us.”

“You speak Chinese?”

“I speak many languages.”

Darmon offered no more explanation than that and fell into silence during the next hour and a half. Max watched the sights of a foreign land float past his window and he took it all in with awe. Liz would have loved to be here, experiencing this. Maybe someday they’d come back…

The cab came to a stop and the driver hurried to the trunk to retrieve their bags. Darmon paid him and from the amount of bowing and talking the man did, Max got the impression the tip had been considerable. He knew that Darmon was buying the man’s silence.

As the cab pulled away, Max’s eyes drifted upward as he looked at the old building they’d come to. It was dilapidated, falling apart, ancient. A warehouse of some kind?

“We are late,” Darmon said. “We need to make haste.”

Max fell into step behind the man, hoping that all was going to be okay, hoping that he hadn’t been brought halfway around the world only to be slaughtered.

Those fears came a little sharper as they entered the building and a voice drifted to Max’s ears. It was a voice he hadn’t heard in almost three years, a voice that he’d hoped had been silenced forever.

It belonged to Nicholas.

tbc
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Part Twelve

What happened to you, guy? You used to determine the fate of entire armies with the flip of a coin.

Max shivered involuntarily, his head immediately throbbing with the memory of Nicholas raping his mind. Without realizing he was doing it, he stopped in his tracks, unwilling to go anywhere near the door at the end of the hallway.

“Sir?” Darmon questioned.

Do you ever wonder why your predecessor was killed? He made bad decisions.

The pain in Max’s head was replaced by images of a dark warehouse in New York, of angry alien ambassadors circling a shiny table. Strange names raced through his mind – Larek, Kathana, Sero, Hanar.

Khivar.

“I can’t – I can’t go in there,” Max stammered, swallowing in fear, his eyes searching his protector for an ounce of leniency.

Darmon retraced the few steps he’d taken when Max had stopped walking. “You haven’t a choice,” he stated bluntly. “This is why we have traveled this distance. You need to meet with them.”

“I did this once before,” Max explained. “It didn’t work out so well. Someone tried to drop a scaffold on my head.”

Darmon showed no reaction to that and Max assumed that he had witnessed Lonnie and Rath’s betrayal first-hand. Then again, Darmon didn’t react to anything, so it was really impossible to determine what he did and didn’t already know.

“No one will harm you,” the agent assured his king. “I am here. There are others here as well.”

Max looked around the darkened hallway in which they stood. He saw no one. “There’s no one, Agent Darmon.”

“There are hundreds,” the protector said in a tone that was surprisingly hushed given his baritone timbre.

“I don’t see anyone,” Max protested. “No one is here. I can’t go in there. I can’t.”

What do I know about war and peace and politics? I'm gonna blow it. I'm gonna sit down at this meeting and I'm gonna meet these people, and they're gonna look at me and they're gonna see this kid from New Mexico who hasn't got a clue.

Stepping just a tad closer, Darmon reached out and placed a hand on Max’s shoulder, met him dark eyes to dark eyes.

“Listen to me,” he said quietly. “Concentrate. They’re all around us. You can feel them.”

Max looked at the agent like he was crazy. They were alone in the hallway and the space itself was not large enough to contain a hundred beings.

“I said to concentrate,” Darmon reprimanded lightly.

Startled at the strict tone in the alien’s voice, Max squeezed his eyes shut and pushed out with his mind, searching for life around him. Shortly he felt a spark of energy. Then another. And another. And another. Then so many at once that he couldn’t count them all. At that moment, he remembered one of Khivar’s demands that Nicholas had delivered at the New York summit -

Max calls upon his followers to lay down their weapons and support the new government.

Max’s eyes popped open in surprise. Nicholas hadn’t been speaking entirely about an army on Antar. There was an army here on earth as well. How long had they been here? Who led them? What was their purpose?

Darmon removed his hand from Max’s shoulder. “You see now,” he said, a statement, not a question. “You are far from alone.”

Max nodded silently, his eyes shifting to the door at the end of the hallway. Light burst forth from it, but it was hardly warm or inviting.

“I will be with you,” Darmon said.

Then there was a slightly whooshing noise and Max’s ears felt like they popped. When he looked back to where the agent had been standing, he saw nothing but dead air. Panic sparked in his gut, but then he felt a breeze drift past his ear.

I’m right here.

Swallowing back his fear, Max took a couple of tentative steps forward, then stopped long enough to draw in a deep breath and calm himself. He needed to appear calm and collected. He needed to act like he was in control. Even if he wasn’t.

“It’s plain for me to see that this matter is of little importance to Antar,” Nicholas was saying, his tone condescending, as Max neared the door. “This is a flat-out forfeit that none of you wants to recognize.”

“It isn’t so easy,” came another familiar voice, belonging to Brody Davis.

You don't remember any of this, I'm sure, but...our families used to be very close. You and I practically grew up together. I was there at your father's funeral. At your coronation, your wedding. We were friends. And it was so painful to watch you fall, to see you trying so hard to make a better world for your people. And then to watch you have it all taken away by a man like Kivar...I told you you were trying to do too much too soon, that change takes time. But you wouldn't listen. You just kept...what's the point? It's all ancient history now. What a shame it is to see history repeat itself.

Max remembered feeling sorry for his old friend Larek that night, especially since he couldn’t even remember that they were friends. Couldn’t even remember who Larek was. Couldn’t remember any of the events of which he’d spoken. And it had hurt to think that he was unwittingly repeating the past.

“They have sent no one to represent their side of the argument,” Nicholas countered. “We have made demands that have gone unanswered.”

“That does not give you the right to just take whatever you please,” Larek replied, ever the voice of reason.

“Apparently they don’t want to retain what we wish to have,” Nicholas argued. “If they did, then someone would be here. There is no one to speak for Antar.”

Mustering his courage and straightening his shoulders, Max stepped through the door and into the vast room. The group was situated at another large table, which was placed on a stage of sorts. The room was actually a theater, the gallery dark and empty…though maybe not entirely. If he tried hard enough, he could hear buzzing and murmuring toward the back row of seats.

“I’ll speak for Antar,” he announced, his voice steadier than he would have expected.

His back to the door, Nicholas swiveled in his chair to meet Max’s eyes, his furious. Max held his gaze long enough to let the diminutive alien know he wasn’t intimidated, then he took his time taking in the other members at the table – Larek, Hanar, Kathana, Sero. The usual suspects.

There was an empty chair between Sero and Larek and Max confidently strode toward it. “I assume this is mine,” he said, didn’t ask. He sat, gave each of the summit attendees one last look before pinning Nicholas with a stare. “What was it you were planning to claim in my absence?”

Nicholas rolled his eyes and threw a hand in the air. “You don’t even know. Here we go again. Just like the last time. Why do we have to keep dealing with this idiot!”

“No,” Max interjected calmly before anyone could interrupt. “I want to know why you’re here.”

Nicholas snorted. “Because I represent Khivar.” He made a sweeping gesture around the table. “Everyone here knows that.”

“Khivar is not the king of Antar.” Not that Max wanted to be king, but he hated Nicholas with every ounce of his being and knew that pointing out his lower status would infuriate him.

“And you are?” Nicholas laughed incredulously. “So, I guess you’re getting up every morning, having your toast and coffee and then heading down to the war room to put together a strategy to protect the planet? I must have missed you. Then again, Khivar and I are there every day and you are not.”

“Enough,” Larek said, raising a hand, always the intermediary. “I think we all realize that this is a unique situation. Max is the rightful heir to the throne of Antar and yet Khivar is sitting on the throne. This isn’t the time or place to hash out why that is. So for now I think we just accept that both men need to be here. Agreed?”

There were nods all around the table, but Max’s eyes never left Nicholas. He’d tortured them – Max, Isabel, Michael, and even Tess. Max would never forgive him for that.

“Now then,” Larek continued. “I apologize, Max, but we had to start without you.”

Finally Max looked at his old friend. “I should be the one apologizing. My flight was slightly delayed.”

At that, Nicholas rolled his eyes. “You have to depend on archaic forms of travel. That’s lovely.”

Larek apparently chose to ignore him. “Unfortunately, we have to move these summits around the globe a bit, to prevent undo attention.”

“I understand,” Max said.

“Now, getting back to business. Khivar has demanded restitution for the destruction of the granilith. Nicholas, you may voice your demands.”

Nicholas shot Max a glare. “Some of these will seem familiar, Max. First off, Khivar wants the rule of Antar. Max may have the birth right, but he is a poor king. All rule shifts to Khivar. Secondly, those mad zealots out there still pledging allegiance to a long-dead authority need to be taken care of. We don’t care how. Convert them, kill them, send them into exile. We just want them gone. Thirdly, we want the Northern Territory.”

At the last demand, a mutual gasp went around the table. All except for Max, who remained silent. In truth, all he knew about the Northern Territory he’d learned from Darmon, and that wasn’t much.

But not so long ago, he’d gone to New York with a warning from Liz in his head – not to let the granilith go. He hadn’t understood why, didn’t understand how she could know anything about it without having ever laid eyes on it. And yet, he’d felt compelled to heed her warning. Now, he was in Beijing with a warning from Darmon not to let go of the Northern Territory, and his gut was once again telling him to beware.

Odd, though, that Khivar would ask for entire rule of Antar, but had asked for the Northern Territory in addition, as though it wasn’t really part of Antar at all. Max’s curiosity was piqued, but he wasn’t about to show his ignorance in front of all of these people.

Five pairs of eyes were fixed on Max when he finally stopped musing about territories and ominous warnings. He waited a few beats to let them believe he was considering Khivar’s demands, then he looked fully at Nicholas.

“No,” Max said simply.

A groan came from some of the ambassadors and with a jolt Max remembered harsh words from the last summit he’d attended.

You're all witnesses. Khivar tried to be reasonable, tried to extend a hand of peace...and had it slapped away. Our business is at an end here. Our offers are withdrawn.

You made a lot of enemies here today
.

“You’re unbelievable,” Nicholas spat, throwing himself backward in his chair, looking for all the world like a 12-year-old throwing a tantrum. “When are you going to learn? What is it going to take?”

Channeling strength he didn’t know he had, Max leaned across the table toward the adolescent alien. “No, when are you going to learn? You’ve been trying to take the throne for over fifty years and still haven’t succeeded. At what point are you going to realize that you are only going to fail?”

Fire burned in Nicholas’s eyes. Pushing himself roughly away from the table, he spun on his heel and stormed toward the door.

Max watched him go, felt his resolve waver, then looked back to the other ambassadors, who were simply staring at him.

“Can’t this be over?” Sero asked wearily, rubbing a hand across his forehead.

“Doesn’t look like it will happen in my lifetime,” Hanar grumbled.

Kathana chose to simply stare daggers at him.

But Larek was smiling, a small, barely-perceptible smile that helped to bolster Max’s confidence a little.

“We’re done here,” Larek said softly. “The summit is adjourned. But I’m sure we’ll all be seeing each other again soon.” He said the last as he met Max’s eyes, more meaning behind them than Max would ever understand.

In the hallway, Max looked for Agent Darmon but didn’t find him immediately. There were so many questions to be answered, so much that he didn’t understand. Had he really flown all of the way to China just to tell Nicholas no? As he reached the outside door, a hand wrapped around his arm and spun him around. Reflexively, his right hand went up, but he stopped himself before the shield could produce.

“One day,” Nicholas hissed from the shadows. “One day I will win. One day I will rid the world of you.” He paused, a smirk coming to his pre-pubescent features. “And not even your protector will be able to stop me.”

tbc

*** Used quotes from Wipe Out and Max in the City
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Part Thirteen

“I hate that little twerp!” Max bellowed, tossing his jacket roughly into a chair in his hotel room.

“Twerp?” Agent Darmon echoed.

“Him and his smug little grin! Tell me something – why hasn’t anyone gotten rid of that little pip squeak?”

“Pip squeak?” Darmon blinked, his non-verbal signal that he was confused.

Max sighed, put his hands on his hips and stopped pacing for the moment. His gaze fixed on the industrial carpet of the room, his mind running in a dozen different directions. He’d hope so much that somehow the duplicates had had their way with Nicholas, but apparently he was harder to destroy than a roach after a nuclear war.

Of course, the mere fact that Max was wishing him dead was a surprise – even to the king himself. It was Max who had vetoed the killing of Brody Davis when Michael and Isabel had been sure he was a Skin. It was Max who was always the pacifist, never having taken a life. The same couldn’t be said for Michael or Isabel – Michael had removed Agent Pierce from the world and Isabel had eliminated the Congresswoman. So, for Max to sudden wish someone dead was a little frightening to him – especially since he himself was under assassination watch at that very moment.

“Sir?” Darmon said cautiously, drawing Max’s wary gaze.

“I’m done with the riddles,” Max said sternly. “I want answers.”

Darmon nodded. “Of course, sir.”

Ten thousand questions assaulted Max’s mind at once, rendering him unable to voice any of them. Finally, frustrated, he blew out a sigh and dropped himself to the chair, rubbed his face wearily.

“Sit down, Agent Darmon,” he said quietly.

Obediently, Darmon sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress groaning under his considerable weight. Max studied his protector for a moment, organizing his thoughts into some semblance of coherence.

“Do Nicholas and the other ambassadors know about you?” he finally asked.

“Yes, sir. They know the history of my people and our purpose with the Royal Guard.”

“Then why did you hide yourself?”

Darmon appeared to be searching for the right words. “I felt my presence might intimidate some.”

“Who?” Max asked, holding out a hand, palm up. “If they know about you, then why would it intimidate them?”

“Because no other protectors were visible at the conference,” Darmon said logically.

Max’s eyebrows rose into an inverted V. “But they were there?”

Darmon nodded. “Everyone has them.”

Max thought back to the hushed voiced he’d heard at the back of the auditorium. Perhaps those voices had belonged to the protectors of the other ambassadors. “Can Nicholas beat you?”

“Sir?”

“I mean, could he ever…” The word caught in Max’s throat. “Kill you?”

Darmon didn’t appear offended by the question. “I suppose so, sir – everyone has their vulnerabilities.”

“Yeah? What are yours?”

“I haven’t found them yet.”

Max’s brow furrowed as he considered that. What was it like to not know where your faults lay? He knew where his was – it all centered on his heart, on Liz Parker. “Could he get past you to harm me?”

“It would be very difficult.”

Max scratched his face, hoping that his protector wasn’t over-confident, because it sure sounded like Nicholas thought he had a way past him. “Back to my original question – why hasn’t anyone eliminated Nicholas? Or Khivar for that matter?”

Darmon leaned forward, clasping his hands between his knees, a very human act that for a moment threw Max. The alien also seemed to be measuring his words. “They are bad people,” he began. “People know this. But for every person who knows that and understands it, there’s another person who backs Khivar. To assassinate either of them could cause a civil war of unimaginable proportions.”

“This has been going on for years,” Max countered. “Decades – centuries, perhaps. How many lives have been lost because of this shift of power? How much worse could it be to start the war and get it over with?”

Darmon simply looked at him, no answers forth-coming. Perhaps it wasn’t in his powers to debate politics. Maybe he was just a protector, end of story.

Max sat back in his chair and sighed. “I want to know about the Northern Territory.”

“Yes, sir.”

“What is it? Where is it? Why do they want it?”

Darmon showed a hint of emotion – surprise perhaps? “You do not know, sir?”

“No. You and your ‘life partner’ seem to think that I have all of this knowledge and I’m just being coy with you,” he snapped. “Well, I don’t. I was sent to this world and hatched out of a pod without a freaking clue as to why.”

Darmon blinked. “You really do not know, sir?”

“No! What did I just tell you!” Max immediately kicked himself for losing his patience with the man – it wasn’t his fault Max had had no formal alien training.

Darmon seemed oblivious to Max’s hostility, however – and he also seemed a little uncomfortable. Perhaps it wasn’t in his job description to explain someone’s life to them.

“Sir, you were not placed here randomly,” the alien began.

“What do you mean?”

“There are many places in the universe you could have gone. You were sent here, to Earth, for a reason.”

Max pushed past the confusion in his mind. “What reason?”

Words, transmitted via a potato-shaped orb, came back to him - Our enemies have come to the Earth. You will know them only by the evil within. Learn enough to use your skills, your knowledge, your leadership to combat the enemy so that you can come back and free us.

“Because our enemies are here?” Max asked. “Is that why? So we can learn how to defend our world when that civil war happens?”

Darmon shook his head. “Not entirely, sir. It is true that your enemies are here, among us. But so are your allies. Your followers.”

“I don’t understand.”

Darmon shifted his weight. “On our home world, at night, if you look to the north sky, you will see a far-away solar system.”

“What? What solar system?”

“A system of nine planets –”

“Oh my God!” Max interrupted, his face going pale.

His body went hot with panic as he fell back in the chair, his hand covering his mouth. The damage he could have done if he’d given into Nicholas’s demands!

“Earth,” he breathed. “This is the Northern Territory.”

Darmon nodded. “I am not sure you are willing to believe or accept it, sir, but you have a rule here. You have been on a throne since the day you were born.”

No. The word spun into Max’s head immediately. No, he was no one’s king. He was just a marine museum tour guide with a really brilliant wife, who was someday going to rock the scientific world.

As soon as he thought of Liz, another blurb of words, his only via a connection with his wife, filled his head - He's very important, this boy. A leader.

Nausea overcame Max and he jumped to his feet, raced to the bathroom and sat on the edge of the tub, poised over the toilet bowl, waiting to be ill. Life was never going to be what he wanted it to be. He knew that now. Responsibility he’d never wanted had just been heaped on him by the truck load.

The sickness never came, but Max continued to stare into the blue water in the toilet bowl. Eventually Darmon appeared in the doorway, filling it with his mass.

“Your majesty,” he said quietly. “I hope that you are well. If you would like, I will go and retrieve some dinner for you. You have not eaten in a long time.”

Max shook his head, feeling very alone in the world. “No, I’ll go out with you. I just have one more question.”

The answer that Darmon gave him finally brought up the meager contents of Max’s stomach.

Later, Max walked the crowded streets of Beijing, feeling like his world had just been ripped from beneath his feet. He watched the faces of the Chinese people – old, young, somewhere in the middle – and realized that he knew nothing of their culture. Worse yet, he knew nothing of his own culture.

Somewhere on the planet, there were natives of his home world waiting to be led, while all of these years he’d been doing stupid things like going to high school dances and gambling in Las Vegas. Those beings had been leaderless forever and it hurt Max to no end to realize that he didn’t have a choice but to take on a role he didn’t want.

After walking for quite a while, Max happened upon an internet café. He stopped, peered through the plate glass window, then looked imploringly at his protector. Darmon nodded his head slightly, then warned him to be brief.

Inside the café, Max chose a screen name for himself – it would be one of hundreds he would fabricate over the years – and signed onto an instant messenger service. Would she be in the apartment? Would she even be up at this hour? To his delight, MightyMouse showed up in his buddy list.

Barely suppressing a grin, he typed his message. He remembered that Liz was always chiding him for being a lazy typer while on the internet – he never used capital letters or punctuation – so he made sure that he didn’t try to mend his ways so she would know it was him.

rocketman: hi baby

He imagined the PC in their apartment dinging that she’d just gotten a message. His grin faded when no response came – maybe she was out. Then he realized that she didn’t know who “rocketman” was. Before he’d left for China, they’d talked about secrecy – no real names if they’d managed to make contact. He needed to drop a clue.

rocketman: im in the mood for a chili rocket dog

Immediately, he got an answer.

MightyMouse: Oh my God! Where are you?

rocketman: still here

MightyMouse: Are you okay?

Max smiled softly, imagining her dark, concerned eyes.

rocketman: im fine – hows my sister

MightyMouse: Terrified

Max frowned, imagining Isabel in a panic – not good for her condition.

rocketman: and my brother

MightyMouse: Pissed off

At that, Max laughed, imaging Michael flying into a tirade because he’d been left behind. Ironically, Max would have gladly traded places with him.

MightyMouse: When are you coming home?

Max’s expression fell and a tear stung at the back of his eye. He’d asked Agent Darmon the same question only a few hours before and had received an answer that had sent his body into revolt. With a searing stab of pain, he imagined that Liz was going to have the same reaction.

rocketman: i cant

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** Used quotes from Destiny and The End of the World
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Part Fourteen

“When can I go home?”

“Not in the foreseeable future, your majesty.”


With those simple words, Max Evans’s life became that of a vagabond, wandering from one city to the next, one country after another, hitting every habitable continent. Agent Darmon explained that even though the Beijing summit was over, the threat to Max’s life was still very much a reality – his returning to Boston would be a death sentence.

So while other members of the Royal Guard sought out Max’s assassins, the two of them wandered, an alien/human hybrid and his shapeshifting protector. Darmon was hardly the companion Max would have hoped for as he trotted the globe. He wanted Liz by his side, experiencing all he was getting to see.

In the past, the divide between them had been mainly self-inflicted – Max playing the role of noble protector, trying to shield her from the alien abyss by refusing to let her get involved with him, Liz fleeing to a boarding school a thousand miles away from Roswell – but never had their separation been totally out of their control.

When Max thought back on his many times of “taking a step back” and attempting to regain his “balance”, he realized what an absolute idiot he’d been. Those things that had driven him from Liz’s arms were so petty, so juvenile. Being on the run, having alien assassins on his heels – now there was a legitimate reason to be parted, not the lame excuses he’d used in the past.

And now that Liz was officially his, now that they’d sworn to be together until the end, their separation was particularly unbearable.

His contact with her was sparse – five or ten minutes here and there – and that time was usually spent relaying details of life back in the US. Only once, on their second wedding anniversary, did Agent Darmon allow Max an additional ten minutes to speak to his wife, so that he could tell her he loved her and how much he missed her.

At night, Max would wind himself around the spare pillow in whatever room he was calling his bedroom that day, imagining that the pillow was his beloved wife, and cry himself to sleep. He would dream of a simpler time, of being with Liz again, of their children. He would make all of this up to her. He would get this whole mess put behind himself, go home to her and be a proper husband and father. They would have beautiful children, four or five of them. Because in his dreams, he could be just Max Evans, not Zan of Antar.

The waking world was another story.

At times, Max was hit with bouts of defiance, times in which he’d accuse Darmon of being overly protective, or of being part of some conspiracy to make Max miserable. There wasn’t really a threat to his existence, was there? This was just Darmon’s heebie jeebies speaking, making them change their address every couple of days. Max believed that sometimes.

Until one night in Helsinki.

While walking the streets in search of somewhere to eat dinner, Darmon abruptly stopped in his tracks, waves of alarm emanating from every ounce of his existence. The shift in the alien’s mannerisms raised every hair on Max’s neck, an instinctive sense of peril rushing through his veins. After only a short pause, Darmon hurriedly grabbed Max’s arm and ushered him into an alley, all the while checking over his shoulder. Once they were off the street, the alien ordered Max to run and not look back. As Max took flight, Darmon evaporated into thin air.

Max ran for several miles, ducking down alleys, running in the shadows, pure terror racing through his body. Eventually, Darmon reappeared before him and Max pulled to a stop, his chest and thighs burning with the sudden sprint.

“We must go,” Darmon said, grabbing Max by the arm again.

They went straight to the train station, leaving behind all of their possessions in the hotel room they’d rented. To retrieve them, Darmon explained, would be to tip off their enemies to their location. They would get clothes and other necessities at their next temporary home. Max frowned, thinking of the trinkets he’d picked up for Liz that would now be lost. From now on, he would buy small things that would fit in his pockets and he would keep them on himself at all times.

In a way, losing Liz’s gifts was like losing a part of her. He was never allowed to tell her where he was, but maybe he could tell her where he had been. As he’d picked up each memento, he’d thought of how she’d react when he gave it to her. Now he’d never know.

July passed and August melted into September. Max discovered that Agent Darmon had assumed all along that Max knew all about his ancestry and what his responsibilities were. It had been a surprise to the agent that Max didn’t know what the Northern Territory was. Now that he understood the sparse nature of Max’s knowledge, the agent became a surprisingly patient and compassionate mentor.

Darmon, it seemed, was older than his appearance would have let on. While he hadn’t known the original Zan personally, he remembered him from his first induction into the Guard. It amazed Max that Darmon was probably in his eighties in earth years, but looked no more than mid-thirties. The massive alien explained that people shouldn’t be judge by how they appear, which made Max laugh and relay the “don’t judge a book by its cover” cliché. Darmon, of course, didn’t have a clue what his master was talking about.

In Milan, Max watched in amused disbelief while his all-mighty protector bought several very expensive silk suits. He recalled that Darmon’s wife, Aubrey, had been sporting some pretty impressive threads herself and he had to wonder if all of the protectors had a fondness for expensive apparel.

Near the end of September, Max learned from Liz that Kyle had returned to Roswell. Max was uncomfortable having Liz left alone, without someone who could blast their way out of a bad situation, but he could understand Kyle’s leaving – the sheriff had suffered a heart attack and Kyle had gone home to help him while he recovered. This news came while Max was staying in a hotel in Cairo, the Great Pyramid practically right outside of his door, and he’d never felt more guilty in his life. If he’d been there, if he’d been in Roswell or even the States for that matter, he could have helped the sheriff.

Instead, he was hiding out, hoping someone would find his would-be assassins before they found him.

It was enough to put him in a very dour mood, a mood in which he stayed for several weeks.

In October, with Darmon having allowed Max to set up a hotmail account, Liz emailed her husband a picture of eight-month-old Alyssa, who was pulling herself up but had yet to take a step. Max’s heart filled with warmth at seeing what a beautiful baby she was turning out to be, then the warmth turned to a dull ache as he realized that at this rate little Alyssa was never going to know who Uncle Max was.

And though Max told himself not to think that way, an inevitable thought followed – would his kids ever know who Daddy was? Would he ever get home to Liz in order to make those kids in the first place?

“Why is this taking so long?” Max asked Darmon as they rode a train through the German countryside. “Why haven’t they caught them yet?”

Darmon, turning his gaze away from the window, addressed his ruler without emotion. “It is not so easy to flush out the assassins,” he explained. “The Skins can change their outward appearance anytime they wish.”

“You mean they can shapeshift?”

“Only some of them. The others simply obtain a new husk.”

Max shuddered at the thought, imagining the feeling of sliding out of one skin and slipping into another.

At the beginning of November, Max received another picture from Liz – this time, it was a snapshot of a very happy Isabel, a nice bulge starting to protrude from beneath her shirt, and an ecstatic Jesse, who was giving the toothiest grin Max had ever seen. Max was happy to see his sister looking so radiant, but he envied them more than they would ever know. Their lives seemed so normal. And his seemed so…aimless.

“Why did Isabel lose her powers?” Max asked Darmon as they walked a street in Hamburg.

“Because of her condition,” the agent explained simply.

“Will that happen to everyone?” Of course he was thinking of Liz, of her losing the powers she’d only recently obtained. Then again, Liz wasn’t really an alien, so it was hard to tell if the same rules would apply to her.

“Perhaps not,” Darmon said.

“No?” Max asked in confusion. “Why not?”

The agent shrugged. “Sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn’t. It could be that your sister will retain her powers next time. There’s no telling.”

They walked in silence and Max considered the crappy hand fate had dealt them. If Isabel had kept her ability to dreamwalk, she could have been in touch with him the whole time he’d been away. He could have had updates on what was going on at home every night. Maybe she’d even have been able to bring Liz with her – after all, it had taken both of them to reach him in New York when Lonnie and Rath were trying to kill him. But it wasn’t to be and he had to wonder why it seemed all of the cards were stacking against him of late.

Thanksgiving loomed toward the end of the month and Max felt more homesick than he had since they’d left for China. At his request, his parents had been filled in on his situation, so at least they weren’t going to be offended when he didn’t show up for dinner. Isabel was having Liz over, and it helped ease the hurt in Max’s heart to know that she would be surrounded by people who loved her. More people than she’d expected, in fact.

As it turned out, Maria had kicked Michael out during a particularly vicious spat. With no one to really turn to in Roswell, he’d hopped a plane and was now camped in Isabel’s garage loft apartment. Even though the fight seemed to have been ruthless, Liz told Max that she still felt it would blow over soon.

After all, didn’t it always blow over quickly with those two?

At the beginning of December, Max nearly kissed his protector when he was given the news that they were returning to the States. He took that to mean that they were going home, but the agent quickly extinguished that misconception. Max’s assassins were still abroad. It was safe to return to Max’s birth country, but not to Boston or anywhere near Roswell.

But that didn’t mean that others couldn’t move about the country.

“I want you to bring her to me,” Max said, his voice no-nonsense.

“I can’t do that,” Darmon said levelly.

“I order you to.”

“I cannot leave your side, not with the current threat to your safety.”

“Someone else then – someone has to bring her to me.”

Darmon looked at him silently for a long moment.

“Aubrey,” Max settled on. “She will bring Liz to me.”

Darmon shook his head. “She is protecting your heir.”

Max clenched his jaw briefly. “I don’t have an heir.”

“You do. A boy named –”

Max clamped his hands over his ears until the agent stopped speaking. He didn’t want his son involved in any of this. He didn’t even want to know his name for fear he’d start thinking of him as that person instead of the one he’d given up.

“I need to see her,” Max said, the demand leaving his voice, now tinged with a hint of pleading.

Darmon paused, then pointed to an internet café on their way to the airport. “Tell her where to meet you.”

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Part Fifteen

Maine. A cottage by the ocean.

Max’s heart dropped as Darmon pulled the car into the gravel driveway – there was no sign of Liz anywhere. Max followed the sweep of the headlights as they grazed over the porch, as if he’d catch a glimpse of her standing where he’d left her. There was no one standing on the porch and yet there seemed to be an unseen force pushing him forward, as though an invisible hand lay against his back, gently urging him on. The sensation was undeniable.

“You know your time is limited,” Darmon reminded Max as he put the car into park and deadened the headlights. “I will establish a perimeter, but you only have until daylight.”

Max nodded his understanding and reached for the door handle to get out. How long would it be until Liz arrived? He and Darmon had landed in Quebec hours ago – Max thought Liz would have beaten them here by a long shot. A flicker of irrational doubt flared in Max’s mind – was it possible she wasn’t that excited to see him?

Then, as he was walking toward the wooden porch, his hand bumped something unseen in the dark. He stopped in his tracks and reached to his side, felt something cold and metal and very large. A smile curved his lips – it was her car, camouflaged by some means not available to a normal human. She was there, inside waiting for him. With a spring in his step, he raced for the door.

The time between them had been so long that Max was feeling foolishly nervous, his heart doing a quick cadence beneath his ribs, the palms of his hands sweating despite the chill of the coastal breeze. But if he were truthful with himself, he’d have realized that he always reacted like that when he knew he was going to see Liz. Even after having been married to her for two years, just knowing she was meeting him for lunch would send his stomach tumbling.

In short, Max would forever be a school boy hopelessly in love.

For the first time in months – okay, perhaps for the first time ever - he actually felt giddy as he reached for the door of the cottage and hastily pulled it open. He hadn’t intended on startling her, but with the way she jumped, he could only assume that he had. She’d been tossing some wood into the fireplace when he’d so abruptly announced his presence; the log tumbled to the floor and she drew in a quick breath as she turned toward him.

Both froze in their tracks. Liz’s eyes were round, Max’s chest was heaving from his sprint and mounting excitement. They stared at one another for a very long moment, then they both moved at the same time, straight into each others’ arms.

Max hadn’t intended on making love to her immediately, either, but that’s what was happening. He’d planned on talking to her for a while, catching up on things they’d been unable to communicate during their short IM sessions or in emails. But when her lips touched his, he knew that catching up was just going to have to wait.

He’d thought that he remembered how she felt, how she tasted, how she smelled, but he now realized that he only remembered a fraction of what having her in his arms was like. Holding her was like coming home and he’d never felt more safe in his life.

Together, they tumbled to the couch, which like the rest of the furniture was covered for the winter with a white sheet. Max wound his hands into her hair, barely coming up for air, peppering her face with kisses. She sighed against his ear, which only spurred him on.

But when his lips touched hers, he realized that something was missing, something he’d overlooked in his excitement to see her. By now, their connection should have kicked in and he should have been able to feel everything she was feeling. Oddly, he could feel nothing coming from her mind.

She was blocking him.

And he understood why. She didn’t want him to see what she’d been going through without him. She didn’t want him to feel what she’d been feeling. It saddened him and broke his heart to realize what she was doing.

“I love you so much,” he breathed against her ear. “So much.”

Liz’s response was to kiss him deeply, though her firewall remained stubbornly in place. Max broke free from her lips and trailed kisses down her throat and back over to her ear.

“Let me see,” he whispered. “Don’t block me out. Please, Liz.”

She may have been nuzzling his cheek, or she may have been shaking her head no. Max couldn’t be sure. Only time was going to tell. Unable to stop himself, he reached for the hem of her sweater and slid his hand beneath to touch the soft skin of her back. She flinched immediately and only in that moment did he realize how cold his hands were. With a small burst of his powers, he sent warmth to his palms, warming both himself and Liz. She sighed in appreciation and reached for the buttons on his shirt.

Max clumsily struggled to remove his jacket, then reached to help Liz with the buttons; as their fingers touched, he realized she was trembling. It was entirely possible she was as nervous about this as he was – the thought brought a gentle smile to his face and for the first time since he’d entered the cottage, he took a moment to pause, to touch her soft skin, her silky hair.

Smiling, Liz reached up to cover his hand with hers.

“Hi,” he said softly between heavy breaths.

“Hi,” she repeated with a giggle.

Pleasantries exchanged, they met each other halfway, melting into a kiss, hastily shedding clothing in the chilly cabin. Max slid Liz beneath him in what he knew in his heart was partially a protective maneuver – no one would ever get to Liz on his watch. He cursed himself for thinking of the alien threat while he was with her. She deserved his full attention, didn’t deserved to be on the back burner even when she was right before him.

So he forgot about aliens and Nicholas and Khivar and trains traveling endlessly through Europe. He pushed thoughts of assassins and conspiracies out of his head and for the first time in months he dove head-first into the side of him that was definitely human. It was the part of him that needed to love, that needed to be loved, that needed to make love. It wasn’t about fulfilling a carnal need, it was about embracing the side of himself that could still feel something other than fear and distrust.

It was about still having hope.

“Show me,” he whispered hotly against Liz’s ear. “I want to see.”

And the next time he kissed her, she granted him his wish.

With a dizzying whoosh, Max was swept into Liz’s world. His vision blurred out everything in the cabin and it was as though he was looking at the world through her eyes. Memories of the past months raced through his head so quickly that he was barely able to comprehend them. The grief Liz had felt while she’d watched him drive away with Agent Darmon knocked the wind out of his lungs, squeezing his heart into a tight ball. Then he felt depression settling in, the loss of the will to even get out of bed. In those times, he saw his sister’s face, always brave, felt the love from her as she’d coaxed Liz out into the real world again.

Mixed in with the grief were periods of anger, confusion, bewilderment. And loneliness. With understanding, Max knew that Liz’s loneliness was comparable only to his own. While he’d been looking up at the night sky in Egypt, she’d been looking at the same stars in Boston, thinking that all she wanted was one more night with him.

Because she’d been afraid also, afraid that he was never coming home to her, afraid that some assassin would find him and leave him lying in a pool of blood in some far-off country where she wouldn’t even be given the courtesy of being able to lay him to rest. At some point, she’d come to the conclusion that she was never going to see him again and all she really wanted was a chance to say goodbye.

With a snap, Max was back into reality, his eyes gradually coming into focus. Below him, Liz was looking at him with flooded eyes. As he tried to catch his breath, he realized that tears had streaked down his cheeks and were splattering in small drops on her bare chest.

“Liz,” he gasped in grief.

She closed her eyes slowly, tears squeezing from the corners, and shook her head against what he’d seen. “Max,” she cried quietly.

Max remained motionless, unable to think of what to do next. The intensity of her emotions was still coursing through his veins, leaving him feeling utterly depleted. What must it have been like for her to worry about him to the point she would have settled only for the chance to say farewell? At what point did she give up hope of his return?

How badly had he hurt her?

“Max.”

Her breath was as soft as a summer breeze as it brushed past his cheek. Delicate fingers traced the outline of his cheekbone, his swollen lower lip. He met her gaze with apology, every muscle in his body tense from the flash he’d received.

And yet she smiled at him. A kind, warm smile. The kind of smile a world-weary soldier needed.

“Did you come all of this way to not finish what you started?” she asked, a twinkle in her eyes.

Max’s lip trembled. “I’m sorry,” he said, feeling his eyes flood with tears again.

Curving her hand behind his neck, she pulled him down and placed a lingering kiss against his lips. “Don’t be sorry,” she whispered. “Not tonight. Make love to me, Max.”

Remembering his vow to forget their outside worries, Max pushed all of that aside once again. Only this time he kept a little piece of her pain for himself. He would hold it in his heart forever, so that he could remember what it was like to hurt someone, so that he would never ever give in to his alien side completely.

So that he would never forget what it was to be human.

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Hey everyone! Thanks for your patience :D I hope to answer fb sometime tonight or tomorrow.


Part Sixteen

Shadows flickered across the cottage walls, chased to the corners as the flames in the fireplace licked the bricks, reaching for the chimney. Once the sweat had started to dry on their bodies, the brisk air had become uncomfortable. With a wave of his hand, Max had brought life to the fire Liz hadn’t had time to finish then he’d returned to the couch and pulled the white sheet over the two of them, warming her with his body. Now the cottage was toasty in the glow of the crackling fire.

They’d been lying together for about an hour, neither of them speaking. Comforted by having her in his arms again, Max wanted to sleep. But to sleep was to waste time and he knew that his time here was limited. He wanted to be awake for every moment of it, so that when he left, he could remember what it was like to be with her again. Never again would he take any second with her for granted.

“I miss this,” Liz said softly against his chest, her breath gently caressing his skin.

He looked down at the top of her head, smoothed her soft arm, sent her a burst of warmth.

“When we first moved to Boston,” she continued, her words slow and a tad sleepy. “I would wake up in the middle of the night and couldn’t remember where I was. Sometimes it terrified me.”

Max frowned and gave her a gentle squeeze, wondering if she still sometimes woke up terrified in the night, without him there to comfort her.

“Then I would see that you were lying beside me,” she said. “That I wasn’t alone. And I would lay my head on your chest while you slept and listen to your heart. And I would feel better, because it was confirmation that you were really there, that we were together, that we were both still alive and that somehow I’d managed to have you for myself.”

Max closed his eyes against the unspoken agony of separation that her words brought, slid his hand over hers and interlaced their fingers, squeezed them together in the center of his chest.

“You aren’t staying, are you?”

When he opened his eyes, he saw that she had leaned back and was looking into his face. In the amber glow from the fire, he could see in her eyes that she already knew the answer to her question. Barely moving, he shook his head. Without a real reaction, she laid her head back down, placed a whisper of a kiss against his skin before settling back into her place.

Guilt and remorse fought for attention inside of Max. Now that he was here, now that she’d confessed her fear of being alone, he couldn’t leave. He’d have to find a way to tell Agent Darmon that he wasn’t fleeing anymore. His contingent of “followers” would just have to figure something out. Liz needed him. His wife needed him.

But he knew it was all a fantasy. To stay was to put them both in harm’s way. At the first hint of dawn, he would leave. And Liz knew that.

“Tell me about school,” he said, trying to avoid talking about their impending separation.

“I have a week left,” she replied. “Finals.”

And she was here with him? Shouldn’t she be studying?

Liz laughed lightly.

“What?” he asked.

“I know what you’re thinking. Don’t worry about me, Max. I can catch up.”

He smiled even though she couldn’t see him. He knew she could do it. Liz was a more than perfect student. She would change the world someday with what she could do.

“Tell me everything,” he prompted softly, adjusting his position, pulling the sheet tighter around them.

“Everything?”

“Leave nothing out. If you had scrambled eggs for breakfast, I want to know about it.”

Liz giggled and shifted onto her stomach, propped herself up on her elbow. “I had Corn Flakes for breakfast.”

“Hmm, good choice.”

“And a grapefruit.”

At that, Max grimaced. “Not a good choice.”

She laughed lightly and gave him a gentle slap on the shoulder. She was always after him to eat more fruits – he simply didn’t like them. Especially grapefruit – too sour for the alien palate.

“What did you eat for breakfast?” she asked, her tone half teasing.

Max thought. His flights had been so long that he couldn’t really remember what constituted morning or night. He thought maybe they’d had breakfast somewhere over the Atlantic, but he wasn’t sure.

“I had a Cinnabon at Heathrow,” he decided on.

Liz’s eyebrows shot up. “England. You were in England?”

He nodded. He had to approach his travel log carefully – he had been to some neat places, but if he expounded on them too much, she’d think he’d enjoyed himself and that was far from the truth.

“Where else?” she prompted eagerly.

“Well, I was in –” His voice cut off as he remembered something. Liz looked at him curiously as he leaned out from the couch and rummaged around on the floor for his jeans. “I got you something,” he explained.

While he dug in his pocket, Liz caressed his bare back and he felt like he might melt into a puddle right there on the floor. He was suddenly her Golden Retriever, turning into a drooling mass at her loving touch; if she scratched him, he was sure his hind leg would start thumping involuntarily. But eventually he found what he was looking for and settled back onto the couch.

The light from the fire danced off the item as he held it up, Liz’s eyes following his fingers and the gold treasure.

“I was in Cairo,” he explained, picking up the charm shaped like a pyramid.

“Wow,” Liz breathed, leaning into his chest to look at the bracelet.

Max picked up a tiny beer stein. “Berlin.”

“Germany!” She said the word with wonder.

Next, a cross with intricate scroll work on its small surface. “The Vatican.”

Liz’s dark eyes were round. There were other charms on the bracelet and instead of walking through each of them, he handed it to her and let her investigate it; which she did, with the curiosity of a six-year-old.

“Everywhere I went,” he explained softly, “I thought of you. I wondered what you were doing on the other side of the world and wished that you were with me. And I bought a piece of where I was, so that you could be there too. From now on, every time I go somewhere new, I’ll buy you an addition to it.”

He left out the fact that the larger gifts he’d bought her had been hastily abandoned in Helsinki, didn’t want her to know he’d come close to dying that time. Reaching out, he buried his fingers in her hair.

“It’s beautiful,” she said, turning the bracelet over in her hand. “Thank you, Max.”

She leaned in and kissed him, lingered there and he let himself be lost in her for just a little while.

“I got you something, too,” she admitted, then threw back the sheet and jumped from the couch.

Cool air struck Max in her absence, but he didn’t really notice as he watched her hurry naked across the dimly-lit cabin. She snatched her purse from the small dining table and scurried back to the couch, where she sat with the purse on her lap while she dug for his gift. Once she’d located it, she spun around and lay down next to him again, replacing the sheet. With a smile, she held the present up before him.

The ring spun on its new chain, quick at first, then slowing to a lazy circle. His wedding band. He looked at it in surprise, then back to Liz.

“I know you can’t wear it on your finger,” she explained. “I understand why. But I wanted it to be with you, so I bought the chain.”

He smiled gently at her and rose slightly so that she could clasp the gold chain around his neck. The ring fell low enough that it wouldn’t be visible if he were to wear a V-neck shirt. He picked it up and toyed with it, remembered that night in Vegas when she’d slipped it onto his trembling finger.

“I, Elizabeth Parker, take you, Maxwell Evans, to be my lawfully wedded husband.”

Everything had been so simple then. They were both so naïve, so full of hope for a normal life, so blind to reality. He wanted to be back there, in that chapel, his only worry being that his hands weren’t sweating too badly when she slid on his ring.

“Max.” Liz’s voice was soft as she touched his face.

He looked up to meet her eyes and realized that she was blurry. At some point, his tears had betrayed him without his realizing it.

“I’m going to take care of this, Liz,” he promised. “I’m going to put an end to this nonsense. Then I’m going to come home and you and I are going to have a family together.”

Liz looked away from him and for a moment he felt like maybe she doubted him.

“How is Isabel?”

She looked at him, perhaps not receiving the question she’d anticipated. “She’s fine. She’s not very big. And you know Isabel – she still looks gorgeous, even six months pregnant.”

“And Maria and Michael? And Alyssa?”

“Good. Michael moved back to Roswell, so I guess things are better.” Her brow was furrowed now, not seeing where his line of questioning was going in context of the discussion they had been having.

Max captured her hand in his, brought it to his chest. “Do you see, Liz? Do you see how they’ve moved on? Isabel’s not afraid to have children and neither was Michael. And they’re safe, all of them. We can have that, too. I just need to take care of this problem and hopefully I will be home soon – maybe even by Christmas. I want what they have Liz, but I need you to believe that it’s possible. Can you believe in that?”

Liz met his eyes for a long time, then nodded her head. But even though she had agreed with him on the outside, he could tell that under it all she was starting to believe their idyllic suburban life with two cars and two-point-five children was never going to happen.

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Part Seventeen

Dawn was just threatening to break as Max quietly placed another log on the crackling fire. He hesitated in a squat for a moment, making sure that the wood wouldn’t shift unsafely, then rose and brushed his hands on the legs of his jeans. Nearly soundlessly, he crossed the wooden floor and the woolen carpet, made a short turn and entered the bedroom of the cottage.

Sometime around three in the morning, he and Liz had adjourned to the bed, where they’d made love two more times. The last time had reminded him of their honeymoon – wild, unbridled, damaging to the body. It had seemed desperate, like they were both grasping so hard to hold onto something they knew was going to slip away.

As Max lowered himself to sit beside Liz’s hip, he realized that his back was still stinging from the scratches she’d left there. He’d keep that reminder with him for as long as it took for the wounds to heal – he needed to be able to feel some part of her with him while he was away, even if it came in the form of pain.

The sting on his back was quickly pushed aside, however, as he watched his wife sleeping peacefully. It made him feel good to see her so comfortable and relaxed; while she was able to fall asleep in his arms, he’d not allowed himself the luxury. He wanted to feel every breath she took, wanted to be with her every waking moment regardless of his physical exhaustion. His fatigue had been well worth it.

Reaching out a cautious hand, Max slowly pulled aside the sheet that covered Liz’s nude body to expose her from the waist up. His eyes fixed on her left breast, on the teeth marks that marred her beautiful skin. Using his powers and adding just a little warmth to his cool palm, he removed the damage and sat back with a smile.

That smile faded into something a little more lonely and heartbroken. He was going to have to leave her soon. Soon the sun would be up and Agent Darmon would come to retrieve him regardless of how much he protested. Max wanted to remember her like this, warm, content, naked, in their bed. With regret, he covered her with the sheet, but leaned in to place a soft kiss against her forehead.

Like Sleeping Beauty awakened by her prince, Liz blinked lazily once, twice, then closed her eyes and stretched beneath the covers, a smile playing across her lips. Max smiled with her – he was sure she was waking with wonderful memories of the last few hours in her head. When she was done flexing, she let out a happy sigh and met his eyes. Her smile dissolved as she realized he was dressed.

“You’re leaving,” she said rather than asked.

Max nodded, tried to put on a positive face for her benefit.

Liz started to sit up. “Let me get dressed –”

“No,” he said gently, putting a hand to her shoulder and easing her back down to the pillows. “I’ve put some more wood on the fire. It should stay warm in here for a little while.” He gave her a boyish smile, a man helplessly in love. “This is the picture of you I want to keep in my mind.”

Her face softened and she held open her arms for him. Max lay down on top of the blankets and pulled her to him, nuzzling into her neck. They stayed liked that for a couple of minutes, until Liz spoke.

“Max, I have an idea.”

Surprisingly, he’d started to drift asleep in the short time he’d been cuddled against her. It was too easy to fall back into her arms, to forget his worries and obligations. “What is it, love?” he said against her neck.

“I know you can’t stay. But…what if I came with you?”

Max’s eyes opened fully and all thoughts of sleep dissipated quickly. He would absolutely love it if she could come with him, see the world with him. In his mind, he saw her on the Serengeti, sitting opposite from him on a gondola in Venice, standing at his side before the Mona Lisa at the Louvre.

But in his heart he knew it wasn’t possible.

“I mean, if you’ve been safe all along, I could be too,” she argued lightly, her tone pleading but uncertain all the same.

Safe. He had been safe. Except for that time in Helsinki that he refused to tell her about.

Propping himself up on his elbow, he searched her dark eyes. He saw hope there, hope that he would say yes, hope that they wouldn’t be parted again so soon. In a matter of seconds, he saw that hope flicker and burn out, probably because she’d seen the caution in his own eyes.

“You’re safer here,” he said softly, cupping her cheek in his hand. “You’re well-protected.”

“And so are you,” she replied. “Agent Darmon hasn’t let any harm come to you, has he?”

Max shook his head and picked her hand up in his. He studied her pretty, feminine fingers for a few long moments, then laid a whisper of a kiss against the back of her hand. When he met her eyes again, he saw defeat there and it felt like someone had kicked him hard in the gut.

“You’re not telling me everything,” she said without accusation.

Max looked down at her hand again, avoiding her knowing eyes.

“Tell me,” she pleaded delicately.

Leaning over, he kissed her gently on the lips, opened the connection just enough so that she could see his harried flight through Helsinki, feel the panic coursing through his body as he waited to be captured or assassinated. When he broke apart from her, a tiny tear shimmered in the corner of one of her eyes.

“You’re protected here,” he explained, rubbing the back of her hand with his thumb. “They’re all around you. I can feel them.”

Liz raised a questioning eyebrow.

“I can,” he encouraged. “So many of them, waiting to run to your aid if you should need it. They won’t let anything happen to you.”

She glanced around the cottage, her expression a little spooked. “Are they here now?”

Max read her thoughts loud and clear – had they been there the whole time, watching them have hot alien sex? He laughed lightly. “They’re here, just not in this room. They’re outside, standing guard. Can you feel them?”

She shook her head, still looked doubtful.

Max tightened his grip on her hand and allowed the sensation of feeling dozens of life forms flow from his body to hers. Liz let out a gasp, her eyes wide with surprise.

“See?” he said. “They’re here for you. They have orders to protect you.” His expression falling sad, he brushed a lock of dark hair from her cheek. “Agent Darmon can’t shield us both and I want you to be where you’ll be safe. Here.”

Liz looked down at the sheet that covered her body and Max knew that although she didn’t like his decision, she accepted it.

“Liz, there’s something more,” he said, mustering his courage. “That thing we worked on. That thing that you can do. If you have to use it, I want you to.”

Fire burned behind her eyes. “Max, no,” she said firmly.

He nodded his head, trying to convince her. “If for some reason you find yourself in danger, promise me you’ll use it.”

“No. Absolutely not.” Liz was angry enough with him to pull her hand away and tuck it under her arm.

Internally, Max sighed. He’d known she would react this way. Since learning she could mindwarp, Liz wanted no part of it. She had a gift that had contributed to the death of one of her oldest and dearest friends. Once she had the power under control, she’d vowed to never let it come out of hiding again and to that she’d held true.

But her life hadn’t been in danger then.

Max was about to bring that up when he realized two things – he’d just convinced her that she was safer staying behind and yet now he was about to contradict himself and tell her she might not be safe after all; and on top of it he’d made her cry.

“I’m sorry,” he said, wrapping his arms around her and pulling her tight to him. He kissed the side of her head, squeezed her in comfort. “I just want you to do whatever it takes to stay safe. If you don’t want to do that, you don’t have to. Okay?”

She nodded silently, wrapped her hand around his arm.

“I love you,” he whispered against her ear, breathed in the soft scent of her shampoo.

“Me too,” Liz replied, her voice a choked croak.

Max slid one leg over her hip and kissed her deeply, forgetting about the world for a while, remembering how she tasted on his lips. She wound her hands into his hair, smoothed his back, making the scratches there burn in exquisite agony. He took one of her hands and held it to his chest, over the wedding band she’d placed on a chain for him.

“I’ll never take it off,” he promised her.

She smiled through her tears, another heart-breaking goodbye.

“I’m going to be home for Christmas,” he vowed. “I’m going to take care of this business and come back to you by then. We’ll have even more to celebrate over the holidays.”

“We’ll exchange gifts,” she added, trying to add to the future he was building for them.

Max brushed her hair away from her face, felt his heart wrenching in his chest. “The only gift I need is you.”

With that, he kissed her and held her a few minutes longer. When he pulled back, he realized that the light in the room was starting to shift. He needed to go.

“Christmas,” he said as he sat up. “I promise.”

One last kiss and he rose to his feet. He backed out of the room, making sure he could see her for every step of his departure. Her dark hair was fanned out across the white pillow case, her cheeks pink from her brief slumber. She was smiling at him, albeit a sad smile, and he thought that she’d never looked more beautiful.

“I love you,” he repeated when he reached the bedroom doorway.

“I love you too, Max,” she replied, her voice a choked whisper.

And then she was gone from his sight. Max turned on his heel and walked slowly to the front door, his heart bursting inside of his chest. Outside, Agent Darmon was waiting on the porch, his Ray Bans firmly in place.

“Are you ready, sir?” the guardian asked.

“Let’s go,” Max said, avoiding his protector’s gaze. He didn’t want the hulking alien to see that he was near tears.

They climbed into the car and Max watched the cottage as Darmon did a U-turn before it. He imagined Liz inside, breaking into tears as soon as the front door had closed, her hands covering her beautiful face. Tears stung at the back of Max’s eyes as he folded his arms over his chest and leaned his head against the side window of the sedan. He watched the cottage until it disappeared from view.

And then once again it was just he and Darmon in the world.

“Are you doing okay, sir?” Darmon asked from behind the wheel.

“I’m fine,” Max replied quietly, feeling anything but.

Soon Maine was behind them as they headed for the Midwest. Max had been sincere in his intentions of being home for Christmas. He didn’t realize that he’d just made the first of many promises he’d never be able to keep.

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Part Eighteen

As the days wound down and Christmas loomed, Max’s hopes of returning to Liz for the holiday slowly slid away from him. There was still no word of the assassin being caught and for that reason, he and Agent Darmon became vagabonds of the Americas.

Christmas was spent in Duluth in a Red Roof Inn beside the highway. Cold and depression seeped into Max’s bones, a desert boy cast into the elements and agonizing loneliness, and he decided that he pretty much hated Minnesota right then and there.

In addition to the cold and solitude, Darmon was hardly a good companion for the holidays – he didn’t understand the concept of singing carols, didn’t really get why people gave each other material things, and his silent demeanor wasn’t the epitome of Christmas cheer. Although, he did hold a certain fascination with fruit cake that amused his master.

But no amount of candied fruit dissection could make up for the fact that Max was without Liz. Darmon didn’t even permitted Max to call her, for fear that they would somehow be tracked down through the phone lines – after all, everyone called their loved ones on Christmas and the enemy might be waiting for Max to show himself. Max had no choice but to take his advice, his conscience twisting into a ball of guilt – he’d promised Liz he’d be home and he’d not only broken that promise, he wasn’t even able to call her and apologize.

So Christmas consisted of basic cable in a budget-rate motel room and a dinner of Chinese take-out. By the end of the night, Max was almost praying that the assassin would find him and put him out of his misery.

New Years didn’t get any better. This time there was no motel, no cable and no Chinese food. Just miles and miles of highway as Darmon drove seemingly aimlessly through the night. At one point, Max brought up the fact that many police forces set up road blocks on New Years Eve to catch drunk drivers and being stopped at one might not be a good idea for them at this point. But Darmon only looked at him silently, apparently without a need to explain his actions, and continued to drive.

So New Years consisted of a sore ass, AM radio and McDonald’s drive-thru food. Max missed Liz so much he wanted to cry. In a memory flash, he recalled their last New Years Eve together. They’d gone to a party at a club in Las Cruces. Liz had bought a very short, very sexy purple spaghetti-strap dress for the night; she’d had her hair and makeup done and while Max preferred her natural beauty, she’d simply taken his breath away. They’d laughed and danced, then kissed as the final seconds of the old year ticked away and the new year began.

If only he’d known what the year was to bring.

As he watched the darkness outside of his car window, he wondered what this year would bring. An end to the hostilities? Would he be able to go home and finally start that family they wanted? Or was he damned to be on the run forever? The night held no answers for him.

Super Bowl Sunday was spent in a motel in Kansas. By that point, Max didn’t even know what city they were in. He’d always fancied a cross-country road trip, but this was far from what he’d imagined. There was no sight-seeing, no posing beside the world’s largest ball of twine, no pictures taken at the Grand Canyon or Devil’s Tower or Mount Rushmore. There was only miles and miles of freeway, one motel after the next, constant paranoia and an alien body guard roughly the size of a bulldozer. It couldn’t get worse.

But it did.

February brought Valentine’s Day. It was a holiday for lovers, both committed and unrequited. In his junior high and high school days, before he’d allowed himself to even be friends with Liz, Valentine’s had been a painful day for Max. He’d been love sick for her since he’d first seen her in the third grade and each February 14th he’d torture himself beyond reason.

In his younger years, the pain had consisted of staring at her yearbook picture for hours on end, looking up her parents’ name in the phonebook and then loosing all nerve to call her, and being generally mopey. When he’d gotten his driver’s license, the torture consisted of standing outside of the CrashDown and watching her for hours, pining over her, taking in every little strand of hair, every laugh, every smile. Those days were painful, seeing her so near and yet so far.

Then by some miracle one day she was his and Valentine’s Day took on a whole new meaning. The only pain he felt was from his heart swelling at the sight of her. On their first Valentine’s together, she’d bought a scarlet dress for their date and from that moment on he’d loved her in red. As their relationship had progressed, her Valentine’s Day red had graduated from pretty dresses to flirty undergarments.

Max still had a pair of her panties somewhere at the apartment, ones that he would occasionally place somewhere strategically, as a playful hint that he wanted her to wear them for him. It hurt his soul to even try to remember those carefree days, when she would pop them on him unexpectedly, casually bending over to check dinner in the oven and giving him a flash of red lace.

Missing Liz was bad enough in itself, but February 14th was also Alyssa Guerin’s first birthday. Liz managed to free herself from her schedule enough to travel back to Roswell for the party and she emailed Max a couple of pictures. In the photos, little Alyssa was a person Max no longer recognized. The last time he’d seen her in the flesh had been nearly a year ago, shortly after her birth. Then, she’d been kind of pink and wrinkly and very very small.

Now she was sitting up on her own, her face smeared with chocolate frosting, her blond hair pulled up into two short pigtails on either side of her head. From the emails Max had received from Liz, Alyssa had started to walk around Christmas, just in time to wreak havoc on the Guerins’ decorations and tree. She was a beautiful little girl, one who had no idea who her Uncle Max was. And perhaps she would never know.

Things didn’t get any better in March, because March brought Max’s birthday. But not only did it bring Max’s birthday, it brought baby Zan’s as well.

“Since I didn’t know when he’d been born,” Max remembered his father saying, “I gave him your birthday. So that you would always have something in common.”

He was three years old now, way past the learning-to-walk-and-talk stage that his cousin Alyssa was in. Max wondered what he was like – did he look like his father or his mother? What were his likes and dislikes? Was he a happy child? Was he healthy? Well cared for? March 15th seemed to drag on forever and Max found himself experiencing several moments of weakness, times when he wanted to ask his companion about his son.

But in the end his resolve would prevail, because one thing remained unchanged – Zan was never to know his origins, was never going to be pushed onto the road, into hiding, running for his life. Zan had a chance at being a normal human being and no amount of longing on Max’s part was going to interfere with that.

That evening, in a restaurant, Max announced that he’d like to order dessert for a change and that the agent should join him. Darmon cocked his head curiously and asked why, so Max explained that it was tradition to have cake on your birthday. That explanation seemed to satisfy the guardian, until he found out that no restaurant carried fruit cake, especially not two days before St. Patrick’s Day. For one brief second, Max thought he’d seen something resembling disappointment on the big man’s face, which made him laugh inside, if only for a moment.

As March was sliding to a close and the promise of spring was in the air, Max was awakened from a deep slumber by his protector. For once, they’d moved to a warmer climate and were staying at a hotel outside of Fort Lauderdale. Florida was bursting at the seams with kids on spring break and Darmon felt it was a good place to become lost in a crowd. Max had agreed, until he’d been thrust into a mix of people his age, people who were partying like there was no tomorrow, living like any college kid should – drinking, hooking up, staying up all night, hitting the beach during the day. It only drove home to Max how much he would never be like any of them.

On this morning, nothing would prove him more right. Agent Darmon leaned over Max and gave his shoulder a quick shake. Max jerked, frightened and sat up straight, his hair pointing toward the ceiling. His eyes were fuzzy and dry, his senses not quite awake yet.

“You must come, sir,” Darmon said, his voice a booming intrusion in the small room.

Max’s heart immediately thumped in his chest, memories of Helsinki flashing in his mind. They were being hunted again! He stumbled from the bed, lost his balance, crashed into the closet door. Hands shaking with fear, he reached for his jeans, lifted his leg to start putting them on, lost his balance again.

“Are you okay, sir?” Darmon questioned patiently.

“I’m hurrying,” Max replied, struggling again with the jeans.

“No need to hurry, sir, but you should come soon.”

Max dropped to the bed. No hurry? Then why was the agent waking him up? He blinked several times, struggled to clear the cobwebs from his head.

Ten minutes later, he knew why Darmon had awakened him. In an alley not two blocks from their hotel, lying on his stomach, was Max’s assassin. Around the body, a small group of people that Max detected as alien life forms stood in a semi-circle. Max froze a fair distance away, not sure what he should do. The assassin was obviously dead and he wasn’t sure he wanted to know how he’d ended up that way. Even worse, he couldn’t help but feel bitter resentment toward the creature that had kept him on the run and away from the ones he loved for eight months.

“He’s dead?” Max said to Darmon, more as a filler of space than anything else.

“Just a few hours ago, sir,” Darmon replied. He motioned toward one of the aliens guarding the body. “Jackson found him and destroyed him.”

Max swallowed hard as his eyes took in Jackson, the assassin’s assassin. His eyes drifted away from the crime scene, toward the sky and down a few blocks. Just two more blocks, a few hours ago, while Max was sleeping. Death had been knocking on his door and he hadn’t even known it.

Pushing that thought to the back of his head, Max cleared his throat and approached the aliens shielding the body. He walked straight up to Jackson, who was every bit as emotionless as Darmon. Max held out his hand in thanks; the alien looked at it for a moment, then seemed to recall some silly human custom about shaking hands and took his master’s hand in his.

“Thank you,” Max said, looking the alien squarely in the eye.

Jackson tipped his crew-cut head in recognition and resumed his expressionless guarding of the body.

Max looked down at the body and felt a tug of sadness within. A life lost only so he could keep living. One life for another. Then again, the assassin wouldn’t have thought twice about taking Max’s life.

Then something struck Max as odd. Why was there a body? Why hadn’t it disintegrated into a pile of dust? Stooping a bit, he took a closer look. The man appeared to be in his forties, his hair gray at the temples; he was wearing a repairman’s uniform, bearing the name of some air conditioning company. Max blinked.

A man. Not an alien.

Quickly, Max righted himself, turned to look at Agent Darmon, who had come to stand beside him.

“He’s human,” Max observed in disbelief.

Darmon gave a short nod of his head.

“Why is he human?” It was unbelievable that all of this time he’d assumed they were running from an alien and here it was a human who had been tracking them.

“There are many races on this planet,” Darmon explained. “Many of them work together. Your enemies are not all foreign to this planet, your majesty.”

Max felt a little sick. For some reason, he’d always wanted to place more faith in the human race than in his own. Lying at his feet was the proof that no one deserved his trust. He couldn’t deal with that right now, not while experiencing the whole gravity of the situation, so he slipped into logistical mode instead.

“We can’t leave a body here,” he said, wondering why no one had noticed them yet. After all, they were barely off the beaten path and it was broad daylight. How long before Horatio Cane and his CSIs showed up?

“It will be taken care of,” Darmon said.

And that was all Max wanted to know. He didn’t want the details of how this man would be disposed of, didn’t want to wonder if he had family that would miss him. Max just wanted to crawl back to his hotel room and hide from the world.

But for the second time that day, death was about to visit to him.

A low, muffled ring came from Darmon’s pocket. The agent looked that way, then pulled out the device and checked the caller ID. Max looked at it curiously – in all of the time they’d been together, he couldn’t remember the agent’s phone ever ringing. In fact, he didn’t know that Darmon even had a phone.

Flipping the cell open, Darmon barked a hello, listened for a moment, then handed it to Max, who raised a curious eyebrow.

“Hello?” he said tentatively into the receiver.

“Max, it’s Jesse,” came a familiar voice.

So elated was Max to hear his brother-in-law’s voice that he totally missed the underlying anxiety it held. “Jesse? What’s going on?”

It had to be good news, right? After all, Isabel was going on two weeks late with her baby.

“Max, Isabel delivered the baby last night,” Jesse said, his voice strained and exhausted.

“That’s great!” Max chimed, trying really hard to be happy for them and ignore the dead person behind him. “What is it? A boy or a girl?”

“It’s a boy,” Jesse replied, but there was no mirth in his tone. “Listen, Max. I know you’re in the middle of something big, but I need you to come back to Boston right away.”

For the first time, Max felt a cold finger of fear slide down his spine. “What is it?” he asked cautiously.

“You just need to come,” Jesse said, sounding like a lost man. “Please, Max. Come home.” There was a pause and then Max thought he could hear Jesse choke back a sob. “I need you here, because he’s dying.”

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Part Nineteen

Max couldn’t stop the nervous pumping of his leg as he looked anxiously out of the airplane window. This was taking too long. Way too long. Why couldn’t he teleport? Of all of the gifts he’d been given, that would be the most helpful right now. If only he could do it.

But he couldn’t. So now he and his body guard were squished into coach seats, the massive alien spilling over his seat and into Max’s, instilling in him a sense of claustrophobia that the situation couldn’t afford.

That they were on a flight at all was amazing – the airport in Fort Lauderdale had been packed with half-drunk students trying to find their way home. Apparently, getting to the party was the big accomplishment and half of them hadn’t considered they needed to return as well. As a result, all of the airlines had unbelievably long lines and the inebriated state of most of those needing tickets only added to the log jam.

At one point Max had pleaded with one of the airlines to let him on, explaining that he had to get home because of a family emergency. The ticket clerk had kind of chuckled and told him it was a nice try – the same nice try a dozen people before him had attempted – and had sent him back to his place in line.

But eventually a couple of standby seats came available, unfortunately for Darmon in economy class. The two had talked that since the eminent danger was over, if only one seat were to be offered to them, then Max would go and Darmon would catch up. They hadn’t had to make that choice.

“How much longer?” Max asked Darmon, desperation in his eyes.

Darmon didn’t even look at his watch. “Another hour, sir.”

The person in the aisle seat, a spring break partier who had been reading her magazine, looked up at the word “sir” and quirked a disbelieving grin in Max’s direction. He had to agree with her – the fact that anyone would call him sir was ridiculous. After all, Max was college age himself and the outside world had no idea that the burdens he carried.

Still another hour to go. Max took in a couple of deep breaths, tried to tell himself to calm down. His palms were sweaty and his stomach was one big knot. Hold on, little guy, he said to his new nephew. I’m coming.

Needing something else to concentrate on, Max let his mind drift back to the very brief conversation he’d had with Liz. Once Darmon had revealed the cell phone, they’d started making calls, setting up their arrival in Boston. It would take too long to get a rental car, so Max had phoned his wife and asked her to get them at the arrivals lane – that way they could get into the car and be on their way. Liz, always the resourceful one, told them to meet her at departures instead – there would be more traffic circle and loading baggage at arrivals, whereas departures was pretty much a place to dump someone out and go. Max smiled to himself. That was his Liz – good under pressure, still finding the smart way to do things.

What she hadn’t been able to tell him were the details of Isabel’s son’s birth. Liz didn’t know what was wrong with him or how long he had. The thing that worried Max the most was how he was going to sneak into the hospital and heal the boy without drawing the attention of the world. The obvious problem was that he would be seen. The next problem was that the child had been deemed terminal – sudden, miraculous recovery would definitely send up the flares that something was amiss.

But it didn’t really matter. Fixing this for Isabel mattered. She had never asked him to use his powers to fix anything for her. While he’d healed Liz’s gunshot wound and countless bruises for Michael (courtesy of his foster father), Isabel hadn’t ever asked. Not once.

Max’s brow furrowed as he realized that she hadn’t asked this time either. It was Jesse who had tracked him down to plead for his son’s life.

Speaking of which, that was something else that would need to be dealt with – how had Jesse found them? Where had Darmon gotten the cell phone? They were questions Max wanted answers to, but were hardly at the forefront of his mind.

“How much longer?” he asked again.

This time the student on the other side of Darmon scowled and angrily flipped the page of her magazine. Max got the feeling he’d asked one too many times.

“Half an hour,” Darmon said mechanically.

Half an hour. Soon they’d start to descend. Max’s eyes drifted to the overhead compartment and realized way too late that they shouldn’t have checked their baggage – it would be so much easier to grab a carry on and run with it than have to wait for the luggage to be unloaded from the belly of the plane.

“Hey,” Max said, leaning around Darmon and addressing their annoyed neighbor. “Hi. Listen, I need to get off this plane as soon as possible.”

“Obviously,” she said, rolling her eyes.

“No, listen to me,” Max said sternly, which may have only pissed her off even more. “I have an emergency to attend to. I have to get off as fast as I can.”

She snorted. “Yeah, I’ll bet you like to get off fast. Then again, you probably don’t have a choice.”

Anger boiled just below the surface. “I’m not fucking kidding!” he said. “My nephew is sick, I need to get to him.”

She chewed her gum and regarded him unsympathetically. “Why, do you need to give him a kidney or something?”

There it was – she’d backed him into a corner. Yes, one did need to hurry home when someone was ill, but unless they were a doctor or a surgeon usually their presence wasn’t a matter of life and death. He couldn’t tell her that he was going to miraculous heal the infant. So he sat back in his seat, defeated.

And when the plane landed at Logan International, she took her sweet time getting out of her seat and retrieving her carry on. She even let several people go past before she stopped blocking the aisle, never meeting Max’s urgent eyes. Darmon looked over his shoulder at his king, his eyes devoid of most emotion except for a flicker of annoyance.

The next delay came at the baggage carousel. Max paced nervously while he waited for the suitcases to start their merry-go-round. What was taking so long? Wasn’t it a simple process of taking the bags off the plane, driving them to the terminal and throwing them onto the belt? Did it need to take fifteen minutes or a half hour? Weren’t there more efficient processes in place they could have followed?

Finally, the carousel jumped to life and the bags started coming through – expensive leather, cheap cloth, a child’s red-green-and yellow tote. Max pushed his way to the front and as soon as he saw his bag, he grabbed it. Darmon followed shortly.

Then the two men were running through the airport, running toward the departures entrance instead of away from it. They had to weave through the crowd, two fish going upstream and then they were outside, into the brisk Boston air. The cold rush took the breath out of Max’s lungs and he mused that his stay in Florida had been so short that he hadn’t even been able to get a hint of a tan. Quickly, he looked from one end of the departure zone to the next, until he saw a car flashing its lights.

“Come on,” he said to Darmon, rushing down the walk and into the drive.

Liz’s small car jerked to a stop and Max pulled open the passenger side door. He tossed his bag into the backseat and gave her a quick kiss as he jumped into the car. They had to wait a moment while Darmon wedged himself into the back seat. Then Liz hit the gas and drove way too quickly around the curve of the departure zone.

“How is he?” Max asked, turning sideways in his seat to face his wife.

Liz checked over her shoulder, then in her rearview mirror, then pulled into the rush of traffic headed north on I-95. “I haven’t talked to them since I talked to you,” she said.

“What’s wrong with him?” was Max’s next question, hoping she’d obtained more information since their last conversation.

“I don’t have the details,” she said, shooting him an apologetic glance. “I just know that the doctors gave him twenty four hours to live.”

Twenty four hours. Max tried to recall when Jesse said the baby had been born. Yesterday – but when yesterday? Last night. It hadn’t been twenty four hours yet. But what if the doctors had been wrong?

“I tried to get here as soon as I could,” Max said, his voice full of apology.

Liz looked at him a little longer this time, then reached into his seat and took his hand in hers. “I know you did,” she said in comfort. “I’m sure there’s still time. I’m sure he’s going to be okay.”

Max wanted to believe that. He truly did. When Liz passed the exit for the hospital, he felt a jolt of panic. “Liz, the hospital is that way –”

“He’s not there,” she said. “They took him home.”

He looked at her incredulously for a moment. They had removed a dying baby from the facility that might be able to help them the most? Cold realization came to him then – they knew it was hopeless and wanted the baby to be able to die in a warm, welcoming place, surrounded by people who loved him.

Max’s throat tightened up and he felt the first pangs of grief.

“It’s too soon for that,” Liz said gently, snapping him out of his painful reflection.

He nodded and gave her hand a squeeze, stopped himself from asking how much longer it would be. She was doing her best, dodging notoriously frantic Massachusetts traffic and still keeping up a good pace. She amazed him every day.

Soon they were pulling into the circular drive before the Ramirez estate. Max threw open his door before the car had even stopped moving entirely and started for the house. He pulled up short, however, when Liz cut the engine. With the background noise gone, he could suddenly hear what was going on inside of the house.

Isabel was wailing. Not the cries of a worried mother, but the cries of a grieving animal whose offspring has perished. Max’s heart gave a hard thump and his whole body flushed with a mixture of panic and dread. He was too late. Without ever knocking on the door, he knew he was too late.

Baby Ramirez was dead.

“Max,” Liz called, catching up to her husband. “What is it? Why did you stop?”

Max closed his eyes, his sister’s cries filling his head only. He could hear Jesse trying to talk softly to his wife, but Isabel continued to sob blindly, her world reduced to her grief. Max opened his eyes and moved for the door, a confused Liz following in his wake. He tried the handle and found the door locked; if there had been any hope left, he would have used his powers to intrude. Instead, he reached out and knocked on the door, tentatively, apologetically.

A few long moments passed, then the door yawned open. On the other side, Max was met with the sorrowful eyes of his brother-in-law. The others were met with their first sounds of Isabel crying. Liz drew in a quick breath, her hand going to her mouth, and she took a subconscious step backward.

“Jesse,” Max said quietly. “Tell me.”

But he didn’t need Jesse to tell him. A cloak of death hung over the house, and it wasn’t the kind of death Max could reverse. The baby wasn’t hovering between the land of the dead and the living any longer. He was completely gone.

“It’s too late,” Jesse said, his voice choked.

In his head, Max translated the words – You’re too late. He’d let her down. Of all of the people in his life, outside of Liz, Isabel was the last person he’d ever let down, and yet he’d just done it. She’d wanted that baby more than anything – and he’d possessed the ability to see to it that she got to keep him.

But he’d failed. His sister’s cries pierced his ears, traveled through his body and stung his heart. Surely he could have tried harder, couldn’t he? Surely there was something he could have done to get here sooner, wasn’t there? Where had he failed? What could he have done differently to set this whole thing right again?

The world around Max spun in a dizzying circle. He groped for something to steady himself, heard Liz worriedly call his name, and then he was falling.

Pressure constricted his lungs so that it was impossible to breathe. He couldn’t open his eyes – there was too much strain on his body and he lacked the strength to do so. Sounds whooshed past his ears and then there was a painful pop! inside of his head.

The pressure and pain abated quickly and Max snapped his eyes open. All around him, people bustled with their luggage, checking their boarding passes to make sure they were headed for the right gates. The air smelled of coffee and cinnamon rolls and was filled with the sounds of shoes on tile, the many voices of clumps of humanity. Max blinked hard, trying to clear his head. Where was Jesse? And Liz? What had happened to Isabel’s cries?

“Baggage claim is this way,” Darmon said from beside Max.

Max whirled on him, is body starting to quiver with an unbelievable realization.

He was back at the airport.

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Part Twenty

“Sir?”

Max blinked, confusion muddling his mind. Before him, his protector was waiting for something, but Max didn’t know just what.

“Should we retrieve our bags, sir?”

Bags? Max’s eyes drifted to the sign that was suspended from the ceiling. Baggage Claim. They were at the airport.

But they’d already left the airport. They’d climbed into a car with Liz and had raced out to Cape Cod to find Isabel’s baby already dead. He was too late – he’d failed. He could remember it as clear as day, as though it had really happened.

Had it really happened? Or had he hallucinated the whole thing? No, the pain was too real – he’d been at the estate, he’d heard his sister’s cries of grief. The baby had died and right about that time Max had started to punish himself, he’d found himself on this busy concourse, travelers bustling around him.

Darmon was waiting patiently.

“What – what time is it?” Max stammered.

The agent glanced at his watch. “Four ten, sir.”

Four ten. By the time they’d driven to Cape Cod, it had been at least five o’clock. Regardless of how he’d gotten back to the airport, or if he’d imagined leaving the airport at all, there was one distinct possibility – that baby Ramirez was still alive.

“We have to go,” Max said, turning on his heel and starting for the departures entrance.

“The baggage claim is that way,” Darmon reminded, pointing in the opposite direction, even as he was obediently following his master.

“Forget the bags,” Max replied, breaking into a run.

It made sense. The only delay he’d had control over was the time they’d spent waiting for the bags to arrive on the carousel. Nothing in his power was going to get them on an earlier flight. There was nothing he could have done to make the bitch in the aisle seat take him seriously and get out of his way.

But he could skip picking up their luggage and head straight for the car that awaited them. Perhaps shaving off that half hour or even fifteen minutes could mean life or death to Max’s new nephew.

Outside, the cold air blew Max’s hair out of his eyes, the chill of March making him shiver. He didn’t need to look for Liz’s car – he already knew where she’d be. He ran for her, Darmon in tow. When they got to the car, Max jumped in the passenger seat and gave her a quick kiss, an overwhelming sense of déjà vu flooding over him.

“No bags?” she asked, her expression confused.

“We’ll get them later,” Max said. “We don’t have a minute to waste.”

She looked at him quizzically for a moment, then it was almost like something unbelievable occurred to her. She didn’t say a word, however, as she checked her mirrors and merged into the traffic leaving Logan International.

Uncomfortable silence filled the car as they headed north. Max’s nerves were pulled tight, his body in panic over failing his nephew again. Or maybe for the first time. Or maybe the panic was due to not being able to figure out how he’d returned to the airport or if he’d dreamed the whole thing. His mind was racing a thousand miles a minute and he couldn’t slow it down.

When they passed the exit for the hospital, Liz looked at him curiously, then said, “They took him home.”

Max felt another shiver of déjà vu. They’d already had this conversation – he’d asked why Liz hadn’t gotten off to go to the hospital and she’d explained that Isabel and Jesse had taken the baby home. Max had concluded that they’d done that so he would die in a friendly environment instead of in a cold, sterile hospital.

Only this time Max hadn’t asked the question and Liz was looking at him like he had lobsters crawling on his head. She almost looked like she understood what had happened to him, but she wasn’t willing to bring it up given the circumstances.

“How is he?” Max asked, if for no other reason than to create a distraction.

“I don’t know, Max. I haven’t talked to them since I talked to you.”

Of course she hadn’t. He already knew that. His stomach lurched and he fought the urge to roll down the window and let the cold air in to calm him.

He felt warmth on his hand and looked down to see Liz’s small hand covering his own. He put his other hand over hers and gave it a squeeze. Already he felt calmer – she was sending him comfort, like a warm blanket on a cold night.

“You can do this,” she said softly.

Max nodded silently. He could do it – if they got there in time.

Panic and worry flittered away as Liz pulled into the circular drive before the Ramirez mansion and Max’s focus shifted to helping the baby. As before, he was pushing open the car door before it had entirely stopped. He started running for the house and when Liz turned off the car, he listened for his sister’s anguished cries and didn’t hear them.

Instead, he heard soft words of comfort being spoken by Jesse and Isabel’s stifled tears. There was no cloak of death hanging over the house, but Max could feel it creeping in from the corners.

There wasn’t much time left.

When he reached the door, Max knew that it would be locked. Politeness be damned – he immediately dropped his open palm to the locking mechanism and was about to flip the tumblers with his powers when the door jerked open.

“Hurry,” Jesse pleaded, stepping out of Max’s way.

Max rushed through the house, following the sound of his sister’s muffled crying. He found her in the family room, looking pale and gaunt in a white robe. In her arms was a bundle of pale blue blankets, a tiny body hidden within. Max quickly crossed to her and sat beside her on the couch.

“It’s my fault,” she choked as she rocked the bundle.

“No, it’s not your fault,” he said gently, his eyes falling to the child. He couldn’t just rip him out of her arms like he wanted to – but still, time was wasting.

“I’m being punished,” she said, her face streaked with tears. “For being a bad person.”

“You’re not a bad person,” he said soothingly. “Let me see him, Iz.”

“I lied to my husband. I let him marry me without him knowing what I was. This is my punishment.”

Max reached over and touched her arm. “No one is being punished here, Isabel. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

She worked her mouth and clutched the bundle to her chest, continuing to rock back and forth.

“Iz,” he said a little more sternly. “Time is running out. You need to give him to me now.”

Isabel, obviously disoriented by exhaustion and grief, looked down at the baby and whispered something that Max couldn’t comprehend.

This wasn’t going well. Without getting his hands on the baby, there was no way he could heal him. But she seemed so fragile that Max wasn’t sure how to go about forcing the baby from her arms.

“Sweetheart,” Jesse said softly, stooping before his wife with his arms outstretched. “May I hold our son for a while?”

Max looked at him like he was crazy. This was no time to be passing around the baby like a football. Somehow he’d been given a gift to right a wrong and these two were acting like there was all the time in the world!

Isabel gave a shaky smile and held the baby out to her husband. “Yes,” she breathed. “Our son.”

“Thank you,” Jesse replied, smiling in return. He brought the baby upward, placed a soft kiss on his forehead, then without further haste handed him to Max.

Relief flooded Max and he’d be forever grateful that Jesse knew how to be so kind to his sister in a horribly stressful situation. He cradled the child in his arm, tried to forget what it was like to hold his own son, pulled back the soft blue blanket and laid his hand on the baby’s tiny body.

On the outside, baby Ramirez was perfect. He had ten toes and ten fingers. His skin, even through the pink wrinkle of a newborn and the blue tinge of asphyxia, looked like it would carry the bronzed trait of his father. His dark lashes were long and a shock of black hair stood erect atop his tiny head.

But inside, something was horribly wrong. The baby’s breathing was erratic, often stopping entirely and suddenly resuming with a jerk. The child lay limply, lacking the energy to even have the muscle twitches of a growing body.

Max closed his eyes and concentrated on healing his sister’s baby. Connecting was easy, but there was no flood of emotions like when he’d felt his own son’s birth. Baby Ramirez wasn’t frightened or worried about his fate – the only thing he knew was to fight for survival. In a way, the absence of confused thoughts helped clear the path for Max and he quickly found the problem.

The baby’s heart was deformed, inadequate to pump the blood he would need to survive. The heartbeat was clumsy, ineffective, pausing for alarmingly long periods of time. Death was closing in to claim its prey.

Determined, Max started splitting cells, forming chambers, healing defects that shouldn’t be there. He felt as though the final sands were slipping through the hourglass and if he didn’t move fast enough, the wicked witch would come to take away Isabel’s baby. Only a little longer, he told himself. Just a little more.

There!

Max opened his eyes and his heart sank when he found the baby lying motionlessly in his arms. The room was silent, everyone holding their breath. Across the room, he sensed that Liz and Darmon had finally caught up to him and he could almost feel Liz’s anxiety from where he sat.

Breathe! he thought, silently commanding the child to live. He couldn’t fail twice in one day!

Then the baby choked. Isabel gasped, her hand flying to her mouth, preparing to burst into tears as her son died. But he didn’t die. His face scrunched up and his skin started to turn beat red as he squirmed inside of his blanket.

“What’s wrong with him?” Isabel demanded, her voice panicked.

Jesse laid a hand on her shoulder. “Wait,” he said calmly.

And shortly thereafter, baby boy Ramirez let out with a wail, the angry cry of a disgruntled newborn. His tiny, healthy cries filled the family room and Isabel burst into tears anyway.

Max felt his throat clench and his eyes stung at the sight of his nephew protesting his rough first day of life. Swallowing past the lump in his throat, Max gently handed the baby to his sister. Isabel looked at the baby in disbelief, then to Max in awe as she reclaimed her son.

“He’s okay now,” Max said quietly. “He’s hungry though.”

Jesse swiped at his eyes as he fell onto the couch on the other side of his wife. “He couldn’t eat before,” he explained. “He couldn’t even cry.”

Max looked across the room at Liz, who was staring agape at the scene on the couch.

“This is the first time he’s cried?” she asked.

Jesse nodded and neither parent moved to hush the angry infant, his cries being music to their ears.

“What’s his name?” Max finally asked.

“Jeremy Alexander,” Jesse replied with pride.

But Isabel shook her head. “No,” she said. “Jeremy Maxwell Alexander.”

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