

*Maria*
The Chief walks through the door and the room goes silent. His piercing blue eyes infiltrate right through us. Past our self confident facade and straight to our insecurities and self doubt. I remain holding my head high. I don’t dare flinch. Doctors can smell fear.
I notice out of the corner of my eye a petite brunette sneaking in through the back. The aging veteran seems oblivious to her presence ,but I know better.Valenti knows all and sees all. I researched his career extensively before deciding to take my residence here at Roswell Grace. He waits until she joins us to speak.
“Each of you comes here today hopeful. Wanting in on the game. A month ago you were in med school being taught by doctors. Today you are the doctors. The seven years you spend here as a surgical resident will be the best and worst of your life. You will be pushed to the breaking point. Look around you. Say hello to your competition. 8 of you will switch to an easier specialty. 5 of you will crack under the pressure & 2 of you will be asked to leave. This is your starting line. This is your arena. How well you play… That’s up to you.”
The game. They say the person has what it takes to play or they don’t. I do. This is what I’ve waited my entire life for. We are dismissed and I follow the others into the locker room. Co Ed. Perfect. I change into my first pair of blue scrubs. I scrutinize myself in the mirror. I make this look good.
I catch the girl with dark eyes staring at me. When I return her gaze she utters, “Only six girls out of twenty.” I shake my head in agreement. “I hear one of them is a model. Seriously, like that’s going to help with the respect thing.” She flashes me a warm smile.
“I’m Maria.” I offer up my hand for a shake. “I just thought I’d let you know that I’m in it to win it. I don’t do anything halfway. I want to be the best and in order to do that I have to beat you. Good luck.” I flash her my best cheery expression and I can tell I’ve taken her off guard. Good the less focus she is the better I’ll look.
