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LairaBehr4 - Did I hear someone ask for an update?

Thanks for all the wonderful feedback. I'm glad there are some of you who weren't too harsh on Max :wink: , although I have to say he's taken your words to heart and seen the error of his ways ...

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44

“Are you sure you should be doing this?” Isabel asked. She was standing just inside Max’s bedroom door watching him pack an overnight bag.

Max just looked at her and raised his eyebrows, before returning to his packing.

“Okay, okay. Just don’t push her Max.” Isabel warned. “Be there as a friend but nothing more. She won’t be in the right headspace to deal with you, and you could end up pushing her further away.”

“I promise I’ll be on my best behaviour. Scouts honour.” Max saluted before picking up his bag and jacket ready to leave the room.

“Give my love to Liz okay? Tell her I’m sorry I couldn’t come down myself.” Isabel said as she hugged her brother goodbye.

“Are you sure you’re going to be okay here on your own?” Max asked.

“Oh, I won’t be on my own. Alex will be here.” Isabel replied.

“I thought he was going to Australia with Maria?”

“There was a change of plans. Serena is going down for the funeral so she will be escorting Maria.”

“Oh.” Max replied, wondering whether he would prefer Isabel to be here alone or alone in the house with Alex.

“Stop worrying about me.” Isabel smirked, knowing exactly what Max was thinking.

“Just look after yourself.” Max asked, before giving her a goodbye kiss on the forehead.

“I will. Bye Max.” Isabel replied as she watched him walk out the door. “Good luck.”

* * * * *

“Liz?” Michael approached hesitantly. He had checked into his hotel, had called Maria and Serena to tell them the news, and had just returned to check on Liz and her mother. He found Liz sitting in the dark on the swing in backyard, staring intently at the ground by her feet.

The sound of Michael approach broke Liz out of her reverie. She looked up and squinted against the light.

“Hey Michael.” Liz replied, although distractedly.

“How are you doing?” Michael asked, taking a seat on the swing next to Liz.

“Fine.” Liz replied, unconvincingly.

“Did you get some sleep?” Michael asked, concerned about the black rings under Liz’s eyes.

“No. I couldn’t sleep.” Liz replied. Truth was, she hadn’t really attempted to. After the phone call with Max, there were too many thoughts running through her head.

“Can I get you anything? Something to eat maybe?” Michael offered.

“That would be nice.” Liz smiled, grateful for his offer. Food was the last thing on her mind at the moment, but she wanted Michael to feel useful.

“I’ll be back shortly.” Michael smiled, before making his way inside to the kitchen.

* * * * *

“Max? What are you doing here?” Maria’s eyes narrowed suspiciously.

“Same thing as you I would imagine.” Max replied, after being accosted by Maria in the airport.

“I really don’t think that is a good idea.” Maria stated. “This is really not a good time for you to start pulling any stunts with Liz.”

“I know Maria. I just want to make sure she’s okay.” Max replied. Why did everybody automatically assume that his going to Australia to find Liz was such a bad idea?

“I really don’t think she’ll want you there.” Maria continued to argue.

“She called me Maria.” Max announced.

“She what?” Maria repeated.

“She called me last night to tell me about her dad. Out of everyone she could have called, she chose me. Doesn’t that sound like she needs me?” Max asked, wanting Maria’s confirmation of what he had been thinking himself. It was what he had been arguing since he had made up his mind to catch the first plane to Australia.

Maria looked like she was debating it for a moment.

“If you so much as look at her the wrong way … so help me God.” Maria warned.

Max put his hands up in defence, and Maria seemed to back off.

“Sorry I’m late…” Serena said walking up to Maria, but then glared at Max – “What are you doing here?”

“Liz called him.” Maria answered for him.

Serena’s eyes narrowed in the same way as Maria’s had.

“If you so much as …” Serena began.

“-I know, I know. I’ve already had the lecture.” Max cut her off.

“I’ll be watching you.” Serena warned – giving Max her best glare.

“Let’s just check in for the flight shall me?” Max said, grabbing his bag and watching Maria fumble with the millions of bags she had brought with her. “Do you need some help?” He offered.

“No. I’m fine.” Maria replied, before pushing passed Max to the economy check in line. Max meanwhile headed to the front of the first class check in line which was empty compared to the economy line. Within minutes he had managed to check in and was already headed to the gates. Maria just watched him go and tried not to get too impatient at the long line in front of her, but kicked herself for not getting to the airport earlier.

“Excuse me.” An official looking gentleman approached Maria and Serena. “Would you two ladies like to follow me please?”

A disgruntled Maria, and a mildly interested Serena, picked up their bags and left the long economy line to follow the mysterious gentleman. To their surprise he took them to the front of the first class check in line.

“There must be some mistake…” Maria began.

“No mistake. Mr Evans has just paid to upgrade your seats. You’ll be joining him in first class today.”

Maria was dumbfounded, and Serena had to reach over and pick up Maria’s jaw from off the ground.

“You mean to say we are flying the whole way to Australia in first class?” Maria squealed.

“Yes Madam. The flight isn’t for another hour so once you proceed through customs, please avail yourself to the facilities in our first class lounge.” The check-in lady smiled.

“I definitely will.” Maria smiled in return.

* * * * *

Liz eventually made her way into the house to check on Michael. He had spent a long time in the kitchen already, which meant he was either in trouble, or he was preparing an extravaganza of a meal, which she knew she wouldn’t be able to eat.

“Michael?” Liz called as she entered the kitchen. She could see the omelette that Michael had begun to prepare, but not yet cooked.

“Michael?” Liz repeated, venturing into the living room where she could hear the TV.

“Sorry, I was just trying to catch the late night news.” Michael said, reaching for the remote when he saw Liz walk in.

“That’s okay Michael.” Liz smiled, but then her eyes fell on the television screen which was showing images of Tess leaving the family planning clinic days before.

“Tess Harding has denied rumours that Max Evans is the father of her child. Sources close to the star confirm that Max and Tess have not been together since their break-up earlier in the year. Tess Harding has not yet confirmed who the father is, and appears to have gone into hiding. Max Evans has not yet been reached for comment... In related news, Max’s newest love interest, Liz Parker, lost her father earlier today from a heart attack. Sources at the hospital report that Liz and her mother were at his bedside when he died. The question now is whether Max will come down to Australia to be by Liz’s side at the funeral. This will be Max’s first visit to our shores since 2002. In other news…”

“Sorry.” Michael apologised as he flicked off the television.

Liz didn’t say anything, before taking a seat on the nearest chair.

“Are you okay?” Michael asked concerned.

“Fine.” Liz repeated for the second time that day.

Truth was her head was reeling. Max didn’t sleep with Tess – according to the media anyway… And she tended to believe them because, assuming Tess did indeed deny the rumours, Liz could not see any reason why she would lie when it was in her best interest to make everyone think that she and Max were together. No, it had to be true.

And her father’s death had made the news. No doubt they now couldn’t bury him in peace, not with the paparazzi waiting for Max to show up. Would he show up? Of course he would. After she broke down and contacted him last night, he now knew exactly where she would be. And she believed she knew him well enough to know exactly what his next move would be.

* * * * *

Max reclined his chair, put on his headphones and closed his eyes. The minute his eyes were closed, he imagined Liz, and what she was doing at that moment. He hoped that Michael had found her and was doing what he could to look after her while he couldn’t be there. He also tried to imagine how his meeting with Liz would go. Would she be happy to see him? Would she refuse to talk to him?

“I hope you don’t think this has gotten you off the hook… Just because you were kind enough to upgrade Serena and I, that doesn’t mean that we are going to just let you waltz back into Liz’s life.” Maria warned, and Serena backed Maria up with a well directed pointed stare.

“That wasn’t my intention.” Max defended himself, after removing his headphones. “I just thought it would make your trip more comfortable. And … well … maybe I just wanted the company?”

Maria eyed him suspiciously.

“Why does everyone automatically think that I’m going to hurt Liz? I love her.” Max asked, frustrated.

“But when you see her, are you going to what’s best for her or what’s best for you?” Maria asked.

Max didn’t reply, but pulled his headphones back down over his ears.

What would he do when he saw Liz? He would like to think that he would be the perfect gentleman – saying all the right things at the right time, and being everything she wants and needs at that moment. But when he finally saw her, how would he know what that was?

* * * * *

“I really think you should try and get some sleep.” Michael suggested, after seeing Liz suppress a yawn.

“I don’t think I could even if I wanted to.” Liz replied, rubbing her bloodshot eyes.

“Why don’t you just try? You might surprise yourself.” Michael suggested.

“If I try, will you get off my case?” Liz smirked.

“For a little while at least.” Michael smiled in return.

“Fine. On one condition.” Liz requested.

“Yeah? What’s that?” Michael asked.

“Will you stay with me?” Liz asked hesitantly, embarrassed that she was too scared to close her eyes on her own.

“Of course.” Michael smiled, shuffling up one end of the sofa so Liz had room to stretch out. Liz propped a pillow up against Michael’s lap and lay down. Within seconds of her head hitting the pillow, Liz was asleep. Michael pulled a blanket over Liz and tried to close his eyes himself.

* * * * *

“I think we need to set some ground rules.” Maria suddenly announced to Max, after the flight attendants had cleared away their breakfast. They had had a very smooth flight from LA to Sydney, and were now taking a connecting flight to Adelaide. They would be touching down in half an hour.

“Ground rules?” Max asked hesitantly. He didn’t like the sound of that.

“I need some kind of assurance that you are going to give Liz all the space she needs.” Maria added.

“Of course I will. I’m not going to ruin the one chance I have to make things right.” Max promised.

“Good. Then you’ll agree to my two conditions.” Maria smiled.

“And what would they be?” Max hesitated to ask.

“Firstly, I want you to agree that you won’t approach Liz until after the funeral.” Maria began.

“Okay…” Max agreed, although very hesitantly. “And the other condition?”

“The moment she asks you to leave – you do, on the first plane out.” Maria finished.

“Maria. I’m not going to force my presence on Liz if she doesn’t want me to be there. I love her and want to be with her more than anything, but only if she wants to be with me too.”

“I need you to tell me that you agree to the conditions…” Maria pushed.

“I agree. Satisfied?” Max replied.

“I will be once I see Liz.” Maria answered.

“Me too.” Max agreed.

* * * * *

“Morning.” Michael said when he felt Liz stir.

“Morning.” Liz croaked, and rubbed the sleep from her eyes. “How long did I sleep for?”

“About ten hours sleeping beauty.” Michael smiled. “I guess you really were tired after all.”

“I’m so sorry. You must have been very uncomfortable.” Liz apologised, sitting up on the sofa.

“Nah, not after I lost all feeling in my legs.” Michael joked.

“I’m really sorry.” Liz apologised again.

“Don’t even worry about it. I’m glad you got the chance to rest.”

“Can I at least make you breakfast?” Liz asked.

“No, let me.” Michael offered, attempting to stand up, and then immediately sat back down. “Well, maybe after I get the feeling back in my legs.”

I’ll get breakfast.” Liz offered, leaving an immovable Michael stranded on the sofa.

Liz walked into the kitchen and suddenly she couldn’t breathe. The events of the previous day came crashing down on her when she saw her mother in the kitchen.

“Mum?” Liz said, hesitantly.

“Lizzie. Oh honey, how are you doing?” Liz’s mother said, getting up from the stool where she had been crying into a cup of coffee and came over and hugged her daughter.

“I’m okay Mum.” Liz replied, hugging her mother back.

“I still can’t believe that he’s gone.” Liz’s mother sobbed.

“I know… I feel as though I have wasted the last four years because I didn’t spend them with Dad. I should have been here.” Liz cried.

“It’s impossible to know what the future holds. You had to leave – he understood that.” Liz’s mother consoled.

“I just wish we had more time…”

“Me too.” Liz’s mother agreed.

* * * * *

“Max! Max! What’s it like to be back in Australia?” A reporter asked, having shoved a microphone and camera in Max’s face the moment he walked up the ramp from the gate to the arrivals hall in the Adelaide airport.

“I’ll let you know once I see more than the airport.” Max said as he gave one of his award winning grins.

“Are you here for Liz Parker’s father’s funeral?” Another asked.

“I’m here to support Liz and her family during his time, and you would make it a lot easier for me if you would leave them alone while they deal with their grief. Thank you.” Max replied, beginning to escort Maria and Serena to the baggage collection area. He was starting to wish he had thought ahead and organised security.

“Max! Max! What about Tess’ admission that you’re not the father of her child. Does it come as a relief?” Another reporter asked.

“There was never any doubt.” Max smiled, before walking away.

* * * * *

“I’ll get it.” Liz announced, when she heard the sound of the doorbell. Just before unlatching the door, she thought twice, and decided to check through the peephole. Releasing the breath she had been holding, she quickly opened the door.

“Maria! Serena!” Liz cried, throwing an arm around each of them. “Thanks for coming.”

“Of course babe. We wouldn’t be anywhere else.” Maria answered for both of them. “How are you holding up?”

“I’m okay. Michael’s been great.” Liz replied.

At that moment Maria saw Michael over Liz’s shoulder and immediately went over to give him a hug too. She hadn’t wanted to admit to herself how much she had missed him in just a few days.

While Maria and Michael caught up, Serena turned her attention to Liz, who was looking over Serena’s shoulder.

“He’s not here.” Serena said, knowing exactly what Liz was thinking.

Liz nodded, and wasn’t sure if she was relieved or disappointed.

“He’s in Adelaide.” Serena announced, seeing the look on Liz’s face and reading it as disappointment. “But Maria asked him not to come until you said you were ready. He’ll be at the funeral tomorrow.”

Liz nodded again, willing the flutter in her heart to stop.
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Sorry for the delay... but I believe I did warn you :wink:

This is just a short part to keep you all going for another week or so.


45

Liz followed the noise down the hallway into her parent’s bedroom where she found her mother sorting through a pile of clothes on their bed. Liz took a moment to look around the room, and noticed that it still looked the same as she remembered, but there were a few more photos of herself scattered around the room. Obviously her parents had wanted to keep her close to them while she was gone.

“What are you doing?” Liz asked. She had thought her mother was just putting away the washing, but then she noticed that all the clothes on the bed belonged to her father.

“I need to pick out something nice for your father to wear.” Liz mother replied distractedly, reaching into the closet for yet another suit.

“Mum.” Liz said, trying to get her mother’s attention. “Mum!”

Liz’s mother stopped and looked at her with tears in her eyes. Liz immediately walked over and put her arms around her mother. “Let someone else do this.”

“But it’s going to be the last thing he wears. It has to be just right.” Her mother replied, pulling away to start sorting through the clothes again. “He would want to be in a suit. He always wore a suit to church. But whenever I picture him, I see him wearing his favourite polo neck jumper and pants. I just don’t know …”

“Okay.” Liz replied, stepping next to her mother at the bed. “I’ll help you.”

“Thank you.” Liz’s mother nodded.

* * * * *

Max paced his hotel room, looking at his watch every couple of minutes. Maria had called to let him know the details of the funeral which would be held the following day, and now he had a whole day to try and divert his attention from thinking about Liz every second of every minute.

When Max had asked how Liz was doing, Maria was honest and admitted that Liz wasn’t doing that well, and it broke Max’s heart to hear it. Now that he was so close to Liz, he felt the absence of her so much more. He could reach out and grasp her, but was under strict instructions to stay away until the funeral. Max understood where Maria was coming from - he knew that Liz had more on her mind right now than a confrontation with him, but he wasn’t sure if Maria actually realised how much it was killing him to not be with Liz for another second.

Looking out of his hotel window, he saw the people going about their day, enjoying the sunshine. Along the river there were families having picnics, walking their dogs, or jogging. Making a quick decision, Max threw on a pair of running shorts and his sneakers, and headed down to the lobby. Maybe a good hearty run would help him expel some of his frustration from being away from Liz.

It was either the adrenaline that was pumping through his system, the sun in the sky, or the wind in his hair, but something made Max begin to feel more positive about his future. He had finally put an end to Tess, he had no movie commitments tying him down, Isabel was recovering, and he had found Liz – well, almost. As he was running, focused on the goal ahead, rather than the curious stares from passer-by’s, he couldn’t stop the smile creeping over his face. He would see Liz soon, and he would make all of her dreams come true. He would be the man she needed him to be, and they would finally be happy.

When Max finally slowed his feet to a walk, he found himself outside the Women’s and Children’s Hospital. Briefly imaging the rest of his day being couped up in his hotel room, Max instead decided to walk inside the hospital doors and head for the children’s cancer ward.

“Can I help you?” A nurse asked, as Max approached the nurse’s station. When she looked up and realised who was standing in front of her, she couldn’t help but gape at Max.

“Hi.” Max said, used to that kind of reaction. “I was wondering if I could spend some time with the kids today.”

“Oh … I … well … yeah, I’m sure that would be alright.” The nurse replied, ignoring the usual rules about police checks and privacy rules, and leading Max towards the play room where some of the kids were playing games and watching movies.

“Hi everyone. We’ve got a special visitor today.” The nurse announced. “Everyone, this is Max Evans.”

The parents seemed to be a little more shell-shocked than the children, although some of the older kids recognised him. The younger ones were just excited about having a new visitor.

“So what are you guys up to?” Max asked, taking a seat on the floor next to where the kids were currently trying to build things out of Lego blocks.

“We’re building a castle.” One of the young boys announced, before the blocks he had been putting together came toppling down.

“Can I help you with that?” Max asked, helping the boy pick up the pieces and putting them back together.

“Hey, you look just like Peter Pan.” A little girl announced, tapping Max on the shoulder. “That’s my favourite movie.”

“Really? Mine too.” Max smiled, remembering back to one of his very first roles opposite Geoffrey Rush as Captain Hook. “You know what? You look just like Tinkerbell.”

“But I don’t have any wings.” The little girl sighed.

“Well. We’ll just have to fix that won’t we?” Max said, getting up and heading to the toy box marked ‘costumes’. After digging to the bottom, he found what he knew just had to be there – a pink tiara and a pair of pink fairy wings. There was even a pink fairy wand to match.

“I think these are just about your size.” Max said, holding out the costume to the little girl.

“Mummy, mummy, look!” The little girl called to one of the parents enjoying a coffee on the other side of the room.

“That’s great honey.” Her mother replied, putting down her coffee and coming over. Both she and Max helped the little girl into the fairy wings and tiara and then stood back to watch her twirl.

“Now that I’m Tinkerbell – you have to be Peter Pan.” The little girl said to Max, grabbing his hand and pulling him over to the costume box.

“Oh, I don’t know …” Max said, giving a pleading look to the girl’s mother who just smiled and moved back to the other side of the room to finish her coffee. “I really don’t think they will have anything that will fit me.”

“What about this?” The girl asked, holding up a green hat and a sword.

“I think that’ll work.” Max smiled.

Ten minutes later, Max had half the kids in the room running around the room as
Lost Children, and with one of the dad’s who had agreed to wear a patch on his eye and a hook on his hand, to be Captain Hook chasing them all. Eventually nurses and doctors stuck their heads into the room to see what all the commotion was. They had never seen the kids looking so happy.

* * * * *

“What else can I do?” Serena asked, handing Liz a cup of green tea.

“Nothing.” Liz smiled, taking the cup and blowing on it to cool it down.

“Are you sure there isn’t something?” Serena asked, fidgeting.

“You can’t sit still can you?” Liz smiled. She knew Serena so well.

“I can!” Serena exclaimed, but fidgeted some more. “Okay, so I’m not good with this sort of thing… I don’t know what you need me to do.”

“I just need you to be yourself.” Liz replied.

“Oh, well, I can do that.” Serena replied, making herself comfortable on the sofa. “So last week I was at the club, and there was this Britney-Paris wannabe in our usual spot. I don’t know who she thought she was, and why she would even dare to think that she was going to get away with it. So I went up to her and I said …”

Liz smiled as she listened to Serena’s story, enjoying the distraction from her father’s impending funeral and seeing Max again. Serena always had a way of making her forget her worries, even just for a little while.

* * * * *

“Good morning. You’re listening to the Rabbit and Amber show on SAFM. It’s now 7:35am and currently 21 degrees…” Maria heard as her alarm blared to life.

“Now Amber, you’ve got some new on Max Evans…” Rabbit began.

“I sure do. We all know that Max Evans arrived in our fair town yesterday. Apparently he’s no here for a publicity tour, but for the funeral of his girlfriend’s father.” Amber began.

“Wait, the girl on Oprah?” Rabbit clarified.

“That’s the one. There were rumours that they had split and Max had resumed his relationship with Tess Harding, but as we heard on the news yesterday, Tess has denied the rumours and Max has shown up in Adelaide.”

“So Max chose Liz over Tess. That girl must be good in bed.” Rabbit joked.

“Rabbit! That’s a horrible thing to say. Liz is a very beautiful woman.” Amber retorted.

“Oh, there’s no doubt she’s beautiful, but to win a guy like Max Evans who could have any woman in the world? There has to be something more.” Rabbit replied.

“I’m going to stop this conversation before we have ten angry listeners on the phone abusing you…” Amber cut him off before Rabbit dug an even deeper hole for himself. “Anyway, we’ve contacted his publicist, and he’s not taking any interviews while in Australia, but I am not about to let that perturb me…”

“What did you have in mind?” Rabbit asked.

“Apparently he spent yesterday entertaining the kids in the cancer ward at the Women’s and Children’s Hospital, so I had an idea. I am putting a bounty of $1,000 on Max Evans’ head – to be paid to the listener who can get us a fifteen minute interview with Max Evans. If you see him down Rundle Mall, or catching some rays on the beach, I want you to get him on the phone, or drag him into the studio, no matter what the time, and we will pay you $1,000.”

Maria shot up in bed. This was not good – seriously not good.
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Thanks everyone.

I meant to say last week that the whole bounty thing was inspired by a radio station in Brisbane that actually did the same thing to Matthew McConaghy who was shooting a movie with Kate Hudson or Kirsten Dunst or someone like that at the time. At one point there were a hoard of people outside his hotel with bongo drums (at 7am in the morning) waving placards with 'I'm pregnant' etc on them. I left Brisbane before I found out whether they actually got an interview with him or not.

Also, the song is 'Amazing Grace' by John Newton (again). I thought it would be nice to finish the song that Liz started with her dad.

Oh, and just to build the anticipation right from the outset - I promise a dreamer moment in this chapter (it was a long time coming but we eventually got there) :lol:

On with the show ...


46

“Serena?” Maria said, entering the kitchen where Serena was brewing some coffee.

“Morning. Want one?” Serena offered.

“No thanks.” Maria replied, taking a seat on the breakfast bar opposite Serena.

“What’s up?” Serena paused from what she was doing, seeing the worry on Maria’s face.

“Have you noticed that Liz hasn’t cried since we’ve been here?” Maria asked.

“Now that you mention it…” Serena replied.

“I’m worried about her.” Maria added.

“I am too. But Liz will be okay. She’s strong.” Serena replied.

“But everybody breaks at some point, no matter how strong they are.” Maria stated. “If Liz keeps this all bottled inside for too long … I don’t know what it will do to her.”

“What do you think we should do?” Serena asked.

“I don’t know… We should wait until after the funeral to do anything, at least. I don’t know, maybe seeing Max will help her.”

“You think she’ll want to see him?” Serena asked.

“She loves him. They’re soul mates. I think Max is the only one who can help her.”

* * * * *

Michael slowed the car to pull up in front of the church, but when he saw the number of paparazzi and onlookers, he sped up again and drove around to the back entrance to the church which remained deserted.

“Go inside.” Michael said to Maria, Liz and Serena. “I’ll park the car and be right in.”

Liz walked inside the church with Serena and Maria on either side, watching out for any reporters hiding around the corners. However, it seemed at least that they respected the sanctity of the church enough not to enter its walls with their cameras. As the three girls moved into the church itself, Liz could see her father’s coffin already lying waiting at the front of the church for the mourners to arrive. Liz looked away, not quite ready to catch a glimpse of her father’s lifeless body.

Maria and Serena guided Liz into the front pew where her mother was already waiting with Amy. Liz continued to divert her eyes from the coffin as the church began to fill up behind her of people she recognised from her childhood, and recent friends of her father’s that she had never met. When Liz was finally able to return her eyes to the coffin, she felt the air shift around her. She gasped, believing for a moment if it was her father’s presence that she could sense, until she smelled the familiar scent of aftershave in the pew behind her.

“We are gathered here today to say farewell to a wonderful man. Jeff Parker was a faithful husband, a loving father, and a devoted Christian…” The minister began the funeral. Liz tried to focus on what the minister was saying about her father, but she couldn’t help but concentrate on the body behind her. She hated herself that she couldn’t even focus on her father at his funeral because of Max Evans. How could he continue to have such an effect on her?

Liz’s father’s best friend gave the eulogy, but Liz found it difficult to hear it. As she listened she realised how lucky she was to have such a wonderful, loving father, yet she had been able to through that away for the past four years. She heard about all the things that she had missed during that time, and Liz wished that she hadn’t made the decision to leave her parents that day.

Liz dropped her head and her shoulders sagged. Serena and Maria immediately grabbed one hand each and clasped it, but what Liz noticed the most was the comforting hand on her shoulder. She didn’t need to turn around to know exactly who it was, she could tell from the electric current that was suddenly pulsating through her body. She knew exactly who it was by the way she suddenly felt calmed at the touch. Max always had a habit of doing that.

Liz took a deep breath, and tried to refocus on the funeral, noticing that Maria had let go of her hand and was making her way to the microphone. During Maria’s song, the congregation were invited to step up to the coffin and pay their respects. As Maria’s voice echoed through all the far reaches of the church, Liz contemplated whether she could bring herself to see her father one last time.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.


Liz knew that everyone else in the room was watching her, to see Jeff’s daughter take one last look at her father, but she didn’t know if she could do it – or even if she wanted to. She wanted to remember her father as he was in life, not in death. What remained of his body was not her father anymore, just a cold, lifeless shell.

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow,
The sun forebear to shine;
But God, who called me here below,
Shall be forever mine.


Liz watched her mother, led by Amy, take a shaky few steps up to the front of the church. She continued to watch as her mother took her father’s hand, and placed a final kiss on his forehead, before returning slowly to her seat. Dabbing her eyes with a tissue, Liz’s mother didn’t fight the tears that were constant in her eyes. Liz thought about her own tearless eyes, and wondered what was wrong with her.

When we've been there ten thousand years,
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we'd first begun.


Liz knew that the song would soon be ending, and her last chance to ever gaze on her father was about to slip away. Making a split second decision, Liz stood up and stepped into the aisle. Taking a hesitant step forward, Liz moved her way to the front of the church where the open coffin lay. The rest of the congregation were now seated and Liz felt all eyes on her. Her legs started to shake, but she persisted until she was within reaching distance of the coffin.

Amazing grace! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found;
Was blind, but now I see.


Liz forced her eyes to turn to look upon her father’s face, and as she did, she felt tears, until then absent, well up in her eyes.

“I’m sorry for leaving you Dad.” Liz whispered, stroking her father’s face. “I wish you didn’t have to leave me so soon… I love you.”

Liz then edged away from the coffin, only moments before her legs buckled beneath her and the tears streamed down her face. Seconds before Liz hit the ground, she felt somebody break her fall. Without having to see who her rescuer was, Liz threw her arms around his neck and sobbed uncontrollably into his shoulder. She felt his hands cup the back of her neck soothingly, and whisper words of comfort and reassurance into her ear, loud enough for only her to hear.

Liz wasn’t sure how long they remained there for, but either no one dared to carry on with the service while they remained there, or the entire room was too spellbound by what was happening in front of them, that they were lost in time themselves.

Eventually, Liz was brought back to the present by the absolute silence in the room. Looking up from where her head had been buried in Max’s shoulder, Liz saw a hundred eyes on them. Max felt her pull away from him, and he helped lift Liz to her feet, but without letting go of his grip on Liz’s arm. Leading Liz back to the pew, Max hesitated to let Liz go and take his seat behind her again. As Max placed Liz back at her seat, his indecision was settled by Liz’s sudden grasp of his hand, begging him not to let go. Serena and Maria both shuffled apart to make room for Max.

The minister quickly returned to his place at the pulpit and concluded the service, but Max didn’t hear a word he was saying. All he could think about was the fact that Liz’s hand was in his and she wasn’t letting go.

When Max had first arrived at the church and had seen Liz sitting in the front pew, he felt as if the world had stopped. He had missed her so much, and now he was finally in the same room as her. Walking slowly up the aisle, he didn’t notice the whispers and pointing from the pews, but was only focused on Liz. When he was within a metre or so from her, his feet stopped, debating whether or not he should approach her or not. After a moment’s indecision, he turned into the pew directly behind her and took a seat without saying a word.

It didn’t take her long to realise he was there, he could tell. But she didn’t turn around. Did he expect her to? Not really, but the anticipation of being able to look into her eyes was killing him. When he saw her shoulders drop, and Serena and Maria clasp her hands, he immediately reached out to her. It had been an automatic reaction, and he hadn’t really thought it through, but when he felt Liz’s body relax under his touch, he knew he had done the right thing.

As he watched Liz slowly walk up to her father’s coffin, he could feel her heart breaking. Involuntarily, he rose to his feet and stepped into the aisle, wanting so desperately to comfort her. He knew everyone was watching them, but he didn’t care. He wanted to do everything in his power to help Liz. When he saw Liz’s legs begin to buckle, he immediately stepped forward to catch her fall. He expected her to pull away from him, but instead she clasped onto him like he was her lifeline and cried into his shoulder.

Max was overwhelmed by the ability to be able to hold Liz again, and was almost in tears himself, but he kept calm, whispering words of comfort and encouragement in Liz’s ear. Now Liz held his hand in his, and it gave Max hope that it wasn’t too late for them. It would have given him absolute confidence, except for the fact that Liz hadn’t yet had the courage to look him in the eye.

Max’s attention was drawn back to the service by movement from the pallbearers, closing the lid of the coffin and lifting it onto their shoulders to walk down the aisle. The congregation rose, and Max and Maria helped Liz to her feet. They all stood silently as they watched the coffin be taken away, before the congregation began to file out of the church behind it.

“Are you ready to go hon?” Maria asked, addressing Liz.

Max immediately felt Liz’s hand drop away from his and her face become pale – more than it already had.

“What is it?” Maria asked concerned, before following Liz’s line of sight.

“Serena? Can you take Liz out of here?” Maria asked, guiding Liz towards Serena’s waiting hand. “Michael, can you pull the car around to the back door? Max – you’d better go too.”

“What’s going on Maria?” Max asked.

“Nothing. I’ll take care of it.” Maria replied vaguely. “Just get Liz out of here please.”

Max didn’t need to be asked twice, and followed Serena and Liz out the back door of the church to where Michael was waiting with the car. Max placed his hand on Liz’s back and guided her into the back seat of the car. She shuffled across and Max was about to follow her into the back seat, when he heard the first camera flash. Spinning around he noticed that a few of the waiting paparazzi that he had seen on his way in, had got sick of waiting at the front door and had suspected where Max had gotten too.

“Max! Max! How long do you intend to spend in Adelaide?” The reporter asked, forcing a microphone into Max’s face.

Max immediately slammed the door on the car and tapped the roof, indicating that Michael should drive away, which he quickly did.

“Have you heard about the bounty on your head?” The reporter continued.

“What?” Max retorted. He hadn’t heard about this.

“A local radio station, SAFM, has agreed to pay $1,000 to the listener who can get them an interview with you. Any comments?”

“Well, that would explain the amount of people that were waiting for me outside my hotel this morning.” Max replied. “And I thought they were just there because of my charm.”

Max then made a move to leave, but the reporter persisted.

“What is your relationship with Liz Parker? Rumour is that you have split, yet you are here at her father’s funeral. Will there be a wedding on the cards?”

“My relationship with Liz Parker is none of your business, or anyone else’s. If you have nothing further, I’ll be going.” Max replied, walking away.

* * * * *

When Max re-entered the church, the majority of people had already left, but Maria was bailed up in the corner with a man he didn’t recognise. As he watched from a distance, he saw them in a heated hushed discussion, but he was able to make out the words.

“What are you doing here?” Maria demanded.

“I just wanted to pay my respects.” The man replied. “Jeff Parker was good to me.”

“I think you should just leave.” Maria replied.

“Where’s Liz?” He demanded.

“Stay away from Liz.” Maria warned.

“I just want to talk to her.”

“Well I’m pretty sure she doesn’t want to talk to you.” Maria retorted.

“I will find her Maria. I’ll make her listen to me.” He threatened before glancing at Max and backing away.

“Who was that?” Max asked as he watched the man retreat out of the church.

“My brother.” Maria replied.

Max had a sudden urge to run after him and beat him to a pulp.

“He’s not worth it Max.” Maria replied, placing a restraining hand on Max’s shoulder. “Think of all the reporters out there.”

Max gritted his teeth. Maria was right, but that didn’t help him to unclench his fist.
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Am I good to you or what?!? :wink:

The bad news is I'm under doctors orders to rest all week with pharyngitis. :( The good news is I have so much more time to write ... :D

Thanks EVERYONE for the amazing feedback for the last update. Just what I needed to pick me up! :D

For all of those disappointed that Max didn't kick some butt in the last part - it's because I really felt that honour should go to someone else ...

The songs in this fic are Jet 'Shine on' and Vertical Horizon 'Everything you want'.

Enjoy!!



47

After the burial, everyone made their way to Amy’s house for the wake. She had agreed to host it, knowing that it was too much of a burden for Liz and her mother at the time. It was a sombre affair, many friends and family attending, but few in the mood to talk. Jeff had been such an amazing man, that no one could even attempt to put his loss into words, although many tried.

Soon tired of the idle chit-chat with her parents’ friends, and relatives that she hadn’t seen in years, Liz eventually made her way outside for some fresh air. There was only so many times she could explain to almost-strangers where she has been for the past four years. She was equally sick of answering questions about her relationship with Max and her appearance on Oprah.

Liz stood motionless on the back veranda, staring at the sky. She wondered if heaven was really somewhere up there – if that was where her father now was, staring down on her. She felt a sob hitch in her throat, but she had spent all of tears at the funeral earlier that day and refused to cry anymore.

Wanting to distract herself for just a moment, to give herself a second not to have to think about her father, Liz turned her eyes from the stars, and began looking around the garden. Amy always had such a nice garden, spending hours tending to her roses. As Liz looked around her eyes stopped suddenly, focused on the lawn where she and Maria had spent their night celebrating, and where Sean had attacked her.

“I’m taking what you owe me…”

Liz edged forward towards the exact spot that it had happened.

“You tell anyone about this – the police, your parents, Maria … and you die … Maria dies … got it?”

She did tell, albeit four years later, but she eventually did tell someone. What was going to happen to her and Maria now?

“Oh, and by the way… you were so not worth the wait.”

The tears began to fall again, despite Liz’s belief that she couldn’t possibly cry one more tear that day. If she wasn’t good enough for someone like Sean Deluca, how could she ever believe that she was good enough for Max Evans?

* * * * *

Max arrived at Amy’s house a little late after having to get through the paparazzi that were waiting at the gates to the cemetery where Liz’s father had been buried. He hadn’t wanted to lead them to Liz’s family, so he took some time to shake them off before heading over to the wake.

“Where’s Liz?” Max asked when he finally found Maria amongst the stares.

“Last time I saw her, she was heading outside for some fresh – oh shit!” Maria finished.

“What?” Max asked, chasing Maria out of the house and into the yard.

“Damn it.” Maria said, looking around and not seeing Liz anywhere.

“You want to explain to me what’s going on?” Max asked.

“This is where it happened – with Sean.” Maria replied. “I didn’t even think … I shouldn’t have let her come out here on her own.”

“Well, where would she go?” Max asked. He wished he knew this town better – he had no idea where to even start looking.

“I don’t know … but if you were Liz, and you had the worst day of your life, where would you go?” Maria replied.

“Where’s Michael?” Max asked. If he was going to scour the bars of Adelaide, he would need some help.

“Start with the pubs on Port Road. Liz doesn’t have a car so she would have walked.” Maria suggested, knowing exactly what Max had been thinking.

* * * * *

Liz walked into the Governor Hindmarsh Hotel, and took a seat at the bar. The place was crowded, particularly with people hovering around the stage where a local band was playing.

So please don’t cry
Although I leave you here tonight
Where I go how far I don’t know
But I will always be your light


“What’ll it be?” The barman asked.

Liz hesitated for a moment. When she had left Amy’s house, her one goal had been to find a bar to get a stiff drink, but as she walked in, and smelt the familiar scent of cigarette smoke mixed with alcohol, she had felt guilty. Now, listening to the words to the song the band was playing, she definitely needed that drink.

“Cosmopolitan.” Liz replied.

That if the moon had to run away
And all the stars didn’t wanna play
Don’t waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away, yeah, oh yeah


Within minutes she had the drink in front of her, and Liz immediately devoured it, ignoring the voice in her head telling her to obey her recently imposed abstinence.

“Slow down there love.” The barman said, clearing her glass.

When the days all seem the same
Don’t feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
I will shine on for everyone
Shine on for everyone


“I hear they have just got a record deal with Warner.” Liz overheard a guy at the bar next to her. She looked over and saw that they had notepads and cameras, as though they were reviewing the gig. Liz automatically thought of Serena.

“Yeah, the EP they released was astronomically successful, so they are in the process of writing tracks for a full album. This time next year, everyone will be talking about ‘The Fielders’.” The other man replied.

When the stars all look the same
Don’t feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
I will shine on for everyone
Shine on for everyone


“I need another drink.” Liz hailed down the barman, omitting any pleasantries.

The band finished their song, and there was a resounding round of applause.

“Thanks very much.” The singer thanked the audience, before there was a bit of whispering and shuffling between the band members. “Ladies and gentlemen, we have a treat for you all tonight. Our bass player has finally got off his arse and written a song, which he is lowering himself to sing to you now. Please make him welcome.”

There was cheering and whistling as the bass player stepped up to the microphone with an acoustic guitar, but Liz wasn’t watching – she was too busy staring at the 2nd cosmopolitan that had been placed in front of her, debating whether or not to drink it. She had a sudden overwhelming sense of guilt as the taste of the last drink lingered on her lips.

“Thanks everyone… I wrote this song for a girl I used to know. This one’s for you Dizzy Lizzy…”

Liz’s back straightened and she felt a chill down her spine. It had been a long time since she had heard that name – and that voice.

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why


“Are you okay?” The barman asked, seeing the panicked look on Liz’s face.

“I … I don’t think so.” Liz replied, before slowly turning around to see Sean’s face.

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return


The moment she saw him, she knew that she had been right that Sean had been at the funeral that day. She had hoped that it had just been her imagination – her eyes playing tricks on her, that it was just someone who looked remarkably like him, just with longer hair and worn features. Now that it was confirmed, it made her sick to the stomach to think that he could just waltz in on a time that was so special to her and her family. How could he think that he had the right?

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why


Sean was singing to her, watching her, waiting for her to react. But Liz was frozen to the spot, unable to leave but not wanting to stay. Sean had written this song for her, and there was no doubt that the chorus was a direct reference to Max. Where did Sean get off making assumptions about her feelings for Max? Her anger was rising – Sean was stepping way over the line, more than he already had. He had been inside her skin, but now he was trying to get inside her mind.

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say


But was Sean right? Was she waiting for Max to fix her, but running at the first moment that he did the slightest thing wrong? Was she always looking for a reason to leave so that she could continue to drown herself in her lake of self pity?

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why


Liz got to her feet, without dropping eye contact with Sean. She didn’t run from him, but was drawn inch by inch towards him, as though he had some kind of pull on her.

“Look.” One of the men she had overheard at the bar earlier indicated to the guy next to him. “Isn’t that Liz Parker?”

“Yeah, you’re right. She seems to know the bass player.” The other man agreed before they madly began scribbling notes on the pad and snapping some photos. Liz ignored them and continued to walk to the stage, not breaking eye contact with Sean.

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for


It was what she was doing – despite her little relapse earlier that day? She was sitting back waiting for her relationship with Max to end, doing nothing to help resurrect it. She was making Max do all the work because she was too much of a coward to admit that she needed him as much as he needed her.

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return


Now she was using the excuse of her father’s death to hide away from everyone. She had returned to Australia immediately, and despite the friends she had in the US, she really didn’t have any intention of returning there any time soon. She would use the death of her father as an excuse to stay with her family so she didn’t have to face the world.

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why


Liz’s legs had taken her to the very front of the stage, eye to eye with Sean. She wondered how she could voluntarily allow herself to be in reaching distance of the man she had always considered to be a monster.

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why


Liz’s eyes narrowed when hearing the connotations from the lyrics, and without thinking, she pulled her right hand back and immediately slapped Sean across the face. Sean’s head whipped around, and Liz’s hand stung from the force. Tears began to well up in Liz’s eyes, but through the tears she saw Sean recover from the slap and return his gaze to her. The crowd was silent, having been ready to break into applause at the end of the song, but in shock by the sudden attack by the young girl in front of them. Cameras were flashing but Liz didn’t care.

Liz managed to restore the ability to control her legs, and she immediately spun around and pushed her way through the crowd, away from Sean, embarrassed for letting herself lose control, especially in front of so many people.

“Liz! Wait!” Sean called, slipping his guitar off his shoulder before jumping off the stage and pushing through the crowd after Liz. “Liz!”

Liz was almost out the door when Sean grabbed her by the arm and spun her around to face him.

“Don’t touch me.” Liz yelled, and to his credit, Sean immediately let go.

Liz reached for the door but Sean pushed it shut on her.

“What do you want?” Liz asked.

“I wanna talk.” Sean replied.

“Well, I don’t want to. I have nothing to say to you.” Liz reached for the door again. This time Sean put his body between Liz and her way out.

“You may not want to talk, but I have waited four years for this.” Sean replied.

“Fine. Go ahead.” Liz replied, folding her arms and lifting her chin in defiance. She would not let him see how much he was affecting her – how much he was scaring her.

“I wanted to apologise, for the way I treated you. I know I hurt you, and I’m sorry.” Sean began.

“Is that it? You think you can change what happened by a simple apology?” Liz retorted, and then a little louder for the benefit of the crowd that had gathered around them, “You raped me.”

There were a few mutterings by the bystanders at Liz’s comment. This would really not bode well for Sean’s burgeoning music career.

“I know I shouldn’t have … forced you the way I did, and I’ll always be sorry for it.”

“What about the other girl you raped? The one that you went to jail for? Are you sorry for that too? Or only that you got caught?” Liz replied, which was followed by more mutterings from the bystanders and scribbling on notebooks.

“Look.” Sean replied, moving towards Liz and lowering his voice. “Time in prison gave me a lot of time to think about all of my crimes. Prison changed me. I’m a different man, and I’ve been waiting a long time to have the opportunity to apologise to you. To make things right.”

“Fine. You’ve said it. But it doesn’t change anything. You can never make it right.” Liz replied.

“I need to know that you forgive me.” Sean replied.

“Why?” Liz demanded.

“So I can move on without having this hanging over my head.” Sean replied.

“What about me? I have to live with this every single day of my life. Why should you find peace when I never will? You ruined my life and I will never forgive you for it.” Liz retorted.

“No, Liz. Please. You father used to teach us that everyone could be forgiven. Don’t you remember?” Sean asked.

“Don’t you dare talk about my father.” Liz replied, Sean’s words hitting a nerve. “You don’t have a right to mention my father, Max or anyone else to me.” Liz added, referring to Sean’s song.

“You don’t love him.” Sean replied, picking up Liz’s reference to Max.

“Don’t even pretend to know anything about how I feel.” Liz bit back.

“If you love him, then why aren’t you with him? Why did you leave him?”

Liz didn’t have an answer. She wasn’t about to discuss her love life with the man who had impaired her ability to even have one.

“I’ve had enough of this. I’m leaving.” Liz replied, pushing Sean out of the way of the door.

“I haven’t finished.” Sean replied, grabbing Liz’s arm.

As an automatic response, Liz spun on her heels, and kicked Sean squarely in the groin. As he was bent over in pain, she grabbed Sean’s arm and flipped him over her shoulder so that he was lying on the ground in a heap on the floor. Liz stepped up to him and placed her foot on his chest up near his throat, grateful that she was still wearing her heels and could really dig it in. Cheering came from the crowd, and some pulled out their mobile’s to take a photo of Liz looming over Sean.

“You will never ever lay a hand on me again, you hear? Me or anyone else.” Liz stated.

Sean nodded, rubbing his head which he had hit on his way to the floor.

At that moment the door opened, and Michael stepped through the door. Immediately seeing Liz pinning some guy to the floor, Michael raced to her side.

“Liz? Are you alright?” Michael asked.

“Fine.” Liz replied. Taking her foot away, and heading for the door with Michael.

“What happened?” Michael asked, seeing Sean trying to sit up on the floor.

“Those self defence classes really paid off.” Liz said, walking through the door with Michael trailing behind.

As Liz stepped onto the pavement, she saw Max running up the street towards them.

“Liz? Are you okay?” Max asked, stepping forward to embrace her, but having second thoughts at the last minute and keeping his arms by his side.

“I’m fine Max.” Liz replied. “Just take me home.”
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Thanks everyone!

I hope you enjoy this part - a nice little tour around my home town.

And I apologise in advance to the ending ... I'm just cruel like that :twisted:


48

“How’s Liz doing today?” Max asked Maria when he arrived at Liz’s house the next morning. He hadn’t had the chance to talk to Liz much the night before, as she had excused herself to go straight to bed as soon as she was safely escorted home. Max had quizzed Michael over what had happened at the pub, but Michael hadn’t given much away.

But he had found out what had happened. In the morning, as he was biding his time until it wasn’t too early to descend on Liz’s doorstep, Max had switched on the radio station that had placed a bounty on his head. He wanted to hear exactly what they were planning that day, if anything.

“It’s ten past 7 and Amber’s got the inside word…” Rabbit introduced the next segment.

“Well it seems that the past of Liz Parker is more intriguing then we thought…” Amber began. “Do you remember Liz announcing on Oprah that she had been raped by someone four years ago?”

“Yeah.” Rabbit replied.

“Well, my sources tell me that the person who raped her is none other than Sean Deluca, the bass player from the up-and-coming Adelaide band ‘The Fielders’.” Amber continued. “Apparently there was an altercation between him and Liz at their show at The Gov last night, and onlookers overheard her say that he had raped her, and he didn’t deny it.”

“That’s not going to do any good for the band’s fan base.” Rabbit pointed out.

“Well apparently Warners have given them an ultimatum – either get rid of Sean from the band, or lose their record contract. Turns out that Sean has previously been imprisoned at Yatala Prison for rape, and is still on parole. The rest of the band members are furious that Sean never told them.”

“That would make touring a problem if he is not even allowed to leave the State.” Rabbit stated.

“Absolutely. Anyway, moving on to other news Paris Hilton has spent her first night in jail...” Amber changed the topic of discussion.

Max switched off the radio, and tried to control the racing of his heart. Liz had run into Sean at the pub. He should have been there to protect her. He had let her down - again. But what exactly had they meant by the term ‘altercation’?

“She’s still asleep.” Maria replied, returning Max’s thoughts to the present.

As if on cue, Liz’s bedroom door opened and Liz walked into the kitchen.

“Morning!” Liz said chirpily, before opening the fridge and pulling out a carton of orange juice. Without finding a glass, Liz opened the carton and brought it to her lips.

“How are you today Liz?” Max asked hesitantly.

“Great!” Liz replied, before stealing Maria’s piece of toast and taking a bite.

“Hey!” Maria exclaimed, but then smiled. She was just happy that Liz seemed in better spirits.

“Want some?” Liz offered Max.

Max eyed the toast hesitantly. It had a mysterious dark brown paste on it.

“That’s right,.. You’ve never tried Vegemite before have you?” Liz smirked.

“Nope, can’t say I have.” Max smiled in return, surprised that Liz remembered their conversation from the plane when they had first met.

“Well, you can’t come to Australia and not try vegemite.” Liz smiled. Tearing a piece of the bread off, she slowly brought it to Max’s lips. He opened his lips as Liz placed it on his tongue, and then seductively licked the Vegemite off her own finger. Max watched Liz curiously. She was definitely not acting like herself, but at least she seemed to be talking to him, which was more than he could have hoped for.

“What do you think?” Liz asked, waiting for Max to swallow the toast.

Max coughed before saying, “It’s an acquired taste.”

“Wimp.” Liz teased before polishing off the rest of the piece of toast.

“So what should we do today?” Liz asked, grabbing an apple from the fruit bowl and taking a bite.

“I was hoping we could talk.” Max suggested.

“Nah, let’s go out. I want to show you my home town.” Liz dismissed Max’s suggestion. “Let’s go.”

Max faithfully followed Liz, but he was feeling uneasy. This was only the calm before the storm. Something was going to go wrong – he could feel it.

“So where to first?” Max asked as he got in the passenger side of Liz’s parents car.

“The beach.” Liz replied, starting the engine and backing out of the driveway.

“It’s beautiful.” Max said when, fifteen minutes later, they were gazing at the water. Being so early in the morning, the water was as flat as a lake, and it was hard to believe that it was actually the ocean. The benefit of being in a gulf was that Adelaide never got the same dangerous waves as the east coast.

“Wanna go for a swim?” Liz said, pulling out a couple of towels from the boot of the car and leading Max down to the sand.

“I didn’t bring my swimming trunks.” Max replied, watching Liz strip down to her bikini.

“Okay, firstly, here we call them board shorts, and secondly, there’s no one around - your boxers will do just fine.” Liz smiled before running into the water.

Max watched her for a second before quickly removing his shoes, shirt and jeans and following Liz into the water.

“It’s cold.” Max said, as his feet touched the water.

“Wuss!” Liz called. “Come on… it’s nice once you get in.”

“Somehow, I doubt that.” Max shivered.

“Just jump in. It’s like removing a bandaid – it’s less painful if you do it quickly.” Liz promised.

Max eyed her disbelievingly, but dived underwater anyway. He came up near where Liz was swimming, although making sure he didn’t come too close to her. He was completely at a loss as to what they were to each other at the moment. Was she still angry at him? Had she forgiven him? Was she in denial? He seemed to think it was the latter. His confusion was increased by Liz swimming up to him and putting her arms and legs around him.

“You’re cold.” Max said, although that wasn’t the only thing going through his mind at that moment. “You’re arms are covered in goose bumps.”

“It’s not cold. It’s refreshing.” Liz giggled, swimming away from Max and floating on her back. Max immediately felt the loss of the warmth of her body against his and quickly followed her.

“Are you okay today?” Max asked, floating next to her.

“Never been better.” Liz smiled, turning over and diving under the water. Max felt a tug on his legs as she pulled him underwater with her.

When they both surfaced, Liz’s arms were around his neck and her lips were pressed to his.

“Liz …” Max murmured.

“Hmmm…” Liz replied, kissing him some more.

“We … need … to … talk …” Max said between kisses.

Liz pulled away and eyed Max.

“There you go again … ruining a perfectly good moment.” She said before swimming away.

“Liz …” Max called, going after her.

“No Max.” Liz replied, standing up in the water which now only came up to her waist. “Can’t we just have one day where we can pretend that everything is okay?”

“And what happens tomorrow?” Max asked.

“Tomorrow’s too far away. I can’t think about that right now.” Liz replied, before heading towards the shore.

“Okay, so what does that mean for today?” Max pushed, following Liz out of the water.

“I don’t know. Nothing… everything…” Liz replied, throwing Max a towel and using hers to dry her hair.

Max noticed there were a few more people on the beach now, and would have preferred that Liz used to the towel to cover herself, rather than standing on the beach just in her bikini. He may seem old-fashioned, but he didn’t want people seeing so much of Liz’s gorgeous body, especially considering his tendency of getting snapped by the paparazzi.

“What? Do I make you uncomfortable?” Liz smirked, having noticed Max looking her up and down.

“No.” Max diverted his eyes, and quickly wrapped the towel around his waist.

“So what’s next?” Max asked, changing the subject. “What else do you have in this town to show me?”

“Well, first you have to sign a couple of autographs…” Liz replied, motioning to a family that was hesitantly approaching. “And then I thought we could go to the mall.”

Max nodded, before turning to greet his fans. By the time he had signed some autographs, answered some questions and allowed them to take some photos, Liz was dressed and ready to go.

“So what was this bounty they were taking about?” Liz asked, as they headed back to the car.

“Just some stupid publicity stunt. A radio station will pay $1,000 to anyone who can get me to give them an interview.” Max replied.

“Hmmm… maybe I should give them a call…” Liz grinned. “I could use the money.”

“I’ll pay you twice as much not to call them.” Max offered.

“Deal.” Liz smiled. “I don’t plan on sharing you today anyway.”

“Sounds nice.” Max smiled at the thought. “But before we venture too far, can we go past my hotel so I can change out of these wet clothes?” Max asked.

* * * * *

“I’ll just be a minute.” Max promised, as he headed into the bedroom to change his clothes, leaving Liz out in the living room. As usual, Max had been given the nicest suite in the hotel, and Liz couldn’t help but think it was bigger than her’s parents’ entire house.

Liz looked around the room before settling at the table by the window. Sitting on the table was the morning paper, crisp and unread. Liz immediately unfolded it and began flipping through its pages until she came to what she knew would be there - a large colour photo of her in the club pinning Sean to the floor.

The article that attached the photo was predictable, discussing her rape accusation, and their physical confrontation. Some clever researcher at the newspaper had dug up Sean’s criminal record and discovered his previous conviction and the fact he was still on parole.

“What are you reading?” Max asked, walking into the room, in clean dry clothes.

“Nothing.” Liz said, immediately closing the paper, but with such speed that it made Max suspicious.

He picked up that paper and flipped through it until he found the photo of Liz. Liz stepped away towards the window while Max read the article.

“It says here that you knocked Sean to the floor…” Max said.

“It was more like a sharp kick to the groin and a flip over the shoulder which resulted in Sean coming to rest on the floor.” Liz replied, grinning at the memory.

“Are you okay?” Max asked.

“Of course. I wasn’t the one who ended up on the floor was I?” Liz replied.

“But are you okay?” Max pressed, squeezing Liz’s hand.

“I’m fine.” Liz pulled away from Max’s scrutiny.

“So … the mall, you said.” Max said, seeing that talk of Sean was beginning to depress Liz’s mood. “What’s so good about the mall?”

“You’ll see.” Liz grinned, resuming a semblance of her former carefree attitude.

* * * * *

“That’s it?” Max asked incredulously.

“That’s it.” Liz grinned. “The Malls’ Balls.”

Max took another look.

“You don’t look suitably impressed.” Liz said, putting her hands on her hips.

“It’s a large silver ball sitting on top of another large silver ball.” Max replied, with his eyebrow raised, not really getting the point.

“Okay, so they’re pretty lame. But at least you can return to the US and tell people that you’ve seen the Malls’ Balls.” Liz pointed out.

“Yeah, because I’m sure that comes up in conversation a lot.” Max grinned. “So what’s next on this magical mystery tour?”

“Wine tasting in the Barossa Valley?” Liz suggested.

Max just raised his eyebrow.

“Okay, maybe not. What about a tram ride to Glenelg and lunch at my favourite Greek restaurant?” Liz suggested.

“Sounds good. Let’s go.” Max agreed.

An hour later, they were seated in the restaurant at a table overlooking the ocean. Liz had ordered some mezze plates to share, and she was currently watching Max’s reaction from his first taste of the moussaka – her favourite.

“Oh, that’s good. You should have ordered two of these.” Max said before he had even swallowed his first mouthful. In then started piling more of it onto his plate.

“Hey! Leave some for the rest of us.” Liz teased.

“I’ll fight you for it.” Max grinned.

“What did you have in mind?” Liz’s eyes narrowed. She didn’t like anyone coming between her and her moussaka.

“Thumb wrestle.” Max suggested.

“You’re on.” Liz replied, putting her elbow on the table ready to go.

“Say goodbye to your moussaka.” Max grinned, his hand locked in Liz’s, ready to go.

“Now would probably be a good time to mention that I was the thumb wrestling champion at high school.” Liz announced, slipping her thumb out from under Max’s impending hold, and manoeuvring hers on top. “See?”

“Best two out of three.” Max begged.

“Nope. That wasn’t part of the deal.” Liz replied, taking her fork and stealing a mouthful of moussaka from Max’s plate.

“Okay. Fine. You win. But I have to say, you had an advantage.”

“Yeah? What was that?” Liz asked between mouthfuls.

“That I find it hard to concentrate when you look so happy.” Max replied, reaching to cup Liz’s face. “You’re beautiful.”

Liz was speechless for a moment, until she realised Max had used the moment to throw her off guard and steal the last mouthful of moussaka.

“Hey!” Liz exclaimed.

“Gotcha!” Max grinned.

“You’re going to pay for that Max Evans.” Liz grinned.

“Yeah, how’s that?” Max asked.

Liz slowly leaned into him so that her lips were practically brushing his earlobe.

“I have my ways…” Liz whispered.

“I bet you do.” Max replied huskily.

* * * * *

Later that afternoon, after drenching each other with water on the bumper boats at Magic Mountain, and having ice cream from Baskin Robbins, Max and Liz took the train back into the city to grab the car, and then headed up into the hills to the Mount Lofty lookout.

“Where’s the rest of it?” Max teased, looking over the city.

“The rest of what?” Liz asked confused.

“The city.”

“That’s it.” Liz smiled. “A bit smaller than LA…”

“No kidding.” Max smiled back.

“Hey, its home.” Liz shrugged.

“I think it’s great.” Max replied honestly.

“Thanks.” Liz smiled back. “Me too.”

They sat together, ignoring the view and only gazing at each other. Reaching over, Max tucked a loose strand of Liz’s hair back behind her ear, at which Liz blushed. Max couldn’t believe what a great day they had had together, as though they were just two people in love, with no Tess, no Sean, no paparazzi, no cameras, and especially no history to come between them. It had been beyond what he could have imagined possible for them.

“Max Evans?!” A scream came from behind them. “I can’t believe it. Wow, do you think you could sign an autograph for me?”

Max looked at Liz and suppressed a groan, it seemed that their privacy was over. He forced a smile on his face and turned to the fan that approached him.

“Sure. What’s your name?” Max asked, taking her pen and paper.

Liz watched as one fan turned into two, then three, then ten, then twenty. A small crowd had gathered around them, and Liz knew it would only be so long before the cameras arrived.

Stepping away from the crowd, Liz wrapped her arms across her chest. What had she been doing? Her father had died, she had confronted Sean, and now she was flirting with Max despite the fact they hadn’t resolved anything that had happened between them. Sure she was having fun, but that could only last for so long until reality came crashing down.

“Will you do me a favour?” A fan asked Max.

“What?” Max asked suspiciously. Usually that request was followed by a notepad and pen for a signature or a camera for a photo, but this fan had already received both.

“You see there’s this radio station…” The fan began.

“No, sorry. Not interested.” Max replied.

“Oh c’mon, it’s for a good cause.” The fan argued. “All proceeds go to charity.”

“That’s not what I heard …” Max replied. “But I’ll make you a deal, I’ll donate $1,000 myself to the charity of your choice, how’s that?”

The fan looked disappointed, and Max smiled. It was always the easiest way to see who actually had charitable intentions.

Predictably, a news crew turned up within fifteen minutes. It seemed word had quickly spread that Max was there and they didn’t waste any time getting up there with a camera.

“Liz? What was it like confronting the man that raped you four years ago?” One reporter asked.

“How do you think?” Liz retorted.

The reporter then turned to Max in the hope of getting a better response.

“Max. How do you feel about the fact that Liz’s rapist is a member of a popular Adelaide band?” The reporter asked.

“Obviously I would prefer to see someone who could do something like that to an innocent girl should be behind bars and not in a position where he can take advantage of other young women because of his status. But as this is a personal matter, and a matter for the authorities, both Liz and I would prefer that you let the matter drop.” Max replied diplomatically.

“Now if you’ll excuse us.” Max smiled his award winning smile before taking Liz by the hand and leading her away from the spotlight, back to the car.

* * * * *

“Are you okay?” Max asked. They had been driving back in silence for the last fifteen minutes – a stark contrast to the trip up the hill.

“I’m fine.” Liz replied.

“Are you sure?” Max asked.

“I’m sure.” Liz replied in the same monotone. Max didn’t push the issue, he had known that the day had been too good to last.

But it seemed that Liz wasn’t completely finished with him yet. When dropping Max off at his hotel, she walked him to his room.

“Do you want a drink or something?” Max offered, searching through the mini bar.

“No thanks.” Liz said, looking around the room until she settled on looking out the window at the view.

“Nice view.” Liz said.

“It’s not bad.” Max replied, staring intently at Liz.

Liz turned to him and blushed, but then her eyes darkened and she pulled Max’s lips towards hers.

“Liz …” Max breathed.

Liz didn’t say anything but continued to kiss him.

Max eventually pulled away and, with a hand on each of her shoulders, he stood back and looked at Liz in the eyes.

“What are you running from?” Max asked seriously.

“What are you talking about?” Liz asked, but diverted her eyes and stepped away.

“You’re running from something. You are kissing me like there’s no tomorrow…” Max began.

“There’s not … I told you.” Liz smiled, remembering their conversation at the beach earlier that day.

“No Liz. There is. There will be a tomorrow, and the next day, and a day after that…”

Liz turned away and continued to refuse to meet Max’s eyes.

“What are you running from?” Max repeated.

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say


“I’m not running anymore. Don’t you see that?” Liz replied, this time meeting Max’s eyes, revealing the tears that had welled in her eyes. Sean’s song had made her realise that she had been running from Max, and she didn’t want Sean to be right.

“Yes you are Liz. You may have stopped running from me, but you’re running from something else.” Max replied.

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for


Liz knew that this was going to be a turning point in her relationship with Max. If she didn’t do her part to help fix things between them, she might lose her chance to be happy.

“I don’t want to lose you.” Liz replied honestly. “And I definitely don’t want someone like Sean telling me what is wrong with my life.”

“Sean? What did he say exactly?” Max asked.

“Nevermind.” Liz dismissed his question and folded her arms against her chest.

“Liz. You have to understand that no matter what happens, you will never lose me. But if we don’t talk about this thing with Tess, I’m scared that I will lose you.”

“Do we have to do this now?” Liz asked desperately. She wasn’t sure that she was ready to deal with the truth.

“We need to do this now.” Max replied. “We need to be completely honest with each other, otherwise we could end up hurting each other even more.”

“Fine.” Liz replied, before demanding, “Did you sleep with Tess?”

Max hesitated over his reply. If he handled this the right way, all of their heartache could be finally over. Letting his hand hover over the small jewellery box in his pocket, Max took a deep breathe – this was it.
"Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools of ourselves..."
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Thanks everyone.

begonia9508 - cenovis looks exactly like vegemite. It tastes good with cheese too...

Alien_Friend - I'm glad I could do my bit to entice tourism in Australia. If you decide to come to Australia I promise you the same guided tour as Max received (although perhaps without the press...)

Enjoy!


49

“Did you sleep with Tess?” Liz demanded. Despite what she had heard on TV, she had to hear it for herself.

“No. I didn’t.” Max replied slowly, so that Liz would hear every word.

Liz sank to the floor in relief, having waited a very long time to hear those words.

“Why was she in your bed?” Liz asked.

“When you ran from the set, I thought I had lost you. I couldn’t get through to you on the phone, and I started getting depressed. I went to a bar…” Max began. “After I had already had a few drinks, Tess found me. She was actually acting reasonably for a change. She told me that I should try and resolve things with you before it was too late.”

“That doesn’t sound like her.” Liz pointed out.

“No it didn’t.” Max agreed. “But I guess she caught me when I was vulnerable so I invited her to have a drink with me.”

“That doesn’t explain how she ended up in your bed.” Liz interrupted, hoping Max would get to the point. She really didn’t want to hear how ‘reasonable’ Tess had been, or picture Max having a drink with her. The fact that Max would even ask her …

“She had one drink with me, and then helped me get back to the hotel. Next thing I remember was waking up next to her the following morning.”

Liz paled, and quickly rose to her feet, heading for the door.

“Liz. Where are you going?” Max asked, intercepting her exit before she reached the door.

“You were drunk and woke up next to Tess. You may not have remembered it, but that doesn’t mean that you didn’t sleep with her.” Liz said, her voice faltering. The image of Tess in Max’s bed had returned with a vengeance. “I saw you… You were both naked.”

“I know.” Max replied. “I know what you saw, but I was certain that nothing had happened. It just didn’t feel right.”

“It didn’t feel right? Some people call that guilt.” Liz retorted. “Some might even call it denial.”

“No.” Max replied. “That’s not what it was. I’ve been with enough women to know what the morning after feels like.” Max explained, but then saw the look of horror on Liz’s face. This was really not the best time for Liz to have to hear about his previous experience.

“Look, there was no, you know, evidence that anything had happened. Orlando confirmed that he had seen me return to the hotel that night, and he had helped Tess get me to my room. I was not in any state to do anything except pass out – and that’s what I did before Orlando and Tess had even left the room.”

“Wait. You’re telling me that Tess left the room and then came back?” Liz clarified.

“Yeah, she did. When she left with Orlando, I was fully clothed except for my shoes. When I woke up, I was naked.”

“What was she thinking?” Liz asked, almost to herself.

“That’s what I couldn’t work out. Anyway, to cut a long story short, I felt as though something was up, so I had my blood tested for drugs. The hospital found GHB in my system. Tess had drugged me.”

Liz was about to interrupt, but Max quickly continued, wanting to clear things up as soon as possible.

“I confronted Tess believing that she had raped me.”

“Raped you?” Liz repeated, her voice barely above a whisper. She could definitely relate to how Max must have felt. She suddenly had to contain the urge to throw up.

“I threatened to go to the police and she confessed that she had drugged me, but that we hadn’t slept together. She just wanted me to think we had so she could claim me as being the father of her child.”

“And you believed her?” Liz asked. “She was probably just trying to save her hide.”

“She was telling the truth. I know her well enough to tell when she’s lying to me or not.”

Liz didn’t say anything, but took a seat on the couch. All this time she had been thinking the worst about what had happened between Max and Tess, but it turns out that Max had been used.

“What are you thinking?” Max asked, taking a cautious seat next to her.

Liz took a moment to formulate her words.

“I’m thinking … that I’m the worst girlfriend ever.” Liz replied.

“What?” Max asked, completely thrown. He had expected Liz to say that she didn’t believe him and wanted him out of her sight.

“You were going through all of this and I wasn’t there. I of all people should have known what you were going through. Believing someone could have done that to you… Yet I wasn’t there for you.”

“Liz …” Max tried to interrupt, not wanting Liz to blame herself for what had happened between them.

“No Max. I was selfish and I left. I ran. I went to the other side of the world without tell you. I refused to talk to you about what had happened. I’m the one who caused this – this distance between us.”

“No Liz. I’m the one who wouldn’t tell you about the movie I was filming. I was the one who scared you. I was the one who put myself in a position that allowed Tess to take advantage of me.”

“Yeah, you were.” Liz smiled, acknowledging Max’s part in it all.

“So. Where does that leave us?” Max asked.

“I don’t know.” Liz replied honestly.

Max jumped off the couch and knelt on his knees in front of Liz and cupped her face in his hands.

“Can we try again?” Max asked desperately. “Could you give me another chance?”

“I don’t know.” Liz repeated, and Max could hear the apology in her voice as though she really wished she could answer differently.

Max took his hands away, feeling deflated. He knew it had been too much to ask to expect that Liz would take him back that easily, but he couldn’t deny that he had wished it with all of his heart. Max stood up and moved away from Liz, and as he did, he felt something fall out of his pocket.

“What’s this?” Liz asked, picking up the velvet box.

Max swallowed, and then turned to look at Liz, who was holding the box in her hand and looking at Max confused. He watched as Liz slowly opened the box to reveal a beautiful diamond ring.

“I bought that for you before I left for Vancouver. I was going to give it to you the night of your surprise visit, but I didn’t get the chance.” Max explained.

“And you are carrying it in your pocket now because…?” Liz asked confused.

“I don’t know… wishful thinking?” Max replied, but realised that Liz needed more than that for an answer. “I guess I’ve been carrying it with me to remind me not to give up hope that one day I’ll see it on your finger.”

Liz snapped the box shut, and Max visibly flinched at her rejection of him.

“Liz…” Max began, but Liz was already on her feet and gathering her things, leaving the box sitting on the sofa.

“I have to go.” Liz said, not meeting Max’s eyes.

“Liz. Don’t go. Please don’t run again. Stay.” Max begged, putting his hand on the door, stopping Liz from opening it.

Liz reached for the door but Sean pushed it shut on her.

“What do you want?” Liz asked.

“I wanna talk.” Sean replied.


“Let me go … please.” Liz begged.

Max took his hand away, not wanting to make Liz stay if she really didn’t want to.

“Liz … I’m sorry…” Max apologised, wishing that he had left the ring in his overnight bag when he had left the house that morning.

Liz didn’t say anything, but walked through the door and down the corridor, away from Max.

Max watched her go, and then closed the door behind her. Placing one hand on the door to support himself, he tried to breathe. It had been going so well and he had ruined in by pushing Liz too hard. Standing up, Max took the hand that had been resting on the door and punched his fist through the wall.

* * * * *

“How was your day?” Serena asked as Liz walked through the door. “Maria said you went out with Max.”

“I don’t want to talk about it.” Liz replied, dropping her bag and taking a seat at the breakfast bar.

“That good huh?” Serena said. “Well, to cheer you up, I’ll tell you about my day. I thought I would drive to the shops and buy some groceries for your mum. Anyway, I thought it would be a synch, I mean, there’s no traffic here compared to what I’m used to in LA. But I could not get used to driving on the right side of the car. The amount of time I almost turned into oncoming traffic, let alone switching on the windscreen wipers when I was trying to indicate… Are you okay?”

“Max bought an engagement ring.” Liz stated.

“Max proposed?!?” Serena gasped.

“Not exactly. He was going to propose when I was in Vancouver, before everything went pear-shaped.” Liz explained.

“And how exactly did this come up in conversation?” Serena asked.

“The ring fell out of his pocket.” Liz replied.

“He’s carrying around an engagement ring in his pocket?!?” Serena exclaimed.

“Apparently.”

“So what did you say when you saw it?” Serena asked.

“I freaked. I left. God, what is wrong with me?” Liz asked, starting to cry.

“Hey, hey.” Serena said, walking over to Liz and pulling her into a hug. “There is nothing wrong with you. You have to believe that.”

“Max didn’t sleep with Tess.” Liz sobbed.

“I know…”

“And I still can’t let him in. He’s perfect, and I can’t handle it.” Liz sobbed some more.

“Nobody’s perfect.” Serena corrected her. “And when you are ready, you won’t run anymore.”

“What if Max doesn’t wait?” Liz asked.

“Max will wait forever for you if he has to.” Serena replied confidently.

“I hope it’s not that long.” Liz smiled.

“Believe me, we all do too.” Serena smiled back.

“Liz, you’re back.” Maria said, walking into the room hand in hand with Michael.

“Where have you two been?” Serena teased, giving Liz a wink.

“No where.” Maria said, a little too quickly, but then subconsciously smoothing down her hair.

“Liz, the police were looking for you today.” Maria announced, deflecting the attention away from herself and the way Michael was doting over her since they had entered the room.

“Me? What did they want?” Liz asked nervously.

“They wanted to talk about an ‘incident’ at the Gov last night with my brother.” Maria replied. Liz hadn’t told her anything about what had happened, but Maria had heard from Michael and read enough in the paper to work it out.

“They said that they would come back in the morning.” Maria explained.

Liz nodded. Why did she suddenly feel nervous? She hadn’t done anything wrong.

“So how was your day with Max?” Maria asked.

“No comment.” Liz replied, leaving the kitchen and locking herself away in her bedroom.

* * * * *

When Liz closed her bedroom door behind her, she suddenly stopped breathing. Her father had died, had been buried, and she hadn’t thought about him once since waking up that morning. What kind of daughter did that make her?

Walking over to the window, Liz went to pull the curtains closed, wanting to shut out the real world. As she was drawing the curtains across, she suddenly thought she saw something move outside her window. Taking another look, she saw the branches of the tree outside her window sway, even though there was no wind – and Liz couldn’t help but think that she had seen a figure standing there only moments earlier.

Pulling the curtains completely closed, Liz jumped into bed fully dressed, pulling the covers up around her neck. Her heart beating widly, she now she had one more reason not to think about her father…
"Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools of ourselves..."
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Thanks for all the feedback - and welcome to those who have posted for the first time!

So - Liz should stop running huh? Hmmm ... I might have a problem with that. Two things - (1) I've already written the final few chapters (I was getting ahead of myself), and to get to that point, I can't let Liz and Max have a happily ever after just yet... and (2) I can't write anything other than angst so if Liz and Max were to get there act together, I would get bored and finish the story early and you would have to find something else to do with your spare time :wink: So really, all this frustration is for your own good...


50

“Have you seen Liz this morning?” Serena asked, looking at the clock on the wall. It was almost lunch time and Liz was yet to surface.

“I went and checked on her earlier and she was still fast asleep. We’ll have to wake her soon as the police should be here any minute. Not to mention Max.”

“Max is coming?” Serena clarified.

“Yeah. I thought Liz would want him to be here with her when she talks to the police.” Maria replied.

On cue, there was a knock at the door.

Serena hopped off the stool and went to open the door, not to reveal two burley looking policemen, but a delivery man carrying a bunch of flowers. Over his shoulder Serena could see the pack of paparazzi that had been hanging out the front of Liz’s house all morning to catch a glimpse of her and/or Max.

“Delivery for Liz Parker.” The delivery man said.

“I’ll sign for them.” Serena replied, squiggling her signature on his pad and taking the heavy vase of flowers from him.

“Have a nice day.” He smiled before walking back to his van for his next delivery.

Serena closed the door behind her with her foot and carried the flowers into the kitchen. When Maria saw the beautiful arrangement, her eyes lit up.

“Sorry – not for you.” Serena smiled, before seeing the disappointment in Maria’s eyes. “There for Liz.”

“Who sent them?” Maria asked.

“I don’t know. I guess we’ll have to wait for Liz to open the card.”

“Or we could just …” Maria said, slyly reaching for the card.

“Did Michael get off his butt and send you some flowers?” Liz asked, walking into the kitchen, rubbing the sleep out of her bleary eyes. It had taken her a long time to fall asleep after seeing that figure at her window, and she hadn’t had very pleasant dreams – not to mention tossing and turning all night over a hard decision.

“Nope. They’re yours.” Maria replied, putting the card back.

“They’re beautiful.” Liz replied, lightly fingering the orchids and smelling the lilies.

“Aren’t you going to see who they’re from?” Serena asked, desperate to know who would send Liz such beautiful flowers.

Liz reached for the card and opened it. It contained only two words – ‘I’m sorry’.

“They must be from Max.” Liz said, smelling the flowers again. Trust Max to pick three of her favourite flowers for the arrangement – lilies, orchids and white roses.

There was another knock at the door.

“I’ll get it this time.” Maria announced, walking out of the room.

Liz looked down at her pyjamas, and reflected that she probably should get dressed properly, but she found it hard to draw her eyes away from the flowers.

“Look who’s here.” Maria said, walking back into the kitchen, followed meekly by Max.

“Morning.” Liz greeted him shyly. She was embarrassed about her freak out the day before. All night long she had tossed and turned over her reaction to the ring, and how much she needed to change what was happening in her life.

“Hey.” Max smiled, glad that Liz wasn’t running away from him again. “Who are the flowers from?”

Liz froze to the spot.

“They’re not … they’re not from you?” Liz asked.

“No. Although seeing the way you were looking at them when I came in, I wish I had sent them.”

Liz stared at the flowers again and then back at the card – ‘I’m sorry’. She suddenly lunged for the flowers and pushed them off the kitchen bench so the vase smashed on the floor. She then pushed passed Maria and Max to run to the safety of her room.

“What was that all about?” Serena asked confused.

“She must think they’re from my brother.” Maria replied, before following Liz to her room to check on her.

Both Max and Serena bent down and silently started picking up the flowers and broken pieces of glass from the floor.

“Liz? Are you alright?” Maria asked after knocking quietly on Liz’s door. When she didn’t receive an answer she turned the door handle to let herself into Liz’s room. As she cautiously stepped into Liz’s bedroom, she couldn’t see Liz at first, until she saw two sock covered feet poking out from where Liz had hidden herself on the floor between the dresser and the wardrobe.

“Why is he doing this?” Liz asked, staring intently out the window as if she was waiting for something, or someone, to appear.

“I don’t know.” Maria replied, looking at the window and then back at Liz, not really sure what Liz was referring to.

“At the club the other night, he told me that he was sorry for what he did to me and that he wanted me to forgive him. He had seemed sincere. And now he is sending me flowers.” Liz explained.

“Maybe he is truly sorry.” Maria suggested, realising who Liz was talking about.

“Then why was he lurking outside my bedroom window last night?” Liz added. “It’s like he’s stalking me or something.”

“He’s doing what?!” Maria exclaimed.

“I can’t be certain, but when I went to my room last night, I was sure that I saw someone of his build standing outside my bedroom window.”

“I’ll have a talk to him.” Maria offered. “I’ll tell him to stay away from you.”

“Do you really think he would listen to you? You’re his little sister. He’s never listened to you before.” Liz pointed out, remembering how much Sean used to tease Maria when they were growing up.

“Well, maybe you should talk to the police when they come. Tell them what is happening.” Maria suggested.

“Maybe … I don’t know.” Liz replied weakly.

* * * * *

“How’s things going with Liz?” Serena asked Max after they had made sure there was no more broken glass on the kitchen floor. They were now sitting together at the breakfast bar, waiting for Liz and Maria to re-emerge.

“Not great.” Max replied.

“Ah yes – the ring incident. What were you thinking?” Serena teased.

“I had the ring in my pocket, I don’t know why… I guess I didn’t feel right about leaving it in the hotel room and out of my sight.”

“So you weren’t planning on proposing to her?” Serena clarified.

“There is nothing I would love more than to ask Liz to marry me, but we can both see that she’s not ready for that. Her reaction to just seeing the ring is proof of that.” Max replied honestly. He’d had a lot of time to think about things after Liz left the night before, and he couldn’t help but feel disappointed at her reaction. But he decided that it was his own fault for building unrealistic expectations.

“You did tell her the truth about Tess right?”

“I did. She seemed to understand.” Max replied, remembering how Liz had apologised for not being there for him.

“So what’s next then?” Serena asked.

“I don’t know. It’s up to Liz.” Max admitted.

“But you’ll wait for her…” Serena prompted.

“Forever.” Max replied.

“Good.” Serena smiled, giving Max a friendly pat on the knee, before standing up to move to the fridge to pour them some drinks.

“What about you?” Max asked. “What’s next for you?”

“I have a flight booked back to LA tomorrow morning.” Serena replied.

“Really? Liz didn’t mention it…”

“That’s because I haven’t had the chance to tell her yet. I’ve been waiting for the right moment.”

There was yet another knock at the door.

“And I guess that’ll have to wait a little longer.” Serena replied, knowing that this time it would be the police at the door.

* * * * *

“What are you afraid of?” Maria asked, curious as to Liz’s lack of desire to see Sean pay for what he did to her.

“I … I’m afraid of having to relive that moment in front of 12 jurors, and now I guess, the rest of the world. I’m afraid that even if I did go ahead with the trial, that the jurors would find him not guilty because I led him on … because I didn’t say ‘no’ forcefully enough… because I wanted it.”

“Liz…” Maria began, sliding down to take a seat next to Liz. “How could you think that?”

“I was flirting with him before it happened. So maybe it was my fault that it happened. I don’t want to have 12 jurors tell me that, because I’ll have to live with that for the rest of my life.”

“Instead you are willing to let Sean get away with it?” Maria asked.

“He’s already been to prison once. Maybe what he said to me is true - maybe he has changed.” Liz suggested.

There was a light tapping at the door and Serena poked her head in to Liz’s room.

“The police are here.” Serena announced.

Liz nodded, letting Maria help her to her feet.

“I know whatever you choose to do will be the right thing.” Maria offered.

“Thanks Maria.” Liz smiled, welcoming Maria’s open arms for a hug. Liz couldn’t help but hope that Maria was right – especially since Liz had made another hard decision during the night that she needed someone to confirm was the right one.

* * * * *

“Liz Parker? I’m Detective Matthews and this is Prosecutor Woods. We’re here regarding the incident at the Governor Hindmarsh Hotel two nights ago.”

“Okay…” Liz replied, fidgeting nervously. Was she going to get in trouble for throwing Sean to the ground?

“I understand that you were involved in an altercation with a Mr Sean Deluca…”

“It was self defence.” Liz replied quickly, welcoming Max’s comforting hand squeezing hers tightly.

“Is Sean pressing charges?” Max asked.

“Uh … no.” The detective replied, a little thrown by being addressed by Max Evans himself. It seemed it wasn’t just women who became shell-shocked by his presence.

“Then why are you here?” Max asked.

“That’s where I come in.” Prosecutor Woods interrupted. “We understand from bystanders who witnessed the incident that there was a discussion between yourself and Mr Deluca about an alleged rape.”

“Y-yes.” Liz replied, a little thrown by the question. She wasn’t yet used to her history with Sean being public knowledge.

“We wondered if you would be willing to press charges against Mr Deluca.” The prosecutor explained.

“Why?” Liz’s eyes narrowed. Since when do police and prosecutors approach you to press charges against someone without a complaint being made first?

“Three women have already come forward in the past two days alleging that Mr Deluca has sexually assaulted them in the past month. Having you join as a witness would strengthen the prosecution’s case to issue a warrant for his arrest and proceed to trial.”

“You haven’t even heard my side of the story.” Liz stated, surprised at their eagerness to have her press charges when they didn’t even know if a crime actually took place.

“If you are willing to testify as to what happen, we are certain that will be enough to convince the jury to put Mr Deluca back in jail.”

“But not because of my story … because of my relationship with Max.” Liz replied, finally understanding what was happening. The prosecutor wanted to use her sudden somewhat-celebrity status to convince a jury to put Sean behind bars.

“Of course that couldn’t hurt…” The prosecutor replied. “So, what do you say?”

“I’ll have to think about it.” Liz replied, standing up, which prompted the detective and prosecutor to follow suit.

“I’ll see you out.” Maria said, leading them out the front door and leaving Max and Liz together in the living room.

“What are you thinking?” Max asked, when he was sure that the prosecutor was out of earshot.

“I don’t know … I’m so confused.” Liz admitted. “On the one hand, I hate the thought that Sean is out roaming free, able to take advantage of other women, just like it has been alleged…”

“And on the other?” Max prompted.

“And on the other … I can’t help but think that it is very convenient that these women only came forward after the identity of my rapist was published all over the news yesterday. And that prosecutor was far too keen to have me testify before she even knew what I would say. It just doesn’t feel right.”

“Well ... I think you should follow your instincts, and it sounds like that they’re telling you not to go ahead with it.” Max replied. “But whatever you choose to do, I know will be the right thing.”

“That’s the second time someone has said that to me today…” Liz commented solemnly, taking a step away from Max and turning to the window where she could see the detective and prosecutor bailed up with the paparazzi outside. After what both Maria and Max had said to her that morning, she felt a stronger conviction about going through with her plan. But she wondered why then she felt her heart break at the thought of it.
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Thanks for the feedback everyone!

Not sure what else to say but - please put up with a bit more angst from me :) (pretty please?) I promise that happily ever after you are all waiting for will come eventually.


51

“Liz. Can we talk?” Serena asked later that afternoon when they were alone. Max and Maria had both cleared the table of the empty plates and were inside stacking the dishwasher.

“What’s up?” Liz asked, suddenly worried.

“I need to go back to LA.” Serena announced. “There’s this really big opportunity at work that I would be crazy to pass up.”

“Of course you should go.” Liz replied. “When do you have to leave?”

“9am tomorrow.”

“That soon?” Liz asked.

“I’m sorry. If you need me to stay here I will.” Serena offered. “You know you’re my number one …”

“I know, but I’m fine. I have Maria and Michael.” Liz replied.

“And Max.” Serena corrected.

“…and Max.” Liz added, although somewhat reluctantly.

“What’s going on Liz?” Serena asked, sensing Liz’s sudden change in mood at the mention of Max.

“Nothing.” Liz replied, forcing a more upbeat attitude. “I’m just thinking that we need to give you a night on the town before you go back to LA. You’ve hardly seen Adelaide since you got here, being couped up in this little house with me and my mum.”

“A night out sounds great Liz.” Serena replied. “But are you sure you are up to it?”

“Of course. Why wouldn’t I be?” Liz asked, ignoring the obvious. “I just need to take care of something first, for which I think I may need your help.”

“Anything.” Serena promised.

Fifteen minutes later Serena was backing Liz’s mum’s car out of the driveway and drove by all the reporters. As soon as the mob realised it was only Serena, they returned their attention back to the house.

“It’s safe.” Serena said once she had turned the car around the corner.

“Thanks.” Liz replied, coming up from where she had been hiding under a rug on the back seat.

Serena pulled the car over and stepped out of the car, while Liz climbed into the driver’s seat.

“Are you sure you want to do this alone?” Serena asked, leaning through the driver’s window.

“Yeah. I am.” Liz replied. “I won’t be long.”

“See you soon.” Serena replied, before stepping back from the car and starting the walk back to Liz’s place.

Liz drove for only ten minutes before she pulled up to her destination – the graveyard where her father was recently buried. Donning a hat and sunglasses, just to be on the safe side, Liz made the long walk to the back of the graveyard where the newer sites were. Walking along the row, she stopped at the stone that marked her father’s resting place, and took a seat on the freshly mown grass.

“Hi Dad…” Liz eventually began. “I’m sorry for not coming to see you yesterday. Please don’t think I’ve forgotten about you so soon. I just … I don’t know, I guess I just wanted a day just to pretend I was normal … that my heart wasn’t breaking at the thought of never seeing your face again.

“I don’t want to sound selfish or ungrateful or anything, but … how could you leave me so soon? How could you leave us? I was going to make everything right again now that I was home, but I barely got the chance to talk to you. I didn’t get to explain to you just how sorry I was for leaving like I did – and I didn’t get to explain why I left. I wish I had more time…

“I know that I was probably the cause of your broken heart, and that’s something I’m going to have to live with for the rest of my life. I hope you can forgive me, and I hope one day you’ll find yourself looking down from heaven at me, and you’ll smile.”

“I’m sure he already is.” A voice came from behind her.

Liz’s blood ran cold and she jumped to her feet and turned around to face him.

“W-what are you doing here?” Liz asked.

“I came to pay my respects to your father.” Sean replied.

“You barely knew my father.” Liz’s eyes narrowed.

“Not when you were last home, no. But in the last year, since I got out of prison, I spent a lot of time with your father.”

“Why?” Liz asked.

“I guess he saw me as one of his wayward flock and he was trying to bring me back into the fold.” Sean smiled.

“Did he succeed?” Liz asked curiously. Sean had told her that he was sorry for what he did, but she still wasn’t convinced that he meant it.

“Yeah, he did. With the help of your father, I’ve managed to change my life. You’re father was a great man – an inspiration. I only wish that one day I could be even half the man he was.”

“What about those three women?” Liz asked. “The ones that have come forward in the past few days with accusations that you sexually assaulted them? Is that what you call being a changed man?”

“Do you really think that I would be walking around as a free man today if those women were actually telling the truth? The police would have arrested me after the first report if it had any credibility.” Sean stated. “Those women are just trying to jump on the bandwagon and get their 5 minutes of fame.”

“The prosecution are just still building their case…” Liz hypothesised.

“After my water tight alibi checked out, they had no choice but to try to find something else on me. Why do you think they came to you?”

“You know about that?” Liz asked.

“It wasn’t hard to predict, considering our … uh, past was plastered all over the news.” Sean replied. “But what I don’t know, is what you said to them.”

“I said that I had to think about it.” Liz replied.

“And have you thought about it?” Sean asked.

“I’m still thinking.”

“Can I show you something that will help with your thinking process?” Sean asked.

“What?” Liz asked cautiously.

“Just come with me.” Sean asked, holding out his hand for Liz to take.

Liz just raised her eyebrow in disbelief.

“Okay, I guess it’s too much to ask you to trust me.” Sean acknowledged. “Tell you what – how about you follow me in your car. If you don’t like where we end up, you can just keep on driving.”

“O-okay.” Liz agreed. The plan seemed safe enough. “I just need to make a call first.”

Sean looked relieved, before turning to head back to the car park, listening for the sound of Liz following him.

“Serena, hey, it’s Liz. Look I’m going to be a little late. How about I just meet you guys in the city?” Liz suggested. “The east end of Rundle Street in about an hour… Great... See you then.”

“All set?” Sean asked, waiting at his car.

“Yeah.” Liz replied, unlocking her car door and sliding into the driver’s seat, ready to follow Sean. She couldn’t believe that she had actually agreed to do this, but for some reason it felt important.

Liz watched as Sean’s car pulled away, and made sure that she kept him in sight as they headed towards the city. Eventually, Sean slowed his car in front of an open church, outside which was a line of homeless people. Liz slowed her car as well, and parked it behind Sean’s. When she stepped out of the car, Sean looked even more relieved.

“Let’s go inside.” Sean said, walking into the brightly lit hall to the left of the church.

“Sean, hey, glad you could finally make it.” A large jolly man greeted him by slapping him on the back. “We’ve got a big crowd to feed tonight.”

“You volunteer here?” Liz asked, looking around at the homeless men already devouring the soup and bread that was being served.

“Sean here is one of our most dedicated workers.” The man smiled. “He practically lives here. But Sean, aren’t you going to introduce me to your lovely girlfriend?”

“Sorry John, John this is Liz, Liz this in John.” Sean introduced.

“Nice to meet you.” John said, taking Liz’s hand and shaking it with enthusiasm.

“Nice to meet you too.” Liz couldn’t help but smile at John’s vivacity.

“Anyway, better get back to the kitchen. The soup isn’t going to cook itself.” John smiled before excusing himself.

Liz looked at Sean curiously, as though she was still trying to work him out, so he thought he should probably explain himself.

“When I got out of prison, I didn’t have anywhere to go. My family helped me out with some cash every once in a while, but they refused to let me come back home. One night I found myself lining up with the rest of these men looking for a free meal and a place to stay out of the cold for a few hours. One night turned into a week, and then I found myself here every night.

“Eventually I started helping out in the kitchen, just looking for some company, a purpose I guess. Once I found my feet, I continued to help out most nights of the week.”

“Your water tight alibi…” Liz said, realising why Sean had brought her here.

“I was here at the time each of those women claimed I had assaulted them. I have at least a dozen people who know me by name who could vouch for my presence and probably another hundred homeless people if you could track them down on the street.”

“Have you assaulted anyone since coming out of prison?” Liz asked the million dollar question.

“No, I haven’t. I’ve told you that I’ve changed. I deeply regret what I did to you, and what I did to the other girl. I would never do it to anyone else ever again.”

“Why were you at my window last night?” Liz asked confused. It had been bothering her all day that he was somehow stalking her.

“I wanted to talk to you. I wanted to try and make you understand that I meant what I said about being sorry. But … I don’t know, when I saw you come into your room, you already looked worried about something, and I decided it probably wasn’t the right idea surprising you at your bedroom window like that – so I left. I didn’t know you were going to be at the cemetery today, but I’m glad you were.”

Liz was silent for a moment.

“So what are you thinking?” Sean asked, wondering if he had managed to change Liz’s mind about pressing charges against him.

“I think it’s really good what you are doing here for these people.” Liz acknowledged.

“Do you want to stay and help me in the kitchen?” Sean asked, grateful for at least that small step towards reconciliation.

“I have to go and meet my friends.” Liz declined.

“Sure.” Sean replied. “Let me walk you there. Rundle Street’s not far from here.”

“No, that’s okay.” Liz replied. “You should stay here and help out.”

“It will only take ten minutes, and I want to make sure you get there okay.” Sean argued. “You never know who is wandering the streets at night.”

“Okay.” Liz agreed, sensing he wasn’t going to take no for an answer. And somehow, she was starting to feel much less afraid to be in his presence. “Let’s go.”

After a few minutes of silence, Sean decided that he’d better say something, in case he never got another chance to talk to Liz one-on-one.

“So how’s my sister doing?” Sean asked.

“She’s doing really well. She’s got a great opportunity in Hollywood with her music.”

“Really? That’s great.” Sean said, sounding impressed.

“… and she’s getting married…” Liz added.

“Married, wow. Who’s the guy?”

“Michael. You would have seen him at the club the other night when you were lying on the floor.” Liz smirked, remembering the moment she had managed to throw him to the floor and who him who now had the power.

“He seemed like a nice guy.” Sean acknowledged.

“… and Maria’s pregnant.” Liz finished.

“Pregnant? Really? Wow.” Sean replied shocked, before adding, “I’m going to be an uncle!”

“Yeah, I guess you are.” Liz smiled, seeing how genuinely happy he was. She suddenly thought back to the time before when she and Sean used to get on really well together.

“What’s going on?” Liz asked, as they came upon a large crowd of people congregated in the east parklands. It was only when they got closer that Liz realised there were fire eaters, acrobats, clowns and people walking around on stilts. There was also a large circus tent, a trapeze and many smaller stalls and food eateries.

“The Garden of Unearthly Delights.” Sean replied.

“The Garden of what?” Liz asked, still looking around.

“It’s part of the Fringe Festival. It must be opening night.” Sean explained. “It happens at this time every year. Adelaide fills up with comedians, actors, musicians, artists, whatever else is considered too alternative for the mainstream festival.”

“Cool.” Liz smiled, still taking it all in. That was until a sharp swing came from her left to hit Sean squarely in the jaw, causing him to topple over.

“Max!” Liz cried, putting herself between Max and Sean so no more punches would be thrown.

“Get out of my way.” Max said with fury in his eyes.

“Stop it!” Liz begged. “Please.”

“You’re defending him?” Max spat. “The man raped you!”

“No, I’m not defending him - I’m just trying to stop you doing something you’ll regret.” Liz explained, motioning to the cameras and reporters that were circling.

“I don’t give a shit.” Max replied. “All I care about is getting you away from him.”

Liz reached out her hand and helped Sean up from the ground.

“Thanks.” He smiled, which only caused Max to lunge at him again, with only Liz just managing to hold him back.

“Look! It’s Max Evans!” Someone screamed, causing those bystanders who hadn’t quite caught on yet to suddenly turn and watch what was happening. Within seconds Max, Liz and Sean were surrounded, with people trying to get close to the three of them.

“Max! Max! Can I get your autograph?”

“Liz. Are you and Max going to get married?

“Sean. Are the reports true? Did you really rape Liz?”

“Max. Will you call into this radio station for me and help me win $1,000?”

“Liz. How do you feel after the loss of your father?”

“Max. Can I get a kiss?”

“Liz. Have you forgiven Sean for what he did to you?”

“Sean. Will you be staying on in the band?”

“Liz!” Max cried, when the crowd of people got too large and he found Liz being pulled further and further away.

“Max!” Liz cried, trying to make him hear her over the crowd. The questions that the reporters were asking her were making her more and more uncomfortable, but she couldn’t get away. And if that wasn’t enough, she also had to deal with bystanders, looking her up and down with distaste and making comments about how she wasn’t good enough to be with someone like Max.

With tears welling in her eyes, Liz couldn’t find any avenue of escape, until she felt a hand on hers which guided her away from the crowd to safety.

“Sean.” Liz said surprised when she realised who her rescuer was.

“Are you okay?” Sean asked, still holding her hand.

“Yeah, thanks.” Liz replied, taking her hand away, but not before the cameras had already started clicking.

“Liz!” Max called, finally managing to push his way through the crowd. He grabbed Liz’s now free hand and put himself between Sean and Liz.

Maria, Michael and Serena finally managed to get through the crowd to them, and Sean watched cautiously as Maria had to restrain Michael from picking up where Max left off.

Max turned to face Liz. “Are you okay?”

“I think so.” Liz replied, letting Max pull her close to him but not putting her arms around him herself.

Max pulled away and eyed her curiously, before seeing the reporters over Liz’s shoulder, coming forward for a second wave of attacks.

“Let’s get out of here.” Max said to Liz, and then to Michael. “Can you get the car?”

Michael looked disappointed at not being given the opportunity to beat Sean to a pulp, but obediently raced towards the car. Meanwhile, Liz stepped away from Max and into Maria and Serena’s comforting arms.

“I think you should get out of here.” Max addressed Sean. “Don’t you think you’ve done enough damage?”

“Don’t try to put the blame on me.” Sean replied. “This is all on you buddy.”

Sean then turned to Liz.

“I was right wasn’t I?” Sean asked. “You don’t love him. You’re not really with him.”

“Don’t…” Liz threatened, not wanting Sean to put into words what she was already starting to believe herself.

“I’ll see you ‘round Liz. Bye sis.” Sean farewelled Liz and Maria, before walking back to the church.

Liz and Max were left staring at each other without saying a word.

“Michael’s back with the car.” Maria announced, causing Liz to finally look away and let Maria lead her to the car.

“Sorry you didn’t get your night out on the town.” Liz apologised to Serena.

“Are you kidding me? It was great. I got to see Max punch out Sean.” Serena joked, and by doing which, hoped that it would make Liz see that Max wasn’t the one in the wrong in this scenario.

Liz didn’t say anything in reply, but climbed into the car in silence.
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Okay ... I know I'm not going to win any friends with this chapter, but I'm going to take some really good advice that I was given once and not change my story to keep the public happy. It is what it is.

(I know I shouldn't take some of the feedback too much to heart, but what can I say - I'm pregnant and hormonal, so please be nice :wink: )

BTW - the song in this chapter is 'Where I stood' by Missy Higgins which I discovered while I was half way through the chapter and it seemed to fit so well...


52

When they arrived back at Liz’s place, Liz immediately made a bee-line for the sanctuary of her bedroom, but before she closed the door Max was already there, two steps behind her.

“So this is your room…” Max said stepping inside and taking a look around. He hadn’t been invited in her room before, and under normal circumstances wouldn’t have dreamed of inviting himself in … but these weren’t normal circumstances.

Liz blushed and shoved all of her stuffed toys to on side, knowing how juvenile her bedroom must seem to Max, who was currently taking stock of all the posters on her wall.

“There’s an empty space.” Max indicated to the only blank part of the wall, the blu-tac marks indicating that a poster used to be pinned up there.

“Yes.” Liz replied.

“Was it really that terrible to have a picture of me on your wall?” Max asked, guessing the reason why the poster had been removed.

“No.” Liz replied, walking to her desk drawer and taking out the poster of Max and handing it to him to show that at least she hadn’t been able to part with it completely. “It just … it didn’t look like the real you, now that I know you.”

“I can see why…” Max grinned, looking at the younger image of himself staring back at him. Judging by his haircut, it had been taken around the time he made ‘Peter Pan’ – it seemed so long ago now, when he was young and naïve.

Max put the poster back on Liz’s desk, not making a move to put it back on the wall. She was right – it just didn’t feel right to be placed up there beside everyone else, as though he was just a movie star to her. But then again, after tonight, he really didn’t know what they were to each other any more.

“We need to talk.” Max announced, turning and closing the door behind him.

Liz just nodded. It was long overdue, and after what had happened that night, it was now absolutely necessary.

“What’s going on with you?” Max asked.

I don’t know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found my self listening


Liz took a deep breath. Her instinctive reply was to say ‘nothing’, but it wasn’t true and both she and Max knew it. She had to tell him exactly how she was feeling, and hopefully he would understand.

“I don’t think I can do this anymore.” Liz announced.

“Do what exactly?” Max clarified, feeling the chasm beginning to form between them before she had even said the words.

“This – us – I can’t do us.” Liz replied.

“Why? What have I done?” Max asked.

“Nothing.” Liz replied. “It’s just… being with you has put me in the spotlight, and I’m not strong enough, or smart enough, to handle it. I need space to grieve, and I can’t do that when I have a mob of people outside my house all day long, or shoving their cameras in my face whenever I leave the house. My mother can’t even get passed them without having to face thousands of questions about me. My mother is grieving … I am grieving … and neither of us should have to deal with them on top of everything.”

Cause I don’t know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood


“Then come back to LA with me – the paparazzi generally left us alone compared to this circus… Paris will get herself put back in jail again or something and we will be left alone … Or we could go away somewhere secluded, just you and me, we’re the paparazzi can’t follow.” Max suggested. “I can help you through this.”

“No Max, I can’t – you can’t.” Liz replied.

“Then there’s something else going on…” Max concluded. “There’s another reason why you’re feeling this way. Tell me the truth.”

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you aren’t leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside


“The truth is…” Liz began, trying to find the words to say what she needed to without crushing him. “The truth is … I can’t love you the way you deserve.”

“W-what are you talking about?” Max forced the words out as his heart plummeted to his feet.

“I’m not ready to marry you.” Liz replied.

Max looked slightly relieved, that that was all that was bothering her.

“That doesn’t matter Liz. I don’t expect you to be ready to marry me.”

“But you’re carrying around an engagement ring in your pocket!” Liz exclaimed. “You obviously want something from me that I just can’t give you at the moment.”

“I don’t care. I would wait for you forever.” Max replied, taking Liz’s hand in his.

I care. I may never be ready…” Liz said. “And I don’t want you to waste your time on me.”

“Being with you is not a waste of time. I don’t have to marry you to be happy – I’m just happy being near you.” Max smiled. “Being anywhere else would be the waste...”

“I need to be somewhere else for a while. I need space … time … a chance to work out what I want. This whole thing with my dad, and now Sean… I have lived the last four years as a victim and now… now I’m ready to move past that.”

“Sean…” Max interrupted, almost spitting out the word in distaste. “So you have forgiven him.”

“No.” Liz replied immediately, and then thought it over. “No I don’t think I have… I don’t know that I ever will. I just … I can see that he’s changed, and I have no reason to be scared of him anymore. And I refuse to be… I want- no, I need to find out who I really am without my past hanging over my shoulder. My life has been turned upside down and I need to make sense of it.”

Cause I don’t know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood


“So what are you asking for exactly?” Max asked cautiously.

“Six months.” Liz replied.

“Six months?” Max repeated.

“Six months where you and I don’t see each other. I need space to sort things out, and you need some perspective.”

“Perspective?” Max repeated, knowing he was repeating everything she said like a parrot, but unable to get any other words out.

“I want you to be sure that I’m what you want, and not just someone you are trying to fix.” Liz stated.

“Liz, you’re not …” Max replied. “I love you – you are the only thing I want in this world.”

“Then why are you so scared to take a break from me?” Liz asked.

“Because I’m scared of living even the next second without you in my life. I’m scared that six months will turn into twelve, and then two years. Eventually we’ll just be two people who used to love each other once. One day we’ll pass each other in the street and smile politely, but that will be all…” Max admitted.

“No. That won’t happen.” Liz shook her head. “You are not going to lose me. I know you’re scared … I am too … but this is something that I have to do.”

And I won’t be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me then any one I've ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself
And so I say to you, this is what I have to do.


“No – no you don’t.” Max insisted. “This is just you being scared and running away again. You’re scared because you finally don’t have a reason to run from me anymore, but you don’t know how to do anything different… So you are running again and the only difference is that this time, you are giving me a heads up that you’re leaving.”

Liz was silent. Was that all she was doing? Running away again with the excuse that she was going away to find herself? What if what she found was that she and Max weren’t meant to be? Liz shook her head – no, that would never happen.

“I love you.” Liz announced. “I will always love you. I just need some time to put myself back together.”

“If you loved me you would want me to help you do that. You would know that you couldn’t do it alone.” Max retorted. “You wouldn’t be trying to push me away.”

“Max…” Liz tried to interrupt, seeing Max’s anger rising. He was upset and it was all her doing.

“No Liz. You know what? Maybe you’re right. Maybe you don’t love me enough, otherwise you wouldn’t find it so easy to give me up.” Max replied, pulling his arm away as Liz reached out to comfort him. “Maybe you don’t love me at all…”

“Max…” Liz tried to interrupt again, retracting her dismissed hand like she had been slapped.

“You know what? Just go. Go and have your time away. But at the end of six months when you are ready to be rational again, don’t expect me to be running after you. I’m done. I have done everything possible to show you just how much I love you and it means nothing to you – you’re still determined to push me away. So, guess what? If you eventually decide that you want me, you’ll have to come to me.” Max announced.

Cause I don’t know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
Cause she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
She who dares to stand where I stood.


They both stared each other down for a moment, Max waiting for Liz to say something to make him stay, and Liz trying to find the words to make things right between them before Max walked out of her life. But she couldn’t – she was still so sure that she had made the right decision, even if it hadn’t turned out the way she had hoped. She had hurt Max, but she knew that in the long run, if she didn’t have this time to herself to sort out her life, she would only hurt him more.

So, before another word was spoken, Max turned on his heels and walked out of Liz’s room – and her life.
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Do I keep my promises or what?!?

And still had almost an hour to spare...


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There was a soft tap on Liz’s bedroom door, and for a second Liz’s heart leapt at the thought that Max had come back to tell her that she hadn’t ruined everything between them. But instead, Maria appeared through the door.

“Hey.” Maria said. “Are you okay?”

“Fine.” Liz replied, although didn’t even make an attempt to sound ‘fine’.

“Max left in a hurry…” Maria began, prompting Liz to explain what happened.

“I told him I needed space.” Liz replied. “I told him that I had to be by myself for a while.”

“I’m sure he understands that you just need a bit of time before you can move forward with your relationship.” Maria stated, taking a seat next to Liz on her bed. “You just need to spend time with your friends and family for a while.”

“No.” Liz replied. “I need to go away for a while.”

“Go away? Where?” Maria asked.

“I don’t know… I was thinking about taking a road trip.” Liz replied. “I need to get out of Adelaide so that the paparazzi will leave my mother alone.”

“Okay, so we’ll hire a car, take a trip down the coast…” Maria began, working out a route in her head.

“No Maria. I need to go on my own.” Liz replied, waiting for the fireworks.

“What? Why?” Maria asked confused.

“Because I need some time to work out who I am and where I fit in this world. I have played the role of a victim for far too long, and it’s time I began the life I was destined to live.”

“And why can’t you do that with your friends… or with Max?” Maria asked, still confused.

“I just can’t Maria.” Liz replied. “I’m sorry…”

“H-how long will you be gone for?” Maria asked.

“As long as it takes.” Liz replied.

* * * * *

“Mum? Can I talk to you for a minute?” Liz asked, stepping into her mother’s room later that night.

“Sure honey. What’s up?” Her mother asked, as she straightened the photo of Liz’s father which was sitting on the dressing table.

“I have to go away again.” Liz began.

“What? Why?” Liz mother asked confused, repeating Maria’s response from earlier.

“Because you and I need space and we can’t get that with all of these people hanging around our house 24/7.” Liz explained.

“I can put up with them if it means having you here.” Liz’s mother replied.

“But you shouldn’t have to.” Liz said. “If I go, they will leave us both alone.”

“I’ll never see you again…”

“I promise this time I will keep in touch.”

“You promise?” Liz’s mother asked, and Liz could see the desperation shining in her eyes.

“I promise.” Liz smiled, giving her mother a hug.

“When do you leave?” Liz’s mother asked, wiping her tears.

“Tomorrow afternoon, after I drop Serena at the airport.”

* * * * *

“Maria?” Michael asked hesitantly as he walked into the bedroom they had been sharing. He hadn’t seen Maria since she had been to check on Liz, and he sensed something was wrong.

“Liz is leaving…” Maria sniffed, wiping the tears in her eyes. “I can’t believe it … it’s like she is running away all over again.”

“Shush. It’s okay.” Michael said, putting his arms around Maria’s shoulders and letting her bury her head in his chest.

“It’s not Michael … What if I never see her again?” Maria spoke her deepest fear.

“That’s won’t happen.” Michael replied. “Liz is older and wiser than the girl who left four years ago. She knows how important her friends are to her.”

“I’m not so sure…” Maria said disbelievingly.

“Well then, we need to do something that will remind her.” Michael suggested.

“What did you have in mind?” Maria asked.

* * * * *

The next morning, Max had packed his bags and was just leaving the check-out counter when he saw a hoard of people waiting outside the front door to the hotel waving placards that said ‘Marry me Max’, ‘I’ll be your Tinkerbell’ or ‘Max I’m pregnant’, although Max had to wonder at this one as it was currently being held by a man.

Max was about to turn around and head for the back entrance, when he noticed the other signs that were there, indicating that the radio station that had started the ‘bounty’ were there too. Making a hasty decision, and still reeling from Liz’s ‘break-up’ the night before, Max had something he wanted to say.

“Max! Max!” The hoard began cheering as they saw him walk through the door. Predictably, a microphone was immediately shoved under his face with the logo of the radio station on it.

“Max. Could we have an interview?” The radio announcer asked.

“No. But you can have a statement.” Max replied. “You people have no respect for what Liz Parker and her family are going through. Because of your little bounty, we have had more people swarming on us here than we get in LA – the paparazzi centre of the world. Because of you, Liz and her family are unable to grieve in peace. Because of you, I’m leaving Australia to return home because I haven’t felt welcome here.”

The radio announcer was silent, unprepared for being put in his place by someone like Max Evans who was usually so nice to reporters.

“So next time you try this on someone else, you may want to remember this moment and the fact that because of you, I’m leaving Adelaide with very little intention of returning.” Max finished before picking up his luggage and jumping into the waiting limo.

* * * * *

“Ready to go?” Liz asked Serena who was zipping up her suitcase.

“Sure thing.” Serena replied, picking up her suitcase and struggling under the weight of it.

They didn’t say anything else to each other until Liz already had her mum’s car on the road, travelling in the direction of the airport, with the paparazzi following closely behind.

“So Maria tells me that you are going away for a while.” Serena began.

“Yeah. I thought it would be a good way to clear my head.” Liz replied.

“Yeah, she mentioned that you were adamant that you were going alone.”

Liz looked at Serena sideways for a moment before turning her attention back to the road.

“All I’m saying is, do you really think it is a good idea? Wouldn’t you rather have someone with you?” Serena asked. “At least someone to share the driving.”

“No.” Liz replied adamantly. “I need some space to myself for a while.”

“Well, look after yourself okay?” Serena replied concerned, putting a hand on Liz’s shoulder. “If you get lonely you know we are all just a phone call away.”

“Thanks Serena.” Liz smiled, wishing that it had gone over this well when she had told Maria the night before. Liz guessed it must have opened a few wounds that had not yet healed.

* * * * *

At the airport, Liz waited as Serena checked in, and then walked with her as far as she could to the International Terminal gates before it became ‘passengers only’.

“I’m going to miss you okay?” Serena said, giving Liz a huge hug. “Please tell me that this isn’t the end and I will get to see you in six months.”

“I promise.” Liz replied, returning the hug. “In six months you’ll see a brand new improved Liz Parker.”

“I like this Liz Parker just the way she is.” Serena replied, pulling out of the hug and picking up her carry-on luggage.

“Thanks Serena.” Liz replied with a smile.

At that moment the whispering of he crowd grew louder and Liz and Serena looked around to see what all the commotion was.

“Max…” Liz breathed.

Max was walking up to the security check-in, followed by a crowd of reporters and on-lookers.

Liz took a hesitant step forward when it looked as though Max was headed in their direction, but stepped back when she saw that he hadn’t even noticed that she and Serena were standing there.

“I guess he’s on my flight.” Serena said.

“Mmm-hmm.” Liz replied distractedly. Of course Max would leave after what she had said the night before, she just hadn’t realise it would be so soon.

Max was just placing his carry-on luggage on the security screening conveyer belt, when Liz overheard her name mentioned and half the people in the crowd turn and look in her direction excitedly.

“Max … it’s Liz.” One very excited reporter nudged him as he was about to walk through the security archway.

Max turned around and his eyes met Liz’s. Immediately she was taken aback by the hurt that emanated from them, and for the first time ever, his eyes didn’t light up when he saw her. Max didn’t make a move towards her, but stubbornly remained where he was. A silence fell over the crowd when they realised that this wasn’t the typical farewell between two people in love.

Liz hesitated for a moment herself, but knew that it would kill her if this moment was what she had to remember of Max for the next six months. So the minute Max dropped his head in resignation, ready to walk away once again, Liz ran towards him, pushing through the crowd and threw herself against him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. She felt Max’s arms immediately surround her waist, and his body relax into hers, his face nuzzling into her neck.

“Stay with me.” Max whispered.

“I can’t.” Liz whispered in reply.

Max pulled his face away from the crook of Liz’s neck, and leaned his forehead against hers for a moment, taking a deep breath. Without meeting her eyes, Max pulled away and turned and walked through the security check-in without looking back.

The reporters were silent for a moment, stunned by the whole exchange, but immediately remembered themselves, and the bonuses they would receive for being the first to get the full story, and immediately pointed their microphones in Liz’s direction.

Lucky for Liz, a security guard, who had watched the whole thing unfold, was already by her side and leading her away from the gate, giving Liz a feeling of de ja vu. Liz turned and waved goodbye to Serena, who blew her a kiss in response, before following Max through the security check-in to the departure gate.
"Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools of ourselves..."
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