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Part Twenty-Nine
Thursday 5th July 2007
Liz slid her arms around Max’s neck, burying her fingers in his short hair as he deepened the kiss. Their tongues met, tangling urgently as Liz felt Max’s hands grip her waist, pulling her flush against him. The feel of his hands splayed flat across her back, his fingertips gently moving against the material of her top, sent shivers shooting up and down her spine. Despite the intensity and passion of the moment, she couldn’t prevent the tears that sprung to her eyes at the relief of finally being in his arms again. For the first time since before the doctor had broken the news about her illness, she felt complete.
“Max,” she murmured, withdrawing her mouth from his for a moment to catch her breath.
She kissed his lips briefly once, twice, before opening her mouth to him once more, letting him invade her senses entirely. This was where she belonged, in Max Evans’ embrace… how could she have ever felt differently, she wondered. How could she have thought that either of them would be better off alone, without each other? As they continued to kiss, her senses became overwhelmed with emotion and she felt a tightening in her chest. The feeling was so strong that she couldn’t hold it in any longer and suddenly an unexpected sob tore from her throat. She tightened her grip around Max’s neck, pressing her loosely clothed body against his jean-clad lower-half and bare torso.
“Liz?” murmured Max, breaking the kiss so he could look down at her in concern. He slid his hands up and down her back comfortingly. “What’s wrong?”
She shook her head, burying it in the crook of his neck as she clung to him, breathing heavily as she tried to get herself under control.
“Liz?” wondered Max, his tone soft. Liz could feel his warm breath against her shoulder. “You okay?”
“I’m sorry,” she whispered, her fingers digging into the bare skin of his upper back. “I didn’t mean…” she pulled back so she could look into his eyes. “I love you so much, Max. You make me whole; and I don’t ever want to not be whole again.”
“You make me whole too,” he replied softly, gently running his fingers through the long strands of her hair. “Having you back in my life again has made me realise just how stupid I was to ever think that I could move on without you.”
Liz gazed up at him, her eyes searching his for a moment before she impulsively leaned up and captured his lips with hers once more. This time, their kisses were more meaningful, more intense than just now and before she had time to digest what was happening, Max had begun walking her backwards toward her bedroom.
They fell to the bed, Max trapping her small body beneath his much larger one, as one of his hands slid down her side until it reached the hem of her top. He dipped his fingers beneath the material, tracing small patterns against her skin, causing Liz to shiver. She let out a small moan against his lips as his fingers rose, walking their way up over her stomach and just brushing the underside of her bra-clad breast before cupping her in his palm, squeezing gently and causing a small gasp to escape her lips. Their embrace continued to heat up, as Max shifted so he could get more comfortable, but for Liz, the moment he settled between her legs and she felt the evidence of his arousal pressing against her, she came crashing down to earth.
“Max, wait,” she muttered, tearing her lips from his and releasing her arms so she could push him away slightly.
“What?” he mumbled, as he opened his eyes and tried to focus. “What’s wrong?”
“We should stop,” she whispered, “it’s too soon.”
Ho looked down at her for a moment, as if trying to read her thoughts, before letting out a slight sigh.
“You’re right,” he said regrettably, “I’m sorry.”
He shifted off her and sat up, swinging his legs over the side of her bed. Liz sat up too, moving so she could rest her chin on his bare shoulder and cup his upper arm with her hand. They sat together in silence for several moments, Max looking down at his hands as she stared at the wall, until Liz plucked up the courage to voice her thoughts.
“Where are we, Max?” she wondered in a soft sigh.
“Hmm?” he lifted his head, turning to glance at her over his shoulder.
“I mean, what are we doing here? We’ve talked, we’ve kissed, I’ve told you I love you and you’ve said you still love me… so where does that leave us?”
“Liz…” Max started, shifting round to face her properly. “It’s hard for me, you know, to put a label on what we are right now. Of course, I want you – I want to be with you, but to come right out and say ‘we’re back together’… it’d be like we’re trivialising the situation, like everything we’ve been through is forgotten just like that. I don’t think I’m quite ready for that yet.”
Liz frowned, feeling a lump form in her throat. She’d thought he understood and that he’d forgiven her for leaving.
“But–”
Max cut her off, “I know what you’re thinking, Liz, but that’s not what I meant. I want to be in a relationship with you again, I really do, but I don’t think we’re quite ‘there’ yet. Maybe for now we’d be better off just to take things as they come and see what happens.”
“Okay,” Liz nodded in understanding, as the meaning of his words sunk in. He wasn’t saying that he didn’t want her; he was saying that he wasn’t ready to formally announce the state of their relationship just yet. She exhaled, “Okay.”
Max’s lips curled up into a small smile and he reached out to touch her arm, letting his fingers rest gently on her elbow.
“Look, I think I’d better go now, leave you to finish getting ready for the day and for our match this afternoon.”
Liz nodded, a wave of disappointment flowing through her as he broke their physical contact and stood up. She moved to get up as well, following him back out to the living room, watching as he reached for his T-shirt and pulled it over his head. She stood in the bedroom doorway, her arms crossed over her chest as she watched him put on his shoes and gather the rest of his belongings. When he was done, she followed him down the hallway to the front door.
“I’ll see you later, okay?” he said, “Twelve o’clock at the practice courts?”
“Twelve o’clock,” Liz nodded in agreement. “I’ll see you there.”
Max reached for the door handle, but his hand froze as his eyes locked with hers. There was an awkward hesitation between them for moment, until Max sucked in a breath and leaned in to capture her lips with his in a brief, but meaningful kiss.
“Bye,” he smiled gently when they parted a few seconds later.
“Bye,” replied Liz dazedly, her lips tingling from the contact, as Max opened the door and slipped out of her flat.
When he was gone, Liz leaned against the door and let out a sigh, a soft smile gracing her features. Perhaps things with Max were finally looking up after all.
***
As Max arrived home and entered his flat, picking up the morning newspaper from the floor, his attention was caught by the large headline on the back page:
“EVANS AND PARKER CELEBRATE WIN WITH KISS – Is there something they’re not telling us?”
Max rolled his eyes in annoyance as the article went on to speculate the state of their relationship, barely touching on the outcome of the match itself.
“Typical,” he muttered, walking towards his bedroom and discarding the paper onto the sofa as he went.
As he took a shower and got ready to head back to Wimbledon, he realised that he’d made the right decision at Liz’s flat earlier – now was not a good time to rekindle their past relationship, especially with the press hanging around 24/7 at the moment, just waiting for a story. Not to mention the fact that they would be rushing things… and rushing was never a good idea, especially when it came to relationships. Nevertheless, as he pulled into a parking space at the Club and grabbed his racket bag, he couldn’t help his thoughts from returning to the events of last night and this morning, distracting him.
Things got even worse when Liz showed up on the practice courts a while later, sending him a shy, yet alluring smile and he almost lost his concentration completely. God, what was wrong with him? Just a couple of days ago he was having trouble even talking to her and now she was driving him to distraction with just one look. On second thoughts, maybe he shouldn’t have left her flat this morning… perhaps if they’d gone all the way, the sexual tension wouldn’t be driving him crazy now. No, wait, that wasn’t right. It was a good thing that she’d stopped them from going any further. Of course it was. Right?
He spent the next couple of hours trying to get his head in the game and put the state of his private life to the back of his mind for now. He was doing pretty well, although there were a couple of slips when their match began and he couldn’t help his gaze from lingering on Liz, crouched low at the front of the court, her short tennis skirt riding up on her thighs exposing the back of her smooth bare legs to his eyes. Each time it happened he had to stifle a groan and force himself to focus on the ball rather than her.
Unfortunately, his inability to concentrate was the least of their problems during the match – their opponents were the defending mixed doubles champions and although Max was evenly matched with their male side, the female was a much stronger player than Liz, giving them an advantage. While they managed to put up a decent fight at first, bringing the first set to a tiebreak, which they won, unfortunately, things went downhill after that. Liz began to tire, while their opponents only seemed to get stronger, easily winning the second set, 6-2 and then going on to win the first three games of the third.
Despite playing the best they could and winning two more games, the reigning champions were just too strong for Max and Liz and their opponents had an easy ride to 5-2 in the final set. Although they had the advantage of serving in the next game, any hopes that Max and Liz had of regaining their impetus were dashed when first Max double-faulted and then they lost the next two points, providing the opposition with 3 match points. Liz managed to win back one of those points, but their luck ended when the male player broke Max’s serve sending the defending champions right through to the semi final.
As realisation set in that their 2007 mixed doubles experience had come to an end, Max tried his best to appear happy for the winners and put on a brave face for Liz, but internally he was extremely disappointed. But the unusual thing was that his disappointment had very little to do with the fact that they’d lost the match. No, in fact, it was the thought that he would no longer be working with, training with or playing with Liz that hit him hardest. Sure, it had been a long and difficult few weeks, seeing Liz again, adjusting to her presence on court and in his life, finding out the truth and dealing with that, but now it didn’t seem fair that just as he’d accepted that he still loved her and wanted her, their partnership on court had come to an end.
Apart from giving Liz a brief kiss, a consoling hug and whispering a few words of comfort and reassurance in her ear, Max decided against saying anything else to her until they returned to the changing rooms. He didn’t want to draw any more attention to either of them than was absolutely necessary. However, the second they were inside, away from prying eyes and Liz turned to him with unshed tears in her eyes, he pulled her to him, wrapping his arms tightly around her.
“I’m a failure, Max,” she sobbed against his white T-shirt, finally letting her frustration out. “I’m not good enough.”
“Hey, hey, hey,” Max soothed gently, one hand cupping the back of her head, his fingers playing with the strands of her ponytail. “You’re not a failure, Liz. It’s not your fault, okay? They were just too strong for us – after all they’re the best mixed team in the world right now.”
“I know, I know,” she sniffled, her words muffled against his shirt. Max pulled away a little, lifting her chin so she was looking up at him. “I just really wanted to win; to prove everyone wrong when they said I wasn’t fit enough to play.”
“You’re played some great tennis these last couple of weeks, Liz,” Max told her gently, his heart tugging at her forlorn expression. “I’m really proud of you.”
“Thank you,” she whispered, tightening her grip on his back slightly.
“It’s the truth,” he admitted.
She gazed up at him and Max began to lose himself in her expressive eyes. With a small hint of a smile, he lowered his head, brushing her lips with his in a brief caress before deepening the kiss, pouring all his emotions into it.
“Come on,” he murmured as they pulled apart several moments later. “Let’s go somewhere. I’d say we’re both in need of some cheering up. What do you think?”
He released her, taking a couple of steps back and holding out his hand for her to take. She took it, smiling up at him gratefully.
“I think I’d like that very much.”
TBC…