
Title: Summer to Remember
Author: ken_r AKA Ken242 AKA Kenneth Renouard
Genera: Alternate Universe No Aliens
Disclaimer: I am just using the characters to act out my story. No harm intended. They are in no way my own.
Couples CC when applied
Rating: Mature maybe
Summary: Fear is the dread of what both the readers and characters think or know is approaching. Like the anticipation of the dentist’s drill, they see only impending harm and/or pain.
The Roswell group has broken up. Only Alex and Isabel remain together. The other individuals go their separate ways until strange things bring them back together. The story is told POV because I want to get into their thoughts. That is where the fear will be created and where it will be found. They will find that their fears are real and only if unexpected help arrives can their life forces strengthen their resolve. Then they can stand to rebuild their lives.
This time my Maria is strong but vulnerable. I hope those of you who like candy, like her.
A Summer to Remember
Liz
My name is Elizabeth DeLuca. It used to be just Liz Parker but due to a terrible mistake I made, it changed. Yes, I made a mistake, but it was just one of a myriad of mistakes made by all of us. The others are trying to correct or repair their mistakes, but right now, I am just trying to find peace within myself.
Interstate 40 coming into New Mexico roughly follows the old route 66. I am too young to remember except for reruns of the television show. It was one where two guys, one educated and the other just an average Joe, traveled Route 66 finding jobs and having adventures. They drove a red Corvette and they attracted attention wherever they went. That is the last thing I want to do. I do not want any more adventures, nor do I want to attract any attention.
We all had adventures and we handled them badly, except for Isabel and Alex. Alex, my friend from grade school, and Isabel the ice queen, the diva of style, who when she came down from her throne to marry Alex, proved to be a good friend. They are the only ones of us still together. I guess, Maria and Michael were the first to go.
The real reason for their break up was never apparent. Of course, Michael being in the hospital for several days and Maria charged by the police for attempted murder drove a bit of a wedge between them. It wasn’t until Michael regained consciousness and explained that he had fallen and hit his head that the police finally, let Maria go. Her confession that the police obtained that tearful night was negated by the refusal of Michael to change his story. He explained her confession as delusional because she felt guilty for wanting to leave him. The district attorney spent hours trying to get Michael to change his story, but no chance. Maria was free to leave and she quickly, scurried out of town.
Mine was bigger, at least in the people it affected, I came home early one night and caught Max in bed with Tess. This ended our relationship which I had been convinced would lead to marriage during or after college, “Max and Liz, together forever.” That is what the inscription on my locket said. I was a person of logic and not violence. I just slammed the door of the home we had shared and stormed out of the driveway scattering gravel on the white Mustang convertible of the gerbil. I secretly hoped I, at least, caused a bit of rock damage, but I didn’t wait to see. Isabel and Alex were my friends so that is the first place I went. I was crying when Max came in. He tried to find an excuse, but neither Isabel nor I allowed him to finish. Alex, who had been my friend for such a long time, just escorted Max out the door. At first, Max refused to leave, but Alex explained that it would be best if Max left. If he didn’t, Alex would personally smash his face in. When we first came together, Alex was just a skinny geek. Now, after earning several millions from software and several years of personal defense training even before high school graduation, Max was hesitant to start anything with Alex.
News of their indiscretion spread and Kyle, who really loved Tess, was all packed by the time she came home. Not only had she betrayed him, but also, she had betrayed me. Surprisingly, Kyle still had a lot of affection for me. We had dated and broke up when I met Max. The seduction had broken the fragile friendship between Kyle and Max. Kyle was just out of there. Tess had nothing left in Roswell, so she left as well. I have no idea what had happened to her. I struggled daily to suppress the hope that it was something very bad. That just wasn’t in my religion or character.
I continued my college plans without Max. I heard he had gone to Stanford, but I have no idea what he did there. I followed my original dream and finally, graduated from Harvard with a Master’s degree in biology. Somewhere along the way, I had been thrown in with Sean, the seedy cousin of Maria. Maria was nowhere around and Sean had some charm, so we were soon married. Sean had a bachelor’s degree in business from a small college in New York.
The relationship was doomed from the start. Sean was a beer and burger fan and I was soon offered an executive position with a biological company. He soon tired of hearing about my new friends, those who I worked with daily. They were all in research and development, strictly a wine and sirloin crowd. While Sean was trying to prove he was just as good as they were, he got caught in an investment scam. It took much of our shared savings, savings that I had mostly earned, to mount a defense. In the end, he copped a plea for lesser time and turned state’s evidence on some of the others. I was to learn later that the scam was much bigger than anyone, at that time, thought. Of course, that was after he had spent all my money. He was caught up in the depression of the financial institutions, so he still got ten years hard time. This was a relationship that could go nowhere, so I filed for divorce. Now, I am spending the last of our/my savings trying to redefine myself before I return to work. I booked a cabin In the mountains of northern New Mexico for the summer.
I should have asked why the cabin was so reasonable. Normally, a summer in the mountains would have cost much more than Sean had left me, but I was in a panic to get away from my troubles. I thought that, for a brief moment, fate was kind. For once, I would take the blessing of something I could afford. My parents had died several years ago. I hear from Isabel, occasionally, maybe it is from Alex, they both always signed the letters. The Evans elders were both well, but they had aged and were showing it. Max being gone, Isabel was the caregiver for her parents. She was sort of trapped, as she had to always be on call to help them in their many failings. Alex and Isabel both expressed that they would enjoy seeing me, but they understood that Roswell had nothing but bad memories to offer me.
Right now, I have no idea where any of my former friends are. It has been months since I have had any correspondence from Maria. Kyle and Michael have dropped off the face of the earth. Sometimes, I remember the good times with Max, but my mind quickly closes on that subject.
I-25 was coming up to the exit for Bernalillo. Bernalillo, (the double “l” is pronounced kind of like a “y”,) was the original town settled when the Spanish first came to this area of the southwest. I turned at the intersection just north of the town and proceeded on highway 550 to the Jemez turn off at San Ysidro. San Ysidro, the patron saint of farmers and ranchers, a good saint to have on your side in this rural country. I always had to laugh when I told friends I would be going to the Jemez
Mountains. I had to explain again and again that the “J” would be pronounced like an “H”. I drove the snake like road through several little towns and one Native American Pueblo until I was high in the mountains. My ears, popping from the altitude, told me that it had been a long time since I had been this high up in the mountains. I saw a sign stating, “Thunderbird Paradise, modern cabins to relax in, with internet connection.” The old man at the desk gave me a map and I proceeded up a dirt road to my cabin that set back in the trees.
I parked and unpacked. Among the papers they gave me from the office, I found a list of things to do in the area. There was a town nearby called LaCueva, (the cave in Spanish). It had a nightspot with a diner, offering drinking and dancing. There was a small store that had groceries and notions. A filling station along with a post office about made up the rest of the town. It was late in the afternoon, so I decided to eat out before setting up any domestic stuff. I would probably also, return for breakfast as I would have no groceries until the small store opened in the morning.
At the Forest Roost, (what that name meant I have no idea,) I heard country music from a band as I was led to a table for one. I was back in the southwest, so I ordered an enchilada plate. I wasn’t disappointed as it had the correct balance between fire and flavor. My iced tea was brewed, not some instant stuff pawned off so many times in town. The music was coming from another room and the walls deadened it enough so it was enjoyable. I was just finishing off my enchilada when I heard, “Chica, what are you doing here?”
I looked up and saw a curvy blonde who, even though we wrote to each other occasionally, I hadn’t seen in ten years. “Maria, imagine seeing you here. I might ask the same question.”
“Oh, I am staying at a cabin of a friend of mine. He loaned it to me for the summer,” the Blonde said.
I raised my eyebrows, “A friend.”
“Yes, a friend and before you say anything, he is over 50 and was one of my managers. He, sort of, took care of me, keeping me out of trouble when he could and when he couldn’t, he sent me here to hide for a spell,” Maria explained. “Where are you staying?”
“I am staying at one of the Thunderbird Paradise cabins. I will be here most of the summer. I have a few things to straighten out,” I said.
“Yeah, if I had been home, I would have stopped you from seeing Sean. He may be my cousin, but he will always be up to no good,” Maria stated.
“Well, I had to learn for myself. Now, I have to pick up my life and decide what to do with it,” I replied.
Maria looked closely, “Have you seen Max since that day?”
I frowned, “No, and why should I? I just got out of one bad situation, I have no intention of getting into another one.”
“He took your leaving pretty hard.” Maria stated.
“Well, he should have thought of that before he climbed into her bed, or rather, he allowed her to climb into our bed,” I probably answered with more vehemence than necessary.
“Someday, I wish he would explain, at least to me, why he did that.” Maria stated.
“Well, he can explain to you, all he wants. I could care less. He hurt me and I made some bad choices after that. I want a new life, not to rehash the old one,” I said.
Maria drew back, “Does that include me?”
I softened, “No, Maria. We have been friends forever. I am really glad to see you. I wanted to get away from everyone, but now I am here, a friendly face is a comfort.
Maria sort of looked coy, “There are other familiar faces around here,” she said.
I straightened and guardedly asked, “Who, Maria?”
“Well, for one, Michael took a Jemez Springs police position for the summer. He and Kyle attended New Mexico State and graduated in police science. Kyle went right into the FBI, but Michael, as I understand, wants something more local. He is just filling in during the tourist season,” Maria informed me.
“Does Michael know you are here?” I asked.
“Noo… and I am trying to find a way to tell him without ending up in jail,” Maria said.
“Is that why you are here?” I exclaimed. “Maria, you gave the man a concussion with whatever you threw. He just wouldn’t testify against you is the only reason you didn’t go to prison.”
Maria hung her head, “That was the dumbest thing I ever did. I threw more than the frying pan at Michael. I threw away a relationship that was probably the best I will ever have.”
“Is that why you are here, Maria? Are you trying to start something up with Michael again?” I inquired, repeating my self.
“No, I really am hiding out. I got myself into some real trouble back in St. Louis. A guy who was taking care of me got shot and I saw who did it. Both the feds and the mob are looking for me. Ed, he is the manager I was talking about, offered me this cabin. When I learned that Michael had taken the job with the Jemez police, that was just icing on my cake. If I am going to be shot or taken by the feds, I want at least one more chance to right things with Michael,” Maria explained. Her life had gotten so complicated that she felt she had to explain everything to me. After all I am her “bestest friend.”
“Well, I am going to try to make some sense out of my life. I have the chance to take a managerial job back east or I might take a teaching job here in the southwest. The teaching job might let me continue my education. After all the troubles with your cousin, I do not want to have much to do with any police.” I leaned back as I was talking to her. Our talk went on from there, mostly with small talk and stories about what had happened during the years since we had seen each other. It was getting late and I, at least, was tired. Tomorrow, I would shop for groceries and start the process of defining who I would be in the future.
It was very dark in the campground when I returned. You know, that almost black velvet like sky, I couldn’t see any stars and the moon was hiding. My headlights made very little headway in lighting the little valley. They just went out into the night and stopped. It was as if my world was shrinking around the view I saw out of my windshield. My imagination saw all sorts of monsters just outside of this short path. I had a little trouble finding my cabin in this total darkness. Once inside, I made up my bed and retired for the night.