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On the other hand it would have been hard on Philip to look back in the rearview mirror on the drive to Hondo and see your only son holding on to his bonded in sleep and not know if you were going to be able to save him or if you were delivering him (and her) to the executioner.
I’m pretty sure that Philip wasn’t all that ”happy” about driving his son and the girl his son’s obviously loves very much, to a house filled with aliens who seemed to want to do everything by the book.
Isabel Isabel. She’s very intuitive. For some reason (maybe she’s just a hard-core romantic or sth), she really seems to believe in this bond between Max and Liz. Maybe she
does know something, or maybe it’s just a feeling. Maybe she can see the potential. Maybe she’s an optimist that believes that everything will work out for the best in the end, even though it’s a bit bumpy right now. But she’s probably not (knowingly) in on any rebellious group, considering how close she seems to be to her brother and him not knowing about any rebellion. Or?
I'm glad that Max is able to realize how much Liz needs her dad still. I know he can read her mind and feel her feelings but for him to empathize with her and understand that she already lost one parent (two for awhile there) and that she's scared of losing the other (or Jeff losing her)... It just goes to show how mature Max actually is as a person. He could have been greedy and just wanted all of her attention the last seconds before the meeting but he didn't. I like that. A lot.

Considering their connection, it would’ve been ridiculously easy for Max to take advantage of the situation and keep Liz all to himself. Especially since he is obviously more adept at manipulating the connection and block some things from reaching her through the bond. But that would make him kinda into the people he’s trying to protect her from. Sean wants total control over Liz, making her devoted to him, making her dependent upon him. In a way, Sean wants more from Liz than Sgt. Carter seemed to have needed from Liz’s mother. Sean wants an emotional bond as well as the gaea-bond. He wants complete power over
all of Liz. Which is not love. That’s domination. And Max has never been about domination. He’s been all about love. Plus, Max understands Liz’s feelings for her father. Not only because they share the bond, but also because Max has grown up connecting to people and thence connecting to their history, their relationships. And because anyone can see that Liz loves her father. And, Max unfortunately is very aware of the possibility of the meeting going very wrong and he wants Liz to have as little ”unfinished business” as possible if that were to happen.
Let's hope that Jeff doesn't have caller ID. Seeing Max's name pop up when he (possibly) doesn't know him isn't exactly helpful to keep the covers in tact.
*laughs* I love that you’re thinking about caller ID’s. Yeah, what will Jeff think?
So I'm wondering how her being quiet and submissive at the meeting (if she's even able to) is really going to help their case in the long run. Even if it keeps her alive for the night the next time she speaks her mind wouldn't they punish her or possibly kill her then? Maybe right now it's just a "survive the moment" kind of thing but what's the long term plan for keeping her safe when she angers them?
Liz being submissive during the meeting is probably not going to ”help her” much in the long run, because you’re right - they probably already know of her true nature. But at least she won’t be ”tempting” aliens to make any rash decisions based on her personality if she stays quiet. That way she won’t be emphasizing or highlighting those personality traits that don’t really fit the mold of their image of a submissive gaea being at their disposal.
But how does being an empath really help keep someone safe? I can see how it might help if you were doing reconnaissance or something (much like mind control/reading would) but to protect a very valuable asset? So while Alex (and who knows who else) is doing everything possible to keep Liz safe is it really possible given his special ability?
How does an empath help to keep a gaea safe? Well, a protector of a gaea doesn’t (in theory) have to protect the gaea from any aliens. Only humans. And the best way to persuade humans into doing things they are not consciously planning to do, is to control their feelings. So if someone were to get angry with Liz and want to attack her, Alex would just have that person lose his anger and protect Liz in a very non-violent way. It would mean that the gaea’s mind wouldn’t have to be erased of memories that often (it’s probably already plenty of times by the gaea’s intended) because there wouldn’t be the witness account of any aggressive alien blasts to forget. There wouldn’t be the need for advance cover-up stories and erasure of the memory of witnesses. Because the gaea is not supposed to be actively and directly in war. She is to lead a peaceful life, so that she can build and save her energy to be able to supply the bonded alien with energy whenever needed. Isn’t it lovely?
Hope that kinda explains it.
So I'm mulling over how Michael having anything beyond strong physical powers would be a benefit or necessity to keep a healer safe. Hmmm... But then you did throw me for a loop with Isabel's ability.

Michael, as Max’s protector, probably has more ”explosive” and ”aggressive” powers, considering that he’d be protecting Max against not only human threats but (more importantly) alien threats. And that requires something more than a gentle push of emotions.
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Cliffhanger again!.....

I have to live with it but such an ending put my nerves into frenzy...
*Ahem*

Well... I promise you that they're actually going to attend the meeting in this following chapter. I'm not sure if that's going to make you "happier" or not, though
As I try to wonder what will happen with Max and Liz and I really wish that she has so much power that she can mind-warp all these pansy aliens! lol Eve

*laughs* She should definitely try that!
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From FIFTY-NINE:
"You okay?" Max asked immediately and I shook my head, pressing my lips together to prevent myself from crying.
"Your dad's fine," Max tried to console me.
I nodded silently, the unshed tears burning my eyes, as I looked between the front seats and through the windshield. As I did, I saw movement to the right and directed my eyes to see Isabel approach the car.
My insides tightened painfully and a large tremble went through me.
It was time.
Alex never had a chance to get back to me before the meeting.
This is a long one...
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SIXTY
"I'll be dimming my side of the connection, okay? So that you'll be able to focus. To keep you alert."
Those had been Max's final words, spoken out loud but in a hushed whisper, before we crossed the threshold to the house. The blood in my veins had turned into acid from the frantic bursts of adrenaline, my back was hurting from being held in a straight line that would have made any architect delirious with happiness, and my legs were stiff with numbing fear.
But my mind was sharp. With Max's thoughts and emotions dimmed, I was able to gather my energy and focus on my surroundings.
The front door immediately opened to the large open-planned room where Max, 24 hours earlier (almost to the minute), had made me tremble with restrained desire and fed me overly sweetened pancakes of heaven. I visualized his smiles and his playfulness as he had moved around the kitchen and remembered the touches, the flirtatious moves and the heat from the side of his thigh pressing up against mine under the table.
It didn't even feel like the same house.
The dining table, where Max had stacked pancake after pancake on my plate, had been moved to the far end of the room. In front of the table were two smaller tables, with empty chairs on just one side of the table, facing the large table. The main table was also only occupied on one side, the chairs positioned in a manner that let its occupants look out over the smaller tables.
Like a court room. But without an audience. Without any witnesses.
I shivered. This was not a meeting.
This was a hearing.
Lights were off, except for two floor lamps. One by the large table and one between the two smaller. All the curtains were drawn. And the silence was deafening.
The second Max and I crossed the threshold to the main entrance, Max put his hand to the front of my hip and guided me slightly behind him. Normally, I would have objected to being semi-hidden behind someone. I didn't like to hide. I didn't like how inferior and incapable it made me feel and look. I had been raised to hold my head high, square my shoulders and to not let anyone run me over.
Instead I found myself bitterly swallowing the values from my upbringing and stomping my pride to a wet stain on the floor. In this environment, I was no safer than if I had stepped out right in front of a whole battalion of soldiers with fully loaded weapons pointed straight at me.
I had to accept the fact that Max had something I didn't. Alien powers.
While the right part of my body was shielded behind Max's, my head was completely exposed. I needed to see as much as possible. It gave me some sense of control and an inkling of security.
Maybe if I had known what I would see, I might have chosen to close my eyes against all of this. But by the time I realized that, it was too late.
The five men seated behind the main table, staring at us seemingly without blinking, were not scary-looking. There were no evil weapons of torture positioned on the table surface in front of them. They were, by appearance, human. For a second, I had feared the possibility that they might have shed their human 'disguises' for the occasion.
Instead, I realized that the fact that they looked completely normal was even more frightening. Dressed in monochromatic suits, they looked like they were attending a business meeting.
But compared to an ordinary business meeting, blackness surrounded them. Yes. Blackness. I squinted my eyes, in an attempt to help me see better, and realized that I was actually seeing black - like a halo - around the outlines of - specifically - the white-haired man in the middle.
The other men, seated in symmetrical numbers on each side of the 'Dark Man', were surrounded by more colors. But they were dulled; lacking in contrast and partly desaturated.
Not like Max. Nothing like Max. Nothing like the colors I had seen surrounding Max last night.
I swallowed, gave in to the need to blink when my eyes had almost dried out, and when I opened my eyes again the 'colors' were gone.
On the white-haired man's right was the Sergeant. He didn't hide his disgust and venom particularly well, which had me quickly look to the person seated to his right - Michael Guerin's father. His expression was blank, but his eyes were sharp, his gaze attentive and piercing.
Shielded in the shadows of the wall next to Mr. Guerin I could make out the shape of Alex's father. A biting sense of disappointment and betrayal heated my heart alongside a flash of anger. Even though I knew, by now, that Mr. Whitman was an alien, it was difficult to see a man that I had been around for most of my life standing - hiding - in the shadows of this menacing environment.
I forced my breath to be quiet and inconspicuous as I - quickly - looked past the man in the center to the red-haired man on his left side. A shudder of pure fear shook me as I realized that it was the Mayor.
The Mayor of Roswell was seated in a room with aliens, about to participate in a discussion about our fate.
In public, the green-eyed short man, with the beginning hint of a beer belly, was a very well-loved man. He always seemed to be close to a smile and memories of him hugging children flowed bitterly through my head.
It was actually odd that I had been able to recognize the man, considering that he wasn't signaling any of those characteristics right now. The redness to his hair and the green tint to his eyes made him look feral as he stared demandingly at Max and I, currently meeting my gaze straight on.
I could feel his eyes digging into me as Max's sharp order practically shouted in my head, Look away!
Having quickly gotten used to the quietness of my own mind, the way it had been pre-Max, his sudden voice inside my head had me tensing and instinctively snap my head away.
I realized then that Max had never had the time to finish telling me about all the people at the meeting. What could the Mayor do? What had elicited that reaction in Max?
But Max didn't, for once, respond to my musings. Without his input into my brain, I wondered what he was thinking. Was he planning what he would say? Was he trying to get a handle on the situation, just like me? Was he scared?
Only a few seconds had passed since we had entered the room. I glanced at the black-haired man on the Mayor's left side (careful to avoid looking at the Mayor again), observing that I didn't recognize him, before I fisted my hands and lowered my head, trying to take a deep breath and still my heart, which was trying to jump out of my chest.
Max had stopped next to one of the small tables, the one positioned to the right, and Isabel was reflecting his stance, flanking my left side. I found myself guarded between the Evans siblings.
With my mind on high alert, my senses sharpened, energy pulsating through every detail of my essence and being almost freakishly in tune with Max's body in front of mine, the Dark Man's voice made me jump as it broke the heavy silence of the dim room.
"Thank you, Isabel."
I looked up and observed with trepidation a transferred look between Isabel and Max, before Isabel stepped away from us, joining her father to the side of the room.
It was not until I followed her take her place next to her father that I noticed Sean.
Even though Max had informed me that Sean quite possibly would be attending the meeting, trembles still rushed through me at the sight of him standing there. He was standing stiffly, like a soldier at attention. But in contrast to the respectful forward stare of a soldier awaiting orders, Sean's eyes were burning as they brazenly stared at Max and I.
The realization that this was the first time I had openly stood next to Max - especially in front of my 'intended' - hit me full-force, making me feel guilty on principle. Like I really was a criminal. Like I really was breaking the law.
"Max-"
My eyes snapped back to the obvious man in charge - the darkest of the men. The one I could only presume was Command. The man with royal blood. The man with the power of being connected to a gaea without actually having to be connected to one. The man with hair as white as snow and eyes as blue as clear ice water.
Command's voice was deep and even. Without inflection. Without warmth or even interest.
Dead. It was dead.
"We didn't expect your company."
The shivers ran coldly down my spine and the most primal parts of my brain told me to RUN. It took a monumental effort to actually stay put. To not turn around and hope to be able to outrun these 'people'.
"Sir," Max said, his voice bearing unmistakable respect. But even through the turned down emotions on his end of the connection, I could feel how much he
didn't respect this man. "We deeply apologize for the inconvenience. I take it that my father has informed you of our reason for attending your meeting tonight?"
Command's eyes shifted from Max to my face and I found myself suddenly unable to move in the control of his stare.
Blazing anger rushed through the connection, delivered by Max, and even though I found myself unable to turn my head, I could see how Max's jaw tightened out of the corner of my eye.
"Yes," Command answered tonelessly. "He has."
"Please, sir," Max said, the barely controlled anger making his voice waver. "Release her."
Of course, I thought with growing alarm. Command was controlling me. Using me like Sean had. Like I was born to be taken advantage of. Neither of them seemed above taking control of me as they wished.
There was no movement on Command's face. Nothing to reveal what he would do. Suddenly I was just myself again, my control having been handed back to me, and Command was back to looking at Max. Like I had just imagined him messing with my motor functions just now.
"So what your father is telling us is true then? You experienced my control over her just now first-hand? You have bonded with Elizabeth Parker." Command looked back at me and continued in his almost robotic tone of voice, "You have bonded with a gaea. One that was not appointed to you."
There was a pause in which Max hesitated. Maybe only because he wanted to make sure that he didn't speak too soon and accidentally interrupt Command, because Max's voice bore no hesitation as he confirmed, "Yes."
Command leaned back in his chair, ice-blue eyes not revealing anything, as he said, "Interesting," without sounding the least interested.
"Sir," the black-haired man I couldn't place, seated next to the Mayor, said in a tone of utter respect. "They are emitting energy."
The glow, I realized. They were talking about the glow.
"Yes," Command stated.
In a way, I wished that Command would be the boastful, narcissistic and condescending villain you usually saw in movies. The one that would talk and talk, while almost cheerfully taunting their victim, happily demonstrating their power over their sufferer and almost signaling that they found pleasure in their prey not knowing what would happen next.
At least that would give you something to react to. It would show some emotions, even if they were fake and masochistically exaggerated.
Instead, Command was empty. There were no feelings, neither on his face nor in his voice. For a human, like me, it made it difficult to know how to respond. It created an insecurity in which I wasn't sure if I should be frightened, uncomfortable or just frankly apathetic. It was like a horror movie without the building theatrical music to guide your emotions. Instead of you tensing at the increasing violin strokes, you were waiting in silent limbo, expecting anything to happen at any time.
His eyes were like two empty pools of darkness. It was like talking to a dead person. Not that I knew what that was like, but I could certainly envision it at this point.
His mouth was set in a neutral horizontal line as he asked Max, "How long ago did you bond with her?"
I realized then that Max was much stronger than I thought he was. Not even I, who was standing so close to him that I was feeling the heat from his body against mine, could see anything that exposed the fear he must feel in his stance. He appeared completely neutral, completely willing to answer any questions the council might have.
"On the morning of the death of gaea Nancy Parker, sir."
My blood chilled and I swallowed back the nausea.
"Ms. Parker was critically injured in the fire, and I saw it as my responsibility as a healer to save the next gaea, sir."
I refrained from looking at the back of Max's head, from looking at him at all. I fought to keep my face neutral. I knew that what Max was saying was not completely true. I knew that his reasons for saving me that morning had very little to do with my role as a gaea and his responsibility towards the alien society. And everything to do with his feelings for me.
No one on the council had moved a muscle. They were eerily still.
I concentrated on not throwing up. The fear was suffocating me. I felt utterly threatened in this environment. Not even Max's presence could calm me.
"Which is your duty," Command acknowledge tonelessly and looked away from us towards the wall where Mr. Evans, Sean and Isabel were standing. "Philip. Please enlighten the council as to the standard healing protocol."
"Of course, sir," Mr. Evans said with a slight tip of his head, and without looking in our direction, stepped up in front of the council. His voice was even and almost as toneless as Command as he informed, "Deep healing on occasion requires a connection to be formed. This is less essential the more experienced the healer becomes. My son," he paused and I found myself wishing that I could see his face instead of his back, "had at the point of healing Elizabeth Parker not reached that level of healing and had to form a connection with-"
"Yes," Command interrupted. It was amazing how he could interrupt everything in the room even though his voice didn't change in volume. "The specific healing of Ms. Parker by your son is irrelevant. I need you to inform us of the standard procedure."
"Of course, sir," Mr. Evans said, not sounding chastened or even angered. The lack of emotions at this meeting was slowly draining me. "I apologize, sir."
"Continue," Command uniformly instructed.
"If a connection is formed during a healing, it is immediately broken after the termination of the healing," Mr. Evans informed.
"What if the subject is human?" the Sergeant asked. My eyes connected with his dark eyes as I looked over at him. At that moment, the look in his eyes reminded me of his son. Predatory.
Mr. Evans didn't answer immediately and I got the feeling that the question might elicit a reply that might harm Max's and my 'case'.
"The memory is to be wiped of the incident," Mr. Evans replied.
"Even if it's a gaea?" the Sergeant asked.
"Yes," Mr. Evans answered clearly.
Command picked up the questioning by saying, "Thank you, Philip", which I've learned by now was the way the man with the milky-colored hair dismissed people.
His blank eyes moved back to Max and I, and he once again addressed Max. "Max. Inform the council of the events pertaining to the healing of Elizabeth Parker."
I saw Max raise his chin and I automatically hooked my finger into one of the loops of the back of his jeans, letting my knuckles rest on the lower part of the small of his back. Since he wasn't even holding my hand, I suspected that Max had concluded that any physical contact between us was to be avoided.
But his decision couldn't smother the need I had to be connected to him. Even if it was just to hold onto a piece of his clothing.
"Ms. Parker's injuries were extensive. She had third degree burns on 90% of her body and her lungs were collapsing due to heavy smoke inhalation."
"Get to the point," the Sergeant interrupted with a bored voice.
I chilled at the lack of empathy as my injuries were addressed. They really didn't care. Really didn't.
A mild wave of anger floated through the connection from Max and I knew that the feeling must be intense to slip through the damper Max had put on the connection. He didn't appreciate their indifference to my injuries either.
But Max's voice revealed nothing of his anger as he continued, "Of course, sir. I had to open a connection to Ms. Parker; the injuries were too severe for me to perform a mere superficial healing. The injuries were, in fact, so comprehensive that I was drained and rendered unconscious."
"Before you could wipe her memory and break the connection?" Command asked, in something that sounded more like a statement than a clarifying question.
"Correct, sir."
"How convenient," the Mayor said, but after Max's sharp order in my head earlier, I abstained from looking at the provider of that sarcastic comment.
"I presume I should address you then, Ms. Parker," Command said slowly and looked straight at me. Nervousness exploded in my chest and for the first time I saw Max, out of the corner of my eye, tense next to me.
I tried to swallow past the dryness of my throat, but my voice was a breaking whisper as I got out, "Yes, sir?"
Unconsciously, I pressed the back of my hand against the small of Max's back, needing the support from him more than ever.
"Were you healed to the point of Max passing out?"
I nodded. "Yes, sir."
"What were your actions in that situation?" Command continued.
My voice had gathered some strength with the protective memory of vulnerable Max in my arms after he had just sacrificed his own energy to supply me with life. "I called Max's father."
"Uh-huh," Command breathed slowly. "What next?"
I took a deep breath before replying, "Mr. Evans came and picked Max up."
Command stared at me. Coldness piercing into my very soul. Two long seconds passed before he turned to Mr. Evans. "Philip. Did you erase Ms. Parker's memory upon retrieving your son?"
"He didn't know I had been healed," I said quickly, the blood draining from my face as Command snapped his eyes back to me and I stuttered in afterthought, "Sir."
"I'm speaking to Mr. Evans right now, Ms. Parker."
My body trembled with fear and I nodded. I wouldn't have been able to form a word even if I had wanted to.
"Max was badly burnt. Ms. Parker looked unharmed, her clothes unburnt. I believed in the girl's account of not having been hurt. That the reason to Max's unconscious state was because of his own injuries."
"You did not connect with Ms. Parker and search her mind to verify this?" the Mayor asked.
"My son was badly hurt," Mr. Evans emphasized. "I wanted to get him out of there as quickly as possible to tend to his injuries."
"The loving father," the Sergeant snarled.
"Hm," Command voiced and I hated that cold single syllable of declaration more than the Sergeant's acidic jab.
"Did you seek out Ms. Parker after having tended to your son's injuries, in order to verify what she might have seen? What she might have experienced? To amend any issues in her memory, to prevent her from possibly telling any other human what she had encountered?" Command asked.
My heart slowly sank to my feet. I knew then that this would never work. They were out to hang us. Even Mr. Evans was starting to hang loose. How could I have missed earlier, that Mr. Evans had been protecting Max? It was so clear now. As clear (and suspicious) as it must look to the council. There were so many things that Mr. Evans had let Max and I 'get away with'.
"I did not," Mr. Evans replied.
"Hm," Command acknowledged again. "In other words, Elizabeth Parker was left with the knowledge of Max Evans healing her?"
"Something I didn't know at the time," Mr. Evans clarified and then added, "Yes, sir."
"And no one attempted to break the bond?" Command continued.
"Repetitive attempts were unsuccessful, sir," Max explained.
But I knew that was a modification of the truth. Max had actually never on his own tried to break our bond. He had wanted
me - a human ignorant of such matters - to break it, because he (as I've later come to realize) never wanted the bond to be broken. Just like the first time we had bonded, as kids. When he had hold onto me and the bond for eleven months.
"And again, no one rectified this or enlightened the council about the problem?" Command asked.
"In the meantime, a human being - an important gaea - has been walking around with the knowledge of our society," the Mayor stated impassively.
"She can be trusted," Max tried. "She has not told any humans. Besides, she was to be let in on our society later anyway."
"Speaking of which," Command said and turned to the man on his right. "Isn't this gaea the one intended for your son?"
He was making fun of the situation, I was sure of it. They all knew that I was intended for Sean. They must know.
"Yes," the Sergeant answered and looked at us coldly. "She is."
"My dear friend, would you be so kind as to inform the human in the room of the rules applying to our gaeas, as she might not know them?" His request was made even more frightening as his voice remained monotone even in light of the supposed 'friendly request'.
Sean's father, Steven Carter, fixed his eyes with mine, making me swallow slowly. Twice. There was not a word to describe the look in his eyes. I had never seen it on any human being before. It was more than darkness. It was more than hatred. It was not even disgust, condescension or belittlement.
It made my body slowly shut down. Like I was being slowly lowered into water of sub-zero temperatures, my whole body tensing against the freezing sensation and my breathing picking up in the natural response of fight-or-flight. Obviously leaning more towards flight than fight.
"I'd be delighted to," the Sergeant replied. The account that followed was robotic, a mere dispassionate stating of facts. "The gaea gene is passed down within a small percentage of the female bloodline of the human population. If the mother bears the gene, the likelihood of her female offspring to inherit the gene is 93.2%. On the day of the new prospective gaea's first birthday, tests are performed to establish if the gene has been inherited. If the tests are positive, the new gaea is assigned to the male child of a high member of the Antarian military."
Antarian, my mind repeated silently - unfamiliar with the word - before the Sergeant continued.
"Specific tests are made to ascertain a favorable match between the gaea and the Antarian. In childhood, a protector is assigned to the gaea, befriending her. The gaea is repeatedly evaluated during her upbringing to assess her development, her strength, her capacity and to gradually tie her to her assigned Antarian."
The Sergeant narrowed his eyes and I had to struggle to not step completely behind Max. "The gaea will devote her energy and her life, to a degree chosen by her intended, to the Antarian community. It is the duty of each Antarian to uphold the protection of the gaea due to the importance of her role in our community."
The Sergeant released my eyes and looked to Max, his voice hardening, "Discounting protection and healing, the gaea is
off-limits to every other Antarian except her intended. Suspicious interactions with the gaea is to be punished.
Intimate relations of any kind is punishable by death."
My heart froze as I stopped breathing.
"
Creating a bond with a gaea who is intended for someone else..." the Sergeant left the rest unspoken as he slowly shook his head in grave disapproval.
"Sir, if I may speak," Mr. Evans said quietly and respectfully from his side of the room.
Command look to Max's father and nodded slowly. "You may."
Mr. Evans stepped back into the center of the room. "I would like to remind the council that the bond was created during a healing, to save the gaea from a certain death. Circumstances made it difficult for Max to break that bond."
"The council is pleased by Max's decision to protect the gaea, but until you can come up with anything other than excuses for not upholding our laws of secrecy post that incident, the actions of young Mr. Evans are to be punished accordingly."
A tremble started in my knees and I felt my legs start to give. All energy seemed to pour out of me at the thought of Max being punished.
His arm immediately moved around my waist as I started gravitating towards the floor and pressed my side into his. Him finally touching me made revitalized power flow back into me and I could almost instantly straighten back into my full length beside him.
I turned my head to look at him, finding his eyes already on my profile. His eyes were dark and sad, deep and filled with torment. The look stabbed into the center of my heart and a gasp tumbled over my lips before he looked away, towards the executioners in front of us.
I saw Mr. Evans glance at his son, before he bowed his head reverentially to the council and withdrew to his position by the right wall.
Now what?
The heat from Max's fingertips digging in the side of my waist was spreading throughout my whole body and I decided to focus on that sensation. Focus on the points where we were physically connected.
And then the meager light from the floor lamps started flickering.
My reaction was to pull away from Max, wanting to stop whatever I knew that we were causing, but Max only tightened his hold on me, slowly edging our connection open. Like inching a closed door open.
Feeling parts of him again, feeling the warmth of his love and protectiveness through our special connection - the connection that was just ours - made my body come alive. I hadn't known it had been close to dying, succumbing to the darkness, before Max's life force and capacity for deep love shot light through my soul.
My eyes drifted closed, I momentarily forgot where I was, as I focused on him. On my beautiful alien. Catching onto every sliver of emotion he was offering me, gathering them up in my heart and letting them warm me up.
I failed to notice the light flicking out behind my closed eyelids, but was brought back to reality by the collective gasp.
My eyes snapped open to find the room covered in darkness.
Except for a dim golden light around my body. Around Max's.
I looked down at us, at the visible field of energy slowly moving further out from our bodies and then moving closer, in a sensual slow flow. Like it was pulsating comfortably with our heartbeats.
I could finally see it. What everyone else was seeing. In the darkness of the room, we stood out like a - in Isabel's words - Christmas tree.
I glanced up at Max and saw the exposed fascination in his eyes as he saw it, too. I wanted him to look at me. I wanted him to smile at me.
But before that happened, Command's voice rang through the darkness. "You have not only bonded through healing."
The pulsating motion of our glow stilled along with our breaths as we looked towards the darkened row of members of the council.
Before I realized that Max was supposed to answer this, he had started to speak, "No. We have deepened the bond."
"How?" Command asked, even though I was pretty sure they knew exactly how.
My eyes were slowly getting used to the darkness around us, especially as our glow was now flickering as the lamps had done earlier, and dimming and dulling along with our darkening thoughts and feelings.
I slowly looked at each of the men in the room, feeling slightly protected in the dimness, and lastly reached the right wall, where Max's father, Isabel and Sean were standing.
The glow disappeared quickly, like someone had switched it off, as my eyes found Sean's.
"Through copulation," Max replied.
I didn't have time to reflect over how wrong that sounded. How that word did nothing to describe what Max and I had experienced.
Because my eyes were still on Sean and even in the darkness I could see his eyes gleam and turn into dangerous stormy pools.
Maybe it was because Sean had tried to link our minds together and that he had already managed to manipulate mine. Or maybe it was just some kind of intuition.
But before I became consciously aware of the danger, before I could translate that danger through my bond to Max, my body had read Sean's intention and in the second that he raised his hand and directed energy out of his body through that raised medium, across the room, towards Max, I had ripped myself out of Max's hold, stepped in front of him - into the line of fire - and had absorbed the blast in my chest.
It felt like being electrocuted.
I'm pretty sure my heart stopped for a second as my legs crumbled underneath my weight. Something warm and zinging (like being electrocuted again) shot through me and next I could feel my heart again. It was struggling, beating in irregular fibrillation as I slumped back against Max.
The sounds of the room were fading in and out as my body started sliding down Max's front, my legs not working anymore. I was vaguely aware of Max's arm around my waist, holding me up as he attempted to angle me behind his body. His emotions were steamrolling through my mind, but I couldn't listen. I couldn't get my brain to work.
I registered the roar of pain and pure wrath, before everything blacked out.
I must have been out only for a moment, because Max was still holding me when I returned to consciousness. And that voice was still screaming.
Dimly, I recognized the owner of that voice now - even though I had never heard it like that before.
Max.
Max's anger was burning through my semi-conscious body.
I couldn't see anything, couldn't keep my eyes open. But when I felt him start to release his grip on me, a burst of energy originating from my willpower struggled to find my voice.
"No," I protested in a whisper.
Don't let me go. Max. Don't let me go.
In my exhausting moment of sheer panic I registered Max saying, "Take her, Dad. Please, help her."
His panic echoed mine. But for different reasons. I felt foreign hands around my waist pulling me away from Max's warmth. I threw my arm out, trying to hold onto his even when my body was failing me.
I managed to grab onto his arm and I curled my fingers into his underarm. My voice was garbled as I got out in desperation, "Max", before I lost my hold and was pulled up against a strong body.
"Stay with me, Elizabeth."
I recognized the voice as that of Philip Evans and my last thread of energy faded. My breaths were shallow and faint in my chest and my heart was skipping as I was being lowered to the floor.
Mr. Evans placed one hand against my head and pressed the other one against my abdomen. My body briefly arched off the floor in a sharp bow as he initiated feeding me healing energy.
That's when I became aware of the commotion around me. Of the raised voices. Of the furniture scraping against the linoleum floor. Of the screams and the crackling sounds that I couldn't quite identify.
With every burst of energy being fed into my body, the details of my surroundings sharpened. By the time I snapped my eyes opened and found Mr. Evans looking down at me, I was already trying to get my feet under me and reclaim control over my body.
"Elizabeth," Mr. Evans warned. "Stay down."
"No," I protested, but my mind wanted more than my body was able to provide in the wake of the burst of lethal energy that Sean had just shot at my body. And with Mr. Evans holding me down, I only managed to raise my head and shoulders off the floor.
Enough to see Max being wrestled to the floor by four grown men while Sean was slumped over by the wall, and a screaming Isabel was being held back by Alex's father. Isabel was desperately trying to reach her brother.
Pain rippled through me again - Max's pain this time - before the connection went cold.
"Noooooooo!" I screamed, my eyes desperately on Max as he was being pressed down into the floor.
I couldn't tell if he was still conscious or if the lack of our connection was a result on his part - him deliberately blocking me.
"
Maaax!" I cried, my shoulders hurting from straining against Mr. Evans' hold as I tried to see if Max was moving or not.
I briefly looked at Max's father and wondered, in a growing panic, if he would just stand by and let them kill his son.
"Help him," I hissed at him, with every ounce of energy I could muster. "Help him."
Mr. Evans turned serious eyes on me and lowered his voice, "I can't intervene. I'm trying to keep you safe." His expression was pointed, like he was trying to tell me something more. Something that couldn't be said out loud in the present company.
I narrowed my eyes at him. "Forget about me! I'm not the one in danger."
Mr. Evans shook his head. "But you are. Just as much as my son." He swallowed and looked towards his son. "I was afraid this might happen. It would have been better without all of this drama, but Sean Carter is not known for being calm and collected."
With his words ringing through my head I watched two men pick Max up and drag his frighteningly unresponsive body between them. My mind flashed to the early morning outside of my burning home, when Max had risked his own life, draining himself, to heal me. When his unconscious body had rested across my lap before he had been dragged - much like now - away by - to me - unknown men.
"Calm down," Mr. Evans hushed angrily, in a tone that Max would have used with me. Anger out of fearful concern.
But his admonishment came too late. With Max removed from the room, Command turned his empty light-blue eyes on me and in quick steps that seemed very inhuman in nature, he came to kneel in front of me.
And before I had time to swallow my sudden fear at his proximity, a possible scream already withering away in my throat, he locked eyes with me and stated in an even and detached tone, "Sleep, Elizabeth Parker."
And my mind offered no resistance. My world blacked out.
TBC...