Where It May Lead (AU,M/L,MATURE) AN 12/01/04 [WIP]

[Lizza]

Max *

“Omigod, I can’t believe it?” Maria says in awe, I told her what happened last night and I pretty much filled her in on everything since the day I met Liz.

“Yeah, so we got to find her, where could she have gone I mean there’s you…Alex and Michael” I answer, my heart feeling as if it’s about to come through my chest.

“Nah, Mike’s downstairs and Alex and your sister went to the movies earlier and well I’m here and Sean well I haven’t seen him…OMIGOD YOU DON’T THINK?” Maria knows she doesn’t have to finish the sentence. I can feel my anger boil already about what Sean could be trying to pull with Liz, in god knows where.

“I should have pushed her more to tell me, but I thought it was you?! She was already angry with me I didn’t want to upset her more!” I say feeling tears begin to prickle at my eyes.

“Max, you didn’t know any better, it’s not your fault!” Maria says walking over to me placing her hand on my back.

“Here I’ll try her cell…” Maria reaches into her purse and flips open her phone and pressing in Liz’s cell number places the phone against her ear….


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Liz *

The suddenly the car is filled with the sound of somebody told me, and I realize the its my cell phone. Digging through my purse I see “Chica” written across the screen, “Who is it?” Sean says quickly glancing at the phone.

“Maria” I answer opening the phone, “Hello?”
“Hey Chica where are you, your missing your shift?” Maria’s voice comes in a bit static but I can hear her pretty clearly.

“Well actually…Sean and I are heading to Las Cruces for the night and I will be home tomorrow night” I try and say as nonchalantly as possible.

“WHAT!!” Maria’s screaming practically deafens me, “What the hell are you thinking get your ass back here now!”

“Maria, I know you’re mad but I need this, I need some time away…” I know I am about to cry, I feel Sean’s hand clasp mine and I don’t know whether to smile or cry.

“Time away what the hell is that Liz? I talked to Max and you have it sooooooo wrong!” Wait, what did she just say?!

“You talked to Max?” I say my voice filling quickly with anger.

“Yeah, we are both worried about you?!” Oh hell no….

“Maria I thought what you and I talked about was private!” I yell into the phone, but before waiting for her to say something I continue. “You know what why don’t you and Max go have fun or something and maybe talk about me some more, and I will see ya Sunday!” I flip the cell phone closed with a slam.

Sean doesn’t say anything, just concentrates on driving but I slip my hand back into his and he gives me a warm smile. Though his smiles don’t warm me like when Ma-, no I am not going to compare everyone to him I need some happiness right now.


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We finally arrive in Las Cruces around 1 in the morning, we find a cute hotel that’s nice and within our budget to stay at.

Once inside the room, we bring our bags in and both smile…it is a bigger room than I expected it to be.

There’s a bathroom with a Jacuzzi tub and a king sized bed and a cabinet with a 32” TV screen and DVD player. The room is a light peach type color that gives the room a more homey type feel.

“Well do you want to hit the hay, and then we could head into the city tomorrow and do what ever your little heart pleases” Sean says heading towards the bed slowly pulling off his shirt. I’ve never really noticed before had built he actually is, he is almost and buff as Max is – almost.

Sean looks back over his shoulder at me and smiles shyly; letting out a little laugh I reply “I guess we can ‘Hit the Hay’ as you say”. Sean continues to the bed and pulls back the covers and climbs in, once he is settled he reaches for the remote and flips the TV on. I throw my bag on one the chairs and grab for a pj bottoms, I pull out a pair of red silky almost booty shorts and a white tank top. Pulling off my skirt I slip into the shorts an tank top, Sean looks away from the TV and to me his eyes look me over with a look of approval and for a second guilt washes over me. “How am I supposed to sleep with you next to me like that?” I laugh and reply “who says we are going to sleep?’ Sean’s eyes practically bug out of his head and I laugh lightly at him.

Stuttering Sean forces out, “Oh –well parker jeez, if I knew you could be that like …haha”.
Making my way over to the bed I climb in next to Sean, he slides his hand over and gently places it on my inner thigh. My stomach cringes, but I shake it off I don’t care a damn about Max, I really don’t. Do I? Turning to Sean I force a smile out, he leans in and his lips are on mine, I deepen the kiss pushing against the strong urge to throw up. Sean pulls me flush against him, and a moan escapes my lips edging Sean on. Sean flips himself on top of me. An all I can think about Max and my night his strong voice whispering “I love you” to me, and I can’t help but wish this was Max. Against my brain and myself my heart is telling me this is wrong and to stop, but suddenly I am filled with so many emotions that I can’t concentrate and like a movie I feel and watch as Sean pulls my shorts off. As he trails kisses down my stomach and I want to cry but my body cringes in a sick pleasure that I’m going against Max and hurting him. He slides my panties off and looks up to me smiling, I know he either really likes me or the idea of me, I’m just way to complicated.

I begin to watch it as if I have left my body, my heart crying out for Max pain shearing my “ghost” like form, I scream to myself to stop. But I begin to react with pleasure, then getting caught in the memory of our night before I am unable to stop myself with Sean and before long he is inside me and in an instant I whisper to no one, “Max” my voice breathless and desperate for him.



TBC??? SORRY IT’S BEEN WAY TO LONG BUT I AM HOPING TO GET THIS BACK ON TRACK!
Ok this was kind of REALLY short but I’m sorry I’m just excited to have it back, thankx for those at the dead and buried who let it be out of there!!!

Jessica

[Lizza]

Oh guys thankx for reading your not gonna believe whats in store.... ok its kinda going to be chaos for a while hehehehe maybe .. but its dreamer insured!