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"Yeah, it seems to be working pretty well," I say, smiling as she gets even closer to me. "But I don't think I've quite forgotten about the events yet. It might need more work."
Ava explains how Liz needs to make a connection and then somehow 'know' how to fix Serena. It's not as strange as it sounds. My healing power works pretty much the same way. When someone's hurt and I make the connection, I can just 'see' the 'wrongness' in their body and I know how to fix it. There's no way to explain it. The weird part is expecting Liz to be able to do this.
And she says that Serena's people, Liz's people, aren't from Antar originally? Their biology is different? Maybe that's why she was born human instead of created as a hybrid. Maybe their biology wouldn't hybridize for some reason.
But what does that mean for Liz? We're part human and she's born human, presumably always part human ... But I'm Antarian and she's something-else. What if she doesn't stay part human? What if she's changed completely and can't stay on this world?
I press my lips together, banishing that thought. If Liz is able to 'fix' Serena then the problem is obviously something different. I shouldn't be borrowing trouble that probably is completely imaginary.
I stand back, watching as Kyle offers his own thoughts on the situation. I told Serena he was a friend but that's not entirely true. He's not an enemy and I don't think he'll hurt Serena, so it was true to her, but to me? It's going to take a lot more time before I can honestly think of him as a friend -- maybe forever.
But I don't say anything right now. If he can help her do this, then I'll accept it, even if I don't like it...
Ava tells me that she thinks I need to connect with Serena, to get inside her head. It still seems crazy that I'm actually even thinking this is possible, but what's been said by Serena, assuming she knows what she's saying, seems pretty definative... Amazing and wierd as it is, it would seem I do have a place here...one next to Max too, just not in a romantic sense...
I can't help thinking that I feel like I'm in agony knowing that...to be so close to him, and yet not 'be' with him... To have to stand by and watch he and Tess...
I had been thinking of getting out of Roswell as soon as I could after graduation, but now I don't know what's going to happen...
"Once your there I really have no freakin’ clue, I guess you’ll just know. If you can connect with her at all will prove that you’re the Second. Since she’s been like this none of us have been able to get through to her, even with Lonnie’s powers.”
Ava continues and I nod, looking over at Max. It's already been confirmed I think...and I think he knows it too...
“Our protector mentioned one time that him and Serena’s predecessor weren’t originally from Antar, that their race was from another planet and were brought to Antar centuries before as slaves. So we really have no clue what the differences are.”
Okay, so not only should I have powers, but ones that no one really understands even... I look down to see my hands shaking. Can I really be doing this...is this really happening...? It seems like something out of a movie, and yet, as Ava describes how she figures it should work, I know it's not...
"It's time to wake up Liz..."
Ava speaks gently to Serena, and I reach out, not as she shows first, but for her hands. "Serena, will you let me try and help...?" I ask her gently, guessing that to have someone strange touching her face is probably not going to be the greatest thing for her...
“Isn’t this kind of like when you connected with Max? Maria said you got flashes and stuff? Maybe it’s kind of like that, just with out making out.”
I look round, distracted momentarily as Kyle puts his two cents in, appearing to be trying to joke and lighten the atmosphere. I'm not laughing though, and I feel my chest tighen almost painfully. Max...I miss him so much... Kyle's words make me remember all the things I've seen - images of myself, images of him, Isabel, the crash... Suddenly they're replaced by something else though, something that's not come from him, but from me... FutureMax, followed by Max standing outside my window staring at the sight before him - Kyle and I in bed...
I hurt him so much... If only there were another way... If only we could have our happy ending too...
I bite down hard on my lip, trying to block out the pain which I feel from this, concentrating on Serena again as I squeeze her hand and look into her eyes. "What do you say...shall we try...?" I repeat my earlier question, focusing soley on her not only because I figure it will help, but also because if I look at Max right now, I think I might just break down...
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