Whooooh, this part really took a lot energy to write. But I hope it's worth reading. I really really hope you like this part! Well, on with the show!
Great part...for a minute there I thought Liz was pregnant as well lol...maybe, she did say she is tired.
I love using sign as well lol...it's a great way to talk to someone without others understanding!
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Part 5
The six of us, just ended dinner. Isabel made reservations in ‘Roulets’, the best Spanish restaurant in whole Boston and as you know it Amy’s restaurant. It was a very delicious meal.
Alex and Isabel started dancing like 10 seconds ago and Michael is over his way to Maria It would be stupid, if Max and I would stay seated.
This is the most hated reason of being deaf. I can’t hear the music. I can’t dance at the tones of the music like I used to do, when I still could hear. But I guess it doesn’t matter that much. When Max and I dance, I can feel the music and I feel in heaven then.
Max is standing up from his chair, walking over to mine, reaches his hand out and says: “Liz, darling, would you do the honour of dancing this song with me?”
He does that every time. Every time we’re going to dance, he says that exact same words. It always makes me blush. I hate it when he does that. I kind of feel vulnerable at that moment, because I can’t control my own feelings. No one ever did that to me, like he does. I stop thinking and answer his question. “I would love to.” I always say those words too.
We start dancing and I let me leading by Max. It’s too bad that I can’t hear the music, but just being here in Max’s arms make it better.
The song ends and Max leads me back to our places at the table. The other two couples also join us at the table and I hope it’s finally time for the big announcements of both of the couples.
I see Isabel and Maria looking at each other and I know what they are going to do. They ‘re going to pronounce it at the same time. “We’re pregnant!”
Alex, Michael and Alex look a little surprised, cause they all didn’t know that there are two women pregnant.
I see all the joy and I can’t take it anymore. I excuse myself and go to the bathroom.
I start to cry a little. It’s not that I’m not happy for them, it just they’re getting married and they’re going to have a baby, they can all hear. I don’t have any of those things. I’m so jealous of them. Then suddenly I see in the mirror that Max is entering and I turn around so that he can’t see that I cried.
But he knows what the matter with he and me comforts me, while my head lies on his shoulder. After a few minutes of standing like this, he removes my head from his shoulder to look me in the eye as he says. “Honey, I know that this must be a little hard for you. But you don’t have to worry. You’ll have those things also one day …”
“I will?” I ask hopefully.
“Yes, of course. I want to marry you; I want to be the father of your children in the future. Someday, but not right now.”
I look into his eyes and I see that he’s telling the truth.
I smile. “Max, can we go home right now?”
“Of course, angel, anything you want.”
We get home twenty minutes later and the first thing he does when we enter our home, he kisses me all over my face. I stop him, he knows what I want.
He’s not standing behind and he lays his hands on my shoulder and gives me a kiss in my neck. “Do you feel better now?” He asks with his hands.
“Yes.” I whisper.
“A little bit happy?”
“A little bit yeah ..” I answer, still with a whispering tone, I think.
I turn around to him and I see he smiles and then he gives me a long, hot, passion kiss. “You know, you look incredibly sexy tonight …”
I smile. I’m sexy? You know, that thing I wasn’t in the mood for, I really am now!
I see that his fingers are slipping to the straps of my dress, but I stop him. “Not here, let’s go to the bedroom.”
He smiles and carries me over to our bedroom and he puts me down onto the bed. He steps backwards and smiles mysteriously.
“What’s the matter?” I ask, a little scared.
“You know, you’re the best thing what ever happened to me. You know that, right?”
“Oh Max …”
He kneels in front of me and puts his fingers on my lips. “Don’t speak. Words break the illusion!”
I stay quit as he slowly slips my dress down. He kisses my shoulders that glow in the soft light of the full moon, shining through the window of the bedroom. He unties my bra and I sigh in ecstasy. I feel all of these emotions, coming over me. I feel erotic, happy, joyful, … but the most I feel loved. I never thought I would feel loved.
He stares at me for a moment, but his lips are not moving. My heart is banging so hard that I think he can hear it, that he can see it bang under my chest. Slowly he puts his hands out to me, he caress me.
I groan and I lay down on my downy pillow. I close my eyes and let him do all the work. Well, not work really. I know he loves doing this to me. He kisses my whole body, beginning at my lips slowly, over my shoulders, to my breasts and my belly button. Then he goes back to my lips and slowly removes my panties, while still kissing me passionately.
His left hand goes to my most intimate spot and little by little he slides one finger inside me. I shout, I feel like I’m in seventh heaven. He knows what to do to make me feel that way. He continues what he started, his left fingers inside, his right hand massaging my breast and his lips crashed to mine.
I feel my end coming. This feels so good. He knows what to do and trust one last time inside before I explode and I rill whole over my body.
I open my eyes and connect with this, fulfilled with completeness.
Then I notice that he is still fully clothed. I begin to unbutton his shirt, but he stops me and continues himself, a lot faster than I ever could. Now we’re both fully naked and I see him reaching out to his nightstand.
I know what he’s looking for; he’s looking for a condom. Yeah, I can’t use the pill, if I would that would lower the chance of me ever hearing again or something. It’s a little annoying, but Max said that we couldn’t risk that.
I stop him. I see his eyes and they are declaring confusion. “Don’t … Not tonight!” I tell him, while I shake no. I don’t want to use a condom tonight. I want to feel him completely tonight. I know there’s now a risk at pregnancy, but I now know more than everything, Max and me are ready for a baby. We not really discussed it; we’ll do at another time. If I don’t get pregnant tonight, there always will be tomorrow.
He kiss his my red coloured lips and then positions himself between my legs and slithers at a snail's pace inside me, just the way I like it.
We create a slowly, but steady rhythm and I hear us both groaning for joy. I feel my release coming and I scream out his name. “Maaax!”
“Liiiiz!” I see him say at the same moment.
We both are trying to catch our normal breathing again and a few minutes later we get there. We crawl under the blankets and I lay my head on his chest.
Whoh, that was great and different. It was exhausting, but also ecstatic. We both feel tired, but satisfied. All the worries disappeared. Our love gives us the feeling of immortality, because a love that is so big as our love couldn’t be anything else than blessed and sheltered. We both feel asleep in each other’s arms, covered by trust and my dreams, floating on the wings of our love and our fantasy.
TBC
