Author: Jessika aka Dreamer<3
Category: M/L
Rating: Adult
Disclaimer: The characters of Roswell do not belong to me all rights go to WB, Jason Katims, Melinda Metz, and UPN
Summary: Max is the illegitimate child of the rich Phillip Evans. Liz Parker is heiress to Parker fortune. The Evans and Parkers are close knit families. 15 year old Liz Parker and 18 year old Max Walker fall in love but Max enrolls to the army promising to return when Liz turns 18. After a year without any letters from Max, Liz gives up hope. Now Liz is 18 and when Max returns he finds her in the arms of his half brother.
I had three lovley ladies make me banners and they were all wonderful and I couldn't pick!! Lol, big thanks to them!!
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Prologue
“Max don’t leave me!” Liz cried as she stood in the arms of the man she loved.
One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your kin
Kept it inside, didn't tell no one else
Didn't even wanna admit it to yourself
Max didn’t know what to do. His heart was breaking, he didn’t want to leave her but he had no choice. Money doesn’t come easily and this was his only shot. He loved her more than she could imagine. She was beautiful inside and out, she didn’t give a damn about what anyone said. She looked past everything and looked beyond into his heart. Leaving her was the hardest decision he had to make.
And now your chest burns and your back aches
From 15 years of holding the pain
And now you only have yourself to blame
If you continue to live this way
“This is the only choice I have baby, I don’t want to but I have no other choice.” Max tried to keep his emotions in tact, but in reality his heart was burning and aching from the pain of knowing he might not see her for a while.
Get it together
You wanna heal your body
You have to heal your heart
Whatsoever you sow you will reap
Get it together
Liz sobbed so hard that she couldn’t breathe and her whole body started to cramp up. “Take me with you, I can’t stay here Max. You’re the only one who keeps me sane. You’re the only one who knows me. I need you Max, you’re my only reason for being alive.”
You can fly fly
Dark future ahead of me
That's what they say
I'd be starving if I ate all the lies they fed
“You don’t know how much I wish that could be, but you’re only 15. You’re parents will be furious, I can’t let you go through that.” As much as Max wished he could change things he knew he couldn’t.
Cause I've been redeemed from your anguish and pain
A miracle child I'm floating on a cloud
Cause the words that come from your mouth
You're the first to hear
“I don’t care what my parents say! None of it matters! Nothing matters if I’m not with you Max! I love you Max. I love you so much that I can’t think straight. My heart bleeds for you Max, what am I suppose to do without with you?” Liz cried and the tears just refused to stop.
Speak words of beauty and you will be there
No matter what anybody says
What matters most is what you think of yourself
Max swallowed hard. His throat was sore and it was hard keeping the tears from surfacing, but he had to be strong. He had to be strong for her. “Baby don’t cry, look at me.”
He took her tiny face into his hands and brought them up to face his. As their eyes met the whole world seemed to stop. It was evident that their love was so strong.
“You’re going to do just fine. You’re going to go to school and do your damn best and come your graduation day you’re going to be standing up in that podium and you’re going to give your valedictorian speech.
And even though we won’t see each other as much we’ll write to each other every day. Dream about me baby, you’ll see me in your dreams, and I’ll see you in mine. I’ll be dreaming and thinking about you every second of the day. I need you to be strong for me baby, please be strong, because I need that from you.
Things don’t look so good right now, but I promise you. The minute you turn 18, I’ll be there at your doorstep. I know it may seem like I’m leaving you, but that could never be possible. I might not be near you but I will always be with you. I’m in your heart and you’re my entire heart. I promise you I’ll always come back for you. I’ll never give up, never.
I’ve never known someone like you, you give me the strength to go on with life, you have this incredible power of making me want to go on, and just knowing that you’re here and you’re safe, waiting for me. There is nothing else that would be going through my mind than coming back to you. I promise you Liz I will come back to you.” Max’s tone was firm and promising.
Get it together
You wanna heal your body
You have to heal your heart
Whatsoever you sow you will reap
Get it together
“Promise?” Liz said her sobs slowing down a bit.
“With everything I have.” He said pulling her close and giving her a kiss on her forehead.
The choice is yours no matter what it is to
choose life is to choose to forgive you don't
have to try To hurt him and break his pride
to shake that weight off and you will be ready to fly
“I’ll be here waiting for you. Every minute of the day, I’ll think about you. I’ll never forget you Max, I’ll never forget. I’ll never let go, I’ll always love you. Always.” Liz said into his chest. She was breathing heavy and her heart was beating faster knowing that his flight was close to arriving.
One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your friends
Thought it will never change but this time moved on
An ugly duckling grew up to be a swan
For the next 10 minutes that’s how the lovers stood in the middle of the crowded airport. They stood embraced in each other’s arms never wanting to let go, and terrified of separating.
And now your chest burns and your back aches
Because now the years are showing up on your face
But you're never be happy
And you'll never be whole
Until you see the beauty in growing old
“8:30 flight to Philadelphia International Airport, Pennsylvania now boarding.”
“NO!” Liz cried as she held onto Max for dear life. She knew that the time was approaching, but she couldn’t deal with the reality of it.
“Baby, I have to go.” Max said, the tears finally making their appearance. Liz held onto him sobbing so hard that her whole body shook with her. Max was torn apart inside; he wished he could take her pain away.
Maria decided to finally intervene, her heart went out to the couple, and as she stood in the side watching the couple she could only feel 1/10th of their pain.
“Lizzie, it’s ok, I have you.” Maria said as she tried to pry Liz away from Max.
“Baby please.” Max pleaded. Liz cried but knew if she didn’t let go now she would never be able to. She wrapped her arms around his neck and gave him one last kiss. The kiss was filled with passion and love, and most people had to turn away because they felt they were intruding in an intimate scene.
When they finally pulled apart Liz looked into his eyes tears running down her cheeks.
“Don’t say bye, it’ll hurt too much.” She whispered. Max nodded and as hard as it was he some how managed to pull apart from her. He placed her into Maria’s arms. With one last nod, he turned away and walked to the gates. He handed his ticket to the plane hostess and before he boarded he took one last look at Liz. Once the plane took off Liz fell apart in Maria’s arms.
Get it together
You wanna heal your body
You have to heal your heart
Whatsoever you sow you will reap
Get it together