Author: Erina aka Erina258 aka Irina
Disclaimer:The characters of "Roswell" belong to Jason Katims, Melinda Metz, WB, and UPN. They are not mine and no infringement is intended.
Pairings/Couples/Category: Mainly M/L, but some M/M, A/I and K/T as well.
Rating: Mature
Summary: This is an AU challenge #55 by dreamon. Liz comes from a wealthy family. Her parents own the famous restaurant chain the Crashdown Cafe and Liz's father is a heart surgeon too. Isabelle is the daughter of wealthy lawyers. Maria's parents are rich too. Michael is the owner of a popular vip club in CA. Alex is also the rich son of a successful computer programer. Max is was an orphan. He works as a bartender at Michael's club. At the age of 18 he found out that he was suffering from a heart abnormality and he needs a heart transplant. He works 3 jobs to keep up with his medical bills and what not. He's also a student
Everyone including Max attent UCLA. Max and Liz met at Michael's club, Liz assumes that Max is also rich cause only the elite get into the club. Max hides is social status..they start to date..Michael tells Max that he should be honest with Liz but he's afraid that he'll lose her. And Max also doesnt tell Liz about his illness. He also has trouble keeping up with liz and her expenses. They have their arguments, etc. Max later on falls ill and is transported to hospital and thats how liz and everyon else find out about MAx's illeness. Needs a happy ending with Max ventually getting a tranplant. Michael and Maria are dating. Has to be angsty but has to have a happy dreamer ending.
Author's Note: First of all, thanks to Heavenli24 for being a beta for this story, dreamon for creating the challenge and EvaLuna for making the banner.


<center>Chapter 1
Morning</center>
He knew the alarm clock would ring in less than five minutes. He knew it without looking at it; without opening his eyes. And he didn’t even need to, since he had done the same thing for years now and it wasn’t a surprise to him anymore.
He would always wake up five minutes before his alarm was due to ring; always the same thing at the same time.
For more than five years.
This morning he heard the same thing as every morning; the same noises; the same life. He always left his window open for the night because he loved the soft and cool breeze in the morning, the quiet sounds of leaves in the trees, birds singing. He could even hear random cars driving by at this early hour.
The day was just beginning and this was his favourite time of the day, when he could lie in bed, eyes closed, knowing that he still had a few minutes undisturbed, before he had to face life. Before he had to open his eyes and stand up, take a shower, brush his teeth, eat breakfast, dress up for the day and finally walk out of the apartment.
Still with his eyes closed, Max reached out to the side and pressed the alarm off, only two seconds before it was due to ring.
A weak smile appeared on his lips and it remained even after he opened his eyes.
Immediately he saw stars. On his ceiling was the whole Solar system, a huge poster, designed by him.
He loved stars. How could he not? Max was a major in astronomy and this had been his passion for all his life.
He stood up and walked to the window, only wearing his boxers. Max definitely loved windows, where he could see everything he desired and wanted, but this apartment had only small windows and he couldn’t afford another place. Perhaps that was the main reason he made the stars on his ceiling, since he didn’t have good access from his window.
He didn’t pull back the curtains, since he never pulled them closed anyway. Why bother if you lived so high and no one could see into your window anyway? Besides he liked to watch the moon at night and see the sun in the morning, as he opened his eyes.
Max couldn’t wait to get out of this apartment. It wasn’t like he hated it, but he definitely didn’t love it either. It was a small apartment, with small windows and thin walls. Not something Max desired. He wanted space. He wanted a home, a house. But he was struggling with his bills anyway; he couldn’t afford to even think about buying a house.
And lately he’d come to the conclusion that he would never have a house anyway. Not with his current financial situation. Not with his current health.
His life had never been easy, but somehow Max always tried to look for the positive things and be happy rather than hold grudges or whine about it. That wasn’t him; he would always go further, looking in the future.
Now he was struggling to have a future. His parents died when he was fifteen. A drunken truck driver ran into his parent’s small car, causing them to die on the spot. Max didn’t have any brothers or sisters and his mother was the only child in her family. Max vaguely remembered that his father had once or twice mentioned a brother who left home young and was living somewhere in Australia. Unfortunately Max had no idea where to look for him and he couldn’t find any address or telephone number in his father’s notes.
Max had decided to get emancipated after that, rather than going from foster home to foster home. He found a job in a museum and somehow he finished high school. Even more, he got a scholarship in UCLA. At that moment, Max only needed one part time job to cover his living and food expenses.
Then his life crashed again.
He had felt pain in his chest and yes, he had been feeling dizzy occasionally, but he always thought it was because of the stress and the lack of the sleep, nothing more. He brushed it off as nothing, not willing to think about it. Not when his life was going so well.
Day after day, week after week, he pretended that nothing was wrong with him. Nothing serious. Like he was this normal 18-19 old guy, working and starting college life. He woke up in the morning, got ready for the day, went to his classes, then to his part-time job at the local restaurant, flirted with some girls, went out, had fun. He lived like he wanted, trying not to think about those couple times when he had fainted in his apartment.
One night however, Max couldn’t hide it anymore. Soon after his 21st birthday, he began working as a bartender in a very popular VIP club. This job paid much more money and the atmosphere in the club was fantastic. Before that evening he had never met the owner of the club, the oh-so-famous Michael Guerin.
Max rarely even glanced at magazines, preferring newspapers or TV, but even he knew who Michael Guerin and his friends were. They all were rich and famous.
Michael was adopted when he was eight by Hank and Jen Guerin. For a couple years, Michael had this perfect family, with a mother who tucked him in and a father who told him stories in the evening. But when he was twelve, Jen died in an awful car accident and nothing was the same again. Hank became distanced from his adopted son and Michael built a wall around his heart, scared to trust again.
Eventually their relationship improved remarkably as they both threw themselves into work, creating the most famous club in LA. As the time flew by, they created other enterprises together and slowly Hank began turning over everything to Michael when he considered re-marrying again.
Michael had been dating the famous singer, Maria DeLuca for a couple of years and everyone was holding their breath, waiting for Michael to propose his girlfriend, but he remained silent in this area.
Some people speculated that it was because of Maria’s lifestyle. Michael wanted to settle down, create a family, but Maria was too busy for that, since her career required travelling, and there were times when Michael didn’t see her for weeks. At the same time he couldn’t ask her to quit doing something she obviously loved and that’s why he remained silent.
Maria’s parents had owned almost everything connected to the music industry, when she was born and it was no surprise that their daughter decided to dedicate her life to music, something that the DeLuca’s could only be glad about. A couple of years ago, they decided that they’d had enough stress and sold everything, putting half of the money in Maria’s account, before jetting off around the world.
Occasionally Maria would get a card or a phone call from her parents, telling her what kind of wonderful things they had seen and done. Many times they had tried to talk Maria into going with them, but that wasn’t her lifestyle. She had recently become successful in the music world and Maria didn’t want to throw everything away. She was happy, her parents were happy, what more could she wish for?
Then there were Maria and Michael’s friends, Isabel Grant and Alex Whitman who were engaged. Isabel was the beauty queen, the most wanted model in the fashion industry. If a magazine got her on its cover, it meant it would be successful. Alex had been completely into computers since his early childhood. Max wasn’t sure, but apparently Alex had created something revolutionary for personal computers and in one night he became a millionaire. Just in one night.
Max was surprised that he knew so much about them, but it wasn’t any wonder with a friend like Tess Harding. She knew everything about celebrities and the gossip of the day.
Max had met her a couple of months after his parents’ death and the truth was that she had been his rock since then. She had blonde hair, blue eyes, a body to die for, but Max didn’t see any of that. Tess was there, by his side, when he needed someone to talk to and despite his moody behaviour, she hadn’t left him, but was always listening, supporting and cheering him on.
Max hadn’t any family left, but he had a friend, a good friend, and it seemed enough for the moment. And that’s why it was so hard to lie to her.
Max knew that Tess suspected that something had been wrong with him lately, always commenting that he should see a doctor, that he was too thin or too pale for her liking, but Max always brushed it off as nothing, convincing her that he had been too busy lately to look after himself. But he could see it in her eyes; Tess didn’t believe him even for a moment. She would press her lips tightly together and narrow her eyes, watching him as he ate or read the book, wondering why had he been lying.
Lately she had been over at his apartment almost every night, watching him like a hawk for any signs that she had been right and something serious was wrong with him, but Max learned to act very well, not wanting to worry his friend because of nothing.
Because nothing was wrong with him.
Tess had even got a job in Michael’s club, working as a waitress. On the one hand, Max was glad that he could look after her; after all, there were many guys who became too friendly with her, but Max was there, telling them in a not-so-pleasant tone to keep their hands to themselves, but on the other hand, she had been watching him all the time, as much as her job allowed her to keep her eyes on him.
Some of her co-workers had noticed her constant staring and even commented that she most probably was deeply in love with him, since she couldn’t take her eyes away from him. Overall, after working together for a couple of weeks, Max wasn’t so glad about them working together. Not only did he have to worry that some guys might be rude to her, but Tess watched his every move and now he had to deal with comments from people he went to college with!!
That one particular day, Max had been feeling unwell for hours, having sharp pains in his chest, but instead of going home and resting, he gritted his teeth and continued working, trying to chat and smile, pretending that everything was fine. Soon, he felt dizzy and broke out into a cold sweat. He was cold in one moment, then hot in another.
As the night was ending and there were less and less people, Max’s world started spinning faster and he fought the urge to vomit. As Michael’s hand clapped his shoulder in a friendly gesture, Max’s legs gave in and he collapsed onto the floor.
So cold...
~ ~ ~
He woke up in the hospital, with different machines beeping around him and for a moment he was scared, but then he saw Tess by his side. Perhaps it was a cruel thing to think, but lately Max had been scared that if he died, there would be no one at his grave. No one would miss him or cry. And for some reason, it scared him. This loneliness.
But as he watched Tess, who was constantly fidgeting with her hands, he knew that there would be someone at his grave if he died tomorrow. Someone would cry for him and that thought comforted him. He wasn’t alone anymore.
Immediately, Tess started scolding him, that he hadn’t taken good care of himself and that he would give her premature grey hairs if he wasn’t careful in future. For a moment, Max felt at peace, but then the doctor came in and crushed Max’s life.
His heart was sick and he would die if he didn’t take his medicine and go to the procedures. And he needed another heart.
Max wasn’t stupid. He knew how slim his chances were of getting a heart that would be suitable for him. And when he found out how much the procedures and medicines and other stuff was going to cost, Max closed his eyes and almost willed himself to die.
What was the point of living? He didn’t have any relatives, he was still in college with a part-time job. He didn’t have much money saved in the bank. All he had was Tess, but soon he would be just a chore on her shoulders. He didn’t have a girlfriend and what kind of girl would want him now? It was possible to die at any moment and then there were his future bills...He would have to work 24/7 to cover them.
There wasn’t any point, in his eyes....
As soon as the door closed behind the doctor, Tess said, “Don’t worry, Max, I will help you.”
Max shook his head wearily and sighed tiredly, “Thanks, Tess, but I don’t need your help.”
“Stop it,” Tess said quietly. “I’m not going to leave your side.” Before Max could protest, she continued, “Don’t even try to argue with me.”
She placed her hands on her hips, reminding Max of his mother. She had done the same move every time he was sick and didn’t want that chicken soup.
He smiled weakly at the memory. Max missed his parents.
“Do you have any idea how scared I was?” Tess cried. “I knew that something was wrong with you, but no...’Everything is fine, Tess. You don’t need to worry’” she mocked him and then her face turned rather angry. “Don’t even try to lie to me again, Maxwell Evans,” she ordered quietly as the tears appeared in her eyes. “I can’t stand lies, especially yours.”
Max suddenly felt sleepy and as his eyelids became heavier and heavier, he nodded weakly, before falling into a restless sleep. He didn’t want to upset her again. Tess was the only person in his life. The only person who would cry at his grave.
~ ~ ~
Everything changed since that day at the hospital. They both moved to another, very small two-bedroom apartment, thus saving some money. It didn’t matter how much and for how long Max had protested against this, arguing that Tess didn’t have to feel obligated to help him, as they were just friends; just one look from Tess made him shut up. Sometimes he was even scared of her. Tess could put him in his place very well; she held a great power over him.
In some way, Max could understand her. Tess didn’t have any siblings and she didn’t have any contact with her parents as well. They had never cared about her and now she tried to forget that she had any parents. Her father had been an alcoholic for as long as Tess could remember and all he cared about was opening a new bottle. Her mother wasn’t much better. She had constantly cheated on her husband, before leaving him completely, only to live at different man’s apartment every month or two.
Tess indeed wasn’t proud of her parents, but seeing how Max missed his, she swallowed the lump in her throat and sent her dad a letter once in a while, just informing him that she was alive and healthy. Although he never wrote back.
Max was tired and he knew that Tess was washed-out, but she pretended that everything was fine. Max almost chuckled at the irony. At first, he had done everything to hide the fact that he might have some health problems, and now it was Tess’ turn. It was hard for her, but she didn’t leave his side.
At the weekends, they both worked in Michael’s club, while Max spent the other evenings in the local library, working there as a assistant, and Tess helped in a restaurant.
Max had talked to Tess numerous times, trying to persuade her to leave him, that she didn’t have to help him, but her ears were deaf to his pleas. She ignored him. Plus he was seriously worried about her personal life. He was one thing, he didn’t need a girlfriend, but Tess was something more. She didn’t have a sick heart; she had a future, while he didn’t.
Max wanted her to go out, date guys, normal guys, have fun, meet someone, fall in love, marry someone special, have children....in one word, he wanted her to have a life. But Tess once again ignored him.
But Max was desperate by now. He had met a wonderful guy for Tess and was eager for the two of them to meet. Max met Kyle in one of his class and they started talking in one of the breaks. By the end of it, Max knew Kyle was the one for Tess. He wasn’t too serious, but his speech didn’t contain only jokes either. He was lean and good-looking, and he could talk about more than just sports.
“You have to meet him, Tess,” Max pleaded her for the sixth time that night.
Tess glared at him from her side of the table.
“No, I don’t,” was her short reply as she stood up and started washing dishes. In one second, he was by her side, shutting off the tap.
“Just...give him a chance, ok?” he sighed, “It’s like the… first time I’ve ever set you up on a date. The first. Just go and see him, if you don’t like him, I give you permission to be angry at me for as long as you wish,”
“No,” she started the water running again.
Suddenly Max exclaimed, “I won’t take my medicine anymore if you don’t go out with him.”
Tess gasped as the plate almost fell out of her hands.
“You wouldn’t dare,” she hissed.
Inwardly Max felt bad, he knew how worried Tess was about him and his health, and here he was… using it against her.
“Fine,” Tess agreed. “But trust me, if the date is awful, you’re going to pay for that,” she said seriously, but in the next moment she started to smirk. “Oh no, I know something better. Way better,”
Max gulped, he knew very well that it wouldn’t be a good thing to be on Tess’ bad list.
“What?” he asked, eyeing her suspiciously.
Tess starting playing with her necklace, “If you want me to go on this date, you’ll have to go on a date too, with someone picked by me.”
‘I’m doing this for Tess, I’m doing this for Tess’, Max kept replaying in his mind as he finally agreed, “Fine.”
The next update will be on July 27th; and every Friday after that.
