Confessions CC (au for now) Mature

[Jennifer007]

Genre: CC but AU
Pairings: Well Tess & Max right now I guess
Rating: R for language so Mature
Part: 2 of Confessions though each chapter deals with a different song.
Date of latest update: Umm Friday April 18th at 11:42 pacific standard time
Disclaimer: I don't own Roswell if I did I would have bought my own tv station to air it.
Summary: This is from Max's point of view. Near the end of the second season.
Like life I find I can write these stories much better when I'm pissed
at my boyfriend. So being that I'm royally pissed right now I can write. If you've heard that song
Selfish by Asia Cruise it fits with this story. Okay I just checked my messages on the website and
didn't realize there were so many rules to post now...


I wrote this because I am pissed at my boyfriend.

This is my perspective of what Max might have gone through after sleeping with Tess.
And thinking about it afterwards.

This is dedicated to all the M&L shippers out there still. This is also for all men who have
screwed up, you know who you are.


He sat there looking at the blank paper on his desk. He wasn't sure where to start
and what to say. He didn't know if the words he wanted to say were enough. How can
you say sorry for breaking someones heart. Sorry wasn't enough. Maybe putting an ad
in the paper to let everyone know what a fool he had been would be a good way to
apologize. But then he was trying to keep a low profile so drawing attention to himself
wasn't exactly smart. He could gift wrap a bat and let her beat him publicly with it, any bruises
and cuts could be healed later, although after what he had done he didn't know if he should
heal them, it's not like Liz could heal her broken heart. Even if he could make a connection
with her that's something he knew he couldn't heal. He could heal a bullet wound and save
her from death no problem, but healing the hurt that he had caused her that was something
he couldn't do.

And it's not like he even really liked Tess, I mean she was okay to look at, but he had only
slept with her because she had been there. He didn't love her the way he loved Liz. He was
a complete asshole, I mean yeah okay guys have sex all the time, but he had wanted his first
time to be with someone special, he had wanted it to be with Liz.

Now he not only had to tell Liz that had slept with Tess but that she was carrying his baby.
Apparently that was something Tess had failed to mention, condom or not having sex with
her was going to result in her carrying the next heir to the throne. He was doubly fucked.

He stared at the blank paper, words weren't enough. He got up from the desk and got his jacket,
he owed it to Liz to talk to her in person. He had been a coward for long enough. And no matter
what she said or did he deserved it. He turned off the light and left the room.