Finding Happiness (UC,M/M Slash,ADULT) [COMPLETE]

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Finding Happiness (UC,M/M Slash,ADULT) [COMPLETE]

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Title: Finding Happiness
Author: Susan
Category: AU Slash ADULT
Pairings: Mi/K,Mx/K
Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine, I own nothing
Summary: Sequel to Life Lessons and Higher Education. This story is going to consist of a lot of phone calls between Michael and Kyle. There will also be a hot new pairing introduced. ;)

Three months had passed since the three friends had separated for school. Kyle and Maria were getting along quite well in there new schools. They both missed Michael desperately but were trying to make the most college life. Kyle was enjoying the “gay scene” in Phoenix. Three weeks into school he found a great gay club to go to and was meeting a lot of interesting people. Maria had also made a few new friends at college and was even considering moving into an apartment near campus with a couple of girls instead of living at home. The house was too quiet without the boys and she also felt like she needed a bit more freedom.

Unfortunately Michael was not enjoying his time at college quite as much as the other two. He couldn’t stop himself from wallowing in misery. He missed Kyle and Maria way to much to enjoy the new experiences. His classes were ok and even his roommate was tolerable but the only thing that really brought him joy were his weekly calls to Kyle and Maria.

***

“So are you any closer to figuring out the roommate yet? What’s his name again?” Michael asked

“Max, his name is Max and no the verdict is still out.” Kyle said a smile on his face. “I know he had a girlfriend before college. It was a mutual break up. But as we know that doesn’t mean anything.”

“What’s he like?” Michael asked

“He is tall, about 6 feet, with dark hair and the most beautiful brown eyes I have ever seen, next to yours. They are really more amber than brown and don’t even get me started on his muscles.”

Michael rolled his eyes. “You’ve already told me all this Kyle. How about telling me why you have doubts about him?”

Kyle laughed. “I can’t help it if I get a little carried away about the guy. As I have told you before he is just so hot.” Kyle’s days and nights were spent drooling over his roommate. Each day Max seemed to get better looking to him.

“Kyle.” Michael warned.

“Ok. Ok. I don’t know why I get the vibe from him but I do. He’s a normal guys’ guy for the most part but he is a bit more sensitive. His taste in music and movies for example. Plus I think I caught him checking me out.”

That raised Michael’s attention. “Really?”

Kyle sighed. “I don’t know. Maybe it is just in my mind because that is what I want. The guy is great Michael. I think you would like him.” Kyle said seriously.

“If you like him I’m sure I would to.” Michael said. He hoped that Kyle’s vibe was right about his roommate. He hadn’t heard him so excited about something in a very long time. “So why don’t you just ask him?” he asked

“Yeah right that isn’t going to happen. Not unless I got more proof then a feeling or imagined glance.” Kyle said firmly. He wasn’t going to start his college experience by hitting on his first roommate. Nope if Max was gay he was going to have to make the move. “He knows I’m gay. I told him that right off the bat. Plus he has seen me with a guy.”

“Oh really. Did you forget to tell me something Valenti?” Michael said giving Kyle a hard time. He knew that Kyle had picked up some guys at the club he went to and it honestly didn’t bother him. Michael knew that Kyle was just having fun.

“Oh yeah forgot to tell you about that. It was last weekend after we talked. I told you I was going to the club. Well anyhow, I met this guy and brought him back to the room. I thought Max was going out, I wouldn’t have done that otherwise. So we stumble in, are making out, groping all over each other and such and next thing I know I hear someone clearing his throat. It was Max. He’d been chatting with a friend on his computer. If you could have seen the look on his face. It was priceless.” Kyle told him laughing.

“Shit. What did he say?” Michael asked. He could just imagine the situation. It had to be very awkward.

“Well I apologized like a million times and he said it was cool but I could tell he was really bothered. After sending the guy away I promised Max it wouldn’t happen again. Max said it was ok to bring someone over if he was out for the night and he would let me know before I went out if he was going to be back early the next time. I still feel kind of bad about it all. It really was uncool.” Kyle said. Max said he was ok about the whole thing but it still bothered him. He didn’t want to antagonize Max after rooming with him for only three months.

“So was it before or after he caught you with your pants down that he was checking you out?” Michael asked

Kyle sniffed “I did not have my pants down.”

“Uh huh.”

Kyle laughed. “I didn’t. The other guy did.”

Michael smiled. “Knowing you I figured one of you did. You still haven’t answered my question.”

“It was after.” Kyle said hesitantly.

Michael was quiet for a moment. “Well I would definitely say that is a point in your favor then.”

Kyle groaned. “That is if I didn’t imagine the whole thing. It may just be wishful thinking. I am going nuts here man.”

“Well if the guy has tendencies, seeing you with your tongue down someone’s throat and you hand on the guy’s cock would definitely make him interested. Maybe he doesn’t even know whether he swings that way or not yet. Just give it time.” Michael told Kyle. Michael could sympathize with Max. Dealing with his attraction and desire for Kyle had been really trying on him. Michael knew from that first night that he wanted Kyle physically but it took him months to discover that he did not have the same feelings or desires for other guys. For him it was just Kyle. Maybe it would be the same way with Max or maybe Max was gay and just needed for someone to make him realize it. No matter what Michael imagined it wasn’t going to happen overnight.

“Yeah you are probably right. Thanks Michael.” Kyle said and then added quietly. “I miss you so much sometimes.”

“Me to.” Michael whispered back.

“Ok change of subject.” Kyle laughed. “So tell me about you. Have you talked to Maria?”

“Yep. She is going to get a place with those girls she met in drama class.”

“Really and the parentals agreed?” Kyle asked surprised.

Michael laughed. “You know Maria. She wouldn’t give up until she got her way. Your Dad is still going to be able to keep an eye out on her so it is cool. She sounds really excited about it. I think she was pretty jealous that the two of us were going to school away from home.”

“Well that was her choice but I guess I can understand why she would still be envious. Well we will be home in a few weeks for Thanksgiving. I love being away but it will be really good to go home. You know what I mean.” Kyle said honestly.

“Yeah I just can’t wait to see the both of you again. Calls just aren’t enough sometimes.” Michael admitted.

As much as Michael wanted to see Kyle he couldn’t help worrying. They’d agreed that the physical part of their relationship would end with college but that didn’t stop Michael from longing for more. He hoped he would be able to stick to their agreement once they were together again.

As if Kyle could read Michael’s thoughts he started to say, “Michael I still wan..”, before Michael stopped him.

“No don’t say it Kyle. I do to. God so do I. But we agreed.” Michael said emotion thick in his voice.

“I know.” Kyle whispered

They were both quiet as they tried to get their emotions under control.

“Kyle, you know I’m cool about Max or anyone else you meet right?” Michael asked

Kyle smiled. “Yeah I know. Thanks for that by the way. I’m glad I have you to talk to.”

“Always.” Michael declared. “Just give old Maxwell some time Kyle and if he isn’t making any moves or declarations in that time you can always push things along.”

“How?” Kyle asked laughing.

“You were always able to let me know when you were interested. I’m sure you could be creative about it with Max. If he doesn’t take you up on the suggestions or acts like he doesn’t have a clue then you will have your answer about him.” Michael suggested.

Kyle laughed. “Ok I will give him till after the break. Hopefully he will realize he missed me and it will make my seduction that much easier.”

“Go get it boy.” Michael laughed along with Kyle.

As if on cue the object of their conversation walked into the room.

Kyle told Michael that Max was back and quickly end their call as he ignored Michael’s suggestive comments concerning Max.

“Sorry Kyle. I didn’t mean to interrupt your call.” Max said as soon as Kyle hung up the phone.

“Oh no, you didn’t interrupt anything. It was just my weekly chat with Michael.” Kyle said quickly.

“Your best friend right?” Max asked.

“Yep.”

“You guys must be really close to talk to each other every week like that.”

“Yeah we are. Michael has lived with my family for over eight years. We are as close as you can get to family without being blood.” Kyle explained.

“Oh ok. I get it. ” Max said as he turned on his computer and logged on to check his email.

If Kyle wasn’t mistaken it sounded like Max was relieved by his explanation of his relationship with Michael. It may be that it was wishful thinking again but he really didn’t think so. If he was right then Max was going to be his after the break. The guy didn’t stand a chance.

TBC…

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Linds, Scottie, Magik, Tas, Cherie, Chel- Thanks for reading. I think you will enjoy this part. Next part I promise we will get the Max/kyle action you all are cheering for.

Part 2

Thanksgiving Break…

I got home almost the same time that Kyle did but that didn’t save me from the billion kisses and hugs from Amy and Maria and the several pats on the back from Jim. All of that said it really was nice to be home. Being away really makes you appreciate what you have left behind. Most of all I missed the love I feel when I am here. My roommate is cool and I have met some guys that I hang out with to watch games and such but I wouldn’t really call any of them friends. I’ve been thinking about something for about a month but it wasn’t until I walked into the door earlier that I totally made up my mind. I am going to transfer and go to school here with Maria. I never really wanted to go away to school anyhow. I just did it for Kyle because he wanted to leave so bad. He said he was suffocating here. I honestly can’t blame him. Being gay in a small town hasn’t exactly been a picnic for him even with his popularity.

It was really good to see Kyle and Maria for the first time in months. I have missed them both so damn much. Kyle has a definite twinkle in his eye so I assume things are going well with his roommate and Maria seems absolutely thrilled about moving into her new apartment next semester. I’m really happy for both of them but I’m also very jealous. I want to find the happiness they have found but even more than that I wish things could be the way they were before we left for college. Three best friends against the world.

I haven’t talked alone with Kyle yet but I was able to talk with Maria for few minutes. I told her my plans, swearing her to secrecy until I am able to talk with her mom and Jim, and she nearly busted a seam she was so excited. She immediately got on the phone with her new roommates asking if it was ok if they got a place with room enough for me. I didn’t ask her to do it but I have to admit I‘m secretly excited with the idea of sharing a place with her. Maria told me a little while ago that the girls would have to get have to get approval from their folks. She confided that she actually hoped that the parents did have problems with it so that just the two of us could get a place together. She said it would feel more like home. I am saying my prayers tonight for the parents to have a big problem with their daughters moving in with some strange guy. It would be so much better if it was just me and Maria.

Kyle just got back into the room so it is time for us to talk. God I have missed him.


***

“You still writing in that thing?” Kyle asked

Michael shrugged. “Yeah, but just when no one is around. The last thing I need is for someone in college to get a hold of this. It’s pretty incriminating.”

Kyle laughed. “I can imagine.”

“So how’s things. Any processes with the roommate?” Michael asked

Kyle face lit up with a smile. “College is good. The roommate is still damn hot and will soon be mine.”

“Really? You sound pretty confident.” Michael asked smiling. As soon as he saw Kyle today he knew that things were going well. Kyle’s happiness was pretty transparent.

“Hell yeah I’m confident. The guy is hot for me. He just isn’t quite ready to admit it yet but he will.” Kyle said

“Just vibes or anything more concrete.” Michael asked

“I kind of gave him something to think about a couple of nights ago.” Kyle said with a cheesy grin on his face.

“Ok. You can’t just say something like than and not spill so you have to tell me exactly what happened.” Michael insisted.

“Ok well a couple of night ago I was in the shower, with the bathroom door open, and I was thinking about Max.”

Flashback begins…

Kyle heard the door to their room open and close and knew that Max was back from class. He was hard as a rock from imagining what he was going to do to seduce Max after the break. The whole idea of tempting Max into admitting that he was attracted to him made Kyle practically shake with arousal. He wanted Max bad. Then it hit him that maybe he should give Max something to think about while he was on break.

Kyle took his hard cock in his own hand and moaned in pleasure. He closed his eyes fantasizing that Max had heard him in the shower and had decided to join him and it was Max’s hand on his hard cock instead of his own. Kyle bit his lip to stop himself from moaning Max’s name as his hand rubbed the tip of his cock and then moved up and down quickly. As his orgasm approached he allowed his moans of pleasure to be heard but somehow was able to stop himself from shouting out the name he was saying over and over in his head. Kyle closed his eyes as he found release and then sank to the floor of the shower as his legs could no longer hold him upright. Kyle’s eyes suddenly shot open when he heard a quiet muffled moan just outside of the bathroom door. He smiled knowing that Max had jerked off listening to Kyle find release in the shower.

He was practically glowing by the time he stepped out of the shower. He was so happy that he wanted to shout to the whole world that Max Evans wanted him. Kyle was positive of it now. He had caught Max staring at him many times over the past few weeks. Max was also spending more and more time in the room. Whenever Kyle said he was staying in Max did as well. Kyle knew that Max was interested. It was becoming more apparent everyday but today was the clincher and it thrilled Kyle. He wanted to go into their room admitting that he knew that Max had jerked off but he resisted the urge and instead walked into the room as if nothing had happened or that he couldn’t smell the scent of cum in the air.

“Oh hey Max. I didn’t know you were back from class.” Kyle said as he went to his dresser to find some clothes to wear. He turned his back smiling to himself, as he dropped his towel and pulled on his boxers.

“Hmmm… yeah I just walked in the door.” Max said reverting his eyes from Kyle’s bare butt.

Kyle pulled on a pair of jeans and grabbed a shirt. Kyle hid another smile as he saw Max’s face start to get red. He didn’t want to push Max to soon so he acted as normal as positive while inside he was jumping with joy with his new found knowledge.
“I’m going to go down to the Student Union and grab some pizza. Want to come?”

Max coughed. “Umm. No not really hungry. I think I’m going to just take a shower and chill out.”

“Ok. Hope you have an enjoyable shower. I did.” Kyle said winking at Max as he walked out the door. He laughed out loud once he got to the elevator remembering the stunned look on Max’s face.

Flashback ended…


***
“The last two days I acted like everything was totally normal but poor Max was definitely freaked. So like I said I just gave him something to think about and remember me by for the break.” Kyle finished his story with a huge smile on his face.

Michael stared at Kyle and then said “Damn. Well it looks like you were definitely right about the guy. I’m glad for you Kyle.”

Kyle looked at Michael closely and was happy to see that he really meant what he said. It was important to him that Michael was really ok with Kyle moving on and finding happiness elsewhere. He would always love Michael but for his own sake he had to find someone that he could call his own. Kyle smiled at him in thanks.

Michael smiled back, momentarily getting lost in Kyle’s blue eyes. Michael was happy for Kyle but another part of him couldn’t help being a bit jealous. Not of just his happiness but also of the new guy in Kyle’s life. Michael loved Kyle and wanted him all to himself but the rational part of him knew that wasn’t fair to him. Kyle deserved so much more.

Michael laughed to himself imagining the look on Max’s face when Kyle told him to enjoy himself in the shower.

“What’s so funny?” Kyle asked

“Just imagining Maxwell’s face after the shower incident.” Michael replied

“Hmmm… Yeah it was definitely priceless.” Kyle said shifting a bit on the bed. Thinking about the shower incident, as Michael called it, made him uncomfortably hard.

Michael saw Kyle shift and his eyes automatically went to Kyle’s crouch. His mouth went dry seeing the bulge straining against the zipper of Kyle’s jeans. His own cock twitched and stiffened in response as a jolt of lust went through his body. Michael wanted Kyle but they had made agreement that the physical relationship was over.

Kyle saw the aroused look on Michael face and knew it was in response to his hard on. He wanted to walk over to Michael and push him on the bed to ravish his hard body. Kyle wanted Michael so bad at this moment he thought he would burst. “Michael” he moaned.

Michael closed his eyes waging a silent battle inside for a moment before opening them and asking “What about our agreement?”

“Fuck the agreement. I want you.” Kyle said walking over to Michael and placing his hand on Michael hard cock. “And you want me.”

Michael didn’t say anything instead he grabbed Kyle’s head pulling his lips down to his own for a passionate kiss. “We will stop after the break. Ok?” Michael asked as he started pulling at Kyle’s clothes. He wanted him naked.

“Ok” Kyle moaned when he felt Michael’s hand wrap around his cock. He would have agreed to anything that Michael wanted at that moment. “Just don’t fucking stop. God I’ve missed you.”

“I want you to fuck me.” Michael growled.

Kyle looked into Michael’s and then reached in his drawer for the lube. “Roll over on your stomach.” Kyle ordered

Michael quickly complied. He was shaking with anticipation. He remembered one night that he pushed Kyle up against the sink and took him from behind as Kyle leaned forward. The penetration was deep and Michael felt like he was touching Kyle’s soul. Michael couldn’t wait to feel the pleasure that Kyle must have felt that night. He ached for it.

”I love you.” Kyle whispered as he pushed deeply into Michael. They both moaned with pleasure.

“Fuck. God I’ve dreamt of this.” Michael moaned

Kyle leaned forward and bit down on Michael’s earlobe before whispering. “Me to.”

Kyle reached around and grabbed onto Michael cock jerking him in rhythm with his thrusts. He could feel his orgasm approaching quickly and wanted to make sure that Michael was there with him. “You are so tight Michael. You feel so good. I love fucking you.”

“Harder.” Michael moaned as he pushed his body back to meet Kyle’s thrusts.

Kyle quickened his pace and pushed himself deep into Michael, his own cock moments of exploding. “Come with me Michael.”

“Yes.” Michael groaned as he came with incredible force. It had been so long for him. He wasn’t sure his orgasm was ever going to stop. He didn’t want it to. He wanted to live in this moment forever. “Love you.” Michael moaned as he collapsed on the bed, Kyle falling on top on him. Both of them were too exhausted to move.

“God that was good.” Kyle whispered as he rolled off of Michael to lie beside him, his hand reaching out to caress Michael’s glistening back.

“I’ll never stop wanting you Kyle. Whatever else happens, I won’t be able to forget nights like these.” Michael whispered emotion heavy in his voice.

“I know. Me either.” Kyle admitted

A little while later the two were still lying side by side. Michael had turned over on his back. They were not touching but also not ready to move away from each other either. Finally Michael broke the silence. “I’m leaving Las Cruces. I want to come back home and go to school here.”

Kyle leans up on his elbows and looks at Michael. “Really? When did you decide this?” he asked

“I’ve been thinking about it for awhile but it wasn’t until today that I made the decision. I haven’t even talked to your parents about it yet.” Michael admitted

“You sure?”

“Yeah, I never really wanted to leave like you did. I’ll be happier here.” Michael confessed and then smiled. “I told Maria. She already has us living in an apartment together.”

Kyle laughed. “Sounds like her.” Kyle’s smile faded “Will you be ok with that?” he asked wondering if Michael would be able to take seeing Maria go out with other guys and maybe even bring them home.

“Actually yeah, I’m excited about moving into a place with her. I’ll deal with the rest of the stuff.” Michael said. He knew it would be hard to see her with other guys but being able to see her every day will make up for any unpleasantness and jealousy he may feel.

“Ok, if you are sure, than I am thrilled for you.” Kyle said

Michael smiled and reached for Kyle’s hand and squeezed it. “Thanks.”

“So have you come up with a plan of action to seduce your roommate?” Michael asked after a few minutes.

Kyle’s face lit up. “Oh yeah. Want to hear what I have planned?”

Michael laughed. “Sure.”

TBC…
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Part 3

One week after Thanksgiving Break…

“So how is plan Seduction going?” Michael asked

Kyle laughed. “Quite well thank you. I actually feel pretty bad for the guy. His frustration level must be over the top. I know mine is.”

Michael smiled. “Poor Kyle isn’t getting any.”

“Not yet. But it is just a matter of time. Max practically salivates when I walk in the door. He has seen me naked more times in the last week then I can count. I have taken every opportunity to give the boy an eyeful.” Kyle said. He knew that he was definitely getting to Max and is sure that on more than one instance Max got hard when Kyle gave one of his strategic peep shows.

“When are you going to step the plan up from stage 1 to stage 2?” Michael asked. Michael could only imagine how frustrated Max must be feeling. Kyle is hot and seeing him naked, however innocently it may seem, must be making Max hornier than hell.

“Hmmm… not sure. You think he’s ready?” Kyle asked honestly wanting to know Michael’s opinion.

“Well if it was me I know I would be absolutely ready but we aren’t talking about me. I don’t know I guess it depends on what kind of vibes you are getting from him. Is he still hanging out in the room a lot and are you still catching him watching you?” Michael asked

“Oh yeah he is. I even woke up the other morning and he was watching me sleep.” Kyle revealed

Michael laughed. “Well then I would say Maxwell is definitely ready for Step 2.” Michael thought about it for a few minutes and then added. “Just don’t push to hard. He has to accept his attraction before you can get an honest response to him.”

“Ok. I understand what you are saying.” Kyle agreed and then said. “Enough about me, how is the transfer going?”

Michael smiled as excitement brewed in his body. “It is going great. Your dad talked with admissions and they just need to get my transcript for this semester and have the tuition paid and all is set. It looks like those girls are going to get a place of their own so it will just be me and Maria.”

“Hmm, just you and Maria, don’t think you are sad about that. Are you?” Kyle said smiling. He knew that Michael was hoping that things would work out the way they have. Maybe with any luck Michael will finally be able to get what he has always wanted. Maria.

Michael laughed. “Nope, definitely not complaining. Maria seems happy about it to so that is really what is really important to me. It feels like things are finally working out for all of us. You know what I mean?”

“Yeah I do. Anyhow, I better go. Max is supposed to be back from class soon and I guess no time better than the present to move to the next step.” Kyle said

“Good luck and have fun. Call me and let me know how things went. Ok?”

“You got it. Love ya.” Kyle said hanging up.

Michael smiled at the phone. Kyle hung up so quickly he didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye. It was obvious that Kyle was excited about his plans for Max. Over the break, Kyle and he had talked a lot about Kyle’s strategy. Michael was sure that Kyle didn’t have anything to worry about. No one could resist Kyle. Lord knows he couldn’t. They had spent a great deal of break catching up on missed time. And even though they said this was it for them Michael was sure that given another opportunity he and Kyle would find their way back in bed together. It was just inevitable. Kyle would never be out of his life no matter who else either of them may be involved with.

***
As Kyle impatiently waited for Max to get back to the room his mind drifted to the last time Michael and he were together over the break.

Flashback begins…

“Everything go ok with the parentals?” Kyle asked as soon as Michael walked into their room. He was dying to know what his dad and Amy had to say about Michael’s choice to transfer back home to go to college as well as his plans to move in with Maria.

“Well if the hundred and one hugs and kisses I got from Amy is any indication I would say it went well.” Michael said laughing and then added. “I think you dad is happy that I am going to be moving in with Maria so I can keep an eye on her. Seriously though they both were great about my decision and said they would take care of things on this end concerning the transfer. Your dad didn’t seem to think there would be any problems. He has a friend in admissions.”

“That’s cool. I’m glad. You talk with Maria about it anymore?” Kyle asked

“Yeah, I don’t think the girls parents are to happy with me moving into an apartment with them so Maria is already gungho on the alternative plan of the two of us getting a place together. It’s all good.” Michael said still hoping deep down that it does end up just the two of them.

Kyle smiled at Michael knowing him well enough to know what Michael was hoping for. “We’ll be back to school tomorrow and it will be the beginning of project get Max into bed.” He said. Kyle was more than ready for the project to begin. What he really wanted to do was jump Max as soon as he walked in the door tomorrow but Kyle knew he needed a little more finesse than that so he wouldn’t scare the guy off. Just the thought of teasing and seducing Max was giving him a raging hard on. Kyle looked at Michael to see if he had noticed.

“Thinking about Max are you?” Michael said answering Kyle’s question of whether he had noticed the bulge in his pants or not.

“Hmm… yep. I have to bring a picture home of the guy at Christmas. He is just so damn hot Michael. I think even you would drool over him.” Kyle said as he walked over to Michael’s bed.

Michael smiled as he helped Kyle take off his shirt. “I don’t know about that. The only guy I have ever drooled over is you and I don’t think there is anyone hotter than you.”

“Flattery will get you everywhere.” Kyle said as he grabbed a hold of Michael neck, pulling his lips down to meet his own. Kyle kissed Michael deeply letting him know how much he wanted him as he unbuttoned Michael’s pants and grabbed a hold of his hard cock.

“Fuck. God I love it when you touch me.” Michael groaned falling backwards on the bed pulling Kyle with him.

Kyle helped Michael remove his pants and boxers and quickly removed his own. This was their last night together and he wanted to spend as much of the night as possible ravishing Michael’s body.

Michael had already pulled the lube out of the nightstand and was waiting for Kyle to join him in bed. “My turn to fuck you tonight, but first I think I need your lips on my cock.” Michael said pushing Kyle’s head down his body.

“Hmmmmm” Kyle moaned as he took Michael’s cock into his mouth. He loved the taste of Michael.

“Kyle. God your mouth feels good. I love your mouth. I love you.” Michael groaned. He watched Kyle move up and down on his cock and had to stop himself from exploding deep down Kyle’s throat. He loved it when Kyle gave him a blowjob but he would much rather be fucking him. “Stop. No more.” He said as he pulled Kyle up his body to kiss him passionately.

Michael rolled them over so that Kyle was on the bottom and then starting kissing down Kyle’s chest until he reached his cock. He smiled when he heard Kyle hiss when Michael licked the tip of Kyle’s glistening cock. Michael grabbed the tube of lube and coated himself and quickly pushed into Kyle’s tight opening. They both moaned in pleasure.

“After all this time you are still so fucking tight.” Michael said as he started thrusting quickly into Kyle.

“Fuck yeah, right there Michael. Harder.” Kyle moaned as Michael hit his gland over and over. He was close to exploding so he grabbed his cock in his hand and started to jerk it in tandem with Michael’s thrusts.

“Shit. I’m going to come. Fuck. I love you.” Michael said as he leaned forward capturing Kyle’s lips into a fierce kiss as he found release.

Kyle came moments after Michael moaning. “I love you.”

Minutes later they both lay silently in bed together touching each other as much as possible. “Michael even if things work out with Max I don’t think I can give this up. I love you and want you too damn much. I don’t think I will ever stop.” Kyle whispered.

“I know me to. But we should try to stop. It probably wouldn’t be fair.” Michael said sadly.

“I know you’re right but I don’t know if it is possible for me not be with you.” Kyle revealed

Flashback ends…


In the end they both agreed they would at least try to end things between them. Kyle was almost positive that Michael was as doubtful as he that things would ever be over. They would always find a way to be together.

But in the meantime…

Kyle moved into action as soon as he heard the keys in the door.

“Hey. What you up to?” Max asked

“Just watching some porn. I feel the need to relieve some stress. Want to join me?”

TBC...

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Part 4

“Wh..What?” Max stuttered

Kyle did his best not to smile. “You know watch porn and get off. My friend Michael and I did it all the time when we felt the need.” Kyle said trying not to feel too guilty for withholding quite a bit about his relationship with Michael and the things the really did together. They did in fact watch porn together quite often but instead of taking care of themselves they took care of each other. Max didn’t need to know that at this moment though.


”You’re serious?” Max asked shock evident in his voice.

“Absolutely. So you game?” Kyle turned the DVD back on and pretended to watch the action on the scene when in fact his attention was solely on his stunned roommate. Max had yet to move from his spot next to his bed. He eyes kept moving from the TV to Kyle. Kyle had been more then excited before Max walked through the door and now seeing Max stare at him was making him painfully hard. He shifted on the bed to try to get comfortable.

Max face and ears turned red so Kyle was sure that Max had surmised why he was shifting on the bed and then Max sat down quickly on his bed. Max glanced over at Kyle one more time and then removed his shirt, jeans and shoes leaving him with only his boxers on, just as Kyle was attired. Kyle’s hands were itching to touch Max’s bronzed chest but he continued to look as if he was caught up in the action on the screen. Kyle had decided to put in the same porno that he had showed Michael on their first night together. Somehow it seemed appropriate even if the circumstances were totally different. With Michael he had no idea that the events that occurred that night would happen but with Max he was greatly anticipating what was yet to come - and come and come if Kyle had any say in the matter.

Kyle noticed that Max was started to shift on his bed as well and knew that Max was as turned on from the whole experience as he was and decided to take that to his advantage. “You can, you know, start taking care of things whenever you need to Max. I’m to that point myself. I have to do something soon.” Kyle said as he pulled his boxers down his body and griped his painfully hard cock in his hand. He moaned with pleasure.

Max turned to watch Kyle caress himself and then pulled his own boxers down and took himself in his hand. Kyle smiled to himself when he heard Max’s quiet moan. “You know Max. I love doing that.”

“What?” Max said through clinched teeth. Max tried to concentrate on what Kyle was talking about and as much as he tried Max couldn’t seem to keep his eyes on the screen in front of him. His eyes would not stop watching Kyle as he touched his hard cock and balls.

“Blow jobs. I love giving them. I love taking cum deep down my throat.” Kyle said moaning as he saw Max’s cock leap in response to his words.

“Really.” Max felt like he was on fire. His body was hot and sweaty and his cock was painfully hard. He felt like he was going to self combust or at the very least explode. And more than anything he wanted Kyle on his knees in front of him sucking his cock. He bit his tongue to keep himself from begging Kyle to do it for him.

“Do you like getting blowjobs Max?” Kyle asked as he could tell that Max was almost to the point of giving into his attraction. Seeing Max nod his head in response to Kyle’s question he decided to ask the question he had wanted to ask many times before. “Would you like me to give you one?”

Max nodded his head to Kyle’s question but then Kyle’s word caught up with his overheated brain. “What? You want to.. I mean you would do that?”

“Like I said I like to give head. So you want me to?” Kyle asked as he sat up. He didn’t want to move to quickly for Max. Max needed to be ready to say the words. He couldn’t be forced into it.

Max looked into Kyle’s eyes and then nodded. Kyle stood up and sat down on the edge of Max’s bed. He didn’t make a move to touch Max instead he asked. “Are you sure Max? You have to tell me. I need to know it is your decision.”

Max gulped, his tongue came out to lick his suddenly dry lips. Kyle bit back a groan as he witnessed Max’s innocent action. Finally Max was able to find his voice. “I’m sure. I want you to give me a blow job.” Max said closing his eyes. He couldn’t believe he actually said the words but now he couldn’t wait for Kyle to begin. But a minute later he was still waiting as Kyle still hadn’t done anything so Max opened his eyes.

“I wanted your eyes open before I began. I want to make sure you know that it is me doing this.” Kyle said honestly. He could have let Max keep his eyes closed but Kyle needed for Max to acknowledge that he knew exactly who was going down on him and that he was ok with it.

Max nodded his head and kept his eyes glued on Kyle as he leaned down and captured Max’s cock into his mouth. Kyle took as much of Max into his mouth as he could and then came back up to lick the head of his cock. Max moaned loudly. “Does that feel good?” Kyle whispered before taking Max into his mouth once more.

“Yes.” Max groaned. Kyle increased the suction on his cock and Max thought he was going to explode but Kyle clamped his fingers around the base of his cock. “What?” Max questioned

“Not yet. You’re not ready yet.” Kyle explained. After a few moments Kyle released his fingers and started to lick and nip the tip of Max’s cock once again, his hand fondling his balls and rubbing back and forth from Max’s opening to the sensitive area behind his sack. Max gasped in pleasure, his hands clinching the sheet as his body writhed on the bed.

“Hmm. You like that huh? I think you might like this to.” Kyle laid on the bed pulling, Max’s legs up around his shoulders, as he started to lick the same trail that he had previously traced with his fingers. He glanced up at Max and saw that his eyes were still open and glazed with arousal. Kyle groaned as his tongue rimmed Max’s opening.

Max stiffened and tried to close his legs but soon relaxed when he felt Kyle’s hand on his cock. Kyle, not wanting do anything Max wasn’t ready for, resumed his ravishment of Max’s cock but when he felt the tell tail tightening of Max’s balls and the swelling of his cock Kyle took a moment to lick his own fingers and seconds before release pushed one into Max’s opening.

“Fuck” Max groaned in release.

“Did you enjoy?” Kyle asked.

Max, who had closed his eyes when he felt his orgasm begin, opened them to find Kyle smiling at him. Max’s first response was to smile back but then he felt uncomfortable. He couldn’t believe that he had just received a blow job from his gay roommate.

Kyle said quickly. “Max you don’t have to feel bad about what just happened. There is absolutely nothing wrong with receiving pleasure. Just take it for what it is.”

Max nodded still unable to say anything. He wasn’t exactly sure how he should act. This was entirely new territory for him.

Kyle nodded back and got off the bed and headed for the bathroom. Kyle was satisfied with today’s events but that didn’t help his situation out any. He needed release and he needed it bad. He couldn’t push Max into anything he wasn’t ready for so he needed to take care of himself.

“Where are you going?” Max asked

Kyle turned towards Max and pointed to his cock. “I’ve gotta take care of this. I’m dying here.”

Max closed his eyes and then surprised them both by saying “I could… you know… help you if you wanted.”

Kyle was momentarily shocked but also extremely pleased with how things were progressing. He didn’t expect Max to reciprocate so quickly. He was planning on having to take care of himself quite a few times before Max was comfortable enough to do it for him. He walked back to Max’s bed and sat down leaning up against the wall. “Ok.”

Max gulped and then moved closer to Kyle. Kyle was watching the TV screen again and as he watched one guy jerking another one off during a movie he smiled remembering how Michael and he had reenacted the scene during a midnight showing of some action movie two summers ago. Kyle turned his attention back to Max seeing that he was also watching the action on the screen. “You can just do that if you want Max.”

“O…ok.” Max stuttered. His hand were shaking as he reached out to touch Kyle’s cock for the first time. Max had never touched another cock besides his own and was surprised to find that Kyle’s was so thick and big. Kyle was short and stout and since he was admitting to himself that he had thought about it he also thought his cock would be the same way. Instead Kyle was almost as big as him.

Max took Kyle into his hand and starting pumping up and down with a tight grip. Kyle groaned and Max felt his own cock stir in response. Max was shocked that he was able to get hard again so quickly after the amazing intense orgasm he had just had and Max moaned in response to his increased arousal.

Kyle was lost in the intensity of the gaze Max was giving him but when he heard Max moan his eyes traveled down Max’s body and found that his cock was once again hard. Kyle reached for Max’s cock and griped it tightly with his hand. In response Max tightened his grip on Kyle. They moaned both, their breathing soundly harsh.

“Faster Max. I’m almost there.” Kyle groaned

“Me to. Fuck.” Max said into between clinched teeth.

They both quickened their jerks. Kyle wanted so bad to lean forward and take Max’s lips into a passionate kiss but he forcibly restrained himself to keep still and just enjoy the moment.

As if Max could read Kyle’s mind he leaned closer to Kyle as his orgasm approached and the moment before he was about to explode his crashed his lips against Kyle for a brutal yet passionate kiss. Kyle groaned against Max’s lips as he to found his release and then he pulled Max tighter against his body deepening their kiss. He pushed his tongue in between Max’s lips and found his tongue.

The moment Max felt Kyle’s tongue against his own it was like a dam burst in him and he overflowed with unexpressed passion and lust. He fell onto the bed pulling Kyle down on top of him. Soon breathing became an issue and they both broke apart gasping for air.

Kyle looked into Max’s amber eyes and was thrilled to see Max’s acceptance and felt his cock respond the overwhelming amount of lust he was seeing in Max’s eyes. “Fuck Max. I want you.”

Max was drowning in a lust filled haze and unable to comprehend Kyle’s words but he quickly caught their meaning when Kyle’s hand started to caress Max’s body. “Kyle” he moaned when he felt Kyle take his hardening cock into his hand.

“Look at me Max.” Kyle demanded. He needed to know that Max was clear on what he wanted.

Max’s mind was coming back into focus and hearing Kyle’s demand he looked into Kyle’s lust filled blue eyes.

“I want you to fuck me Max. I want to feel your cock inside me. Are you ready for that?” Kyle asked once he knew for sure he had Max’s full attention.

Max’s cock twitched in response to Kyle’s question and to make sure that if Kyle didn’t more of an answer that they way his body was responding he said. “Yes, I’m ready. I want to fuck you. Show me what to do.”

TBC…


I know it is an awful place to end but you just have so much to look forward to in the next part. ;)
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Thanks Magik and Cherie for reading. Max and Kyle are harder for me to write than Max and Michael. I'm not sure why. But I am trying. I had a real writer block for this next part so sorry it took so long to post it. Again, thanks for continuing to read. :)

Part 5

The next day…

“So how did it go?” Michael asked impatiently

“Hmmm… depends on how you look at it. I got laid so that is good but now Max is freaking a bit.” Kyle said as he was thinking to himself that freaking may be a slight understatement. Max totally lost it once he came down from his orgasmic high. He crashed head first into reality and it wasn’t a good scene at all.

Michael sighed “Ok. I think you are going to have to tell me what happened.”

“Everything was going as planned. Actually things were going a lot better than I had imagined. It was the whole sex thing that really did a number on the guy.”

Flashback begins…

Kyle pulled Max into a passionate kiss. He couldn’t believe that Max was ready to move things along so fast. He had never dreamed that his plan of seduction was going to work so quickly. It literally took his breath away when Max said he wanted to fuck him. He wanted to pull his legs up and shove Max’s cock into him hard and fast but Kyle knew he had to take it much slower for both of their sakes.

“There is lube in my top dresser drawer, we will need that.” Kyle said, his voice sounding hoarse even to his own ears.

Max quickly retrieved the lube and resumed his position on top of Kyle on the bed kissing him deeply, both of their hands roaming freely over each others bodies. After a few minutes Kyle pulled away. “We can do this a number of ways, it is your choice, facing each other, from behind or even me riding you on top.

Max took a few seconds to think about the options that Kyle had given him and finally he whispered. “Facing each other.”

Kyle smiled. He was happy with Max’s choice. It didn’t matter how they did it really but facing each other was much more personal. You really couldn’t deny who you were fucking when you did it that way.

Kyle pulled his legs up as Max settled in between his legs. He could see Max’s hands shaking as he squeezed a liberal amount on his hand to coat his cock. Kyle pushed Max’s hand away and took Max’s hard cock into his hand. “Use your fingers first so it will be easier to get in.”

Max took a deep breath. He was scared, yet excited. He wanted to do this. He had wanted to do this for weeks. Max tentatively rubbed a finger around Kyle’s opening. Hearing Kyle moan in pleasure gave him the encouragement he needed to thrust two of his fingers inside of Kyle. Kyle moved his hips to meet Max’s fingers as he moaned again.

“Now Max. I’m ready now.” Kyle groaned as he tightened his grip on Max’s cock moving it to where he needed it to be.

Max took another deep breath and pushed his cock into Kyle. Moans of pleasure echoed around the room. Max wanted to bury himself deep into Kyle but didn’t know how quickly or how deep he should go. His body was gleaming with sweat as tried to gain control. He felt like he was moments from exploding and he wasn’t ready yet. He wanted to bring Kyle as much pleasure as he was receiving.

Kyle was growing impatient, his body writhing beneath Max’s. He didn’t want to rush him but he needed to feel Max’s cock thrusting hard and deep into him. He needed it bad.

“Fast and hard Max. Please.” Kyle finally begged when he couldn’t take it anymore.

Kyle grabbed a hold of his own cock as soon as he felt Max’s first hard thrust. He could tell that neither of them were going to last very long. It felt too damn good. Max was big, both thick and long, and he hit the perfect spot with each thrust.

“Fuck Kyle.” Max groaned knowing he couldn’t hold out any longer. He was going to explode and hoped that Kyle was there as well. He reached in between them to rub Kyle’s balls as he quickly found release.

As soon as Kyle felt Max touch him he shouted, “Yes, Max”, as he found his own release.

Max fell onto the bed besides Max trying to find his breath and to calm his racing heart down. Never in his whole life had he felt anything as powerful as the orgasm that he’d just had. Sex with Tess had been good but he never knew it could be this good. It had never been this good, only with Kyle. Suddenly Max felt like a weight was lying on his chest and he couldn’t breathe. He tried to sit up but his head felt heavy on his shoulders. He started to gasp for air and he started to claw at his chest.

Kyle hearing Max’s gasps turned to see Max in distress. He quickly ran to his desk grabbing a fast food bag from his trash can and forced it in front of Max’s face.

“Breathe deeply Max. Come on you need to calm down. You’re turning blue man. Breathe.” Kyle instructed.

Finally after a few moments Max started to breathe more evenly and deeply and Kyle pulled the bag from Max’s face.

“Shit Max. You scared the hell out of me. I thought I was going to have to call 911.”

Max gave Kyle a horrified look. If Kyle had called 911 they would have found him naked in bed with Kyle. They would have smelled the sex in the room. They would’ve known what they had done. They would’ve known that he was gay. Max started to hyperventilate again, his body unable to deal with the horrifying thoughts scrambling around in his mind.

Seeing Max start to take in breaths to quickly, Kyle pushed the bag in front of Max’s face again. Max grabbed the bag from Kyle’s hand and pushed him away from him. He couldn’t handle Kyle anywhere near him. Not now. Not after what had happened.

“Max?” Kyle questioned. He was concerned for Max and he didn’t understand the looks he was now getting from him. He looked furious and he looked as if he hated him.

After Max was able to breathe again he said. “Stay away from me. This is your fault. You did this to me.”

“My fault? What did I do?” Kyle asked.

“You made this happen. I was normal damnit. I liked girls. I still like girls. I never even looked at another guy. I never thought about it.” Max shouted

It was all suddenly very clear to Kyle. This was exactly the reason he didn’t want to push things with Max. He was afraid something like this would happen. Max had not been ready.

“Listen Max, I know this isn’t an easy thing to deal with. I didn’t deal well with it either. I was in denial big time. I had a girlfriend and everything but I couldn’t keep lying to myself and neither can you. You have to deal with the fact that you are attracted to guys.”

“Fuck you. I’m not attracted to guys. I have never been attracted to guys. I’m not gay. It is your fault. You, who announced on day one that you were gay and hope I didn’t have a problem with it. You who went down on a guy in front of me, you who couldn’t close the damn bathroom door when you were going to jack off. You who wanted to watch gay porn together. This is all you’re damn fault. You made me want you. You made me want to fuck you.” Max shouted as he grabbed his discarded clothes from the ground, escaping to the bathroom where he slammed the door shut behind him.

Max quickly dressed and then left the bathroom and fled their room before Kyle could say anything to him.

End of Flashback...


“He came in after I was asleep last night and when I tried to talk to him this morning he stormed out again. I may have blown it man. He wasn’t ready and I pushed it.” Kyle said sadly.

“Shit Kyle, you didn’t know he was going to react that way. You knew that he wanted you and all you did was bring it out into the open. You didn’t make him do anything he didn’t want. You asked him if he was ready.”

“Yeah I did. He was ready for the sex but obviously he wasn’t ready to deal with the repercussions of it and what it means about him. I should have realized it. I was the same way. Remember?” Kyle couldn’t help beating himself up over the turmoil Max’s is going through. He had struggled when he finally admitted he was gay and started his relationship with Brian much the same way Max is now. He tried to lie to himself and say it was just a one time thing and that it didn’t mean anything. He was mad at himself and Brian and pretty much the rest of the world because he didn’t like being different. After days of fighting with everyone Kyle finally broke down and told Michael what had happened. Michael wasn’t surprised. He’d figured out that Kyle was gay before he had. It was the only time in all the time they had been friends that they’d actually gotten into a physical fight.

“Oh yeah I remember. You broke my nose and I thought for sure your dad was going to throw me out for fighting.” Michael rubbed the bump he had on his nose from where Kyle broke it. Kyle had been madder than he’d ever seen him almost out of control when Michael admitted that he’d kind of knew that Kyle was gay. Kyle just couldn’t bring himself to acknowledge the truth. Hours later after the commotion had died down Kyle had cried when he apologized to Michael for hitting him. Michael hated to see Kyle is so much pain. He knew that Kyle never intended to hurt him. Michael had been worried that Kyle’s parents would blame him for the fight but one look at Kyle and they could tell that he was battling a war with himself and Michael had just stepped into the middle of it.

Kyle groaned. “God I was such a wreck. I still can’t believe I hit you. The one person in the world that I love the most I hurt. I wanted to die after I finally calmed down.”

“I know Kyle. I understood. And that is what you have got to do. You have to understand that Max is going to have to fight this battle for himself. He will either acknowledge what last night means or he will continue to deny it to himself and you. I guess you have to decide if he is worth the pain. If I remember correctly Brian took a lot of shit from you until you finally came to grips with your feelings. Are you willing to do that?” Michael asked

“Yeah I am. I like this guy Michael. I mean really like him. Last night… well before the shit hit the fan… it was amazing. I don’t want to walk away from that. Not without a fight.” Kyle admitted but then realized who he was talking to and what he was admitting. “Michael you know…”

Michael cut him off. “Yeah I know. We already talked about this. You know I love Maria and if given a chance I would be with her forever but I would still love and want you to. It is the way things are with us. It would be totally unfair for me to expect you not to find someone for yourself. It is ok.”

Kyle sighed. “I guess no one said life was easy.”

They were both silent for a moment until Michael finally spoke up. “Listen, continue to try to talk to Max and most importantly try not to take things he may say or do to personally. The guy sounds like he is in bad shape and if he is anything like you he isn’t going to accept what happened last night easily. He needs to come to grips with it and accept things for what they are. You did, I did and so will Max, eventually. In the meantime, I’m here if you need to talk and know that I love you. Ok?”

“I do know. I love you to and thanks for always being on my side.” Kyle whispered hoarsely as tears came to his eyes.

“No thanks needed. Me, you, and Maria we’re a team. Always have been. Always will be. No matter what.” Michael said before saying goodbye and hanging up. He hoped Max was quick in dealing with last nights events because he really did hate to hear the pain in Kyle’s voice. He knew that Kyle was obsessed with Max but until hearing him talk about their night together he hadn’t realized just how deeply Kyle was starting to feel. Someday Michael was going to have to decide how he really felt about that but today he would just hope for the best for all of them.

TBC…
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Thanks Magik and Cherie. I was going to keep it angsty for a few more parts but I felt to bad for Kyle and Max to do that. There is still going to be plenty of angst concerning Michael. Oh and I plan to address the whole Michael and Maria saga later on. This will be a happy ending for all.

Part 6

A Week Later…

It had been a long week for Kyle. He tried to be patient and understanding with Max but to be completely and harshly shut out was driving him insane. Even his nightly encouraging and supportive telephone calls from Michael were not making him feel any better. Somehow, in the short time that he had known Max Evans his obsession to sleep with him had turned into something more, something he really wanted to explore, but he couldn’t do so if Max did not let him close to him. Max came in late every night and left the room almost the moment Kyle woke up each morning. The few times Kyle was able to corner him, Max would physically and emotionally push him away telling Kyle that he needed for him to leave him alone. Kyle was trying but it was becoming increasingly difficult to watch someone he was starting to care about in pain and refusing to let him help him.

Kyle was awoken from a fitful sleep to find Max sitting by his bed leaning against the wall watching him.

“Max?”

“I need to tell you that I don’t blame you for what happened last week. You didn’t make it happen. I wanted it to. I had wanted it from almost the moment I first saw you.”

“Max…”

Max cut him off. “No let me talk. I need to.” Max said forcefully. “This week has been hell. I spent two days hating you and everyone else and then I calmed down enough to know I had to look at this unemotionally even scientifically. When I told you last week I had never thought about another guy or wanted another guy that was the truth. Never…until you. And I’ve had girlfriends, I have slept with girls so I know that I am attracted to them. So I decided to find out if I still was. I spent a day watching girls and guys seeing if I had any reactions. I did to some but I needed further testing so first I went to a strip club.”

“What?” Kyle said coughing

“I know Max Evans at a strip club, pretty uncharacteristic huh? Well anyhow, I did the scene, sat through a few performers, had a lap dance and yeah didn’t have any difficulty getting a reaction. So it was apparent that I was still attracted to girls so I decided I had to be fair and study my reaction to guys. I went to one of the gay clubs on 5th street.” Max looked at Kyle to gauge his reaction. Kyle was obviously as surprised with that omission as the other one. “Before you say anything, I know you’re shocked. But it was a scientific experiment I had to be fair and impartial.”

“Didn’t say a word.” Kyle said trying to hide the smile from his face.

“So went to the bar and scoped it out, had a few guys buy me a drink, danced with a few of them, was groped by even more and even made out with one guy for a few minutes. Nothing, nada, zip. Not one reaction. I wasn’t repulsed or anything but I just wasn’t interested. One guy tried his best to get me going while on the dance floor but it just wasn’t happening. The only reaction I got the whole time I was there was when this guy walked in who kind of reminded me of you. He got hot and heavy a little while later with another guy in the corner and I definitely had a reaction to that because it made me think about what we had done.” Max confessed.

“So what is your conclusion from your little experiment?” Kyle asked desperately wanting to know what Max had decided.

Max smiled. “Well I concluded that my theory that I am not gay is correct. However, it also became apparent to me that I am very much attracted to you and even though the freak out factor is very high and not showing signs of diminishing, I still want you. So I’m damned confused what to categorize myself. Not gay, not heterosexual, I guess the closest distinction is Bisexual. I just don’t know.”

Kyle sat up in bed. He was glad that Max was finally willing to discuss this with him and was thrilled beyond belief to hear that Max still wanted him. “I categorize myself as bisexual, I like both girls and guys, but in general I prefer guys but I know for some guys everything isn’t so black and white. I’m close to a guy; who is in love with someone, a girl, and I mean the forever kind of love not just I’m with this person love, but yet he still loves and wants me. He doesn’t really put himself in any category. He just says he is in love with two people, of different sexes, and that isn’t going to change. What I’m trying to say is you just have to find a way to be comfortable with what you want and forget about trying to put yourself in any kind of box. You understand what I mean?”

Max is silent for a few minutes. Hearing Kyle speak of this other guy brought emotions to the surface he wasn’t sure he was ready to deal with but he understood what Kyle was trying to say to him. “Yeah I think I do.”

They both sit quietly neither sure how to proceed further. Finally Kyle breaks the silence and questions. “Ok so where does this leave things with us? Is there an us?”

Max looked into Kyle’s eyes for a few moments and places his hand on top of Kyle’s threading their fingers together. “I’m not ready to come out and announce to the world that I’m – whatever I am, but I would like to do some further research into my attraction and everything I am starting to feel for you. Is that ok?”

Kyle smiled. “Hmm… research huh? It may have to be pretty intensive for you to come to come to an accurate conclusion.”

Max got up and sat on the edge of Kyle’s bed. “That was my thinking as well.” Max said with a smile on his face.

Kyle and Max both moved towards each other at the same time and crushed their lips together in a passionate kiss. Their hands moved all over each others bodies discarding clothing as they caressed. Now that Max was acknowledging his feelings he was driven with an overwhelming need to be in control, to make Kyle his, to make them both feel the incredible pleasure they felt last week. Kyle on the other hand was more than willing to let Max be the dominant one and was reveling in the new enlightened Max.

After grabbing the lube from Kyle’s dresser he pulled Kyle’s legs up and quickly lubed both his cock and Kyle’s opening. Kyle was moaning, sweat covering his body by the time Max was finally ready. They both moaned as soon as Max breached Kyle. Max couldn’t take it gently he had to thrust into Kyle hard and quickly. The need to possess him was too overwhelming to take it slow. Within a matter of minutes they both shouted each others names in release.

A few moments later after Max’s heart rate had finally started to beat normally he turned in bed to look at Kyle. “This other guy you talked about earlier, you said he loved you. Do you love him back?”

TBC…
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Ok I am on a little bit of a role here. And I'm not sure this story is ever going to end. I see some much more angst in the horizon.

Part 7

Kyle jumped out of bed quickly as if he had been bitten. “Jesus Max, once you get in touch with your feeling you really go for it jugular don’t you.” Kyle said running his fingers through his hair.

Max tried to hide the hurt in his eyes by looking down “Sorry.”

Kyle muttered a curse and then sat on the end of the bed. “No I’m sorry Max. I didn’t mean to jump on you. I expected to answer questions about him I just didn’t expect it as I was coming down from an orgasmic high.”

Max nodded his head and then just stared at Kyle waiting for him to answer his question.

“Ok before I answer I need for you to understand something. This isn’t a casual thing for me, this thing with us. I care, a lot, and it really wouldn’t take me much to fall for you, hell I am probably 2/3rds the way there already. I’m not telling you this to put any pressure on you or anything I just need you to know my feelings for you. That said the answer to your question is yes. I love him, more than anyone else in this world. Things between him and I are complicated and confusing but the one thing I know is that I will ALWAYS be there for him whenever he needs me. I can’t and won’t deny him ever, no matter what.” Kyle said looking at Max to judge his reaction to his confession.

Kyle didn’t know if Max really understood what he was trying to say so he continued. “For things to really work between me and you we have to be completely honest with each other. And I know I am asking a lot from you, maybe to much, but I need for you to understand what I am saying and am hoping that you can accept it. This guy and I have tried to stop being together several times. We have talked it over until we are blue in the face but every single time we end up back in each others arms. I know now that it is the way it will always be with us. I need him to much to stop and it is the same for him. So what I’m saying is even if I am with you, if we try to make this thing something permanent and real, you have to accept and understand that there will be times that I will be with him as well. I can’t stop it from happening and to be honest I don’t want to.” Kyle said emotion choking him up as tears came to his eyes. He wanted Max to understand. He hoped this wasn’t the end for them before it really even began but it wouldn’t have been fair for Kyle not to tell Max the truth.

Max was hurt but what Kyle was telling him. Hearing Kyle tell him that he was in love with another guy and would always love him really hit him hard. Max hadn’t realized that he was in so deep until just a few minutes ago. Kyle was being honest and Max was grateful for that. And if they were going to be honest, if he had known everything beforehand things probably would’ve turned out differently but it is to late now. He was in way to deep. “If you both love each other why can’t you be together? Is it because of the girl, the one he also loves?”

Kyle took a deep breathe and answered. “He has been in love with her since the first day he saw her. A large part of his heart and his soul belongs to her. He was hers way before he was ever mine. But even if she wasn’t a factor I don’t think we would ever completely be together. I don’t think he could ever come out concerning the two of us. He’s too private and I couldn’t live like that forever. Again, I’m not saying this to put any pressure on you, I can wait for you to be ready, I just think you should know that I can’t hide our relationship indefinitely.”

The silence of the room was almost deafening for Kyle. He wanted to know what Max was thinking and feeling but he had to give him time to absorb everything he revealed tonight. He may have said too much too soon but when he said that he was already 2/3rd the way to falling in love with Max he wasn’t exaggerating. He had deep feeling for the guy and he wanted Max to reciprocate his feelings but he didn’t want what was happening between them to be tarnished with lies.

“Ok.” Max said.

“Ok? What does that mean Max?” Kyle asked frustrated

“It means, ok. I wont say that it doesn’t bother me to know that your are in love with someone else. Or that you have basically said that you will be unfaithful to me with this guy but I will try to accept it. I can’t make you any promises about the future right now. It is too soon for me. But if we are being completely honest with each other then I think you should know that I … care to.” Max struggled with the last few words as his emotions started to get to him.

Tears were in both of their eyes as Kyle whispered “Ok”

Max and Kyle smiled each other as Kyle made his way back to the Max on the bed. “So about this research of yours, Are you ready to work on it some more?”

“Hmm… I think it is definitely necessary.” Max said as his hand reached in between them to caress Kyle hardening cock. “Definitely.”

***
The next day…

“What’s wrong?” Michael asked quickly, concern evident in his voice.

“Well hello to you to Michael.” Kyle said laughing

“Kyle” Michael warned

“Ok. Ok. I know it is your turn to call but since Max is at the library I thought I would just call you.” Kyle explained

“So nothing is wrong.” Michael asked

“Nope. Things are anything but wrong.” Kyle said smiling. He was feeling happier today than he had felt in a long time and wanted to share it all with Michael.

Michael took a deep breathe. He was relieved to hear that everything was ok and by the sound of Kyle’s voice things were definitely looking up in the Max department. “Ok so I’m assuming Max is dealing.”

“Hmm… yeah Max is dealing really well. Seriously, he’s good with everything. We are good. Actually we are great.” Kyle said joyously

“I’m glad Kyle. I was really hoping that Max would accept his feelings for you quickly. I know that you were hurting for him.”

“Yeah I was. Man you wouldn’t believe what the guy did to come to grips with it all. I still can’t believe it but it is all good now. And let me tell you I am really glad today is Saturday because I don’t think I could have sat in class on those hard seats after last night.” Kyle said wincing as he tried to find a comfortable position on the bed.

“TMI Kyle.” Michael was happy for Kyle but hearing him talking about being sore from Max made him feel like he had been punched in the gut. He wanted Kyle to be happy and was glad Max could do that but he didn’t think he would be able to take hearing about their sex life. It was too much. “I’m glad things are working out for you though.”

The smile fell from Kyle’s face. He realized that he hurt Michael. He never meant to do that but in the future he would be sure to not be so blunt about sex with Max again. If Kyle was in Michael’s place he knew he wouldn’t be able to handle hearing about it either. “Sorry Michael. Wasn’t thinking.” Kyle said and then remembered why he really called today. “Oh there is something else I needed to talk to you about. Last night Max and I had a really long talk and we agreed to be completely open and honest with each other so I told him about you.”

Michael was completely silent and Kyle could tell he was about to freak out on him. “Before you totally freak Michael I didn’t tell him who you I only told him about how we feel about each other and our relationship. I didn’t reveal your name. I wouldn’t do that without talking with you about it.”

Michael took a deep breathe. Kyle was right he was about to freak out. As much as he loved Kyle he wasn’t ready for anyone to know about the two of them. Maria knowing was about as much as he could handle right now. “Ok. Thanks. I don’t think I’m ready for you to tell him anymore than that. Ok?”

“I understand Michael. Really is it ok. I gotta go. Max will be back soon. I just wanted to keep you updated on everything. Thanks again for being there for me. I love you.”

“Love you to. Have fun.” Michael said before hanging up.

Michael walked over to his bed and picked up his journal.

Max finally came to his senses and accepted his feelings for Kyle. I really hadn’t expected him to take this long. Once you know what it is like to be with Kyle it is hard to stay away. I should know, I was hooked after that first night. I wanted him constantly from then on. I still want him and it drives me nuts to think of Kyle with Max. I’m jealous, plain and simple. Which is completely stupid since from day one I have insisted he go out and find someone else. Kyle deserves to find someone who can be totally his and will someday be willing to share with the world how he feels. Max might not be there yet, most people aren’t right away, but he will. Kyle said they had decided to be completely open and honest with each other and knowing Kyle the way I do I am sure he made it known that he wouldn’t be content with a secret relationship forever. That is the major reason why, even if there wasn’t Maria, the two of us would never work. I can’t open myself to the world’s condemnation. I may be selfish and self-centered in that respect but at least I am honest. It isn’t as if I care what people think of me. I guess I just would rather they not think of me at all. I want to live my life in peace. I don’t want to be famous or well known. Hell I don’t care if people know me at all. A perfect life to me would be to walk down the street and not have a single person acknowledge me but at home have everything I have always wanted, a life with Maria. And Kyle. Yep I am totally screwed because the way things are going I am not going to have either one of them. And it is slowly killing me…

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Sorry this part took me so long. I've been busy at work and haven't had a chance to write. I'm working myself up to a meeting between Max and Michael. I wonder what might happen then. ;) Thanks for still reading and leaving such wonderful feedback.

Part 8

Christmas break…

“Thank god that is over.” Michael said falling on his bed face forward.

“It wasn’t that bad Michael.” Kyle laughed even though he totally understood where Michael was coming from. The parentals were in rare form tonight wanting to how everyone did on their exams and what kind of grades they thought they were going to get. “I don’t know what you’re complaining about you were not the one grilled about any “friends” I had met this semester.”

“Yeah that was pretty funny.” Michael laughed. The look on Kyle’s face when Amy had asked if Kyle had met anyone special this semester was priceless. Kyle wasn’t about to let the parentals know about Max. That was a given.

“Yeah ha ha, very funny.” Kyle said as he threw his pillow at Michael.

“Speaking of “friends”, how are things going with you and Max?” Michael asked

Kyle’s face lit up in a smile. “They are going great. Max is great.”

Michael kept saying over and over in his head ‘I’m happy for him’ as he forced a smile on his face for Kyle’s sake. He didn’t want Kyle to know how much thinking about him with Max really bothered him.

For once Kyle was not focused on Michael and continued to talk about his relationship with Max. “Things are even better than I ever thought they would be. I’m crazy about the guy. He is just so… Max. I almost forgot I took a picture on my camera phone. It doesn’t really do him justice but I think you can get the idea of just how hot the guy is.”

Kyle threw his phone over to Michael. He took a good look at the guy that Kyle had fallen for and then threw it back. “You’re right he is pretty hot. Nothing compared to you of course.”

Michael sat silently as Kyle looked at Max’s picture once more. When Kyle looked up he saw the hurt in Michael’s face before he was able to hide it with a smile. Kyle silently kicked himself for going on and on about Max to Michael. Michael is his friend but more importantly Michael loves him and it is only natural for him to be hurt by his relationship with Max. Kyle just needed to make Michael understand that no matter how he may feel about Max or anyone else he will ALWAYS love Michael.

“Come here.” Kyle said

“Huh?” Michael asked confusion evident on his face.

“Come here.” Kyle repeated and Michael got off his bed and walked over to stand beside Kyle’s.

Kyle grabbed Michael’s hand and pulled him down on the bed with him. He moved to allow room for Michael to lie down beside him. Kyle’s hand caressed Michael’s cheek. “I’ve missed you.” He whispered and then leaned down and kissed Michael gently.

The gentle kiss soon turned into a passionate kiss until Kyle finally pulled back from lack of air. “I love you Michael and I will always belong to you first. Always. Remember that. Ok?”

Tears came to Michael’s eyes and he blinked to stop them from spilling down his face. Kyle always knew what to say to make him feel better. He always knew what Michael needed to hear. “I love you to.” Michael whispered his voice cracking with emotion. “I need you Kyle.”

Kyle understood Michael’s silent plea and sat up and removed his shirt as Michael removed his own and then they each helped to remove the remainder of clothes that stood between them. As soon as they were both naked Kyle fell on top of Michael rubbing their hard cocks against one another. Michael groaned.

“You like that huh?” Kyle asked doing it again.

“Fuck yeah” Michael said hoarsely before sitting up and flipping Kyle onto his back. “But I like this even better.”

Kyle moaned “Michael” in pleasure as Michael reached in between them to grab a hold of his hard cock. “Please Michael. Fuck me now.” Kyle begged.

Michael reached for the lube in Kyle’s nightstand and coated both himself and Kyle’s opening before thrusting deeply into Kyle. “God I have missed this.” Michael moaned

“Yes Michael. Right there. Fuck. Harder.” Kyle said as his hips moved to meet Michael’s thrusts.

It wasn’t long before they were both shouting in release. “Fuck.” “Yes.”

“I love you Kyle.” Michael whispered once he was finally able to find his breath.

Kyle turned towards Michael laying his head on Michael’s shoulder. “I love you to.” After a few moments Kyle spoke again. “I have to tell you something.”

Michael looked down at Kyle nodding his head for him to continue. He was pretty sure he knew what Kyle was going to say but knowing that Kyle loved him he would just have to deal with it.

“I’m in deep with Max. Real deep. I’m in love with him.” Kyle whispered.

“I know.” Michael said

Kyle sat up and looked into Michael’s eyes. “That doesn’t change anything with us though Michael. I love you. I need you. Loving Max hasn’t changed that. It never will.”

Michael nodded as his emotions were to close to the surface for him to speak.

They laid in silence for a long time just touching each other. Finally Michael was able to talk “What does Max think about our relationship?”

“He doesn’t know the guy I love is you yet but I would like to tell him when we go back if that is ok with you.” Kyle answered.

“Yeah it is ok if you tell him. He should know.” Michael said

“Max asked me if I would be seeing “the guy” before I left school. I was honest and told him that I would be definitely seeing you and would be with you over the break.”

“How did he take that?” Michael asked curiously.

“Hmm… well he accepted it - eventually.” Kyle said

Flashback begins…

Max and Kyle were both recovering from a very hot session of goodbye sex when Max asked “When you are on break will you be seeing that “guy”?”

Kyle took a deep breathe and answered truthfully. “Yeah, I will definitely be seeing him and before you ask yes I will be having sex with him. I told you when this started Max that I love him and I can’t say no to him. More importantly I don’t want to.”

“Fine.” Max got out of bed quickly and stormed into the bathroom slamming the door behind him.

Kyle sat up running his hands through his hair in frustration. “Fuck”

Ten minutes later a calmer Max walked back into the room. “Ok I know you told me about this guy from the start and I know you said that he was going to be in your life but I guess I thought maybe things would be different after the way it has been between us the past few weeks.”

Kyle sighed “Max I can’t change the way I feel. He is important to me. I love him. I don’t want that to change the way you feel about us but I understand if it does.”

“How do you feel about me?” Max asked his voice barely above a whisper.

“I think you know.” Kyle said emotion heavy in his voice

“Tell me anyhow.”

“I care a lot. More than I ever thought I would. I love you Max.” Kyle whispered

Max let out the breath he had been holding as he waited for Kyle’s answer. His hand shook as he reached out to touch Kyle. “I love you too Kyle. I didn’t know I would feel this way. We have only been together for a few weeks but I don’t want to let you go. I guess I am afraid you are going to go home and realize that what you feel for me is just about sex once you are with someone you truly love.” Max admitted

“That isn’t going to happen Max. When this first began you were my obsession. I wanted you so much. You were all I could think about. But then once we really started being together it became so much more than just sex to me. I may be a selfish prick but I want the both of you. I need the both of you. I want you to be ok with this. I am praying you can be because if you do walk away it will break my heart Max. And that is the truth.” Kyle said as tears filled his eyes and fell down his cheek.

Max closed his eyes for a moment seeing Kyle’s tears and then took Kyle’s face in his hands. “I’m not going anywhere. It bothers me that you are going to be with this guy. But I am going to do my best to deal with it. You’re too important to me to walk away. Ok?” Max said before leaning down to kiss Kyle gently.

Flashback ends…


“Sounds like Max and I are in the same boat- jealous as hell but also scared shitless of losing you.” Michael commented

“Well like I told Max I may be selfish as hell but I want you both and if I can do anything about it I won’t lose either one of you.” Kyle declared.

“I’m glad to hear that Kyle. I have to admit I was kind of freaking about coming home. I was afraid you were going to end things with me.” Michael admitted

“Never.” Kyle said before attacking Michael’s lips with his own as his hands caressed Michael’s body.

Meanwhile outside of Michael and Kyle’s room…

Maria was about to knock until she heard tell tale moans through the door. She silently retreated back to her own room where she cried herself to sleep. She was very excited about sharing an apartment with Michael but she wasn’t sure how she was going to be able to stand being so close to him, loving him so much knowing that he was in love with someone else. It was going to break her heart.

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Sorry it took me so long. It was a busy fall and then my muse decided to take a break. I have several stories running around in my head but it is taking me awhile to put them on paper. Hope you enjoy!!!

Part 9

Christmas break went too fast for Michael and Kyle. Being together had solidified the love they felt for each other and when it was time to say goodbye neither one was ready to let go.

“I don’t want to say good-bye?” Kyle admitted to Michael.

“Me either.” Michael whispered as he pulled Kyle closer to his body. “The next time you come home we wont even be sharing a room together.”

Kyle’s body shuddered. He couldn’t imagine not being able to sleep with Michael like they were now but it was what was to be. “I know.”

“But you can always stay at the apartment with us, at least part of the time. You know Maria wont mind.” Michael suggested.

“Dad and Amy might though. I doubt they will want to let me out of their sight when I come home during Spring Break but maybe during the summer.” Kyle said his spirits rising with the thought of spending the summer with Michael.

“Yeah that was what I was thinking to. God Kyle, I hate this, I don’t want to be apart from you anymore. I want you to stay here with me and Maria. I don’t want you to go back to Phoenix.”

“I don’t want to go but I can stay either. My place is in Phoenix. I have a life there to.” Kyle said thinking of what he had to go back to.

“With Max.” Michael voiced what Kyle had been thinking.

Kyle sat up and looked into Michael’s eyes. “You are ok about Max, right?”

Michael nodded. “Yeah I am. I wasn’t so much before break but now it’s ok. You love us both and want to be with us both, like I do with you and Maria. I understand what you feel.”

“I know you do.” Kyle said touching Michael’s face. “Tell her Michael. Tell her how you feel.”

“What good would that do? She knows about the two of us. If I told her I was in love with her she would think I am just transferring my feelings for you onto her. Besides that, she doesn’t feel that way about me.”

“How can you be so sure if you don’t talk to her about it?” Kyle asked. He had watched Maria the past month. Kyle was positive that there was more to Maria’s feeling for Michael then friendship. He’d witnessed more than a few longing looks that she had bestowed upon Michael. If only Michael would say something to Maria he was sure she would reciprocate his feelings. Kyle wanted more than anything for Michael to be happy and to find love like he had with Max. It was what should be.

Michael shook his head. “I can’t risk it Kyle. I’ve told you before I would rather not tell her and just be her friend then to tell her and be nothing. I couldn’t take losing her.”

“I know Michael. I just hate to see you alone. I want you to be happy.” Kyle said kissing Michael gently on his lips.

“At this moment I am very happy. I am in the arms of the guy I love and who loves me in return. Right now I couldn’t ask for anything more.” Michael insisted as he pulled Kyle’s head down for a passionate kiss.

***

Two days later..

As much as Kyle hated to leave home he was exciting about seeing Max again. It had been a long month without him. Kyle had enjoyed his time with Michael. They had made love almost every night and he loved the time he spent with his friend but he had also missed Max. They had only spoken on the phone a couple of times. Max was busy with his family. His sister drove him crazy preparing for Christmas and then they had relatives to visit. On their last conversation Kyle told Max that he missed him and couldn’t wait to be back in their room together again. Max had seemed relieved. Kyle guessed that Max was as fearful of Kyle’s feeling for Michael as Michael was of his feelings for Max. Kyle was determined to show Max just how much he missed him as soon as they were in the room together again.

***

Kyle was late getting back. He had gotten a flat tire on the highway and had to unload his entire trunk to get to the jack and spare. It seemed to take forever to get the tire changed and get everything loaded again. Then he had to stop off to get the tire fixed as the spare was not going to take him all the way to school. He was two hours late by the time he finally arrived and when he walked into the room Max was practically bouncing off the wall.

“Fuck Kyle you called me two hours ago where have you been?” Max said.

“I told you I had a flat Max. I had to take care of it.” Kyle said as he threw his bags on the floor next to the bed.

Max took a deep breath. “I know. I‘m sorry. I was just worried.” He admitted.

Kyle smiled and stepped towards Max taking his face in between his hands. “I’m here now.” Kyle said before crashing his lips against Max’s.

A few minutes later they ended their passionate kiss. “God I missed that.” Max moaned

“I missed that and so much more.” Kyle said with a big smile on his face. Kyle was glad that Max seemed to miss him as much as he missed him.

“How much stuff do you have in the car?” Max asked.

“A few more boxes but they can wait. We can’t.” Kyle took a hold of Max’s hand and pulled it against his crotch letting him know how much their kiss affected him.

Max laughed “Yep the boxes can definitely wait.” He said as he unbuttoned Kyle’s jeans pushing his boxers away and took Kyle’s hard cock in his hand.

“I want you Max. NOW.” Kyle said before kissing Max roughly.

They kept kissing barely separating long enough to remove each others clothes. Max pushed Kyle on the bed falling on top of him. Their hard cocks rubbed against each other causing them both to moan with the friction. “Now Max. Please. I can’t wait anymore.” Kyle begged

Max quickly grabbed the lube and rubbed an ample amount of his cock and on Kyle and then pushed his way into Kyle. “Fuck.” They both said at the same time.

“I’ve missed you so damn much Kyle. God I missed this. I don’t want to be away from you anymore. I can’t take it.” Max said as he started to thrust into Kyle.

“God Max. I love you.” Kyle moaned. Max’s words were still rolling around in Kyle lust filled brain. He never thought he would hear Max say those things to him. It made him feel like he was a king. Soon though, Kyle couldn’t think of anything as his orgasm approached. “I’m almost there Max. Faster.” He instructed.

Max grabbed a hold of Kyle cock. “Yes Kyle. I’m there. Fuuuuuuck.” Max shouted in release.

Kyle was right behind him as he shouted Max’s name.

Max fell on the bed beside Kyle his head buried in Kyle’s neck. “I love you Kyle.” He whispered before kissing him on his jawline.

“I love you to Max.” Kyle said pulling Max upwards so that he could kiss Max on the lips. They soon drifted off to sleep lying in each others arms.

Kyle woke to find Max sitting up staring at him. “What ya doing?”

“Watching you sleep? You’re absolutely gorgeous. You know that?” Max said

“You’re the one that is gorgeous Max. I’m just me.” Kyle said blushing from Max’s compliment.

“I missed you so much Kyle. I didn’t realize it was going to be so hard being away from you.” He admitted.

“I missed you to.”

Max frowned and looked away from Kyle’s searching eyes.

Seeing Max face he asked. “What? What’s wrong?”

Max took a deep breath and asked what he had been dying to know the last month they’d been separated. “Did you really Kyle, even when you were with that ‘guy’?”

“Max we talked about this before I left. Just because I am with him and love him doesn’t mean I don’t love you. And even when I was with him I still missed you. He isn’t you anymore then you are him. And I love you both for who you are. Can’t you understand that?” Kyle wanted to scream with frustration. They had just made love a little while ago with fierce passion and deep love and still Max questioned his feelings.

Max rubbed his hands roughly through his hair. He wanted to understand. He wanted to believe Kyle but it still hurt and bothered him that someone else shared his heart. That someone else shared his body. He wanted to be the only one and had to tell Kyle so. “I don’t want to share you Kyle. I want to be the only one. I can’t help the way I feel.”

Kyle felt like his heart was being ripped in two. He couldn’t give up Michael anymore than he could Max. They were both apart of his heart and of his very soul. He had to make Max accept this. They were doomed if he couldn’t and Kyle wasn’t sure he could take it. “Max please don’t do this. I can’t give either one of you up. You are both apart of me. He hates that I am with you and you hate that I am with him and seeing either one of you in pain rips my heart out. God Max this is pure hell for me. Don’t do this. Please.” He pleaded as tears ran down his face.

Max closed his eyes trying to blot out Kyle’s tears but he couldn’t avoid them for long as Kyle’s pain weakened him. He pulled Kyle into his arms placing kisses on his cheeks and whispering words of comfort. “You’re not going to lose me Kyle. I’m here.”

“I love you both so damn much Max. I know it is hard on you but it is hard on me to. I never expected to love anyone so much let alone two people. I’m so sorry Max. Please try to accept this please.” Kyle pleaded as his voice shook with emotion. “I need you.”

A few minutes later when Kyle had calmed down some Max spoke. “Tell me more about him.”

“He’s my best friend in the world, my brother, my lover, my life. His name is Michael Guerin.” Kyle finally told Max everything. He told him all about Michael’s parents death and how he came to live with them years before and about how they became lovers. Kyle did not leave anything out.

Max didn’t know what to say when Kyle finally finished telling him all about the other man he loved. Max was shocked to find out the friend that Kyle talked to every week was the one that he was involved with. At first he was hurt because Kyle had kept something so important to him a secret but when he explained how Michael was not comfortable with people knowing about their relationship he was able to understand. Max, even though he was able to admit his love for Kyle, was not ready to “come out”.

“Thanks for telling me.” Max said after a few minutes.

“I wanted to tell you from the start but I couldn’t without talking to Michael first. He agreed that it was only fair that you should know everything over the break. He’s a great guy Max. I think you’d like him.” Kyle hoped that was true. He wanted to two people he loved to at least like each other if not be friends.

“Do you think he would mind you giving me his e-mail address? I think it is time we introduced ourselves to each other.” Max asked.

“I guess. Thank you Max. This means a lot to me.” Kyle said sincerely.

“Hmmm, well I think you need to show me exactly how much it means to you.” Max said his hand moving down Kyle’s body to grab a hold of his cock.

“I think that can be arranged.” Kyle said before kissing Max passionately.

***
Much later…

Michael sat alone in the room he shared with Kyle thinking how very wrong it felt to be in it without him. He picked up his journal and began to write.

Kyle called earlier to tell me that he had told Max everything. He said that Max was a little upset but the he was trying. Max wanted to get to know me. Kyle said that he gave Max my e-mail address and not to be surprised if I got an e-mail from him. Even with the warning I was shocked when I opened his e-mail. I guess I didn’t expect the guy to be so blunt and upfront. This is the first words I received from him:

Hi Michael,

I guess I should start this out by introducing myself. My name is Max Evans, I’m in love with Kyle and I’m never giving him up.


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Part 10

My name is Max Evans, I’m in love with Kyle and I’m never giving him up.

What a hell of a way to start a friendship but that is exactly what happened. We have become good friends. Sure there was a lot of tension in the beginning. Neither one of us wanted to give up our hold on Kyle but once we chilled out a bit I found out that Kyle was right. Max Evans was a good guy. It is kind of weird that we are friends because honestly the only thing we have in common is loving Kyle. But I guess that is something big.

Kyle and I don’t talk on the phone nearly as much as we used to we now e-mail each other everyday. I guess I have Max to thank for starting that. Talking with Kyle everyday is so much better than once a week. But I like hearing his voice once in awhile so I still call occasionally. Hell sometimes I even talk to Max but mostly I talk with him through e-mail only.

Things are great with Kyle but living with Maria is pure hell. I HATE watching her go out on dates. I especially hate her telling me about them afterwards. She totally drives me insane when she parades around the apartment in her night clothes. I am so damn sexually frustrated 99% of the time I am in the apartment that I can’t see straight.

Earlier tonight after watching Maria dancing and singing as she was dusting I got so frustrated I ended up calling Kyle, who was in the shower, and ended up talking to Max instead. For some reason I found myself telling him everything.


Flashback begins…

“Man your life is really strange.” Max laughed after hearing about Michael’s problems with Maria. “I mean you’re not only in love with one of your best friends but both of them.”

“Yeah it is weird but that’s my life. What the hell am I supposed to do? She is driving me nuts.” Michael asked in frustration

“I don’t know, maybe talking to her about it. Telling her how you feel.” Max suggested.

Michael sighed “Can’t do that man. She’s my best friend. I can’t lose her. If I tell her and it freaks her out enough so she turns away from me it will kill me. Absolutely fucking Kill me.”

Max could hear the fear in Michael’s voice. He was genuinely terrified of losing Maria. Max was glad he was not in the guys shoes. Being in love wasn’t easy, he was testament to that, but Michael’s situation was worse. He was in love with two people; one he couldn’t openly be with and who was also in love with someone else, and the other one was one of the most important people in his life and because she was so important he was to afraid to risk his relationship with her by admitting his true feelings. “It does seem like a no win situation.”

“Really. You think? You have been so damn helpful Max. ” Michael shouted loudly.

“Michael, honestly what can either Kyle or I say to help you at this point? Nothing, right? I’m sorry. Really I am. It has to be horrible for you but in my opinion if you aren’t going to do anything to rectify the situation, if you aren’t going to talk to her, then there really isn’t anything you can do to make it better. You just have to deal with it.” Max said and to lighten things up a little he added. “And spend a lot of “special” time with yourself in either your room or the shower to relieve some of the frustration.”

“Fuck you Max.” Michael said but with very little heat. He couldn’t stop himself from laughing. “You’re definitely spending too much time with Kyle. He is definitely rubbing off on you.”

“I know that’s what my sister has been saying to.” Max admitted

“Does she know? About you and Kyle I mean.” Michael asked because he honestly needed to think about something else besides his own life.

“Well…let’s just say I haven’t openly admitted anything to her but I think she knows anyhow. She overheard part of a conversation I had with Kyle over Christmas break. I don’t really know how much she heard but when she asked who I was talking to and I told her my roommate she got a strange look on her face. I want to tell her but I’m not sure if I’m ready yet. You know what I’m saying.” Max was hoping if anyone understood where he was coming from it would be Michael.

“Yeah I do. Maria is the only one that knows about Kyle and I and I didn’t tell her. She overheared us in the shower together. Anyhow, since you are reaping from my inability to openly come out to anyone about my relationship with Kyle I would definitely say it is a given that I understand.”

“I’m going to have to come out aren’t I?” Max asked suddenly terrified. He didn’t know what scared him the most. Losing Kyle or Coming out. It was pretty much a tie.

Michael couldn’t believe he was having this conversation with Max but he knew that Max needed his honesty more than anything else. “Yeah you are. Kyle is patient. He understands the terror of coming out to people you love as well as rest of the populace. He did it and luckily for him everything worked out well. He was accepted but that is mostly because everyone pretty much figured it out for themselves. But Max, he won’t wait forever. He doesn’t work like that. Being yourself is a big thing to him. That is one of the reasons that the two of us can’t be. I can’t be open about our relationship. It is too much for me. Kyle understands but it still hurts him. That is why I told him when we went off to separate colleges that he should find someone else. Hence the reason why he is now in love with you pal. So yeah; if you want to remain in his life, and I am pretty sure you do, you are going to have to come out. You’ll lose him otherwise.”

Max listened hard to what Michael was saying to him. He’d pretty much figured it out for himself but it helped to hear someone else say it. It made it real. “You know Michael. We’ve been talking to each other on the phone or by e-mail for almost three months and I think that is the most I have ever heard you say at one time.”

Michael laughed. “It does happen once in awhile. Seriously though Max did you really “hear” what I was saying.”

Max sighed. “Yeah I did. And I know you’re right. It’s just going to be hard.”

“Umph… So who is laughing now? Doesn’t look like your life is a piece of cake either.” Michael said with a smirk on his face.

“True, but at least I’m still getting laid.” Max said laughing

“Ouch that hurt. Thanks for reminding me. I almost forgot for a minute just how sexually frustrated I was. Almost.” Michael said with a groan

Flashback ends…

When I got off the phone with Max I ended up taking some of his advice. I spent about 10 minutes of quality time in the shower. Maybe with any luck I will go blind and I won’t have to watch Maria, just being Maria, anymore. Highly doubtful but maybe.

Michael closed his journal. He was tired of talking about his life even to his journal. It didn’t seem to make things any better. Michael decided to take his chances and walk into the living room and see if there was a hockey game on. That at least would distract him for a little while.

Michael found Maria sitting on the couch with her duster still in her hand just staring mindlessly at the blank TV.

“Hey, what’s up?” Michael asked.

“Nothing much. Just thinking.” Maria said quietly.

Michael looked closely at her and saw tears in her eyes. “What’s wrong?” he asked quietly

“I heard you on the phone with Max?” Maria whispered

Michael was shocked. He didn’t know what to say to her. What had she heard? What was she feeling? More importantly he was thinking ‘Oh God does she hate me.’ “Maria.”

“I’m sorry Michael. I shouldn’t have eavesdropped on your conversation. I heard you yell and was worried so I went to your door and heard what you told Max about Kyle.” Maria explained.

‘Kyle. What the hell was she talking about?’ And then suddenly Michael knew exactly what she meant. She heard him tell Max that he had to come out or he would lose Kyle. Now he was confused. “Why are you crying?”

“You are such an amazing person. You told the boyfriend of the guy you love what he needed to do to keep him. You could have told him anything but instead you helped him knowing that he was taking Kyle from you. You’re amazing.” Maria sobbed as she threw her arms around Michael hugging him tightly.

Michael closed his eyes and savored the feel of Maria against him. He wanted it to last forever but he pulled back anyhow. “Maria, I’m not amazing. I just told him the truth. He knew it already. He just needed me to confirm it for him. He loves Kyle and more importantly Kyle loves him. Max makes Kyle happy. That is all that matters to me.”

“How can you just let him go? You love him.” Maria asked not understanding how Michael could be so selfless. She didn’t think she had it in her. If she knew that Michael loved her she didn’t think she could ever let him go. No matter what.

“That is exactly why I can let him go. Maybe it is easier knowing that Max loves Kyle as much as I do.” Michael admitted

Maria wiped the tears from her eyes and regretfully pulled her body away from Michael. She didn’t want to move away from him but her body couldn’t help reacting to his closeness and she didn’t want to give herself away. “It is so strange that you have become friends with Kyle’s boyfriend. It’s really weird Michael.”

Michael laughed. “Yeah well so is my life. It works though. I like him. He is a good guy. But honestly I can’t believe he thinks it is going to be hard to come out. The guy is way to in touch with his feminine side. He makes Kyle look like some macho jock.”

“Really?” Maria asked. Kyle was very open about his sexuality but even before he came out it was kind of obvious. He wasn’t over the top or anything but somehow you still knew. She couldn’t believe that Max could be anymore obvious and still be considered a straight guy.

“Yep. Plus you’ve seen pictures of him. No guy that beautiful could be totally straight. You have to agree with me on that?” Michael was happy to see that he brought a smile to Maria’s face. He tore at his heart to see her cry.

“You are right about that. But then again, Brad Pitt and Johnny Depp are straight and they are just as beautiful.”

“They’re not even close.” Michael said absently as he picked up the remote and found a hockey game to watch. His concentration was now totally on the game.

Maria lifted her eyebrow at Michael. ‘Interesting that Michael would say that Max was more beautiful then either Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp. Very interesting indeed.’

TBC…

No smut in this part but I think I may have hinted of something that will be coming up soon. ;)
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