
Rating: MATURE for now
Email: luvtruche@yahoo.com
Category: M/L
Disclamer: I don’t own anything. Roswell belongs to UPN and the WB.
Summary: Starts off from the end of Destiny, but with a twist. Changes. Everybody needs them. So many things have happened in Liz Parkers’ life within the span of a year, and coping is hard. Leaving Roswell, a hard choice is the one decision she is glad she made. But when things start to go crazy in her new city, she realizes that no matter where you are, the ones you left behind will all ways come back to you. The ones that have caused you the most stress are the ones who will turn around to just increase your stress level…what do you do? How do you forget the ones you love the most?
Author's Note:This is my very first Fic. Let me know if I should quit while I'm ahead. Any feedback is greatly appreciated!!
“This changes everything,” Max says as he looks at Tess.
“Now we can be together.” Tess is thrilled at the prospect of being with the man that she has dreamed of loving since she first laid eyes on him.
“No. We can’t be like that. I’m with Liz.”
“But Max, it’s our destiny, you can’t just walk away from it,” whimpers Tess
“My destiny is with Liz.” Max looks over wanting to make eye contact with the woman that he loves; but she is not there.
“Liz?” Max walks out of the Pod chamber to see Liz making her retreat, defeated.
“Liz!” Liz turns around not wanting to go through this but knowing that what she is about to say is going to change everything. Max catches up to her. The look on his face one of confusion and doubt.
“Max, no wait stop. I know what you’re going to say. I don’t want you to say it.” She looks deep into his eyes and can’t even begin to form her next words.
“You have a destiny, and your future is not with me.” Tears well in her eyes as she says these words, knowing that he is not ready to accept that.
“But you mean everything to me.” Max moves towards Liz. She puts her hand up to stop him.
“NO! You have to accept this! You have to stop fighting the truth. We are not ment to be together.” Liz, now fighting back all the emotion she has inside of her. Max completely taken aback by her words, the harshness, the anger.
“I love you Liz,” Max whispers. “And I’ll never stop loving you. I’m not letting you go. Neither will you.” Max hopes his final words can make her see what his heart feels; but he knows she’s made up her mind.
“I have to let you go, Max. I’m sorry.” Liz turns and runs down the Valley never looking back on the man that she has loved more than life itself. For Liz, turning her back on Max was like stabbing herself in the heart. She didn’t want to leave him, to abandon him. The things that were said in the cave was too much for her to bare. Escape was what she needed.
So Liz escaped. She convinced her parents that she need to be in a different environment. Something different from Roswell, New Mexico. A different type of adventure that didn’t involve “special powers”. Most importantly, Liz needed to rid her mind of Max Evans, the boy who managed to make her the happiest and yet the saddest all at the same time.
3 years later
“I have no idea how I managed to stay in Roswell for so long,” pipes Liz as she walks through the botanical garden at Central park. “There is so much to see here. So much to do!”
“Uh, Liz, you are excited about flowers!” says Maria mockingly “Not that these aren’t special flowers,” she adds.
“Maria!”
“I’m just saying babe..the only difference between these flowers here and the ones in Roswell is the water.” Maria eyes a tulip and uses it for her model. “You see this flower right here…it was born and raised in NYC. Not only is it tough, but it has street smarts too.”
“Maria, you just don’t understand me!” Laughs Liz. There is no way that Maria would understand that the air is just different to me. That it’s free, and I feel free. I don’t feel as if anyone is watching me, wondering what I’m doing. No alien hunters or some dreamy puppy love, just space to be me. Liz stared at the flowers wondering if her life cycle will have as many different changes in color, height and smell.
“Liz?”
“Huh”
Maria smiles her devilish grin. “Thinking about a little dark haired, amber eyed Czechoslovakian?” Both girls burst out with laughter. They were so loud that people were starting to stare.
“I wasn’t thinking about him, Maria.”
Now that she mentioned it, I wonder how he is. I bet he still looks the same. Max and I use to talk for hours, she thinks to herself. I wonder who he’s talking with now?
“Why is it whenever we start to talk about him, you shush me like his name isn’t suppose to be uttered.”
“Maria, I didn’t shush you.”
“You gave me the shush look.”
“I did not.”
“Did too.”
“Fine. I’m not going to argue with you about this. Because all it’ll turn into is some sort of fight involving food that I would prefer to be eating instead of lunging it at you!”
Liz and Maria stayed extremely close after Liz decided to move to New York. Liz spent the first two years out here alone where she attended school at NYU and worked a side job. Maria made the decision to come up last year to pursue her music career, which seems to be taking off. Once Maria touched down at JFK Airport last summer, they have been inseparable.
“Oh sh*t Maria, I’m gonna be late for work” Liz was having so much fun she completely forgot that she had to be at work at 4pm.
“You owe me a dollar. I tell ya, swearing will get you no where.” Maria puts hand out and taps her foot awaiting payment.
“Yeah yeah yeah, I’ll give it to you later. I’ve gotta go. You know how Boris gets when I’m 2 seconds late. I’ll see you back home.” Liz gives Maria a quick hug and kiss and makes her way out of central park towards the train.
He has been watching them for over 3 months now. He knows Liz was late for work and she would be running at breaking speed to get there on time. Later on that night when she came home, she would drop everything on the floor and collapse on the couch. She worked herself too hard, he thought. His mind wandered for a bit, his face blank, then it turned back into one of urgency. Soon she’ll know. Soon.
TBC
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AHH.. I have no clue what I’m doing…I’m just letting it flow out of me…It’s my first FanFic so don’t beat me down!!
