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EVE - LOL, I was picturing the same thing in my mind. But it wouldn't work since Thala said that she and Liz were one. Max's coldness towards Liz is exactly what I was going for. Glad I was able to depict it, thank you for seeing that.
Bonnie - You have no idea how pleasantly surprised I was to see your feedback. You always get what I'm trying to relay even before I write it, lol. You can't read my mind, can you? I can answer some of your questions here, and some will be answered in the chapters to come.
Yes, Zanthor, didn't want Zan to see other women in case he would want to marry someone else other than Thala. But that didn't mean that Zan's wants would be granted. Zanthor just didn't want to have to deal with the prince's tantrums in case that happened.extingman wrote:It also was surprising to see that the King never let Zan see other girls. Was he afraid Zan would choose wrong and bond to someone he didn't approve of?
Cal seriously had no idea how close Zan and Thala really were. More will be explained as to why in the chapter after the one below.extingman wrote:Did Cal know the truth about Zan and Thala?
As for Max, thank you for understanding him dead on.
To everyone, both feedbackers and lurkers, I'm so grateful that you're all liking this. It is getting easier to write it and that's all because of you. Thank you again. Enjoy the new part.
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CHAPTER TWENTY
“Zan?” Liz was looking at him wide eyed.
The vision of Zan shook his head. “No, I am not the Zan who healed you, though a part of me lived within him.”
Thala walked to stand beside her husband. And as soon as she got near, Zan took her hand in his as he looked at his bride lovingly.
“Now do you believe me?” Thala asked Liz with a smile.
Liz nodded, “But Cal said the connection between you wasn’t completed, though the Granolith has started it before you were killed.”
“That fact is true. The connection was not completed…in the physical world.”
“What does that mean?” Liz was almost afraid to ask.
“I think we should bring Max in here as well. So we won’t have to repeat what we are about to tell you.” Zan suggested.
Thala nodded and closed her eyes, calling upon Max’s consciousness to bring him into the realm of the Granolith.
Back in the cave, only a minute had passed after Liz was rendered unconscious by the Granolith. As the others continued to find a way to wake Liz, another white beam shot through Max, lifting him off the ground as his world slowly turned black. The last thing he heard was Isabel screaming his name.
The second Max saw his surroundings, panic set in. He thought he was back in the white room, but he knew that they were supposed to be in the Granolith chamber.
“Max.” He saw Liz walking towards him with two other beings that seemed to be gliding off the floor headed straight for him.
“Liz? Who—” Max stopped short when he saw two Lizes and the other bearing a spitting image of him.
“They’re Thala and Zan.” Liz introduced the couple.
“But, they’re dead.”
Zan and Thala only looked at each other.
“The Granolith collects the essences of all the kings and guardians who have passed on to the next life. However, this time, it chose to collect the essences of the other members of the Four Square.” Thala explained.
“When you say essence, you mean spirit.” Max stated rather than asked.
“Yes.”
“And the Four Square, so Vilandra’s and Rath’s spirits are here too?”
Another nod from the past Guardian.
“Why did you bring us here?” Max asked.
“To train you, to return you to your full capacity and to give you access to the power of the Granolith.” Thala spoke.
“I thought only the Guardians have access to the Granolith’s power.” Max said.
“This is a special circumstance.”
“How is this special?”
“Everything about us is the will of the Granolith. It is true that no guardian had ever been married to the king, except us. The Granolith knew what our bond would be like and it wanted that for us.”
“No.” Max shook his head vehemently. “I will not be controlled again. I will not follow anyone’s orders because of who or what I am. I make my own destiny.”
“Max, the Granolith knows the sacrifices you have gone through.”
“Oh really, is that supposed to make me feel better?”
Thala only looked at Zan, mentally communicating with him. Zan imperceptibly nodded and addressed Max.
“You must know that we did not wish for those things to happen. But they did and there is nothing else that we can do but to move forward.”
“And just how are we supposed to do that?”
Thala and Liz remained on the side, watching and listening as the two kings talked.
“You train, beat Khivar and you get to live your normal life.” Zan said.
“It’s that simple, huh?” Max had one brow raised.
“Yes, it can be that simple if you let it.”
“And what about my son? He won’t have to carry your throne?”
Thala looked at Zan, which Max and Liz noticed. Thala had a pained look on her face, her heart aching at that knowledge that in their time, Liz did not bear Max’s child.
“What?” Max asked.
“It’s nothing.” Zan dismissed it.
“No, I want to know everything there is to know. Or I won’t join in your cause.”
“You’re threatening us?” Zan scoffed. “We’re already gone, Max. You’re the one who still lives, you’re the one who would have to keep running if you intend to just let Khivar be. He will hunt you down. He won’t rest until he is certain that there is no one who can reclaim the crown from him. Can you even imagine what kind of life your son will have if you allow Khivar to continue ruling over Antar?”
“I’m sorry, Max. I wasn’t hiding anything from you. It just aches to know that the other Avanya tricked you into having your first born with her. It was supposed to be Liz, not her.” Thala;s voice broke.
“So you know about Tess?”
Thala nodded.
“Why didn’t you do anything? The Granolith is supposed to be this all knowing and all powerful thing, and it can’t even stop one puny hybrid?!”
“Do not put the blame on them, Max. Yes, Tess planted thoughts in your mind to get close to you in the beginning. But after that you still went with it, you still went with her.” Zan scolded.
Liz just kept looking on. She was surprised when Thala said that she was supposed to have Max’s son. And truthfully, she didn’t know how to feel about that. How should it feel to know that you were meant to have this other life, a life that you hardly knew anything about?
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I just…” Max exhaled loudly. “I’m tired of all this. I just want to have a normal life for my son. None of this running and looking over our shoulder all the time. None of this alien crap.”
“This alien crap is what brought you here. This alien crap is what made you exist.” Zan spoke.
Thala moved closer to Max and made him face her. She reached up and held the sides of his face in each hand. “You have to accept who you are, Max. Before anything else, you have to accept your heritage in your heart. It will only be then that you can move forward. All this talk of having a normal life; you have to understand that neither you, nor your son, can ever be normal. No one in the group you call family is anymore. And yet you are able to act as one, to have faith in each other despite your not being ‘normal’. Accept who you are and live your life the way you want it. I promise you that I will do everything I can to give you that.”
“I just want my son to grow up safe.”
“He will.” Thala assured him.
“Can we proceed now?” Zan asked impatiently.
Thala nodded and moved away from Max. Then the hologram started up again.
Thala was training in the Granolith temple; she was in the chamber with her grandmother, the current Guardian. She was harnessing the power released bit by bit from the icon but she was quickly becoming exhausted; every attempt to control the power was draining her energy. But that only meant she was doing it wrong. She was supposed to get stronger, not weaker. Each day passed and she just couldn’t do it.
“I can’t.” Thala said, shaking her head and tears pouring out of her eyes.
“Yes, you can, dear child. You just need to have faith in yourself.” K’ladia encouraged.
“I’m a young Antarian, I am not like you. I can never be.”
“You have to believe. Believe in yourself and believe in the Granolith. It chose you, Thala. It wouldn’t have if it knew that you cannot carry its tasks.”
Thala only breathed hard as she tried to rein in her sobbing. She stood up and raised her arms once more, palms open to receive the currents of the Granolith into her being.
Once again, Thala could only hold on for a few minutes before falling on her knees. She still had her arms stretched upward, still trying to absorb the power.
But this time, Zan came in bursting into the chamber. And when he saw Thala on her knees weakening fast; he had to step in. Zan ran up to where Thala was and knelt in front of her, holding on to both wrists, urging her to stop. K’ladia moved to interrupt but Zan’s force field stopped her in her tracks. He didn’t even look at the older woman. He simply raised his arm behind him and aimed at her, effectively building a wall of energy to block K’ladia from moving closer.
“Thala, open your eyes. It’s Zan, I’m here. Open your eyes and let go.” Zan coaxed, he was cradling her face in his hands, urging her to look at him.
Thala who had her eyes squinted shut from the pain, slowly opened her eyes and looked straight at Zan. Her opal eyes had electricity-like currents running through them.
And as they locked eyes on each other, Zan’s eyes became all black and streaks like lightning started flashing within them. He still held on to Thala’s head, and both were now receiving the powers of the Granolith. Zan was acting like a conduit, softening the blow as the Granolith’s powers were going into Thala.
K’ladia had never seen anything like it. She was shocked that the would-be-king used his powers on her, a guardian. But what stunned her more was that he was now helping Thala take in the powers being transferred to her by the Granolith. Was this the Granolith’s plans, for Zan and Thala to work together in harnessing its power? No king or prince or any of the royal family has entered the Temple of the Granolith while it was training a guardian. Total focus was required from a novice while she learned from the Granolith. But Zan just came running in like he knew that Thala needed his help. She would need to discuss this more with Zanthor.
As soon as the Granolith was done, Thala slumped to the floor. Zan went to help her up, releasing K’ladia from his hold on her. Zan lifted Thala in his arms and walked out of the temple without uttering a word to K’ladia.
Zanthor bristly walked into his son’s bedroom, not even bothering to knock. He just came from his talk with K’ladia and he immediately rushed into the prince’s part of the palace, his cape flowing behind him as his movements were fueled by his anger.
Zan quickly stood up from his bed where Thala was sleeping peacefully. He remained silent and walked out to his receiving area, knowing that his father was following closely behind him.
As soon as they were out of Thala’s earshot, Zan turned to face his king.
“What were you thinking? You know you cannot just go rushing into the temple like that!” Zanthor reprimanded.
“Thala was getting weak. I had to do something.” Zan replied.
“Don’t get self-righteous with me, Zan. You know very well that what you did was wrong.”
“I couldn’t just stand by and not do anything!” Zan yelled.
“Don’t raise your voice at me.” Zanthor demanded.
“I apologize…for yelling. But I will not apologize for helping Thala. She needed me, what was I supposed to do?”
It was then that what Zan said registered with Zanthor. “How did you know what she was going through in the temple?”
“I…I don’t know, I just knew I had to get in there and help her.” Zan was confused as well but something was pushing at him to enter the temple at that time.
“You and Thala have gotten close, have you not?” Zanthor prodded.
“Only because you asked me to get to know ‘my betrothed’ better.” Zan said softly as he bowed his head to look at his feet. He knew there was more to it than that. Did he love her? It has been generations since love was felt by Antarians. So what did he feel for the young apprentice sleeping in his bed?
“What are your feelings toward Thala, Zan?” the king of Antar asked his son.
Zan looked at his father and met his gaze straight on. “I’m not certain yet. I care for her; that much I know. I want to keep her safe at all times. When I felt what was happening to her, I rushed in without thinking. My only concern was for her. I apologize that I used my abilities on K’ladia but I had to ease Thala’s pain. You weren’t there. You didn’t see what I did, Father. You didn’t feel what I felt.”
Zanthor was stunned at the emotions he saw in his son’s eyes. But still he had to wonder how Zan had felt Thala’s ordeal, unless…
“Zan, have you and Thala…bonded?” Zanthor asked with unease.
Zan’s eyes grew wide at that. “No! Father, I would never do that to Thala! How could you even accuse me of bonding with her outside the ceremony of the Granolith?”
“Forgive me my son, but I had to know. Things are not adding up.” Zanthor began pacing. “You do not possess the abilities of an empath and yet you claim that you were able to feel Thala’s pain. How is this possible? Only bonded couples can feel what the other is going through and even those are not in this intensity.” Zanthor stopped and faced Zan, wanting to see his reaction.
Zan looked at his father and Zanthor could tell that even his son did not understand what was happening. “I can only guess that the Granolith called out to me to help her, but why? I have not yet even had the chance to learn the ways of the Granolith.”
“I will consult with K’ladia on this. But I suggest you apologize to her immediately for what you did to her in the temple.”
Zan nodded and went to seek the guardian, but not before checking on Thala once more.
“You loved her.” Max whispered.
“I still do.” Zan smiled at Thala.
Max was silent but spoke after a beat. “At least you got a say in it.”
“What do you mean?” Thala asked.
Max looked at Liz then turned back to Thala. “Ever since Tess came into Roswell, her and our protector pushed about how she was my bride and how we were supposed to be together. You already know she mindwarped me a number of times to get close to me. And you’re right, I allowed it to happen, but it was only because I did not know how to defend myself against it. Then I find out it was all a lie, she made a deal with our enemy to deliver me, Michael and Isabel to Khivar to be executed back on Antar.”
Liz was appalled, she couldn’t even fathom the kind of life Max had led while he was with his ex. Thala was outraged to learn of this ploy while Zan was seething inside with fury.
Max glanced once more at Liz and was surprised to find concern for him in her eyes. “When I helped Liz with the power ball she created, I connected with her. That is usual whenever I heal someone and it breaks when I’m done. But the connection we shared, it’s still there. It’s just a whisper for now though but it’s not going away. Cal said it might be the doing of the Granolith because of who we were in the past. But I don’t want to be dictated again. I want to be able to have a choice.”
Liz was stunned. So that was what was going on between them.
“So what do you want us to do, Max?” Zan asked.
Max looked at Liz, Thala, then finally back at Zan.
“Sever the connection between me and Liz.”
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