Rating: MATURE/ADULT (some mild slash)
Pairing: Varies… Can’t just name one.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my imagination and my twisted little fantasies of Brendan Fehr.
Summary: Liz POV. Okay it’s completely AU, no aliens. Liz was a popular rich snobby bad girl back in Roswell New Mexico. So bad that after one horrendous night Liz snaps and gets worse than ever, so to tame their daughter The Parker’s send Liz to Winnaman Academy in Vermont. In this school Liz will learn a great amount of secrets and hold fast to the ones she owns herself.
Warning: If you desperately love Maria than I don’t know if you will like this because she’s not in it. When I actually do put her in here and there she’s not very smart. I use a lot of coupling in this fic and there will be slash scenes. Nothing hard core but its just a small warning.
Note: This story will have similarities to some things because I got the inspiration for this from an indie film called “Lost and Delirious” and also from Christopher Pike’s “Execution of Innocence.”
Dedications: To my sis Jessica! Because she’s the one on my ass to finish this and because I write it specifically for her when she’s in need of a release from the cold hard reality that is life. So pull up chair, maybe grab some goobers and read what my mind willed me to write…
Part 1
The Winnaman Academy, Vermont
“We have very strict rules here at Winnaman Miss Parker…”
They say sometimes when a door is shut, a window is opened. And all you have to do is jump. Break free; just be who you really are. However, there are other options, you can start over. Be a whole new person, maybe even change who you are into someone you’re not. She pondered these ideas inside her head as she strolled on down the Academy hall lost in her own delirious thoughts.
“Probably a much more disciplined atmosphere then you are used to...”
The walls were white, the curtains down the hall a light blue. The sun shined through the windows as a gust of wind blew the curtains open and sent her hair flying into her face. In just a few minutes she would meet the one person who would most likely become her new best friend. Someone who she’d share her secrets with, someone who she could confide in when things got rough. Someone to knock her back down when she needed to be reminded of rules and right from wrong.
“Curfew is at 9. No boys allowed on campus…”
No boys… Ha, she had to stifle a laugh and continue her walk down that long gusty hallway. Each step crunching down on the thick beige plush carpet. Memories flashing through her mind by the busload, killing her once humorous mood. Another chilling blast of air tossing her hair all around, and in that moment she remembered the last time she had happily tossed her hair back, causing it to breeze across her rosy cheeks.
“There will be no smoking, no drinking, and drugs will not be tolerated...”
No more late night parties, no more coming in and out, no more never remembering what she had done the day before. No more lying to mom and pop about where she was going, who she was with. Her hand trailed up and down along the walls, it’s smooth surface sliding by like her life had.
“Welcome to Winnaman Academy Liz Parker…”
Smile nicely Liz, yes, just like that. Just the way mother taught you, don’t forget to be charming when you actually feel like screaming. Never show emotion unless you’re in the privacy of yourself. She wiped the back of her hand across her wet nose and trucked on down the hall to her room.
“So you’re Liz Parker huh?” The snap of bubble gum broke the silence of the quiet room.
Her head flew up and out of the thick dark clouds of reminisce, “I’m sorry?” She managed to choke out.
“My new roommate.” Her deep blue eyes bored into Liz’s own sensual brown ones. “You know the replacement for the one who offed herself on that very mattress.” She pointed across the room to a bed.
Liz’s bags fell to the floor as she took it all in, “S-she-“
“Relax, I’m totally fucking with you Parker.” The girl tossed her blonde curls over her shoulder, “So what do we have here? More bags huh? You a prissy girl aren’t cha?” She winked and came over to plop Liz’s suitcases up on the bed.
“I’m sorry I didn’t catch your name.” Liz asked politely, in about two point five seconds she was ready to adjust into bitch mode. This girl beside her has breath taking features, a figure to die for and still managed to have silky curls with lush pouty pink lips, glossed to shine.
She glanced up at Liz from behind her thick long lashes and snapped on her gum loud, “Tess. Tess Harding, yes I’m Ava Harding’s daughter, yes I know all the famous celebrities you’re about to ask me.” She rolled her eyes, “Yes I can get you an autograph, so now that that’s all over.” She walked over and flopped down on her side of the room.
Confused Liz sat down on her side, “You obviously don’t know who my parents are otherwise you wouldn’t have wasted your breath, Tess.” She snapped.
“OoOoh, new girl’s got spunk. C’mon Liz gimme your best shot, who is your parents?” She sarcastically spat out her words.
“I don’t have time for this.” She mumbled and started to pull her belongings from their cases. To think she thought they were going to bond, to become close friends. She hadn’t even known this girl 10 minutes and already she was a heartbeat away from slamming her facedown on hardwood floor of their room.
She snapped her gum again, “Broke you faster than the last one.” She chuckled.
Liz spun around angry as ever, “Listen Tess, I’m not someone you want to fuck with. I’m here for my reasons and you’re obviously here for yours, kick ass we don’t like each other. Just stay out of my way and I’ll stay out of yours.”
Tess blinked several times, “Geez is your thong stuck way up your ass.” She tusked, “Chill out Parker, learn to loosen up.” She squiggled around her pockets and brought out a pack of cigarettes, “Want one?” She murmured as she lit hers over by the window.
Liz shook her head and stood next to her at the window, lighting up her own thin white stick, “Start over?” She said blowing smoke past her lips.
“Already done, so why you here?” Tess puffed lightly on her butt.
It was such a long story, too long of a story actually. Longer than she had time to tell before orientation. “Parents are assholes, why are you here?”
“Cuz my mom doesn’t want me getting mixed up in her life.” She shrugged, “Because I’m a problem child, cuz I talk back. Cuz I grew into a more attractive person than she is, pick one. I’ve been here for going on three years now. And I hate it.”
Liz sucked the smoke deep into her lungs and blew it out slow, “Is that why you got the best room?”
She laughed, “You know why we got the best room Parker. Cuz we’re rich and we’re beautiful.” She shook her curls, “Lost and Delirious.” She chuckled, gazing out at the evening sky, “Trust me when I say you better stick with me. Cuz the minute you walk into orientation you’re going to be seen as one of two things to these girls.” She paused to inhale her nicotine, “A rich bitch threat to their social status or… A nobody.”
“You guys have issues than, I don’t fit into one category.” Liz smashed her cigarette into the sill and threw her cases down from the bed to lie down. “Damn. It’s going to suck here so much.” She stared up at the ceiling, feeling the high from her laced smoke start to take effect.
“Oh miss Parker,” Tess flopped back down on her own bed, “I didn’t take you for a stoner.” She picked at her nails.
Liz giggled, “Like I’d go to that thing fully temperate.” She snorted.
“You got a boyfriend?” Tess asked, as she propped herself up on an elbow towards Liz.
Liz closed her heavy lids and shrugged, “I had lots of them, couldn’t quite be tied down to just one.” She grinned.
“Hmmm… Good to know.” Tess shrugged and started to flip through a magazine. Liz lay in her bed with her eyes shut, breathing in patterns as her body floated up to the ceiling. There were lots of boys back home, and there would be lots more here. She snuggled into her blankets and dozed off.
>*<
“Just shut up will you!” She slapped at her friends shoulder, “Go and keep a look out. Holler if you see anyone coming. You got that Maria?”
“Liz… I don’t know about this. I mean so what if Pam wins homecoming? I mean we already know everyone’s going to pick you!” She pleaded.
“Maria what’s your malfunction? We’re not going to cheat, we just want to know.” The male of the trio snapped at Maria, “Now shut your trap and stay here.” He shoved a flashlight into her hands and pulled Liz into the school.
She laughed carelessly as he pulled her further and further into the school until they were at the office door. “Kyle, we’re just going to look right?” Liz had second thoughts.
He grabbed her face in his hands lightly, “Hey, you’re gonna win. No matter what okay?” He kissed her lips, “Now shut up and just do what I tell you to do.”
“Kyle… I love you.” She smiled and pulled his face to hers, savoring his scent and running desperate fingers through his soft hair; “I’m perfectly fine if I don’t win, okay?” She breathed on his lips, before kissing him again.
His hands felt up her sides and back down to her waist, resting them on the small of her back, “I know you’re fine with it.” He smiled, “I just want you to be happy is all.”
“I am happy silly.” She went to kiss him again except was rejected after he turned to pick the lock of the office door. He drawled her inside the office and seductively over to the voting ballot box.
“Start the counting babe.” He said lifting the lid off the top of the box and handing her a hand full of ballots.
She counted, squealing each time she saw a checked box next to her name. A light blinked across the windows causing her and Kyle to drop to the floor laughing.
“You think Maria left?” Liz whispered.
Kyle glanced at her funny, “Are you kidding? She left the second we entered past the school gates.
“So much for a look out.” Liz rolled her eyes annoyed.
“She’s your friend.” He shrugged.
“She’s your sister!” She smacked him.
“I didn’t choose her.”
They counted for 10 more minutes and realized that indeed she had won fair and square. Happy that she won she threw handfuls of ballots into the air and pulled Kyle down to the floor to her. Their lips connecting and his shirt flying off and up into the air.
“Make love to me Kyle, right here on these ballots.” She bit his lower lip, “Right now.” She rubbed her self up against him.
Kyle immediately discarded her small shirt, not bothering to remove her bra as he worked on the button of her pants. She giggled as he trailed small kisses up her abdomen to her chest and licked up to her neck. The fire between her thighs was burning with lust, her head fell back and a moan escaped her lips. His fingers playing with the clasp of her bra until it fell own her shoulders, her hands tugged at the zipper of his pants, then helped him pull off his boxers until they both were worked up hot and ready. Her thing cloth covering her bottom slid off and into his hands as his lips attacked hers passionately.
“Oh god Kyle…” She whimpered ready.
His mouth continued to suck the skin of her neck and he pushed her back to the floor, positioning his self up over her small body. Her breath coming out in quick gasps as she waited for his entrance. She pressed her chest tight against his own; her arms folded around him as she pulled her legs apart and wrapped them against his thighs.
“Liz…” He whispered into her ear before he plunged deep into her core. Causing her to yelp out in surprise, her thighs tightened in anticipation as he began to slowly drive into her. Softly, he brushed her hair from her face and glanced into her eyes. A small connection forming between the two. His pace quickened a bit faster and Liz buckled up into him farther. Her whole body tingling with desire and burning with sexual heat.
“Uh –OH!” She shouted out, his rhythm speeding up a notch. Her hands pressed him tighter; she sucked on his shoulder, tasting the salt of his skin. Her hands feeling his back muscles tighten up as he began to come closer to reaching oblivion. His breath blew across her chest, his mouth moving from her neck to her mouth. She tugged him to the side and rolled over on top of him. Her hands pressing his chest down and her eyes watching his every reaction, “Do you love me Kyle?” She panted, her pelvis ramming into his.
He cursed out in excitement, “Yes, Yes I love you.” He struggled not to lose control.
She felt it coming closer; the one moment went her body would explode all at once into fireworks. That growing tingle within her belly working down into her center. Her hands went up and into her hair, her chin lifting up to the ceiling as she moaned into the air. Her thrusts becoming more effective to achieving that moment they both were waiting for. Then Kyle’s hands slid across her smooth bottom skin and up her sides to cup her breasts. She pressed his hands firmer against her chest, whimpering like a puppy. His hands grabbing tighter and his jaws crushing down on one another as a hiss of air seethed through his mouth.
She licked her lips as she watch his eyes roll to back of his head. Her body pushing harder by the second until he suddenly took over and slammed her down underneath him once again to take control.
“Oh! Oh yes Kyle!” She cried out, his hard erection forcing down deeper into her middle. Her whole body tensed up at once as they came together, his body shoving harder and harder into hers. Their breathing ragged and their skin perspirating, her chest sliding against his from the dampness. Then every cell in her body screamed, her heart stopped her breath caught; her legs buckled up and felt her insides cave.
“Oh my! Oh my g- Oh my gawd!” She cried out, “Oh my gawd Kyle…” She pulled his face to hers, “I love you Kyle… I do…” She breathed, “You’re the best fuck I’ve ever had.” She caressed her tongue against his. A rustling was heard outside the office door, “Kyle, what was that?” Liz panicked.
“Wake up Parker…” He smiled, rubbing his thumb on her cheek, “Wake up…”
>*<
“Parker! Helllloooo? Wake up Parker!” Tess readied to slap Liz across the face.
Liz flew up right in bed, her lungs screaming for air, her hands shaking in horror. Her body shivered in a rapid cold sweat.
“Whoa, you okay?” Tess asked worried.
“Fine. I’m fine.” Liz lied, “What time is it?” She searched the room for a clock.
“You already missed orientation, you missed dinner too.” Tess dropped a paper bag into Liz’s lap, “I brought you something from the kitchen.”
“Wow. Thanks.” Liz pulled her damp hair back into a bun, “What is it?”
Tess shrugged, “I dunno. Something Andrew made.”
“Andrew?” Liz looked at Tess skeptical.
Tess licked her lips and lit up a cigarette, “He’s the school’s cook on Monday’s, Wednesday’s and Thursday’s.” She giggled, “He’s Italian.” She winked.
“Naughty girl.” Liz laughed tearing into the homemade sandwich, “My god this is gooood!” She yelped astonished.
“Yep. Sex isn’t the only thing that boy’s good at.” Tess nodded her head.
Liz gulped the soda Tess handed her and took another bite, “How old is he?”
“Twenty three, he’s been the cook for almost half a year now.” She shrugged, “He started in the summer, and now he’s here for the new school year. Gee, I wonder why.” She played dumb.
“Got any cute friends?” Liz joked.
“You won’t have to worry about that, I’ve got plans for you Miss Parker.” Tess winked and blew out her smoke, “There’s going to be a party this weekend with the boys of West Ridge, fine ass guys there.” She clenched her eyes closed, “Oh yes. Very nice.”
“Very nice Parker.” He gave her the once over, “You clean up nice…”
She sneered at him revolted, “You disgust me Guerin.”
He grinned wickedly, “You see Parker, you see this is why we should be together… We refer to one another by last names only.” He slid a finger down her cheek to her cup her chin, “Liz…”
Her heart thumped against her chest intensely, “Michael… We can’t okay? We just… We just can’t do this.” She pushed him away gently, “Please?”
“Dammit Parker!” He slammed his fist into a wall.
“Freaking spacer man! Parker! Par-ker!” Tess shook Liz by the shoulders. “You’re not gonna be like this all the time are you? Damn I should have known you were a druggie.” Tess cursed.
Liz struggled to catch her breath and explain her situation, “Tess… No I’m not… Not really…” She gasped, “I just keep… I keep remembering things and…”
Tess crossed her arms over her chest and rolled her eyes, “The last girl was kicked out of here for drugs Liz. I mean its one thing to get hammered at a party but it is quite another to be fried all day.”
Liz glared at Tess oddly, “Isn’t that from Clueless?”
Tess grinned, “Yep. Best damn movie ever if I may say so myself. C’mon lets go chill for a while. We deserve it, at least I know I do.” Tess shrugged out of her dark blue blazer.
Liz rubbed lazily at her tired eyes and lifted her arms above her head to stretch, “You’re the boss teach. Show me the way.”
Tess linked her fingers through Liz’s and pulled her out the door quickly, “You gotta be really sneaky though cuz none of the elders know about this jig.” She glanced down the main hall and inched towards the stairs cautiously.
“Where are we going?” Liz asked giggling, her fingers squeezing Tess’ tighter.
Tess stopped suddenly to press them both up against the wall, “Oh my god did she see us?” Tess asked, “Whew! That was close as hell! C’mon.” Tess lugged her further. “We gotta go up stairs to the top. Then we’re home free baby!” Tess momentarily released Liz’s hand to button up her blazer.
“So how much further, and you never answered my question.” Liz held her hand out for Tess to grasp.
“A place where you can be you without having to worry about restrictions.” Tess pressed her forehead against Liz’s, “Now shut up and just come on!” She laughed and tugged Liz up the stairs as quick as she could.
Liz’s breath caught in her throat when they finally reached the top of the stairs, exhausted Liz struggled to keep up with Tess’ vast steps. She’d walk the rest of the way no matter what Tess said. She wasn’t used to climbing the circling staircase that seemed to last forever. The top of the stairs was dark and gloomy; night had snuck up on them suddenly. Liz watched Tess climb up a steel latter and knock three times in the corner of the ceiling.
“Damn what took you so long?” A small red headed girl opened up a bend in the ceiling and scolded Tess, “Isabel’s in Bitch mode so watch out.”
“Good lookin’ out Jenny.” Tess pinched the girl’s nose before turning to Liz, “You coming?”
Liz took a step forward, hesitating at the latter. She had a feeling that entering that room would be entering a whole other world. She would be part of a clique again, something she never wanted to be after… She shook her head clear and trudged up the bars of the cold steel, its cool to the touch metal tingling up her arm. Setting off every instinctive alarm a female possessed. However, not even her intuition was enough to stop her feet from stumbling forwards towards Tess’ out stretched hand.
“That’s my girl.” Tess grinned.
The red headed girl, Jenny, quickly slid the opening lid closed after Liz had emerged within their lair. It wasn’t too spacious, yet it managed to hold over 16 plus upper class girls who attended Winnaman Academy. And of course, there stood the infamous Isabel Evans.
The girl that Liz knew all about before even stepping foot in Winnaman, even from all the way over in Roswell, New Mexico Liz knew who this girl was. Her face had been plastered all over the Winnaman Academy brochure. With perfect posture as she had sat at one of the mess hall tables, hand slightly bent over her plate as her fingers had delicately grasped her dinner fork. Liz could remember the snapshot on page 3; she could see Isabel leaning against a maroon locker with her books pressed firmly against her busty chest. Liz’s eyes searched over the life size model as she stood over by the entrance of the hideout.
Across the room Isabel was engaging herself in a humorous conversation, her dark hazel eyes turning to Liz before her amused face. Isabel had glanced at Liz and back to the laughing girls beside her. Liz was never one to be shy, however, this was a whole new atmosphere. This was not Roswell High; this was not her regular crowd of laughing individuals. These were the superior girls of Winnaman; they could make or break your social status. Liz had no male to waltz over to and flirt with in order to get to know the rest of the crew.
“Liz.” Tess called out to her, a cigarette at the end of her lips, “Get over here, I wanna commence you.” She nodded her head, intending for Liz to walk over.
Liz stole one last look at Isabel; they observed each other as Liz strolled over to Tess’ perch a top a stool by the only large open window. She sat down on the windowsill closest to Tess, her eyes drifting over to Isabel. The sultry blonde covertly went back to her small cluster of admirers and pretended to acknowledge their comments. All the while her full attention was on the new girl, the potential threat to her entire position as head girl.
“This is Corena, Lilah, Katelyn and Nadine. The one at the entrance is Jenny; we don’t pay much attention to her really. She’s just there to serve us drinks and be the lookout.” Tess waved her hand and winked at the mousy girl, who vigorously waved back smiling like a child who had just seen the president. “If she’s not doing something for you than you don’t need to be seen with her. Got it?” Tess’ icy blue eyes bore down on Liz in a warning tone.
Liz snorted, “What’s in it for her?”
“She gets to pretend to be one of us.” Corena laughed and sipped her glass.
“What’s in that?” Liz nodded to the glass, “Care to share?”
“Mmm!” Tess’ muffled words spoke out from her full mouth, “Here. Take mine.” She said finally swallowing her drink. “I’ll go get another one, its just Malibu and orange juice.” She skipped off her stool and over to the bar.
Liz was shocked to see the whole layout from her perch at the window. Dark purple drapes hung low against the wooden walls, creating a cultural effect. In another corner lay a pile of fluffy pillows and blankets for them to sit on, some girls lounged all stretched out in that corner. And in the center of the room was one simple sofa, yet elegant and seemed to be the most pertinent spot in the room. Of course that was where Isabel sat comfortably, as if she were parked at her throne. In the far right corner was a nice set up of bottles and glasses, lined up by size. Velvet covered the surface of the rounded table, followed by small decorative placemats and cup holders. It resembled a small mini bar; just like the one her mother had caught her passed out next to one night. Mini bottles of vodka and brandy lay in a bucket of ice; brightly colored napkins lay unstirred beside it.
“Vickie’s mom is a flight attendant, she’s always bringing Vickie small gifts.” Katelyn giggled and started a small uproar between the three other girls.
“Thank god for small favors.” Nadine piped up and sent everyone into hysterics.
Liz gulped the rest of her drink and threw the cup out the window carelessly. She’d kill for a thick tightly rolled up blunt. It’s herbal remedy that would send Liz’s head spinning and her skin to ripple. Someone turned the volume up on the small radio near the bar and squealed. Apparently she just loved that song, Mariah Carey’s soulful voice along with other’s belted out “Honey.”
And it’s just like honey,
When your love comes over me…
Outside the moon shined down on the street, Liz closed her eyes and tried her hardest to will her memories away. It was quite a struggle when the same song playing was the song that was playing the night –NO. She shook her head; she wouldn’t do this, not now, not ever. Where the hell was Tess with that drink? Liz spun around to see where her peppy friend was.
Nadine was asking her something that she hadn’t heard, and even if she had she wouldn’t have answered. Yet to humor the lady she tilted her head to the side and as her hair fell delicately across her face she swiped it back and grinned. Whatever Nadine has said, Liz’s smile seemed to have been the perfect answer.
“Oh Liz, you’re so coy.” She giggled and sipped her drink.
Something was pulling at Liz to spin around and so she had, and there it was, Isabel’s cold stare at her back. Liz was tempted to slap the bitch across her Clinique covered face. No one stared Liz Parker down and lived to tell the story. As Tess’ heels were heard clamping back over towards Liz she decided to end Isabel’s childish game once and for all.
“Take a fucking picture.” She sneered.
The entire room gasped, and now everyone’s eyes were on Liz. Apparently no one had ever talked back to Isabel Evans. Well, there was a first for everything now wasn’t there? Liz flipped her hair over her shoulder and took the drink from Tess’ hand. She guzzled down her cup and was ready to go, she didn’t want to be in a room where everyone’s attention wasn’t on her. A sultry smile crossed Isabel’s features as she eyed Liz and called for Nadine.
The brunette at Liz’s side took a step forward, ready to obey when Liz cleared her throat, “Oh Nadine, sweetie. Could you get me another drink please?” She slid a hand down the girls shoulder, “Thanks.” She smirked as she watched Isabel’s posture stiffen. “Cheers.” Liz held her cup out towards Isabel and winked when Nadine had obliged to her request.
Tess sighed and shook her curls, “Liz, Liz, Liz… First day and look what you’ve done. Made enemies with the worst person to be enemies with.” She tisked.
Liz sipped lightly on her third glass and shrugged, she had better things on her mind. Like how the hell she was going to get out of bed the next morning. Already her stomach rumbled in discomfort from the alcohol and smoke she had earlier. She glanced down at her watch and blinked waiting for her sight to focus. She couldn’t see for shit, she was ready to leave.
“I’m done, my pillow’s calling my name.” She said casually stepping to the exit. “You coming?” Her eyes grazed across the crowd and landed on Tess.
Tess swallowed what was left of her cup and trotted over, “Yep!”
And as Liz slid down the latter, she heard the muffled words of other girls suddenly ready to call it a night. She smiled to herself and walked arm and arm with Tess back to bed.
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A/N: Also note that updates will NOT be frequent. I have a large amount of this fiction written but since my computer at home is a piece of shit… I can only post during the last few minutes of work when everyone is gone and I can sneak on here!
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